If anyone reads this, my dad passed away a few weeks ago and tonight my grandpa passed away as well. My family and I are worried that my grandma isn't going to stay with us much longer, b/c of how much she loved him. And she's always saying that she is ready to go whenever that day comes. I don't want to lose my grandma too. Please pray for me and my family.
I am so sorry. I know what it is like to loose loved ones. My grandmother passed away due to cancer. She suffered for a long time and she said the same I'm ready to go when the time comes. Unfortunately she gave her last breathe looking at my face. Hope you will get better.
Find peace in the fact that she is also at peace with her being ready. Why do wish that she lives longer when she will only live with pain in missing your grandfather, she’s ready, it’s what she wants, let her be.
It’s gonna happen eventually just spend the best times with him and accept that you had all this time with him, some people only saw there grandpa for only a couple months and some never at all, but you got lucky. Losing a father is extremely hard and I’ll pray for you but spend your life being happy and grateful for the time you had with him, cause life is too short to complain
Along the dry green grass, he walked tirelessly. His shield, scratched and scarred, weighed him down heavily. His dirty, dented armour wore loose around his body as he dragged legs forward. The night sky, filled with an ethereal glow of many forgotten colours, lit his way. His helmet sat tightly upon his head, his face of youth hidden in a shroud of war, its dull complexion shone just slightly in the gregarious light. He was a fool. Alike many others. He believed in the bishops’ promise. He knew blood lead to damnation, and but was told more would lead to sanctuary. He had believed and followed them to the Holy Lands. He believed he fought in valour, but only in fool’s honour. Many had the youth killed, many more he would have if he had let the zeal let him. He was a fool, sharing the stage with many more, and only he had left. A damning trickery had lead him there, now a regretful insight had lead him back. He doesn’t believe in much anymore. Many had lied to the youth, and he knew many more would. He left in the night, after the fools raided what they were supposed to liberate. A deserter, or traitor is what they may call him, but he knew he had already committed those crimes long ago. Now he strolls the lands back to his home, though a long way. Here he continues his regretful melancholy in a field of grass, unlike the lands he battled. A land which he had never seen. A land filled with simple complexity on a divine scale. The green grass drifted in the soft push of wind and the stars drifted in the soft mechanisms of the universe. Both come in contrast to each other. Though vastly different, they exist as one, playing they roles as they must, and stoically peaceful. Along the ridge, he sees them. Roses. Roses of blood red, and pear green, enclosed in a royal glass of solitude. The youth approached and studied. The red head stood strong and the end of its green pillar, the glass casing imbedded itself in the ground around it, cutting it off from outside intervention. The youth grasped the glass in natural curiosity. The simple touch of the handle unleashed the utmost complex and brilliant secrets of the universe, life and everything. The way the wind blows, why the stars move, how the waves form, why the bees sting. The Rose. He finally understood. He understood the very foundation on which everything relies. Balance There must be war for peace There must be complexity for simplicity The pillar must hold for life April 6, 2020. Obligatory thanks: The long and short of this is pure passion. It’s not professional, it’s terrible to some, and great to others. To me, it’s something to look back to every time I’m down, every time I feel like a useless potato. The fact that I have 1k likes on a stupid story amazes me, and I am beyond humbled by this attention. I am even prouder of the fact that this inspires some of you, and for that, I thank you. I have no plans for the future, maybe I’ll write, maybe not. If I do, I won’t forget this comment. Thank you.
~The way i lived, the things i did, ~The memories I saved, the moments i created, ~The changes i made, the person i became, ~The love i gave, the trust i made, ~The faith i had, and the hope i praised, ~Whatever I did was for her, ~Darkness can now be seen, ~Vague emptiness surrounds me, ~Time may be short But with her it felt like an eternity, ~But without her will i ever find peace? ~I tremble on every step i take, ~And i die thinking of her everyday, ~Could it be better, will it be good? ~Perhaps i lost my life's sole purpose ~As i walk without hope, a hopless dream ~As i drown in this deep ocean of pain and misery, ~I hold onto her, and our memories, ~The hand that was once there to set me free, ~Is no longer there, I'm crying endlessly. ~No reason to go for, No reason to live for, ~It was all for her as I Couldn't Let Us Go.....
@@exodrynamix48jt69 during that time i was actually going through a hard time with this special "friend" and i wasn't really in good place but that what led me to writting this and as much i dont wanna admit, i couldn't write it properly cz it was hurting
@@exodrynamix48jt69 and telling you that my girlfriend is alive would be a lie.... Poetry comes from experience and mine is fueled by experience, the more i experience the better it gets. So as hard the reality is to face, i did go to some pretty tough thinhs and i can understand how it's like losing someone you loved, it's like losing a peice of yourself, I'm sorry.
Gets me close to the planet venus and creating women to have kids one day who no longer can have kids I know of stuff like this jesus stuff fixed my mums hip and a broken back on my dog
these songs remind me of two quotes: “Just because I’m strong enough to handle pain, doesn’t mean I deserve it.”- Ekaterina Cacilie “how are we supposed to escape our past when it keeps finding ways to haunt us?”- Mercy
@@writer8799 you can accept your past and still be haunted by it. there are many things i've accepted about my past but they still get to me now and then they cross my mind.
@@writer8799 fair enough. truth be told those two quotes were actually of my own making. i'm a bit of a writer myself. and both Mercy and Ekaterina are characters of mine who both are connected each other due to a horrific past that they shared together, though the circumstances of each quote are different.
I just gave birth to a baby that died on dec 4 2019 at 7:30am and I felt like hearing that child laugh was my daughter saying I’m okay . I’m devastated and hurt I cry every day . My heart is broken.
It is a dramatic misfortune that nobody should ever be struck by, and I know that people telling not to be sad are usually useless and you often feel like they just can't understand, but remember that you don't have to drown in sorrow and forsake your own living; live a full life, free and fueled by the love for and of your child, because a life full of love is the greatest celebration of life itself and the only way we have to overcome death.
You feel tired... You feel broken... You dont know how to handle your live... You feel alone You don't know what is inside your Heart, because it hurts... I have the Music in my Heart, I can only feel this Beautiful music, The Music is a part of my Heart, I can say everything with this Music, I show everyone this music, I take your pain from you away and give it to me... Give me all your hurt... All the sadness of the world... When i have every single hurt, pain and sadness of the world in my Heart, I will die slowly for Every Sadness, Every Pain, Every Hurt... Just be free of all those and let me go.......... I don't come back, I am on a better place now and I will see you in the future when you come to me.
I always knew I had a greater side in boxing with all the adrenaline running throughout my body as though I had skydive and survived then cry while still fighting at the same time😤😭🙊
BRAIN: I’m working but I’m stupid,depressed and suicidal. HEART: I’m beating but I don’t feel alive I’m in so much pain and broken. LUNGS: I’m breathing but it feels heavy and hard to breath EYES: I’m holding to many tears, I can’t handle it any longer. HANDS: I want to cut, scratch, and strangle myself. ARMS AND LEGS: I’m full of cuts, scratches, and scars. FACE: I’m ugly. I try to be pretty with makeup but I’m always ugly. MOUTH: I lie. I smiled. I’m smiling. I will keep on smiling.
Brain: im depressed, suicidal, scared, lost Heart: broken, black, im still beating but i don't want to i want to rest im tired Lungs: im so suffocated of this world i can't breath im gasping for escape Legs and arms: there's scars but mostly on stomach too afraid to show Eyes: i feel tears too many but i have to hide them but it keeps getting harder Hands: cut, posion, strangle Body: i want to give up, everythings so numb and empty, im tired i dont wanna move anymore, i give up im poisoning everything in this world i wanna delete this body,face,persona,soul, and die in peace
Redox With lives comes death. Death is inevitable, loss is inevitable, heartbreak is inevitable, oblivion is inevitable. There is a point when you can’t make anything of life. It’s a metaphor, almost like how you can’t shape a stone with your hands. You can’t shape life either and can’t make anything of it.
I doubt this will be seen but for those of you who do see it, I just hope it helps you somehow. There's a lot of us who hold onto our anger. Maybe that was from someone who wronged you or maybe that was from your childhood. I used to be just like them. Over the years, as I grew, I realized how pointless that anger was. It wasn't accomplishing anything for me. It just started to fade over the years. I learned to accept it and deal with the anger. I didn't have to like what happened. I just started asking myself "Why am I still angry about it?". Self-pity definitely didn't work. Letting go of that anger, at first, was a bit hard for me because I held onto it for so long. I did eventually let it go. Maybe telling someone would've helped me but self-pity and my refusal to show weakness to people only made me more bitter. Which led to lashing out and having a short temper. Now that I have let go of that anger, I look back at it and I'm actually thankful it happened. It helped me learn to deal with my anger and not lash out at people. I look back at it as a sort of lesson. It helped me develop some of my personality in a way. I'm much more happy now. I hope this helps anyone who reads it.
Sherry Jiang I have a lot of anger I’ve lashed out at friends and lost those friend all because I kept everything inside I hate showing weakness I was bullied for it as a child but lately I’ve been feeling like I’m at my weakest and it’s starting to show I can’t hide it anymore I don’t want to be seen as weak
Thank you, I'm currently struggling in hospital with an eating disorder and I get alot of anger and i was crying uncontrollably when I clicked in this video but your comment for some reason put a smile on my face, thank you so much 😊
Yeah I could have anger too, but I see no point in being angry on anything anymore... Life is shit, but I am to weak to change that, so I need to deal with this or die. That's no self-pity, that's just the hard truth.
As I ride my skateboard along the road tonight, a gust of wind hits my face, and circulates through my hair. I think of the ones I love I think of the ones I trust I think of the ones who believe, in me. I slowly look up at the stars, keeping my balance. It's beautiful, isn't it? A sudden thought brings pain to my heart. I clench my teeth, and a tear rolls down my soft, cold cheek. Why. Why her. I finally look down, and notice something in the distance. I slow down Headlights. Headlights. Headlights. It is over now. I lay there, on the road, suffering. Why. Why me? I close my eyes and think of the person who couldn't live without me. "I'm sorry".
To the person reading this… May the sounds flood your ears and bring you nothing but complete peace. May it pull you out of that dark hole that you may be in. May it give you the strength to push toward another day. May it bring nothing but peace and blessings your way. Remember you are AMAZING and YOU ARE SOMEBODY!!! 💕
I already know I can't have her, because I feel like I'm never gonna be the right one. But it always makes me happy everyday I see her. Its like the best moments of my life. Before I die, I'd wish to see her face one more time till it fades away out of my mind.
