So grateful for the comments section on this video. Weirdly enough how reading through the majority of these brings me a level of comfort that's unattainable through other means. Knowing that I'm not alone in how my mental works, also seeing that so many others deal with the same torment and this song truly hits home for so many... I dunno, just hope all you of find your peace and are able to start loving yourselves and life again. 🙏🖤
Been listening to this song so much lately, and it oddly feels better seeing from the comment section, other people do to. Talking about your anger and depression is never a easy thing, you keep everything to yourself because you feel like a burden, or can't rehash old trauma again. Being alone with those thoughts are incredibly scary, and sent me into panic attacks too many times. Keep working on it, keep trying, and always try to remember you're not alone.
My depression has a soundtrack. It's this whole album "Home". I'm in a good place and can't really listen to it, but man, when I'm low... it hits the nail on the head.
I am going through the darkest time in my life and this is the only band that really seems to get with I am going through, I have never connected to a song more
I left it to chance; I never should’ve let this get so far out of hand. But I’ll do anything to not be alone ’cause when I’m alone you know I’ll… I can easily fall back into old habits that I thought I’d left behind And they rip me apart and I realize… Don’t be alarmed, I have to lie Take everything and keep it inside. I know I’m sick and I’m not right. I’m so fucking tired of living this life, I made for myself, I’m sorry that I Cannot get past what keeps me away from the light. I hope this explains my problem to you, Because I feel like this every night. Don’t wanna be like this, anxious and angry or hopeless and upset- all the time. Unable to get back the feeling I lost somewhere along the line. I wear it all on my sleeve and everyone sees no matter how hard I try. I’ve never felt worse in my whole life. Don’t be alarmed, I have to lie Take everything and keep it inside. I know I’m sick and I’m not right. I’m so fucking tired of living this life, I made for myself, I’m sorry that I Cannot get past what keeps me away from the light. I hope this explains my problem to you, Because I feel like this every night. Feel like this every night (Night after night) Every single night
I love this song! Years from now I will hear it and I'll remember the pain I was feeling at this time in my life and this song will be a reminder of how strong I was to get through it. Thank you.
Going through a lot now...just broke down crying during bench pressing at the gym when this song came on Faction Punk in my headphones. Fortunately it was 5:30 am & no one was there. Every time I hear the song, this happens. Every word...seems written for me
I’ve left it to chance I never should’ve let this get so far out of hand but I’ll do anything to not be alone 'cause when I’m alone you know I can easily fall back into old habits that I thought that I’d left behind and they rip me apart and I realize I don’t feel loved I have to lie Take everything and keep it inside I know I’m sick and I’m not alright I’m so fucking tired of living this life that I made for myself I’m sorry that I cannot get past what keeps me away from the light Hope this explains my problem to you ‘cause I feel like this every night Don’t wanna be like this--anxious and angry or hopeless, upset all the time Unable to get back that feeling I lost Somewhere along the line I wear it all on my sleeve and everyone sees no matter how hard I try I’ve never felt worse in my whole life I don’t feel loved I have to lie Take everything and keep it inside I know I’m sick and I’m not alright I’m so fucking tired of living this life that I made for myself I’m sorry that I cannot get past what keeps me away from the light Hope this explains my problem to you ‘cause I feel like this every night (I’m not loved) Feel like this every night (I’m not loved) Feel like this every night Feel like this every night (night after night…) Every single night
Like so many others I get away from the place that this song so perfectly describes but ultimately always find my way back to. It’s exhausting to know that I’ll never truly be free from the dark place inside me no matter what I do or how far away I run.
have fallen in love with Off With Their Heads in the last year, after first hearing about them (last year funnily enough) when listening to the Manchester Punk Festival 2023 playlist checking out bands before the weekend (Off With Their Heads was one of the stage headliners). They played Home in full I think for 10th anniversary, I must've played the album for myself 10 times within the few weeks before seeing them live.
Wow, they were amazing before. In Desolation was a miserable masterpiece. But this is incredible. I was not expecting this. When that chorus hits I instantly got goosebumps all over. Can't fucking wait for the whole record to come out.
I've love OWTH since I first heard a 7" at a friends house years ago, but this song really shows how far they've come without abandoning who they are. So fucking good! Some of their best work.
+misfit I feel like this song would have helped me avoid a breakup. At least it would have helped me explain the way I was behaving at the time. I'm glad that chick is out of my life now, but it meant a lot at the time.
