--- Daydreaming --- Dreams, dreams - we all dream, and so far nobody prohibited it. 1984? Or, maybe rather 2084? When I was 11, I had fantasy just as usual kid. I got one friend back then, turned out we both liked playing games, drawing battle scenes, and... imagining stuff. One day I proposed an overall scenario for long-time play, space-alike parallel universe, where we could develop our ideas, drive our empires, make wars, construct social and ideological traits and many, many more... whatever we could think of. Time in such universe passed 10 times faster than in real world, starting from year around 2068, so we could make out more ideas. Later, our ways have splitted apart, so I followed the idea on my own. Over years, it grew to enormous point, and I must admit it's still growing further and further. Five nuclear wars, political domination and world conquer, multiple complex projects for human bioindustrialization, where I still remember the short nicknames, crazy political and economic ideas, semi-apocalyptic incidents involving nanotechnology, molecular physics and chemistry - also nuclear fuel, controlled asteroid impact as weapon of mass destruction (Impactation in 2129), second Cold War in 2130-2145, humankind expansion in the Solar System, tachyon communicators (Overnet project around 2160), aliens, travel to Proxima Centauri, self-conscious robots (F.A.R. project around 2180), giant energy miners as sattelite belt, gathering energy directly from the Sun's surface and sending it via light beams to power particular planets or ships (RaySat project around 2190), timespace bending and black hole scanning, multidimensional researches... much, much more of it exists in my head, and it went too far ages ago. If you wanted to make a book out of these and further ideas, expand every single one of them into different story and cover every point, it is possible we could fill at least half of Harvard Library before they run out. Because right now I turned 26, and such an autistic project continued throughout 15 years is not a single book. I'm not amazed by it; I'm pretty scared. Of this world's size, and of that I can rather say what happened in particular years, in particular place of the Solar System... ...and any of these memories is just too big to compress it into 10 minutes. Welcome to my world. You don't want to be a part of it. Mhh.. sounds a bit like me tbh. 22 Years old (autistic?) Weeb doing nothing else then watching Anime, Sci-Fi and playing Games.. New Hobby: Collecting Music and Artworks just for fun
Yesterday was the perfect day to release a Touhou album or just use Cirno as thumbnail. But today is the perfect day to listen every not over 30 Minutes track of this banger album! Driving home rn and just enjoy this masterpiece
I am curious how our planet earth will end up in futuristic years to come but then again i dont want that answer or knowledge. My autism is nearly bad enough of an experience let alone knowing that our planets society will lead to its own eventual downfall by cataclysmic global extinction event or something along those lines. Also curious about how many individuals with mental illnesses, stresses or struggles like myself listen to this genre of music.
currently as you may know he did do the accompanying book with at night full version, but obviously you couldn't have predicted such a thing 2 years before it happened. anyway i think he should do more of that sort of thing absolutely
as someone who has also had an autistic as hell worldbuilding project, i can relate to the description closely. its also a scifi world ive had for 6 years now and i think and still think about it way too much. smaller wars leading to THE war that outlasted lifetimes, new species of humans with different abilities, politics, and quite possibly the most autistic part of it all - languages. i take existing earth languages and take them into the future. what would they sound like? a few weeks ago i finished on ukrainian and now im continuing onto polish, its fun stuff and i cant see myself stopping any time soon 7:24 also this part goes hard asf