I understand, about two years ago give or take... I was with this beautiful girl... the first time we met was at a week long convention. She had gotten a "crush" on me the first day we met (according to her). I had a secret "crush" on her as well. She hid with her other female friends in a tent probably talking about how she had a crush on me based kn the fact i kept getting told to wait somewhere while they were done talking. Finally they were done and didn't do it for the rest of the week. We sat underneath an oak tree and were carving pictures into it and riding our bikes around camp for fun. The week had ended and she asked for my number. I remember it like it was just the other day. Eventually her friend broke the news to me that she was "in love" with me and her friends stated that she would not stop talking about me. Finally we got together. She meant the world to me we called and met up. We loved each other. There wasn't a night that went by where we weren't talking or where we didn't tell each other goodnight. And then one day... It happened. She broke up with me. I'm not certain why to this day. It shattered us both but more so me than her. Then after ahwile i lost contact because i couldn't see her without breaking down. Then... i started the anger part of the breakup cycle. I immaturely started disrespecting her and i hurt her because of how she shattered me. I started studying everything... From mechanics to psychology. I insulted her and hurt her feelings so much. I attacked her because i couldn't blame myself. Then I stopped for a bit. Apparently she had become suicidal after out breakup and had nearly taken her own life. I never had known. And then... i found out and realized what i had done. And I realized that if she were to have actually followed through with suicide I would have lost myself. I realized that i could have indirectly responsible for the death of a girl i swore to protect, a girl that i would lay my life down for. We met in person after the fact and she pretty much hated and avoided me the whole time... then just last summer I met her again and we had made up with one another before and both apologized for what we had done. And then the week came around once more for where we would see each other again. And I fell for her. There was a few nights where i cried myself to sleep repeating, begging for her not to leave me in the black ever again. The final night came around. We were in a large grandstand area. With my buddies on my right and Her on my left. Me and her were sharing a blanket. The signs were pointed to the fact that i could fix things. And prove to her I was better than what i showed. I knew i should've held her tight held her hand and watched the heart shaped fireworks go off in the sky... but i didn't... idk why but, i didn't. That was my only chance. And... i blew it. It was the only chance I had to make things right. Then and there... finally we wrapped things up and went back home. Not before i finnaly hugged her one last time. I should have looked her in the eyes and told her what i thought. But i didn't. And I regret both of those chances that I missed. But it was still the happiest moment. We still talk, i had a surgery just recently. She said she was coming down for it. She eventually figured out that she couldn't make it. I was heart broken. And I was scared to lose her. And still am. People say I should move on. I've tried... but everything reminds me of her. Moral of the story... take chances don't be afraid. Sure denial is scary, but you may miss out on something like I did. If you read through all of this, i thank you. (There may be small things i left out and if you have questions please ask)
@@DodgeMyViper the reason why its hard to move on is because of love... You see, I have a secret crush on someone and I know we can't be together. I feel like I'm only in the friend zone. She's single. Every time I try dreaming about her, it's really hard since its always fading away. Its only a "crush" not love. (A quick description about her:) I met her like after the first 3 weeks for school "maybe" and my friends introduced me to her. At first I never had the feelings for her. But as times pass by, I would always look at her without her seeing me. In November, 2019 I was talking to my friend, on the way back from lunch at school, and I wasn't paying attention. I was fidgeting with my hands a lot. Sort of like I'm flapping my hands, and soon she pops up near me at the left and then... I touched her someplace at the back. It felt innapropriate, and I glanced at her. Her face was grinning as if she can't say anything and I started apologizing to her. I was like "Oh my god I'm so sorry Leslie!" (Leslie is her name) "it was an accident!" My friend was like "what happened what did you do? Leslie said " no no its fine it was just an accident, forget about it." That was my most embarrassing+ valuable moments with her. •lelie wears glasses, and she looks darn pretty when she takes it off. She most ly wears sweatshirts, and a pair of jeans. So far I've seen her wearing them vans, as well as nike air shoes that are white. She has braces, and looks soooooooooo pretty when she smiles. Leslie laughs weird like I don't know how to sound it out..... So gorgous . she's really smart and she is super nice. And another moment was when my friend got depressed and he couldn't go to school for weeks. The desk arrangement was like pair of two. Like having a table partner. So at the front row, me and my friend mostly seat together, when he dissapeared, Leslie sat where my friend was sitting. Of cours my heart was melting... "Should I go seat next to her!? Oh my this is your chance!" Things popped in my mind, but of course I refused. I sat at a different solo desk, but we had to sit someone because we had to work in pairs. My teacher said, "Leslie, Vincent, why don't you two sit together and work?" I was speechless and Leslie glanced at me. I didn't say a single word, I just grabbed my stuff and walked as if nothing was wrong. As soon as I sat next to Leslie.... I feel it! I started producing crush feelings for her. I can even sense her. And I tried to avoid yye contact because of the thing that happened previously when I accidently touched her. (I couldn't even tell if she liked it or not) it was so awkward sitting next to her, I barely even know her. I mean like I only know her first name and yeah. But the worse part is ... I aalways see her everyday at my 2 class periods. No matter how hard I try not to look at her it just always gets me when she's there. Every night, all dreams were just to be with her. But I can't even dream of her face, every time I almost got it, it just fades away to a different image because its just a crush, not love. Bonus moment: before our decem break, it was Friday and I was feeling pretty sick. At my last academic we sit at the same table. And surprising my she has chocolate boxes and gave it to us. Only whete we were sitting. "Merry chriatmas !" She says, thank you Leslie I replied with a sick voice.. I was guilty I didn't have anything for her. She was so nice to me. But right after the break, around January it was my birthday and I got 400$ for my birthday. So I was planning to ask her if she wanted anything it I can feel that she was trying to refuse my ooffers. She was like "thanks but, I'm okay." "Why though?" She asked. "Remember when you Gave me a gift?" ,'Oh yeah, but you don't have to, that's just nothing" see what I told you, she's super nice. Bit I bought her something instead, because when people act kind to me I give it back to them.
@@zouxhsi6045 (I may repeat some things) You may be right... I love her and i can't stand to be without her. (Her name is Nora) and I get so lost and anxious without her but it's so difficult to see her now since she lives like 2-3 states away. The thing is I'm so worried to lose her, because... it only takes one time to slip up especially over the phone. Trust me, I know. We loved each other once and then we shattered each other's world. And now i seek redemption but it's like everything is trying to prevent me from making it up to her. And because of distance she is slowly but surely moving on. And it also bothers me that she will just start dating some random guy who she met in a year when I've known her through the up and the downs. She brings out the best in me. But enough about me. Based on what you said I can say that in my personal opinion, by how you describe her... that she is into you. I'm pretty good at studying people, I can take people and watch their expressions and know exactly what to and not to say and all that stuff. So I can't say for certain but imo she might have a small crush on you. But if you really want to try to make good memories with her the best you can as more than just friends, then I encourage you... to not make the same mistake as my own, and mentally prepare yourself in knowing that love is painful... so much so that it cancels out other pain. But if someone can prepare themselves for the worst then they have a chance. So I encourage you to sorta ease into it slowly. Maybe see how she reacts around you compared to others, study her expressions, emotions and interests. And then if you think you can deal with the POSSIBILITY of hurt then maybe you should ask her if she feels the same way. Just don't make the same mistake as I and never take your shot and let yourself get taken over by love.
@@DodgeMyViper so today was pretty lonely, We have no school this friday. So yeah. When I went to school today, it was basically already valentines day because all the students had their bears and candies and stuff. I thought I wouldn't get any of those treats from anyone, but there was always *ONE* person who always gives her friends a gift no matter if they have anything for her. It was just felt like a dream as if it was to never happen. Leslie did it again. I never asked for it, but she too nice and generous to give it to me, and her friends. She gave me a box of candy. But its no ordinary candy, its something special that I've never received from anyone. There's always this question in my head saying "Leslie, why are you doing this...." That box of candy meant a lot to me, so basically all the things she touches and gave me, I would write: "Leslie touched this, no matter if it's a piece of paper or a box of candy reminding me of her. But before all that, she just walked in the classroom and when I was standing there, she asked me "here, pick one" I chose a random box and thanked her a lot. I felt so lost and sad that I didn't have anything for her.. I don't understand why she's give them to me but not other guys. But still, that doesn't mean anything at all. Its just normal. As I've said, In my personal thoughts, she only sees me as a friend and nothing else. But in my inside, without her knowing, I have a crush on her, and I can't tell if I'm actually falling in love. Tbh she's the only reason why I get up to go to school Every day. Its like my routine. She's the one that I always see, unlike others girls there's just something about her that's so different. So if I was to wish her something, id wish for her to have someone soon that will make her life the happiest she's ever lived. I mean like If i was dating her rn, which I'm currently not, I'm not really sure if I am that right person, because I have never dated anyone else. So I basically have no personal experience. All I gotta do now is just keep these feelings to myself and one day it will just float away like a balloon that fades every min you look away. I'm really sad to feel this way. But there is always things that you want, but you don't always get it. I don't really know now, I'll be single for the rest of my life. But I will *never* forget Leslie. She is very unique and different from any other girl. Shes my everything that keeps me going. But I have to let it go soon, because it will only hurt more once we walk in separate paths. I'm moving after this semester, and I will leave her taking all my moments and feelings I've made for her trying to soon move on and live my life in joy
@@zouxhsi6045 I highly encourage you to get her number and hopefully manage to keep in touch I also encourage you to ask her why she is doing that for you because if you don't ask... i doubt she will. Maybe you will be more lucky. I think I officially have lost the girl i love so much. I brought up valentines day and i told her that I felt as if she was drifting away. I told her good morning and... she just sorta brushed it off. I said some things that didn't help me and she used them against me because of my stupidity and awkwardness and now she has me blocked on social media and messages and I may neve get her back. Everything reminds me of her. I'm not sure what i would do. I had made her all of this stuff and then... she ditched me and idk what to do now.
I was broken I was beaten I was bruised I was alone I felt worthless they had told me so She came my light Her pale skin Her words some shaped then knieves She was beaten She was bruised Yet she still smiled For a moment I wasnt alone I had worth Then the battle came Her bravery inspired many He sword sharp and deadly She was my light My warrior My bride And one day she had been ripped away The ground stained red with her blood She is gone Taken by ones hatred The dagger had slipped through her heart The children in my arms Are all that's left Their smiles like her's I still visit her grave Of the warrior who saved me Of the woman who chose me She is gone But I will never forget her...
To anyone who is reading this, If you are struggling or ever will struggle in life, remember these words: You are important, you have a purpose and you deserve to be alive. Don't let anyone ever make you think something else. Don't stop fighting because someone said you're weak, don't stop dreaming because someone told you dreams aren't real and don't stop hoping even in the worst moments. Remember tommorow could be a better day. Take a deep breath and think of the good times. Just the good times, don't let your mind slide away from them. It could be times spent with your friends, family, people you love and many other people and things. Focus on these moments and remember there is always someone for you. Don't give up, because you are worth living :) Have a good day!