Just in case anyone wants to go a long and yell their face off I left it to chance I never should've let this get so far out of hand. But I'll do anything to not be alone 'cause when I'm alone you know I'll... I can easily fall back into old habits that I thought I'd left behind And they rip me apart and I realize... Don't be alarmed, I have to lie Take everything and keep it in stride. I know I'm sick and I'm not right. I'm so f*cking tired of living this life. I made for myself, I'm sorry that I Cannot get past what keeps me away from the light. I hope this explains my problem to you, Cause I feel like this every night. Don't wanna be like this, anxious and angry, hopeless, upset all the time. Unable to get back the feeling I lost somewhere along the line. I wear it all on my sleeve and everyone sees no matter how hard I try. I've never felt worse in my whole life. Don't be alarmed, I have to lie Take everything and keep it in stride. I know I'm sick and I'm not right. I'm so f*cking tired of living this life. I made for myself, I'm sorry that I Cannot get past what keeps me away from the light. I hope this explains my problem to you, Cause I feel like this every night (after night) Feel like this every night (after night) Feel like this every night (after night) Feel like this every night (after night) Feel like this every night (after night) Feel like this every night (Night after night) Feel like this every night (Night after night) Feel like this every night (Night after night) Like this every night (Night after night) Every single night
This and clear the air sum up my life and relationships. I am sorry I can't get passed the things that draw me to the light. People can't handle it and leave....... Thank you for verbalizing.
I saw these guys on June 2nd at Pop's. It was a good show!! They were opening for Bayside and Alkaline trio and I think its safe to say I have another band to add to the list of favorites!! :D
Absolutely stellar! If you don't get the lyrics, you must not have ever read any of their other lyrics! If he ever gets his shit together they'll be out of material. Brilliant....
First time i take i listen to this band.. i see loads of influence from Strung Out here. If you dont about them and you like this band then youre in for a treat.
When I say punk rock saved my life, I mean it. Songs like this have gotten me through the darkest times of my life. I have SUCH a messed up chaotic brain and so many mental health conditions and i have lost SOOOO many people in my life because of them. And nowadays I don't even get taken seriously because "everyone has anxiety to some degree" and 20-something Beckys figured out that panic/anxiety attacks are easy to fake for attention. And I won't even go into my ADHD. The worst part is, that I don't have any family that gives a shit about me. The punk community is the only place I feel at home, and accepted and loved. And people STILL give me shit sometimes... I can't listen to this song without crying...I have absolutely NOBODY to talk to in real life, and if I vent on social media, act people just roll their eyes at me and tell me to grow up and get over it.
Yoooo! This was 10 years ago, but where did you end up catching that tour??? I got to see them in Boston. Never heard of these guys, was specifically there for AT and Bayside, but we got there early, so my mate and I made sure to just plant ourselves upfront before the major crowd rolled in. These guys came on and completely killed it. I was completely blow. Away, sadly though, the only individuals in the pit where myself, my. Best friend, and some other kid that literally sang along to every single song. Still after that experience I was absolutely hooked. These guys immediately became a band that got a constant rotation on my Playlists. Freaking travesty that almost no one got to experience what the three of us got to witness that day... 😔
Even though this is run by a record label is there any way that I can get in touch with you guys? Dude, my dad bought me a koozie, a lighter and a bunch of shirts from you guys. I have a shitload of songs that I would like to maybe play with you guys. Your album "Home" seems like it was written for me. Though it probably wasn't, this album pretty much describes my life 100%. Please message me when you guys get a chance to see this. Though I am 1 of the 130 thousand, I would love to chill and shoot the shit and or jam with you guys for a day, or year. Reach me please. later.
Super late reply and I don't know if you ever worked anything out but Ryan (Young) is on facebook, you could also try through the Anxious And Angry Podcast address.
I’ve never related to a song more in my life. WORD FOR WORD
me too
Me to
"
I never felt worse in my whole life."
Very true word for every fucking word
Change.
So grateful for the comments section on this video. Weirdly enough how reading through the majority of these brings me a level of comfort that's unattainable through other means. Knowing that I'm not alone in how my mental works, also seeing that so many others deal with the same torment and this song truly hits home for so many... I dunno, just hope all you of find your peace and are able to start loving yourselves and life again. 🙏🖤
between OWTH and Ways Away, our entire generation has found it's voice and is living vicariously through song.
This band is so fucking real, some of the most brutally honest music I’ve ever heard, very much looking forward to seeing them live.
Been listening to this song so much lately, and it oddly feels better seeing from the comment section, other people do to. Talking about your anger and depression is never a easy thing, you keep everything to yourself because you feel like a burden, or can't rehash old trauma again. Being alone with those thoughts are incredibly scary, and sent me into panic attacks too many times. Keep working on it, keep trying, and always try to remember you're not alone.
