Compared to when I started watching Rin, she looks so much happier now!! I'm so proud and I'm so happy of how far you've gotten in your career as steamer and youtuber. Don't stress yourself too much about things and live life as how you want it, and don't let anything get in your way!! (Sub count is still at 200k so far!)
i see 200k, and i started watching during the transition from love live to genshin, its been a fun ride and ill always support what you decide to do with your content
I'm a sub from years and years ago. this is my first vid I'm watching of you since way back and I'm glad you're still doing well. thanks for the update :)
As a fellow 30+, I understand what you mean by not having the energy to do something even if you know you can do it. After a certain point in life, I believe we start to prioritize ourselves over everything else and that's a good thing. I've been subscribed to you since the love live era (in a different account) and I always admired the fact that you worked so hard in your content on top of having a full time job, and I think you more than earned the peace of mind of just doing things at your own pace. Also, I'm sure keeping some of that pressure off your mind will also help you to come up with new things eventually, if you want to. Meanwhile, I'll keep trying to jump into your streams if I have the time. Best of luck! (PS, subs still at 200k rn)
I still love your videos and if you continue to make them, just be yourself. We watch you because we like you the way you are. I’m sure 200,000 people are behind me as well. Take as much time as you need, and if you feel you need to quit, please prioritize your mental health and happiness and quit. You shouldn’t need to make yourself do anything for our entertainment if it only hurts you. I respect whatever decision you make. Love you Rin ❤️
You were the first LL youtuber I found back in the day , been a sub and a fan since then. Your early genshin videos were also a reason for me to get back into it. I know how taxing and demanding youtube can be so its understandable to feel what you're feeling at the moment. Thanks for everything you do , I wish you nothing but the best in everything you do. Keep being you Rin!
2 hours in, and the number of subscribers is at 199k 😭😭 But seriously, I'm glad you're chill about doing your own thing. Keep doing what makes you happy, what keeps you alive and all that jazz. Fighting!!!
I hope you’re doing well, and as long as you’re taking care of yourself that’s all that matters don’t stress yourself out about it. Real fans won’t be upset about you retiring they’ll just be happy you’re taking care of yourself!!!
199K right now! that being said, I get *all* of this as a 38 year old girl. it's so interesting b/c I'm basically in your position as an "older" trans girl that got started kinda late too, but I'm wanting to get into all of this stuff in some capacity to try and find some semblance of stability through it, hopefully lol. I wasn't playing gachas or anything like that until about a year ago, so I found your channel much later, and basically missed the entirety of your earlier career. I'm kinda rambling a bit what am I saying lol? I'm glad you're able to do everything and that you feel good about life. that is so precious and I genuinely love that for you! I sure you have much more in you, whatever that looks like, and as long as you're willing to share that with us, I'm down for the ride! take care~
I came from your clothing haul videos around the Love Live era and always got so excited to see you try something new. For me, it was never what type of content you made that I came back for, it was you! And seeing you these past two years grow so cheerful throughout your transition is so heartwarming and wonderful!! If you need to take some time, go ahead- because I want you to know that you deserve to prioritize your health, life, and happiness- and I am sure me and the somewhat 200k people agree. You're amazing Rin, and I want you to know that there are people who will support you, and respect you, in which whatever decision you choose to make :]
I see 199.000 subscribe rn, I started watching tho at around 150k I really enjoy it, don't force yourself into anything please because you seem a lil burned out We love watching you and we can wait and will love it just as much after you took a break
ive never commented before to my knowledge, so i guess why not now! i remember being here during the llsif era, and i had just gotten out of a really bad time in my life. i was in high school when i started watching you and i just finished my masters in june. its been fun to check in every now and then (school kept me busy) but i remember being so excited when you came out, especially since it helped me with my own coming out lol. however you go forward and whatever you do, and i’ll do my best to keep checking in when i can. all the love!
definitely relate to that soul-crushing burnout feeling, worst part abt that kind of burnout is having to sacrifice some of the things you love doing bcs they just take too much energy away from you. as much as i enjoy your yt content i would rather have one of my fav genshin streamers be able to fully enjoy what she does than have to feel entitled to fulfill the never ending demand of the yt algorithm. Within my time watching your content i've also started HRT, and seeing someone navigate that part of themselves within their career was really empowering to motivate me to keep pushing forward in my pre-HRT dysphoria struggles. Manifesting golden content creator opportunities for you and your future 💙💙
I feel ya. It's wonderful when your job and your passions intersect. But when they start to diverge, or when the passion fades, it becomes rough. Especially when your job performance is affected by the amount of passion, or at least perceived passion, you express through it. In the end, if you feel you need to "act" a certain way to perform your job, I won't hold it against you. I've come to accept that as par for the course when it comes to this type of media. But I also appreciate your calm, casual demeanor, and actually prefer that over the hype persona. But in the end, you should do what you feel is best for you and your future. Still at 200k btw.
Ngl, I don't care if you go below 200k, ever since I started watching you and until now you always have felt like a you deserve a million with how amazing you are and how much work you put into your content, for me you will always be worth a million and more, take it easy and go at your pace I'll be here to support you rin, so no matter what, wish you the best no matter what path you take!