TRACKLIST 0:00 - For Her 04:32 - Rain 07:53 - Nannis 10:21 - Ethereal Limerence 13:21 - Aurora Borealis 16:10 - I Won’t Let You Go 18:47 - Away 20:54 - You and Me 23:22 - Earth (Atis Freivalds & Tino Danielzik) 26:02 - The Light Between Us 28:42 - One More Time To Live
Each sealed rose holds a memory of what they once were. Men, women and children who’s memories grow from the dirt are covered in thorns with the fear that they will be forgotten. But you made a promise. You made a promise to let them go. To return them to their families. So keep that promise and never look back. They are strong, but you let in the darkness to see the light. That makes you stronger.
Because most people don't fight for what they have. They always want more. Envious of those who live different lives, and not appreciating what is right in front of you. If it's not worth fighting for, it's not worth having.
Start listening at nannis: The scene is a nursery, a mother is holding her infant and making them laugh. The infant is laughing in the arms of their loving mother, without any idea that there will be a time in their childhood they have to say good bye and face the world without her...the baby laughing so carefree so happily... There are many who know of a mother who loses their child which I may never and hope to never know that feeling...what of us who lose our mothers and grow up without her? That song somehow resonates with me, once we motherless adults were carefree infants safe in her arms...
Everything comes to an end... and you don't know when the end is gonna happen. All you can do is cherish the time you have left with the people you love.
I can't wait to have Endgame on blu ray so I can watch it alone at 2 in the morning and finally cry at the end like I didn't have the courage to in the theater.
Nannis is just a masterpiece. You get this feeling of overwhelming dread and sorrow as you realize that this song isn't as happy as the child's laughter may trick you into thinking. It makes you imagine that something terrible has happened and you are looking back on the events and are wishing that you could do anything to fix it. It's like you are a parent and the child is dead, this song gives you the feeling of looking back on those events prior to the death, wishing for any substantial outcome that could change the course of life and grant your child a chance to see the world for a bit longer than they already have. But what has happened has happened and those ghostly laughs of the child are to haunt you and break your heart. It is a truly wonderful piece of Orchestral art and it will forever be embedded in my mind as one of the most tragic tracks I've ever had the joy to listen to. P.S many of these 'Sad' songs go great with the sad stories of Dark Souls lore
The song makes me cry your description made me cry even more what I thought is that the child laughing was my laugh and how I was once extremely happy and oblivious to everything negative and I so wish I could just go back... it really hit something inside of me
the song brings about a feeling of sadness as it makes us realise how much potential we have and how great we could be or would have been and yet we still stuck ..and cant get out of an invisible box that limits us its like we know what we must do and yet we just cant ..and it hurts
These songs are sad but express how to feel when you just lost someone you knew for a year but felt like an eternity. My friend died at 1 am Saturday morning from saving a girl from the riptide. He got pulled down, he body was found hours later, he died a hero but died so young. I will forever be his friend and miss him for eternity. RIP Joseph Thomas, I love you, May you rock on in heaven.
What... Is love? Is’nt that a support for both of us? A Support to survive all along? Remeber when we first met? We were at the plains. Dancing through the roses. You promised! You promised you would wait for me! I promised I would survive the war to marry you! Why...Why won’t you wait just one year. All these honor, All these pride. Just to be worthy of you... Why....................... Below the beautiful stars... A knight took off his armour, a one decorated with awards. His eyes becomed cystallised as he see the women in his hands. The one he loved.
Feelings of sadness and sorrow aren’t bad at all, They reflect how deeply we cared, They reveal that we aren’t emotionally numb nor dead inside, We still feel, We still regret, We will still try to care once more, Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow But we will try...
i keep coming back to this video. because i can never escape how i’m feeling. i’ve tried. so, future me.. why are you still here? it’s been so long and you’re doing nothing. nothing at all. you need to stand up because i keep coming back here. change..
Don't let you're mind talk to you, let you talk to you're mind. Dont tell you're self you cant constantly. Look at you're self. You're worth it. Go get it. There might be hard times where you just say to you're self you cant, even on small things. Put you're just putting it in dark situations. Look at it in another view. Time is ticking. Make you're self worth it, but dont push to hard. Dont make you're self go to deep inside life. Sometimes its better to let someone go. You might think you just aren't worth it, but trust me when I say this, the world would be a little less amazing without you're amazing brightness to light the way. There is going to be that one person you're going to meet if life that will be there for you. That won't care if you're perfect. That one care if you never get good scores. That will cry if you go and dissapear. Nobody will ever be like you. Nobody will ever smile like you, dress like you, be like you, my sunshine. Because everyone has a small delectate reason to be here. Just like a glass breaking. You throw it out. Not another chance to be at use. Rethink it in another way, and trust me it will be worth it. Thank you for reading this, and please be carful. Good bye. c:
the song Nannies, made me cry, i feel like that song reminds me when i was a baby girl while my gaurdian angel...my dad.. watching over me.... oh I miss him so much😭😭😭😭
It's not even rage. It's not even pain. It's an orchestra of demonstrated torment over, and over, and over again. But it's not a void. A void is something you ain't gettin' out of. And you can always get out.
Just remember that without darkness, there is no light. Without pain and sorrow, there is no hope. Without south, there is no north. Without east, there is no west. *Without life there is no death, and opposite*
People like you are the Real heroes you have something in your heart and soul that many people have forgotten be proud make more of that one day the World will need people like you trust me be strong and life forward people like you gave me hope that humanity are not lost thank you
And so the solider wandered of into a bliss and found himself in the arms of his loved ones after so long apart for this warriors story has come to an end
This...is how i feel...for my one true love...its so real..so powerfull...ive messed up...i see the right path now...i love you...i cature each rose...the symbol of love in my heart...all of them for you...never stoping...never giving up...my one...my friend...my true love...forever...i keep them all for you...crying...hoping you feel it...feel it too...my pain...my love, our love...my sorrow...im sorry...im here...ready...waiting...nothing will EVER get in he way of our love and path together! I love you FOREVER! Im sorry...please forgive me? Say you will come home???....💓....😢
I listen to this when I become my own self. I have apart in me that I don’t usually show and it’s hard for me to show it but when I hear this it just helps me so much to take the real me out. I know that there is a secret part and everyone that you don’t know yet but soon discover and I hope this will help you.
I...I am only who I really am when I listen to music. It makes me think about the entire world. It makes me want to change the world. But I am a weak soul and only a single negative person instantly destroys me. I am always afraid of people I can't help. And so. I end up helping nobody. I end up alone because I am too awkward around other people. Because nobody that I know can even come close to understanding my outlook on life. If I try to explain how I feel then they just don't understand. I don't know if I want to live anymore and yet I am terrified of the prospect of dying. Life is truly a cruel joke. Is there or isn't there a god. What is reality really? Obviously... no one can say for it isn't really words. I look at the stars in a different way than others fo for one thing. Many appreciate them for how beautiful they are or ignore them entirely. In reality though what you are looking at may not even be alive anymore. And if it is alive it isn't where it was when that light was emitted. I guess I should stop ranting so I will
What is there to existence if we had no hardships. What is there to existence if we no balance. The ocean needs to moon to manage her tides or there will only be chaos. People say that they wish they never existed but you haven't even fathomed what existence truly is. Your existence is everything around you, it's the warm water you feel on you cheeks when you bathe, it's the sorrow you feel when you go through hardships, it is the music you hear when want escape to a different world. My darling your existence is as complex as the universe itself. Your existence is the universe its is both spiritual and beautiful. A bundle of complexity and simplicity, we yet to understand.
So I'm not the only one who does this 😂 (since I'm also a writer, I also like to recommend certain songs to play when reading specific parts/chapters to help add to the emotion)
Everyone out here with sad stories and going through deep stuff...I must be the only one who came here for inspiration. I write books and sad music helps me when I'm writing a really sad or dramatic scene. I hope everyone feels better, you are stronger than you think and theres no better you than the you that you are.❤
I also come here from a hopeless place yet I have hope and joy I know we’ll meet again. My wish and prayer is that God send his messengers to give everyone here the hope to keep moving to happier days with the promise the story doesn’t end in tragedy and loss it ends in a glorious reunion a finale so great it can never be undone together forever. Don’t let the night deceive you light is coming and when it does your heart is gonna sing again.
it's so sad that I can't forget her... we broke up almost 5 months ago and I still living this way... not living :( It's like I'm locked in a room and I can't find a way out and I can't stop being sad and depressed. I loved that person so much that I could not even explain how it was... So many years of laughts and travelings and good memories and idk, I feel like I've already lived the peak of my life
I really don't know what to say because I am very inexperienced, but I feel the urge to say something, so, even if you don't believe these words, it will get better, you will find the key to unlock the doors of that room and get out of it, or someone else will give them to you. I believe in you, you can do it. I don't know how you are feeling, but I also have that feeling that I am locked in a room and I cannot get out of... But I am slowly getting out of it, and you will too. Letting go of the past is not easy, but you will be able to do that someday.❤
Bro...try to forget her as fast u can. It‘s been 3 years now. I still see her in my dreams. I can‘t build up new relationships, I feel like I‘m unable to build up feelings. Please try to get over it asap, this feeling is awful.
7:57 wow... that laugh of a little girl really got me. My friend lost one of her four year old little sisters two years ago and that was the hardest day of her entire life. She was so happy and she really didn't deserve a fate like that. Even I cried for hours when I heard about it. She was too young...
I really love how people from around the world are connected through these beautiful sounds, how many people can feel others' pain happiness and stories through this. Music is sure one of the chains connecting souls.
Such beauty... when you listen to it, doesn't your mind calms down..? Because it calms me down, it relaxes me, and keeps my mind off of a lot of things. 💯💯
A loss can mean many thing to loose a game or your keys is something but to me when ever I hear that word one thing comes to mind...a person,a heart,and a kind soul....my grandmother who I lost years ago but I hold gilt on my shoulders. Because if only I knew she was sick but no blindness over took me but she will always be in my heart ❤️ may god bless you all and you lost ones.
Reminds me of the shiny knight, and a quote famous by Atticus '"I don't believe in magic.", the young boy said. The old man smiled, "You will when you see her."
