I have 13 years sober. Haven't been to a meeting and probably 5 years. I'm usually not to emotional a guy, this speaker Matthew literally made me tear up probably 8 times as I listened to this. Thank you to the speaker and for having this posted for a dry drunk to listen too in his time of need.
At 12 years of sobriety, I left meetings and went five years without attending a meeting. I didn't drink but I pretty much went nuts though. I was dry as a bone. I'm grateful that I had a circumstance occur that got me back to meetings again. I hope that you got back to meetings and started working the steps with a sponsor.
That was so beautiful!! 31 days clean and sober, Been in and out of AA for 17 years and this guy really touched my heart, Thank you Matthew you give me hope to keep pushing through!!
“I pawned my character to pay for the party and had to buy it back” Absolutely AMAZING the steps! Thank you MAtthew for sharing your beautiful story and your experience, strength and HOPE. 👣👣👤
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Amazingly inspirational, had me speechless and holding back tears in relating to stories in a gutlevel honest way, and the breakthroughs Mathew made with God, AA, and his life.
Great job! I started listening to this yesterday thinking this man probably didn’t do anything too crazy until he said he shoved his pregnant gf down the stairs. I was hooked from there on out to see how he recovered. Very inspiring speech Matthew!
vance these talks have helped me so much before bed they helped to settle my head and also I have been sober for 20 months now I have learned alot from them also, speaker bob.d. very good, sandy.b. and Sharon.b. check them out, hope your well got luck for 2016 from n.Ireland.
Love this ! Truly relate to the catholic guilt part but I’m not catholic ,my mum converted to catholism she had the guilt trip down pat ! And passed it on for free !
Oh, Matthew!!! 😅😢😂 I just hung onto every word of your story & feel so encouraged that there IS hope, even when crap happens! God bless you & your family & your ministry!
Me too. Our Big book on page 23 says the main problem of the alcoholic centers in his mind rather then “his” body. In my experience it had to do with being obsessed what other people thought about me. In recovery they call it self-centered fear. The rabbit hole goes as deep as we allow in recovery.
When I listen to this guy talk..I thought he is the guy that wrote the song ( "please don't talk these beautiful things away from me) because I know Alot of people in the music industry..I'm known for being able to hear a person's voice once..but recognize them if they sing or rap something
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I have 13 years sober. Haven't been to a meeting and probably 5 years. I'm usually not to emotional a guy, this speaker Matthew literally made me tear up probably 8 times as I listened to this. Thank you to the speaker and for having this posted for a dry drunk to listen too in his time of need.
icp2332 go to a meeting dude! It’s good for the soul.
Welcome back to the real life of sobriety !
Perhaps you could do the steps with a BB sponsor and find support in meetings on zoom 🙏🙏🏽 ?
At 12 years of sobriety, I left meetings and went five years without attending a meeting. I didn't drink but I pretty much went nuts though. I was dry as a bone. I'm grateful that I had a circumstance occur that got me back to meetings again. I hope that you got back to meetings and started working the steps with a sponsor.
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What an amazing share, very powerful. "He started to talk about how I felt". Love how you tied that in at the end. ❤🙏
That was so beautiful!!
31 days clean and sober,
Been in and out of AA for 17 years and this guy really touched my heart,
Thank you Matthew you give me hope to keep pushing through!!
You still sober ?
@@AkaMilkyuk 13 months! Still trudging 😉🤘🙏
@@allanthompson6270 yes thats amazing 👏
@@allanthompson6270 im 14 days
@@AkaMilkyuk awesome mate 🙌🙏
“I pawned my character to pay for the party and had to buy it back”
Absolutely AMAZING the steps! Thank you MAtthew for sharing your beautiful story and your experience, strength and HOPE.
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Love that line!!!!
I am recovered since June 1, 1988. I love this speaker, Matthew M. I will listen to this again. Great talk!!!!!
So grateful to read “recovered”.
I related to this in so many ways. Yesterday was my first AA meeting and I can't wait to go back tonight.
Brock Lane Films How are you doing today, Brock?
@@Irrelevant530 hes at the bar
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@@donwert5039 @cubano still going strong! 3 years sober
Great share! Im an alcoholic and just started going to meetings and very very slowly but feeling better every day. Thanks Matthew!
How you doing today??
Amazingly inspirational, had me speechless and holding back tears in relating to stories in a gutlevel honest way, and the breakthroughs Mathew made with God, AA, and his life.
I feel this x
Most inspiring, heartfelt, awesome AA speaker I've heard in years.
This is exactly what I needed to hear! Thank you
OMG what a talk! I cried many times. 5 days sober
How’s it going ?
Life changing story x
Wow
Over five months sober
Thank you 🙏💓
GREAT JOB!!! PLEASE STAY STRONG!!
@@natlyfranks6856 thanks nearly a year now 😍
One of the best I have ever heard, thank you MatthewM.
Had to fight tears, thank you Matthew
Omg just got blown Away ! I’m so grateful I’m A sober alcoholic in AA if I wasn’t I’d be a dead drunk dead is permanent problems are temporary!
What a refreshing, honest share. Thanks.
Great job! I started listening to this yesterday thinking this man probably didn’t do anything too crazy until he said he shoved his pregnant gf down the stairs. I was hooked from there on out to see how he recovered. Very inspiring speech Matthew!
