Life got so hard. I can’t help but think back to the simpler days of sunshine and breezes back home and just close my eyes to feel as if those places of peace I found can be found again.
Currently crying after going down a rabbit hole of reminiscent music like this. It’s truly beautiful how music can bring people together in such a melancholic way.
That moment when you realise that they’re gone forever and you’ll never get the chance to see or be with them again. You know you’d give anything for another minute with them. To hold them tight and never let go. You can’t help but hate yourself for taking everyday for granted “If love could’ve saved you, you’d have lived forever”
i was told by a friend recently that they associate me with fog, mist, and light rain, and that whenever they experience any of those things, they feel like it's my presence. it meant the world to me.
Imagine it had been 20 years you lived like that, instead of a decade. And now you’ve time traveled back 10 years to redo it all. What will you do with these next 10 years? :)
@@remixedlightning It’s natural to regret mistakes it’s unfortunately how we learn the best lessons just don’t focus on the mistakes you have made in the past but focus on how you are going to be better at handling those situations that may have caused those mistakes or actions which you regret making it’s all life think about the positives that you have brought upon other people during the decade you have lived friend.
My guy idk how you are or feel but make your own life better by quitting smoking Ik it is/was there when problems were/are but this is gonna stab into your back if you take that too long so brother please quit smoking❤️
I left home in 2021 to go and find myself and to study.Little did i know i was get myself into a very tough position.I met people who influenced me negatively and made me turn for the worst.As am writing I have decided to quit all vices and begin again this journey.Its never too late.Dont ever do drugs guys.My mental health is on the pits as am writing this.Goodluck.
Never underestimate yourself. Now, go be strong again. Remember every moment where you ever felt strong, and use it, to get stronger. Best of luck, brother of humanity.
Hey, if your still there... I know where your coming from and Ive been in your exact position. My advice is to get rid of social media and live, explore, study life. God gave all this to us and we must cherish every moment, dont listen to what others say and focus on God.
People often wonder why we like to listen to this kind of music, or why we seem to wallow in such depressing media all the time. If it hurts to listen, why keep listening? But I think, if given a clear-cut choice, people would rather reminisce on a familiar pain than to confront the unknown that is their life.
I used to have a soul before I met him. Now, without him, my soul is gone; he became my soul. I am just a person to him, perhaps less than that. To me, he was my heartbeat, the light at the end of the tunnel, my strength, my will, my everything. I took him for granted; he softened me, but I hardened him. He was the water, I was the rock, not anymore though. See, now I am the water, and my rock is gone; I am lost at sea, lost in myself. We spent a short time together, but I will forever cherish that time. He made 8 months feel like a decade; we are only so young, but he made me feel old. For I felt like I spent all my adulthood with him, despite not even being an adult yet. No one can ever make me feel that way again, for I have hardened once more. All the quirks I had to me that he loved, I pushed it forever down. It shall prosper in the soles of my feet, and not at my heart; no one like him will fall in love with me again.
I may not know you. But I care about you. Take one day at a time. Hopefully the sun will shine on your face and you will feel hope that things will get better. And that you will find someone like them again. I pray the universe grants you that. Try and have a good day.
I know it’s so hard right now.. take it one step at a time, focus on the things in your life you haven’t lost. Find ways to grow each day. Take it slow and please please know that you are worthy of so much love. Another will come and he will love you for all you are right down to your very soul. I’m so proud of you for making it this far. ❤
Remembering my 3rd year of school, back then i hated it i just wanted to be finished with school and live my life without school, ohhhh how foolish 8 year old me was, now here i am, 2 days away from my first day as a year 10 (grade 9) in high school Sometimes i wish time would just pause for a few years, let us process earlier years before they finish, enjoy what we have in the present moment, let us spend more time with the ones we care about, let us have the happiest moment, let us have the saddest moment, just let us enjoy life as the years go on And to anyone in lower years or grades depending where you live, enjoy the moment
The happiest moment of my entire life was being in the arms of the woman I loved After years of cruelty and being ostracised by everyone someone in the world saw me and accepted me She loved me It was the greatest sense of joy, comfort and belonging I could ever have hoped for My entire existence has descended into chaos and misery since then and all I want is release from this twisted, mad world
Please don’t give up... You are still loved even when it feels like you have no one. From a person to another person, I love you and I am so proud of you for pushing on as far as you have, even through your darkest days.❤
I don’t even know what will make me happy anymore. I don’t even know what is wrong with me. Maybe I need to face my fears to feel more confident. I’m tired of feelings, I just need something that will last forever, that will tether me to this world. I don’t even think that my family members, a therapist, or a girl can help me with this. It’s always just been a war within myself, so I must resolve it within myself.
