Hell is a Lonely Place by Charles Bukowski (read by Tom O'Bedlam)

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  • Опубліковано 7 тра 2011
  • Diaper is more commonly pronounced as two-syllables these days, but older people are more likely to pronounce as three syllables. I didn't actually know this until my wife said she pronounced it differently. This is just the sort of peccadillo that disproportionately irritates some people (including me) so I apologise for it.
    www.adisc.org/forum/diaper-tal...
    The painting is an example of "metamorphic style" by Octavio Ocampo. It shows an an old couple or a young one depending on how your mind interprets what your eyes see.
    he was 65, his wife was 66, had
    Alzheimer's disease.
    he had cancer of the
    mouth.
    there were
    operations, radiation
    treatments
    which decayed the bones in his jaw
    which then had to be
    wired.
    daily he put his wife in
    rubber diapers
    like a baby.
    unable to drive in his
    condition
    he had to take a taxi to
    the medical
    center,
    had difficulty speaking,
    had to
    write the directions down.
    on his last visit
    they informed him
    there would be another
    operation: a bit more
    left
    cheek and a bit more
    tongue.
    when he returned
    he changed his wife's
    diapers
    put on the tv
    dinners, watched the
    evening news
    then went to the bedroom, got the
    gun, put it to her
    temple, fired.
    she fell to the
    left, he sat upon the
    couch
    put the gun into his
    mouth, pulled the
    trigger.
    the shots didn't arouse
    the neighbors.
    later
    the burning tv dinners
    did.
    somebody arrived, pushed
    the door open, saw
    it.
    soon
    the police arrived and
    went through their
    routine, found
    some items:
    a closed savings
    account and
    a checkbook with a
    balance of
    $1.14

    suicide, they
    deduced.
    in three weeks
    there were two
    new tenants:
    a computer engineer
    named
    Ross
    and his wife
    Anatana
    who studied
    ballet.
    they looked like another
    upwardly mobile
    pair.
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  • @thissong4you
    @thissong4you 13 років тому +91

    Bukowski gets to the core of things, doesn't he? I must envision this couples' lives together as having been beautiful, at least at some point, before so cruelly ended, I admire the husband's courage to chose when he believed he could no longer care for his demented wife, Either choice requires courage. Should the young couple not be upwardly mobile while fate permits them to be? The dance continues. None of us is getting out of here alive. Long may you keep dancing, Tom. Lovely reading.

  • @timhallas4275
    @timhallas4275 4 роки тому +6

    Life is taken for granted by children and young adults. After many years of work, and all the building and saving is done, the soles of the shoes are worn thin, and life seems to short. Then the roof leaks, the savings isn't enough, the daily pain wears on the mind like being locked in a cell,, and life becomes far too long.. You used to wonder what lies beyond this life, but now it doesn't really matter,, does it?

  • @14jemima
    @14jemima 5 років тому +99

    The most tragic part is the end. "Another upwardly mobile pair", which means the 60+ couple were also an "upwardly mobile pair" when they first moved into the flat. 4 words, a concise phrase, brutally, sort of carelessly dropped, to describe the cyclic nature of all that.

  • @Caligula138
    @Caligula138 9 років тому +81

    Shit... What a way to start my morning.

    • @zararoyce319
      @zararoyce319 8 років тому +7

      Seriously, this is my first time with this poem and I was shocked I was not expecting ths

  • @jesseboy303
    @jesseboy303 11 років тому +127

    I must say, apart from Bukowski himself, you have the best voice and reading for these poems

    • @whit2642
      @whit2642 7 років тому +10

      AGREE! How truly understands HOW TO READ the classics. The pauses, the syntax. The reason classic poetry was written SO WELL was for this purpose, to be translated emotionally correct. GOSH I love hearing him read them.

  • @Technolasco
    @Technolasco 7 років тому +30

    Well then! I'm glad this was written, BRUTAL but beautiful!

  • @justintrovrt494
    @justintrovrt494 7 років тому +18

    This hurts. It's exhilarating to feel this strongly.

  • @salvyy
    @salvyy 6 років тому +176

    This one kills me. The reality of it kills it. The absurdity of life described in this poem kills me. The fact that, for each human being on this planet, life is nothing but a stupid matter of time.

  • @irreverentreverend
    @irreverentreverend 13 років тому +5

    I find Bukowski to be brutally honest in his writing, he certainly cuts to the core of things. It saddens me but such is life at times.
    Thank you for your reading. Wonderful as always.

  • @Tombalino
    @Tombalino 4 роки тому +5

    Such a fascinating thumbnail

  • @whitekiltwhitekilt1611
    @whitekiltwhitekilt1611 4 роки тому +5

    Ahhhhhh the ugly Truth. Their Life together was grand but their ending was tragic. Live in Hope, die in Despair.

