I heard once "You will not touch the heart of others without touching your own first". Now I imagine how you feel about this compositions, it definetly touched me. Thank you for sharing!
This made me cry been struggling really bad after break up i thought i was getting better after months started MMA started getting out but I don't know why i still think about her and miss her so bad even though i can say what was toxic but now I don't think so I'll find a love like that slowly descending into madness she visits me in my dreams
@@blach_hazardd I wish hurt no one, but what it has to do with the music? World didnt collapse, you are still alive, and everyone doing mistakes. If you breaked up, that means you was irresponsible and not ready for healthy relationships (or even dont know what it is). Both persons has to do the same, searching, what your other half love, and fulfill it, and before that make an official promise, to take care of the person no matter what, fix things, not throw it away. When both partners had commited infinite trust to each other and focused on their role in this relationship and not crossing borders of their zone of responsibility, that the happiest marriges I ever seen. So I suggest to change you perspective on this situation, give this mistakes some thoughts and move forward. Wanna have healthy and happy relationships? Good, then be like intact vessel, independent and full of life, so you can share from your fullness and richness, and not the broken vessel, who will only asking for that. Endless topic
@@evgeniysazonov9231 you're right it's just that i trusted this person tried to mend things never gave up before her i was happy and content with life and after her i experienced happiness like i had never before and now all of that has gone away. I'm trying so hard to find that happiness but still filled with questions. I hope it gets better.
Thanks, I’m going through a decently difficult time right now, parents splitting and all, but I’m beginning to be happy after a long time. Have a good day, afternoon, evening, and night, TranquilityCupid.
I watch you fade like twilight's glow, A distant star I used to know. Your laughter now, a ghostly tune, A shadow cast beneath the moon. The space between us swells with ache, Each step I take, the ground will break. I reach, but you are mist, unseen, A dream half-formed, where love had been. I try to write, to make you stay, But words, like dust, are swept away. They stumble, fall, and fail to show The depths of what I cannot know. And still, my pen continues on, Through nights too long and days too drawn. Roaming between neverending storms, I recall, "I don't remember the dream, but I know I was with you again" I whisper, lost in this endless maze. Nights are cruel, a haunting haze, Each hour stretches, blurs, decays. Your absence carves the air in two, Yet still, my thoughts return to you. The bed feels vast, the silence deep, Your name, a whisper, steals my sleep. And somewhere in the shadowed seam, It aches but, I don’t remember the dream, But I know I was with you again. Your touch-was it warm? Did you smile that way? Did you laugh like you used to, soft and sway? I grasp at fragments, fleeting, thin, But the details vanish, lost within. Still, the ache of knowing soothes the pain, For in that dream, I held you again. If only for a moment’s span, The universe allowed its plan. Now waking hurts, as mornings do, When the sun feels false, and life askew. Yet buried deep beneath my grief, Is a fragile, stubborn belief: That somewhere, somehow, love transcends, And in some dream, this story mends. - ANB (28.12.2024)
Tears flow as I listen to this piece and read this poem. A person that once I called "home", yet nothing else can be done. Always praying that the life will be kind to this person.
stop i literally scrolled past ur comment like ‘’haha lol cringe poem in the comments’’ but then i was like ok let me read it and now im sobbing goodbye
@widyaniswar Reading the poem made me think of my ex. How much I loved him and how I would lay awake in bed thinking of him. I would dream every night of his touch, his face, his warmth. If only life had taken a different path and not torn him from me
There are many days where I live just for the sake of passing time. I stopped enjoying life a long time ago, but I don't have the guts to end things. I'm so tired, I fill every moment of everyday with something I used to like to do, but they've all lost their appeal. But I keep doing them in hopes that I will find joy in them again, and I know that if I stop for even a moment the dark thoughts will return again. Music has always helped though, so thank you.
Time is the only resource. Use it wisely. Prepare for what lies beyond the void veil. Or don't; it's your choice. 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge; hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ --Diamond Dragons (series)
I know how you feel, been in treatment for 12 years now (suicidal, depression, anxiety). When its dark in your head, heart and soul it really makes you dead and empty inside. My words may sound useless now but please remember, there is no going back from "ending things". Its ok to feel broken, sad, defeated, dead inside, there will be a spark somewhere, sometime in that black tunnel of yours, don't search for it, it will come to you. Rest, surrender, and let go. I really hope you will feel happy again someday. All the best to you, a fellow lost soul.
The most painful thing is waking up from a dream where I was in his arms looking out to the sea like how we once did to an empty space next to me. Longing to go back, even if it's just a dream.
I understand you, stranger. But sometimes you just have to live. Escape is always meaning to return to somewhere. And that dream has to be shattered someday, and it’s better if you choose to end if and not you being forced.
I dont think i ever fully recovered from suddenly finding myself in a place of peace, laying my head on her legs as she cradles me and caresses my hair, warming my heart up with the cutest smile in the world. A place where i feel protected and whole once again with her by my side. I found myself there for a short moment, just to wake up in a cold lonely room. The dream ended years ago but it never left my head. Im not sure it ever will
This year I lost you. You always seem to make your way into my mind and today it was through this song. I miss you deeply and I know It’ll stay that way for a very long time. It’s been a couple months now and I want you to know that I loved you unconditionally and I still do- I hope you can express yourself freely, I hope you are doing well, I hope someone is listening to you share your feelings. I’ll always be supporting you- just from the sideline now. I hope that losing me means that you are able to find yourself.
Currently New Year's Eve and just trying to find music to help calm my pet from fireworks. Ended up crying myself when I saw the title of this video. I've had so my dreams of them. Of love. Of when I was capable of living with a brain that could be happy. And my pet who is a rescue who's so terrified of loud noises due to abuse. I dunno, the mix of the two just made me wanna cry. Regardless, thank you so much for making it to my recommendations. Happy New Years. And I wish everyone can one day get through things.