Still 200k :) I remember back during the Genshin boom, I'd see your showcase videos and I downloaded twitch, discovering you through a raid. I remained ever since. The abyss videos are my favourites. I want to thank you for the entertaining videos over the years and I wish you all the best with any future endeavours ❤
ive been following you since the love live days bc thats how i found you. but then they fumbled the love live games, genshin came out, and as my life also changed, ive drifted away from watching your content. came back to watch your transition tho and thats been super fun bc i think when i found your videos all those years ago i was starting my gender journey! things have been changing a lot lately, and im finding it harder and harder for me to find any youtube content from anyone that i like watching, i think my tastes have changed and its kinda sad to think about. i dont watch a lot of the youtubers i used to, and even newer youtubers i found within the last 3 years, i dont really enjoy their content anymore either. :( idk whats up with that but ill always support you from the shadows
WE STILL AT 200K, but I completely understand that perspective and not having that motivation and the conflict you have, but know that you should live ur life however you want, its been amazing following you everytime you pop up and how ur doing in life and how ur transitions been going, you're amazing and take as much time as you need
Arrived here many years ago because of LLSIF Idol Hell and while I didn't follow the journey into Genshin I never unsubbed/stopped following you on Twitter because you're a super cool gal who always makes me smile and seeing you go through transition has brought me so much joy (as an NB person also in their late thirties). Take care of yourself and just keep pursuing your happiness because at the end of the day that's what matters most. We'll continue to be here for you. Much love! 💖
I've been here since 2017, I've watched you grind for love gems in SIF, pulling for C6 Amber, doing boss and Abyss challenges, and talking about your transition. I'm glad to know you're in a place where you can allow yourself to take a break/stop doing something that you're no longer interested in. Your representation in these fandoms has been so crucial to me as a queer gamer, and I am incredibly happy to see you grow and become the person that you are today. I will absolutely miss your regular uploads and shorts, but your mental health is top priority. Whatever it is that you decide to do in the future, I wish you nothing but the best♥️
I followed when your Junkrat VO video blew up on /r/Overwatch. You're a big reason I got heavy into lolita fashion and crossdressing, as well as being comfortable with my own gender identity. I hope to meet you IRL at a con in the future to tell you thanks for being a big impact in my life. I see 200k subs. Hopefully in the next video we'll see 210k!
Still seeing 200,000, and I'm sure by the time you're ready to do something again, it'll still be 200,000. I've known ya for what feels like forever, and always been impressed by your drive as a creative, but also your savvy. You doing what works for you is what will work out for you, as you have great instincts. Slow and steady is always better than being a flash in the pan.
Still 200k now from what I can see. Wishing you the best Rin!! Take your time and do what you need and want to, live your life for yourself !! We have your back regardless. Your happiness is so much more meaningful than providing us some entertainment. Afterall, the joy we get from your happiness and wellbeing is so much more genuine than the brief laughters that result from a video. I only found you through Genshin, but even so it has been a few years, and though I don't tend to engage on UA-cam, or Twitch either, (I don't think I even subscribed to you until after a while of watching you in fact), you and your videos have seriously have made such a positive impact. So I really really love your videos, but your happiness and health are worth so much more. Sorry I am rambling, but Rin, you got this !! Whatever you choose to do in the end, I am sure it would be the best choice for you, and we respect and love you still !!
Don’t remember when I started watching your videos but I’ve never stoped watching! I’m happy to support any of your endeavors, whether it’s streaming, UA-cam vlogs etc. or neither.
Been subbed since the llsif days and I started transitioning about a year before you did. I'm really happy you're still doing well! Don't burn yourself out for our sake, we'll be here if you ever decide to start posting again!
can definitely relate to being just so tired and unable to do all the things you wanna do, you're not alone in that. it sounds like you're prioritizing what's most important to you, and i think that's great. Congrats on nearly two years HRT!! It's been so wonderful to see you go through this journey, and i'm happy it's making you happy! and btw--I see 199k! 🥲
Been watching you since my early Love Live days, and I've been around since 2016. You've made such an impact on my life and your videos got me though some dark times. I'll be 31 (on the 17th), so I absolutely understand and can relate to the burnout phase. You put you first, and take care. You're a fantastic person and I wish you nothing but the best.
I was only 15 when I started watching your love live videos now im 22 I was obsessed with them but never really commented. I also went on my own trans journey and it makes me so happy to see how you've went through yours. UA-cam algorithm always does it's thing and hides certain creators when you subscribe to too many but it makes me so happy to find your channel again after all this time I could cry omg. I'll make sure to stay tuned ❤ much love
you give me so much comfort by just being who u are, i followed you back like two or three years ago? i dont even remember. im so glad to see your journey, your transition, and to see you being comfortable to share different sides of your life. i hope you'll continue doing whatever you want and what's comfortable for you, and i'll just follow you on your journey
I really wish you all the best, Rin. You were one of the firsts youtubers I started to follow and I've been here since love live era. I adored this journey of seeing you become you, I hope more and more hapiness comes your way
I miss you friend, Love Live! era back in 2016. I am proud of you and you need to focus on your health. Keep doing what makes you happy. I will always support you no matter what you do. You were part of an important time in my life when LLSIF was still a thing and I am proud of you. I will try to keep supporting you, but life really hit all of us hard. Keep smiling.
just prioritize your comfort and needs most of all, ive been watching your vids on and off since middle school lmao, you deserve to take things easy all the love
been following you for almost 3 years now, and im so proud to be with you and other people in this journey. its hard to be yourself sometimes, especially in bleak moments. wherever you plan to go, we'll support u
You're the reason and biggest inspiration for starting my self discovery journey of being a femboy. I started watching during your Modawakwa Hual videos and stayed for Love Life. Haven't watched in a while, but just glad you're doing well! Without you I wouldn't be on as confident in makeup as I am, and still learning. You should do more of those by the way!!! It's still hard for me to know where to contour and shadow my face since I have a lot of edges
I started watching you during the Love Live era too and it’s been amazing watching you grow and change as a person and creator! Plus back before I started transitioning I learned a lot about style from you, it was really nice! I’m so glad you’re happier now!! Whatever you do, I hope it continues to bring you love and peace. ☺️
you got me into love live lol! i owe you my sanity bc it kept me together in hs. i naturally fell away from your channel when those games died, but i got into genshin and was happy to come back and see you being really into it! but yea you're cool and i'm glad youre doing well!
Rin I always enjoyed just listening to you talk to us just like this, even when gaming or not. Your always so honest and laid back it's always nice to just here you vlog.
❤❤❤ Rin, as a trans person you've inspired me so much. To just be who I am. Watching your journey has been really incredible and it motivates me to keep going. I don't watch livestreams so I'm sad I can't watch your content anymore but, you really are a very cool person on the internet so I hope everything goes well for you. Much love
Whatever you choose, I'm still really grateful for your videos! Your videos got me through school and it's been nice to see your journey, so thank you!
