Since Dec 19th, I have experienced countless days where massive swaths of time have disappeared. This feels different than a timeline jump. It feels like time itself has been in a blender.
Past five years have been massively strange and difficult… 2019 definitely was the best. This year I had to say goodbye to my beloved soulmate doggy at Thanksgiving and I feel that most of me died then, too. I have a lot to be grateful about but I’m just going through the motions, without emotion. It’s like mentally I’m full of appreciation, but I just can’t feel it, or feel much of anything, good or bad. Each year in the past five years I think “this next year has to be better than last…” but I no longer even ask for that. Things just are. You get through. If it wasn’t for my other dog and my cats, I don’t think I’d be able to feel much hope on my own. I guess I’m optimistically pessimistic about 2025. I plan on doing my best but not hold on tight to specific outcomes. Just feeling incredibly ungrounded at the moment.
❤ i lost my precious pup in 2019, too. I died then. Of course, i will remain alone now. Loving someone else seems like a lie and a betrayal, and what's the point? I don't need another broken heart. In fact, how do you break a pile of dust? Anyway, i've felt like the walking dead since then, and all the trouble in the world just makes sense. Life is miserable and alone and unrelentingly painful. It's just more of the same. They wanted us to be separate to prevent revolution. That's fine because i don't know a single person that i'd want to spend 10 minutes with. Now i'm too poor to buy love. Can't afford to adopt a pet or buy subscriptions or patreon or wherever nice friends might exist. Doesn't matter because they don't exist. Or if they do, they exist like cockroaches and immediately scatter and hide when i walk into the kitchen. I don't want a cockroach as a friend. Better to be alone, right? Is it? How much connection does a person need to still qualify as human? I suspect that my current 2.5 hours per week of human interaction isn't enough. Nobody will read this or respond because i'm long-winded and probably actually dead which explains why my words are invisible to humans. Is that so? Am i dead?
That is when I found, you, in 2019. Went through a massive ascension, too. I have appreciated having you, there. Many times I thought "this is so crazy", but you would come on and chat about the very thing I was going through, that I thought was just so crazy or intense. It has been a real journey, these last 5 years. I loved the changes over the years, and loved the journey. No wonder the connection, I felt with you, with you working with Ra and Odin. Both are mine, too, with Anubus being a guide, as well. I'm another shaman as well. It isn't an easy path, so this is probably one of the few constants (but your changes were comparable, to many of mine) since 2019. I have appreciated you, SO much. Big Love to you and Clyde❤❤
22:00-25:01 I'm completely on the same page with you on "that" topic. Totally glitchy but also expected with the collectives' choice. I know it's not right and you can feel it for sure. Bubble group for real, made my choice---peace and ease. Thank you for confirming!
2019 was a year for me. Meet a person with whom I had a pretty strong connection with and she introduced me to all those topics regarding TF. I started to research more on spiritual ascension and found your channel and other tarot readers who have helped me with personal and spiritual growth... 2019 was a year men. Since then, a massive never-ending Rollercoaster xD and i am grateful for all of it. I feel since 2019, i have awakened to a lot of truths
I've been having crazy dreams and my chest has been hurting and strong headaches. My bed lifted itself and you are supposed to press a button for that weird noises and setbacks like we are jumping timelines like crazy
Years ago, she told us her she changed her name into Rodin. I can't remember if she said her first name then. If I remember correctly, she changed her name around the same time she changed online from waterbaby to this current name. I've been following her since 2018, the time she started.
Rosequartz was the only crystal that made it possible to sleep on full moons etc in the time I was at the beginning of the journey. It calmed me down big time when I held it in my hand while falling asleep.