I've never met anybody or even heard of anybody else that has dreamt of love the way that I have. I don't remember her face in my dream, but when I woke up at 7AM I was heartbroken that it was a dream until the afternoon. 😢
I was happy, once. Happy to be needed. Happy to have been in need. Happy to have loved. Happy to have been loved. Happy to have lived, and sailed the chaotically quiet river as I journeyed through it. … But nothing lasts forever, does it? It all shattered so long ago. It was so sudden, I found myself wondering if any of it had been real even days after. I tried to lie to myself. I tried to comfort myself and hide the truth. It worked, for a while. But it only made everything worse. …I’d like to forget that, if possible. But I guess I’ll have to remember it, so I don’t make the same mistake again. … I dreamed of you again. Even months later, I still can’t help but go back to the photo book and reminisce. …God, what is wrong with me? Still desperately clinging onto you even though you’ve probably already moved on. You said it yourself, after all. You don’t care about me anymore. I know. It’s pathetic. I’m pathetic. But… I can’t help it. Because all those years with you, every day and every waking hour that I was able to even catch a glimpse of that shining smile of yours, Those were truly the happiest years of my life. I don’t really remember what happened in that dream. All I remember is you, that rare smile or yours I always loved to see, the night sky, full of stars, and the warmth of your arms. Ha. Why am I even reflecting on this? You’ve already moved on. It’s almost been a year already. I’ve always been stubborn, but this is honestly just… pitiful. … I tell them I hate you, for what you said to me, for how much pain you’ve caused. But that couldn’t be a bigger lie. If anything, it was probably my fault all this ended in the first place. It was you who lost feelings first. That’s evidence enough. And worst of all, I still love you. How was I even able to lie about all that? Why would I even lie about that? Shame? Anger? Grief? I don’t know why I did it. But I’m sorry. You don’t have to forgive me. You probably don’t even know what I’ve said, unless you’ve talked to some of my friends. If you have, I wouldn’t blame you for hating me. … What am I doing? I’m not even talking to you. If anything, I should be trying to apologize to the real you. …But I don’t have the guts to do that, do I? Of course not. I’ve always been a coward. I just hope you’re doing better without me. Don’t bother looking back. All you’ll see is a grave and a poorly written apology. Bye, for the last time. I’ll be with the stars, in the odd case you wanted to visit. I’ll be with the stars… _thank you for reading. i wrote this with little to no knowledge of love or grief, so feedback is appreciated._
Whether I'm dreaming or not, my mind and my heart is always with her. She might be elsewhere, in someone else's arms, but the person in my heart, the girl who first became a part of the person who I am now, she will always remain. I will love her forever, no matter the pain and loneliness that I've gone through and that which I must continue to endure for years, decades, no matter what may come, I will always love you Humzi. I'm a fool for not letting go when you never held on to begin with, but a fool I will remain.
I, too, forget the contents of the dreams she is in. But she does show up quite often, and whether I remember the dream or not, I know it was all the brighter for having her in it.
Art comes in many different forms, and different feelings. It’s not always made on a canvas, or a note pad. No, some are made in our hearts. And the expression there of is something truly unique. Thank you for being such a great artist, using those black and white keys as your canvas…
I dream with my two ex best friends often. It breaks my heart, I loved them dearly, still do. Thank you for filling up with music the most abandoned parts of my soul and heart.
I broke up with my ex best friend this year, we were best friends for almost 11 years, our last message was on March (my birthday) I can feel you through this screen, is not easy to live without someone you used to tell everything, but I think somethings isn't bad or good, they just be, I'm happy to remember the good moment we share, sometimes people just get another way, but the time both walked together were something that will never can be erased.
im 22, when I was 15 turning 16 my best friend for ages stopped talking to me because he could only talk to people from his religion from then on... Religion divides more and does more harm than good.
"Oh my love... I see you everywhere, every time. How can someone be so beautifully breathtaking?...I see you in my ethereal dreams. I see you outside, on every leaf,...on every petal,...on every drop of rain... I’ve seen you blow the wind through my ears when you were happy... I’ve seen you raging from the clouds when you were angry.... But yet, you are so beautiful every time.... You are my heartbeat, you are my breath....And I love spending my mortal time with you...I know I will soon fade away from this cruel world, but you may stay forever." - I don't even know who i wrote this to but I surely do know that someone is out their.... AND yes I don't remember but I know ❤❤❤❤
"It's not very often that I dream of this person... and waking up there's more of just a feeling than remembering a face. Yet as the years go by, little by little, it starts getting more clearer as we go on our silly little dream adventures. And the last time I had this dream, which felt both like a long time ago and not long ago at all, they became the clearest I have ever seen them." Thanks for this beautiful video 😊❤
woah i've never been so early, i recently started binge listening to your videos because of how calm and relaxing it is during my studies and research, love this one. KEEP IT UP, SO PROUD OF YOU!!
Since my last heartbreak, I've fallen out of the possibility of feeling genuine love from someone. This world can be so cruel to an extent I couldv'e never thought of. I've realized that there's nothing I can do to make someone stay, and...that there's no one to hear or listen to me. I long to feel a deep connection, I long to tell my woman how beautiful she is and being admired by her unconditionally. I long to make love and be myself for once.
She's over 6000km away from me, but I feel with her with me all the time. I hope she feels me with her all the time too. God damn I miss her so much on these lonely nights. Je t'aime tellement mon croissant.
@@Andreyieyo Perhaps, but it's the way me and her talk to each other 🙂.. I'm sure you can understand people have funny pet names sometimes for the ones they love?
Just sitting here listening and feeling it. I don’t have answers. All I know in this moment is that it makes me feel a little better, that no one is alone. Just hearing what each of you is feeling or thinking makes me hurt for you. And in turn I hurt for myself, but know I’m not alone. I know - that’s such a cliche, but right now that’s what helps me. So you are not alone. That’s me reaching out just to say, I’m listening.
I dont dream too much, my mind goes in spirals sometimes, but when i do, i can assure you that its something quite beautiful, because she is there with me... Ever since the passing of my mom from Covid in 2021 i had this unbearable hollow weight on my chest, like, she was everything i wanted from a friend and mother, my whole world shattered completely and felt lost for the first time, all the pain from the past was now a mere inch of uncomfortable sadness compared to this sensation. But, day after day everything was lighter, taking one step at a time, crying when i felt the need, because men can cry too, and thats okay, we are human, not a cold machine. So everytime that i see something beautiful, it reminds me of her, and everything feels peaceful, glorious, after all im still a part of her, in blood and body. Love you mom, im gonna hug you so tight someday 🤍 thanks for this video sweet man, hugs
I love your work! Also, it made me think. I recently had a dream about my ex partner, we were cuddling and being all lovey dovey like we used to. The title of this video reminded me of that, and despite how harsh it is that they're gone, that dream gave me a bit more comfort. The music gives me the same feeling of comfort yet longing, and how I don't recall every bit of my dream, but just being with them made everything more comforting. Now i am here, crying and typing this as I recall all the love they gave me. Thank you for reminding me of how good I was loved and how much, though i wont get it back, i treasured them.