i just love the bible, some of my favorite passages are ✝️ deuteronomy 22:28-29 (women must marry their r''a''p''i''s''t) exodus 21:20-21 (a''l''l''o''w''s s''l''a''v''e''r''y and s''l''a''v''e b''e''a''t''i''n''g) leviticus 20:13 (o''r''d''e''r''s that all g''a''y p''e''o''p''l''e get p''u''t to d''e''a''t''h) the passover stories (god k''i''l''l''e''d innocent babies, for the c''r''i''m''e''s of the parents. technically counts as c0IIective puπi$hmeπ† under geneva convention) cains children (all of cains lineage became s''l''a''v''e''s, for the wr0ngd0ings of the father. again geneva convention) rhe premise of original sin (geneva convention. adam and eve ate the fruit, yet EVERYONE else gets puπi$hed. 🙄) the snakes losing their limbs (god ¢u®$ed all snakes to lose their limbs because satan †ri¢ked eve. once again. geneva convention. collective.) the "promised land" shit (the pr0mised land was given to the israelites.... as long as they kiIIed the existing inhabitants first...) the animal s@¢rifi¢e timothy 2:12 (i do not permit a woman to teach or hold authority over a man. she must be silent) the crusades (anyone who didnt c0nv3®t got kiIIed) the spanish inquisition (systematically searched europe for ANY n0nbelievers and †0®tu®ed them till they ¢0nve®ted) the salem witch trials (Bu®πed people @Iive for an impossible ¢®ime. ) pope nicholas the 5th, THE POPE HIMSELF, and around ten popes after hin after him started the transatlantic sI@ve trade, via a series of direct papal bulls. timothy 2:12 "i do not permit a woman to teach or hold authority over a man, she must be silent" nice 👌 its about goddamn time wo''m''en and bl''ac''ks learned their place. thanks for spreading the word diabarha. 😎 maybe one day we will successfully resurrect hitler in the name of god too 👌😎
Ok mr atheist. Understand that the bible is thousands of years old and judging it by modern standards is just wrong. Of course we'll find some passages that are messed up to our society. I imagine in 2000 more years people will find our society today brutal and nonsensical. Also, whats your point? Diabarha didnt ask for your comment. Just enjoy the music without feeling the need to spout your opinions
@@therealhecatonchires the bible and its people instructed me to kill myself for being gay. leviticus 20:13. and like a "good christian" i followed my gods orders. "a man sh@II not lie with man as with woman. he has c0mitt3d an ab0min@tion and sh@II be put to d3@th. his bl00d is on his hands." all for something i never chose. when i never even hurt anybody. 9 inch scar, wrist to elbow. nearly down to bone. carved with unwashed broken glass from a beer bottle i found in the street. and i bl3d out in the fucking bathtub. acting under direct orders of that book. i spent a month in an emergency mental hospital in 2016. got 23 stitches and was immediately diagnosed with PTSD, and major depressive disorder. which ive never fully recovered from. dont tell me "pray the gay away" dont tell me "god forgives" dont tell me "doesnt apply anymore" dont tell me "its your own fault anyway" dont tell me "you can change". your book doesnt say change. it says d*e. in NO uncertain terms. dont tell me im being disrespectful to your faith. dont tell me im misquoting. dont tell me dont tell me its out of context. i copied it word for word directly from your book. stop dodging. stop victim blaming. and after all of it? my own christian father himself told me he wished i DIDNT survive. he yold me that that im "useless, and worthless, and shouldve tried again."
@@bazookallamaproductions5280 ok, I do feel genuinely sorry for what you went through. However, I don't think quoting the bible over and over in the youtube comments is going to change anything. I really hope you get the help you need. Just enjoy the music.
@@therealhecatonchires my only goal is for people to understand what the bible actually says, does, and HAS done to people. thats my only intent. people who forget history are doomed to repeat it. and theres already THOUSANDS of years of precedent of them doing this. and it still happens CONSTANTLY to this very day. thats all. i wish you nothing but the best. good day to you friend.
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i believe your world is better than the current one
--- Daydreaming ---
Dreams, dreams - we all dream, and so far nobody prohibited it.
1984? Or, maybe rather 2084?
When I was 11, I had fantasy just as usual kid. I got one friend back then, turned out we both liked playing games, drawing battle scenes, and... imagining stuff.
One day I proposed an overall scenario for long-time play, space-alike parallel universe, where we could develop our ideas, drive our empires, make wars, construct social and ideological traits and many, many more... whatever we could think of. Time in such universe passed 10 times faster than in real world, starting from year around 2068, so we could make out more ideas.