God is always in our hearts guys. In the toughest times, he always makes a way. It may take time, but soon it will happen. God is our Savior and our one and only King. When we are close to Death, remember death is sins last strike on us during our weakest state. After that, your with your descendants..
believing in a supernatural being designed to be the perfect person to help and guide us made sense once. but look at the world now. can your god fix that..? it won't be by a miracle.. not one god can create. think about it. an all mighty overlord, born from seemingly nothing. a fourth dimensional being, if you will. one that has control over everything, even before the universe was created. a being that can somehow know what's happening to every single thing in the universe simultaneously. a being that can predict the future, create blessings.. but one that couldn't have just made it so nothing bad ever happened? making it impossible for satan to have fallen to hell. highly unlikely, and coming from a person who spent most of their life in religion only to come out of it with a realistic view on reality.. it's terrifying once you're atheist. you've seen what goes on on the inside. you know what it's like being in church, worshipping a being that everyone else knew was there. a being that everyone else was able to feel protected by. _everyone else_ really believed and felt the spirit or something like that. everyone there did. except for you. you're alone, trying to pray, praying for something. an answer. something to keep your faith standing. you go and ask for help, everyone tells you that it'll come in time or that not all prayers can be answered. you panic, you're alone, you have nowhere to go. you're almost 11 now, everything is broken. you don't want to go to church anymore, it feels wrong. you keep this to yourself from now on because you don't want people to think you're crazy. 12th birthday rolls around. you've lost all hope at such a young age due to growing up with information overload. you don't believe in the slightest anymore. it makes you uncomfortable. you're 13 now. swear in private. isolate yourself like mad. now you're really terrified of religion. you're scared to even be in a religious family, and not only for that reason. you identified yourself as an asexual lesbian a few months before turning 13. eventually, you muster up just enough courage to tell your dad you're lesbian and atheist. dad talks to you for an hour about the atheist part. essentially ignores the fact that you're gay. you would've been more comfortable telling your mother, but she wasn't home yet and all your courage is out the window. your dad might have told her. the days go by, your history teacher is really good with emotional support. she asks you if you're okay, you talk to her. she tells your mother for your own safety which you understand, but it scares you. your mom reveals to you how she knows you've been struggling with faith. dad might have told her. but she says nothing about your sexuality. months pass. 2020 rolls around in all its hellish glory. someone gets dangerously close to being the cause of you taking your own life. australia burns. you get a girlfriend for a little while. you don't expect it to last forever, but once it's over you can't help but need her back. covid-19 spreads as a pandemic. ww3 is just around the corner. global warming is ignored. you realize that today, the only hope you have left is her. no god can help you. no god could have fixed this if he tried. he couldn't just snap his fingers and everything would go back to normal. why couldn't he have made everyone believe in him in the first place. no god is going to help you, only you can do that. but you need her with you. you need her before you're too broken to keep yourself alive. you have nothing without her, and you'd gladly hand everything over to let her be safe and happy.
@Abigail Watson I feel you. I keep going to my psychiatrist, i keep taking my meds and i am trying to work on myself but nothing works. Even if He exist, He clearly doesn't care. So... why should i care about Him, if He doesn't care about me? About US? And other, thousands of innocent who suffer, every day. For nothing.
@Abigail Watson "Theee secreeet of faaaaaith" What a joke. There are too many questions that noone can answer to keep believing. And too many lies. Others say that God is lovely but all you need to do, is just read the Bible to realise that something is wrong. Life is *not* a fairytale. And the Bible - is, as far as i know.
Sometimes the hurt and pain just over powers me, and then I think about all of the bad thoughts. But there is one person who truly believes in me. So I'll keep trying. Everytime I think about all of the bad, I think about her and it all goes away. Some times all we need is a hug or someone to believe in us. That's all it takes.
When i was younger, i thought that my imagination was a gift. But today i know that it's not a gift. It's a curse. Seeing such beautifull things when you are imprisoned In reality never was and never will be a gift...
You’re right. But you have the curse, so you might as well make the most of it. I can see from your comment you are talented, so express yourself through your imagination. I send you my love 💓
00:00 He had traveled for days. The sand flys and flows through the deserted town. He walks further into the light. He see’s a lost soul. He continues pressing on past the memory’s of those he had lost. Eventually he made it to the Eternal Shrine. “Farther have I made you proud?” He says as he kneels down before it. “Tell Joseph I will see him soon...” He took in one more deep breath. He listens to the wind flow past him, and how it brushed against his face before the fall ended.
"You can rest now. No more suffering... we are fine... we are safe... you need to rest ok. no more battles, no more screams... Just well earned overdue sleep...Dream of us, will you? and know that you made this possible.. and that we will never let your sacrifice be forgotten or tainted, sleep and dream young one... your time to rest... has finally.. come."
Alright I gotta share my take on the image used in this video for the 5 people that will read this. It makes me envision a fantasy RPG game where the area in the image is your starting zone and your hub where you can return to heal, level up, etc somewhat like Dark Souls. You're told very early on that the flowers are exceptional healing items (there are other healing items, but these are special) and that you should use them very sparingly, although the reason for this is never given. Toward the end of the game you discover that every flower represents a cherished memory held between the protagonist and his/her loved one who was lost and forgotten but re-remembered at that moment, and depending on how many flowers you plucked the protagonist will remember varying amounts of their time together. Pick too many and the memories are lost forever.
As soon as that first note hit I could tell this soundtrack was going to speak to me. A minute in and I was in tears. It makes me think of everything that I was never able to achieve, all the failures I’ve had, and just sheer loneliness. Thank you for giving me this.
I imagined myself after 60 years from now, my children leaving with their grandchildren after their little visiting time, I go to my room and notice a box on the top shelf. I carefully grab it and take a better look at it with my shaking hands. "Memories" is barely seen from the dirty tape, on top of the box. I slowly rip it open, seeing pictures and posters of people, and a ...lamp. They were all covered in dust. I wiped it off a little from one of the pictures and that's when I remembered it all. All the great memories I had about them, how I laughed along with them even though I couldn't understand what they were saying. I always cried when they cried, feeling empathy through the other side of the screen. I took the lamp, or, that's what my family called it, pressed the light button, it still worked. I smiled at the great feeling of holding my ARMY bomb once again in my hands. How I used to have my own little 'concerts' in my room, dancing, singing along the music blasting through the speakers while shaking the lightstick around. I took one of the pictures into my hands, looking at their youthful face. _It was my group photocard._ All the others pictures and posters were there too, smiling back at me. I stood up, I wanted to spread my inner young wings again and fly high to the sky, to the limit of loving myself, as that was what BTS taught me to do all those years, when we were young. Thank you 💜 (for reading this short cringy ass story)
Judging from the title, I have created something. " There is no king without a queen, no prince without a princess, no knight without the woman he fights for". Turns out, the music is more deep than I ever thought it to be...
You said I could be anything, so I became a shooting star I blazed, I burned, I shone And you loved me. But you forgot to tell me The world is cruel And that shooting stars die out fast. I blazed, I burned, I shone, And I crumbled to ashes. Breaking though your atmosphere Broke me. You said I could be anything, So I became a shooting star. I burned out and you left me cold. Now I am a meteor, I landed from space, I am powerful, cold, and hard. Sometimes I wish I was a shooting star, Blazing, burning, shining... But earth weighs me down. You said you'd do anything for me But now You do anything For her.
As your eyes meet mine My senses go numb Like stars they shine My heart like drums I can see the pain That runs so deep Tears fall like rain As you weep But I can see more A love so pure Down to the core It gives me fervor As your eyes meet mine
i was just listening to this in the background without much thought (distracted from trying to make myself write), when Nannis started playing and hell if that baby didn't make me immediately tear up with the music. That was amazing
Make sure to check out second part of this series ''ESCAPE'': ua-cam.com/video/0deloq_VqGs/v-deo.html
Not so bad
Ay this was 4 years ago and you'd till check out your videos
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Once a turle said
"Yesterday is history,
Tomorrow is a mistory.
But today is a gift.
Thats why it is called present"
- Oogway
Kungfu panda! 😥
“Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, and today is a gift--that is why it is called the present.”
Why you do Master Oogway like that “a turle” he’s a Tortoise lmao
it’s mystery not mistory
no existe pasado presente o futuro xd ....
If anyone reads this, my dad passed away a few weeks ago and tonight my grandpa passed away as well. My family and I are worried that my grandma isn't going to stay with us much longer, b/c of how much she loved him. And she's always saying that she is ready to go whenever that day comes. I don't want to lose my grandma too. Please pray for me and my family.
may God helps you through it all , i m sorry for your loss :(
I am so sorry. I know what it is like to loose loved ones. My grandmother passed away due to cancer. She suffered for a long time and she said the same I'm ready to go when the time comes. Unfortunately she gave her last breathe looking at my face. Hope you will get better.
Find peace in the fact that she is also at peace with her being ready. Why do wish that she lives longer when she will only live with pain in missing your grandfather, she’s ready, it’s what she wants, let her be.
Hey how is she doing?
It’s gonna happen eventually just spend the best times with him and accept that you had all this time with him, some people only saw there grandpa for only a couple months and some never at all, but you got lucky. Losing a father is extremely hard and I’ll pray for you but spend your life being happy and grateful for the time you had with him, cause life is too short to complain
Along the dry green grass, he walked tirelessly. His shield, scratched and scarred, weighed him down heavily. His dirty, dented armour wore loose around his body as he dragged legs forward. The night sky, filled with an ethereal glow of many forgotten colours, lit his way. His helmet sat tightly upon his head, his face of youth hidden in a shroud of war, its dull complexion shone just slightly in the gregarious light.
He was a fool. Alike many others. He believed in the bishops’ promise. He knew blood lead to damnation, and but was told more would lead to sanctuary. He had believed and followed them to the Holy Lands. He believed he fought in valour, but only in fool’s honour. Many had the youth killed, many more he would have if he had let the zeal let him. He was a fool, sharing the stage with many more, and only he had left. A damning trickery had lead him there, now a regretful insight had lead him back.
He doesn’t believe in much anymore. Many had lied to the youth, and he knew many more would.
He left in the night, after the fools raided what they were supposed to liberate. A deserter, or traitor is what they may call him, but he knew he had already committed those crimes long ago.
Now he strolls the lands back to his home, though a long way. Here he continues his regretful melancholy in a field of grass, unlike the lands he battled. A land which he had never seen. A land filled with simple complexity on a divine scale. The green grass drifted in the soft push of wind and the stars drifted in the soft mechanisms of the universe. Both come in contrast to each other. Though vastly different, they exist as one, playing they roles as they must, and stoically peaceful.
Along the ridge, he sees them. Roses. Roses of blood red, and pear green, enclosed in a royal glass of solitude. The youth approached and studied. The red head stood strong and the end of its green pillar, the glass casing imbedded itself in the ground around it, cutting it off from outside intervention. The youth grasped the glass in natural curiosity.
The simple touch of the handle unleashed the utmost complex and brilliant secrets of the universe, life and everything. The way the wind blows, why the stars move, how the waves form, why the bees sting. The Rose. He finally understood. He understood the very foundation on which everything relies.
Balance
There must be war for peace
There must be complexity for simplicity
The pillar must hold for life
April 6, 2020. Obligatory thanks:
The long and short of this is pure passion. It’s not professional, it’s terrible to some, and great to others. To me, it’s something to look back to every time I’m down, every time I feel like a useless potato. The fact that I have 1k likes on a stupid story amazes me, and I am beyond humbled by this attention. I am even prouder of the fact that this inspires some of you, and for that, I thank you.
I have no plans for the future, maybe I’ll write, maybe not. If I do, I won’t forget this comment. Thank you.