Sometimes I realized that when life is too exhausted to keep going, I knew music will always be there when I need it. Sometimes we just need soothing music to help us realizes that there something to keep going for.
I once knew who I was.. Now my dreams are filled with apocalypse and running, helping others, others letting me down, suggesting I am in deep and lost in the silent chaos split from God infinite intelligence. I met this guy this year half a way around the world from the UK. We spoke online for a year and he flew to see me in Australia, but being so damaged I don't know what love is. There are glimpses of feeling content seeing his nature, smile and warm kind eyes, his beautiful singing voice and dancing in mesmerizing awe, there is a strong future with children and a garden of blue flowers and money won't be an issue, but only supporting each other as a power couple. But I don't know if I ever loved him truly because of me being so damaged. Deep down inside I know there is a resonating ephemeral love connected, and that being mortal romantical, though I can't remember who.. the dream' is forgotten , I just know... I felt it my entire life. A twin love flame... He made me feel like sunshine and I was his rain of wisdom. Together we could of made a rainbow.
Friends aren't meant to last, and that's a sad truth we all have to deal with at some point, and no matter how hard you try, you can't let go of the past.
i miss him so much. my life has just gone downhill since it happened. i read that “you aren’t going downhill, but instead pushing uphill, though it may not be easy.” i’m trying so hard to keep going w/o him. but i just wanna give up. i have derealization disorder and it’s gotten so much worse w him gone. he was the realest thing in my life. i made so many mistakes ill never forgive myself for. i’m forever sorry in my heart. i’ll forever miss you. ❤
im in the exact same spot, pretty much, im sorry, it hurts a lot, a lot lot, i dont know how to survive like this. I made mistakes and ruined my chances with her. You got this, you're not alone at all, and you deserve love from any place you can find, including yourself.
I once knew you like the ocean knows the shore, A rhythm, a pull, a presence I adored. Time wove its threads, pulling us apart, Yet still, you linger, etched in my heart. In the quiet of night, when the world retreats, You visit unbidden, where dreams and memories meet. Your laughter, a melody soft and serene, Echoes like whispers in forgotten scenes. I see your face, though it’s blurred by years, A phantom of joy, laughter and tears. Your eyes, still bright, hold stories untold, While mine search for answers in dreams' fragile hold. What might we have been if time had not frayed? If words unspoken had found their way? I wake with your name trembling on my tongue, A song half-finished, a bell never rung. Yet I carry no sorrow, only a sigh, For even in distance, you never quite die. You’re the shadow that lingers, the echo that stays, A ghost in my dreams, through life’s winding maze. -Me
أووه يا رجل من أين لك هذا ؟!! . هذا كثير جدا جدا . إنها منسابة تلامس سرسورة القلب . كالماء حين يشربه الصديان . رتمها خفيض .. وأصابعك تجسها جسّ المحب جسد محبوبه . لا عدمت يمينك أيها الفنان الجيد . ❤
I have been dreaming about you these days Nyo, more frequent and more vivid than ever. It is the disappointment I feel when I realise it was all a dream. I cannot bare it. I wish I could just sleep and not wake up cuz you are in my dreams. I miss you. I miss you a lot.
I stumbled into this video last night and fell asleep to this beautiful piece. The first part of it especially-I don’t know how you managed to pull all of these emotions out of me and soothe them in the same breath, but thank you. I think I needed to hear this melody at just the right moment. Thank you for sharing it (: I’m going to go to sleep listening to this video again tonight 🩵
I found your channel about a week ago and have been listening to your music every night to fall asleep, and I've never slept better. Thank you and much love for your work❤️
I’m glad I found this piece. I see others reminiscing on past relationships. I recently woke from a dream, moments I got to share with someone on the other side of the dirt. It hurts, I haven’t visited her grave in 8 years. But did so for the first time 2 days ago. All these pent up feelings and sadness, this love with nowhere to go. My grief so to speak, is put to rest with these songs. It’s as if I can feel her in my arms throughout the duration of the song.
As a single mom, struggling to make ends meet, I feel blessed to have my son with me even through all the hard times. There are days I just cry and feel lost, wishing to be loved for who I am and what I deserve. I wish I would have another chance at love. The world is so cruel. Sometimes I just feel like giving up but I see my son and forget all the pain and start all over again. I miss my departed loved ones. I miss the man I love dearly who rejected me for no valid reason. This music gives me peace 🕊️
I just heard one of your songs from two weeks ago. All I have to say is thanks. Piano makes me feel calm. I'm definitely going to listen to more of your music (Have a amazing night/day)
I always get recommended your videos when I really need them. They find me. When something inside me is in pain the music cradles me in its arms and tells me it understands how I feel.
I've only dreamed with him twice, but I miss it. or I miss remembering it when I wake up, if maybe it keeps happening at some other point at night. now that I can't reach out to him... I miss him, I miss his smile. I miss the joy he brought into the world. I still love him so much.
I miss when she was mine. She seems alot happier now, and I'm happy for her. But something feels like it's missing. Half of the laughs are gone when something funny happens. When people smile I can't help but think of hers. She meant the world to me, and even though it wasn't the best situation, I wouldn't trade it for anything more. I want to go back.
Yeah I felt that way to then I found someone better and it sucks that it has to be that way but when you finally find your 1 in infinity it's suddenly all worth it
Once randomly I asked my friend that if you have to compare me with any one instrument then which instrument would that be? And her answer was piano... and now I am here. Thank you 🩷
Whenever I feel trauma. I embrace the emotion, I stay logical throughout the process. I try and remind myself that I was a kid, with hobbies at some point.
the breakup lasted a week in august, however the scars still remain. I keep being reminded of how temporary I am, and how thin the line can be of love and hatred for her. I just wish I could be better.
Two years after our first breakup occurred, I made highly destructive decisions, and when we got back together 2 months later, nothing was the same. It grew like cancer inside her, she never told me how she really felt, I thought we fixed everything, until she gave me the last hug with an "I never got over it" in our apartment, and I stood there crying and smoking my cigarette. If I had known it was our last hug, I would have hugged her with the last piece of my heart that was still mine. The words she said destroyed me, mainly: "We shouldn't have dated again" And the fact that her eyes have no hurt and mine turn green I lost my life and my soul after seeing her eyes intact and mine turning green. God, I lost everything, my life, my job, my wife, our house, our dreams and our plans. How was I so reckless? How I didn't notice? One day we were decorating our house, and the next, I couldn't hold her in my arms anymore.
