one day you think: I want to die. and then you think, very quietly: actually. actually. I think I want a hot cocoa. a nap. a sandwich. a book. and I want to die turns day by day into want to go home, I want to walk in the woods, I want to see my friend, I want to sit in the sun, I want a cleaner kitchen, I want a better job, I want to live somewhere else. I want to live. Maybe try taking a walk or getting some exercise. Getting out and being active always helps refresh the mind. Try to disconnect from screens more. Make a playlist to reflect how you feel. That sounds tough but there’s lots of ways to feel better. Keep going. You’ve got this. 🫶 I never thought I’d make it to where I am today, but believe me, whatever is bothering you now, things can change for the better. It’s worth it to keep trying, even if it doesn’t seem like it. Hold on. Just hold on. Please.
it gets better. please, don't go. think of all the things, the people who you haven't met yet and are going to make your life better again. think of future you. keep going. future you is gonna be so proud. it does get better, trust.
Vent: My father left me and my siblings when i was 5. Since i was so young, i didnt understand what was going on and it didnt necessarily affect me. But a year or two later was when my step-father came into my life. When he was dating my mother, he was an alright guy. I liked him but he changed when he married my mom. He gets angry easily and yells at all of us over the smallest things. He threatens to break our things if we dont listen or do something. Then one day i walk into his room and he calls me over to where he sat on his bed and decided to SA me when i was only 12 and he's in his forties. He kept SAing me until he stopped a few weeks ago, saying how i shouldve told him that i didnt like it even though i specified that i never liked it all the other times, asking him to stop but him always saying no. But after our conversation, im grateful he doesnt touch me like that anymore but im just so confused about that. Not only that, but just problems with school. Im struggling to find motivation for everything. I play guitar but not as much anymore. I have a passion, but not the talent. At school i work my ass off to get good grades just to make my parents happy so that they can be proud of their kid. I struggle with my friendships. For example, i had a friend group that consisted of me, another girl, and two guys which ill name Heather, Thomas, and Jake. Heather is the kind of person that also struggles with mental health and i knew she had a crush on Thomas for a long time. About a month ago, she confessed to Thomas but he didnt feel the same. He says he doesnt like heather and he very very rarely hangs out with us which genuienly upsets me considering he is the person ive held the longest friendship with which is now about 3 years. All my previous friends just stopped talking to me for no reason. Anyways, now its just me, Heather, and Jake. If im being honest, Heather kind of pisses me off. I mean, some days ill be fine with being around her, then others its unbearable for me. Im not sure why i just go on this rotation. One week im fine with hanging out with her, then the other i despise being around her and try to avoid her. I believe thats it. Thank you for reading
…You deserve better I don’t know what to really say but you will find someone who will actually care and love you maybe it is not now maybe it is later but there will be one
*vent* I’m sorry I needed to get this out somewhere. I liked this boy I’ve been friends with for a while, it was this year too. Since august. We hung out a lot, and I thought he liked me. So I told some of my friends I did. Then the whole class knew. They told everyone. Then he found out. We still hung out, then one of my friends kept telling him and all he said was “I know”. He wouldn’t show that he cared, he wouldn’t say anything. He would just laugh about it, or make jokes that he likes me in my face. That stuff kinda hurts. So when I told him myself, he just stood there.. laughing. I felt like crying and puking and I had no idea what to do. After like.. 3rd period I think? I asked to use the restroom. And I cried in there, almost 10 minutes. My friend K came and checked on me, she’s the only one who cared how I felt. He still makes those jokes saying he likes me. It still hurts.
I’m here rn listening to this crying instead of learning bc I’m too tired and too sick and I just keep pushing myself with medicine pain killers against headache I can’t sleep anymore I have sm stress that I become mental breakdowns just bc of some shitty paper called my exam cause a fucking number is deciding about my future
My dad is gonna die soon, he keeps drinking even tho he’s always sick. I’ll hear him vomit violently throughout the night and he never leaves the house. I’m not ready to lose him. The whole house reeks of alcohol and there’s mold in the walls and the floors. There are insects everywhere. I hate it here, I just wanna get away
I’m so sorry you have to worry about things like that. I hope you know someday maybe in a week maybe a few years you will find something. It might take some sacrifices but one day, you will find something. I truly hope you know you’re doing amazing. You deserve to have something good, and you will at the right time. I know you can get through it, even if it’s tough. I know it won’t be easy especially since you’re in a rough situation, but please do it for yourself and your future. I hope your days get better, and I hope you know I send as much love as I can. I’m sorry if this isn’t much help, but just know I love you. I know everyone says stuff like that but I truly do. I care for you. I will care if something happens to you. Please wake up for you. Sometimes you have to do things for yourself. Keep going.
Remaining misunderstood is actually an alright solution, and I speak from experience; Refrain from explaining yourself, and instead go on knowing that in the long run: they were wrong about you, and you know the truth. And that's all that matters.
