I didn't think I will live this long, I thought I be dead in my teens or 20s, but I'm still here. So I was meant to be here then. No matter what I must keep pushing forward.
@@jadedfire4351 man your lucky. I felt the same way and wasted my 20s on girls partying etc... get healthy physically and mentally, get spiritual learn how to meditate. Spread love and kindness. Read. Be present. Don't care what others think. Be the hero of your movie because life is so short! We are an eternal spirit in a temporary avatar body so have no fear!!! That's what I would do if I knew then what I know now!!
My brother committed homicide when I was 13, I then went on to shot myself in the leg when I was 15, almost died, fell into my own drug addiction due to the hard ass drugs they were giving me. lost my sister to drug addiction 2 years later, lost a best friend to a bmx accident a year before that, which I was on the scene for. Now my mom struggles with her alcoholic addictions and my family no longer speaks to us, I’ve had 5 surgeries in my right knee due to torn tendons. Having one on my left leg now. lost all my brothers I thought were real. Life is tough but I’m still here treading, 19 years old and truthfully heart broken. I truly believe god has a purpose for all of us. Let him speak through you. Love & peace ☮️
I am 19, I have thrown from 3 meters tall roof and landed with my face. I have got chipped teeth and miserable face now. Life smacked us. I am grateful because finally I can live by myself...freely.... nothing matters. Not about getting loved ones or having everything I want actually, they cannot fullfill like this. Due to accident I am not attractive rest of my life. But I am grateful for the accidents and failures. I am free more than ever. Not the best but living with no cage. Chill, take care.
I've been listening to this playlist since it came out and it's my safe place. It's so calming. It makes me think of my childhood home during the winter time, just playing outside with my old friends, calling my favourite cousin to play video games, very excited for Christmas. I wanna go back so bad but I know I can't. This playlist makes me feel as if I was still there.
Defenitely someone needs to know this: i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. (not mine but pass it around, everyone deserves🫶)
I was living a fairly decent life with some regrets but overall content. But between late 2019 - late 2020, I was hit by so many crises (HUGE personal/career failures, pandemic, WAR) that I’m convinced I have been plunged into alternate reality and will wake up one morning back in my true universe. I know it sounds loopy but it’s the hope and the pre-2020 memories that keep me going.
listening to music like this is honestly very soothing but also makes me rethink a lot about my life. sometimes i wonder why im alone. sure i may like being alone majority of the time, but sometimes i want some company too you know? but even then, it’s hard to even get close to someone when you’ve tried so many times. i’m tired, im exhausted, im mentally drained and i can’t even find myself. i could ramble for days on how this is all affecting me, but then i’d be selfish huh? if you’ve read this far on my little dumb thoughts, i just want to say thank you and i hope that things go really well for you. if you’re going through anything then im praying you’re able to get through it. 🙂
I've lost everything, and I've made terms with the fact I'm slowly losing myself too. no matter what I do, life seems to drain and target me. No matter how nice or mean I am that day, life always bites me in the back and I'm straining myself from utter misery. I would like to see my friends at least once more before I go, but we moved, and even if I were to visit, I know even them, would hate what I am now. I know I promised myself I'd make it to 18, just one more year but I cannot do no more of my parents, school, health, life in general. I was not made for handling the harshness of life, and I don't want to be a waste to those who are.
keep living my man, enjoy what you have, if you are healthy then you can enjoy. the bombs are not flying above your head and 💥ing your house. there is no meaning in life, you dont have to live ofcourse but, but you dont have to die early, it doesnt matter anyways, i guess keep living. i am keeping living, sorry for my stupidass english. im gonna sleep rn,
every day it's always the same. i don't feel like my life has a meaning- why does everyone else know exactly what they want to do? everyone else has a purpose, except for me. i'm just flitting through life, trying to survive. the smallest feather floating on top of the most stormy seas. i will wait for the future, for something better to come. i'm always waiting, but i don't know what i'm waiting for. when will my life have a purpose?
It’s funny because you don’t find music. Music finds you. You can listen to a thousand songs a day, only few songs will understand you. I use these sound tracks to really connect with my self, sometimes it’s my own thoughts that make it enjoyable to listen to. I miss her everyday. But behind the love we shared was a broken person that could have done more. So god wants me to perfect my self in the shadows and to not repeat the past, clinging onto someone when you don’t know who you are as a person moods you as a incomplete person.