Every time i see a new video from u on my feed i click it in a instant ready to hear the sweet bliss of music u create with those piano keys and god does it comfort me & calm me so much these pieces really do help me so much thank you from bottom heart these peices of music help me so much to push thru what life deals me each day 😊❤
This is definitely art, you convey so much more than you think! Thank you for the effort you put into your videos and I appreciate you sharing them with us! I hope it wasn't too difficult for you to compose them, and if it was, let me tell you that you did a flawless job. Merry christmas, Dear Yuh.
Thank you Ashly :) I really appreciate your kind words.. I never feel ready to post or share, but your comment along with everyone else's really gives me the courage.. Thanks again, and merry christmas! :)
it's always him, though he will never see me in that way. but everything i do is for him, about him, even the most mundane tasks. i dream of a quiet life with him. i dream of washing dishes or simply going on a walk with him. he has become my entire life; there is not one second of the day where i don't think about him. when i go to sleep, he also visits me. but i am doomed to watch him from afar, like a dog adores its owner even when he ignores it.
I miss everything we did, and everything we could’ve done. You’d think it's the hardest in the beginning, but for me, it's when I forget. Because I think you're still with me and the moment I remember, it's like losing you all over again.
What manner of poetry What song can I sing That will show my love for thee That appears everlasting? No matter how much I write Nor how much I try There are no words I can use to describe How much I adore the light of my life? Whose eyes shine brighter than the starry sky Whose voice is far gentler than a lullaby Whose touch can linger for more than one night Whose presence gives purpose to my once empty life My beacon, my star The guiding moonlight in the dark My beloved whom I love Who opened my once closed off heart Would you be satisfied if I gave to you The many things I never had? Would you be happy of this love for you Would it make you glad? My beloved, my dear, I pray you won't be bored of me That these emotions are not fleeting nor temporary That our time spent together and woven in tapestry Are dreams made true and not illusory
I feel as if it is illegal to think about you right now. As if I made a promise to someone to not cry about you in 2025. Why? My friend said that you could be thinking about me too, maybe every day, maybe I haunt your dreams, but neither of us could ever really know. So why do I have to feel terrible thinking about you? Maybe you are wondering the same about me? Just maybe... There's a tenderness we shared that I think could only be explained in the silence. Silence while we sat at a table, in the conference room, on a log, at a ledge, in a plane. Those times you looked at me and wanted to make me your wife. The nights I spent quietly weeping and begging God to help make it happen. What can be said about the silence between us now? What laws or boundaries am I breaking when I know I cannot tell you I miss you endlessly? What promises are you breaking when you said you would always be there for me, even if you were far away? The silence is not tender nor quiet anymore. It is cacophonous, it is discordant, an assault on all of my senses, beliefs, values, and rationality. Only in my dreams could I fathom an end to this. I had one the other day. I don't remember the dream, but I know I was with you again.
I saw you in my dream just once, after the day you've passed. And for once in my life I wished for something selfish, because in that moment it felt like you never left me. Today I just remember the times we've spent together, Your laugh and smile all pierced together. And even tho it still hurts no matter how many years pass, I'll always remember that one dream in which you've made me realise, you came to say your final goodbye, so I wouldn't have to blame myself for not saying one.
Im in love with my best friend and have been for years. Shes rejected me once already but we stayed friends after that. She says she cares for me. Shes broken down in front of me too many times for me to leave her now but I still only love her. She rants to me at 2am about how she still hasnt given up on her ex (whos my best friend). She rants to me at 2am about her new guy (whos also my friend) who shes not sure if she wants to date because she doesnt want to give me up for him. She rants about how much I mean tto her annd how much she loves hanging with me and how much she wants to not lose me and how much.... everything is. the late night walks where I have to pull her close to me to stop her from drifting into the road and getting hit. Pulling up to the mall because some random guy was hitting on her and she wanted me to pretend to be her bf so she would runaway. Asking me to see her new outfits and pick out her dresses and what she should buy. agoing to her house and letting her do my makeup before going out with her and my best friend and his gf. and eating dinner with her family and then I spilled pasta sauce on her t shirt so I took off my jacket so she could wear it instead of the shirt I stained. I love her so much and she means the world to me but im too scared to ask her out again. She says she doesnt love me and I dont think she does.
What i take is, enjoy those moments even if your heart burnt. Soothe yourself with the laughter you hear or somber together in tears. As im a stranger i dont know how you currently are or how your friend is. All i know is enjoying precious little moments with those who love are the best moments youll have to keep in the future. Perhaps itll burn slowly, time only tells.
@ ❤️thanks man. In the two weeks since I’ve sent that comment we’re getting closer and closer and idk if I’m imagining it or not but I’m scared of the wrong idea. Thank you though I will keep your message in mind
@@mattspyre5365 and then she does these things like she just did were she gets super emotional with me and that i matter more to her than her current bf and idk what to do
Love is something i Will never experience and im fine with that. Giving up is the best choice for me, chasing something that doesnt want you is useless, i rather focus on tryng to get to my dream. Even thought been loved WAS one of my dreams i realised that will never happen. I either hit big or go home with nothing
If I dream about her, I can always remember it with plenty of details, but sometimes I'm too embarrassed to tell, so it's just a simple excuse just to keep it for myself
I guess I'm not truly over her, but she moved on and sometimes I sit and wonder if she ever thinks of me at all. Does she ever stay up through the night because I crossed her mind like she does mine? Sometimes I wish it was a dream, I wake everyday pretending to be strong because my mind tells me to be. However my heart still longs for her, I never truly got over everything we shared. I will always love her no matter how stupid this may sound, no matter how unhealthy it may feel but, because I loved her from the start, my soul will forever continue to seek her. I don't know if she ever felt the same way about me but my heart believes she did. Love can be so cruel and the reality that I have to live the rest of my life knowing she's out there... is heart wrenching.
hey Yuh Baek! youll probably never see this but im your #1 listener on spofity, i absolutely love your peices and was so excited when you released on spotify, love you man!
I know the place where she's buried. I don't remember the feeling of her lips. I remember the sound of her voice. I don't remember the colour of her eyes. I remember the way she trembled when we held hands. I'll find her in my dreams again... Even if I don't remember them. Happiness is hard. The moments spent with the ghost of her like the distant sounds of rain. But she's gone, now. Her laugh lives in my memory. You are remembered by those you leave behind.