Quite possibly the easiest way to describe what its like to deal with anxiety, absolute love this song!
My depression has a soundtrack. It's this whole album "Home". I'm in a good place and can't really listen to it, but man, when I'm low... it hits the nail on the head.
I am going through the darkest time in my life and this is the only band that really seems to get with I am going through, I have never connected to a song more
This touches what's left of my soul.
Certain there's plenty left in there and this song should only add more to it. Keep fighting dude.
I haven't listened to this probably since it came out and it randomly popped up in recommended. UA-cam must know I need this right now.
This band helped me get off heroin....and I love them for that....hope I get a chance to tell them someday
This was the soundtrack of my life, 7 years ago. Now i'm here and all i can say is: it still is.
Sitting in my room crying because I’m utterly alone depressed and anxious. Thank you universe for leading me to this band.
you might like the podcasts of this band: anxiousandangry.com/pages/podcast - They talk about stuff like this
These lyrics hit very hard lately..
I left it to chance; I never should’ve let this get so far out of hand.
But I’ll do anything to not be alone ’cause when I’m alone you know I’ll…
I can easily fall back into old habits that I thought I’d left behind
And they rip me apart and I realize…
Don’t be alarmed, I have to lie
Take everything and keep it inside.
I know I’m sick and I’m not right.
I’m so fucking tired of living this life,
I made for myself, I’m sorry that I
Cannot get past what keeps me away from the light.
I hope this explains my problem to you,
Because I feel like this every night.
Don’t wanna be like this, anxious and angry or hopeless and upset- all the time.
Unable to get back the feeling I lost somewhere along the line.
I wear it all on my sleeve and everyone sees no matter how hard I try.
I’ve never felt worse in my whole life.
Don’t be alarmed, I have to lie
Take everything and keep it inside.
I know I’m sick and I’m not right.
I’m so fucking tired of living this life,
I made for myself, I’m sorry that I
Cannot get past what keeps me away from the light.
I hope this explains my problem to you,
Because I feel like this every night.
Feel like this every night
(Night after night)
Every single night
+Rick Powell
Thanks for typing that out, brother.
that line
"Don’t be alarmed, I have to lie
Take everything and keep it inside.
I know I’m sick and I’m not right."
gets me everytime.
Scott Selva I've never felt worse in my whole life
give that man a well deserved like
"Don't be alarmed" is actually "I don't feel love." Cheers!
man, this hits home.
I’ve had this song stuck in my head for years but I could never remember anything about it other than the rhythm, what a powerful song!
This song really sums up how I feel most of the time, and honestly, it makes me feel better.
I love this song! Years from now I will hear it and I'll remember the pain I was feeling at this time in my life and this song will be a reminder of how strong I was to get through it. Thank you.
Tom Guess Still goin?
Tom Guess Still goin?
Still goin?
Still goin?
Still goin?
Going through a lot now...just broke down crying during bench pressing at the gym when this song came on Faction Punk in my headphones. Fortunately it was 5:30 am & no one was there. Every time I hear the song, this happens. Every word...seems written for me
This song gives chills
2019 still can't stop listening, over and over
Yup
Feel ya
Same here.
Holy shit it's 2020 !! :o
2021
nice profile picture
I’ve left it to chance
I never should’ve let this get so far out of hand
but I’ll do anything to not be alone
'cause when I’m alone you know I
can easily fall back into old habits
that I thought that I’d left behind
and they rip me apart and I realize
I don’t feel loved
I have to lie
Take everything and keep it inside
I know I’m sick and I’m not alright
I’m so fucking tired of living this life
that I made for myself
I’m sorry that I cannot get past what keeps me away from the light
Hope this explains my problem to you
‘cause I feel like this every night
Don’t wanna be like this--anxious and angry
or hopeless, upset all the time
Unable to get back that feeling I lost
Somewhere along the line
I wear it all on my sleeve
and everyone sees no matter how hard I try
I’ve never felt worse in my whole life
I don’t feel loved
I have to lie
Take everything and keep it inside
I know I’m sick and I’m not alright
I’m so fucking tired of living this life
that I made for myself
I’m sorry that I cannot get past what keeps me away from the light
Hope this explains my problem to you
‘cause I feel like this every night
(I’m not loved)
Feel like this every night
(I’m not loved)
Feel like this every night
Feel like this every night
(night after night…)
Every single night
It’s like he’s singing what I can’t explain when people ask what’s wrong.
So relatable, to so many people. Great song.
