i can't sleep because i keep thinking about her - a midwest emo/emo revival mixtape

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  • @WyrmsOfWonder
    @WyrmsOfWonder 4 роки тому +356

    "I can't sleep, I keep thinking about her"
    Her: A pink gameboy colour

    • @dawakat08
      @dawakat08 4 роки тому +1

      XD

    • @everettclick4656
      @everettclick4656 4 роки тому +3

      Canadian or european no american spells color colour

    • @WyrmsOfWonder
      @WyrmsOfWonder 4 роки тому +7

      @@everettclick4656 ya found me out, I'm both of those things

    • @everettclick4656
      @everettclick4656 4 роки тому

      @@WyrmsOfWonder lol explains why ur up at 7:38am on christmas day😂

    • @WyrmsOfWonder
      @WyrmsOfWonder 4 роки тому

      @@everettclick4656 amongst other things, though it's ten here

  • @MrKotofei
    @MrKotofei 3 роки тому +57

    I haven't feel such an emotion for a lot of years, just became cold as a solid rock, but it's still touching to listen to such playlists. When you take a sip of a cheap wine and try to re-assemble those emotions, it brings some productive thoughts, some empathy, some kindness, some open-mindness. I would love just to pour out a single tear, but it won't come out. Hope you guys are doing well. Never give up.

  • @YJ-uo5hs
    @YJ-uo5hs 3 роки тому +147

    I think I'm finally ready to confess my love to her, no matter how it goes, it's better than now. I have a crush on her for a year now and its killing me, were pretty good friends and spend a lot of great time together. My whole situation is exactly like the one described in Anatomy of a crush by Cavings. I discovered this great song through this mixtape and it helped me a lot. I think tomorrow I'm gonna tell her how I feel. Thanks to midwest emo mixtapes like this who helped me getting ready for this.

    • @gewittersounds
      @gewittersounds 3 роки тому +4

      how did it go?

    • @sarahrinne4285
      @sarahrinne4285 3 роки тому +2

      did you do it

    • @enigmaticfigure864
      @enigmaticfigure864 3 роки тому +2

      I hope it went well friend

    • @mrbred-el3vf
      @mrbred-el3vf 3 роки тому +2

      you're really brave, man. how did it go? :)

    • @YJ-uo5hs
      @YJ-uo5hs 3 роки тому +83

      Its been a month already, damn. Soo, i did it. I told her i love her. I was really scared because no matter what would happen, it could end up bad. If she doesn't like me back I could lose her as a friend, that's the last thing I want, if she does like me I'm scared that I cant give enough to be the boyfriend she deserves because I barely manage to handle my own fight, but as I said I couldn't continue like that. I thought telling her my feelings would get me out of this situation where I'm stuck in without a good way out.
      Fuck no xD
      She told me she liked me as well, but isn't ready for a relationship for the same reason I was scared of a relationship, because she also needs all her strength to fight her own fight with herself. I dont think it was a lie to not hurt me because we talked about this topic beforehand so I kinda could've expected it.
      Therefore I'm not even in the friendzone.
      So were still friends and I should be abled to move on but I cant. I thought this would get me out of a situation with no way out, but it got me way deeper in.
      Rationally I think it's gone perfect, she was super chill about this and were good friends and still talk about the same stuff, but we're not in a relationship so I should be abled to focus on myself, and I tried, but i cant.
      Everytime I see here I just drop into a hole. My mind says it's good how it is, but when I listen to my heart I just want to kiss her and be with her.
      So I'm more stuck than before I dont know what to do, the fact I understand why she doesn't want a relationship makes it even worse, because there could have been something. But now I have really no way out,
      I just have to get over it, but it hurts so bad. More than ever, I cant focus on anything else since i told her a month ago.
      If your still reading somehow, thanks guys for caring it means a lot. I hope I could explain my hopeless situation. I know this is just a dumb teenage thing and it shouldn't be too bad because were still friends, but it hurts so damn bad. But it helped writing this, anyway thanks for the mixtape again, I guess midwest emo is always there :)

  • @luciliusfm
    @luciliusfm 3 роки тому +10

    boy do i love being emo

  • @donnasilor8508
    @donnasilor8508 4 роки тому +36

    She's the only great thing that happened to me this horrifying year. Every single day spent waiting till we see each other has been hell...but I'm sure she's worth it. Hope we'll get through this and she doesn't lose interest when the time comes. Amping.