I’m someone who doesn’t really comment on videos very often, but I have been watching you for quite a while, watched your love live series, your amber journey, and your cosplay and makeup videos. Whether or not you decide doing what you do, then it’s up to you. I’ll continue to support you no matter what. I’m a trans man, and your transition has been an inspiration since the beginning. Please don’t burn yourself out, and take your time, do the things you like. You are loved, and wanted by your community and followers. Like you said, you have the potential to become someone big!! And I’m sure, very sure that you will make it big one day. I love you and I hope that you stay strong, even though burn out sucks, it happens but that doesn’t mean it overcomes you. You’re awesome, you look beautiful, and congrats on your 2 year HRT journey
been watching u since llsif, happy to see u where ur at. take the time you need and if u wanna quit that's fine!! there'll be ppl supporting you in your endeavors no matter what they are
omg!!!! i used to watch your love live videos years ago!!!! youve come so far!!! so glad i found this channel again, i cant wait to catch a twitch stream sometime :D
As someone who enjoyed your love live vids and then rediscovered you in the genshin era, I can’t wait to see what comes next. Whatever you do, where ever you post, I know personally I’ll stay and watch because I enjoy the ✨Rin pizazz✨
I've been following you ever since your LLSIF oshimen challenge, even if i don't play any of the games you do, i still enjoyed watching all of your new videos and it makes me happy seeing your transition journey from the very beginning. Wherever you end up going, even if it means quitting UA-cam entirely, as long as it's something you want to do I respect it. I appreciate you (parasocially) (not in a weird way)
i’ve been watching you for so long that i can’t remember if your earliest vines lead me to youtube or if youtube lead me to your earliest vines, you’re a big part of why llsif was such a special game to me and you’ve introduced me to so many other games i enjoyed along the way. no matter what road you take with your content i always have and always will enjoy it, and finding the time to tune into your streams is like a little treat within the chaos of life
I adored you as LL creator and but since then I lost interested in LL fandom and never got intersted at all in Genshin, now I'm happy to see you again. And you do look really happy and just seem content. Congrats with your transition!!!
Still at 199k 2 days later! It's been so long since I started watching your channel off and on over the years, but i definitely remember tuning in more faithfully around the genshin era ( thank you for opening my eyes to the beauty of maining amber lol) Anywho, you do you! From a viewers standpoint, I say as long as you're happy that's all that matters
I think I subbed super recently compared to everyone else, when you did a video with brax. but I loved hearing from you and your transition journey and I feel happy knowing that you're doing what you can to enrich yourself and your life. I also appreciate your life advice, I'm at that point in my 20s where I'm "supposed" to be putting my nose to the grindstone, doing this, doing that... but I really just want a stable job, a place to live, to adopt some cats, and do my hobbies in peace 😂
I haven't been able to catch a stream in a while but i'm always excited to catch up on your videos on here. I think it can be challenging to find the joy in creating when it requires so much work. Finding the right balance of ambition and enjoyment can take time and there doesn't need to be any one answer. I'm also going through this right now and it's been difficult when my ambition runs me ragged. I hope we both can find that balance
i got here since around 2019 and you were the one who got me in genshin, really thank you for that ❤ i remember i loved seeing your mv edits so much, especially the aqours pirate desire one, and the collabs with umidah i genuinely enjoy your content but i understand feeling tired what we enjoy doing (im also taking a break from my games, i feel so tired at looking for jobs that i cant enjoy my games anymore) so i really hope you could find your balance in real life too and i wasnt (and am still not familiar with all the genders and stuff as its not usually touched upon where i live) but i think youre one of the first few to broaden my views even by just a little so thank you for that too i see 332/500 on screen but idk if thats what you meant by comment💀
200k woo! Yeah, I emphasize with your experiences too, I'm like the same age and I know I have trouble finding the energy and time to pursue projects and hobbies after work. So I can't say I have much advice in that matter. I guess if somethings not worth the effort, do something better with your time? Keep up the good work, I enjoy your content and online presence hanging out.
totally understandable! i've been watching you for almost 5 years now (came from love live) and enjoy your livestreams immensely. as you said they don't have to be hype all the time, we enjoy just talking with you and watching you play genshin/cosplay/do whatever, it's always a good time! i'm sure most others who are subbed to you feel the same way. youtube honestly seems pretty stressful and if you wanna just do chill twitch streams from now on, that's awesome. we love u rin and we're here to stay no matter what you choose to do :)
I watched you crazy during like 2020 when your genshin videos really took off. I used to watch you everyday but i stopped after a while because school + i was into hsr and other games! Now I'm really into genshin tcg again, and after watching you cast for Astra Carnival, i'm revisiting you and you look sm better now! I'll always support you, no matter what people say (the sub count is at 199k for me :( )
I’ve started watching your vids ever since I wanted to cosplay anime girls around when covid happened and that I followed all of your makeup + outfit vids. Your vids like genshin and cosplay are so inspiring and amazing! Keep doing what you love doing! Don’t push or stress yourself! Keep being the passionate and aspiring content creator that we all laugh and love! Stay strong girl! ❤💪🏳️⚧️ Also below 200k ;-;
I found you out through that “jesus” meme on facebook ages ago, then through lovelive, genshin, various memes, vlogs, and such. Do what makes you truly happy! You are a great part of our lives! And the best of luck on your future endevours! Thank you very much!
Here to echo the supportive comments! I've been around since the llsif times, but rediscovered how much I enjoyed watching you during the genshin era too! Seeing you transition, even if I'm not the active viewer I used to be, makes me happy, especially as someone who still struggles to figure out their own identity and is reassured to see someone else so happy with her own. I'll also echo the others in saying to take your time and do what you want to. I like having videos to watch sometimes, but I don't want them at the expense of you forcing yourself through them. Wishing you the best no matter what you decide!
