What You Don’t See About Yourself🙈🌻| PICK A BLOOD CELL🩸🔮 In-Depth Tarot Reading

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  • Опубліковано 14 чер 2021
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    🕐Timestamps🕓
    Pile 1 (Plasma): 2:35
    Pile 2 (White Blood Cell): 41:41
    Pile 3 (Antibody): 1:19:35
    Pile 4 (Red Blood Cell): 2:05:54
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    👀About Me👀
    Madison, 23
    Tropical: Aries ☀️ Virgo 🌙 Libra ⬆️
    Sidereal: Pisces☀️ Leo 🌙 Virgo ⬆️
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  • @EsoTarot
    @EsoTarot  3 роки тому +337

    Comment ur blood type I’ll go first: O+
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    🕐Timestamps🕓
    Pile 1 (Plasma): 2:35
    Pile 2 (White Blood Cell): 41:41
    Pile 3 (Antibody): 1:19:35
    Pile 4 (Red Blood Cell): 2:05:54
    🌠Get the Extended HERE!: vimeo.com/ondemand/wyds061621
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    Pile 2: vimeo.com/ondemand/wyds061621/563509344
    Pile 3: vimeo.com/ondemand/wyds061621/563509448
    Pile 4: vimeo.com/ondemand/wyds061621/563509501
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  • @twerkinprogress7770
    @twerkinprogress7770 3 роки тому +1392

    these plushies are SO CUTE. drunk madison was right

  • @theknd
    @theknd 3 роки тому +2417

    it's certainly *bloody* original.

  • @dory1489
    @dory1489 3 роки тому +490

    I feel that pile 3 is just telling me that I'm f*cking up my entire life by being insecure and fearful for no reason... And it's not wrong 💀

    • @hollyb742
      @hollyb742 3 роки тому +15

      My fear of relationships rn: 💀

    • @kubra562
      @kubra562 3 роки тому +10

      same 😩😭

    • @re45on
      @re45on 2 роки тому +15

      At least we're in this together guys😬😂😭

    • @JB-vy9xr
      @JB-vy9xr 2 роки тому +8

      Me to a ‘T’. Since my divorce I’ve been seeing my worth and changing so much for the better. I was thinking today how I can’t let myself EVER go back to the person I used to be.

    • @labulledemimi.
      @labulledemimi. 2 роки тому +7

      We're in this together 🦋

  • @tehfinaljudge4029
    @tehfinaljudge4029 3 роки тому +240

    I wasn’t even interested in what “I didn’t see in myself”, that 3rd plush just called to me and now I’m getting called out by a deck of cards.

  • @marybabe1394
    @marybabe1394 3 роки тому +1323

    Never thought it would be this hard to pick a blood cell
    Update: I choose them all

  • @diwalata2105
    @diwalata2105 3 роки тому +586

    “You use humor as a coping mechanism”
    Someone who uses self-deprecation with sarcasm as my humor: 👁 👄 👁

  • @kaity1428
    @kaity1428 3 роки тому +169

    Pile 2 made me cry, especially realizing how if im not happy with myself no one will ever make me happy and i dont wanna be that person i dont mean to be

  • @jazquartz
    @jazquartz 3 роки тому +156

    Wait omg - Pile 4, When eso tarot said “your future is so bright you need to wear shades” my boyfriend said that to me in the exact words yesterday 💀💀💀😭😭😭

  • @minicutie2266
    @minicutie2266 3 роки тому +372

    Me: picks pile 3
    Her: "Your past deeds are due to insecurities."
    Me: okay this is my pile 👁️👄👁️

  • @turtleby
    @turtleby 3 роки тому +291

    “Fear is what if, faith is even if” Well said ESO, I’m crying right now

    • @ZenOverMatter
      @ZenOverMatter 2 роки тому +1

      omgosh that is a lovely outlook

    • @rekhaastiza7794
      @rekhaastiza7794 Рік тому +1

      We picked the same pile, i was crying thru the whole reading

  • @im_a_mess_d4853
    @im_a_mess_d4853 2 роки тому +157

    pile 1: "you might be a night owl"
    me: *watching this at 2 in the morning* interesting 🤔

  • @bumblebeekinz6373
    @bumblebeekinz6373 3 роки тому +256

    Pile 3 made me cry honestly. I’ve realized recently that there’s a lot of times where I don’t really put out the effort I want to and I end up disappointed in the outcome. (With hobbies, school, relationships) I’ve noticed I often let myself down when I know I could be the best true version of myself due to how scary that change is. There’s so much I want to take on and I want my confidence to grow. But I won’t allow it to because the idea of stepping out of the comfort zone is scary of to me. I know the change is there to be made and it’s ready for me. But actually taking on the change is a scary thought.