Ask God to guide you, sincerely. You have nothing to lose by doing that. Hope you're doing okay though man, live is tough but the feeling of accomplishing life is all worth it. Stay strong.
@@uhm294 also, Take healthy supplements. I recommend lions mane mushrooms and mulits. Work out do something challenging, eat healthy, do something risky and fun. Sleep good eat good which i just said it again. Get sunlight reduce any bad habits you have maybe. Be true of yourself. talk to yourself good. Avoid procrastination. avoid any negative thoughts and lastly be kind. Much love :) i was exactly like you but good takes over the bad always
Just breathe and relax go for a walk everyone is loving you You are important soul and a loving being Take everything slowly and slowly Cry a lot get everything out face your emotions and yourself Think create fail create fail create until you we create your own self in this lonely world Think what can this moment teach me. And seek help from god or the universe They are here inside of you in every breath and every moment of you being here. Relax and enjoy the journey
I wish I would have someone to build a future with together. In the past none of the ones I really loved stayed, I don’t know how long this is gonna last..
Did you know that I loved you? Yep I do, I love you more than I say it or think abt it. You have done your best to keep my alive, and I, grateful to all, and ungrateful to the one i have shown the slightest bits of appreciation for. You have grown into a fine person and I am proud of you, I am proud of what I have become.
POV: you're a 00s kid and you grew up nit realizing how much time as past and how much memories you made. And so you grew up depressed bc you just wanted to relive the good and best, and greatest moments of you're nostalgic past life. Being human hurts sometimes... But it's also beautiful at the same time.
@@WoezVargo Я не совсем Один НЕ знаю поймёшь ли ты или нет я Мусульманин СО мной Аллах если что то мне будет тяжело когда я буду один Аллах поможет мне Так что Тяжело не будет )
i have nearly died 7-8 times in my life. 5 overdoses, 2 suicide attempts. 1-2 close calls... you know, some of the worst things people have to overcome is either their family or environment. some don't even have any of those foundations set to begin with, others get it out of the mud from nothing.... in spite of all that i have, the pillars of support. my ambition is so scattered, my drive is almost dead... everyday i fight these thoughts, to consume. to get lost in the lusts of life, a man who is still living in his heart like a boy. watching everything around him wither away and grow older and with time colder. my greatest enemy, is truly in the mirror. i wish i had never tried drugs, honestly. i used to say i wouldn't regret a single way my life has turned out because in this whole process i met God through it. but what if i don't make it? i have no excuse, i have no justification. some of us have it all in our hands and we don't take advantage, i don't take advantage. im a thorn to those i love and one to myself. i think maybe deep down im afraid to truly live? to truly sacrifice. maybe i don't have that dog in me, please... don't pick up substances.