( this tiny vent js popped up in my head because of the audio and my current situation. and yes i changed the words to match my situation rn...) 0:40 "did u hear that mother that took away her daughters social media and privacy because she was doing something she wasn't supposed to??. and said social media was too dangerous so i had to save you." *no privacy*. *no social media* . *no phone*. *no internet access except youtube*. *always suspicious when around a computer*. *no stable dating life / relationships *. *suspicious anytime im around electronics*. * has to like about having a phone and js saying it got taken away for a long time*. *me having to hide my ipad she doesn't know i use*.
Vent: onetime I was gonna copy and paste the frames I had on the video I was making and I accidentally deleted all my fricking frames on flipaclip (only one piece) and now I had to do it all over again 😭😭 WHY also cool playlist :3
I want everyone to know, Nothings wrong with you. You did nothing wrong. Society just makes everyone feel insecure and ugly when they are amazing and beautiful. Just know im here for you and many other people are. No matter what happened if your friends betrayed you or if someone died its not your fault. Many people love you and you should believe that, If you CVT yourself or having thoughts, remember many people are here for you and your loved. love yourself and be free. Your life is important ❤️
I promise you, even if you don't make it, it won't fix it. You're still alive, you can still do this. You will never have to face anything you can't overcome, and the strongest people are given the hardest challenges. You're not defeated yet, so keep going
Sometimes i feel like im forcing myself to be happy, im left out but i still remain "happy". ive lost weight due to mental health. what do i do with life anymore.
can't believe im turning 15 this thursday. i honestly don't know if im going to make it there. im just so tired of going in and out of hospitals and programs, trying out a new medication every few weeks. nothing is helping, and i can't picture a world where i could live past high school.
I feel you, man. I’ve been through a bunch of different meds, all of them not working, but the one I’m currently on, rexulti, has done wonders. Putting this out there in case maybe this one could help you, too. Things are gonna get better. You’re gonna get there, even if it takes a while.
me and my friends just killed of one of my characters in our story in the middle of the night and now I’m just imagine scenarios of all the other characters coping with the loss with crying.
You belong to matter the reason, and know that even I’d believe in you, I know I don’t know you, but always remember that I’ll always believe in you, along with countless others that believe you are strong and can get through this ❤
i lived under the impression that she loved me for the entire time we were dating only to find out she didn’t love me. it’s not fair it’s not fucking fair. i loved her more than anything and literally everything i did was for her, I STAYED ALIVE FOR HER. I LIVED EVERY DAY IN PAIN FOR HER. ITS NOT FAIR. she was telling everyone today how she wasn’t gay and it was just a phase. i was just another one of her stupid phases. i feel worthless and embarrassed for loving her. but now i have nobody left to live for, i can be free.
Listen to me, if you can find a new rock bottom, if you can feel so bad you want to rip your own throat out. You can get better, you may think you will never get better but you do, like what @MrMoonEclipse said, you know you're depressed because you’ve felt joy before. Tomorrow will be better, and if it’s not: The day after tomorrow will be better, and if that day isn’t better, the day after the day after tomorrow will be better. I’m not saying it’s gonna be all rainbows and sunshine, I’m saying it will be better by a tiny bit, and if you can get better by a tiny bit: You can get better by a whole lot (even if it takes an eternity to do so.)
Why cant i be able to have a normal life, i just wanted friends, i just wanted people who care i dont want this life i dont want to be blamed, i dont want to be left alone I dont want to be alone
bro im legit wondering where the fuck all my siblings and family went, its been 7 years since ive seen them and my heart feels like its shrinking and crumbling to dust slowly if that makes sense.
@@whoos1s no way! I was into astrophysics(similar to aerospace engineering and I looked into it as well) and I want you to know that you only live once and are totally capable of becoming an aerospace engineer! I believe in you! Come back to this video and let me know when you become one. :)
please don't say that my love I know you can do this as long as you just push yourself!💗 you've got this I know you do :)💕 just keep pushing yourself to do wtv ur going through and you've got it ! :3 never give up!!
@@kevodecha It doesn't get better for 18 years. Life is almost beyond the poverty line, eternal problems in all spheres of life and progressive diagnosed depression, which I have no money to treat because I live in one of the worst countries. on top of everything else, I'm pretty ugly and this only heats up my desire to end everything. This life on this fvcking planet is unbearable, I just hope one day I will be brave enough to end mself.
@@LllUuu-hb7nr man dont say it you will never know what life will bring to you, might be something so good that you will change the way you think about yourself, even if that doesnt happens, it never has to mean u have to give up anyways. there will always be people who will love you, even if you dont love yourself. Also im sure you'll learn to love yourself too, so why would you want to give up and die instead of living and seeing that your life is gonna get better? You matter so please dont say that ;(
It's okay to be weird and loud that's what gives people personality. Some are quiet and reserved, and that's okay and some are weird and loud, and that's also okay. I'm sure you're a sweet person please don't put yourself down, you don't have to fit in as long as you have yourself
My ex might have died. Rn marks the 24 hour mark since they last updated their socials. They weren’t at school, no updates on socials or returns from my calls or texts or their friends. I can’t do this.