You will always be my dream that came true. Until the day when I wake up I still see you...When the skies call, I follow the path your love has marked, knowing that wherever that is, I will always be there with you, forever in the shelter of our love. 💞
What started as simple fun turned into more, in all my life I have never felt auch strong emotion for someone and its beautiful at times I dont know if the choices Im making will even lead to anything but I do know this my wishes for her and this affection this love iw genuine,I get locked in my head and if I spend too much time within it I choke, the balance between one's head and one's heart is what I seek,whatever happens im just grateful Im in she's my life even if it's 1 sided, its dangerous but my heart.....my heart tells me to try and I will
Your music reminds me a bit of minecraft.. It's beautiful though.. Your music makes me think about of lot of things in life, it just hits different. I saw this on my recommendations and I clicked on it instantly. I dreamed about her again..
I heard once "You will not touch the heart of others without touching your own first". Now I imagine how you feel about this compositions, it definetly touched me. Thank you for sharing!
Saw your comment, i guess you deleted itfor a resons... that alright... keep going, keep living your best for yourself and this person...
This made me cry been struggling really bad after break up i thought i was getting better after months started MMA started getting out but I don't know why i still think about her and miss her so bad even though i can say what was toxic but now I don't think so I'll find a love like that slowly descending into madness she visits me in my dreams
@@blach_hazardd I wish hurt no one, but what it has to do with the music? World didnt collapse, you are still alive, and everyone doing mistakes. If you breaked up, that means you was irresponsible and not ready for healthy relationships (or even dont know what it is). Both persons has to do the same, searching, what your other half love, and fulfill it, and before that make an official promise, to take care of the person no matter what, fix things, not throw it away. When both partners had commited infinite trust to each other and focused on their role in this relationship and not crossing borders of their zone of responsibility, that the happiest marriges I ever seen. So I suggest to change you perspective on this situation, give this mistakes some thoughts and move forward. Wanna have healthy and happy relationships? Good, then be like intact vessel, independent and full of life, so you can share from your fullness and richness, and not the broken vessel, who will only asking for that.
Endless topic
@@evgeniysazonov9231 you're right it's just that i trusted this person tried to mend things never gave up before her i was happy and content with life and after her i experienced happiness like i had never before and now all of that has gone away. I'm trying so hard to find that happiness but still filled with questions. I hope it gets better.
u definetely got me here, never stop being so kind.
I don't want much, I just want the person reading this to be healthy, happy, and loved. Wishing you a good day my friend
Likewise
Thanks, I’m going through a decently difficult time right now, parents splitting and all, but I’m beginning to be happy after a long time. Have a good day, afternoon, evening, and night, TranquilityCupid.
you as well friend!
The love of Christ gives me hope, happiness, and joy in sorrow. I wish you a happy healthy loving day too friend.
And, same to you. I don't wish much, but for you to feel whole once again.
Love you.
I watch you fade like twilight's glow,
A distant star I used to know.
Your laughter now, a ghostly tune,
A shadow cast beneath the moon.
The space between us swells with ache,
Each step I take, the ground will break.
I reach, but you are mist, unseen,
A dream half-formed, where love had been.
I try to write, to make you stay,
But words, like dust, are swept away.
They stumble, fall, and fail to show
The depths of what I cannot know.
And still, my pen continues on,
Through nights too long and days too drawn.
Roaming between neverending storms,
I recall, "I don't remember the dream, but I know I was with you again"
I whisper, lost in this endless maze.
Nights are cruel, a haunting haze,
Each hour stretches, blurs, decays.
Your absence carves the air in two,
Yet still, my thoughts return to you.
The bed feels vast, the silence deep,
Your name, a whisper, steals my sleep.
And somewhere in the shadowed seam,
It aches but, I don’t remember the dream,
But I know I was with you again.
Your touch-was it warm? Did you smile that way?
Did you laugh like you used to, soft and sway?
I grasp at fragments, fleeting, thin,
But the details vanish, lost within.
Still, the ache of knowing soothes the pain,
For in that dream, I held you again.
If only for a moment’s span,
The universe allowed its plan.
Now waking hurts, as mornings do,
When the sun feels false, and life askew.
Yet buried deep beneath my grief,
Is a fragile, stubborn belief:
That somewhere, somehow, love transcends,
And in some dream, this story mends.
- ANB (28.12.2024)
Tears flow as I listen to this piece and read this poem. A person that once I called "home", yet nothing else can be done. Always praying that the life will be kind to this person.
It's amazingly well done, was thinking of writing lyrics to sing to this song, but found yours instead
can i steal ths for a song
stop i literally scrolled past ur comment like ‘’haha lol cringe poem in the comments’’ but then i was like ok let me read it and now im sobbing goodbye
@widyaniswar
Reading the poem made me think of my ex. How much I loved him and how I would lay awake in bed thinking of him. I would dream every night of his touch, his face, his warmth.
If only life had taken a different path and not torn him from me
There are many days where I live just for the sake of passing time. I stopped enjoying life a long time ago, but I don't have the guts to end things. I'm so tired, I fill every moment of everyday with something I used to like to do, but they've all lost their appeal. But I keep doing them in hopes that I will find joy in them again, and I know that if I stop for even a moment the dark thoughts will return again. Music has always helped though, so thank you.
Trill
This has been my life for years. Im begging God i get to share this horrible existence with someone someday. To make it less painful
Time is the only resource. Use it wisely. Prepare for what lies beyond the void veil. Or don't; it's your choice.
🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨
"Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge; hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again."
🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨
--Diamond Dragons (series)
I know how you feel, been in treatment for 12 years now (suicidal, depression, anxiety). When its dark in your head, heart and soul it really makes you dead and empty inside. My words may sound useless now but please remember, there is no going back from "ending things". Its ok to feel broken, sad, defeated, dead inside, there will be a spark somewhere, sometime in that black tunnel of yours, don't search for it, it will come to you. Rest, surrender, and let go. I really hope you will feel happy again someday. All the best to you, a fellow lost soul.
The joy will find its way into your life again, I am certain. Stay strong.
The most painful thing is waking up from a dream where I was in his arms looking out to the sea like how we once did to an empty space next to me. Longing to go back, even if it's just a dream.
I understand you, stranger. But sometimes you just have to live. Escape is always meaning to return to somewhere. And that dream has to be shattered someday, and it’s better if you choose to end if and not you being forced.