    • @yv7252
      @yv7252 3 роки тому +8

      Literally agree with you but WE DESERVES EVERYTHING WE DREAM OF

    • @morgana.5072
      @morgana.5072 3 роки тому +2

      💛💛💛💛

    • @EmyN
      @EmyN 3 роки тому +2

      Girl same, I feel you... 😔✊

  • @JuJu-DnC22
    @JuJu-DnC22 3 роки тому +390

    😂👏😜 “ if you have problems with their names….. get your own damn blood cells n Name them “
    😍👏😂😂😂😂😂

  • @sid362
    @sid362 3 роки тому +220

    Picked pile 2, what a coincidence about unconditional love and ego. I pulled a card for myself other day and it was titled "unconditional love" and I've been thinking to myself I'm such a nervous wreck because of bad experiences and I've had a bad habit of believing it'll always happen ..I'm letting my ego kill me

    • @iemaj
      @iemaj 3 роки тому +11

      Pile 2 here and i can relate what you said . I am also letting my ego go and seek for validation.

    • @omni8568
      @omni8568 3 роки тому +2

      @@iemaj damn same yeah my ego is getting so big that I’m like uhhhhh bruh I gotta chill

  • @mrybiscuits
    @mrybiscuits 3 роки тому +121

    #3. I feel like a child who couldn't admit that they lost and when someone pointed it out, I just cried.

  • @artemisbelial8241
    @artemisbelial8241 3 роки тому +109

    Pile 3. Everything you said was true. I feel like my higher self is literally eating away the old pieces of myself, even if they're not dead yet, just sick and needing to be cut away.

  • @MirandaDelancey
    @MirandaDelancey 3 роки тому +157

    Pile 4: “what other people think of me is none of my business” I just told myself this today. Resonated well, thank you 🤍✨

  • @elijahrios
    @elijahrios 3 роки тому +240

    “if you have problems with the names get your own damn stuffed blood cells and name them yourself.” 😂 i love you so much eso !

    • @Vdb___
      @Vdb___ 3 роки тому +8

      😆 yeah that had me laughing too ☺️💚

  • @kirbysthiccthighs
    @kirbysthiccthighs 3 роки тому +124

    pile 2. i’m literally shocked. you described my situation to a T. long story short,, fake and toxic ex friends, huge argument over _LITERALLY_ nothing, and constant harassment. i dropped them the SECOND they dehumanized me (literally) because i know i deserve better. i really needed to hear that bit about ego as well, because it’s similar to a conversation me and one of my other witch friends had. their ego is literally what keeps them going. that’s it. they refuse to admit they were wrong.
    genuinely, thank you. this reading felt so much like a facetime call with a best friend, and this was the exact type of energy i needed right now.
    also,, to anyone else in the comments who might see this; YOU DESERVE BETTER THAN TRASH TREATMENT. i promise. that type of stuff is NEVER okay. even if it’s not as far as my ex friends went, you’re not a doormat. don’t let people walk all over you and treat you like one. you’re a diamond and deserve to feel as such💎✨💜
    edit 2: i know i used “literally” a bunch in the first bit, but there aren’t any other words that do it justice. every “literally” is meant in the dictionary definition type💀

  • @skywxrl6140
    @skywxrl6140 3 роки тому +97

    I chose pile 4 and literally today I quit my toxic job and got all my things back from a toxic friend who I've decided to no longer be friends with. So now I have no friends but I don't care because it's time to focus on me and surround myself with people who really do care about me and my health unlike my toxic friend who cared more about getting me to smoke than accepting that I want to quit. This is my life and I am absolutely going to live it how I want.

    • @user-eh6tm5jv9p
      @user-eh6tm5jv9p 3 роки тому

      why tf would they want u to smoke 😐

    • @skywxrl6140
      @skywxrl6140 3 роки тому

      @@user-eh6tm5jv9p ikr she told me that she was upset that she wouldn't have anyone to smoke with anymore even though her whole family is smokers smh

  • @mayhemandglitter4611
    @mayhemandglitter4611 3 роки тому +176

    Pile 2 :
    "It's almost like you choose violence"
    Me, an Aries rising, many times in the past: I wake up every day and choose war.
    😅😅😅

    • @moonlight-mm3iw
      @moonlight-mm3iw 3 роки тому +2

      Same bhahahah

    • @444kizzez
      @444kizzez 3 роки тому

      samee me having a water sun and a fire rising lmfao

    • @trixie6533
      @trixie6533 3 роки тому

      I have a fire dominant, retrograde pisces mars in 5th and i can relate LOL

    • @ithseem
      @ithseem 3 роки тому

      Laughs in Sagittarius sun

    • @elibell19
      @elibell19 3 роки тому

      Me Sag with Gemini rising, and moon in Scorpio

  • @laurenguthrie8142
    @laurenguthrie8142 3 роки тому +50

    “No is a complete sentence.” Wow! How powerful!

  • @Kevin-xe3th
    @Kevin-xe3th 2 роки тому +143

    Hi friends! My name is Kevin, I'm a trans guy and my pronouns are he/they. I'm from Naples, Italy and I apologize if you may experience some struggle reading my words, but English is not my first language and I'm still in the process of learning to speak it fluently. I'm here to share what I experienced after listening this reading, but the real reason why I'm writing this down is to inspire some of you with hope and courage

    • @22dumbstreet
      @22dumbstreet 2 роки тому +6

      I choose you as my fighter 🔥💕 I'm so happy for you and I'm sorry about your parents. it is what it is, thou. we move. thank you for sharing this 🥺💖 as a fellow pile 4 it just locks in my faith in this reading