I detached from my adult son in september. An I do not have a problem with that, which still amazed me. ( Shouldn't I feel pain or miss him, instead I felt peace and freedom) But there is also a grandson in the middle of it. And he lovesss to be with me so much, always found it difficult to go back home. he's 7 since december 20th. And I wasn't there. I miss him, feel sad about that, even guilt because I know I am the first woman who broke his heart. But when he was around 3, he said out of nowhere, when the topic moving came up. 'then you're not my grandma no more'. Just as a fact, while drawing. And in may this year, 3 years later, I did move, got his own room in my new home, (which I cannot enter at this moment,it feels hard.) And only a few months later I was ready to let go. I held on for him, due to his attachment to me and the frequency we were on together. 'We feel eachother' He's in good hands, there's a lot if love for him at home. It's like he knew on a subconscience mind, and maybe that's why it was so hard for him to go home again evertime. I talked to his little spirit, and told me it's alright. And I realized, I have to let go, because it can be harder on him if I stay in the guiltmode and I do not want to put that kind of energy on him. So working on that.
When you’re a Sag and you’re not resonating but then the Zoolander comment which I just quoted today 😂. I think I was ahead of the collective. My Sag issues happened 5 days ago and I got protectionz
Re: Violation. My download was about consequences and men who dont expect to have to face them. And what happens when they do. My abuser tried to get away with so much and he expected to get away with it. Entitlement and enablement.
I just decided to watch the whole video and it was SO Nice feeeling part of this Beautiful CommUNITY. Thank You, Rhodan or just Beautiful Soul. This SO Soothed My Heart in these INTENSE Times especially after My Divine Partner and I got into a Heated conversation with Him. We ended it OK, but it was Definitely a Clash. Goodnight ❤😴❤️
Yes, all of my changes are being navigated through the heart....which is very different from my norm. Like it ALL has to be navigated through my heart chakra.
My husband has been manic for over 6 months now. Ran me and my two daughters out of our home around October 23rd, tried to get me arrested and got himself arrested November 23rd, and was finally put into a mental hospital on Christmas Day by his parents who have enabled him this entire time and they also turned on me in many cruel and unjust way throughout this experience. He was diagnosed with mania and bipolar disorder. He’s been institutionalized for almost 8 days now and he’s still pushing the same twisted narrative and keeping my life turned upside down. The big things I mentioned are merely the surface. He has down SO MUCH. Things I don’t even want to discuss with him, some are extremely disgusting and twisted. I’ve tried coming with love, understanding, compassion, logical thinking, etc. I’m at a loss. I’m a Taurus and he is an Aquarius. I cant decide if he should be given more grace or I should walk away. Prayers I make the best decisions moving forward for the greatest good.
Yes, the last 6 years have been wild. Met my current husband January 13, 2019. I was drawn to him in such a strange way. One cute pup and two kids later and I’m like WTF, but also super grateful for the experiences and the family we created. What to do next.. 🤔
You're going to have to walk away. If he ever goes back to normal, he will only be for a brief moment. I'm sorry to say, but he is no longer the man you thought you married.
Am I crazy ….. or did you already post this on UA-cam? As I’m listening to this video…. The part when you said saggy reading and dealing with trauma and heavy emotions… I SWEAR you said this before. I must be going crazy. Anyways … lol
Omg and I feel like this is a first time I’ve seen your body 😍😍😍 . I don’t know what I expected but I find it comforting to see we have similar shapes🤭 I just love us thiiiickkkyyy Gals 😉🥰
Since Dec 19th, I have experienced countless days where massive swaths of time have disappeared. This feels different than a timeline jump. It feels like time itself has been in a blender.
Yeah, Water Baby was my favorite too
Past five years have been massively strange and difficult… 2019 definitely was the best. This year I had to say goodbye to my beloved soulmate doggy at Thanksgiving and I feel that most of me died then, too. I have a lot to be grateful about but I’m just going through the motions, without emotion. It’s like mentally I’m full of appreciation, but I just can’t feel it, or feel much of anything, good or bad. Each year in the past five years I think “this next year has to be better than last…” but I no longer even ask for that. Things just are. You get through. If it wasn’t for my other dog and my cats, I don’t think I’d be able to feel much hope on my own. I guess I’m optimistically pessimistic about 2025. I plan on doing my best but not hold on tight to specific outcomes. Just feeling incredibly ungrounded at the moment.