,,I was clean for a few months I guess?" (I'm fucking Tired, Idk if I'm gna make it to 2026 at this point. This is so not skibidi guyz!! Am 12!!! Been through this shit since 9[probs 7 but wtv]😖❗❗)
Your purpose is to live. Quite literally to live. To make you and others happy, to live years with friends and some more years without, you purpose is to love and forgive, but never to forget, never forget those memories, your purpose is to enjoy life. Your purpose is to make choices. My plan is to live my teenage years in joy then end it, mainly because I’m scared of growing up and working, but that’s MY choice, don’t let anyone pressure u into doing that or making that choice that’s YOURS to make :)
What if everyone is pretending to like me and they are just lying and what if everybody actually hates me and are just lying in my face and why cant I stop overthinking everything I just wanna stop thinking about everything that could happen but I can’t and I never will be able to not think again.
There’s always someone out there that want to know you. Have fun with the people you’re with so they have fun and never let them go. Not everyone is going to like you, but the people that talk to you do because they enjoy you. I can’t help you from overthinking, but I hope you can help yourself and try to be as comfortable as possible :)
You don’t have to be perfect all the time don’t worry I’m so proud of you you’ve made it so far. Take little steps I promise I’m here for you. It’s ok to relapse, it’s ok to fail, it’s ok to not be good enough, it’s ok to doubt others. Don’t worry I care about you so much and I know others do to. It will be okay. I promise. You got this
No don't say that, please? You are worth it. You were created by the universe for a reason, and you can't just give up on that. If you do it, there will always be _someone_ to miss you. Maybe a friend, a teacher, a loved one, your pet, _someone_ out there will be there to grieve and mourn for you. I may be a stranger on the internet, buuuuttt... Don't do it,stay strong. I believe in you
@@kennyfoster8844 I can't find the words to express how sad this comment makes me feel. If you're reading this, I hope you're okay. Don't think like that. I know what that feeling is like. I didn't think I'd make it to my 13th either, but my birthday was just yesterday. I made it, and that should mean you will too. Even if you think nobody cares, I'll care. The people under this comment section care, somebody if your life cares. Please don't leave us, don't make anyone have to mourn and eternally miss you. Please. 🫂💙
don’t say stuff like that okay? u were born for a reason, u have so much potential in this world. you are wanted, and loved by a lot of people, this world wouldn’t be the same without you! dolls have scars too don’t they? but that js makes them even more beautiful. I believe that u can cross this difficult part of ur life, and if I believe in u, and several others do, believe in yourself okay? ur so strong! I’m proud of everything u have done in ur life till this day, keep going. ❤️🩹
Please don't Say those things. Always remember that you're worth it. There are so many reasons to continue living. For example tiny details like hugging your pet or someone You love, the smell of the flowers, the taste of your favortie dessert... Always remember there's someone who loves You and Will miss You allot. Maybe a teacher, a familiar, your pet, your friend, Even me. I may don't know you but i want You to know i care for you and i want You to continue living because You're in this world for doing Big things. Hope this mensagge helps, and remember Even if i'm an stranger for You, i want to Say that i love You and that You are a great person. i send You a very Big hug from the distance ❤
don’t think that way cuz it’s not true okay? you’re loved by a lot and ur a beautiful soul inside and out. don’t listen to the negative people, ur worth a lot and ur wanted.
I don’t know you, so I don’t think I can properly say anything to make you feel better, but I’m sure you’re loved by many. Everyone has an impact on someone, whether it be through a quick smile to a stranger or a long-lasting friendship. Please, take care of yourself. You’re worth it, I promise.
I feel like if lost everyone when j havent. My little sister, best friend really, moved away. Shes coming back but all of a sudden is asking me if her and her friend can stau at my house. I cant even to answer my crush. He likes me back. But i cant. I feel like hiding away. I feel like jve pushed otherd away. But why have i?? I dont really care anymore. I feel like instead of burnt out im burnt out on sympathy for others.
I’m here if either of you want to talk, I’m not pressuring you to stop as I know how hard it is to stop, but I’m also just trying to let you know that someone is always there if you want to talk or if you want any advice :) (Sorry if this came out the wrong way I just want you to know that you can talk to me freely if that makes sense? I don’t want either of you to feel pressured, sorry I’m here if you need to talk is what I’m trying to say)
hey, i don't know what you're going through but i hope you're doing okay, whatever you're going through will get better eventually. I'm not really good at comforting people but you'll get through this buddy, I'm sure of it :D
@DumplingDoesArts Awhh,you're the second person that has tried to comfort me,and I really appreciate it. Your comment reduced my chances of ending it slightly. I don't know for sure,I'm still thinking abt it. But I hope you're doing well,too! :D
hey dude, you don’t know me and I don’t know you but, I hope everything gets better for you. Please don’t end it, there are people that care even if it’s only 1 person, people care. I wish the best for you dude. I can’t do anything to stop you but please don’t do it, I care about you. (I’m sorry for my bad English)
@@unknownn1n please keep going. I love you so much. I know you may think these are just words, but I truly love you. You are here for a reason. It would make me so proud and everyone else proud and happy just to see you keep living. You deserve to be here. You are a beautiful soul given the chance at experiencing life. Live life for yourself. Just please stay my love. I am here for you. Here is a virtual hug 🫂💗
Gospel: Jesus Christ died on the cross, rose from the dead, defeated death and your sins and gave you the Holy Spirit♡ Reminder from Godᰔᩚ: • Solomon 4:7 You are altogether beautiful, my love; there is no flaw in you. • Solomon 4:1-15. Behold, you are beautiful, my love. Behold, you are beautiful. • Jeremiah 31:3 The LORD appeared to us in the past, saying: “I have loved you with an everlasting love; I have drawn you with unfailing kindness" Jesus loves you guys!!