It’s ok to feel down and to hate yourself or your decisions. Remember, what you hate may not be all you but just a part of yourself. One that needs to be healed. Most things stem from when we’re young. Instead of seeing a monster in the mirror, there’s a little boy who needs love and help from you. There’s always a start. Please take care of yourself. And know you’re not alone in your pain. ❤️🩹💜
The reason you are still here is because God is not through with your life story, it's not too late to restart with God trust me, ever since I've started reading the Bible I haven't had depression ever since
This is probably the cleanest and most organized version yet, but it’s still very rough around the edges. There’s room for improvement for sure, your timing has got to get better and the mixing is grating to listen to, so I would advise on trying to seek advice for that stuff. But hey man, glad to see you making progress and trying out new stuff! 👍🏼
thanks for the comment bud! only started mixing the stretched songs recently. i’d love to hear what your thoughts are on the mixes of the most recent videos. and could you elaborate on what you mean about timing? not sure what you’re referring to
i need advice guys. i have a corrupted family..when i turned two my parents decided to move across america for dads work(away from family.) he thrived, bought two three story houses, my reputation was the rich, popular kid. after a decade, my mom and dad are fighting every night, i hear it repeatedly, then one day we sit on the couch and they say, " were going back to the west coast." i cry, a lot, then covid hits and were out before airlines get stirct. fast forward to present, my dads divorced two wives, moneys been spilt three times, my actual mom has mental issues, and my minds corrupted. i go to a prestigious high school, even though i live in three homes, no friends, and have a corrupted family. sometimes i wonder, "why did i ever have it so good in the first place?"
You have it like this so you can strengthen your mind. I know I'm not going through the same thing you are but I feel you. You also probably got put in that position because god knew you could handle it. Because you are strong...
شعور مؤلم عندما المرء يتصارع و يبكي بصمت من أجل الفوز بهذه المعركه ولكن هذه المعركه يجب أن اتقاتل لأجلها! لأن فيه من فوزها الحصول على السعاده الابديه و الراحه الجسديه و العقليه و الصحيه، التفاؤل بالحياه، اولد من جديد من بطن الحياه، عيشه جميله و سهله حتى لو كانت شاقه، شعور بالانتعاش الروحي و القلبي و كل ما هو جميل في هذه الحياه! اتعلمون متى أحصل على هذا كله؟ عندما يكون حمود جنبي ، أكتب عنه الكثير في أي اغنيه استمع إليها و اعلم به أنه لن يقرأها أبداً ولكنني سأظل أكتب عنه حتى اصف أنني كيف احبه كثيرا، سأحارب لأجله سأضحي لأجله سأفعل بكل ما وسعي حتى اسعده و افرح قلبه الصغير الذي أنا احبه كثيرا، سأحارب بحرب مليء بالصعوبات و الدماء ولكنني لن استسلم ! و سأفعلها و سأخذه بيده و نذهب لابعد مكان لا وجود فيه لأي من المخلوقات سوف افوز بهذه المعركه سأفعل كل شي حتى و إن يتطلب أن اضحي و افدي بحياتي و روحي لأجل حمودي سأفعلها! حتى لو وصلت إليه و وقفت أمامه و جسدي و سيفي و خيلي متلطخين بالدماء سأرفع رأسي فخرا أنني قد حاربت لاجله و سأحارب دائما أريد فقط أن اسقط لحضنه و يحتضنني أنا و دمي الذي سيكون بجسدي أريد فقط أن اسمعه أن يقول لي لقد فعلتيها يهيونتي لقد فعلتيها يأميرتي. أرجوك خذني إليك أشعر ضلوعي تمتلئ بالافتقار من حضنك فقط خذني و اجعلني بحضنك.
Can someone give me advice? After 105 days of talking to this guy I feel that we're going no where, he told me that he couldn't at the moment and that we should stop talking, that was a month ago before he decided to text me to "check up on me" I feel maybe he trapped me. Because after I couldn't stop replying, and the more convos he made up the more I continued to to respond. I don't know what he wants and now, I don't know what I want either. This guy has quite literally ruined my life, yet I still love him so much. We're just teens and we make mistakes, still, why continue to talk to me if you don't feel the same way? Right? I mean I don't know. It's only getting worse. And I'm so close to giving up on "love" I need someone to help me
He’s just leading you on for attention, stop talking to him unless you don’t have feelings anymore. If you keep talking the feelings you have will just get more intense.
@@Emiliiiiisingsssss Most of all, don‘t worry too much. Maybe try and channel all energy into yourself instead of somebody else. You will be doing good, I‘m sure.
I wish that i could at least one last time i fall in love.. This guy has killed me i should have just stayed by myself i feel like i can't love without feeling pain and i wish it would go away... the pain hurts so much i just want to be happy.. but he didn't replay to my text from 5 hours and ever hour my heart hurt even worse... and all i think is why do i have to be here i don't want to be here i want the pain to go away..