    • @rue6453
      @rue6453 2 роки тому +4

      Thanks for sharing❥︎

    • @yang9214
      @yang9214 2 роки тому +5

      Omg thank you so much for sharing your story, fellow trans person! This gave me hope for my own journey in transitioning 😭💓💞

    • @gillb9222
      @gillb9222 2 роки тому +1

      Your English is great Kevin

    • @GingeRenee
      @GingeRenee 2 роки тому +6

      Dear Kevin, please know you are loved ans beautiful. I am sorry you are going through so much at such a young age too. I’m 36 and I wanted to tell you I admire you’re bravery! Only you can know what it is that will make you happy. I take T just foe supplememt because my levels are low even as a female but it helped me to feel better. Please remember to listen to your heart always. I can’t say that I understand the transition journey that you are in but I have transforming in a spiritual way. My family is Christian and so my new path of enlightenment is definitely nothing they could understand or accept sometimes we feel we need to validate others but it only steals ur life essence in the end. There is only one of you and you have a destiny of purpose and fulfillment. We all have it for us we just have to choose us. I just wanted to send you love and light dear friend. You are beautiful never let anyone including your own insecurities tell u differently. Your English is excellent too by the way. Much love from a fellow 🦋! - your friend sending you support, - Ginger

  • @jade.honey.
    @jade.honey. 3 роки тому +27

    pile one : "if you wouldnt judge other people for that, why are you judging yourself for that?" THAT HIT ME LIKE A ROCK.

  • @iv2790
    @iv2790 3 роки тому +178

    pile 3: you have me crying at 2 am, i was honestly looking for a sign and your video came up. i have been learning and realizing so much. i feel like a baby lost in a chaotic ocean. i can feel myself shedding everything ive known away and it's so painful because it really is all just patterns and chaos. i know it will be good once i open myself up to it completely, im trying. thank you ❤️

    • @seharabbasii
      @seharabbasii 3 роки тому +6

      Damn relatable af

    • @chelseaescalada2816
      @chelseaescalada2816 3 роки тому +6

      Hugs. Tight hugs for you. Keep going.

    • @iv2790
      @iv2790 3 роки тому +3

      @@seharabbasii we got this 🤝❤️

    • @iv2790
      @iv2790 3 роки тому +3

      @@chelseaescalada2816 thank you ❤️

    • @seharabbasii
      @seharabbasii 3 роки тому +2

      @@iv2790 ❤🥺

  • @miladotcom
    @miladotcom 3 роки тому +63

    pile 1 - i have a big heart and I'm strong, but for what if I'm always taken advantage of, like, I'm tired... It's always been lessons after lessons and i never get anything good and solid. I just want to be able to have the good normal life everyone has so easily

    • @ClaraBarros003
      @ClaraBarros003 3 роки тому +5

      Im pile 1 too, and i been trough a lot. Today im turning 18, and i only wanted to say that you should belive what they said. You are an especial individual and the pain will worth

    • @miladotcom
      @miladotcom 3 роки тому +4

      @@ClaraBarros003 Hello Clara! Don't apologize for your english skills, we're all always learning. I'm from Brazil so I know how it is hehe.
      Idk if it's really worth it because it's like, I learn and change and my enviroment / exterior world doesn't. so it's like a fish growing bigger than it's fish tank, you know what i mean? So what's the point in being this "special individual" if nothing special even happens for me?
      Anyways, thank you for your words, and Happy Birthday!! I hope all your dreams come true!!

    • @Nokss87
      @Nokss87 3 роки тому +3

      Same 😭😭😭

  • @malaikarose2985
    @malaikarose2985 3 роки тому +73

    Pile 3: This is intense. Like, there's a lot to unpack... And physically I'm tense all over through this. It's so wild hearing my thoughts... Ugh! I can't even articulate what I'm... 😬...

  • @aziazors
    @aziazors 3 роки тому +35

    pile 3 …. literally everything i’ve struggled with for years and everything i NEEDED to hear DAMN . it’s like u know me

  • @gjvx37
    @gjvx37 3 роки тому +30

    " fear is "what if", and faith is "even if" " this one hits hard

  • @blobymcblobface
    @blobymcblobface 3 роки тому +103

    I picked pile 4. Laughing about the Mary Shelly thing. Whenever I need to help someone with physical labor, I hunch my back and go "Igor will help". It's just one of the weird things I do

    • @PippaPasses
      @PippaPasses 3 роки тому +3

      Haha that’s golden mate

    • @fairyprincess512
      @fairyprincess512 3 роки тому +2

      dead. you sound like a fun friend :)

    • @violetmoon6233
      @violetmoon6233 2 роки тому


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    • @violetmoon6233
      @violetmoon6233 2 роки тому

      Lol that's hilarious! 🎩 😁

  • @loomonda18
    @loomonda18 2 роки тому +24

    I'm not a huge spirit/tarot person, but it have to say, i find myself to keep coming back to your videos bc of your unbelievable accuracy...it's crazy. I have watched some other people's tarot videos, and i feel like they sort of speak with a shot to the wind, hoping that part of it will stick to the listener. But you - i don't know how - but your readings are consistently sooo true and so accurate to myself as an individual.

  • @ashleyharris6923
    @ashleyharris6923 3 роки тому +35

    Pile 1: That poem is called “The Rime of the Ancient Mariner.” Nice reference point Eso.