The first song makes me feel like I'm searching for someone far away in my thoughts, sometimes wanting to cuddle and smile at the same time. Maybe I lost she in a past that doesn't come back and if come back do she won't be there anymore
I hate that I'm only a 11 year old in 5th grade, and I am already experiencing too much. I experienced S/A, losing friends, being physically, and mentally hurt, and more. I don't get it, I feel like I am being dramatic, but it hurts. I just wanna go back to my good times, and not experience this anymore. I tried everything to feel the same happiness like back then, but nothing works. All my friends who were in my good times are drifting away, losing the interests we loved during our memorable times. I been crying every night, dying to see my good times again and it won't ever come again. My best friend who helped me through things since kindergarten is probably moving away next year to a new state, and she won't come back til she's an adult. I just want everything to end, and I wanna restart to the first day where my good times began. Please, I'm begging.
Man you are just 11 goddamn. i dont know if this is about the age we living or you are a genius but, bro you are 11. keep living my friend, keep living. goodnight, im gonna sleep.
@@andthanitgoesbythe Thank you dude, it helps a lot. I think I learned way too fast, and things happened to quickly. Don't worry, I'm doing better although. You are nice for at least being caring and not going like, "dude, you're 11, you shouldn't even be struggling" like others said to me before. You are a great dude, you keep living as well! also, goodnight. You take care as well.
poor baby. I promise it gets better, you're so young , so proportionally a few bad events will feel constant. As you get older you'll experience more, good and bad. And it'll make you feel like that was only a decimal of your life. I've been through similar trauma and it already feels like just a blip now that i've seen more good things.
So far, my depression has left me alone for around 3-4 months. Though sometimes I wonder how. I'm in 6th grade, I'm 12, and I would have killed myself if I hadn't found Kurt Cobain. Now I WANT to live, and become a music artist like Kathleen Hanna, Kurt Cobain, or Evan Thomas. These playlists help me think about what my dad did to me, and it makes me wonder if my mom would have married him if she knew how he'd turn out.
hey kiddo, I believe you can make it, become just like them, I myself wish I could become something great but I'm a lost cause, that's why I want to help other like you I believe in you. follow your dreams kiddo your special I wish you the best of luck, and remember someone loves you, it doesn't matter who but someone loves you or even just cares about you I'm sorry about what happened in your past, but look, you are still here, stay strong and keep pushing you are very special and will shine brighter than the sun. I believe in you.
i got my mom and my dad who are healthy and they love me and i love them so much sometimes i believe i love them more than they love me i cant stand being away from them there not like anyother parents they are relatable as hell they think the way i think depressed not happy for no reason and hate it becuase we should feel happy..WHY NOT IS IT A DISEASE...... atleast when they were younger .. but i see it still affects them even being 50 yr olds i work 12hrs hard labor pay for whatever they need or want .... But that pit of a feeling creeps when there gone and you dont have friends becuase you cut them off for no reason other than i didnt want any .. or close cousins around idk i dread the day my bestfriends leave me im 25 and i dont wanna get older because i know its takes from my parents.
When i hear poisen tree. I'm suddenly 13 again. Feeling the sharp and deep pain in my chest that didn't let me breathe. I couldn't eat or sleep, only overthink everything. My mind never left me in peace. Fighting against the awful thoughts. Having all the time headache and feeling like I will trow my guts out. Not being able to stand without feeling dizzy and weak. Begging that the feeling go away. Begging that i won't feel like that. Asking myself what's wrong? Why is this pain not leaving my body? Why can't I breath? I'm feeling like there is no air for me ifen when I breath. My body is telling me to breath more. But there is not enough oxygen... slowly feeling more and more dizzy. My mother telling me. "You don't eat to look better for boy's. Stop acting like you are not okay." I stopped feeling hunger. If I saw food it made me get discussed. When the food touched my tongue. It made me feel awful. My mother saw me. She saw how bad I was and she looked at me and laughed. She said. "You look so awful hahah. You acting everything out. You don't know what it feels like to feel bad. You just a >child
I hope you are Good now, I hope you found your way in your life. You are so strong, so damn strong and I'm so proud of you. Thank you so much for EXISTING, you are such a amazing human in the world. I hope God (If you believe in) gives you all the happiness and peace that you deserve. I never been loved by my father and I always cry my soul out when I see my friends' father showing them all the love that my father never did, or I say..just when he is drunk. Sometimes we can't change our parents but we can change our prespective to see them. My dad had traumas in his life and the way he is now is beacuse of his traumas, but we can't help poeple who doesn't want to heal. I know parents sacrifice their life for their children, and maybe that's what your mom is doing, maybe in the wrong way. But for her, is the best way, maybe beacuse her parents done like that. Remember that our parents tries always to give us the life that they didn't had. So if your mother is saying "you should do this" is beacuse she never had a chance. But obviously is not your fault, you don't have anything to do about that. Just accept and keep going, pray to God, learn new things, power your hobbies, and write. The way you write this comment I think you should write a book, at least for youself so in the future you can read it and say "Damn...I'm so proud of myself". Keep going, you are an amazing human❤
Normally, I give advice under these videos, but I can only think of one thing. "If I had a button to restart my life, I would rewire it to end my life."