I am a disappointment to my parents this needs to get more attention
Damn, You really should be a writer. This needs more attention.
Holy crap me and my friend were telling sad stories so i put on as a joke, but then i read your comment. like damn
I now know the meaning of life 😇
K I'm sorry...this is beautiful. But your profile pic made me laugh like, really hard.
~The way i lived, the things i did,
~The memories I saved, the moments i created,
~The changes i made, the person i became,
~The love i gave, the trust i made,
~The faith i had, and the hope i praised,
~Whatever I did was for her,
~Darkness can now be seen,
~Vague emptiness surrounds me,
~Time may be short But with her it felt like an eternity,
~But without her will i ever find peace?
~I tremble on every step i take,
~And i die thinking of her everyday,
~Could it be better, will it be good?
~Perhaps i lost my life's sole purpose
~As i walk without hope, a hopless dream
~As i drown in this deep ocean of pain and misery,
~I hold onto her, and our memories,
~The hand that was once there to set me free,
~Is no longer there, I'm crying endlessly.
~No reason to go for, No reason to live for,
~It was all for her as I Couldn't Let Us Go.....
Nice text bro 👍🏼
I feel this, my girlfriend died last year. And this is exactly what I felt, I really do hope you didnt have to go through the same thing my friend.
@@exodrynamix48jt69 during that time i was actually going through a hard time with this special "friend" and i wasn't really in good place but that what led me to writting this and as much i dont wanna admit, i couldn't write it properly cz it was hurting
@@exodrynamix48jt69 and telling you that my girlfriend is alive would be a lie.... Poetry comes from experience and mine is fueled by experience, the more i experience the better it gets. So as hard the reality is to face, i did go to some pretty tough thinhs and i can understand how it's like losing someone you loved, it's like losing a peice of yourself, I'm sorry.
@@the_dragonwolf thanks man
this music is like a hidden door to the deepest corners of our soul
Yeah, everyone in the comments became philosophers xD
Gets me close to the planet venus and creating women to have kids one day who no longer can have kids I know of stuff like this jesus stuff fixed my mums hip and a broken back on my dog
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It really is man it really is couldn’t describe what the sound meant so I am with you 100% mate👍🏼
I ain’t got one of them , can I get it on amazon ?
these songs remind me of two quotes:
“Just because I’m strong enough to handle pain, doesn’t mean I deserve it.”- Ekaterina Cacilie
“how are we supposed to escape our past when it keeps finding ways to haunt us?”- Mercy
Answer to second quote:
by accepting your past.
@@writer8799 you can accept your past and still be haunted by it. there are many things i've accepted about my past but they still get to me now and then they cross my mind.
@@anime4life209 If you truly accept, you can handle it. Because it becomes your friend, not your enemy.
I speak out of experiences.
@@anime4life209 At least it won't get to you as it has before
@@writer8799 fair enough. truth be told those two quotes were actually of my own making. i'm a bit of a writer myself. and both Mercy and Ekaterina are characters of mine who both are connected each other due to a horrific past that they shared together, though the circumstances of each quote are different.
I just gave birth to a baby that died on dec 4 2019 at 7:30am and I felt like hearing that child laugh was my daughter saying I’m okay . I’m devastated and hurt I cry every day . My heart is broken.
Don't be sad , u child don't want u to be sad
I'm sorry
It is a dramatic misfortune that nobody should ever be struck by, and I know that people telling not to be sad are usually useless and you often feel like they just can't understand, but remember that you don't have to drown in sorrow and forsake your own living; live a full life, free and fueled by the love for and of your child, because a life full of love is the greatest celebration of life itself and the only way we have to overcome death.
I am so sorry.
I was born December 5th
its hard to answer the question
"whats wrong?"
when nothing feels right
💔
"Everything."
Fucking world
When shutting off seems better than staying on.
Wow I never really thought of it like that but I think that makes sense to me now that I read it
You feel tired...
You feel broken...
You dont know how to handle your live...
You feel alone
You don't know what is inside your Heart, because it hurts...
I have the Music in my Heart,
I can only feel this Beautiful music,
The Music is a part of my Heart,
I can say everything with this Music,
I show everyone this music,
I take your pain from you away and give it to me...
Give me all your hurt...
All the sadness of the world...
When i have every single hurt, pain and sadness of the world in my Heart,
I will die slowly for Every Sadness, Every Pain, Every Hurt...
Just be free of all those and let me go..........
I don't come back,
I am on a better place now and I will see you in the future when you come to me.
I always knew I had a greater side in boxing with all the adrenaline running throughout my body as though I had skydive and survived then cry while still fighting at the same time😤😭🙊
I cried at this comment
*I miss a beautiful girl I'm alone in the pouring rain*
Everythings gonna be alright....
I don't know how to handle my live either😢 so relatable
BRAIN: I’m working but I’m stupid,depressed and suicidal.
HEART: I’m beating but I don’t feel alive I’m in so much pain and broken.
LUNGS: I’m breathing but it feels heavy and hard to breath
EYES: I’m holding to many tears, I can’t handle it any longer.
HANDS: I want to cut, scratch, and strangle myself.
ARMS AND LEGS: I’m full of cuts, scratches, and scars.
FACE: I’m ugly. I try to be pretty with makeup but I’m always ugly.
MOUTH: I lie. I smiled. I’m smiling. I will keep on smiling.
Truly represents my boyfriend's depression.
She-Demon Andrea imagine having a boyfriend (on my side a girlfriend)
Dick: Hahah up we go
Brain: im depressed, suicidal, scared, lost
Heart: broken, black, im still beating but i don't want to i want to rest im tired
Lungs: im so suffocated of this world i can't breath im gasping for escape
Legs and arms: there's scars but mostly on stomach too afraid to show
Eyes: i feel tears too many but i have to hide them but it keeps getting harder
Hands: cut, posion, strangle
Body: i want to give up, everythings so numb and empty, im tired i dont wanna move anymore, i give up im poisoning everything in this world i wanna delete this body,face,persona,soul, and die in peace
I know how you feel I had 2 years with depression and it brakes my soul when I look back to see people who are like the person I was last year....
Life is what you make of it, and change is inevitable. Understand this and you understand yourself
Redox life is pointless.
It really is....
Redox With lives comes death. Death is inevitable, loss is inevitable, heartbreak is inevitable, oblivion is inevitable. There is a point when you can’t make anything of life. It’s a metaphor, almost like how you can’t shape a stone with your hands. You can’t shape life either and can’t make anything of it.
Pain is inevitable...
Redox I have no idea what I was a good time l I love you so much better if you don't back 😢👍🏻
I doubt this will be seen but for those of you who do see it, I just hope it helps you somehow.
There's a lot of us who hold onto our anger. Maybe that was from someone who wronged you or maybe that was from your childhood. I used to be just like them. Over the years, as I grew, I realized how pointless that anger was. It wasn't accomplishing anything for me. It just started to fade over the years. I learned to accept it and deal with the anger. I didn't have to like what happened. I just started asking myself "Why am I still angry about it?". Self-pity definitely didn't work. Letting go of that anger, at first, was a bit hard for me because I held onto it for so long. I did eventually let it go. Maybe telling someone would've helped me but self-pity and my refusal to show weakness to people only made me more bitter. Which led to lashing out and having a short temper.
Now that I have let go of that anger, I look back at it and I'm actually thankful it happened. It helped me learn to deal with my anger and not lash out at people. I look back at it as a sort of lesson. It helped me develop some of my personality in a way. I'm much more happy now. I hope this helps anyone who reads it.
Sherry Jiang I have a lot of anger I’ve lashed out at friends and lost those friend all because I kept everything inside I hate showing weakness I was bullied for it as a child but lately I’ve been feeling like I’m at my weakest and it’s starting to show I can’t hide it anymore I don’t want to be seen as weak
Thank you, I'm currently struggling in hospital with an eating disorder and I get alot of anger and i was crying uncontrollably when I clicked in this video but your comment for some reason put a smile on my face, thank you so much 😊
Yeah I could have anger too, but I see no point in being angry on anything anymore... Life is shit, but I am to weak to change that, so I need to deal with this or die. That's no self-pity, that's just the hard truth.
Thankyou for this :)
As I ride my skateboard along the road tonight, a gust of wind hits my face, and circulates through my hair.
I think of the ones I love
I think of the ones I trust
I think of the ones who believe, in me.
I slowly look up at the stars, keeping my balance.
It's beautiful, isn't it?
A sudden thought brings pain to my heart.
I clench my teeth, and a tear rolls down my soft, cold cheek.
Why.
Why her.
I finally look down, and notice something in the distance.
I slow down
Headlights.
Headlights.
Headlights.
It is over now.
I lay there, on the road, suffering.
Why.
Why me?
I close my eyes and think of the person who couldn't live without me.
"I'm sorry".
I'm sorry I know how you feel
You thought your first kiss was from Jojo but it was I Dio!
you really got hit by a car!?!?!?! I hope you get better soon! 😬😃
One word....OUCH
So many people didn’t get this and it makes me feel. A truly beautiful piece man, no words.
Letting go of the things you love the most isn't weakness. It demands a strong person for that sacrifice.
Indeed......
@@jesseyess9463 And eventually hope comes knocking back on your door. ✌🏻
@@tobey4678 *smiles* that's beautiful. You're beautiful. Peace and hope crouches at yours 🤗
To the person reading this…
May the sounds flood your ears and bring you nothing but complete peace. May it pull you out of that dark hole that you may be in. May it give you the strength to push toward another day. May it bring nothing but peace and blessings your way. Remember you are AMAZING and YOU ARE SOMEBODY!!! 💕
I already know I can't have her, because I feel like I'm never gonna be the right one. But it always makes me happy everyday I see her. Its like the best moments of my life. Before I die, I'd wish to see her face one more time till it fades away out of my mind.