I dont think i ever fully recovered from suddenly finding myself in a place of peace, laying my head on her legs as she cradles me and caresses my hair, warming my heart up with the cutest smile in the world. A place where i feel protected and whole once again with her by my side. I found myself there for a short moment, just to wake up in a cold lonely room. The dream ended years ago but it never left my head. Im not sure it ever will
This year I lost you. You always seem to make your way into my mind and today it was through this song. I miss you deeply and I know It’ll stay that way for a very long time. It’s been a couple months now and I want you to know that I loved you unconditionally and I still do- I hope you can express yourself freely, I hope you are doing well, I hope someone is listening to you share your feelings. I’ll always be supporting you- just from the sideline now. I hope that losing me means that you are able to find yourself.
Currently New Year's Eve and just trying to find music to help calm my pet from fireworks. Ended up crying myself when I saw the title of this video.
I've had so my dreams of them. Of love. Of when I was capable of living with a brain that could be happy.
And my pet who is a rescue who's so terrified of loud noises due to abuse. I dunno, the mix of the two just made me wanna cry.
Regardless, thank you so much for making it to my recommendations. Happy New Years. And I wish everyone can one day get through things.
I've never met anybody or even heard of anybody else that has dreamt of love the way that I have. I don't remember her face in my dream, but when I woke up at 7AM I was heartbroken that it was a dream until the afternoon. 😢
I was happy, once.
Happy to be needed. Happy to have been in need.
Happy to have loved. Happy to have been loved.
Happy to have lived, and sailed the chaotically quiet river as I journeyed through it.
…
But nothing lasts forever, does it?
It all shattered so long ago. It was so sudden, I found myself wondering if any of it had been real even days after.
I tried to lie to myself. I tried to comfort myself and hide the truth.
It worked, for a while. But it only made everything worse.
…I’d like to forget that, if possible. But I guess I’ll have to remember it, so I don’t make the same mistake again.
…
I dreamed of you again.
Even months later, I still can’t help but go back to the photo book and reminisce.
…God, what is wrong with me?
Still desperately clinging onto you even though you’ve probably already moved on. You said it yourself, after all. You don’t care about me anymore.
I know. It’s pathetic. I’m pathetic.
But… I can’t help it.
Because all those years with you, every day and every waking hour that I was able to even catch a glimpse of that shining smile of yours,
Those were truly the happiest years of my life.
I don’t really remember what happened in that dream. All I remember is you, that rare smile or yours I always loved to see, the night sky, full of stars, and the warmth of your arms.
Ha. Why am I even reflecting on this?
You’ve already moved on. It’s almost been a year already.
I’ve always been stubborn, but this is honestly just… pitiful.
…
I tell them I hate you, for what you said to me, for how much pain you’ve caused.
But that couldn’t be a bigger lie.
If anything, it was probably my fault all this ended in the first place. It was you who lost feelings first. That’s evidence enough.
And worst of all,
I still love you.
How was I even able to lie about all that? Why would I even lie about that? Shame? Anger? Grief?
I don’t know why I did it.
But I’m sorry.
You don’t have to forgive me. You probably don’t even know what I’ve said, unless you’ve talked to some of my friends. If you have, I wouldn’t blame you for hating me.
…
What am I doing?
I’m not even talking to you. If anything, I should be trying to apologize to the real you.
…But I don’t have the guts to do that, do I?
Of course not. I’ve always been a coward.
I just hope you’re doing better without me. Don’t bother looking back.
All you’ll see is a grave and a poorly written apology.
Bye, for the last time.
I’ll be with the stars, in the odd case you wanted to visit.
I’ll be with the stars…
_thank you for reading. i wrote this with little to no knowledge of love or grief, so feedback is appreciated._
Whether I'm dreaming or not, my mind and my heart is always with her. She might be elsewhere, in someone else's arms, but the person in my heart, the girl who first became a part of the person who I am now, she will always remain. I will love her forever, no matter the pain and loneliness that I've gone through and that which I must continue to endure for years, decades, no matter what may come, I will always love you Humzi. I'm a fool for not letting go when you never held on to begin with, but a fool I will remain.
Maybe in another life ari, it wasnt this one though... I hope you find someone who makes you happy
I'm in the same boat as you so I truly innerstand your plight my brethren 🙏
Im Huzzmi I love you!
A fool I shall remain as well
bro it is wrong if you love someone else. at least break up, it is not good for your wife/gf
I, too, forget the contents of the dreams she is in. But she does show up quite often, and whether I remember the dream or not, I know it was all the brighter for having her in it.
Art comes in many different forms, and different feelings. It’s not always made on a canvas, or a note pad. No, some are made in our hearts. And the expression there of is something truly unique. Thank you for being such a great artist, using those black and white keys as your canvas…
I dream with my two ex best friends often. It breaks my heart, I loved them dearly, still do. Thank you for filling up with music the most abandoned parts of my soul and heart.
I broke up with my ex best friend this year, we were best friends for almost 11 years, our last message was on March (my birthday) I can feel you through this screen, is not easy to live without someone you used to tell everything, but I think somethings isn't bad or good, they just be, I'm happy to remember the good moment we share, sometimes people just get another way, but the time both walked together were something that will never can be erased.
Nearly 2 years seperated from my twinflame. I still miss her every day. Somethimes i wish i didn't feel the way i do about this breakup...
im 22, when I was 15 turning 16 my best friend for ages stopped talking to me because he could only talk to people from his religion from then on... Religion divides more and does more harm than good.
"Oh my love... I see you everywhere, every time. How can someone be so beautifully breathtaking?...I see you in my ethereal dreams. I see you outside, on every leaf,...on every petal,...on every drop of rain... I’ve seen you blow the wind through my ears when you were happy... I’ve seen you raging from the clouds when you were angry.... But yet, you are so beautiful every time.... You are my heartbeat, you are my breath....And I love spending my mortal time with you...I know I will soon fade away from this cruel world, but you may stay forever."
- I don't even know who i wrote this to but I surely do know that someone is out their.... AND yes
I don't remember but I know ❤❤❤❤
That made me teary eyed!
"It's not very often that I dream of this person... and waking up there's more of just a feeling than remembering a face. Yet as the years go by, little by little, it starts getting more clearer as we go on our silly little dream adventures. And the last time I had this dream, which felt both like a long time ago and not long ago at all, they became the clearest I have ever seen them."