The thing is, if we did have one, then would life be worth living for? We spend so much time improving ourselves because of the mistakes we made, so if we removed them or reset everything, would it be worth living for, you could save a person you loved then passed like your mother but in time she will pass and return to the earth. So, resetting everything with no consideration of the future or yourself is a curse rather than a gift if you want to change how you are and make the wrongs of your mistakes BE BETTER. There is literally nothing that can stop you from finding real happiness, and there are limitless possibilities to improve your own life and yet after all of that, of all the mistakes I've made in my life would i be better if i undid some of them sure, but then what?
А что с оригиналом этого плейлиста? Я недавно увидел что он у меня заблокирован. Хорошо что нашëл это видео. А то без него мне не очень уютно жить. Хочу сказать автору большое спасибо, я засыпаю под этот плейлист. Иду в ванную под него, ем и думаю тоже слушая эти песни.
You DO have a button to signal a "restart". It's known as Death. :) And since it's coming for one and all--whether rich, young, pretty, poor, or paralyzed--I strongly suggest that you bide your hours, days, weeks, and millennia wisely. 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind’s journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul’s fate revealed. In time, all points converge, hope’s strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe’s endless refrain, We must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ -- Diamond Dragons (book I)
I feel like I’m supposed to be someone else someone different someone somewhere else in this world this isn’t me I’m simply not real bc this i feel like a standing corpse trapped in this body with a mind of another. Why was a put it the wrong world, the wrong reality, the wrong body, the wrong face. this isn’t me I’m not real. I’m not here.
There is a button to restart your life my friend. “We were buried with him by baptism into death, in order that, just as Christ was raised from the dead by the glory of the Father, we too might walk in newness of life. Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come!” Romans 6:4 + 2 Corinthians 5:17 All of the misery, sadness, numbness, emptiness, all the mistakes you regret, all the suicidal thoughts, all of those things can be gone and erased forever, because God can make a new person out of you through Jesus. In fact, Jesus didnt just say you can, he said you *must* be born again. You need to come back to God, so he can fix your broken life full of sin and turn into a new life of peace, love, and hope. May God bless you who are reading this, take care ❤
please dont say this, suicide is not the best option, plus, if you did, you would lose everything, your memories, moments, yourself, everything. so please dont and do your best living through this horrible but great world.
@@velia-zv4fcThat's the plan, to erase all the bad memories of this meaningless universe. Besides, when you say living in this terrible world is a good thing, it's almost like an oxymoron. No one should be forced to live here.
BEST tracks from my channel on a SPOTIFY playlist:
spoti.fi/4aH2Phn (Daily updated)
this is reupload?
I really appreciate these Playlist. They mean alot to me.
@@azazelzaitzev3140 I'm pretty sure this guy falsely copyrighted the original video from the person who uploaded it
I didn't think I will live this long, I thought I be dead in my teens or 20s, but I'm still here. So I was meant to be here then. No matter what I must keep pushing forward.
you didnt come all this way to give up.... keep going
💯 The best is yet to come! Greatest time to be alive 😉 just wait!!!! The world wouldn't be the same without you... Seriously. ❤️🙏🏻🤙🏻
@@Cosmicsurfpro greatest time to be alive? couple decades too late for that bruv.
no fr! i've just hit my 20s and i've no clue what direction to go with my life now because I never expected id get this far hahahah.