I want to be loved too. What helps me is knowing the pain is a part of myself and not who I am. Something that needs to be healed. Please take care of yourself I promise you’re not alone in your pain ❤️🩹💜❤️ We can heal together. And it’s ok to feel down. Let yourself feel. Love to you my friend ❤️🩹
Hab das heute Abend mit meinen Vater angehört. Er ist 55 Ich bin 22 er meinte zu mir das ein Gefühl beschreibt wozu er nicht die Worte gefunden hat. Ich geh jetzt bald zum Militär er meinte danach werd ich verstehen was er meint
I don't wanna make it past my 30's or 20's if I can't find love, by myself I have no true purpose in life cuz idc about me, I will never care about me truly and it will stay like that untill I die, so there's no point of me being here if I can't find love....
Hope your doing well my friend, I do want to say this, getting a girl doesn’t always make people happy, True happiness can come from other things or people such as friends and family, I believe in you bro ❤
That says a lot about how you love, and how she loves. Find somebody that cares and has heart like you do because you deserve that. And it’s ok to feel sad. ❤️🩹
Hypocrite, incesissable, passif, n'oubliez que le temps est notre pire ennemi il se moque de tous et s'installe. Alors toi Installe-toi dans la chaleur ferme les yeux, écoute et profite du temps qu'il tes données.
Life got so hard. I can’t help but think back to the simpler days of sunshine and breezes back home and just close my eyes to feel as if those places of peace I found can be found again.
word for word bar for bar, i dont have the answer lmk if you find it
no words. just sit. listen. remember. and maybe cry...
I understand this pain.
Real..
Real.. so real and relatable
Currently crying after going down a rabbit hole of reminiscent music like this. It’s truly beautiful how music can bring people together in such a melancholic way.
That moment when you realise that they’re gone forever and you’ll never get the chance to see or be with them again. You know you’d give anything for another minute with them. To hold them tight and never let go. You can’t help but hate yourself for taking everyday for granted
“If love could’ve saved you, you’d have lived forever”
i was told by a friend recently that they associate me with fog, mist, and light rain, and that whenever they experience any of those things, they feel like it's my presence.
it meant the world to me.
that’s beautiful.
They mean something to you. those are called family
This song sounds amazing at any pitch and it's rare to find songs that achieve this
That's how you know a song is good ❤
This song makes me feel at peace.
Wish I could go back to 2015 and re-do everything. I'm in an okay spot now but I think about the last decade a lot.
Imagine it had been 20 years you lived like that, instead of a decade. And now you’ve time traveled back 10 years to redo it all. What will you do with these next 10 years? :)
@@remixedlightning It’s natural to regret mistakes it’s unfortunately how we learn the best lessons just don’t focus on the mistakes you have made in the past but focus on how you are going to be better at handling those situations that may have caused those mistakes or actions which you regret making it’s all life think about the positives that you have brought upon other people during the decade you have lived friend.
@Marlbroislifinspiring words brother
I just wanted my dad to see me on my wedding day
Im sure hes proud of you bro. Your a great person ❤
My guy idk how you are or feel but make your own life better by quitting smoking Ik it is/was there when problems were/are but this is gonna stab into your back if you take that too long so brother please quit smoking❤️
im sorry, mine would prolly be absent too.
@@pepepopo7243how come bro
@@pepepopo7243 Sorry to hear man, hope you doing well.
I listen to other audios of this instrumental song, but for some reason this one that’s muffled feels comforting in a way I can’t put into words
Laughter fills the air,
Competing with winter’s howl-
Warmth triumphs again.
I left home in 2021 to go and find myself and to study.Little did i know i was get myself into a very tough position.I met people who influenced me negatively and made me turn for the worst.As am writing I have decided to quit all vices and begin again this journey.Its never too late.Dont ever do drugs guys.My mental health is on the pits as am writing this.Goodluck.
Never underestimate yourself.
Now, go be strong again.
Remember every moment where you ever felt strong, and use it, to get stronger.
Best of luck, brother of humanity.