Sometimes I wonder what have I done wrong
I’m here for you ❤️
Nothing, you did nothing wrong.
Real
Me too
real
i love this playlist its not just random shit but songs with an actual meaning
This lineup was an attempt on my life. Great playlist
Thank you for making this its lovely :)
I’m glad you liked it :)
Everyone here is venting while I'm just looking for songs to fit my oc's 😭
Fr 😭
Sameee
Diva
Reall
Real, but we should have some sympathy/empathy for the people who are suffering.
one day you think: I want to die. and then you think, very quietly: actually. actually. I think I want a hot cocoa. a nap. a sandwich. a book. and I want to die turns day by day into want to go home, I want to walk in the woods, I want to see my friend, I want to sit in the sun, I want a cleaner kitchen, I want a better job, I want to live somewhere else. I want to live.
Maybe try taking a walk or getting some exercise. Getting out and being active always helps refresh the mind. Try to disconnect from screens more. Make a playlist to reflect how you feel. That sounds tough but there’s lots of ways to feel better. Keep going. You’ve got this. 🫶
I never thought I’d make it to where I am today, but believe me, whatever is bothering you now, things can change for the better. It’s worth it to keep trying, even if it doesn’t seem like it. Hold on. Just hold on. Please.
I needed this.
You deserve more Subscribers dude!!!!!
BLOW THIS UP GUYS!!!!
Thank you so much!!!!!!
@@ALEXXRAYE111 🤍Deserve it!🤍
it gets better. please, don't go. think of all the things, the people who you haven't met yet and are going to make your life better again. think of future you. keep going. future you is gonna be so proud. it does get better, trust.
I'm fine
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@Moka-splat frick I didn't read the title
That feeling when...
*Knee surgery is tomorrow.*
That feeling when elbow surgery was yesterday
Real @@AdoptmeVerify-t1k
That feeling when ankle surgery was 2 days ago
that feeling when knee surgery was three days ago
lol bro
Vent:
My father left me and my siblings when i was 5. Since i was so young, i didnt understand what was going on and it didnt necessarily affect me. But a year or two later was when my step-father came into my life. When he was dating my mother, he was an alright guy. I liked him but he changed when he married my mom. He gets angry easily and yells at all of us over the smallest things. He threatens to break our things if we dont listen or do something. Then one day i walk into his room and he calls me over to where he sat on his bed and decided to SA me when i was only 12 and he's in his forties. He kept SAing me until he stopped a few weeks ago, saying how i shouldve told him that i didnt like it even though i specified that i never liked it all the other times, asking him to stop but him always saying no. But after our conversation, im grateful he doesnt touch me like that anymore but im just so confused about that.
Not only that, but just problems with school. Im struggling to find motivation for everything. I play guitar but not as much anymore. I have a passion, but not the talent. At school i work my ass off to get good grades just to make my parents happy so that they can be proud of their kid. I struggle with my friendships. For example, i had a friend group that consisted of me, another girl, and two guys which ill name Heather, Thomas, and Jake. Heather is the kind of person that also struggles with mental health and i knew she had a crush on Thomas for a long time. About a month ago, she confessed to Thomas but he didnt feel the same. He says he doesnt like heather and he very very rarely hangs out with us which genuienly upsets me considering he is the person ive held the longest friendship with which is now about 3 years. All my previous friends just stopped talking to me for no reason. Anyways, now its just me, Heather, and Jake. If im being honest, Heather kind of pisses me off. I mean, some days ill be fine with being around her, then others its unbearable for me. Im not sure why i just go on this rotation. One week im fine with hanging out with her, then the other i despise being around her and try to avoid her.
I believe thats it. Thank you for reading
…You deserve better I don’t know what to really say but you will find someone who will actually care and love you maybe it is not now maybe it is later but there will be one
*vent* I’m sorry I needed to get this out somewhere.