@@jadedfire4351 man your lucky. I felt the same way and wasted my 20s on girls partying etc... get healthy physically and mentally, get spiritual learn how to meditate. Spread love and kindness. Read. Be present. Don't care what others think. Be the hero of your movie because life is so short! We are an eternal spirit in a temporary avatar body so have no fear!!! That's what I would do if I knew then what I know now!!
you know a playlist boutta be fire when it starts with poison tree
My brother committed homicide when I was 13, I then went on to shot myself in the leg when I was 15, almost died, fell into my own drug addiction due to the hard ass drugs they were giving me. lost my sister to drug addiction 2 years later, lost a best friend to a bmx accident a year before that, which I was on the scene for. Now my mom struggles with her alcoholic addictions and my family no longer speaks to us, I’ve had 5 surgeries in my right knee due to torn tendons. Having one on my left leg now. lost all my brothers I thought were real. Life is tough but I’m still here treading, 19 years old and truthfully heart broken. I truly believe god has a purpose for all of us. Let him speak through you. Love & peace ☮️
I am 19, I have thrown from 3 meters tall roof and landed with my face. I have got chipped teeth and miserable face now. Life smacked us. I am grateful because finally I can live by myself...freely.... nothing matters. Not about getting loved ones or having everything I want actually, they cannot fullfill like this. Due to accident I am not attractive rest of my life. But I am grateful for the accidents and failures. I am free more than ever. Not the best but living with no cage. Chill, take care.
I've been listening to this playlist since it came out and it's my safe place. It's so calming. It makes me think of my childhood home during the winter time, just playing outside with my old friends, calling my favourite cousin to play video games, very excited for Christmas. I wanna go back so bad but I know I can't. This playlist makes me feel as if I was still there.
Even though time passes since that day, the pain does not go away.
it will get better, don’t give up.
Defenitely someone needs to know this:
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love your insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love your failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you on your sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you move
i love the way you act
i love you when you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you when you're mean
i love you when you're alone
i love you when you can't feel
i love you when you feel too much
i love you when you can't take life anymore
i love you when you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you when you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you when you don't believe in yourself
i love you when you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you when you're in pain
i love you when you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love your wounds
i love your scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you when you lie
i love you when you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you when you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you when you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
i love you when you have a headache
i love you when you have a stomach ache
i love you when you help others
i love you when you need help
i love you when you're mature
i love you when you're immature
i love you in the hard times
i love you in the easy times
i love you when life is meh
i love you when you're responsible
i love you when you're irresponsible
i love you when you fight
i love you in your darkest moments
i love you in your brightest moments
i love your heart
i love you in the day
i love you in the night
i love you at midnight
i love you at 3 am
i love you at all times
i love you at your best
i love you at your worst
i love the little things you do
i love all of you
i love you when you're you
i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
(not mine but pass it around, everyone deserves🫶)
Thank you 💙
Tysm💗
Love u too💗💗
❤❤
thank you :)
I was living a fairly decent life with some regrets but overall content. But between late 2019 - late 2020, I was hit by so many crises (HUGE personal/career failures, pandemic, WAR) that I’m convinced I have been plunged into alternate reality and will wake up one morning back in my true universe. I know it sounds loopy but it’s the hope and the pre-2020 memories that keep me going.
listening to music like this is honestly very soothing but also makes me rethink a lot about my life. sometimes i wonder why im alone. sure i may like being alone majority of the time, but sometimes i want some company too you know? but even then, it’s hard to even get close to someone when you’ve tried so many times. i’m tired, im exhausted, im mentally drained and i can’t even find myself. i could ramble for days on how this is all affecting me, but then i’d be selfish huh? if you’ve read this far on my little dumb thoughts, i just want to say thank you and i hope that things go really well for you. if you’re going through anything then im praying you’re able to get through it. 🙂
Lets just appreciate Navo and thank him for these playlists, lets also think about one thing "Is Navo doing fine?"
I've lost everything, and I've made terms with the fact I'm slowly losing myself too.
no matter what I do, life seems to drain and target me. No matter how nice or mean I am that day, life always bites me in the back and I'm straining myself from utter misery.
I would like to see my friends at least once more before I go, but we moved, and even if I were to visit, I know even them, would hate what I am now.