Thanks for this beautiful video 😊❤
what a specific title .. i saw him again the last night for real .. thank u sweetie i really love your music
woah i've never been so early, i recently started binge listening to your videos because of how calm and relaxing it is during my studies and research, love this one. KEEP IT UP, SO PROUD OF YOU!!
Thank you :) wishing you the best with your studies and research. Have a great holiday!
@@yuhbaek thank you! Wishing you a merry christmas!
Since my last heartbreak, I've fallen out of the possibility of feeling genuine love from someone. This world can be so cruel to an extent I couldv'e never thought of. I've realized that there's nothing I can do to make someone stay, and...that there's no one to hear or listen to me.
I long to feel a deep connection, I long to tell my woman how beautiful she is and being admired by her unconditionally.
I long to make love and be myself for once.
between the title and music, my eyes have become faucets.
thank you for capturing the sound of winter heartache.
She's over 6000km away from me, but I feel with her with me all the time. I hope she feels me with her all the time too. God damn I miss her so much on these lonely nights. Je t'aime tellement mon croissant.
The last line was unnecessary 😂
@@Andreyieyo Perhaps, but it's the way me and her talk to each other 🙂.. I'm sure you can understand people have funny pet names sometimes for the ones they love?
Just sitting here listening and feeling it. I don’t have answers. All I know in this moment is that it makes me feel a little better, that no one is alone. Just hearing what each of you is feeling or thinking makes me hurt for you. And in turn I hurt for myself, but know I’m not alone. I know - that’s such a cliche, but right now that’s what helps me. So you are not alone. That’s me reaching out just to say, I’m listening.
I dont dream too much, my mind goes in spirals sometimes, but when i do, i can assure you that its something quite beautiful, because she is there with me...
Ever since the passing of my mom from Covid in 2021 i had this unbearable hollow weight on my chest, like, she was everything i wanted from a friend and mother, my whole world shattered completely and felt lost for the first time, all the pain from the past was now a mere inch of uncomfortable sadness compared to this sensation.
But, day after day everything was lighter, taking one step at a time, crying when i felt the need, because men can cry too, and thats okay, we are human, not a cold machine.
So everytime that i see something beautiful, it reminds me of her, and everything feels peaceful, glorious, after all im still a part of her, in blood and body.
Love you mom, im gonna hug you so tight someday 🤍
thanks for this video sweet man, hugs
I love your work! Also, it made me think. I recently had a dream about my ex partner, we were cuddling and being all lovey dovey like we used to. The title of this video reminded me of that, and despite how harsh it is that they're gone, that dream gave me a bit more comfort. The music gives me the same feeling of comfort yet longing, and how I don't recall every bit of my dream, but just being with them made everything more comforting. Now i am here, crying and typing this as I recall all the love they gave me. Thank you for reminding me of how good I was loved and how much, though i wont get it back, i treasured them.
Sometimes I realized that when life is too exhausted to keep going, I knew music will always be there when I need it. Sometimes we just need soothing music to help us realizes that there something to keep going for.
Your work is really beautiful, thank you for sharing it with us.
I once knew who I was.. Now my dreams are filled with apocalypse and running, helping others, others letting me down, suggesting I am in deep and lost in the silent chaos split from God infinite intelligence. I met this guy this year half a way around the world from the UK. We spoke online for a year and he flew to see me in Australia, but being so damaged I don't know what love is. There are glimpses of feeling content seeing his nature, smile and warm kind eyes, his beautiful singing voice and dancing in mesmerizing awe, there is a strong future with children and a garden of blue flowers and money won't be an issue, but only supporting each other as a power couple. But I don't know if I ever loved him truly because of me being so damaged. Deep down inside I know there is a resonating ephemeral love connected, and that being mortal romantical, though I can't remember who.. the dream' is forgotten , I just know... I felt it my entire life. A twin love flame... He made me feel like sunshine and I was his rain of wisdom. Together we could of made a rainbow.
I love the title of this piece! The sound is also very pleasant. Thank you, for this!
Thank you for listening!
Friends aren't meant to last, and that's a sad truth we all have to deal with at some point,
and no matter how hard you try, you can't let go of the past.
i miss him so much. my life has just gone downhill since it happened. i read that “you aren’t going downhill, but instead pushing uphill, though it may not be easy.” i’m trying so hard to keep going w/o him. but i just wanna give up. i have derealization disorder and it’s gotten so much worse w him gone. he was the realest thing in my life. i made so many mistakes ill never forgive myself for. i’m forever sorry in my heart. i’ll forever miss you. ❤
im in the exact same spot, pretty much, im sorry, it hurts a lot, a lot lot, i dont know how to survive like this. I made mistakes and ruined my chances with her. You got this, you're not alone at all, and you deserve love from any place you can find, including yourself.
I once knew you like the ocean knows the shore,
A rhythm, a pull, a presence I adored.
Time wove its threads, pulling us apart,
Yet still, you linger, etched in my heart.
In the quiet of night, when the world retreats,
You visit unbidden, where dreams and memories meet.
Your laughter, a melody soft and serene,
Echoes like whispers in forgotten scenes.
I see your face, though it’s blurred by years,
A phantom of joy, laughter and tears.
Your eyes, still bright, hold stories untold,
While mine search for answers in dreams' fragile hold.
What might we have been if time had not frayed?
If words unspoken had found their way?
I wake with your name trembling on my tongue,
A song half-finished, a bell never rung.
Yet I carry no sorrow, only a sigh,
For even in distance, you never quite die.
You’re the shadow that lingers, the echo that stays,
A ghost in my dreams, through life’s winding maze.
-Me
أووه يا رجل من أين لك هذا ؟!! . هذا كثير جدا جدا . إنها منسابة تلامس سرسورة القلب . كالماء حين يشربه الصديان . رتمها خفيض .. وأصابعك تجسها جسّ المحب جسد محبوبه . لا عدمت يمينك أيها الفنان الجيد . ❤
Sometimes i just don't want to wake up. I want to live in those dreams forever.
I have been dreaming about you these days Nyo, more frequent and more vivid than ever. It is the disappointment I feel when I realise it was all a dream. I cannot bare it. I wish I could just sleep and not wake up cuz you are in my dreams. I miss you. I miss you a lot.
People who are capable to create music and also touch deeply a person's heart... Are so wonderful.