I understand, about two years ago give or take... I was with this beautiful girl... the first time we met was at a week long convention. She had gotten a "crush" on me the first day we met (according to her). I had a secret "crush" on her as well. She hid with her other female friends in a tent probably talking about how she had a crush on me based kn the fact i kept getting told to wait somewhere while they were done talking. Finally they were done and didn't do it for the rest of the week. We sat underneath an oak tree and were carving pictures into it and riding our bikes around camp for fun. The week had ended and she asked for my number. I remember it like it was just the other day. Eventually her friend broke the news to me that she was "in love" with me and her friends stated that she would not stop talking about me. Finally we got together. She meant the world to me we called and met up. We loved each other. There wasn't a night that went by where we weren't talking or where we didn't tell each other goodnight. And then one day... It happened. She broke up with me. I'm not certain why to this day. It shattered us both but more so me than her. Then after ahwile i lost contact because i couldn't see her without breaking down. Then... i started the anger part of the breakup cycle. I immaturely started disrespecting her and i hurt her because of how she shattered me. I started studying everything... From mechanics to psychology. I insulted her and hurt her feelings so much. I attacked her because i couldn't blame myself. Then I stopped for a bit. Apparently she had become suicidal after out breakup and had nearly taken her own life. I never had known. And then... i found out and realized what i had done. And I realized that if she were to have actually followed through with suicide I would have lost myself. I realized that i could have indirectly responsible for the death of a girl i swore to protect, a girl that i would lay my life down for. We met in person after the fact and she pretty much hated and avoided me the whole time... then just last summer I met her again and we had made up with one another before and both apologized for what we had done. And then the week came around once more for where we would see each other again. And I fell for her. There was a few nights where i cried myself to sleep repeating, begging for her not to leave me in the black ever again. The final night came around. We were in a large grandstand area. With my buddies on my right and Her on my left. Me and her were sharing a blanket. The signs were pointed to the fact that i could fix things. And prove to her I was better than what i showed. I knew i should've held her tight held her hand and watched the heart shaped fireworks go off in the sky... but i didn't... idk why but, i didn't. That was my only chance. And... i blew it. It was the only chance I had to make things right. Then and there... finally we wrapped things up and went back home. Not before i finnaly hugged her one last time. I should have looked her in the eyes and told her what i thought. But i didn't. And I regret both of those chances that I missed. But it was still the happiest moment. We still talk, i had a surgery just recently. She said she was coming down for it. She eventually figured out that she couldn't make it. I was heart broken. And I was scared to lose her. And still am. People say I should move on. I've tried... but everything reminds me of her. Moral of the story... take chances don't be afraid. Sure denial is scary, but you may miss out on something like I did. If you read through all of this, i thank you. (There may be small things i left out and if you have questions please ask)
@@DodgeMyViper the reason why its hard to move on is because of love...
You see, I have a secret crush on someone and I know we can't be together. I feel like I'm only in the friend zone. She's single. Every time I try dreaming about her, it's really hard since its always fading away. Its only a "crush" not love. (A quick description about her:) I met her like after the first 3 weeks for school "maybe" and my friends introduced me to her. At first I never had the feelings for her. But as times pass by, I would always look at her without her seeing me. In November, 2019 I was talking to my friend, on the way back from lunch at school, and I wasn't paying attention. I was fidgeting with my hands a lot. Sort of like I'm flapping my hands, and soon she pops up near me at the left and then... I touched her someplace at the back. It felt innapropriate, and I glanced at her.
Her face was grinning as if she can't say anything and I started apologizing to her. I was like "Oh my god I'm so sorry Leslie!" (Leslie is her name) "it was an accident!" My friend was like "what happened what did you do?
Leslie said " no no its fine it was just an accident, forget about it." That was my most embarrassing+ valuable moments with her. •lelie wears glasses, and she looks darn pretty when she takes it off. She most ly wears sweatshirts, and a pair of jeans. So far I've seen her wearing them vans, as well as nike air shoes that are white. She has braces, and looks soooooooooo pretty when she smiles. Leslie laughs weird like I don't know how to sound it out..... So gorgous . she's really smart and she is super nice. And another moment was when my friend got depressed and he couldn't go to school for weeks. The desk arrangement was like pair of two. Like having a table partner. So at the front row, me and my friend mostly seat together, when he dissapeared, Leslie sat where my friend was sitting. Of cours my heart was melting... "Should I go seat next to her!? Oh my this is your chance!" Things popped in my mind, but of course I refused. I sat at a different solo desk, but we had to sit someone because we had to work in pairs. My teacher said, "Leslie, Vincent, why don't you two sit together and work?" I was speechless and Leslie glanced at me. I didn't say a single word, I just grabbed my stuff and walked as if nothing was wrong. As soon as I sat next to Leslie.... I feel it! I started producing crush feelings for her. I can even sense her. And I tried to avoid yye contact because of the thing that happened previously when I accidently touched her. (I couldn't even tell if she liked it or not) it was so awkward sitting next to her, I barely even know her. I mean like I only know her first name and yeah. But the worse part is ... I aalways see her everyday at my 2 class periods. No matter how hard I try not to look at her it just always gets me when she's there. Every night, all dreams were just to be with her. But I can't even dream of her face, every time I almost got it, it just fades away to a different image because its just a crush, not love.
Bonus moment: before our decem break, it was Friday and I was feeling pretty sick. At my last academic we sit at the same table. And surprising my she has chocolate boxes and gave it to us. Only whete we were sitting. "Merry chriatmas !" She says, thank you Leslie I replied with a sick voice.. I was guilty I didn't have anything for her. She was so nice to me. But right after the break, around January it was my birthday and I got 400$ for my birthday. So I was planning to ask her if she wanted anything it I can feel that she was trying to refuse my ooffers. She was like "thanks but, I'm okay." "Why though?" She asked. "Remember when you Gave me a gift?" ,'Oh yeah, but you don't have to, that's just nothing" see what I told you, she's super nice. Bit I bought her something instead, because when people act kind to me I give it back to them.
@@zouxhsi6045 (I may repeat some things) You may be right... I love her and i can't stand to be without her. (Her name is Nora) and I get so lost and anxious without her but it's so difficult to see her now since she lives like 2-3 states away. The thing is I'm so worried to lose her, because... it only takes one time to slip up especially over the phone. Trust me, I know. We loved each other once and then we shattered each other's world. And now i seek redemption but it's like everything is trying to prevent me from making it up to her. And because of distance she is slowly but surely moving on. And it also bothers me that she will just start dating some random guy who she met in a year when I've known her through the up and the downs. She brings out the best in me. But enough about me. Based on what you said I can say that in my personal opinion, by how you describe her... that she is into you. I'm pretty good at studying people, I can take people and watch their expressions and know exactly what to and not to say and all that stuff. So I can't say for certain but imo she might have a small crush on you. But if you really want to try to make good memories with her the best you can as more than just friends, then I encourage you... to not make the same mistake as my own, and mentally prepare yourself in knowing that love is painful... so much so that it cancels out other pain. But if someone can prepare themselves for the worst then they have a chance. So I encourage you to sorta ease into it slowly. Maybe see how she reacts around you compared to others, study her expressions, emotions and interests. And then if you think you can deal with the POSSIBILITY of hurt then maybe you should ask her if she feels the same way. Just don't make the same mistake as I and never take your shot and let yourself get taken over by love.
@@DodgeMyViper so today was pretty lonely, We have no school this friday. So yeah. When I went to school today, it was basically already valentines day because all the students had their bears and candies and stuff. I thought I wouldn't get any of those treats from anyone, but there was always *ONE* person who always gives her friends a gift no matter if they have anything for her. It was just felt like a dream as if it was to never happen. Leslie did it again. I never asked for it, but she too nice and generous to give it to me, and her friends. She gave me a box of candy. But its no ordinary candy, its something special that I've never received from anyone. There's always this question in my head saying "Leslie, why are you doing this...." That box of candy meant a lot to me, so basically all the things she touches and gave me, I would write: "Leslie touched this, no matter if it's a piece of paper or a box of candy reminding me of her. But before all that, she just walked in the classroom and when I was standing there, she asked me "here, pick one" I chose a random box and thanked her a lot. I felt so lost and sad that I didn't have anything for her.. I don't understand why she's give them to me but not other guys. But still, that doesn't mean anything at all. Its just normal. As I've said, In my personal thoughts, she only sees me as a friend and nothing else. But in my inside, without her knowing, I have a crush on her, and I can't tell if I'm actually falling in love. Tbh she's the only reason why I get up to go to school Every day. Its like my routine. She's the one that I always see, unlike others girls there's just something about her that's so different. So if I was to wish her something, id wish for her to have someone soon that will make her life the happiest she's ever lived. I mean like If i was dating her rn, which I'm currently not, I'm not really sure if I am that right person, because I have never dated anyone else. So I basically have no personal experience. All I gotta do now is just keep these feelings to myself and one day it will just float away like a balloon that fades every min you look away. I'm really sad to feel this way. But there is always things that you want, but you don't always get it. I don't really know now, I'll be single for the rest of my life. But I will *never* forget Leslie. She is very unique and different from any other girl. Shes my everything that keeps me going. But I have to let it go soon, because it will only hurt more once we walk in separate paths. I'm moving after this semester, and I will leave her taking all my moments and feelings I've made for her trying to soon move on and live my life in joy
@@zouxhsi6045 I highly encourage you to get her number and hopefully manage to keep in touch I also encourage you to ask her why she is doing that for you because if you don't ask... i doubt she will. Maybe you will be more lucky. I think I officially have lost the girl i love so much. I brought up valentines day and i told her that I felt as if she was drifting away. I told her good morning and... she just sorta brushed it off. I said some things that didn't help me and she used them against me because of my stupidity and awkwardness and now she has me blocked on social media and messages and I may neve get her back. Everything reminds me of her. I'm not sure what i would do. I had made her all of this stuff and then... she ditched me and idk what to do now.
I was broken
I was beaten
I was bruised
I was alone
I felt worthless
they had told me so
She came my light
Her pale skin
Her words some shaped then knieves
She was beaten
She was bruised
Yet she still smiled
For a moment
I wasnt alone
I had worth
Then the battle came
Her bravery inspired many
He sword sharp and deadly
She was my light
My warrior
My bride
And one day
she had been ripped away
The ground stained red with her blood
She is gone
Taken by ones hatred
The dagger had slipped through her heart
The children in my arms
Are all that's left
Their smiles like her's
I still visit her grave
Of the warrior who saved me
Of the woman who chose me
She is gone
But I will never forget her...
beautiully written.
To anyone who is reading this,
If you are struggling or ever will struggle in life, remember these words:
You are important, you have a purpose and you deserve to be alive. Don't let anyone ever make you think something else. Don't stop fighting because someone said you're weak, don't stop dreaming because someone told you dreams aren't real and don't stop hoping even in the worst moments. Remember tommorow could be a better day. Take a deep breath and think of the good times. Just the good times, don't let your mind slide away from them. It could be times spent with your friends, family, people you love and many other people and things. Focus on these moments and remember there is always someone for you.
Don't give up, because you are worth living :)
Have a good day!
TRACKLIST
0:00 - For Her
04:32 - Rain
07:53 - Nannis
10:21 - Ethereal Limerence
13:21 - Aurora Borealis
16:10 - I Won’t Let You Go
18:47 - Away
20:54 - You and Me
23:22 - Earth (Atis Freivalds & Tino Danielzik)
26:02 - The Light Between Us
28:42 - One More Time To Live
Thank you
Thank you
Gracias!
thanks
Danke!
Ow. "For Her" just made me cry.
The image reminds me of the little Prince with his rose 😭
Ik that's exactly what I thought aha it's so sad i loved the fox 💗😭
Each sealed rose holds a memory of what they once were. Men, women and children who’s memories grow from the dirt are covered in thorns with the fear that they will be forgotten. But you made a promise. You made a promise to let them go. To return them to their families. So keep that promise and never look back. They are strong, but you let in the darkness to see the light. That makes you stronger.