❤ i lost my precious pup in 2019, too. I died then. Of course, i will remain alone now. Loving someone else seems like a lie and a betrayal, and what's the point? I don't need another broken heart. In fact, how do you break a pile of dust? Anyway, i've felt like the walking dead since then, and all the trouble in the world just makes sense. Life is miserable and alone and unrelentingly painful. It's just more of the same. They wanted us to be separate to prevent revolution. That's fine because i don't know a single person that i'd want to spend 10 minutes with. Now i'm too poor to buy love. Can't afford to adopt a pet or buy subscriptions or patreon or wherever nice friends might exist. Doesn't matter because they don't exist. Or if they do, they exist like cockroaches and immediately scatter and hide when i walk into the kitchen. I don't want a cockroach as a friend. Better to be alone, right? Is it? How much connection does a person need to still qualify as human? I suspect that my current 2.5 hours per week of human interaction isn't enough. Nobody will read this or respond because i'm long-winded and probably actually dead which explains why my words are invisible to humans. Is that so? Am i dead?
That is when I found, you, in 2019. Went through a massive ascension, too. I have appreciated having you, there. Many times I thought "this is so crazy", but you would come on and chat about the very thing I was going through, that I thought was just so crazy or intense. It has been a real journey, these last 5 years. I loved the changes over the years, and loved the journey. No wonder the connection, I felt with you, with you working with Ra and Odin. Both are mine, too, with Anubus being a guide, as well. I'm another shaman as well. It isn't an easy path, so this is probably one of the few constants (but your changes were comparable, to many of mine) since 2019. I have appreciated you, SO much. Big Love to you and Clyde❤❤
Thanks!
Actually, doing things differently is what it is all about, this year.
22:00-25:01 I'm completely on the same page with you on "that" topic. Totally glitchy but also expected with the collectives' choice. I know it's not right and you can feel it for sure. Bubble group for real, made my choice---peace and ease. Thank you for confirming!
2019 was a year for me. Meet a person with whom I had a pretty strong connection with and she introduced me to all those topics regarding TF. I started to research more on spiritual ascension and found your channel and other tarot readers who have helped me with personal and spiritual growth... 2019 was a year men. Since then, a massive never-ending Rollercoaster xD and i am grateful for all of it. I feel since 2019, i have awakened to a lot of truths
Yes, last 5 or 6 years! Crazy energies, extreme WTF crap & totally wacked stuff.
I've been having crazy dreams and my chest has been hurting and strong headaches. My bed lifted itself and you are supposed to press a button for that weird noises and setbacks like we are jumping timelines like crazy
I can NOT believe we all thought your name was Rodin 😂 and I just love that you kept it a secret and still are 😉
There's a video where she slipped and shared her name once lol
Years ago, she told us her she changed her name into Rodin. I can't remember if she said her first name then. If I remember correctly, she changed her name around the same time she changed online from waterbaby to this current name. I've been following her since 2018, the time she started.
@GBella88 I saw her name once but it didn't even register. She'll always be Water Baby to me
Rosequartz was the only crystal that made it possible to sleep on full moons etc in the time I was at the beginning of the journey. It calmed me down big time when I held it in my hand while falling asleep.
At the circus for six years, somewhere between the tightrope walker and the flames swallower
I have a hawkseye bracelet and love the feeling and color
I detached from my adult son in september. An I do not have a problem with that, which still amazed me. ( Shouldn't I feel pain or miss him, instead I felt peace and freedom)
But there is also a grandson in the middle of it. And he lovesss to be with me so much, always found it difficult to go back home. he's 7 since december 20th. And I wasn't there. I miss him, feel sad about that, even guilt because I know I am the first woman who broke his heart. But when he was around 3, he said out of nowhere, when the topic moving came up.
'then you're not my grandma no more'. Just as a fact, while drawing.
And in may this year, 3 years later, I did move, got his own room in my new home, (which I cannot enter at this moment,it feels hard.)
And only a few months later I was ready to let go. I held on for him, due to his attachment to me and the frequency we were on together. 'We feel eachother'
He's in good hands, there's a lot if love for him at home.
It's like he knew on a subconscience mind, and maybe that's why it was so hard for him to go home again evertime.
I talked to his little spirit, and told me it's alright.