  • @watermelooooon
    @watermelooooon 3 роки тому +60

    YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW LONG I HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR THIS EXACT PLAYLIST... THE ONLY THING I REMEMBERED ABT THIS MIX WAS THAT I LOVED IT AND THAT IT HAD A HOT PINK GAME BOY AS A THUMBNAIL.
    Edit (7 months later): I still come back from time to time and just cry.

  • @thesleeplessone4602
    @thesleeplessone4602 4 роки тому +56

    i'm just lying in my bed watching out of the window and vibing.. i can't stop the overthinking but i can make it more conforable. Am i the only one who's problems only hurt at night.? This kind of music makes the pain a little better.. thank you

  • @braindeadstonehead9500
    @braindeadstonehead9500 4 роки тому +134

    Boi this hurts just right

  • @skandocious5595
    @skandocious5595 4 роки тому +9

    "Nothings gonna change that hopeless feeling I get when you say you understand but I know you can't"

  • @a-dude
    @a-dude 4 роки тому +24

    Bruh this brings out all the inner cliché hopelessly romantic ideas in me

    • @gntov989
      @gntov989 3 роки тому +4

      you think all the cliche romantic feelings and sayings in movies are totally fake until you listen to an emo mixtape

  • @BlueRaspberry99s
    @BlueRaspberry99s 4 роки тому +101

    Guess im closing another chapter of my life and it hurts but ill hopefully get through it

    • @dawakat08
      @dawakat08 4 роки тому +3

      You'll get through it, it may take time but wounds will heal and you'll find that next one who might break your heart, but you'll have fun chasing the potential heart break

    • @baphomet2130
      @baphomet2130 3 роки тому

      I was in your spot brother, you'll make it through this and experience better times with somebody more deserving of you.

    • @bencritterson640
      @bencritterson640 3 роки тому +1

      Same here bro, how is the new chapter so far?

    • @ryanshaughnessy2297
      @ryanshaughnessy2297 3 роки тому +1

      currently in the middle of a big change as well and i can’t wait for the next chapter. i hope it gets better soon

  • @_little_byrd_-0v0-
    @_little_byrd_-0v0- Рік тому +2

    There’s a sort of chill loneliness about this music. Like someone who’s been depressed for a while, and is doing better than they’ve ever have before, but depression is just chronic for some people. It can be genetic. So life still isn’t perfect. And life isn’t perfect for anyone, regardless if they have mental health struggles or what. Everyone struggles. And they’re still okay. They’re finally okay. Like it’s not hopeless, or like something terrible has just happened or anything. It’s just this calm of learning to live with how u feel. That’s the feelings this playlist is encoding for me. I’m new to the genre, but I like it. 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

  • @cheeri6484
    @cheeri6484 3 роки тому +19

    ive been listening to this mixtape off and on for over a year now, but the past month ive listened to it more than i ever have because it reminds me of her. ive made my own mixtapes for her, because the first one i made for her she told me she really loved. so ive made 4 more her this past month. she really is like no one else ive ever met. she told me today that she likes me and asked me if i felt the same way. i havent been excited for the future in a long time, but she makes me excited for it. all the things i want to do, i can now do with someone i care about. the future is looking good boys

    • @danpick5652
      @danpick5652 3 роки тому +2

      So happy for you man, hope the best for you two :D

  • @tristanborden0414
    @tristanborden0414 3 роки тому +2

    Finally a playlist that knows that it is just Branden Lukens and not mobo! Thank you haha

  • @smintea4447
    @smintea4447 3 роки тому +2

    all these mixes have such relatable titles.