  • @SincerelySnicker
    @SincerelySnicker 3 роки тому +66

    Pile 2:
    Hey... Thank you... I've been so big on loving myself, trusting myself and letting go of everyone that hurt me and how I allowed that to impact me and stop going with things that don't feel right and don't make me genuinely and stop indulging in mock happiness, because that puts me in a lot of situations to get hurt really badly.
    Thank you.

  • @jiwonnaman_
    @jiwonnaman_ 3 роки тому +180

    Ugh you’re literally the cutest 😭 i always look forward to your readings

  • @crossfade1573
    @crossfade1573 2 роки тому +99

    Pile 4 - ima trans dude but thing is, i was ashamed for having masculine energy, mentality, interests, hobbies, etc. because i was born a chick. yet, i never could resonate as a woman or could connect to my femininity, even in childhood. this reading was all i needed to know. i want to be accepted as not only a man, but as a person. i don't want people to force me to do things as a woman. shit was traumatic. imma just do me and imma be proud doing it. what's it gonna take?

    • @sammm816
      @sammm816 2 роки тому +7

      Sending more power and love to you. You are excepted and loved the way you are.❤️✨

    • @lucila5125
      @lucila5125 2 роки тому +4

      You are completely valid!!! Please take care of yourself and what you do should make YOU happy man!!! ❤️❤️❤️

    • @heelothehamster3013
      @heelothehamster3013 2 роки тому +1

      I am also a trans man that choose pile 4! Nice brother

    • @ellareadstheroom
      @ellareadstheroom 2 роки тому

      💖

    • @the.clarion
      @the.clarion 2 роки тому +2

      I'm trans nonbinary and bisexual. Chose pile 3&4🥺🧡 More power to us🙏

  • @ImmaPerson23
    @ImmaPerson23 3 роки тому +47

    Pile 4 struck a chord with me so hard, I've teared up several times. "Something about Mary Shelley is relevant here," especially stopped me dead in my tracks. My friend who recently passed away had gifted me a Frankenstein book for Christmas. Thank you for this reading, I just wanted reassurance that I'm where I need to be

    • @lucila5125
      @lucila5125 2 роки тому +2

      I’m so sorry for your loss. I love Mary Shelley and Frankenstein. I’m pretty sure your friend is taking care of you from a beautiful place 💖
      You are so strong

    • @ImmaPerson23
      @ImmaPerson23 2 роки тому +1

      @@lucila5125 Thank you for your kind words, I hope you are treated well in life

  • @SheWhoLoves_
    @SheWhoLoves_ 3 роки тому +62

    Pile 3 was yelling from the moment I clicked.

  • @bruh4972
    @bruh4972 3 роки тому +18

    Deck 3 here~ I wanted to change for so long and this is super accurate! I wish yall good luck in changing or growing. Here's some angel numbers 💫 : 111 222 333 444 555 666 777 888 999

  • @polarizedfromjupiter4025
    @polarizedfromjupiter4025 2 роки тому +16

    Pile 4: I literally felt a hit in my gut I’m moving leaving my school and “home” town for the first time in my life and I’ve been sober and struggling with it. But hollyyyy I’m literally reading Frankenstein. When you casually said Mary Shelly my jaw dropped.

  • @lunameimei
    @lunameimei 3 роки тому +11

    3🙏 I’ve been emotionally closed off for so long. I feel vulnerable and naked when I need to open up. Thank you for letting me know that I’m worth it.

  • @herenow4550
    @herenow4550 3 роки тому +28

    Pile 2 broke my heart. (well, heart's already broken). I'm just so exhausted. Love your readings though and always grateful x

  • @muachiii7067
    @muachiii7067 3 роки тому +169

    you have no idea how much i needed to hear this eso. this reading is so inspiring and exactly what i needed to hear right now. growth can be such a lonely road sometimes, but i’m so lucky i have you to guide me and encourage me🌈 thank you eso keep doing what you’re doing✨ you’re amazing 💖

    • @EsoTarot
      @EsoTarot  3 роки тому +30

      You’ve got this!!! Your guides and I are so proud!!

    • @Ginnytonic
      @Ginnytonic 3 роки тому

      Love your dp

    • @MonstarScaly
      @MonstarScaly 3 роки тому +2

      Junji Ito-Tomie inspired pfp? I love it. 👁️💌👌🏾

  • @cc-yi3zv
    @cc-yi3zv 3 роки тому +19

    Pile 4
    Me: a Taurus, born in the year of the dog and literally learning about red blood cells in my biology class

  • @sadeanthony2760
    @sadeanthony2760 3 роки тому +30

    Pile 1. You are gifted. Everything you said was true even down to the star signs. Wow. Thank you

  • @murielvelazquez7269
    @murielvelazquez7269 3 роки тому +64

    Pile 4 : "so the lighting might be Significant...."
    Me: *looking at the image of Thor in my altar* Oh crap.... Here we go...