And I realized, I have to let go, because it can be harder on him if I stay in the guiltmode and I do not want to put that kind of energy on him. So working on that.
Intense dreaming. Same old dream… but a new version last night. This time I was aware: This is nonsense! This can‘t be! - I found my way out 🎉
When you’re a Sag and you’re not resonating but then the Zoolander comment which I just quoted today 😂. I think I was ahead of the collective. My Sag issues happened 5 days ago and I got protectionz
Feeling satisfied;:-) I came home from work made myself a really nice dinner, dessert, kicking it with puppers... Thursday evening...life is good
Re: Violation. My download was about consequences and men who dont expect to have to face them. And what happens when they do. My abuser tried to get away with so much and he expected to get away with it. Entitlement and enablement.
I‘ ve changed my name … and one day I found out: my grandma did as well 😆
That’s ironic. I started watching it today and fell asleep.
😂😂
I just decided to watch the whole video and it was SO Nice feeeling part of this Beautiful CommUNITY. Thank You, Rhodan or just Beautiful Soul. This SO Soothed My Heart in these INTENSE Times especially after My Divine Partner and I got into a Heated conversation with Him. We ended it OK, but it was Definitely a Clash. Goodnight ❤😴❤️
Every millineals reaction to "someone at the door"
Hello ftom Cali❤️🌞💫🙏
Yes, all of my changes are being navigated through the heart....which is very different from my norm. Like it ALL has to be navigated through my heart chakra.
You're clear!
My 3rd eye is ACTIVE right now! Thought about you about an hour and a half ago.. so weird! Didn’t go to sleep until 1am last night..
All the names are a part of you ❤ evolution
Super huge purge for me, yesterday.
Oohhh I like that Bomi Spirit hehe
Can somebody here help me with the spelling of the crystal stone, Rodin recommended for travelling, please. Hacaid ?
Hawk eye I think
Oh, thank you ❤️
Justifiably anger, yeah.
My husband has been manic for over 6 months now. Ran me and my two daughters out of our home around October 23rd, tried to get me arrested and got himself arrested November 23rd, and was finally put into a mental hospital on Christmas Day by his parents who have enabled him this entire time and they also turned on me in many cruel and unjust way throughout this experience. He was diagnosed with mania and bipolar disorder. He’s been institutionalized for almost 8 days now and he’s still pushing the same twisted narrative and keeping my life turned upside down. The big things I mentioned are merely the surface. He has down SO MUCH. Things I don’t even want to discuss with him, some are extremely disgusting and twisted. I’ve tried coming with love, understanding, compassion, logical thinking, etc. I’m at a loss. I’m a Taurus and he is an Aquarius. I cant decide if he should be given more grace or I should walk away. Prayers I make the best decisions moving forward for the greatest good.
Yes, the last 6 years have been wild. Met my current husband January 13, 2019. I was drawn to him in such a strange way. One cute pup and two kids later and I’m like WTF, but also super grateful for the experiences and the family we created. What to do next.. 🤔
Choose you.❤
You're going to have to walk away. If he ever goes back to normal, he will only be for a brief moment. I'm sorry to say, but he is no longer the man you thought you married.
@carirankin4107 he needs to choose to want to be better if that makes sense. Do the medication and therapy not blaming others I.e the family
Walk away and start your life over
Yes 🙌
I’m totally in my psychic bubble - what has been happening in the 3D? What are these horrid stories?
Yes
Just got here
It’s so not as dense!!!!!!!! Welcome energy and I can’t put my finger on why
Am I crazy ….. or did you already post this on UA-cam? As I’m listening to this video…. The part when you said saggy reading and dealing with trauma and heavy emotions… I SWEAR you said this before.
I must be going crazy. Anyways … lol
Omg and I feel like this is a first time I’ve seen your body 😍😍😍 . I don’t know what I expected but I find it comforting to see we have similar shapes🤭 I just love us thiiiickkkyyy Gals 😉🥰
I just tried to change my address on Amazon--had to ask for HELP! IT TOOK FOREVER. We just moved too. We feel exhausted.
💙💙💙💙💙