I liked this boy I’ve been friends with for a while, it was this year too. Since august. We hung out a lot, and I thought he liked me. So I told some of my friends I did. Then the whole class knew. They told everyone. Then he found out. We still hung out, then one of my friends kept telling him and all he said was “I know”. He wouldn’t show that he cared, he wouldn’t say anything. He would just laugh about it, or make jokes that he likes me in my face. That stuff kinda hurts. So when I told him myself, he just stood there.. laughing. I felt like crying and puking and I had no idea what to do. After like.. 3rd period I think? I asked to use the restroom. And I cried in there, almost 10 minutes. My friend K came and checked on me, she’s the only one who cared how I felt. He still makes those jokes saying he likes me. It still hurts.
im so sorry💗 i hope you feel better soon. if you need to talk, im here xx
EVERYONE BLOW THIS UP‼️‼️‼️
THIS PLAYLIST IS SHORT BUT AN ABSOLUTE BANGER
THANK YOU SMM🫶
I’m here rn listening to this crying instead of learning bc I’m too tired and too sick and I just keep pushing myself with medicine pain killers against headache I can’t sleep anymore I have sm stress that I become mental breakdowns just bc of some shitty paper called my exam cause a fucking number is deciding about my future
My dad is gonna die soon, he keeps drinking even tho he’s always sick. I’ll hear him vomit violently throughout the night and he never leaves the house. I’m not ready to lose him. The whole house reeks of alcohol and there’s mold in the walls and the floors. There are insects everywhere. I hate it here, I just wanna get away
I’m so sorry you have to worry about things like that. I hope you know someday maybe in a week maybe a few years you will find something. It might take some sacrifices but one day, you will find something. I truly hope you know you’re doing amazing. You deserve to have something good, and you will at the right time. I know you can get through it, even if it’s tough. I know it won’t be easy especially since you’re in a rough situation, but please do it for yourself and your future. I hope your days get better, and I hope you know I send as much love as I can. I’m sorry if this isn’t much help, but just know I love you. I know everyone says stuff like that but I truly do. I care for you. I will care if something happens to you. Please wake up for you. Sometimes you have to do things for yourself. Keep going.
@SongsIG I am so sorry for you..
@SongsIG I am gonna pray for you
My best friend was the Wisconsin shooter. I’m so heartbroken right now.
Remaining misunderstood is actually an alright solution, and I speak from experience; Refrain from explaining yourself, and instead go on knowing that in the long run: they were wrong about you, and you know the truth. And that's all that matters.
Why am I like this
Why can't I just get better
You’re worth it
Я снова чувствую тревогу; я снова возвращаюсь в то состояние, когда мне было хуже всего. И мне страшно.
( this tiny vent js popped up in my head because of the audio and my current situation. and yes i changed the words to match my situation rn...)
0:40
"did u hear that mother that took away her daughters social media and privacy because she was doing something she wasn't supposed to??. and said social media was too dangerous so i had to save you."
*no privacy*.
*no social media* .
*no phone*.
*no internet access except youtube*.
*always suspicious when around a computer*.
*no stable dating life / relationships *.
*suspicious anytime im around electronics*.
* has to like about having a phone and js saying it got taken away for a long time*.
*me having to hide my ipad she doesn't know i use*.
I love this style of music so much. It itches my brain. Thanks 🤍
Vent:
onetime I was gonna copy and paste the frames I had on the video I was making and I accidentally deleted all my fricking frames on flipaclip (only one piece) and now I had to do it all over again 😭😭 WHY also cool playlist :3
'One piece'..?....THE ONE PIECE IS REAL 🔥🔥🔥
I want everyone to know, Nothings wrong with you. You did nothing wrong. Society just makes everyone feel insecure and ugly when they are amazing and beautiful. Just know im here for you and many other people are. No matter what happened if your friends betrayed you or if someone died its not your fault. Many people love you and you should believe that, If you CVT yourself or having thoughts, remember many people are here for you and your loved. love yourself and be free. Your life is important ❤️
hurts being the least favorite sibling .
Im not making it past 18
same🫂
I promise you, even if you don't make it, it won't fix it. You're still alive, you can still do this. You will never have to face anything you can't overcome, and the strongest people are given the hardest challenges. You're not defeated yet, so keep going
@late_night_procrastinator thank you, life's been hard lately.
@@m.m616 hope you're alright mate
Nooo don't please I don't know you but don't do it it will get better don't let it win I you can do it ❤
Sometimes i feel like im forcing myself to be happy, im left out but i still remain "happy". ive lost weight due to mental health. what do i do with life anymore.
Why can't i just feel happy anymore? Like when you get something taken away. And it isn't coming back. Why? Why do i have to feel.. this way?
I know how u feel!! must feel bad for you! but Ik ur a really strong person. you’ve crossed a lot of difficult times and u can do this!!
can't believe im turning 15 this thursday. i honestly don't know if im going to make it there. im just so tired of going in and out of hospitals and programs, trying out a new medication every few weeks. nothing is helping, and i can't picture a world where i could live past high school.
i love you, and i'm proud of you
@@ALEXXRAYE111 that means so much to me, thank you
I feel you, man. I’ve been through a bunch of different meds, all of them not working, but the one I’m currently on, rexulti, has done wonders. Putting this out there in case maybe this one could help you, too. Things are gonna get better. You’re gonna get there, even if it takes a while.
me and my friends just killed of one of my characters in our story in the middle of the night and now I’m just imagine scenarios of all the other characters coping with the loss with crying.
God loves you and many other people do too❤️
"Is I'm a bad person or I'm just 16? "
-unknown
“Lmao no I can't wear that in my house?? My brother will give me looks.”
“Why would your brother look at you weird..?”
“.. Yours doesn't?”
….ARE YOU OKAY?.