  • @scrodwaffle
    @scrodwaffle 10 років тому +30

    There are no words for how awe inspiring his writing is.

  • @Rhettsta
    @Rhettsta 7 років тому +23

    This poem kills me, hell is a real thing on earth, I'm young it's not my reailty. But i see it, i see it in my mum and probley i will see it one day, the fucking human condition.
    Health, try to take care of your health more then anything, we all die one day but i don't know, try, please try, we all wish for death sometimes and play it out in drink/drugs but fight the dieing light. There are people that love you and will miss you.

  • @davidlane5117
    @davidlane5117 10 років тому +39

    we tend to forget that it does not matter how it is we die but in how we live

  • @vinilla901
    @vinilla901 12 років тому +21

    i dread what lies ahead in the last of my days.....I pray it may be in my sleep or on top of my beautiful wife....

  • @stevenglansburg856
    @stevenglansburg856 6 років тому +15

    Wow, this one made me almost cry-if I wasn’t at work listening to this I would have.

  • @ksid6003
    @ksid6003 4 роки тому +6

    That's the most single-handedly depressing poem I've ever heard. That and Death of a Ball Turret Gunner

  • @herodotus53
    @herodotus53 13 років тому +6

    I like that you did an American accent reading an American poet. That was a nice touch! Thanks for the reading, and keep recording!
    Herodotus

  • @natancopeincraft
    @natancopeincraft 4 роки тому +4

    That was awsome, especially with the picture at the end, symbolizing an older, and a younger couple, which they themselves will become one day, and will have some of the same problems, and may do the same thing.

  • @jzguzlowski
    @jzguzlowski 10 років тому +11

    You may know Philip Levine but if you don't he's worth it, working class from Detroit.
    Here's a part of one of his poems:
    We stand in the rain in a long line
    waiting at Ford Highland Park. For work.
    You know what work is-if you’re
    old enough to read this you know what
    work is, although you may not do it.
    Forget you. This is about waiting,
    shifting from one foot to another.
    Feeling the light rain falling like mist
    into your hair, blurring your vision
    until you think you see your own brother

  • @recoveringsoul755
    @recoveringsoul755 3 роки тому +2

    The painting also has a chalice or goblet between them

  • @joshuaadams1615
    @joshuaadams1615 6 років тому +15

    What just happened
    I don't know why this hit me so hard
    Wow just wow

  • @jasminelu4583
    @jasminelu4583 10 років тому +18

    well what a poem indeed

  • @lovepeacepoetry
    @lovepeacepoetry 12 років тому +6

    absolutely beautiful. stunning. reading.
    this is my husband and i. but hell is also a beautiful place.

  • @ExUSSailor
    @ExUSSailor 4 роки тому +4

    Bukowski could write stuff that can shake you to your core.

  • @stevenszwaja5754
    @stevenszwaja5754 2 роки тому +1

    I miss Buk. But I think he left us at about the right time. He had suffered enough.

  • @smilessantana2049
    @smilessantana2049 4 роки тому +4

    The circle of life, tragic as it is.

  • @greyhoundfriend123
    @greyhoundfriend123 13 років тому +10

    I like your pronunciation of diapers.

  • @jillianhorsley5985
    @jillianhorsley5985 7 років тому +3

    Incredibly powerful.....and sad...but very true and it hurts.

  • @santubanik633
    @santubanik633 3 роки тому

    Horribly beautiful...

  • @Jeremyramone
    @Jeremyramone 13 років тому +1

    great selection, this one always sends me back into nostalgia, thanks kindly-cheers from san diego

  • @teamsleep24
    @teamsleep24 12 років тому +2

    that is POWERFUL ...

  • @jimstafford2832
    @jimstafford2832 4 роки тому +2

    Love it ......

  • @LesterShane
    @LesterShane 12 років тому +2

    Beautiful reading. I didn't know the poem. Thanks.

  • @EviKoroni_
    @EviKoroni_ 4 роки тому +1

    Love your channel

  • @panatypical
    @panatypical 7 років тому +1

    The interesting thing to me is WHY one chooses to look at the painting in one of two ways. If viewed from the margins toward the center one sees the old couple. The young couple is seen when viewing the painting from the center out to the margins.

  • @hannamierzejewska4112
    @hannamierzejewska4112 3 роки тому +2

    Good idea! This was the right temple? I prefer it.

  • @jzguzlowski
    @jzguzlowski 10 років тому +1

    Good poem. Good reading. Thanks for posting.