This is beautiful music, it makes me realize we all have things in this world we can't afford to lose.
It makes me realize that we will lose then anyway
No matter how much we try and keep what we can’t lose with us, it still slips away and leaves you like so many things.
Because most people don't fight for what they have. They always want more. Envious of those who live different lives, and not appreciating what is right in front of you. If it's not worth fighting for, it's not worth having.
MajinN7Vegeta Exactly. 👏🥺💖🌸💜
i know. Our soul
Start listening at nannis:
The scene is a nursery,
a mother is holding her infant and making them laugh.
The infant is laughing in the arms of their loving mother, without any idea that there will be a time in their childhood they have to say good bye and face the world without her...the baby laughing so carefree so happily...
There are many who know of a mother who loses their child which I may never and hope to never know that feeling...what of us who lose our mothers and grow up without her?
That song somehow resonates with me, once we motherless adults were carefree infants safe in her arms...
Everything comes to an end... and you don't know when the end is gonna happen. All you can do is cherish the time you have left with the people you love.
The first one is so sad...
It really is. I had to replay that one after it finished. 🥺🌸😭❤️
Part of the journey is the end - Tony Stark
Man endgame still has me upset
I love you 3000
😢😢😢😢😢R.I.P
Dark Wolf 7882
Whhhyyyyyyy???😭😭😭
I can't wait to have Endgame on blu ray so I can watch it alone at 2 in the morning and finally cry at the end like I didn't have the courage to in the theater.
You never truly realize how much everything means to you until you have lost it all.
Nannis is just a masterpiece.
You get this feeling of overwhelming dread and sorrow as you realize that this song isn't as happy as the child's laughter may trick you into thinking. It makes you imagine that something terrible has happened and you are looking back on the events and are wishing that you could do anything to fix it.
It's like you are a parent and the child is dead, this song gives you the feeling of looking back on those events prior to the death, wishing for any substantial outcome that could change the course of life and grant your child a chance to see the world for a bit longer than they already have. But what has happened has happened and those ghostly laughs of the child are to haunt you and break your heart.
It is a truly wonderful piece of Orchestral art and it will forever be embedded in my mind as one of the most tragic tracks I've ever had the joy to listen to.
P.S many of these 'Sad' songs go great with the sad stories of Dark Souls lore
The song makes me cry your description made me cry even more what I thought is that the child laughing was my laugh and how I was once extremely happy and oblivious to everything negative and I so wish I could just go back... it really hit something inside of me
I guess u are not alone
the song brings about a feeling of sadness as it makes us realise how much potential we have and how great we could be or would have been and yet we still stuck ..and cant get out of an invisible box that limits us
its like we know what we must do and yet we just cant ..and it hurts
These songs are sad but express how to feel when you just lost someone you knew for a year but felt like an eternity. My friend died at 1 am Saturday morning from saving a girl from the riptide. He got pulled down, he body was found hours later, he died a hero but died so young. I will forever be his friend and miss him for eternity. RIP Joseph Thomas, I love you, May you rock on in heaven.
I pray for healing for both you and Joseph's family 💖
Does anyone else feel like they should end it all but that urge to live longer is also there, battle between both things u don't want to happen?
😭💔 touching. Miss you Grandma
What... Is love?
Is’nt that a support for both of us?
A Support to survive all along?
Remeber when we first met?
We were at the plains.
Dancing through the roses.
You promised!
You promised you would wait for me!
I promised I would survive the war to marry you!
Why...Why won’t you wait just one year.
All these honor, All these pride.
Just to be worthy of you...
Why.......................
Below the beautiful stars...
A knight took off his armour, a one decorated with awards.
His eyes becomed cystallised as he see the women in his hands.
The one he loved.
Feelings of sadness and sorrow aren’t bad at all,
They reflect how deeply we cared,
They reveal that we aren’t emotionally numb nor dead inside,
We still feel,
We still regret,
We will still try to care once more,
Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow
But we will try...
i keep coming back to this video. because i can never escape how i’m feeling. i’ve tried. so, future me.. why are you still here? it’s been so long and you’re doing nothing. nothing at all. you need to stand up because i keep coming back here. change..
I will
This music makes me almost tear up every time because I feel somewhat peace in it and calmness in it
Don't let you're mind talk to you, let you talk to you're mind. Dont tell you're self you cant constantly. Look at you're self. You're worth it. Go get it. There might be hard times where you just say to you're self you cant, even on small things. Put you're just putting it in dark situations. Look at it in another view. Time is ticking. Make you're self worth it, but dont push to hard. Dont make you're self go to deep inside life. Sometimes its better to let someone go. You might think you just aren't worth it, but trust me when I say this, the world would be a little less amazing without you're amazing brightness to light the way. There is going to be that one person you're going to meet if life that will be there for you. That won't care if you're perfect. That one care if you never get good scores. That will cry if you go and dissapear. Nobody will ever be like you. Nobody will ever smile like you, dress like you, be like you, my sunshine. Because everyone has a small delectate reason to be here. Just like a glass breaking. You throw it out. Not another chance to be at use. Rethink it in another way, and trust me it will be worth it. Thank you for reading this, and please be carful. Good bye. c:
the song Nannies, made me cry, i feel like that song reminds me when i was a baby girl while my gaurdian angel...my dad.. watching over me.... oh I miss him so much😭😭😭😭
Life is like a box of chocolates..sweet as hell in the beginning until you get diabetes...
I have diabetes so I should know 🤷🏽♂️
@H B Eat more vegetables.
No, its shit from the beginning
@Kyle G thanks for making me laugh
Life is like a box of chocolates, in the end no one left
It's not even rage. It's not even pain. It's an orchestra of demonstrated torment over, and over, and over again. But it's not a void. A void is something you ain't gettin' out of. And you can always get out.
Just remember that without darkness, there is no light. Without pain and sorrow, there is no hope. Without south, there is no north. Without east, there is no west. *Without life there is no death, and opposite*
People like you are the Real heroes you have something in your heart and soul that many people have forgotten be proud make more of that one day the World will need people like you trust me be strong and life forward people like you gave me hope that humanity are not lost thank you
And so the solider wandered of into a bliss and found himself in the arms of his loved ones after so long apart for this warriors story has come to an end
This...is how i feel...for my one true love...its so real..so powerfull...ive messed up...i see the right path now...i love you...i cature each rose...the symbol of love in my heart...all of them for you...never stoping...never giving up...my one...my friend...my true love...forever...i keep them all for you...crying...hoping you feel it...feel it too...my pain...my love, our love...my sorrow...im sorry...im here...ready...waiting...nothing will EVER get in he way of our love and path together! I love you FOREVER! Im sorry...please forgive me? Say you will come home???....💓....😢
I listen to this when I become my own self. I have apart in me that I don’t usually show and it’s hard for me to show it but when I hear this it just helps me so much to take the real me out. I know that there is a secret part and everyone that you don’t know yet but soon discover and I hope this will help you.
I...I am only who I really am when I listen to music. It makes me think about the entire world. It makes me want to change the world. But I am a weak soul and only a single negative person instantly destroys me. I am always afraid of people I can't help. And so. I end up helping nobody. I end up alone because I am too awkward around other people. Because nobody that I know can even come close to understanding my outlook on life. If I try to explain how I feel then they just don't understand. I don't know if I want to live anymore and yet I am terrified of the prospect of dying. Life is truly a cruel joke. Is there or isn't there a god. What is reality really? Obviously... no one can say for it isn't really words. I look at the stars in a different way than others fo for one thing. Many appreciate them for how beautiful they are or ignore them entirely. In reality though what you are looking at may not even be alive anymore. And if it is alive it isn't where it was when that light was emitted. I guess I should stop ranting so I will
Sometimes I just want to leave this world, and go to another world, a better world.
What is there to existence if we had no hardships.
What is there to existence if we no balance.
The ocean needs to moon to manage her tides or there will only be chaos.
People say that they wish they never existed but you haven't even fathomed what existence truly is.
Your existence is everything around you, it's the warm water you feel on you cheeks when you bathe, it's the sorrow you feel when you go through hardships, it is the music you hear when want escape to a different world. My darling your existence is as complex as the universe itself.
Your existence is the universe its is both spiritual and beautiful. A bundle of complexity and simplicity, we yet to understand.
When I listen to these songs, it reminds me of times, when I wasn't afraid of walls.
Take notice that there is not a field of Roses but a few and so few in between. This is how many relationships there are in this world.
For her is probably the most emotional songs I have ever heard 😭
I loved the baby laughing it made me smile!
and at the same time it made me want to cry for no reason
i put this music on when i read a sad scene to add effect :P
Mike Rousi this... is actually genius...
I'm going to start doing this. Thank you!
That's awesome, I write books and I put this music on when I'm writng a sad scene. Helps a ton.
So I'm not the only one who does this 😂 (since I'm also a writer, I also like to recommend certain songs to play when reading specific parts/chapters to help add to the emotion)
Lol same. I read a book and this soundtrack makes the expirience much better
When you're lost in the dark, look up, the stars will shine the brightest.
I want the first song to be played at my funeral
Everyone out here with sad stories and going through deep stuff...I must be the only one who came here for inspiration. I write books and sad music helps me when I'm writing a really sad or dramatic scene. I hope everyone feels better, you are stronger than you think and theres no better you than the you that you are.❤
Oh My God... 16:10... It's so beatiful... Thanks Atis! You are incredible.
I also come here from a hopeless place yet I have hope and joy I know we’ll meet again. My wish and prayer is that God send his messengers to give everyone here the hope to keep moving to happier days with the promise the story doesn’t end in tragedy and loss it ends in a glorious reunion a finale so great it can never be undone together forever. Don’t let the night deceive you light is coming and when it does your heart is gonna sing again.
it's so sad that I can't forget her... we broke up almost 5 months ago and I still living this way... not living :( It's like I'm locked in a room and I can't find a way out and I can't stop being sad and depressed. I loved that person so much that I could not even explain how it was... So many years of laughts and travelings and good memories and idk, I feel like I've already lived the peak of my life
I really don't know what to say because I am very inexperienced, but I feel the urge to say something, so, even if you don't believe these words, it will get better, you will find the key to unlock the doors of that room and get out of it, or someone else will give them to you. I believe in you, you can do it. I don't know how you are feeling, but I also have that feeling that I am locked in a room and I cannot get out of... But I am slowly getting out of it, and you will too. Letting go of the past is not easy, but you will be able to do that someday.❤
@@taco_0406 I appreciate your words :) it means a lot, thank you
Hope you can leave that room too
@@nottiagomike No problem :)
Bro...try to forget her as fast u can. It‘s been 3 years now. I still see her in my dreams. I can‘t build up new relationships, I feel like I‘m unable to build up feelings. Please try to get over it asap, this feeling is awful.