I know I promised myself I'd make it to 18, just one more year but I cannot do no more of my parents, school, health, life in general.
I was not made for handling the harshness of life, and I don't want to be a waste to those who are.
keep living my man, enjoy what you have, if you are healthy then you can enjoy. the bombs are not flying above your head and 💥ing your house. there is no meaning in life, you dont have to live ofcourse but, but you dont have to die early, it doesnt matter anyways, i guess keep living. i am keeping living, sorry for my stupidass english. im gonna sleep rn,
You 17? Lmao you ain't know heartache yet my boy!!!
every day it's always the same. i don't feel like my life has a meaning- why does everyone else know exactly what they want to do? everyone else has a purpose, except for me. i'm just flitting through life, trying to survive. the smallest feather floating on top of the most stormy seas.
i will wait for the future, for something better to come. i'm always waiting, but i don't know what i'm waiting for. when will my life have a purpose?
Ever hurt someone who genuinely loved you over 10yrs ago and now it’s music like this this that always makes you think about them? Just me? Ok.
It’s funny because you don’t find music. Music finds you. You can listen to a thousand songs a day, only few songs will understand you. I use these sound tracks to really connect with my self, sometimes it’s my own thoughts that make it enjoyable to listen to. I miss her everyday. But behind the love we shared was a broken person that could have done more. So god wants me to perfect my self in the shadows and to not repeat the past, clinging onto someone when you don’t know who you are as a person moods you as a incomplete person.
@@christerence8199fuck man, that last sentence hits hard. Maybe this is how it was always supposed to end.
No. Ive never hurt anyone
Hits deep whenever you know that people don’t care if your gone 😕
The first song makes me feel like I'm searching for someone far away in my thoughts, sometimes wanting to cuddle and smile at the same time. Maybe I lost she in a past that doesn't come back and if come back do she won't be there anymore
a lump in one's throat
a tight feeling in the throat that a person gets when about to start crying or when trying not to cry
you must been trying, sometimes you have to let it out. trust me, it'll be better
i don't know who you are but i know how it feels and it's terrible
I hate that I'm only a 11 year old in 5th grade, and I am already experiencing too much. I experienced S/A, losing friends, being physically, and mentally hurt, and more. I don't get it, I feel like I am being dramatic, but it hurts. I just wanna go back to my good times, and not experience this anymore. I tried everything to feel the same happiness like back then, but nothing works. All my friends who were in my good times are drifting away, losing the interests we loved during our memorable times. I been crying every night, dying to see my good times again and it won't ever come again. My best friend who helped me through things since kindergarten is probably moving away next year to a new state, and she won't come back til she's an adult. I just want everything to end, and I wanna restart to the first day where my good times began. Please, I'm begging.
at such a young age..
Man you are just 11 goddamn. i dont know if this is about the age we living or you are a genius but, bro you are 11. keep living my friend, keep living. goodnight, im gonna sleep.
@@andthanitgoesbythe Thank you dude, it helps a lot. I think I learned way too fast, and things happened to quickly. Don't worry, I'm doing better although. You are nice for at least being caring and not going like, "dude, you're 11, you shouldn't even be struggling" like others said to me before. You are a great dude, you keep living as well! also, goodnight. You take care as well.
my comment is deleted but why ☠️😭
poor baby. I promise it gets better, you're so young , so proportionally a few bad events will feel constant. As you get older you'll experience more, good and bad. And it'll make you feel like that was only a decimal of your life. I've been through similar trauma and it already feels like just a blip now that i've seen more good things.
Turning to God will get you an amazing new life.. Don’t give up...❤ God heals the unhappy.
So far, my depression has left me alone for around 3-4 months. Though sometimes I wonder how. I'm in 6th grade, I'm 12, and I would have killed myself if I hadn't found Kurt Cobain. Now I WANT to live, and become a music artist like Kathleen Hanna, Kurt Cobain, or Evan Thomas. These playlists help me think about what my dad did to me, and it makes me wonder if my mom would have married him if she knew how he'd turn out.
hey kiddo, I believe you can make it, become just like them, I myself wish I could become something great but I'm a lost cause, that's why I want to help other like you I believe in you. follow your dreams kiddo your special I wish you the best of luck, and remember someone loves you, it doesn't matter who but someone loves you or even just cares about you I'm sorry about what happened in your past, but look, you are still here, stay strong and keep pushing you are very special and will shine brighter than the sun. I believe in you.