  • @SeanThompsonDC
    @SeanThompsonDC 7 років тому +4

    heavy... wonderfull... wow

  • @renatajakielaszek
    @renatajakielaszek 6 років тому +3

    The Human voice !

  • @persevere4
    @persevere4 13 років тому +2

    I believe it was Camu that asked or stated the question all must face every day: which is to go on with the charade to get on with it knowing it is but a trifling affair, but, if we can bring a smile, alleviate some pain in another then we find a purpose other than that it is all just a comedy an ironic cruel joke to pass the time not much more than that - Thanks

  • @torqueshock7236
    @torqueshock7236 5 років тому +3

    Reality.

  • @McSoap
    @McSoap 13 років тому +3

    Wow.

  • @trishila1
    @trishila1 8 років тому +3

    brilliant!!

  • @NicolasCurcioWriter
    @NicolasCurcioWriter 11 років тому +2

    hey everyone, buk is my favorite writer. can someone recommend similar poets or authors that are similar but lesser known? ie not hemingway or carver. this channel is amazing.

  • @priscillamorales3130
    @priscillamorales3130 3 роки тому +2

    Heavy decision for the husband, right decision? Not sure but realistically this happens to us all, death

  • @Condemnesis1
    @Condemnesis1 10 років тому +4

    this is now mu favoritw poem

  • @AnnaLVajda
    @AnnaLVajda 4 роки тому +4

    That was his style brutal reality it's no wonder he drank so much.

  • @SuperDelamancha
    @SuperDelamancha 11 років тому +1

    Perfect reading for Chinaski. Well done Tom O'Bedlam. I am now subscribed to your channel

  • @ITalkToTheWindd
    @ITalkToTheWindd 11 років тому +2

    Wonderfully heavy

  • @TheTissueguy
    @TheTissueguy 12 років тому +1

    GREAT POEM !!! WHAT IS THE NAME OF THE PICTURE OF THE TWO ELDERLY FOLKS AT THE BEGINNING AND THE END?

  • @vudu8ball
    @vudu8ball 13 років тому +2

    I read a lot of Bukowski but have never come across this one. Made me cry. Now that he is dead they publish every scrape that Bukowsky ever wrote work . Some of it isn't very good but then you see a piece like this and say, "Man that guy knew something profound and wasn't affraid to tell you about it. Thanks for posting

  • @keyfeatures
    @keyfeatures 12 років тому +1

    this is so grim it has made me cry laughing. Time to get out of bed.

  • @JerryJr65
    @JerryJr65 11 років тому +10

    I don't view this poem as gratuitously despairing, or depressing. It as a reality check to help a younger generation navigate their way through the decisions about what their life will be about, and what their legacy will be, and most importantly, how they will look back at it in the end. I also understand why you opted to disable ratings for this one. It's message transcends popularity ratings.

  • @moreemployable
    @moreemployable 10 років тому +1

    David Lerner, for sure. Jack Micheline as well.

  • @_ANGST
    @_ANGST 7 років тому +4

    The absurdity of life

  • @pamelapang9913
    @pamelapang9913 8 років тому +1

    brutal story implies in the poem

  • @frankyhepburn2485
    @frankyhepburn2485 10 років тому +1

    Wow.....

  • @bluegiant13
    @bluegiant13 7 років тому +2

    Where can i find everything Tom O'Bedlam read about Charles Bukowski

    • @SpokenVerse
      @SpokenVerse  7 років тому +12

      Click on SpokenVerse above to get to the channel page, then Playlists then Bukowski. You can play them all or just pick the ones you want to hear. With regards, Tom.

    • @bluegiant13
      @bluegiant13 7 років тому +2

      SpokenVerse Thanks alot !

  • @patrickkaminowski6380
    @patrickkaminowski6380 5 років тому +1

    Holy moly consider me subscribed!

  • @BNFaraj-vy9zh
    @BNFaraj-vy9zh 2 роки тому

    As sad as it is, it must have been inspiring--at least to Dr. Kevorkian!

  • @victoriaparker2705
    @victoriaparker2705 7 років тому +1

    brilliant poem, with plenty of scarcasim.

  • @suesmith9665
    @suesmith9665 2 роки тому +1

    A love story ♥ not hell they had a good life together.

  • @BullittMcQueen1
    @BullittMcQueen1 12 років тому +2

    Damn, that is a depressing poem.

  • @spacewitchvulcan
    @spacewitchvulcan 5 років тому +2

    This is the saddest poem I've ever heard. The reality. Its not romantic but poetic nonetheless..

  • @brokenfeather1973
    @brokenfeather1973 13 років тому +1

    Please, some Cohen .....

  • @jundalebebita1076
    @jundalebebita1076 8 років тому +3

    he just telling a story..what kind of a poem is this? Is this really a poem?