Hey Rin! Been here since your big whaling days in SIF and totally loved your rise in fame as an Amber main. I can totally relate, I’m months behind my 30s and honestly all I wanna do is work and enjoy my offline hobbies, I think my gacha games era is over. But I still enjoy your videos and its ok to take a break. Rest up, recharge your batteries and come back even stronger. We love you!
We all love you and stand behind you rin!!!! 💜💜💜 199k now :( but I won't unsub no matter what! i've been watching since 2017, and it's made me really happy to see how far you've come and where you are now!!
ive been here since wayyy before u announced ur transition, and u look so much more happier than u did prior. whatever u decide to do, im still gonna support u and support whatever u do with ur channel and ur social media presence. im very proud of u, rin
As an adult in your age range [30], I get all this so well. Content creation route is so exhausting. And you even do regular work on top! It's honestly admirable, and I would never imagine how to balance both. Just do what you like, and do it at your own pace. I believe people will be there for you. I know I will! Been here since LLSIF days, and I just enjoy you as a person too, enjoy seeing what you do. If there wasn't such a big country distance between us, I think you would be nice person to hang out with : ) Just keep the relaxed vibe. It's the best vibe for sure~ If you can, just do streaming/all this more as a hobby? For a while at least. But you know the best, I'm sure. See you in Twitter/Discord! 199t and counting btw
I started watching rin ages ago but i still pop into her stream when i can but i love her energy and how real she is. shes defo in my top 5 genshin creators, and Rin if by some chance ur seeing this just know you are doing great and you a fantastic at what you do. (At the time im writing this ur still at 200k
I completely understand not having the energy or mainly the time to do youtube and such. We just want you to be happy Rin and Im glad that you are. My problem is I struggle from moving platforms like twich i like being able to stay on one channel but when on twitch you get raided to another or i just forget about the app. I do enjoy listening to the vods but sometimes they disappear. But im glad to see that you the same safe vibe and that happy laugh. I know that Transisting hasnt been easy but I'm proud of you. HAPPY (early) 2 years girl! Cant wait to still see you glow. (199k)
Been subbed for a while and im glad to see you doing well. It just says 199k the whole time watching. Whenever I get a notification I'm happy to see whatever you came up with to post. I say play whatever games you're into for the moment and maybe share something you are working on. As for me I'm also a trans woman and it's not always easy, but things are manageable. Also I mainly play Final Fantasy 14, and some HSR on the side when I remember to do some dailies. I got pulled in by seeing Sparkle's trailer song in too many UA-cam ads and still haven't pulled her yet.
i luv u rin, you were my first and only youtuber since 2017 when i knew about of love live. following u since then and forever. i'm really proud of you and you where the reason why i start playing genshin impact and met keqing!! you are on my memory forever, the best always 💜
It's so important to follow your desires and feelings! And it's never too late to start a new chapter or doing something completely different. Just because there are so many people on the internet watching your videos doesn't mean, that you have to provide every day, week, month etc. You are your own person and I will never get people, who are hating because somebody quits! That's just selfish and pathetic.
199K orz I've been here since your red twintails wig era ❤ I'm turning 30 next year, I've stopped doing some stuff that burns me out recently too. Do whatever you want Rin, I love to see your content and achievements! sorry that i couldnt catch your streams that much, timezones sucks
I am usually very quiet and try to be as under the radar as possible, so I am really happy that you are confident with your transition and happy with what you are/have been doing! I wish I could do the same.... A lot of people have watched since the llsif days, and me too! I just hope I can be a little bit more vocal lol.
Will see you on streams or casting TCG tournaments. Same enjoyable vibe as always I can be sure. At this age, doing what we truly want is more important. - From your fellow Amber main and friend, with love!
i used to watch your lovelive videos a lot. when you started playing genshin i was there and now (it's a little bit embaressing to admit but) i only come and check on you once in a while,, but still care about how you are doing! love to see you change and will continue to follow you (casually) ps its 199k subs now
199k! I've been following you since you started doing makeup videos! I'm a guy and honestly, I'm not very happy about it, and having you around makes it much more bearable. Thank you!
still 200k! as part of one of those 18-24 year olds, thank for your wisdom! hope you get to do what you enjoy and makes you happy, regardless of where that path may lead you! Also take care of yourself, cuz it sucks to be too tired to do shit and sometimes people need a break. Have a nice day!
Time sure flies, i have seen your tomodachi life clips, Llsif autumn mari journey to the genshin times. youtube is supossed to be a hobby, if it doesn't make you happy, take a break, if it doesn't hit, then you don't have to come back, but if you decide to come back, we'll welcome you with open arms
Compared to when I started watching Rin, she looks so much happier now!! I'm so proud and I'm so happy of how far you've gotten in your career as steamer and youtuber. Don't stress yourself too much about things and live life as how you want it, and don't let anything get in your way!! (Sub count is still at 200k so far!)
It's dropped under now😢
i loved rin wo much in 2021 and i can’t believe im watching them again. they inspired me for so much ❤❤(my english is not that good 😭😭)😅
Big W for not forcing yourself into anything. Do what you wanna do 💙
Still 200k btw :>
@@Yumegipsu199k now :(
i see 200k, and i started watching during the transition from love live to genshin, its been a fun ride and ill always support what you decide to do with your content
ive been around longer than i realise lol
I'm a sub from years and years ago. this is my first vid I'm watching of you since way back and I'm glad you're still doing well. thanks for the update :)
absolutely wild (i remember seeing you the list haha)
Wtf Blowbax appearance
BOWBLAX WHAT??
As a fellow 30+, I understand what you mean by not having the energy to do something even if you know you can do it. After a certain point in life, I believe we start to prioritize ourselves over everything else and that's a good thing. I've been subscribed to you since the love live era (in a different account) and I always admired the fact that you worked so hard in your content on top of having a full time job, and I think you more than earned the peace of mind of just doing things at your own pace. Also, I'm sure keeping some of that pressure off your mind will also help you to come up with new things eventually, if you want to. Meanwhile, I'll keep trying to jump into your streams if I have the time. Best of luck!