  • @maxsernoffsky5751
    @maxsernoffsky5751 4 роки тому +21

    These songs are just banger after banger omg good playlist it doesn't always have to be obscure midwest songs so thank you I like this a lot and it helps a lot too.

  • @spitz1917
    @spitz1917 3 роки тому +5

    "I can't sleep because I can't stop thinking about her"
    these mixtape titles are so damn true fuck

  • @jeremiahroy344
    @jeremiahroy344 3 роки тому +5

    For anyone going through some shit, I love you. Keep your head up💕

  • @FanzyKittenz
    @FanzyKittenz 4 роки тому +11

    Thank you Pedro Benedetti

  • @Imaproshaman7
    @Imaproshaman7 4 роки тому +4

    These mixes really are opening my eyes to some great tracks and feels. Thank you for making this.

  • @KuromiDarklord
    @KuromiDarklord 3 роки тому +8

    A Jack Frost Plushie! This picture is now officially a Shin Megami Tensei pic

  • @plumedemouton2085
    @plumedemouton2085 3 роки тому +2

    Wow, Ocelot is such a killer song.

  • @autocyclepc2001
    @autocyclepc2001 3 роки тому +3

    I’m always thinking about her 💜🖤

  • @painter5391
    @painter5391 3 роки тому +1

    THIS IS MORE FOR ME THEN I WILL EVER LEAD ON

  • @BalgothTheVile
    @BalgothTheVile 3 роки тому +22

    you know shit sucks when I can't even look at her without getting nervous

    • @shungite3446
      @shungite3446 2 роки тому +4

      Cant even think about her without getting nervous.

  • @sharkskin9728
    @sharkskin9728 4 роки тому +28

    I've never been in a relationship before, but I really like this girl. I'm afraid to say anything though because we're pretty good friends and I'm a wreck mentally. I know how it would end up going but I can't think straight...

    • @cassievega26
      @cassievega26 4 роки тому +11

      All I can say is, go for it. I promise even if it doesn't go well, the pain of knowing will never sting as bad as the regret you'll feel later if you never tell her. Live your life to the fullest, and remember there will always be midwest emo playlists to comfort you when people don't.

    • @autocyclepc2001
      @autocyclepc2001 3 роки тому

      Go for it bro

    • @sharkskin9728
      @sharkskin9728 3 роки тому +1

      @@fat1164 Oh it went god awfully and hurt like a son of a bitch lmao

    • @sharkskin9728
      @sharkskin9728 3 роки тому +1

      @@fat1164 Eh, I've been used to rejection plenty lmao, and I guess not

  • @danpick5652
    @danpick5652 3 роки тому +8

    Even after I told a friend about this, I think I gotta share with some more people to hopefully get some more support
    K... getting straight to the point, when I entered Middle School/High School (I dunno how the level in my country translates to the American education system) I used to be a really shy and reserved kid... even when I wanted to make friends and live life to the fullest, I couldn’t bring myself to talk to strangers, so I got stuck in a limbo for a while... until this one girl started talking to me, because of my non-existent social skills at the time I couldn’t get to know her properly but I thought she was a really nice person
    Time went by, I developed a crush on her once but moved on since, again, we didn’t really knew each other, but thought the other years we would talk occasionally, from first to the last year my social skills developed more, I had some other crushes but nothing much happened
    And now... I have caught feelings again but it is stronger this time, I often daydream about having walks in the park, holding hands... you know, your classic cheesy cliches, the reason for this is, even in the middle of lockdown, we started talking more, how I think we should’ve from the beginning, and I realized that there were some times in the past years where she kinda gave signs, I dunno if they’re actual signs but it’s something. And also that even if we weren’t really close, she was always there for me and enjoyed my company
    To finish off my rant, I decided I’m gonna tell her how I feel this Valentines Day with a song I wrote and a playlist I made for her, despite what happens, I will be finally be relieved about what she feels towards me after the first time I caught feelings
    Hope everything goes well, and to whoever read this whole thing, thank you for giving me your attention

    • @omochikatsu7293
      @omochikatsu7293  3 роки тому

      Yo, what happened?