Brother, you got this. Focus on your physical health first and the mental will fix itself. 2025 will be your year, I believe in you.
Hope you're doing well mate
You can do this, the fact that you re-began this journey shows that you still have that flame in you. Pursue it.
Hey, if your still there... I know where your coming from and Ive been in your exact position. My advice is to get rid of social media and live, explore, study life. God gave all this to us and we must cherish every moment, dont listen to what others say and focus on God.
This reverb is insane, good job and I hope you all achieve great things.
Currently sitting in absolute darkness listening to this and i honestly don't even know what time it is
this makes me come back to reality and look outside from my comfort bubble
this video is perfect. I dont comment on many youtube videos but thanks!
Oneheart, Antent etc. - amazing job they did with this genre.
this makes my heart ache
People often wonder why we like to listen to this kind of music, or why we seem to wallow in such depressing media all the time. If it hurts to listen, why keep listening? But I think, if given a clear-cut choice, people would rather reminisce on a familiar pain than to confront the unknown that is their life.
Thank you for this, stranger
thank you for listening!
I used to have a soul before I met him. Now, without him, my soul is gone; he became my soul. I am just a person to him, perhaps less than that. To me, he was my heartbeat, the light at the end of the tunnel, my strength, my will, my everything. I took him for granted; he softened me, but I hardened him. He was the water, I was the rock, not anymore though. See, now I am the water, and my rock is gone; I am lost at sea, lost in myself. We spent a short time together, but I will forever cherish that time. He made 8 months feel like a decade; we are only so young, but he made me feel old. For I felt like I spent all my adulthood with him, despite not even being an adult yet. No one can ever make me feel that way again, for I have hardened once more. All the quirks I had to me that he loved, I pushed it forever down. It shall prosper in the soles of my feet, and not at my heart; no one like him will fall in love with me again.
I may not know you. But I care about you. Take one day at a time. Hopefully the sun will shine on your face and you will feel hope that things will get better. And that you will find someone like them again. I pray the universe grants you that. Try and have a good day.
I know it’s so hard right now.. take it one step at a time, focus on the things in your life you haven’t lost. Find ways to grow each day. Take it slow and please please know that you are worthy of so much love. Another will come and he will love you for all you are right down to your very soul. I’m so proud of you for making it this far. ❤
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Why did you lose your rock ? Is it because you took her for granted ? Is it your faut I mean ? I didnt understand.
ojala regresar al tiempo...
Remembering my 3rd year of school, back then i hated it i just wanted to be finished with school and live my life without school, ohhhh how foolish 8 year old me was, now here i am, 2 days away from my first day as a year 10 (grade 9) in high school
Sometimes i wish time would just pause for a few years, let us process earlier years before they finish, enjoy what we have in the present moment, let us spend more time with the ones we care about, let us have the happiest moment, let us have the saddest moment, just let us enjoy life as the years go on
And to anyone in lower years or grades depending where you live, enjoy the moment
Verily, we are most fortunate to possess the mortal gift of dying, for we art among the few who can genuinely experience the essence of living🎠.
This song sounds like everything you’ve been through
Exactly 😢
God is great...الحمد لله
indescribable sensations
The happiest moment of my entire life was being in the arms of the woman I loved
After years of cruelty and being ostracised by everyone someone in the world saw me and accepted me
She loved me
It was the greatest sense of joy, comfort and belonging I could ever have hoped for
My entire existence has descended into chaos and misery since then and all I want is release from this twisted, mad world
Please don’t give up... You are still loved even when it feels like you have no one. From a person to another person, I love you and I am so proud of you for pushing on as far as you have, even through your darkest days.❤
I am wondering if some person in the far future will read this. This message is for you. You are loved.
Ay bro… thank you, lowk needed that
I don’t even know what will make me happy anymore. I don’t even know what is wrong with me. Maybe I need to face my fears to feel more confident. I’m tired of feelings, I just need something that will last forever, that will tether me to this world. I don’t even think that my family members, a therapist, or a girl can help me with this. It’s always just been a war within myself, so I must resolve it within myself.
Ask God to guide you, sincerely. You have nothing to lose by doing that.
