GRWM Vlog July 18, 2024 / Talk About Life & Grief/ Losing My Mom

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  • Опубліковано 12 вер 2024
  • This video was filmed on Thursday July 18, 2024. My mom passed away on Sunday July 21st and my heart is so broken. I edited this video prior to her passing but didn’t have it in me to post this once I received the news. 😞 I have a few other pre-filmed videos that I’ll try to post in my spare time. However I’ll be taking a break from filming new content while I grieve the loss of my beloved mother. I had no idea she’d pass as soon as she did when I filmed this, although we knew there weren’t many days left. Watching her wither away in her final days away is the hardest thing I’ve ever done. I want to thank everyone who’s already said kind words to me on my previous SB19 Mapa First Take video and has been praying for us.
    Lots of love, Sarah.
    Also First half of the video is mostly just doing my makeup. Not saying much. Feel free to skip.

КОМЕНТАРІ • 7

  • @corndogbbq
    @corndogbbq Місяць тому +1

    😢Sarah ,heard the news. I'm so sorry for your loss. Virtual hugs from all of us.❤❤❤

  • @iloveSB19-mahalima24
    @iloveSB19-mahalima24 Місяць тому

    ohh, im so sorry for your loss.. sending a big big hug to you😢😢😢 pls take your time to heal, know that we are all here for you🥺🥺

  • @DearMaja
    @DearMaja Місяць тому

    awww Sarah. im sorry. virtual hugs!

  • @robertcrawford7806
    @robertcrawford7806 Місяць тому

    It is very difficult to take care of a sick love one especially if it is a parent, spouse or a child. It takes a toll on your physical , emotional and mental health. Do not be hard on yourself you were a good daughter and did the best you could to take care of your mom. I’m sure she appreciated you being there for her even if she was not able to tell you and she knew that you love her so much. Take care.☺️💕

  • @iloveSB19-mahalima24
    @iloveSB19-mahalima24 Місяць тому

    i know the feelings bcus i loss my dad when i was only 5. now 28 growing up not a day went by that I didn't remember him. imiss his love for me. every day iys getting harder and harder for me, i know all of them moved on bcus it was 2001, but me i dont know the scars in my heart is getting fresh every single day,
    so even if you don't tell me the pain you're feeling, I can read it in your eyes because I'm experiencing it too until now even though it was 23 years ago😭😭

  • @bishelski_16
    @bishelski_16 Місяць тому

    I don’t really know how to do my makeup, I just do my eyebrows, powder and lipstick that’s it. So this video is a help for me. Thank you for also sharing your secret weapon.😊 Btw I am really sorry for your loss. 😢 My parents are still alive but my father who’s 70 now is sick and we’re still on the process of knowing what is health problem.. (but I think it’s his liver) I don’t know what will happen in the next few weeks.. but I hope that God will give me strength. I know this is hard for you.. moms are really special.. they are actually strength of every child. This is good that you’re expressing your grief and having this talk. Giving you my prayers and hugs 🙏🤗

    • @raionhime_
      @raionhime_  Місяць тому +2

      Thank you for watching friend, I’d love to play with makeup together if I ever visit the PH ❤️ You always look lovely ☺️ Thank you for saying that 🥺 I will keep your father and your family in my prayers too. Big hugs 🫂 You’re right about that, there is nothing more special than your mom 🥺 I am trying to express myself because I know that it’s healthy and my kids deserve a healthy mom. And I think if I document my feelings and thoughts it will also keep my mom’s memory alive I hope.