    • @danpick5652
      @danpick5652 3 роки тому +2

      @@omochikatsu7293 Well I did tell her but with a poem instead cuz I didnt finish the song on time, long story short I got rejected but we are still good friends and its like nothing ever happened, tho I'm still kinda sad about it

    • @omochikatsu7293
      @omochikatsu7293  3 роки тому

      @@danpick5652 You'll eventually get over it. Wish you best.

    • @autocyclepc2001
      @autocyclepc2001 3 роки тому

      Hang in there bud ✌🏻

    • @gntov989
      @gntov989 3 роки тому

      @@danpick5652 can you really see her just as a friend or are you forcing it? Cause I had a similar story and i just could never see her just as a friend, it always felt like something was missing

  • @shungite3446
    @shungite3446 2 роки тому +1

    I've been overthinking it so much that I forgot what I even wanted anymore. We'll see when this break ends huh.

  • @njp2k914
    @njp2k914 4 роки тому +19

    God I’d love to start a ‘this town needs guns’ cover band!!

    • @Chubbysquirrel8
      @Chubbysquirrel8 3 роки тому

      haha sick bro

    • @pieguyyo1
      @pieguyyo1 3 роки тому +1

      those songs are hard to play!

    • @thehakimrawz
      @thehakimrawz 3 роки тому +1

      me too but i have the musical ability of a coat hanger

    • @njp2k914
      @njp2k914 3 роки тому +1

      @@thehakimrawz there is always time to learn mate!! It’s all just practice

    • @shungite3446
      @shungite3446 2 роки тому

      Heyy me too

  • @raphaels33
    @raphaels33 3 роки тому +3

    This type of love , the true purest type of love doesnt exist anymore.... better take away from your hearth by force or lock this feeling deep down of your soul soo anyone cant see anymore or use to hurt you.

  • @pattyisfine7198
    @pattyisfine7198 4 роки тому +12

    *me saving the first song in case I ever see a human female again...

  • @arian4504
    @arian4504 4 роки тому

    I cant stop thinking about her since I met her in university classes

  • @egg.8320
    @egg.8320 3 роки тому +2

    i haven't slept for 2 nights now.

  • @joyson8392
    @joyson8392 4 роки тому +3

    V sad most of this is not on streaming :(

  • @jaybird9982
    @jaybird9982 3 роки тому +5

    Please just kick me in the shins... I'm 55, if there was emo when i was in high school i would have been there. but we were just losers.

  • @primepikachu5
    @primepikachu5 3 роки тому

    HEEHOO this playlist has been pounded into me

  • @WhirlingMusic
    @WhirlingMusic 3 роки тому

    Title Fight is the Godfather of them all.

  • @lilrav4125
    @lilrav4125 3 роки тому +3

    02:07
    One more chance, baby, gimme a kiss
    You got one more chance at a night like this
    You could hold my hand in the back of the whip
    I saw the plug at the club, came back with a brick
    One more chance, baby, gimme a kiss
    You got one more chance at a night like this
    You could hold my hand in the back of the whip
    I saw the plug at the club, came back with a brick

  • @shadowtidmell9970
    @shadowtidmell9970 3 роки тому +1

    Dear Sarah,
    You broke me. You broke me in the cruelest and most wonderful way. For many years, I had contented myself to being without love. To living my life completely alone. Admiring others from afar, even as I grew older and died as a sad old man, the version of me I know I'll become.
    And then you came into my life. You made me feel love again, after having my heart broken twice. You made me smile even at my worst. You pulled me out of my darkness. You showed me how to be a person again. Not just the mindless zombie that I was so used to.
    But then you led me on. You never answered me yes or no, but we flirted. We made comments to each other. We shared secrets. And when I asked... You left. No word or warning. Months later you came back, and I tried to deny to myself that I still loved you. But it didn't work.
    It's been even more months now. And... I hate myself so much for this, but I still love you. I miss you when you're gone, and I feel like superman when you come back.
    But you've done this so much. If you ever actually answered me when I asked you out, and you answered no, I'd be the one to leave and never look back. Because I love you. But you've broken me, utterly and completely.
    I love you. And I miss you so much. But you never answered me.