  • @lazy_raichu
    @lazy_raichu 3 роки тому +57

    This theme is sooo clever! I didn't think much of it until u explained it, and i love it, their names too 😂😂✨

  • @tyrawatkins6285
    @tyrawatkins6285 2 роки тому +10

    I fr almost cried for pile 1 when it said forgive yourself for thinking someone can replace you 😭 I always feel like I’m so easily replaceable and that feeds my insecurity and I need to let that go. Also yessss to the strong ancestors. My Nana’s spirit is always very prevalent for me and she does not take any mess! She’s so blunt and forceful even to me but it’s tough love lol

  • @phantazm2012
    @phantazm2012 2 роки тому +10

    Even though I wore size S, I used to be insecure in my body - that’s shameful but truth. Now I am size M-L but I feel more secure in my body.

  • @anikalee9012
    @anikalee9012 3 роки тому +14

    I can't believe everything you say hit right through my heart. I pick pile 1. My family and everywhere I go is Narcisist cult. I break down and hit the rock bottom. I was a victim of NPD since I was born. I am healing myself. It's just like everything you said. It's unbelievable.

  • @Chigirl5003
    @Chigirl5003 3 роки тому +21

    I really was confused with what pile was for me…“ people didn’t understand you” and your coming out of a cycle where your focusing on yourself ……..”you felt like someone who didn’t fit in” ….. yup pile 1

  • @shaejackson6925
    @shaejackson6925 2 роки тому +10

    Pile 3.. 100% on EVERYTHING! Thank you.. same about my Moldavite as well.. people are always talking about how intense it is when all you have to do is just listen to what your intuition is telling you.. the issues come when resistance happens.. I can say there has definitely been some drastic changes since I started wearing it but yes I have always been one to follow my truths for most of my life.. except when it came to my emotions.. so yes.. 100! I love it as always.. thank you 💜
    SN: I had a dream about an octopus 2 days ago and have been seeing all the animals mentioned in this reading

  • @keiraoliver1535
    @keiraoliver1535 3 роки тому +25

    "i think hawks eat rabbits, i mean, they certainly dont shop at wholes foods."

  • @godless_rain22
    @godless_rain22 3 роки тому +86

    Me a pretty new deconstructed Christian who is accepting their sexuality in their late 20s, trying to recover from people pleasing and caring too much what others think picking pile 4: 👀👀
    Awesome reading though :)

    • @theholyhaunted
      @theholyhaunted 3 роки тому +2

      Omg samesies

    • @ellagage1256
      @ellagage1256 3 роки тому +1

      Mood

    • @shadoerayne
      @shadoerayne 2 роки тому +1

      Wow friend! 😱Going thru same exact thing, just in my early 30s. 😜 thank you for posting 🙏, makes me not feel as alone :).

  • @jmeowdy5004
    @jmeowdy5004 3 роки тому +24

    Pile 4.
    I started a new job this week and I’m having a hard time because I feel like most my coworkers hate me or like I annoy them. I have been too consumed by the fear of what others think of me and definitely needed to hear this message.

    • @violetmoon6233
      @violetmoon6233 2 роки тому

      🌟💚🌟🌟💚🌟💙🌟
      🌟💚💚💚💚🌟💚🌟
      🌟💚🌟🌟💚🌟💚🌟

  • @tarArdhini
    @tarArdhini 2 роки тому +21

    Pile 1. Your reading made my day because it's so accurate on a deep level. Especially when your voice starts to break when you're talking about three of cups. It makes my heart so warm. Thank you very much for doing this!❤

  • @flavorsings
    @flavorsings 3 роки тому +5

    Pile 2. wow, Eso.... i have watched many of your readings, and you always blow my mind but this one REALLY blown me away... 😭😭 even just by that first sentence when you said "you're hoping for a white knight to save you from all your troubles and worries. but you realize there's no one that will make you happy until you make yourself happy." 😭 and like... the whole thing you said!! especially about having my kind of sensitivity and my heart is important, but it may take time to understand that and learn how to navigate them in connections (bc at times i want my ego to win instead, etc) and to accept that the universe protects me and got my back... 😭💗 how i must embrace lightness within me... absolutely love the 3 self-forgiveness cards. all of them resonated! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS READING!! 💗sending love your way! 🌟

  • @naomimayarose5171
    @naomimayarose5171 3 роки тому +27

    I am low income and disabled. I can’t afford to pay you so I learned from Charlotte to let the commercials play for your channel. I pray this helps. Pile 2 thank you so much for this service 🙏🏼💞 I am a light worker too ! Keep loving yourselves white blood cells! Keep taking the highroad! Keep questioning the ego!

  • @456inthemix
    @456inthemix 3 роки тому +21

    Relevant: "It's not my job to dim my light to make others more comfortable its theirs."