(PS, subs still at 200k rn)
I still love your videos and if you continue to make them, just be yourself. We watch you because we like you the way you are. I’m sure 200,000 people are behind me as well. Take as much time as you need, and if you feel you need to quit, please prioritize your mental health and happiness and quit. You shouldn’t need to make yourself do anything for our entertainment if it only hurts you. I respect whatever decision you make. Love you Rin ❤️
I watched you during the llsif era I love you!! :D
NOOOO LOVE LIVE? I BARELY WATCHED IT NOOOO 😭😭😭
OR WAIT QUITTING?
Lemme just watch it-
@@zanaquack8179girl what.. 😭😭?
@@Xwele
Don’t question it 😭 I saw the comment before I watched the video and god confused-
You were the first LL youtuber I found back in the day , been a sub and a fan since then. Your early genshin videos were also a reason for me to get back into it. I know how taxing and demanding youtube can be so its understandable to feel what you're feeling at the moment. Thanks for everything you do , I wish you nothing but the best in everything you do. Keep being you Rin!
2 hours in, and the number of subscribers is at 199k 😭😭 But seriously, I'm glad you're chill about doing your own thing. Keep doing what makes you happy, what keeps you alive and all that jazz. Fighting!!!
I hope you’re doing well, and as long as you’re taking care of yourself that’s all that matters don’t stress yourself out about it. Real fans won’t be upset about you retiring they’ll just be happy you’re taking care of yourself!!!
199K right now!
that being said, I get *all* of this as a 38 year old girl. it's so interesting b/c I'm basically in your position as an "older" trans girl that got started kinda late too, but I'm wanting to get into all of this stuff in some capacity to try and find some semblance of stability through it, hopefully lol. I wasn't playing gachas or anything like that until about a year ago, so I found your channel much later, and basically missed the entirety of your earlier career. I'm kinda rambling a bit what am I saying lol?
I'm glad you're able to do everything and that you feel good about life. that is so precious and I genuinely love that for you! I sure you have much more in you, whatever that looks like, and as long as you're willing to share that with us, I'm down for the ride!
take care~
Still 200k babyyyyy
been here since llsif + i love just getting to hear bits about your transition + whatever piques your interest
I came from your clothing haul videos around the Love Live era and always got so excited to see you try something new. For me, it was never what type of content you made that I came back for, it was you! And seeing you these past two years grow so cheerful throughout your transition is so heartwarming and wonderful!! If you need to take some time, go ahead- because I want you to know that you deserve to prioritize your health, life, and happiness- and I am sure me and the somewhat 200k people agree. You're amazing Rin, and I want you to know that there are people who will support you, and respect you, in which whatever decision you choose to make :]
you do you Rin :) 199k subs at this point in time, but glad you're finding your pace/stride.
I’m so happy for your journey!! You’re so amazing keep doing what makes you happy
I see 199.000 subscribe rn, I started watching tho at around 150k
I really enjoy it, don't force yourself into anything please because you seem a lil burned out
We love watching you and we can wait and will love it just as much after you took a break
ive never commented before to my knowledge, so i guess why not now! i remember being here during the llsif era, and i had just gotten out of a really bad time in my life. i was in high school when i started watching you and i just finished my masters in june. its been fun to check in every now and then (school kept me busy) but i remember being so excited when you came out, especially since it helped me with my own coming out lol. however you go forward and whatever you do, and i’ll do my best to keep checking in when i can. all the love!
definitely relate to that soul-crushing burnout feeling, worst part abt that kind of burnout is having to sacrifice some of the things you love doing bcs they just take too much energy away from you. as much as i enjoy your yt content i would rather have one of my fav genshin streamers be able to fully enjoy what she does than have to feel entitled to fulfill the never ending demand of the yt algorithm. Within my time watching your content i've also started HRT, and seeing someone navigate that part of themselves within their career was really empowering to motivate me to keep pushing forward in my pre-HRT dysphoria struggles. Manifesting golden content creator opportunities for you and your future 💙💙
I feel ya. It's wonderful when your job and your passions intersect. But when they start to diverge, or when the passion fades, it becomes rough. Especially when your job performance is affected by the amount of passion, or at least perceived passion, you express through it.
In the end, if you feel you need to "act" a certain way to perform your job, I won't hold it against you. I've come to accept that as par for the course when it comes to this type of media. But I also appreciate your calm, casual demeanor, and actually prefer that over the hype persona. But in the end, you should do what you feel is best for you and your future.
Still at 200k btw.
Ngl, I don't care if you go below 200k, ever since I started watching you and until now you always have felt like a you deserve a million with how amazing you are and how much work you put into your content, for me you will always be worth a million and more, take it easy and go at your pace I'll be here to support you rin, so no matter what, wish you the best no matter what path you take!
Still 200k :)
I remember back during the Genshin boom, I'd see your showcase videos and I downloaded twitch, discovering you through a raid. I remained ever since.
The abyss videos are my favourites. I want to thank you for the entertaining videos over the years and I wish you all the best with any future endeavours ❤
ive been following you since the love live days bc thats how i found you. but then they fumbled the love live games, genshin came out, and as my life also changed, ive drifted away from watching your content. came back to watch your transition tho and thats been super fun bc i think when i found your videos all those years ago i was starting my gender journey!
things have been changing a lot lately, and im finding it harder and harder for me to find any youtube content from anyone that i like watching, i think my tastes have changed and its kinda sad to think about. i dont watch a lot of the youtubers i used to, and even newer youtubers i found within the last 3 years, i dont really enjoy their content anymore either. :( idk whats up with that but ill always support you from the shadows
WE STILL AT 200K, but I completely understand that perspective and not having that motivation and the conflict you have, but know that you should live ur life however you want, its been amazing following you everytime you pop up and how ur doing in life and how ur transitions been going, you're amazing and take as much time as you need
Arrived here many years ago because of LLSIF Idol Hell and while I didn't follow the journey into Genshin I never unsubbed/stopped following you on Twitter because you're a super cool gal who always makes me smile and seeing you go through transition has brought me so much joy (as an NB person also in their late thirties). Take care of yourself and just keep pursuing your happiness because at the end of the day that's what matters most. We'll continue to be here for you. Much love! 💖
I've been here since 2017, I've watched you grind for love gems in SIF, pulling for C6 Amber, doing boss and Abyss challenges, and talking about your transition.