@@OmoideKuro1 nobody's a lost cause man, tell me why you believe you are a lost cause
i got my mom and my dad who are healthy and they love me and i love them so much sometimes i believe i love them more than they love me i cant stand being away from them there not like anyother parents they are relatable as hell they think the way i think depressed not happy for no reason and hate it becuase we should feel happy..WHY NOT IS IT A DISEASE...... atleast when they were younger
.. but i see it still affects them even being 50 yr olds i work 12hrs hard labor pay for whatever they need or want .... But that pit of a feeling creeps when there gone and you dont have friends becuase you cut them off for no reason other than i didnt want any .. or close cousins around idk i dread the day my bestfriends leave me im 25 and i dont wanna get older because i know its takes from my parents.
When i hear poisen tree. I'm suddenly 13 again. Feeling the sharp and deep pain in my chest that didn't let me breathe. I couldn't eat or sleep, only overthink everything. My mind never left me in peace. Fighting against the awful thoughts. Having all the time headache and feeling like I will trow my guts out. Not being able to stand without feeling dizzy and weak. Begging that the feeling go away. Begging that i won't feel like that. Asking myself what's wrong? Why is this pain not leaving my body? Why can't I breath? I'm feeling like there is no air for me ifen when I breath. My body is telling me to breath more. But there is not enough oxygen... slowly feeling more and more dizzy.
My mother telling me. "You don't eat to look better for boy's. Stop acting like you are not okay." I stopped feeling hunger. If I saw food it made me get discussed. When the food touched my tongue. It made me feel awful. My mother saw me. She saw how bad I was and she looked at me and laughed. She said.
"You look so awful hahah. You acting everything out. You don't know what it feels like to feel bad. You just a >child
I wrote some words wrong but I hope is understandable. I'm not the best in english. Thanks for reading of someone will. ( ´_ゝ`)
I hope you are Good now, I hope you found your way in your life. You are so strong, so damn strong and I'm so proud of you.
Thank you so much for EXISTING, you are such a amazing human in the world.
I hope God (If you believe in) gives you all the happiness and peace that you deserve.
I never been loved by my father and I always cry my soul out when I see my friends' father showing them all the love that my father never did, or I say..just when he is drunk.
Sometimes we can't change our parents but we can change our prespective to see them.
My dad had traumas in his life and the way he is now is beacuse of his traumas, but we can't help poeple who doesn't want to heal. I know parents sacrifice their life for their children, and maybe that's what your mom is doing, maybe in the wrong way.
But for her, is the best way, maybe beacuse her parents done like that.
Remember that our parents tries always to give us the life that they didn't had. So if your mother is saying "you should do this" is beacuse she never had a chance. But obviously is not your fault, you don't have anything to do about that. Just accept and keep going, pray to God, learn new things, power your hobbies, and write. The way you write this comment I think you should write a book, at least for youself so in the future you can read it and say "Damn...I'm so proud of myself".
Keep going, you are an amazing human❤
Normally, I give advice under these videos, but I can only think of one thing.
"If I had a button to restart my life, I would rewire it to end my life."
NO! Don’t do that. Rewind to all the good times.
@@stephendavies3377 then it will just become a button that does nothing.
We'll meet in the stars, someday.
Ever heard Disconnect by Rollins Band ?
" one day, i'm gonna be a memory "
Not even a memory. Just nothing
i just want to be happy again.
Thanks I felt so sad because my grandpa is in the hospital 🏥❤😢
Thx you so much for re-uploading this❤️❤️
The thing is, if we did have one, then would life be worth living for?
We spend so much time improving ourselves because of the mistakes we made, so if we removed them or reset everything, would it be worth living for, you could save a person you loved then passed like your mother but in time she will pass and return to the earth.
So, resetting everything with no consideration of the future or yourself is a curse rather than a gift if you want to change how you are and make the wrongs of your mistakes BE BETTER.
There is literally nothing that can stop you from finding real happiness, and there are limitless possibilities to improve your own life and yet after all of that, of all the mistakes I've made in my life would i be better if i undid some of them sure, but then what?
that's right:)
Intense physical pain from illness and disease can make it impossible to be happy. If it would not go away the only other option would be......