Hope you're doing okay though man, live is tough but the feeling of accomplishing life is all worth it. Stay strong.
@@uhm294 also, Take healthy supplements. I recommend lions mane mushrooms and mulits. Work out do something challenging, eat healthy, do something risky and fun. Sleep good eat good which i just said it again. Get sunlight reduce any bad habits you have maybe. Be true of yourself. talk to yourself good. Avoid procrastination. avoid any negative thoughts and lastly be kind. Much love :) i was exactly like you but good takes over the bad always
Just breathe and relax go for a walk everyone is loving you
You are important soul and a loving being
Take everything slowly and slowly
Cry a lot get everything out face your emotions and yourself
Think create fail create fail create until you we create your own self in this lonely world
Think what can this moment teach me.
And seek help from god or the universe
They are here inside of you in every breath and every moment of you being here.
Relax and enjoy the journey
I said some words to her that I can never take back. She was the one. It’s snowing outside and the flakes never felt like her finger tips before this.
I was here 🚀
man i love this
This comment section is all we need.
It feels like a safe space, for all of us
Some things just aren't the same
I wish I would have someone to build a future with together. In the past none of the ones I really loved stayed, I don’t know how long this is gonna last..
Read some scripture to this, this song is amazing, much obliged my good sir or ma’am🙌🏾
distant memories of her i sometimes think about
Same , sometimes I don’t even miss her I just miss those moments get stuck in that nostalgia
I feel so many things, but I have nothing to write
I wished he loved me 😔
I want to go home. The only problem is that I can't remember what home is.
I have two... And I don't know which one is really home.
Home is where YOU are…
Did you know that I loved you? Yep I do, I love you more than I say it or think abt it. You have done your best to keep my alive, and I, grateful to all, and ungrateful to the one i have shown the slightest bits of appreciation for. You have grown into a fine person and I am proud of you, I am proud of what I have become.
Will I ever find someone I will love as much as I loved her
this gives me c418 vibes for some reason
POV: you're a 00s kid and you grew up nit realizing how much time as past and how much memories you made. And so you grew up depressed bc you just wanted to relive the good and best, and greatest moments of you're nostalgic past life. Being human hurts sometimes... But it's also beautiful at the same time.
That is so true as a 06s kid I wish I didn’t waste so much time when I was younger but yeah :(
😢 fr
I want a hug...
🫂🤍
one day we will be strangers
And that day has come for I don’t know you
we never asked for happiness, just a little less pain
I am waiting for something but what I am waiting for ?
Yall depressing as hell lmao life is as good as you make it. So do something with that power
обложка очень атмосферная
Это мой будущий дом я буду один жить ни будет ни девушки ни друзей ни кого Одному гораздо лучше быть 😌
@Гок-е4з верно
Быть одному очень даже не плохо, но всё же вообще без никого бывает очень очень тяжело.
@@WoezVargo Я не совсем Один НЕ знаю поймёшь ли ты или нет я Мусульманин СО мной Аллах если что то мне будет тяжело когда я буду один Аллах поможет мне Так что Тяжело не будет )
@Гок-е4з хорошо
думаю я понял тебя правильно
@@WoezVargo Это хорошо что понял Ладно дружище Желаю тебе хорошего дня и твоим родителям и тебе КРЕПКОГО ЗДОРОВЬЯ и твоим родителям тоже
اردت فقط صديق حقيقي
i have nearly died 7-8 times in my life. 5 overdoses, 2 suicide attempts. 1-2 close calls... you know, some of the worst things people have to overcome is either their family or environment. some don't even have any of those foundations set to begin with, others get it out of the mud from nothing.... in spite of all that i have, the pillars of support. my ambition is so scattered, my drive is almost dead... everyday i fight these thoughts, to consume. to get lost in the lusts of life, a man who is still living in his heart like a boy. watching everything around him wither away and grow older and with time colder.
my greatest enemy, is truly in the mirror. i wish i had never tried drugs, honestly. i used to say i wouldn't regret a single way my life has turned out because in this whole process i met God through it. but what if i don't make it?
i have no excuse, i have no justification. some of us have it all in our hands and we don't take advantage, i don't take advantage. im a thorn to those i love and one to myself.
i think maybe deep down im afraid to truly live? to truly sacrifice. maybe i don't have that dog in me, please... don't pick up substances.