I'm glad to know you're in a place where you can allow yourself to take a break/stop doing something that you're no longer interested in.
Your representation in these fandoms has been so crucial to me as a queer gamer, and I am incredibly happy to see you grow and become the person that you are today.
I will absolutely miss your regular uploads and shorts, but your mental health is top priority. Whatever it is that you decide to do in the future, I wish you nothing but the best♥️
I followed when your Junkrat VO video blew up on /r/Overwatch. You're a big reason I got heavy into lolita fashion and crossdressing, as well as being comfortable with my own gender identity. I hope to meet you IRL at a con in the future to tell you thanks for being a big impact in my life.
I see 200k subs. Hopefully in the next video we'll see 210k!
happy to get to watch you through your youtube journey since the love live days 💜💜
Still seeing 200,000, and I'm sure by the time you're ready to do something again, it'll still be 200,000. I've known ya for what feels like forever, and always been impressed by your drive as a creative, but also your savvy. You doing what works for you is what will work out for you, as you have great instincts. Slow and steady is always better than being a flash in the pan.
Still 200k now from what I can see. Wishing you the best Rin!! Take your time and do what you need and want to, live your life for yourself !! We have your back regardless. Your happiness is so much more meaningful than providing us some entertainment. Afterall, the joy we get from your happiness and wellbeing is so much more genuine than the brief laughters that result from a video. I only found you through Genshin, but even so it has been a few years, and though I don't tend to engage on UA-cam, or Twitch either, (I don't think I even subscribed to you until after a while of watching you in fact), you and your videos have seriously have made such a positive impact. So I really really love your videos, but your happiness and health are worth so much more. Sorry I am rambling, but Rin, you got this !! Whatever you choose to do in the end, I am sure it would be the best choice for you, and we respect and love you still !!
Don’t remember when I started watching your videos but I’ve never stoped watching! I’m happy to support any of your endeavors, whether it’s streaming, UA-cam vlogs etc. or neither.
Been subbed since the llsif days and I started transitioning about a year before you did. I'm really happy you're still doing well! Don't burn yourself out for our sake, we'll be here if you ever decide to start posting again!
can definitely relate to being just so tired and unable to do all the things you wanna do, you're not alone in that. it sounds like you're prioritizing what's most important to you, and i think that's great. Congrats on nearly two years HRT!! It's been so wonderful to see you go through this journey, and i'm happy it's making you happy!
and btw--I see 199k! 🥲
Been watching you since my early Love Live days, and I've been around since 2016. You've made such an impact on my life and your videos got me though some dark times. I'll be 31 (on the 17th), so I absolutely understand and can relate to the burnout phase. You put you first, and take care. You're a fantastic person and I wish you nothing but the best.
I was only 15 when I started watching your love live videos now im 22 I was obsessed with them but never really commented. I also went on my own trans journey and it makes me so happy to see how you've went through yours. UA-cam algorithm always does it's thing and hides certain creators when you subscribe to too many but it makes me so happy to find your channel again after all this time I could cry omg. I'll make sure to stay tuned ❤ much love
Been subscribed since LLSIF days and I still love your stuff❤
I'm happy to see where you've come. Whatever makes you happy, please continue doing it!
you give me so much comfort by just being who u are, i followed you back like two or three years ago? i dont even remember. im so glad to see your journey, your transition, and to see you being comfortable to share different sides of your life. i hope you'll continue doing whatever you want and what's comfortable for you, and i'll just follow you on your journey
I really wish you all the best, Rin. You were one of the firsts youtubers I started to follow and I've been here since love live era. I adored this journey of seeing you become you, I hope more and more hapiness comes your way
I miss you friend, Love Live! era back in 2016. I am proud of you and you need to focus on your health. Keep doing what makes you happy. I will always support you no matter what you do. You were part of an important time in my life when LLSIF was still a thing and I am proud of you. I will try to keep supporting you, but life really hit all of us hard. Keep smiling.
just prioritize your comfort and needs most of all, ive been watching your vids on and off since middle school lmao, you deserve to take things easy
all the love
been following you for almost 3 years now, and im so proud to be with you and other people in this journey. its hard to be yourself sometimes, especially in bleak moments. wherever you plan to go, we'll support u
Congrats on everything Rin.
I'm happy to have met and had you on our dead podcast :)
You're the reason and biggest inspiration for starting my self discovery journey of being a femboy. I started watching during your Modawakwa Hual videos and stayed for Love Life. Haven't watched in a while, but just glad you're doing well! Without you I wouldn't be on as confident in makeup as I am, and still learning.
You should do more of those by the way!!! It's still hard for me to know where to contour and shadow my face since I have a lot of edges
Nooo im gonna cry
I started watching you during the Love Live era too and it’s been amazing watching you grow and change as a person and creator! Plus back before I started transitioning I learned a lot about style from you, it was really nice! I’m so glad you’re happier now!! Whatever you do, I hope it continues to bring you love and peace. ☺️
you got me into love live lol! i owe you my sanity bc it kept me together in hs. i naturally fell away from your channel when those games died, but i got into genshin and was happy to come back and see you being really into it!
but yea you're cool and i'm glad youre doing well!
Rin I always enjoyed just listening to you talk to us just like this, even when gaming or not. Your always so honest and laid back it's always nice to just here you vlog.
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Rin, as a trans person you've inspired me so much. To just be who I am. Watching your journey has been really incredible and it motivates me to keep going. I don't watch livestreams so I'm sad I can't watch your content anymore but, you really are a very cool person on the internet so I hope everything goes well for you. Much love
Whatever you choose, I'm still really grateful for your videos! Your videos got me through school and it's been nice to see your journey, so thank you!