@Imran-Panhwar Not rlly but who _is_ okay in 2024? 🤑
God loves you and many other people do too❤️
My friends don't realy feel like my friends anymore
Exactly! Like I feel like they don't even care if I'm dead or not..
@user-xw6yz8rp6h like they're judging me more and more every day :p
bruh i cant find a vent playlist without I beg on losing dogs (ive heard it so many times im starting to hate it)
Me n you both bro
Me too
Everyone is worth it
Thank you
You belong to matter the reason, and know that even I’d believe in you, I know I don’t know you, but always remember that I’ll always believe in you, along with countless others that believe you are strong and can get through this ❤
I can’t stop crying. I hate everything about everybody including me like, why did this have to be the path I took? I’m so tired and lonely
i lived under the impression that she loved me for the entire time we were dating only to find out she didn’t love me.
it’s not fair it’s not fucking fair. i loved her more than anything and literally everything i did was for her, I STAYED ALIVE FOR HER. I LIVED EVERY DAY IN PAIN FOR HER. ITS NOT FAIR.
she was telling everyone today how she wasn’t gay and it was just a phase. i was just another one of her stupid phases.
i feel worthless and embarrassed for loving her.
but now i have nobody left to live for, i can be free.
I'm not good at this comforting thing. But don't do it man. You are creating a permanent fix for a temporary problem
Your storms will pass, and there's so much of this life you haven't lived
You only know what it's like to be sad because you've been happy before and you can feel that again
Listen to me, if you can find a new rock bottom, if you can feel so bad you want to rip your own throat out. You can get better, you may think you will never get better but you do,
like what @MrMoonEclipse said, you know you're depressed because you’ve felt joy before. Tomorrow will be better, and if it’s not: The day after tomorrow will be better, and if that day isn’t better, the day after the day after tomorrow will be better.
I’m not saying it’s gonna be all rainbows and sunshine, I’m saying it will be better by a tiny bit, and if you can get better by a tiny bit: You can get better by a whole lot (even if it takes an eternity to do so.)
Why cant i be able to have a normal life, i just wanted friends, i just wanted people who care i dont want this life i dont want to be blamed, i dont want to be left alone
I dont want to be alone
Have you ever considered getting a pet?
why life's so unfair.
i dont know why life is unfair >:(
keep going :3!
Honestly guys..it’s getting worse again😕I attempted when I was 12 and I wonder sometimes what is stopping me now?
pls, self-harm is dumb it's not good and don't kys pls..fine somebody you love and trust it don't have to be family it can be anybody
I genuinely just wanted to feel love.
we’ll get through it 🫂
Heyyy depending on your age.. I’m here pooks 😏
(This is a joke please don’t attack me,)
I meannn it doesn’t have to be a joke… ;)
5:39-5:53 - the lonely tree (slowed)
@@CrowManGuy thank you so much!!
"she loves to argue" no i just want to be heard.
I just need to make it out of this town, that's all i want
bro im legit wondering where the fuck all my siblings and family went, its been 7 years since ive seen them and my heart feels like its shrinking and crumbling to dust slowly if that makes sense.
OMG what happened are you ok
I wish I knew how to be the perfect girl my family wanted
God loves you and many other people do too❤️
I used to be happy.
your worth it
You will be happy again
Quem diria que uma compilação com "sad/vent" me deixaria triste
Its 2025.... Let's hope it's better
i have so many dreams for my future but they all seem unachievable. aerospace engineering was a stupid idea.
no it is not a stupid idea, go for ur dreams, and do not give up on them:3
real
@@whoos1s no way! I was into astrophysics(similar to aerospace engineering and I looked into it as well) and I want you to know that you only live once and are totally capable of becoming an aerospace engineer! I believe in you! Come back to this video and let me know when you become one. :)
@ remind me
I dont wanna keep doing this
Alex G, my king 🧎
my parents think i don’t have rts and a ED but i’m pretty sure i do
I have no future ahead of me
please don't say that my love I know you can do this as long as you just push yourself!💗 you've got this I know you do :)💕 just keep pushing yourself to do wtv ur going through and you've got it ! :3 never give up!!
Stay misunderstood. It makes life feel a little bit better when you’re keeping secrets like a anime main character does :)
Huh, that oddly resembles my pfp.
lol😭
Why can’t I have love from a boy who is devoted to be in a relationship w me.
Im trying so hard, I don’t get why I always fall short. I feel like my mom will always hate me for not being everything she wanted and I’m sorry :(
Perfect
the pic is too relateable especially after i lost half my friends due to a "two word meme" also known as womp womp
I wish I was d4ad or never born
I hope you know, maybe now or later it will get better. May God bless you with peace. You're loved, always.
Don’t say that my love. I want you to be here on this earth. I love you💗
@@kevodecha It doesn't get better for 18 years. Life is almost beyond the poverty line, eternal problems in all spheres of life and progressive diagnosed depression, which I have no money to treat because I live in one of the worst countries. on top of everything else, I'm pretty ugly and this only heats up my desire to end everything. This life on this fvcking planet is unbearable, I just hope one day I will be brave enough to end mself.