Later, our ways have splitted apart, so I followed the idea on my own. Over years, it grew to enormous point, and I must admit it's still growing further and further. Five nuclear wars, political domination and world conquer, multiple complex projects for human bioindustrialization, where I still remember the short nicknames, crazy political and economic ideas, semi-apocalyptic incidents involving nanotechnology, molecular physics and chemistry - also nuclear fuel, controlled asteroid impact as weapon of mass destruction (Impactation in 2129), second Cold War in 2130-2145, humankind expansion in the Solar System, tachyon communicators (Overnet project around 2160), aliens, travel to Proxima Centauri, self-conscious robots (F.A.R. project around 2180), giant energy miners as sattelite belt, gathering energy directly from the Sun's surface and sending it via light beams to power particular planets or ships (RaySat project around 2190), timespace bending and black hole scanning, multidimensional researches... much, much more of it exists in my head, and it went too far ages ago.
If you wanted to make a book out of these and further ideas, expand every single one of them into different story and cover every point, it is possible we could fill at least half of Harvard Library before they run out. Because right now I turned 26, and such an autistic project continued throughout 15 years is not a single book.
I'm not amazed by it; I'm pretty scared. Of this world's size, and of that I can rather say what happened in particular years, in particular place of the Solar System...
...and any of these memories is just too big to compress it into 10 minutes.
Welcome to my world. You don't want to be a part of it.
Mhh.. sounds a bit like me tbh.
22 Years old (autistic?) Weeb doing nothing else then watching Anime, Sci-Fi and playing Games..
New Hobby: Collecting Music and Artworks just for fun
Stop watching anime and everything will be alright
@@felarice7957 lol
The dreams comes true!
This is one of the first songs I listenned to when I started to listenning to Diabarha
Same here! One of his absolute best...
it is a good one so you chose well
This is my favorite Diabarha track of them all, for now at least.
Yesterday was the perfect day to release a Touhou album or just use Cirno as thumbnail. But today is the perfect day to listen every not over 30 Minutes track of this banger album! Driving home rn and just enjoy this masterpiece
I am curious how our planet earth will end up in futuristic years to come but then again i dont want that answer or knowledge. My autism is nearly bad enough of an experience let alone knowing that our planets society will lead to its own eventual downfall by cataclysmic global extinction event or something along those lines. Also curious about how many individuals with mental illnesses, stresses or struggles like myself listen to this genre of music.
not necessarily mentally ill, just about as vanilla neurodivergent as it gets, but i just love this genre, something about it is satisfying
Hehe ADD here
7:24 masterpiece
so multifaceted
My favourite song from this album
Diabarha I want you to make a book!
about what?
@@quickestscoped7603 Read description
@@MSDK_DARKDRAGON hmmmm it would be interesting
@@MSDK_DARKDRAGON Well with his most recent album you kinda got that lol
currently as you may know he did do the accompanying book with at night full version, but obviously you couldn't have predicted such a thing 2 years before it happened. anyway i think he should do more of that sort of thing absolutely
This is asmr
Miko?
yep its miko
that image might be of toyosatomimi no miko from touhou project,
Indeed, it's Miko!
@@Silent_Patchouli oh hey nice
Why does this kick so much ass?
literally 1984
This is perfect
my favorite part is that patchouli is a speedcore fan i guess
@@BGDMusic Yes, I'm both Speedcore and Touhou fan and I'm glad I'm not the only one :)
as someone who has also had an autistic as hell worldbuilding project, i can relate to the description closely. its also a scifi world ive had for 6 years now and i think and still think about it way too much. smaller wars leading to THE war that outlasted lifetimes, new species of humans with different abilities, politics, and quite possibly the most autistic part of it all - languages. i take existing earth languages and take them into the future. what would they sound like? a few weeks ago i finished on ukrainian and now im continuing onto polish, its fun stuff and i cant see myself stopping any time soon
7:24 also this part goes hard asf
WHOA MAN,Incredible Track,Again... 🤩🥵🤤
i just love the bible, some of my favorite passages are ✝️
deuteronomy 22:28-29 (women must marry their r''a''p''i''s''t)
exodus 21:20-21 (a''l''l''o''w''s s''l''a''v''e''r''y and s''l''a''v''e b''e''a''t''i''n''g)
leviticus 20:13 (o''r''d''e''r''s that all g''a''y p''e''o''p''l''e get p''u''t to d''e''a''t''h)
the passover stories (god k''i''l''l''e''d innocent babies, for the c''r''i''m''e''s of the parents. technically counts as c0IIective puπi$hmeπ† under geneva convention)
cains children (all of cains lineage became s''l''a''v''e''s, for the wr0ngd0ings of the father. again geneva convention)
rhe premise of original sin (geneva convention. adam and eve ate the fruit, yet EVERYONE else gets puπi$hed. 🙄)
the snakes losing their limbs (god ¢u®$ed all snakes to lose their limbs because satan †ri¢ked eve. once again. geneva convention. collective.)
