graveyard whistling

"Once is all it takes."
I haven't posted anything in over a month. That is a pretty long time for me. There are several reasons for it. I will not go into too much detail, but I haven't had the best few months.
Back in February I was held at gunpoint and robbed while on holiday. I thought I was okay and that I had dealt with it, but the truth is I have just been in denial. I don't feel safe around other people, even less than before.
If you know me, even just a little, then you know that I love my animals more than anything. Last month, during the course of a week my one year of ferret was put down and then one of my dogs passed away during a fight in the worst way possible.
A mixture of those three things and other stuff created this video. Don't bother reading into it too much. It only makes sense if you are in my head. XD
Anyway, I'm back at editing now, and should be finishing off a few big projects in the next week or so.
Daisy; xx
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[@autumnhobbit]

Holy. Wow. The atmosphere in this is absolutely fantastic. I'm sorry to hear about what happened to you.

[@xLivingInTheMomentx]

+autumn hobbit Thank you.

[@xladyxmacbethx]

THIS VIDEO - MINDBLOWING.
your story: i am so sorry to hear that. i love animals more than people so i understand how you feel. i am so so so sorry to hear that.

[@xLivingInTheMomentx]

+xladyxmacbethx Thanks!
I'm glad you understand, a lot of people don't consider the death of a family pet as painful as a family member. But it is, because to us they are the same thing. xx

[@lexiedewitt5473]

awh daisy Im sorry for what happened to you ='( love the video and you

[@xLivingInTheMomentx]

+Lexie Dewitt aww, thank you so much my love! I'm starting to feel better today. xxx

[@serendipityxo]

DAISY
I am so sorry all of those things happened to you. :(
this video was so stunning!

[@xLivingInTheMomentx]

+serendipity. Thank you dear!

[@serendipityxo]

Of course :D

[@whcares]

daisy,
i'm sorry you've been through all of that, it's terrible :/
i can't even imagine
i can see this video was a sort of cathartic outlet for you
it comes from personal experience, or a sum of experiences, and that's makes it so intense
i hope you found some, if small, relief -- or at least distraction -- while making it

[@xLivingInTheMomentx]

+WIRWENxx Thank you for your lovely comment sweetheart. It means a lot you know.

[@cutiepiekeen]

This is incredible !
*YOU.ARE.INCREDIBLE* - I'm sorry that you've been through so much lately
*sending big hugs*

[@xLivingInTheMomentx]

+cutiepiekeen Thank you my dear.

[@KaterinaVasiljeva]

Oh, I'm so sorry. This may sound trite, but everything will be fine, I'm sure. Your video is amazing!

[@xLivingInTheMomentx]

Thank you for your kind words. I have good days and bad days as I always do. But getting better. Today was a good one, sun out and all!

[@RecklessGirl100]

oh my...this is so amazing
love it so much
*and going to rewatch it like 17437 times*

[@xLivingInTheMomentx]

+RecklessGirl100 hahah, well thank you!

[@delicatexmuse]

I'm so sorry to hear what you've been through. I can't even begin to imagine what that struggle must've been like. #virtualhug

[@xLivingInTheMomentx]

Thanks for the hug my love! This year has just been terrible tbh. XD

[@Saylana]

OMFG THHIS IS AMAZING!!! I LOVE THE VID!! THE SONG IS JUST SOO BEAUTIFULL ♥♥ & YOU'RE EDITING IS SO AWESOME!!!

[@xLivingInTheMomentx]

aww thanks! I'm seriously so obsessed with this band it's not even funny! XD

[@royalsea]

I love this song! so glad you used it, and edited to it beautifully

[@xLivingInTheMomentx]

Aww thanks! I'm so glad I did it justice. I love this band so much!