It’s ok to feel down and to hate yourself or your decisions. Remember, what you hate may not be all you but just a part of yourself. One that needs to be healed. Most things stem from when we’re young. Instead of seeing a monster in the mirror, there’s a little boy who needs love and help from you. There’s always a start. Please take care of yourself. And know you’re not alone in your pain. ❤️🩹💜
The reason you are still here is because God is not through with your life story, it's not too late to restart with God trust me, ever since I've started reading the Bible I haven't had depression ever since
@@alabamarailfanningproducti139 thank you bro, your words register in my heart.
i have just one ques bro ''know thyself ''
This is probably the cleanest and most organized version yet, but it’s still very rough around the edges. There’s room for improvement for sure, your timing has got to get better and the mixing is grating to listen to, so I would advise on trying to seek advice for that stuff. But hey man, glad to see you making progress and trying out new stuff! 👍🏼
thanks for the comment bud! only started mixing the stretched songs recently. i’d love to hear what your thoughts are on the mixes of the most recent videos. and could you elaborate on what you mean about timing? not sure what you’re referring to
i need advice guys.
i have a corrupted family..when i turned two my parents decided to move across america for dads work(away from family.) he thrived, bought two three story houses, my reputation was the rich, popular kid. after a decade, my mom and dad are fighting every night, i hear it repeatedly, then one day we sit on the couch and they say, " were going back to the west coast." i cry, a lot, then covid hits and were out before airlines get stirct. fast forward to present, my dads divorced two wives, moneys been spilt three times, my actual mom has mental issues, and my minds corrupted. i go to a prestigious high school, even though i live in three homes, no friends, and have a corrupted family. sometimes i wonder, "why did i ever have it so good in the first place?"
You have it like this so you can strengthen your mind. I know I'm not going through the same thing you are but I feel you. You also probably got put in that position because god knew you could handle it. Because you are strong...
Ojala algun dia encuentres paz
i just...
I've been so lost in the deep end
شعور مؤلم عندما المرء يتصارع و يبكي بصمت من أجل الفوز بهذه المعركه ولكن هذه المعركه يجب أن اتقاتل لأجلها! لأن فيه من فوزها الحصول على السعاده الابديه و الراحه الجسديه و العقليه و الصحيه، التفاؤل بالحياه، اولد من جديد من بطن الحياه، عيشه جميله و سهله حتى لو كانت شاقه، شعور بالانتعاش الروحي و القلبي و كل ما هو جميل في هذه الحياه! اتعلمون متى أحصل على هذا كله؟ عندما يكون حمود جنبي ، أكتب عنه الكثير في أي اغنيه استمع إليها و اعلم به أنه لن يقرأها أبداً ولكنني سأظل أكتب عنه حتى اصف أنني كيف احبه كثيرا، سأحارب لأجله سأضحي لأجله سأفعل بكل ما وسعي حتى اسعده و افرح قلبه الصغير الذي أنا احبه كثيرا، سأحارب بحرب مليء بالصعوبات و الدماء ولكنني لن استسلم ! و سأفعلها و سأخذه بيده و نذهب لابعد مكان لا وجود فيه لأي من المخلوقات سوف افوز بهذه المعركه سأفعل كل شي حتى و إن يتطلب أن اضحي و افدي بحياتي و روحي لأجل حمودي سأفعلها! حتى لو وصلت إليه و وقفت أمامه و جسدي و سيفي و خيلي متلطخين بالدماء سأرفع رأسي فخرا أنني قد حاربت لاجله و سأحارب دائما أريد فقط أن اسقط لحضنه و يحتضنني أنا و دمي الذي سيكون بجسدي أريد فقط أن اسمعه أن يقول لي لقد فعلتيها يهيونتي لقد فعلتيها يأميرتي.
أرجوك خذني إليك أشعر ضلوعي تمتلئ بالافتقار من حضنك فقط خذني و اجعلني بحضنك.