  • @Mimistyle78
    @Mimistyle78 2 роки тому +7

    Antibody: it’s true that it’s a lot of soul true self learning and growing period for me. I really cannot ignore my subconscious thoughts. I gain so much awareness now... and it’s true that I’m changing and being opened now. It’s not easy

  • @arlethcamunez4173
    @arlethcamunez4173 2 роки тому +10

    Pile 4- The fact that this resonated with me so much is amazing. I’m a Capricorn and I’ve always wanted to be a boxer and have somewhat had a dream of being a singer, but some of family doubt me especially my grandma she doesn’t want me to get hurt or whatever but my mom is very supportive and she is a Leo. I just want to let you know Eso that you are amazing at what you do and you are like one of the only tarot card readers that actually have readings that resonate with me. (Sorry it’s so long lol)

  • @Deus589
    @Deus589 3 роки тому +49

    eso: pile 1 is the might hurt tarot
    me: oh cool im safe with pile 2 haha
    eso: pile 2 is the might hurt tarot
    me: 👁👄👁💧

  • @notsokeen
    @notsokeen 3 роки тому +94

    I'm usually a silent viewer (a person who watches, but does not interact much outside of liking a video or subscribing), but I wanted to comment and say how much I appreciated this reading.
    I chose Pile 3. For a few months now, I've become aware of many aspects and negative thought/action patterns in my life. For majority of the years I spent in school, a lot of the reasoning behind my actions was fear-based and rooted in insecurity; I would do things because I was afraid of how someone would view me (such as an authority figure, like a parent or teacher), and often stretch myself thin trying to impress everyone to get validation that I could be successful and worthy of being loved. This led me to allowing others to take advantage of me, which furthered this idea in my head that I wasn't worthy of good things (also, it was due to me not respecting myself enough to hold boundaries); it also made me afraid of my feelings because I had done so many things based on negative emotions (i.e. fear and anxiety), and I had a hard time experiencing/processing positive feelings (mostly because I grew up thinking I didn't deserve happiness). Part of what I am going through now is recognizing that I am as worthy and deserving of good things as the next person (I used to cry whenever someone told me they were proud of me - now I don't), and that I should not be afraid to speak the truth to myself and embrace all parts of me (especially the aspects that need healing). I have also gotten closer to my spiritual practice and have not felt this happy in a long time. Sure, there are growing (spiritual) pains, but looking back, I've made so much growth since I was a kid and I'm happy I'm still here. I'm also grateful for those in my close circle who I can lean on and confide in when I need to.
    Side note: my Chinese zodiac is the rabbit, and I am an Aquarius Sun (Pisces Moon), so I kept chuckling when I saw the Swords (because I am prone to overthinking and getting in my head a lot - I'm working on it though :) ) One more thing: my blood type is AB.

    • @ear8642
      @ear8642 3 роки тому +4

      Thank you for sharing

    • @ReadingsWithRali
      @ReadingsWithRali 3 роки тому +7

      Thanks for sharing! I chose the same pile and have very much been feeling the same. It’s super hard to shift like this but I can feel the rewards will be great. 🤗

    • @chelseaescalada2816
      @chelseaescalada2816 3 роки тому +3

      Hello, fellow Aquarius Sun! Sending warm and tights hugs on your way!

    • @notsokeen
      @notsokeen 3 роки тому

      @@ear8642 Thank you for taking the time to read it! I hope you are having a beautiful morning/afternoon/evening.

    • @notsokeen
      @notsokeen 3 роки тому

      @@ReadingsWithRali Thank you for taking the time to read my story! Yes, I could not agree with you more

  • @harleenquinzel3442
    @harleenquinzel3442 2 роки тому +6

    I’m tearing up because I’m pile 2, and she started talking about an uncomfortable truth and in my past I was putting up so many walls to scare people off to protect myself, but I hurt more people and myself

  • @nikki.ragnvindr
    @nikki.ragnvindr 3 роки тому +14

    I picked pile 3 because Sir Walter is cute and then I ended up hearing something I needed with my subpar mental and emotional state. Thank you, Madison! 🥺

  • @OE2023
    @OE2023 3 роки тому +96

    Pile 1 - "you might be used to carrying some crap" say no more this is my pile. Hahaha

    • @meghana1113
      @meghana1113 3 роки тому +2

      Yeah!
      And also middle child one😳

    • @irises3724
      @irises3724 3 роки тому

      @@meghana1113 same

    • @pwetty4r4
      @pwetty4r4 3 роки тому +5

      me being constipated for the last 3 weeks

    • @pastelpanta2966
      @pastelpanta2966 2 роки тому

      @@meghana1113 yeahh fr

  • @s.schlum682
    @s.schlum682 3 роки тому +126

    I'm currently trying to write my paper on blood cancer. I'm down for this! I'm READY.

    • @stephanieadelaarson
      @stephanieadelaarson 3 роки тому +13

      If you need any help on this topic, not only have I gone through non-hodgekins lymphoma, I am also a nurse practitioner

    • @stephanieadelaarson
      @stephanieadelaarson 3 роки тому +11

      feel free to shoot me a message on FB. Same exact name.

    • @leilah6590
      @leilah6590 3 роки тому +2

      @@stephanieadelaarson so happy you made it through non-Hodgkins lymphoma- it’s such a hard thing to go through. You’re so strong!

  • @claudiag1547
    @claudiag1547 3 роки тому +26

    “Instead of getting lit, you’re gonna see the light” I want this on a shirt please & thank you 😂😂😂💀😂😂😂😂

  • @sofiamaldonado411
    @sofiamaldonado411 2 роки тому +54

    Pile 3, I've been struggling with coming to terms with my sexuality lately and this really impacted me. Thank you

    • @jakekideewanihayemainmarja832
      @jakekideewanihayemainmarja832 2 роки тому

      Hey I hope you feel better ❤️❤️❤️ universe is with you ❤️❤️

    • @lucila5125
      @lucila5125 2 роки тому +1

      Hii just remember: you are valid!!! Your feelings and experiences are valid. Whatever you decide at the end of the day should make YOU happy ❤️❤️❤️💖

    • @Kowrin1
      @Kowrin1 2 роки тому

      Hey I have gone through my own journey with discovering my own sexuality and while there are people who can embrace theirs, it can be a tough pill to swallow for many!! What you're going through and discovering about yourself is a beautiful thing!

