Saigon.... Shit, I'm still only in saigon. Every time I think I'm gonna wake up back in the jungle, when I was home after my first tour, it was worse. I’d wake up and there’d be nothing. I hardly said a word to my wife, until I said ‘yes’ to a divorce. When I was here, I wanted to be there; when I was there, all I could think of was getting back into the jungle. I’m here a week now… waiting for a mission, getting softer. Every minute I stay in this room I get weaker, and every minute Charlie squats in the bush he gets stronger.
Insane dialogue btw. How he feels as he gets weak as he sits in the room as he knows the VC get stroger while they sleep out in the bush. Illustrates how willard is bent on the idea of man-to-man competition on a subconscious scale, despite it tearing down life and the walls of reality around him. A bleak, kamikaze, self-destruction. Aint nothing left in his life but the war. War itself is all he has and all he will soon know. Hes not normal without war but life aint normal with war. An endless limbo between the instinct of competition and violence and the self preserving instinct that wakes man up to the lessons of reality.
my parents just divorced, i dont see them often , my dad left, my mom never home,my brother just left in a another city and im here like a clown at 3:00AM all alone like always drinking beers and smoking cigs on the porch listening to this shit and this audio hitting me hard like a mf man…
Life is rough. Sometimes it's rough without the promise of reward. Best you can do is take whatever shit life deals you and find a lesson in it. Godspeed son.
I travel constantly for work and I relate, even though getting shot at isn’t part of my job description (nor is it even close). Maybe it’s the emotionless delivery that resonates with us. I’ll never know what it’s like to be on the battlefield, but I definitely know how it feels to be away from home all the time. Currently I’m in Portland, next week I’ll be in Chicago. I haven’t had a week home in months. Starting to get really tough to wake up in the morning.
11 days since I last wrote. Chicago is hell, I’m so exhausted, longing for home. Tired of this shit… constantly away from home. Away from my friends and family. God I wish I could make what I do in my hometown, then I wouldn’t have to put up with this bullshit.
Me thinking how well this fits together going to the comments to see what people think and all I see is the equivilant of "me when my mom makes me to take out the trash."
Been a rough couple of months. Out of my home, in another city, another concrete jungle. Hunting for my Kurtz to kill. He seems to elude me, though. Maybe i have to search him more in myself..
Saigon.... Shit, I'm still only in saigon. Every time I think I'm gonna wake up back in the jungle, when I was home after my first tour, it was worse. I’d wake up and there’d be nothing. I hardly said a word to my wife, until I said ‘yes’ to a divorce. When I was here, I wanted to be there; when I was there, all I could think of was getting back into the jungle. I’m here a week now… waiting for a mission, getting softer. Every minute I stay in this room I get weaker, and every minute Charlie squats in the bush he gets stronger.
repent to God
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@@Baggerz182 for why does he need to repent to the father for saying this
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things got so bad i started listening to this in loop
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Been on it for a week
@@Jerell- me too bro
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Insane dialogue btw. How he feels as he gets weak as he sits in the room as he knows the VC get stroger while they sleep out in the bush. Illustrates how willard is bent on the idea of man-to-man competition on a subconscious scale, despite it tearing down life and the walls of reality around him. A bleak, kamikaze, self-destruction. Aint nothing left in his life but the war. War itself is all he has and all he will soon know. Hes not normal without war but life aint normal with war. An endless limbo between the instinct of competition and violence and the self preserving instinct that wakes man up to the lessons of reality.
Deftones/Apocalypse Now has always been the mad depressing hate yourself vibe I’ve always had inside my head
how it feels to work a 10 hr shift
repent to God
@@Baggerz182 i have?
@Baggerz182 this doesn't get people closer to God it's just annoying
compairing a 10 hour shift to ptsd is wild
@@NotAaron07 it’s a joke
Shit so real I started listening to this before bed
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That’s what I’m doing rn. I’m stuck in what I’d consider one of the worse times in my life
When school starts in 2 weeks but you lowkey arent ready
it started for u now?
oh grow up this is 12 hr shift shit
How it feels to wake up
This hits different after serving …
my parents just divorced, i dont see them often , my dad left, my mom never home,my brother just left in a another city and im here like a clown at 3:00AM all alone like always drinking beers and smoking cigs on the porch listening to this shit and this audio hitting me hard like a mf man…
Shiiitt. Only the best for U Bro. Dont give up. And keep a Beer cold for me mate
Life is rough. Sometimes it's rough without the promise of reward. Best you can do is take whatever shit life deals you and find a lesson in it. Godspeed son.
This is exactly what happened to me too almost 2 yrs ago, soul crushing experience
I travel constantly for work and I relate, even though getting shot at isn’t part of my job description (nor is it even close). Maybe it’s the emotionless delivery that resonates with us. I’ll never know what it’s like to be on the battlefield, but I definitely know how it feels to be away from home all the time. Currently I’m in Portland, next week I’ll be in Chicago. I haven’t had a week home in months. Starting to get really tough to wake up in the morning.
11 days since I last wrote. Chicago is hell, I’m so exhausted, longing for home. Tired of this shit… constantly away from home. Away from my friends and family. God I wish I could make what I do in my hometown, then I wouldn’t have to put up with this bullshit.
Basically my life in times of conflict I feel alive happy and with mental clarity, but when things are normal I feel without a purpose.
seen this movie for the very first time last week,,, absolutely fucking perfect
The movie is a masterpiece, but its 10 times better when you're on acid.
@@PolishGod1234 wtf…. how did i not think of this before !?!? THANK YOU
Gotta make it to friday...
This is a pretty cool edit man I love it 💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻
this audio motivates me more than Optimus Prime ever could 😂😂
Me thinking how well this fits together going to the comments to see what people think and all I see is the equivilant of "me when my mom makes me to take out the trash."
Me everyday i wake up in my parents house while sending 100 job applications every day
how i feel when its first period and i got barely any sleep jus to have a ice breaker i have 9 more months left of this
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Been a rough couple of months. Out of my home, in another city, another concrete jungle.
Hunting for my Kurtz to kill.
He seems to elude me, though.
Maybe i have to search him more in myself..
When you get drafted into war in ww2 for a year and feel hella depressed cause you just want the war to stop and make it back home alive 😞😔
when all bodies leave discord at 3 am
Extend this please 🙏
This was me every morning after 3rd grade only with a poptart and glass of milk instead of booze
how it feels to wake up to go to an 8am calculus class
Another lonely ass homecoming
this hits too close to home
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how it feels when the ex call me at sunday night
Saigon…
Shit……
@@Prayer.slowed I'm still only in Saigon
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Movie?
Apocolypse now
It’s all too familiar…
What’s the Backround song name?
School started.
What's the music?
When you don’t know if your real or not>
What’s this song🙏🙏
(L)MIRL - Deftones
Lyrics?
Movie name
Apocalypse Now (1979)
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