I’m someone who doesn’t really comment on videos very often, but I have been watching you for quite a while, watched your love live series, your amber journey, and your cosplay and makeup videos. Whether or not you decide doing what you do, then it’s up to you. I’ll continue to support you no matter what. I’m a trans man, and your transition has been an inspiration since the beginning. Please don’t burn yourself out, and take your time, do the things you like. You are loved, and wanted by your community and followers. Like you said, you have the potential to become someone big!! And I’m sure, very sure that you will make it big one day. I love you and I hope that you stay strong, even though burn out sucks, it happens but that doesn’t mean it overcomes you. You’re awesome, you look beautiful, and congrats on your 2 year HRT journey
been around since the SIF days but I also follow ur twt and it makes me so happy that ur happy
14 hours in…. I can’t believe it fell to 199k….. noooooooooooo
been watching u since llsif, happy to see u where ur at. take the time you need and if u wanna quit that's fine!! there'll be ppl supporting you in your endeavors no matter what they are
love you rin! keep doing what you want and what makes you happy!!
omg!!!! i used to watch your love live videos years ago!!!! youve come so far!!! so glad i found this channel again, i cant wait to catch a twitch stream sometime :D
As someone who enjoyed your love live vids and then rediscovered you in the genshin era, I can’t wait to see what comes next. Whatever you do, where ever you post, I know personally I’ll stay and watch because I enjoy the ✨Rin pizazz✨
I've been following you ever since your LLSIF oshimen challenge, even if i don't play any of the games you do, i still enjoyed watching all of your new videos and it makes me happy seeing your transition journey from the very beginning. Wherever you end up going, even if it means quitting UA-cam entirely, as long as it's something you want to do I respect it. I appreciate you (parasocially) (not in a weird way)
i’ve been watching you for so long that i can’t remember if your earliest vines lead me to youtube or if youtube lead me to your earliest vines, you’re a big part of why llsif was such a special game to me and you’ve introduced me to so many other games i enjoyed along the way. no matter what road you take with your content i always have and always will enjoy it, and finding the time to tune into your streams is like a little treat within the chaos of life
I adored you as LL creator and but since then I lost interested in LL fandom and never got intersted at all in Genshin, now I'm happy to see you again. And you do look really happy and just seem content. Congrats with your transition!!!
Still at 199k 2 days later!
It's been so long since I started watching your channel off and on over the years, but i definitely remember tuning in more faithfully around the genshin era ( thank you for opening my eyes to the beauty of maining amber lol)
Anywho, you do you! From a viewers standpoint, I say as long as you're happy that's all that matters
I think I subbed super recently compared to everyone else, when you did a video with brax. but I loved hearing from you and your transition journey and I feel happy knowing that you're doing what you can to enrich yourself and your life.
I also appreciate your life advice, I'm at that point in my 20s where I'm "supposed" to be putting my nose to the grindstone, doing this, doing that... but I really just want a stable job, a place to live, to adopt some cats, and do my hobbies in peace 😂
199K Subs
Wish all the best for you, Rin, don't work too hard, but do your best! I be rootin for ya!
I haven't been able to catch a stream in a while but i'm always excited to catch up on your videos on here. I think it can be challenging to find the joy in creating when it requires so much work. Finding the right balance of ambition and enjoyment can take time and there doesn't need to be any one answer. I'm also going through this right now and it's been difficult when my ambition runs me ragged. I hope we both can find that balance
i got here since around 2019 and you were the one who got me in genshin, really thank you for that ❤
i remember i loved seeing your mv edits so much, especially the aqours pirate desire one, and the collabs with umidah
i genuinely enjoy your content but i understand feeling tired what we enjoy doing (im also taking a break from my games, i feel so tired at looking for jobs that i cant enjoy my games anymore)
so i really hope you could find your balance in real life too
and i wasnt (and am still not familiar with all the genders and stuff as its not usually touched upon where i live) but i think youre one of the first few to broaden my views even by just a little so thank you for that too
i see 332/500 on screen but idk if thats what you meant by comment💀
200k woo! Yeah, I emphasize with your experiences too, I'm like the same age and I know I have trouble finding the energy and time to pursue projects and hobbies after work. So I can't say I have much advice in that matter. I guess if somethings not worth the effort, do something better with your time? Keep up the good work, I enjoy your content and online presence hanging out.
MY RIN STONKS NOOOO
totally understandable! i've been watching you for almost 5 years now (came from love live) and enjoy your livestreams immensely. as you said they don't have to be hype all the time, we enjoy just talking with you and watching you play genshin/cosplay/do whatever, it's always a good time! i'm sure most others who are subbed to you feel the same way. youtube honestly seems pretty stressful and if you wanna just do chill twitch streams from now on, that's awesome. we love u rin and we're here to stay no matter what you choose to do :)
I watched you crazy during like 2020 when your genshin videos really took off. I used to watch you everyday but i stopped after a while because school + i was into hsr and other games! Now I'm really into genshin tcg again, and after watching you cast for Astra Carnival, i'm revisiting you and you look sm better now! I'll always support you, no matter what people say (the sub count is at 199k for me :( )
I’ve started watching your vids ever since I wanted to cosplay anime girls around when covid happened and that I followed all of your makeup + outfit vids. Your vids like genshin and cosplay are so inspiring and amazing! Keep doing what you love doing! Don’t push or stress yourself! Keep being the passionate and aspiring content creator that we all laugh and love! Stay strong girl! ❤💪🏳️⚧️
Also below 200k ;-;
I found you out through that “jesus” meme on facebook ages ago, then through lovelive, genshin, various memes, vlogs, and such.
Do what makes you truly happy! You are a great part of our lives! And the best of luck on your future endevours!
Thank you very much!