  • @idkwhyimhere4243
    @idkwhyimhere4243 3 роки тому +22

    Its so crazy how these pick a card readings always get on my recommended when I need them most. I pick pile 2 and it was crazy accurate to what iv been going through and experienced lately.

  • @kpkp7277
    @kpkp7277 3 роки тому +39

    Pile 1: I was literally crying. It’s so accurate. I am a Gemini, Rising:Leo and Moon is Scorpio. And everything you said it is true I tried to please one of my friends and tried to fit in and that was harming myself. I do have clairvoyance, and I was treated poorly. I also have been seeing messages about gratitude

    • @kaikai52720
      @kaikai52720 3 роки тому

      I love your astrological makeup.

    • @doodoocaca3936
      @doodoocaca3936 3 роки тому +2

      Literally twins but my moon is in Aquarius

  • @saltysnake96
    @saltysnake96 3 роки тому +12

    "one of those truths you're having to face is that you have feelings" Que that one money meme side eyeing my tiny neglected empathic heart I've finally started to try and understand/care for.

  • @kymmy321
    @kymmy321 3 роки тому +33

    Pile 1: Just wrote a poem about the sea and shoreline today.
    Anyways posting the title
    The Rime of the Ancient Mariner
    Poem by Samuel Taylor Coleridge

    • @MoonsEssentials
      @MoonsEssentials 3 роки тому +3

      I would love, if your willing to share that poem here? I feel it's a safe enough space. There are those of us in a different part of this discovery life journey, sure. Most part, safe. Either way, thank you for posting title.

    • @kymmy321
      @kymmy321 2 роки тому +1

      Wharf By Kym. W
      Anchored buoy;
      exclaimed ahoy.
      Uniform boards afloat;
      cleat fasten boat.
      Global aquaria;
      quayside area.
      Ceaseless waves endure;
      mooring tightly secure.
      Vessel assigned rows
      departure whistle blows.
      High tide swirls in;
      next voyage begins.

  • @brittni492
    @brittni492 3 роки тому +51

    I listened to pile 2’s extended. Just want to say thank you Madison. Spiritual connections are hard. I just really try to focus on my lessons and listen to my intuition. It’s tough when your intuition and the signs guide you back to them only for the other person to make you feel crazy. Thanks for confirming that I’m not crazy. I was literally just asking my guides to send me a sign that I’m not crazy. I have been seeing 222 and 44 everywhere. I honestly just wish my soul didn’t choose to incarnate with them. Since my awakening I can really feel my soul longing and it just sucks. I managed to block it out for 10 years but now all my chakras are activated there’s no escaping it.

    • @theresa4356
      @theresa4356 3 роки тому +2

      Recently I keep seeing 44 👀

    • @sarapistoli4231
      @sarapistoli4231 3 роки тому

      Omg I’ve been seeing 44 everywhere and I’m in a soul connection can you please shed some light from the extended I can’t complete the login from my country 😔

    • @sarapistoli4231
      @sarapistoli4231 3 роки тому

      @@theresa4356 what is the meaning of seeing 44 everywhere?

    • @brittni492
      @brittni492 3 роки тому

      I’m not really sure what it means guys. I’d just google 44 angel number meaning and see if it resonates with you.

  • @goryglory19
    @goryglory19 3 роки тому +75

    Pick a blood cell?? Eso the anatomy nerd in me is screaming I LOVE THIS 🥰‼️

    • @meghana1113
      @meghana1113 3 роки тому +6

      She always comes with such unique reading. Pick a food🤣😍😍

    • @dianeaishamonday9125
      @dianeaishamonday9125 3 роки тому

      @@meghana1113 pick a carb
      Lol pizza is life

  • @sleepyote
    @sleepyote 2 роки тому +3

    Pile 2. It was the 🥺 face for me.

  • @DumboBimbo02
    @DumboBimbo02 2 роки тому +6

    Pile 4: I have definitely been going through some growing pains from shedding old ways of thinking and starting to love and value myself, and being okay with not caring what others think about me. Transforming your thought processes is really hard but will be worth it

  • @moozhanb5035
    @moozhanb5035 3 роки тому +7

    pile 1. you just cried saying you have some real friends that got you, and the name of my friend came into my mind, and suddenly she called exactly that moment :) Love you Madison. you heal me.