You know, friends, I am very tired🖤
Can someone give me advice? After 105 days of talking to this guy I feel that we're going no where, he told me that he couldn't at the moment and that we should stop talking, that was a month ago before he decided to text me to "check up on me" I feel maybe he trapped me. Because after I couldn't stop replying, and the more convos he made up the more I continued to to respond. I don't know what he wants and now, I don't know what I want either. This guy has quite literally ruined my life, yet I still love him so much. We're just teens and we make mistakes, still, why continue to talk to me if you don't feel the same way? Right? I mean I don't know. It's only getting worse. And I'm so close to giving up on "love" I need someone to help me
Ask him straight forward
He’s just leading you on for attention, stop talking to him unless you don’t have feelings anymore. If you keep talking the feelings you have will just get more intense.
You guys are so helpful thank you for helping 😭🙏🏽💕
@@Emiliiiiisingsssss Most of all, don‘t worry too much. Maybe try and channel all energy into yourself instead of somebody else. You will be doing good, I‘m sure.
Time to prove yourself you can overcome everything. Lay off this one way relationship until you're back with a cold head and self built joy.
This songs also cures constipation btw. It evokes peaceful memories and poop comes out
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What is this genre of music even called? I NEED more music like this to drown my life out to.
ambient! i try to upload a video every second day so subscribe and you’ll definitely see more music like this.
Alone
I wish that i could at least one last time i fall in love.. This guy has killed me i should have just stayed by myself i feel like i can't love without feeling pain and i wish it would go away... the pain hurts so much i just want to be happy.. but he didn't replay to my text from 5 hours and ever hour my heart hurt even worse... and all i think is why do i have to be here i don't want to be here i want the pain to go away..
I want to be loved too. What helps me is knowing the pain is a part of myself and not who I am. Something that needs to be healed. Please take care of yourself I promise you’re not alone in your pain ❤️🩹💜❤️ We can heal together. And it’s ok to feel down. Let yourself feel. Love to you my friend ❤️🩹
Maybe she has something to do my friend, you don't have to worry so much, there are millions of people.
Life feels surreal recently
Amazing, could you do a version of this for nevermind, everythings okay - dreamcorp.?
definitely! keep a look out for the next video. always happy to do a recommendation.
the video has been uploaded. thank you for your suggestion.
Hab das heute Abend mit meinen Vater angehört. Er ist 55 Ich bin 22 er meinte zu mir das ein Gefühl beschreibt wozu er nicht die Worte gefunden hat.
Ich geh jetzt bald zum Militär er meinte danach werd ich verstehen was er meint
I want my sister back
i feel that i am invisible to other people
Me when I lost my “brother” (my pet who understood me) :
I don't wanna make it past my 30's or 20's if I can't find love, by myself I have no true purpose in life cuz idc about me, I will never care about me truly and it will stay like that untill I die, so there's no point of me being here if I can't find love....
Hope your doing well my friend, I do want to say this, getting a girl doesn’t always make people happy, True happiness can come from other things or people such as friends and family, I believe in you bro ❤
I care deeply about you, my friend, even though I don't know you. Never forget that more important than romantic love is self-love.
i miss you g 🖤🤵🏽👰🏻♀️
She just left me :(
i wanna go home
Same
She never came.
That says a lot about how you love, and how she loves. Find somebody that cares and has heart like you do because you deserve that. And it’s ok to feel sad. ❤️🩹
nice
I'm giving myself one more year to fix everything
You can do it, I believe in you if everyone else doesn't. Life is hard yet so beautiful. I really hope things start to work out for you
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من فقط میخوام ممد یه گروه بزنه، توش منو صدرا باشیم. طاها اسپم بزنه. ممد خوشحال باشه. صدرا عاشق نیویورک باشه. سال ۲۰۲۰ باشه.
Hypocrite, incesissable, passif, n'oubliez que le temps est notre pire ennemi
il se moque de tous et s'installe.
Alors toi
Installe-toi dans la chaleur ferme les yeux, écoute et profite du temps qu'il tes données.
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