It took about 6 years…but I can see the light at the end of the darkness
I'll do it , definitely.
why does it have to be this way. I thought everything was fine.
Soon enough, it will be.
You are so dangerous because you love... now love ..again right now...rise a nd greet the burning sun everyday
I'd press it in a heartbeat. My soul is sorrowful even unto death. Never thought you could be in so much pain. Pray for me. It burns. It burns.
i can't take it anymore
Me too , let's survive a little furthermore, maybe it'll get better (it won't)
А что с оригиналом этого плейлиста? Я недавно увидел что он у меня заблокирован. Хорошо что нашëл это видео. А то без него мне не очень уютно жить. Хочу сказать автору большое спасибо, я засыпаю под этот плейлист. Иду в ванную под него, ем и думаю тоже слушая эти песни.
Life’s not fair for real.
every waking moment and second
I want to go into a coma, for a long time...
We can use today..live the moments and change...past isn't real.❤
Music is 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚊𝚙𝚢
One day I’m gonna see this comment of mine when everything is better again
I hope it’s going better for you I wish the best for you in life i love you 🫂❤️
You DO have a button to signal a "restart". It's known as Death. :) And since it's coming for one and all--whether rich, young, pretty, poor, or paralyzed--I strongly suggest that you bide your hours, days, weeks, and millennia wisely.
🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨
"Before I start, I must see my end.
Destination known, my mind’s journey now begins.
Upon my chariot, heart and soul’s fate revealed.
In time, all points converge, hope’s strength resteeled.
But to earn final peace at the universe’s endless refrain,
We must see all in nothingness... before we start again."
🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨
-- Diamond Dragons (book I)
I love you. Goodnight.
I won’t even think about it.
wow these musics are grat
I hate the unfairness of this world!
i wish..
I would never push it
thanks
8 months of depression
Its been 6 years.
what happened to nightmare on a monday by navo at the end of this playlist
I didnt think ill make it through 13…Im turning 15 next month..
It all gets better give it time i wish the best for you in life keep pushing I love you 🫂❤️
i dont know what to do because i wasnt supposed to make it this far
I feel like I’m supposed to be someone else someone different someone somewhere else in this world this isn’t me I’m simply not real bc this i feel like a standing corpse trapped in this body with a mind of another. Why was a put it the wrong world, the wrong reality, the wrong body, the wrong face. this isn’t me I’m not real. I’m not here.
I feel the same way 😢.
Como se llaman este tipo de canciones?
if only.......
I don't want to go to school....
Enjoy school once it’s over the hard hit of reality really hits I love you keep your head up 🫂❤️
Емаë, люди в депрессию впадают слушая это? Лично я просто расслабляюсь под приятную музыку.
Obviously some people would but i dont think any of this music is depressing
Real
😍🥰😊😊
There is a button to restart your life my friend.
“We were buried with him by baptism into death, in order that, just as Christ was raised from the dead by the glory of the Father, we too might walk in newness of life. Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come!”
Romans 6:4 + 2 Corinthians 5:17
All of the misery, sadness, numbness, emptiness, all the mistakes you regret, all the suicidal thoughts, all of those things can be gone and erased forever, because God can make a new person out of you through Jesus. In fact, Jesus didnt just say you can, he said you *must* be born again. You need to come back to God, so he can fix your broken life full of sin and turn into a new life of peace, love, and hope.
May God bless you who are reading this, take care ❤
Your imaginary friend doesn't exist. And don't feel special either, for example a Hindu might tell you the same fantastical things you are saying.
that button is called suicide
please dont say this,
suicide is not the best option, plus, if you did, you would lose everything, your memories, moments, yourself, everything. so please dont and do your best living through this horrible but great world.
Suicide wont change anything, you'd still be alive as a soul and remember everything anyways.
@@hasky010no u wouldnt
@@hasky010Yours is a gratuitous statement and you have no way of proving the existence of a soul. Fairy tale.
@@velia-zv4fcThat's the plan, to erase all the bad memories of this meaningless universe. Besides, when you say living in this terrible world is a good thing, it's almost like an oxymoron. No one should be forced to live here.
Turn to jesus
He is the truth, the way and the life. No one comes to the Father except thru him
Your imaginary friend does not exist