  • @vivurix
    @vivurix 3 роки тому +22

    I'm in the 2nd group and the reading almost made me cry, this video hit really hard and it opened things up for me and I appreciate it. Thank you 😊 💓

  • @the1betterpodcast84
    @the1betterpodcast84 3 роки тому +13

    The plasma cell was too accurate 😂
    Lived with narcs all my life, look at me now w/ no strong sense of self 😂

  • @melanieb6214
    @melanieb6214 3 роки тому +10

    "Aries Scaries" and "Pisces Crises" had me dying. Pisces sun and Aries rising, I'm real fun sometimes 😂😅

  • @fenris5616
    @fenris5616 3 роки тому +14

    Pile 1 gang. I am sobbing. This is so accurate and so hard to hear but also incredibly validating. Thank you. 🤍

  • @xwinter7708
    @xwinter7708 3 роки тому +7

    Pile #2: Exactly I’ve been relying on others wayy too much :) always wanted someone to save me escape me out of it but lately I realised that no such person exists out there

  • @brandonstewart5398
    @brandonstewart5398 3 роки тому +18

    I picked deck 2 and you made me cry. A lot. But everything seems to do that lately. I honestly needed to hear this. I have no problem with giving unconditional love though. That's my downfall. I forgive what I shouldn't like how my ex treats me. I've forgiven her many times because she's been there for more than a third of my life and I'm scared to let go. Even now while she's acting cold and being hateful for no reason that I know of, I try to understand and get hurt for it.

  • @matildaheredia3054
    @matildaheredia3054 3 роки тому +9

    Pile 3: Thank you so much! I needed this reading more than I thought. I knew I was going through changes and I was getting really confused with who I was or what I was doing or where I was going. I didn’t think I was doing the right things lately but this gave me hope. Thank you ten times over 🙏

  • @pwetty4r4
    @pwetty4r4 3 роки тому +5

    pile 1 was super accurate for me. I was bending over backwards to keep the relationships in my life afloat. And have always struggled with learning who I was because I tend to mirror what ever situation I am currently in

  • @jk7648
    @jk7648 3 роки тому +31

    Pile 4. "you get inspiration like lightning"
    *Me who's already paused the video twice to write something down* 👀

  • @sadeanthony2760
    @sadeanthony2760 3 роки тому +4

    I really struggled with the idea of being seen, I thought being seen would cause me harm. I have to outgrow these old paradigms. Life isn't playing with me anymore

  • @valerieduguay8193
    @valerieduguay8193 3 роки тому +10

    Pile 1 it's not the first time I hear "dolphins might be significant" and everytime it makes me think of a video you made about why we have met this person and I was represented by the dolphin! Everything just really resonated thank you! :)

  • @kathrynchi4362
    @kathrynchi4362 3 роки тому +4

    Deck 3 really knocked me out!!! 😭 I am a Capricorn & my jaw absolutely dropped when you said the devil card embodied Capricorn energy 💀
    “You continue to betray yourself when you don’t listen to your intuition/gut” resonated so freaking much!!! My intuition has never EVER lied to me before, and I know better now than to ignore it but so many times in the past I have and I’ve paid for it.

  • @meapmania1759
    @meapmania1759 3 роки тому +8

    Sir Walter has pleasing eyes 😭 I love him already.

  • @MsFlybybutterfly
    @MsFlybybutterfly 3 роки тому +16

    “Drunk Madison shops for sober Madison.”
    🤣
    I can relate! 🙋🏽‍♀️

  • @pau7016
    @pau7016 3 роки тому +8

    she was reading me so well that i should've seen it coming when she said "this has aries moon energy" but mannnnn, my jaw dropped to the floor

  • @samcastellon1939
    @samcastellon1939 3 роки тому +18

    you’re so creative with your readings, and I love it so much😭😭

  • @camilleg9403
    @camilleg9403 3 роки тому +15

    Antonio the Antibody brought 100% accuracy about me 😳 it's a hard time for me right now...
    I'm a cancer so water, crabs with his shell etc.. It's so true. And I'm a huge overthinker.. Thank you for this reading 😘

  • @araceliolmos3201
    @araceliolmos3201 3 роки тому +1

    GIRL I LOVE YOU. I recently became obsessed with your channel because of how much it resonates each time. I was in the white blood cell pile and hearing what you had to say about me or my energy was so healing😭💜I essentially come here knowing i am going to receive what my souls needs to feel/hear/validate.

  • @jazquartz
    @jazquartz 3 роки тому +10

    Pile 4: Ive finally given myself a chance to trust my intuition and spirituality - ive started doing tarot and crystal and rune readings, and it seems ive been pretty accurate so far 🥰 my artistic and musical endeavours have also had good feedback, so maybe I have just needed to trust myself in order to find my path in life 🤷‍♀️ thank you for this extra confirmation 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

  • @montserrattzg647
    @montserrattzg647 3 роки тому +15

    As a health student, I'm STOCK with this pick a card

  • @ajavier114
    @ajavier114 3 роки тому +17

    PILE 4!!. That hyena explains me! I claim this beautiful message. I’m ready for new beginning new journey 🔮🙏

  • @really6697
    @really6697 3 роки тому +5

    pile 2: I want material things bc of how much my surroundings have hurt me about it, I have meditated and I’ve understood myself more and I’m okay with how I am it’s just that now I don’t desire much of anything anymore
    I’ve always enjoyed expressing myself thru my artistic abilities THEYVE always made me happy and ppl say I’m good at it, but Ik it takes time to achieve such greatness.
    I’ve learned that happiness is a decision u can’t wait to be happy u have to already be it