  • @arian4504
    @arian4504 4 роки тому +3

    geniaaaal!

  • @montanarepublic3296
    @montanarepublic3296 6 місяців тому

    I’ve never been with anyone, but this still hits home. Wonder why it ended up this way?

  • @duck7322
    @duck7322 3 роки тому +1

    So many Michael Sera voice clips

  • @Patel-Chirag-Gupta
    @Patel-Chirag-Gupta Рік тому +1

    Tell her youd regret not taking the time to get to know her, especially if she makes you feel like you dont deserve her

  • @FruitloopLeviathan
    @FruitloopLeviathan 4 роки тому +2

    Helll yeaaaah

  • @samcatrow5025
    @samcatrow5025 2 роки тому

    Haven’t had feeling for a girl in 5 years. Just empty and emotionless towards all romance. I recently fell for the most beautiful girl I could have wished for. Our circumstance won’t allow a relationship. Wishing things were different. Life is so bittersweet

  • @vanivanil824
    @vanivanil824 3 роки тому +1

    Maybe if I keep hoping and listening to his favorite songs, he'll come back...

  • @algracci
    @algracci 4 роки тому +8

    the first one :,(

    • @zaneridings3789
      @zaneridings3789 4 роки тому +2

      He absolutely slays these acoustic emo bangers. ua-cam.com/video/KapcfKo0HOc/v-deo.html

  • @mickeyisscared5708
    @mickeyisscared5708 3 роки тому

    Ooh this ones good

  • @rtchoke4333
    @rtchoke4333 4 роки тому +2

    damn 😔

  • @InAtlasAtLast
    @InAtlasAtLast 3 роки тому

    Finally a comp with This town needs guns!

  • @het88
    @het88 4 роки тому +1

    n o s t a l g i a

  • @kybucket9836
    @kybucket9836 2 роки тому +1

    im trans and no one in my life knows yet. i guess maybe two people know ? but they're states away, we dont catch up much --- im so close to telling people, i can feel it. when its quiet in the car ...... all i do these days is worry and hope all goes well....
    i wish you all the best of luck.

  • @arkosarc9686
    @arkosarc9686 4 роки тому +3

    Brendan Luke's huh....its been three years since my ex gave me this song and others...man am I the only one that fucked up badly and just wish you can say sorry to the person you love no matter how much they hate you..heh..damn feel like crying cause I fucked it all up guess I still miss her after 3 years

  • @coreymallard6650
    @coreymallard6650 9 місяців тому

    she left me. we didn’t argue once through the whole relationship, we spoke everyday, we went on dates regularly, we communicated, we were in love, or at least i was. and after i opened up to her about my past, about how my greatest fear in this life is being left by the people i open my heart to, she did the exact same thing. she did the exact same thing that caused all these problems which we’d talk about healthily when they came up. she told me it’s not me against the feelings, that it was me and her against the feelings. and she left me. i get a message and then ignored. tossed to the side like i was nothing. exactly like i was so afraid she would.

  • @moonstatue9657
    @moonstatue9657 4 роки тому +3

    emo jack frost? kinda cool

    • @ther762
      @ther762 4 роки тому

      Looking cool emo jack!

  • @dylananderson310
    @dylananderson310 3 роки тому +3

    Just blocked my ex, I need this

  • @zechsmerquise2449
    @zechsmerquise2449 3 роки тому +11

    The music is killing me but the fucking gameboy picture is killing me even more, makes me yell inside.

  • @quinnkiervin428
    @quinnkiervin428 3 роки тому +3

    thefinebros: gaslighters react

  • @brandonquillen2079
    @brandonquillen2079 Рік тому +1

    18:39 you mean to tell me, you added that quote?!?