@@LllUuu-hb7nr man dont say it you will never know what life will bring to you, might be something so good that you will change the way you think about yourself, even if that doesnt happens, it never has to mean u have to give up anyways. there will always be people who will love you, even if you dont love yourself. Also im sure you'll learn to love yourself too, so why would you want to give up and die instead of living and seeing that your life is gonna get better? You matter so please dont say that ;(
its okay bbg i wished that you were born and i DIDNT wish you were dead.. im in your walls im watching u bbg, DADDY LOVES YOU SWEETIEEE😘😘😘😘😘🤪🥰
5:30 - 5:39 - milk cassette by analog_mannequin
Thank you 😭🫶
10 years is enough right? Back then I thought 8 was long enough
your just 10 you have a lot to live for..i am here now
I feel like a spectator and I don’t experience emotions :(
well if ur sad ur experiencing an emotion
@ I’m not sad merely disappointed in myself
i cannot stand myself
God loves you and many other people do too❤️
small question! i know the song at 6:41 is sailor song, but it sounds like an acoustic cover! do you know which live its from? :)
I might be wrong but I think that might just be the og song? Idk.
@@imafuckingkmsita a small raw clip from her chanel on yt! (I LOVE YHIS SONG SO MUCJ YOU GUYS HAVE GOOD TASTE) it’s just a short tho
Why do I have to be so weird and loud I don’t fit in anywhere it feels so fake.
It's okay to be weird and loud that's what gives people personality. Some are quiet and reserved, and that's okay and some are weird and loud, and that's also okay.
I'm sure you're a sweet person please don't put yourself down, you don't have to fit in as long as you have yourself
What did I do wrong mom? Why won’t you say I love you back mom? Please say you love me mom.
if she can't say it i will, i love you maddie - fake mom
It's too much for me. Do I really have to keep doing this to pursue my dreams..
My ex might have died. Rn marks the 24 hour mark since they last updated their socials. They weren’t at school, no updates on socials or returns from my calls or texts or their friends. I can’t do this.
,,I was clean for a few months I guess?"
(I'm fucking Tired, Idk if I'm gna make it to 2026 at this point. This is so not skibidi guyz!! Am 12!!! Been through this shit since 9[probs 7 but wtv]😖❗❗)
It’s ok same :(
@shafqatnaheed8145 meow!! Hope u get better :((
God loves you and many other people do too❤️
hes everywhere i look but nowhere to be found
Somtimes i wonder why im alive?.
Fr like why am I alive when I literally have no purpose on this earth
Your purpose is to live. Quite literally to live. To make you and others happy, to live years with friends and some more years without, you purpose is to love and forgive, but never to forget, never forget those memories, your purpose is to enjoy life. Your purpose is to make choices. My plan is to live my teenage years in joy then end it, mainly because I’m scared of growing up and working, but that’s MY choice, don’t let anyone pressure u into doing that or making that choice that’s YOURS to make :)
hawk tuah
real😔😮💨
Tysm, this cured my depression!! Such inspiring words🥹
* A single teardrop rolls down my cheek. * Amen brother, you said it!! 🇺🇸🇺🇸🦅🔥🔥🔥🔥💯💯
SPIT ON THAT THANG 😩
ngl i js wanna be loved.
im really not gonna make it past this year. im so tired of everything, man. im not making it to 13, im so exhausted.
Please don't do it, because there's people that love you and are proud of you, and one of those people is me
@ this timing. youre a really good person. i love you too./p
@@rainy_dazedd
Toska by molchat doma is so good braoo....
8:37 Wow what this from ??
This song is summertime by mareux!
I'm also proud of everybody even if I don't know yall
What if everyone is pretending to like me and they are just lying and what if everybody actually hates me and are just lying in my face and why cant I stop overthinking everything I just wanna stop thinking about everything that could happen but I can’t and I never will be able to not think again.
There’s always someone out there that want to know you. Have fun with the people you’re with so they have fun and never let them go. Not everyone is going to like you, but the people that talk to you do because they enjoy you. I can’t help you from overthinking, but I hope you can help yourself and try to be as comfortable as possible :)
You don’t have to be perfect all the time don’t worry I’m so proud of you you’ve made it so far. Take little steps I promise I’m here for you. It’s ok to relapse, it’s ok to fail, it’s ok to not be good enough, it’s ok to doubt others. Don’t worry I care about you so much and I know others do to. It will be okay. I promise. You got this
I’m not making it to my 14th birthday..
Hey do you need to talk ? If you need I'm here
God loves you and many other people do too❤️
me too. as much as i want to, i don’t want to live another day.
Living my life knowing I’m only the second choice that never really has a say in anything. Not like anyone acts like what I say matters.
im not makin it to my 13th birthday....
No don't say that, please?
You are worth it. You were created by the universe for a reason, and you can't just give up on that.
If you do it, there will always be _someone_ to miss you. Maybe a friend, a teacher, a loved one, your pet, _someone_ out there will be there to grieve and mourn for you. I may be a stranger on the internet, buuuuttt...