7:57 wow... that laugh of a little girl really got me. My friend lost one of her four year old little sisters two years ago and that was the hardest day of her entire life. She was so happy and she really didn't deserve a fate like that. Even I cried for hours when I heard about it. She was too young...
I've found it. I've finally found it. The music playlist that gives me the most inspiration.
I really love how people from around the world are connected through these beautiful sounds, how many people can feel others' pain happiness and stories through this. Music is sure one of the chains connecting souls.
Such beauty... when you listen to it, doesn't your mind calms down..? Because it calms me down, it relaxes me, and keeps my mind off of a lot of things. 💯💯
The most one that makes me emotional about is Nannis, the baby laughing brings me so much memories, im never gonna experience those ever again.
16:10 I Won't Let You Go truly struck a cord in me. I actually felt tears well up in my eyes
I wonder how many lives were saved by music. Thank You UA-cam ❤️🙏
Saddest part: 31:07
I get it, you deserve a like
Ohyousunovabitch!
AAAH I FELL FOR IT
Ya little rascal
Oh Riley commercial came on so yes it is.
OH OH OH OH RILEYYYYYYY AUTO PARTS
A loss can mean many thing to loose a game or your keys is something but to me when ever I hear that word one thing comes to mind...a person,a heart,and a kind soul....my grandmother who I lost years ago but I hold gilt on my shoulders. Because if only I knew she was sick but no blindness over took me but she will always be in my heart ❤️ may god bless you all and you lost ones.
Reminds me of the shiny knight, and a quote famous by Atticus
'"I don't believe in magic.",
the young boy said.
The old man smiled,
"You will when you see her."
.. if your depressed and you know ow it clap your hands..
👏🏻👏🏾
God is always in our hearts guys.
In the toughest times, he always makes a way.
It may take time, but soon it will happen.
God is our Savior and our one and only King.
When we are close to Death, remember death is sins last strike on us during our weakest state.
After that, your with your descendants..
believing in a supernatural being designed to be the perfect person to help and guide us made sense once. but look at the world now. can your god fix that..? it won't be by a miracle.. not one god can create. think about it.
an all mighty overlord, born from seemingly nothing. a fourth dimensional being, if you will. one that has control over everything, even before the universe was created. a being that can somehow know what's happening to every single thing in the universe simultaneously. a being that can predict the future, create blessings.. but one that couldn't have just made it so nothing bad ever happened? making it impossible for satan to have fallen to hell.
highly unlikely, and coming from a person who spent most of their life in religion only to come out of it with a realistic view on reality.. it's terrifying once you're atheist. you've seen what goes on on the inside. you know what it's like being in church, worshipping a being that everyone else knew was there. a being that everyone else was able to feel protected by. _everyone else_ really believed and felt the spirit or something like that. everyone there did. except for you. you're alone, trying to pray, praying for something. an answer. something to keep your faith standing. you go and ask for help, everyone tells you that it'll come in time or that not all prayers can be answered. you panic, you're alone, you have nowhere to go. you're almost 11 now, everything is broken. you don't want to go to church anymore, it feels wrong. you keep this to yourself from now on because you don't want people to think you're crazy. 12th birthday rolls around. you've lost all hope at such a young age due to growing up with information overload. you don't believe in the slightest anymore. it makes you uncomfortable.
you're 13 now. swear in private. isolate yourself like mad. now you're really terrified of religion. you're scared to even be in a religious family, and not only for that reason. you identified yourself as an asexual lesbian a few months before turning 13. eventually, you muster up just enough courage to tell your dad you're lesbian and atheist. dad talks to you for an hour about the atheist part. essentially ignores the fact that you're gay. you would've been more comfortable telling your mother, but she wasn't home yet and all your courage is out the window. your dad might have told her. the days go by, your history teacher is really good with emotional support. she asks you if you're okay, you talk to her. she tells your mother for your own safety which you understand, but it scares you. your mom reveals to you how she knows you've been struggling with faith. dad might have told her. but she says nothing about your sexuality. months pass. 2020 rolls around in all its hellish glory. someone gets dangerously close to being the cause of you taking your own life. australia burns. you get a girlfriend for a little while. you don't expect it to last forever, but once it's over you can't help but need her back. covid-19 spreads as a pandemic. ww3 is just around the corner. global warming is ignored.
you realize that today, the only hope you have left is her. no god can help you. no god could have fixed this if he tried. he couldn't just snap his fingers and everything would go back to normal. why couldn't he have made everyone believe in him in the first place. no god is going to help you, only you can do that. but you need her with you. you need her before you're too broken to keep yourself alive. you have nothing without her, and you'd gladly hand everything over to let her be safe and happy.
I used to believe in God.
But that was before my mental state started to fall and before i started asking questions that noone could answer
@Abigail Watson It sucks to be there. Right?
@Abigail Watson I feel you. I keep going to my psychiatrist, i keep taking my meds and i am trying to work on myself but nothing works. Even if He exist, He clearly doesn't care. So... why should i care about Him, if He doesn't care about me? About US? And other, thousands of innocent who suffer, every day. For nothing.
@Abigail Watson "Theee secreeet of faaaaaith"
What a joke.
There are too many questions that noone can answer to keep believing. And too many lies. Others say that God is lovely but all you need to do, is just read the Bible to realise that something is wrong.
Life is *not* a fairytale. And the Bible - is, as far as i know.
Sometimes the hurt and pain just over powers me, and then I think about all of the bad thoughts. But there is one person who truly believes in me. So I'll keep trying. Everytime I think about all of the bad, I think about her and it all goes away. Some times all we need is a hug or someone to believe in us. That's all it takes.
When i was younger, i thought that my imagination was a gift. But today i know that it's not a gift. It's a curse. Seeing such beautifull things when you are imprisoned In reality never was and never will be a gift...
Damn.
You’re right.
But you have the curse, so you might as well make the most of it. I can see from your comment you are talented, so express yourself through your imagination. I send you my love 💓
1 minute in and in already crying. I'm doing great.
”There might be millions of roses in the whole world, but you're my only one, my unique rose.”
― Antoine de Saint-Exupéry
One word: magical.
Seelenheil in der Tiefe meiner Wurzeln. Danke!
Who else just replayed For Her over and over?
I can feel the magic in my heart with music
I been having some tough 😩 time so i was searched for sad music!!
"Rain" is too deep !! I'm crying omg 💔💔💔
4:43 😥😥
It feels like the words of a sad heart that can't be spoken
...but can be heard ..
00:00
He had traveled for days.
The sand flys and flows through the deserted town.
He walks further into the light.
He see’s a lost soul.
He continues pressing on past the memory’s of those he had lost.
Eventually he made it to the Eternal Shrine.
“Farther have I made you proud?” He says as he kneels down before it.
“Tell Joseph I will see him soon...” He took in one more deep breath.
He listens to the wind flow past him, and how it brushed against his face before the fall ended.
I keep coming back to this mix. Unforgettable.
"You can rest now. No more suffering... we are fine... we are safe... you need to rest ok. no more battles, no more screams... Just well earned overdue sleep...Dream of us, will you? and know that you made this possible.. and that we will never let your sacrifice be forgotten or tainted, sleep and dream young one... your time to rest... has finally.. come."
Thanks for this 😭😭😭
Alright I gotta share my take on the image used in this video for the 5 people that will read this. It makes me envision a fantasy RPG game where the area in the image is your starting zone and your hub where you can return to heal, level up, etc somewhat like Dark Souls. You're told very early on that the flowers are exceptional healing items (there are other healing items, but these are special) and that you should use them very sparingly, although the reason for this is never given. Toward the end of the game you discover that every flower represents a cherished memory held between the protagonist and his/her loved one who was lost and forgotten but re-remembered at that moment, and depending on how many flowers you plucked the protagonist will remember varying amounts of their time together. Pick too many and the memories are lost forever.
As soon as that first note hit I could tell this soundtrack was going to speak to me. A minute in and I was in tears. It makes me think of everything that I was never able to achieve, all the failures I’ve had, and just sheer loneliness. Thank you for giving me this.
I imagined myself after 60 years from now, my children leaving with their grandchildren after their little visiting time, I go to my room and notice a box on the top shelf. I carefully grab it and take a better look at it with my shaking hands. "Memories" is barely seen from the dirty tape, on top of the box. I slowly rip it open, seeing pictures and posters of people, and a ...lamp. They were all covered in dust. I wiped it off a little from one of the pictures and that's when I remembered it all. All the great memories I had about them, how I laughed along with them even though I couldn't understand what they were saying. I always cried when they cried, feeling empathy through the other side of the screen. I took the lamp, or, that's what my family called it, pressed the light button, it still worked. I smiled at the great feeling of holding my ARMY bomb once again in my hands. How I used to have my own little 'concerts' in my room, dancing, singing along the music blasting through the speakers while shaking the lightstick around. I took one of the pictures into my hands, looking at their youthful face. _It was my group photocard._
All the others pictures and posters were there too, smiling back at me. I stood up, I wanted to spread my inner young wings again and fly high to the sky, to the limit of loving myself, as that was what BTS taught me to do all those years, when we were young.
Thank you 💜
(for reading this short cringy ass story)
It’s hard to pretend your fine it’s hard to fake a smile and it’s hard to trust people
Judging from the title, I have created something.
" There is no king without a queen, no prince without a princess, no knight without the woman he fights for". Turns out, the music is more deep than I ever thought it to be...
You said I could be anything, so I became a shooting star
I blazed, I burned, I shone
And you loved me.
But you forgot to tell me
The world is cruel
And that shooting stars die out fast.
I blazed, I burned, I shone,
And I crumbled to ashes.
Breaking though your atmosphere
Broke me.
You said I could be anything,
So I became a shooting star.
I burned out and you left me cold.
Now I am a meteor, I landed from space,
I am powerful, cold, and hard.
Sometimes I wish I was a shooting star,
Blazing, burning, shining...
But earth weighs me down.
You said you'd do anything for me
But now
You do anything
For her.
Melodias encantadoras que tocam a alma. Muito obrigada.
As your eyes meet mine
My senses go numb
Like stars they shine
My heart like drums
I can see the pain
That runs so deep
Tears fall like rain
As you weep
But I can see more
A love so pure
Down to the core
It gives me fervor
As your eyes meet mine
Consciousness has no group.
i was just listening to this in the background without much thought (distracted from trying to make myself write), when Nannis started playing and hell if that baby didn't make me immediately tear up with the music. That was amazing
I love that painting. The knight and all the flowers. Very evocative. Music is awesome too.
So relax and positive thanks
“[A] quotation is a handy thing to have about, saving one the trouble of thinking for oneself, always a laborious business."
When you made all the correct choices, and get the bad ending anyway. Life is a great game the first time through, but has no replay value.