Like so many others I get away from the place that this song so perfectly describes but ultimately always find my way back to. It’s exhausting to know that I’ll never truly be free from the dark place inside me no matter what I do or how far away I run.
1:24 made me tear up a little bit.. always been my favorite touch to the song :)
Me too dude!
There is still hope for good punk music.
this song and clear the air makes my eyes filled with tears almost every fucking time. they really hit me HARD
have fallen in love with Off With Their Heads in the last year, after first hearing about them (last year funnily enough) when listening to the Manchester Punk Festival 2023 playlist checking out bands before the weekend (Off With Their Heads was one of the stage headliners). They played Home in full I think for 10th anniversary, I must've played the album for myself 10 times within the few weeks before seeing them live.
Wow, they were amazing before.
In Desolation was a miserable masterpiece.
But this is incredible. I was not expecting this.
When that chorus hits I instantly got goosebumps all over.
Can't fucking wait for the whole record to come out.
I've love OWTH since I first heard a 7" at a friends house years ago, but this song really shows how far they've come without abandoning who they are. So fucking good! Some of their best work.
What is it about hearing your pain in music that's so therapeutic?
This song got me through a break up. Excellent.
+misfit
I feel like this song would have helped me avoid a breakup. At least it would have helped me explain the way I was behaving at the time. I'm glad that chick is out of my life now, but it meant a lot at the time.
Unable to get back the feeling I lost somewhere along the line.
going thru a divorce at the moment and off with their heads is helping me as Well as a close friend get thru this
Motionsicknes999 Yes worked for me too 2 years later and this song and video is still a top tile on my phone.
first hear this song on spotify, took 10 seconds for me to love it...great song, great band..
Just in case anyone wants to go a long and yell their face off
I left it to chance
I never should've let this get so far out of hand.
But I'll do anything to not be alone 'cause when I'm alone you know I'll...
I can easily fall back into old habits that I thought I'd left behind
And they rip me apart and I realize...
Don't be alarmed, I have to lie
Take everything and keep it in stride.
I know I'm sick and I'm not right.
I'm so f*cking tired of living this life.
I made for myself, I'm sorry that I
Cannot get past what keeps me away from the light.
I hope this explains my problem to you,
Cause I feel like this every night.
Don't wanna be like this, anxious and angry, hopeless, upset all the time.
Unable to get back the feeling I lost somewhere along the line.
I wear it all on my sleeve and everyone sees no matter how hard I try.
I've never felt worse in my whole life.
Don't be alarmed, I have to lie
Take everything and keep it in stride.
I know I'm sick and I'm not right.
I'm so f*cking tired of living this life.
I made for myself, I'm sorry that I
Cannot get past what keeps me away from the light.
I hope this explains my problem to you,
Cause I feel like this every night (after night)
Feel like this every night (after night)
Feel like this every night (after night)
Feel like this every night (after night)
Feel like this every night (after night)
Feel like this every night (Night after night)
Feel like this every night (Night after night)
Feel like this every night (Night after night)
Like this every night (Night after night)
Every single night
This and clear the air sum up my life and relationships. I am sorry I can't get passed the things that draw me to the light.
People can't handle it and leave.......
Thank you for verbalizing.
Great song, great album, and Great band enough said.
This song should be more popular than it is. It hits way to close, but I keep fighting every day to keep living every day likes it's my last.
Not to beDramatic but I’ve never heard my pain so perfectly bottled into a song
Worst time of my life right now. It's almost scary how it fits.
I hope things improve, or have
You're not the only one brotha
One of my favorites punk rock albums ever. I hope see this band in Mexico.
Been there too hard sad I just found this by accident... amazing lyrics and song 🤘🤘
Never heard of them but this song is freaken sick!!!!
ALKALINE TRIO! they toured with bayside and off with their heads just recently and i saw them it was fantastic! alkaline trio is my favorite band!
8 years later I still feel like this every night.
This record is going to be great. Can't wait.
Being back here sober after all these years, I can honestly say I no longer feel worse. Everything is going to be okay.
Great Song Great Band Great Tshirt
The sick and wrong podcast introduced me to this song back when I was in college, when I was like 18, I’m now 27 and still love it!
I know the feeling only reason I like this song!
Im late but i dig this song its too relatable
I wish I didn't know exactly what this song is about.
big fuckin facts man.
I saw these guys on June 2nd at Pop's. It was a good show!! They were opening for Bayside and Alkaline trio and I think its safe to say I have another band to add to the list of favorites!! :D
Absolutely stellar! If you don't get the lyrics, you must not have ever read any of their other lyrics! If he ever gets his shit together they'll be out of material. Brilliant....