Don't do it,stay strong. I believe in you
Yes you are making it to your 13th birthday because you are worth living
@@kennyfoster8844 I can't find the words to express how sad this comment makes me feel. If you're reading this, I hope you're okay. Don't think like that. I know what that feeling is like. I didn't think I'd make it to my 13th either, but my birthday was just yesterday. I made it, and that should mean you will too. Even if you think nobody cares, I'll care. The people under this comment section care, somebody if your life cares. Please don't leave us, don't make anyone have to mourn and eternally miss you. Please. 🫂💙
don’t say stuff like that okay? u were born for a reason, u have so much potential in this world. you are wanted, and loved by a lot of people, this world wouldn’t be the same without you! dolls have scars too don’t they? but that js makes them even more beautiful. I believe that u can cross this difficult part of ur life, and if I believe in u, and several others do, believe in yourself okay? ur so strong! I’m proud of everything u have done in ur life till this day, keep going. ❤️🩹
Please don't Say those things. Always remember that you're worth it. There are so many reasons to continue living. For example tiny details like hugging your pet or someone You love, the smell of the flowers, the taste of your favortie dessert... Always remember there's someone who loves You and Will miss You allot. Maybe a teacher, a familiar, your pet, your friend, Even me. I may don't know you but i want You to know i care for you and i want You to continue living because You're in this world for doing Big things. Hope this mensagge helps, and remember Even if i'm an stranger for You, i want to Say that i love You and that You are a great person. i send You a very Big hug from the distance ❤
Everything happens for a reason, right?
your worth it
Sometimes bad things just happend so things can get better in the future
I’m just another inconvenience to him.
im sorry for my parents
no bcoz i attempted at 10
if you need an online hug and a talk, I am here... I won't judge I never do
Sometimes I think everyone frickin hates me on how ugly I am and they only pretend to like me
i love you, ur rlly pretty
don’t think that way cuz it’s not true okay? you’re loved by a lot and ur a beautiful soul inside and out. don’t listen to the negative people, ur worth a lot and ur wanted.
I don’t know you, so I don’t think I can properly say anything to make you feel better, but I’m sure you’re loved by many. Everyone has an impact on someone, whether it be through a quick smile to a stranger or a long-lasting friendship.
Please, take care of yourself. You’re worth it, I promise.
I feel like if lost everyone when j havent. My little sister, best friend really, moved away. Shes coming back but all of a sudden is asking me if her and her friend can stau at my house. I cant even to answer my crush. He likes me back. But i cant. I feel like hiding away. I feel like jve pushed otherd away. But why have i?? I dont really care anymore. I feel like instead of burnt out im burnt out on sympathy for others.
If u like him don't act like u don't, I did it didn't work out well and that's why Im here. You will regret it ☹️
Why nobody hears me :c
I hear you! I’m always here for u
1:19 molchat doma 🤩
your worth it
Можно было бы ещё добавить песню «Juliet»
"life its like a beautiful snowflake,but its so easy to break it ....u can't revive her..."
anyone else cutting rn
Yes
I’m here if either of you want to talk, I’m not pressuring you to stop as I know how hard it is to stop, but I’m also just trying to let you know that someone is always there if you want to talk or if you want any advice :)
(Sorry if this came out the wrong way I just want you to know that you can talk to me freely if that makes sense? I don’t want either of you to feel pressured, sorry I’m here if you need to talk is what I’m trying to say)
no
Thank you l_love_the_sunset
@I_love_the_sunset Such a kind soul ❤ ❤
Amazing playlist❤️🩷
100% not making it past december. I changed my mind. Not past december,but november.
hey, i don't know what you're going through but i hope you're doing okay, whatever you're going through will get better eventually. I'm not really good at comforting people but you'll get through this buddy, I'm sure of it :D
@DumplingDoesArts Awhh,you're the second person that has tried to comfort me,and I really appreciate it. Your comment reduced my chances of ending it slightly. I don't know for sure,I'm still thinking abt it. But I hope you're doing well,too! :D
hey dude, you don’t know me and I don’t know you but, I hope everything gets better for you. Please don’t end it, there are people that care even if it’s only 1 person, people care. I wish the best for you dude. I can’t do anything to stop you but please don’t do it, I care about you. (I’m sorry for my bad English)
Please keep trying, I'm proud of you for making it this long, even if you could barely do so. Love you stranger, take care
@@unknownn1n please keep going. I love you so much. I know you may think these are just words, but I truly love you. You are here for a reason. It would make me so proud and everyone else proud and happy just to see you keep living. You deserve to be here. You are a beautiful soul given the chance at experiencing life. Live life for yourself. Just please stay my love. I am here for you. Here is a virtual hug 🫂💗
Gospel: Jesus Christ died on the cross, rose from the dead, defeated death and your sins and gave you the Holy Spirit♡
Reminder from Godᰔᩚ:
• Solomon 4:7
You are altogether beautiful, my love; there is no flaw in you.
• Solomon 4:1-15.
Behold, you are beautiful, my love. Behold, you are beautiful.
• Jeremiah 31:3
The LORD appeared to us in the past, saying: “I have loved you with an everlasting love; I have drawn you with unfailing kindness"
Jesus loves you guys!!
im here because of EPIC: the musical...😬