Following you since too long that I cannot remember, I always will wish you the best, if you're happy, then I'll be too!!! Lots of love to you queen
Here to echo the supportive comments! I've been around since the llsif times, but rediscovered how much I enjoyed watching you during the genshin era too! Seeing you transition, even if I'm not the active viewer I used to be, makes me happy, especially as someone who still struggles to figure out their own identity and is reassured to see someone else so happy with her own. I'll also echo the others in saying to take your time and do what you want to. I like having videos to watch sometimes, but I don't want them at the expense of you forcing yourself through them. Wishing you the best no matter what you decide!
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rin... i could cry right now.. i feel you... may the archon guide you and bless you with guidance that would give you strength
been here for who knows how many years and i'll always love seeing you put your needs first. i'll have to come check out your streams more often!
Hey Rin! Been here since your big whaling days in SIF and totally loved your rise in fame as an Amber main. I can totally relate, I’m months behind my 30s and honestly all I wanna do is work and enjoy my offline hobbies, I think my gacha games era is over. But I still enjoy your videos and its ok to take a break. Rest up, recharge your batteries and come back even stronger. We love you!
We all love you and stand behind you rin!!!! 💜💜💜
199k now :( but I won't unsub no matter what! i've been watching since 2017, and it's made me really happy to see how far you've come and where you are now!!
ive been here since wayyy before u announced ur transition, and u look so much more happier than u did prior. whatever u decide to do, im still gonna support u and support whatever u do with ur channel and ur social media presence. im very proud of u, rin
As an adult in your age range [30], I get all this so well. Content creation route is so exhausting. And you even do regular work on top! It's honestly admirable, and I would never imagine how to balance both.
Just do what you like, and do it at your own pace. I believe people will be there for you. I know I will! Been here since LLSIF days, and I just enjoy you as a person too, enjoy seeing what you do. If there wasn't such a big country distance between us, I think you would be nice person to hang out with : )
Just keep the relaxed vibe. It's the best vibe for sure~
If you can, just do streaming/all this more as a hobby? For a while at least. But you know the best, I'm sure.
See you in Twitter/Discord!
199t and counting btw
do whatever you need to do rin well always be here whenever you decide to come back!
I started watching rin ages ago but i still pop into her stream when i can but i love her energy and how real she is. shes defo in my top 5 genshin creators, and Rin if by some chance ur seeing this just know you are doing great and you a fantastic at what you do. (At the time im writing this ur still at 200k
I’ve been subscribed to you forever and will continue to stick around for whatever you do.
I completely understand not having the energy or mainly the time to do youtube and such. We just want you to be happy Rin and Im glad that you are. My problem is I struggle from moving platforms like twich i like being able to stay on one channel but when on twitch you get raided to another or i just forget about the app. I do enjoy listening to the vods but sometimes they disappear. But im glad to see that you the same safe vibe and that happy laugh. I know that Transisting hasnt been easy but I'm proud of you. HAPPY (early) 2 years girl! Cant wait to still see you glow. (199k)
Been subbed for a while and im glad to see you doing well. It just says 199k the whole time watching. Whenever I get a notification I'm happy to see whatever you came up with to post. I say play whatever games you're into for the moment and maybe share something you are working on.
As for me I'm also a trans woman and it's not always easy, but things are manageable. Also I mainly play Final Fantasy 14, and some HSR on the side when I remember to do some dailies. I got pulled in by seeing Sparkle's trailer song in too many UA-cam ads and still haven't pulled her yet.
you look so healthy and happy ever since you've focused on yourself and your wellbeing! stay true to yourself rin!!!!
Its been a while I saw your videos, thanks for sharing and please make sure to not tire yourself out. Have a great day!
LOVE YOU SM RIN!! we'll support u in wtv u wanna do :]
i luv u rin, you were my first and only youtuber since 2017 when i knew about of love live. following u since then and forever. i'm really proud of you and you where the reason why i start playing genshin impact and met keqing!! you are on my memory forever, the best always 💜
You are the main reason why I started playing Genshin Impact. I love your live streams. Hope & wish you the best
so proud of you!!!!
It's so important to follow your desires and feelings! And it's never too late to start a new chapter or doing something completely different. Just because there are so many people on the internet watching your videos doesn't mean, that you have to provide every day, week, month etc. You are your own person and I will never get people, who are hating because somebody quits! That's just selfish and pathetic.
199K orz
I've been here since your red twintails wig era ❤ I'm turning 30 next year, I've stopped doing some stuff that burns me out recently too. Do whatever you want Rin, I love to see your content and achievements!
sorry that i couldnt catch your streams that much, timezones sucks
I am usually very quiet and try to be as under the radar as possible, so I am really happy that you are confident with your transition and happy with what you are/have been doing! I wish I could do the same.... A lot of people have watched since the llsif days, and me too! I just hope I can be a little bit more vocal lol.
Will see you on streams or casting TCG tournaments. Same enjoyable vibe as always I can be sure. At this age, doing what we truly want is more important.
- From your fellow Amber main and friend, with love!
i used to watch your lovelive videos a lot. when you started playing genshin i was there and now (it's a little bit embaressing to admit but) i only come and check on you once in a while,, but still care about how you are doing! love to see you change and will continue to follow you (casually)
ps its 199k subs now
199k! I've been following you since you started doing makeup videos!
I'm a guy and honestly, I'm not very happy about it, and having you around makes it much more bearable. Thank you!
still 200k! as part of one of those 18-24 year olds, thank for your wisdom! hope you get to do what you enjoy and makes you happy, regardless of where that path may lead you! Also take care of yourself, cuz it sucks to be too tired to do shit and sometimes people need a break. Have a nice day!
Been here since the LL SIF era! Will continue to support whatever future endeavor you pursue :D
Really important to take care of yourself its easier said than done i love watching ur vids(esp the amber machine gun ones) take care ❤
Time sure flies, i have seen your tomodachi life clips, Llsif autumn mari journey to the genshin times.
youtube is supossed to be a hobby, if it doesn't make you happy, take a break, if it doesn't hit, then you don't have to come back, but if you decide to come back, we'll welcome you with open arms