the "promised land" shit (the pr0mised land was given to the israelites.... as long as they kiIIed the existing inhabitants first...)
the animal s@¢rifi¢e
timothy 2:12 (i do not permit a woman to teach or hold authority over a man. she must be silent)
the crusades (anyone who didnt c0nv3®t got kiIIed)
the spanish inquisition (systematically searched europe for ANY n0nbelievers and †0®tu®ed them till they ¢0nve®ted)
the salem witch trials (Bu®πed people @Iive for an impossible ¢®ime. )
pope nicholas the 5th, THE POPE HIMSELF, and around ten popes after hin after him started the transatlantic sI@ve trade, via a series of direct papal bulls.
timothy 2:12 "i do not permit a woman to teach or hold authority over a man, she must be silent"
nice 👌 its about goddamn time wo''m''en and bl''ac''ks learned their place. thanks for spreading the word diabarha. 😎
maybe one day we will successfully resurrect hitler in the name of god too 👌😎
Ok mr atheist. Understand that the bible is thousands of years old and judging it by modern standards is just wrong. Of course we'll find some passages that are messed up to our society. I imagine in 2000 more years people will find our society today brutal and nonsensical.
Also, whats your point? Diabarha didnt ask for your comment. Just enjoy the music without feeling the need to spout your opinions
@@therealhecatonchires the bible and its people instructed me to kill myself for being gay. leviticus 20:13. and like a "good christian" i followed my gods orders.
"a man sh@II not lie with man as with woman. he has c0mitt3d an ab0min@tion and sh@II be put to d3@th. his bl00d is on his hands."
all for something i never chose. when i never even hurt anybody.
9 inch scar, wrist to elbow. nearly down to bone. carved with unwashed broken glass from a beer bottle i found in the street. and i bl3d out in the fucking bathtub.
acting under direct orders of that book.
i spent a month in an emergency mental hospital in 2016. got 23 stitches and was immediately diagnosed with PTSD, and major depressive disorder. which ive never fully recovered from.
dont tell me "pray the gay away" dont tell me "god forgives" dont tell me "doesnt apply anymore" dont tell me "its your own fault anyway" dont tell me "you can change".
your book doesnt say change. it says d*e. in NO uncertain terms.
dont tell me im being disrespectful to your faith. dont tell me im misquoting. dont tell me dont tell me its out of context. i copied it word for word directly from your book.
stop dodging. stop victim blaming.
and after all of it? my own christian father himself told me he wished i DIDNT survive. he yold me that that im "useless, and worthless, and shouldve tried again."
@@bazookallamaproductions5280 ok, I do feel genuinely sorry for what you went through. However, I don't think quoting the bible over and over in the youtube comments is going to change anything. I really hope you get the help you need.
Just enjoy the music.
@@therealhecatonchires my only goal is for people to understand what the bible actually says, does, and HAS done to people. thats my only intent.
people who forget history are doomed to repeat it. and theres already THOUSANDS of years of precedent of them doing this. and it still happens CONSTANTLY to this very day.
thats all. i wish you nothing but the best. good day to you friend.
@@bazookallamaproductions5280 "my only goal is for people to understand what the bible actually says" - This isn't the right place to do it.
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