Just discovered this song. Wow. So relatable, this is amazing
Almost everything they have is at least as good as night life. In Desolation was a masterpiece and Be Good is great.
Really great song.
i got goosebumps and almost crashed my truck after hearing this. Absolutely INCREDIBLE. Where have you been all my life?
Scott Laur two hands on the wheel son
@@silvermediastudio hope he took your advice
First time i take i listen to this band.. i see loads of influence from Strung Out here. If you dont about them and you like this band then youre in for a treat.
Listening to this just feels good.
Why did I just now discover this? Wow.
Don't feel bad, it's 2019 and I just found it too. Hits home for sure
No matter how much time goes by, I still relate with this song
2021. Song still relatable even after being 4 years sober and having end stage renal disease.
They really need to make another album!
When I say punk rock saved my life, I mean it. Songs like this have gotten me through the darkest times of my life. I have SUCH a messed up chaotic brain and so many mental health conditions and i have lost SOOOO many people in my life because of them. And nowadays I don't even get taken seriously because "everyone has anxiety to some degree" and 20-something Beckys figured out that panic/anxiety attacks are easy to fake for attention. And I won't even go into my ADHD. The worst part is, that I don't have any family that gives a shit about me. The punk community is the only place I feel at home, and accepted and loved. And people STILL give me shit sometimes...
I can't listen to this song without crying...I have absolutely NOBODY to talk to in real life, and if I vent on social media, act people just roll their eyes at me and tell me to grow up and get over it.
Yah dude. That venue is pretty cool. They all did so good too.
I felt every word of that.
This song is what I've felt like every night for a long time.
+G Hill Care to elaborate? It's ok if you don't.
Just finding this in 2022 and it is just speaking to me. Reminds me a lot of Millencolin.
I cannot wait for this record to come out.
WOW this band is GREAT !!
Saw these dudes last night with Bayside and Alkaline Trio. Great fucking show.
Yoooo! This was 10 years ago, but where did you end up catching that tour??? I got to see them in Boston. Never heard of these guys, was specifically there for AT and Bayside, but we got there early, so my mate and I made sure to just plant ourselves upfront before the major crowd rolled in.
These guys came on and completely killed it. I was completely blow. Away, sadly though, the only individuals in the pit where myself, my. Best friend, and some other kid that literally sang along to every single song. Still after that experience I was absolutely hooked. These guys immediately became a band that got a constant rotation on my Playlists. Freaking travesty that almost no one got to experience what the three of us got to witness that day... 😔
Excited to have OWTH playing the Marquee Theatre 4/28 with Alkaline Trio!
Nothington, The Slow Death, Elway, The Iron Chic, Lawrence Arms, The Dopamines, Morning Glory.
awesome song! great band!
Going to see these guys soon with Bayside and Alkaline Trio. Going to be an awesome night.
Angst.... Never really goes away completely. Love this =3
i cannot get *enough* of this song
first i hear this song, i fell in love with this song
This song means the same to me as it did years ago.
I never heard this band before but I'm glad I did. Top shit right here.
Loving that snare
I've even lost the CD so I'm listening to it on youtube. Man I know we all have our problems but do they have to suck so much? Thanks for the song.
yes please. again. and again. and again.
I don't have emotions. I listen to this song because it sounds good.
Love this, can't wait for the new album
If I could’ve written a song about me…..this is it. Great Song!!
ive been listening to this song every night for bout 2 years
Well done with significant lyrics
Saw them open for ak3 and they rocked the house. I listen to the new album once a week and k gotta say I haven't liked a new band this much in years
Even though this is run by a record label is there any way that I can get in touch with you guys? Dude, my dad bought me a koozie, a lighter and a bunch of shirts from you guys. I have a shitload of songs that I would like to maybe play with you guys. Your album "Home" seems like it was written for me. Though it probably wasn't, this album pretty much describes my life 100%. Please message me when you guys get a chance to see this. Though I am 1 of the 130 thousand, I would love to chill and shoot the shit and or jam with you guys for a day, or year. Reach me please. later.
Super late reply and I don't know if you ever worked anything out but Ryan (Young) is on facebook, you could also try through the Anxious And Angry Podcast address.
This song kicks ass
how have i only just found this.
I saw these guys open for Alkaline Trio. Great fucking show and these guys rocked.
yes!
Why have i only just discovered these guys?!
Sounds great!
I hate todays music but this band is litterally mind blowing i havnt had a newer fav band since the 90s
where has this band been all my life
Great song! Quite catchy
This song helps a lot.
That was a great show.