Such an amazing speaker. I just cried! Thank you thank you thank you!
INCREDIBLE! Thanks for sharing your story! MANY BLESSING!
Very moving. I want to hug Matthew M. and his wife.
Thank you SO MUCH for sharing your story. You’re still helping people today.....I hope you and your family are doing well.💕
Awesome lead with great GRATITUDE. Thank YOU Matthew.
Omg thank you so much. Love this! 40 days sober today. (:
Thank you Matthew..I needed to hear this. Action not talk.
Thank you Matthew 💓
Thank you for letting me know I'm not the only one❤I've hurt family so bad & I'll spend rest of my life making it right
Do the next indicated thing as Gods will. This really helped me and always have grandiose ideas of Gods will. :) Thank you x
Nicole Lusby me too! I feel that God wanted me to hear this today. Grateful for this wonderful speaker's share.
Oh my God. No words, great qualification. Thank you.
I miss my meetings because the shelter in place I miss my home group God help us all get back to our normal lifes
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Loved it!!!!!!
This seems to be helping , especially before bed ,
vance these talks have helped me so much before bed they helped to settle my head and also I have been sober for 20 months now I have learned alot from them also, speaker bob.d. very good, sandy.b. and Sharon.b. check them out, hope your well got luck for 2016 from n.Ireland.
I love these speakers!
What a great speaker
Beautiful Beautiful share, thank you ❤
Amazing and beautiful testimony
WOW! That’s the kind of love I will experience!
Chico State is where I learned to drink...in high school. Great share!
Great speaker! Funny as hell and real
What an amazing story. Thank you
Wow, thank you Matthew 🙏
Very powerful share Matthew. Mahalo for sharing.❤🤙
Love this ! Truly relate to the catholic guilt part but I’m not catholic ,my mum converted to catholism she had the guilt trip down pat ! And passed it on for free !
Thanks for helping me Matthew, your an inspiration for recovery
Great story!
Love this !! Been in aa recovery program alcoholic anonymous for at least 6 years . Love it
It's one day at a time
Thank you. So relatable 🙏
Oh, Matthew!!! 😅😢😂 I just hung onto every word of your story & feel so encouraged that there IS hope, even when crap happens! God bless you & your family & your ministry!
So grateful for people like you sharing your experience. Just celebrated 3 years when I shouldn’t even be alive. Thank you God and thank you AA.
A very powerful share ..thank you ..:-)
Wow. So powerful. Thank you.
Matthew, M. You might just b a LIFESAVIOR. ❤❤❤
So heart touching.. ❤ thank you for filling my heart with love 🙏
This better be good. I'm coming from 1-15-2021 and I really need it 🤢💔😱😷😒😒😒
UPDATE: Best speaker I ever heard💖
Beautiful message. Thankyou super much.
Thanks for sharing brother 🙏🏻
Great story thank you for sharing matt m
WOW!! Thank you 🙏🏻
Glad to hear the escape from selfishness
Great! Thank you... Love from Germany!
His story was funny and hit the heart….
Gratitude hit
❤ wonderful story ❤
Awesome speaker! Talks the Solution mixed with comedy and great storytelling! ❤️
I absolutely love this speaker
I've been around the program since april, 1 1980
avery elder that's my birthday!
enjoyed this one a lot. thank you
Thank you so much for sharring . Awesome speaker. Thanks.
wow! thank you, for the hope! for family
Wow my heart just left my body and came back better ♡
Don’t know who Matthew is, but I will forever pray for him!
Great speaker. Just listened to him in Austin
tks for d msg of d spiritual theory, being live and let live, I am trying !
this is just so amazing. just heard my own story
Think this is my 4th listen lol!
👏 👏 👏 awesome!
Thank you ❤
So beautiful!
great message :-)
Stan Leslie C.
what a powerful message
Thank you for sharing.
❤thanks for sharing loving-kindness. Another. Easier. Sobered. Up. Omg. What a. Beut6. Thing❤❤
“I go to mens stag meetings I have a warped view of AA” 🤣🤣😭
Wow. God bless.
Awesome❤
Wow. Thank you!
Bless your heart 💙
Oh man, this one made me cry
Michigan in the house....
💡📘📗💡
Ty God bless you
I worked at Marie Callender’s in Modesto for 13yrs as a bartender! Small world!
thanks matthew - i get the sponser part... had the same one for 20years.... u cant baby this boozer,druggie WE R SO BLESSED!!!
Hell of a message
Thank you
good honest guy.....
Really relate to dead feeling not relating to others
Me too. Our Big book on page 23 says the main problem of the alcoholic centers in his mind rather then “his” body. In my experience it had to do with being obsessed what other people thought about me. In recovery they call it self-centered fear. The rabbit hole goes as deep as we allow in recovery.
When I listen to this guy talk..I thought he is the guy that wrote the song ( "please don't talk these beautiful things away from me) because I know Alot of people in the music industry..I'm known for being able to hear a person's voice once..but recognize them if they sing or rap something
College experience whoowh,never knew I need College for all that fun
awesome
Does anyone know a good AA meeting online?
Did you find some? I can send you the links? What country?
I love California recovery
I love recovery period!!!
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OC Convention?