  • @uniivs
    @uniivs 4 роки тому +1

    I see Jack Frost

  • @BIBLEMAN444
    @BIBLEMAN444 4 роки тому +5

    What is the first song called

    • @omochikatsu7293
      @omochikatsu7293  4 роки тому +1

      In the description
      Anatomy of a Crush from Caving

    • @zaneridings3789
      @zaneridings3789 4 роки тому

      @@omochikatsu7293 ua-cam.com/video/KapcfKo0HOc/v-deo.html
      Is this the same "caving" ?

    • @Jack-tg9qm
      @Jack-tg9qm 4 роки тому

      @@zaneridings3789 yeah

  • @marquesjoao2764
    @marquesjoao2764 Місяць тому

    May i survive

  • @chrisvillanueva_
    @chrisvillanueva_ 3 роки тому

    Jack Frost sells this video to me.

  • @bunk156
    @bunk156 3 роки тому

    i wanna buy a jack frost plush now

  • @TheSoopee
    @TheSoopee 4 роки тому +1

    hee ho

  • @gewittersounds
    @gewittersounds 3 роки тому

    me rn

  • @uzumakevo
    @uzumakevo 3 роки тому

    Me rindo Liz

  • @ThisiswhyWecanthavenicethings

    😊❤ the worlds still beautiful without you. It was just nicer with a good vibe.

  • @NationalParkiOS
    @NationalParkiOS 3 роки тому

    Sad Heeho

  • @LillianAredhel
    @LillianAredhel 4 роки тому

    Anyone know the sample used st the start of Boy Problems?

  • @jessmoonchild8094
    @jessmoonchild8094 Рік тому

    I love you more than I ever expected to and that scares the shit out of me. You know I love you and you know you love me and if you aren't ready that's okay. Do whatever makes you happy I'll always be here waiting for you admiring you and telling you how much I love you. Fuck I love you fuck I LOVE YOU I'm scared as shit, please don't hurt me you have my heart

  • @camiaceves5460
    @camiaceves5460 4 роки тому +7

    :(

  • @Mia-sm4ql
    @Mia-sm4ql 2 роки тому +1

    crying in bed im not with her.

  • @brandonquillen2079
    @brandonquillen2079 Рік тому

    Me tn

  • @Sosa-fe1lb
    @Sosa-fe1lb 3 роки тому +2

    Am I the only one with a weird connection to a girl and a pink gbc?

  • @duvan-solis
    @duvan-solis 3 роки тому

    Midwest emo? Sounds like a pop punk melody.

  • @TheMrdangles16
    @TheMrdangles16 2 роки тому +1

    She’s engaged to her ex...

  • @maciethestore9590
    @maciethestore9590 3 роки тому

    i been in this creepy stalker mode with this dude, i hate to admit but im fuckin creepy and gonna get in trouble if i dont leave this dude alone, i loved him since middle school and havnt moved on (technically elementary) we know eachother but its obvious he doesnt love me back. Well, i never asked him what should i do? should i just give in and stop being wierd or should i admit i love him? OR maybe should i tell him then leave him alone-

    • @dascogames8013
      @dascogames8013 3 роки тому +1

      Tell him. If he doesn't love you back, then you can leave him and find someone else that really does love you for who you are.

  • @turbo_spooky
    @turbo_spooky 3 роки тому

    Hee-ho

  • @dari9616
    @dari9616 3 роки тому

    Nintendo emo

  • @kyokari4
    @kyokari4 3 роки тому

    The jack frost right makes everything so much worse.

  • @Bear-kb4kt
    @Bear-kb4kt 3 роки тому

    the gameboy is sus

  • @dmtree8570
    @dmtree8570 3 роки тому

    Music is good, but writing is too childish. Welp what a shame

    • @omochikatsu7293
      @omochikatsu7293  3 роки тому +6

      That's how we roll.

    • @gntov989
      @gntov989 3 роки тому +10

      as one once said "The Gods of music laughed and told the skinny Midwestern White boys that they could have the extra special songwriting powers they desired, but they would have to accept a penalty.. to forever have a slight aspect of soft boi cringe to their vibe and scene. They agreed and picked up their cheap instruments, ready to tour basements nationwide". Thats why emo music is not more commonly known