Over the past 2 days, your channel has saved me in a way that I needed... much gratitude
Thought-provoking as always. Your music always calms me, and almost requires me to take a moment, and look at the picture being painted in my mind.
one of your best compositions Yuh, so beautiful and calming.
i never thought that a song could touched me like this, thank you
I stumbled into this video last night and fell asleep to this beautiful piece. The first part of it especially-I don’t know how you managed to pull all of these emotions out of me and soothe them in the same breath, but thank you. I think I needed to hear this melody at just the right moment. Thank you for sharing it (: I’m going to go to sleep listening to this video again tonight 🩵
I found your channel about a week ago and have been listening to your music every night to fall asleep, and I've never slept better. Thank you and much love for your work❤️
I only recently found this channel, and I feel so lucky to have.
I don't know when I will wake up from the silence to see my sun rise beside me
Only one chord in and I already started tearing up. Amazing composition!
I love your longer videos please keep it up your music is amazing.
I didn't know I needed this. Thank you so much.
Such a beautiful escape from reality 🤍🤍🤍
your songs are giving me carpal tunnel. This is beautiful.
Thank you for the comforting music it helps my broken heart 🥹
Sometimes I feel like you’re the only person who understands what it’s like to be alone. Then I realize that I’m alone and I miss you like crazy
I’m glad I found this piece. I see others reminiscing on past relationships. I recently woke from a dream, moments I got to share with someone on the other side of the dirt. It hurts, I haven’t visited her grave in 8 years. But did so for the first time 2 days ago. All these pent up feelings and sadness, this love with nowhere to go. My grief so to speak, is put to rest with these songs. It’s as if I can feel her in my arms throughout the duration of the song.
As a single mom, struggling to make ends meet, I feel blessed to have my son with me even through all the hard times.
There are days I just cry and feel lost, wishing to be loved for who I am and what I deserve. I wish I would have another chance at love. The world is so cruel. Sometimes I just feel like giving up but I see my son and forget all the pain and start all over again. I miss my departed loved ones. I miss the man I love dearly who rejected me for no valid reason.
This music gives me peace 🕊️
You are a gift. Thank you for this :)
Days like these remind me that life is a horrible, cruel thing, but it happens to everyone so I have no right to complain.
beautiful peace. You really touches me. You are the best!!
i am absolutely in love with this video. blessings to you fam!
꿈의 내용은 기억나지 않지만, 다시 당신과 함께했던 그 순간은 여전히 마음에 남아 있습니다. 이 감정들을 음악으로 담아, 그리움과 함께하는 위로를 전하고 싶습니다
not many times i subscribe halfway through the video but... damn man, you are special piece of the internet
I just heard one of your songs from two weeks ago.
All I have to say is thanks.
Piano makes me feel calm.
I'm definitely going to listen to more of your music
(Have a amazing night/day)
Thank you for listening :) and good night!
I always get recommended your videos when I really need them. They find me. When something inside me is in pain the music cradles me in its arms and tells me it understands how I feel.
This is a lovely composition. Thank you for sharing.
God be with you out there, everybody. ✝️ :)
I've only dreamed with him twice, but I miss it. or I miss remembering it when I wake up, if maybe it keeps happening at some other point at night. now that I can't reach out to him... I miss him, I miss his smile. I miss the joy he brought into the world. I still love him so much.
I miss when she was mine.
She seems alot happier now, and I'm happy for her. But something feels like it's missing.
Half of the laughs are gone when something funny happens.
When people smile I can't help but think of hers.
She meant the world to me, and even though it wasn't the best situation, I wouldn't trade it for anything more.
I want to go back.
I just want a second chance. I miss her so much.
Yeah I felt that way to then I found someone better and it sucks that it has to be that way but when you finally find your 1 in infinity it's suddenly all worth it
bro the juxtaposition between the comment and the jerma pfp absolutely sent me
@@jamesholmes6158 thanks
really like such compositions make me reflect on my thoughts, thanks.
Seeing this be posted after losing a close friend is something
Thank you
Once randomly I asked my friend that if you have to compare me with any one instrument then which instrument would that be?
And her answer was piano... and now I am here.
Thank you 🩷
Whenever I feel trauma. I embrace the emotion, I stay logical throughout the process. I try and remind myself that I was a kid, with hobbies at some point.
the breakup lasted a week in august, however the scars still remain. I keep being reminded of how temporary I am, and how thin the line can be of love and hatred for her. I just wish I could be better.
9:39 That part woke me up from daydreaming.
Two years after our first breakup occurred, I made highly destructive decisions, and when we got back together 2 months later, nothing was the same.
It grew like cancer inside her, she never told me how she really felt, I thought we fixed everything, until she gave me the last hug with an "I never got over it" in our apartment, and I stood there crying and smoking my cigarette.
If I had known it was our last hug, I would have hugged her with the last piece of my heart that was still mine.
The words she said destroyed me, mainly:
"We shouldn't have dated again"
And the fact that her eyes have no hurt and mine turn green
I lost my life and my soul after seeing her eyes intact and mine turning green.
God, I lost everything, my life, my job, my wife, our house, our dreams and our plans.
How was I so reckless?
How I didn't notice?
One day we were decorating our house, and the next, I couldn't hold her in my arms anymore.
Every time i see a new video from u on my feed i click it in a instant ready to hear the sweet bliss of music u create with those piano keys and god does it comfort me & calm me so much these pieces really do help me so much thank you from bottom heart these peices of music help me so much to push thru what life deals me each day 😊❤
Thank you for this comment :) I'm glad.. have a peaceful holiday!
İt's hard to wait around for something you know might never happen: but it's harder to give up when you now it's everthing you want...
I loved that so much. I hope it continues. It's the best thing of the day. ☆
It hit me. From the first notes my eyes got watery. I didn't expect that. It's beautiful. Thank you
This is definitely art, you convey so much more than you think! Thank you for the effort you put into your videos and I appreciate you sharing them with us! I hope it wasn't too difficult for you to compose them, and if it was, let me tell you that you did a flawless job. Merry christmas, Dear Yuh.
Thank you Ashly :) I really appreciate your kind words.. I never feel ready to post or share, but your comment along with everyone else's really gives me the courage..
Thanks again, and merry christmas! :)
it's always him, though he will never see me in that way. but everything i do is for him, about him, even the most mundane tasks. i dream of a quiet life with him. i dream of washing dishes or simply going on a walk with him. he has become my entire life; there is not one second of the day where i don't think about him. when i go to sleep, he also visits me. but i am doomed to watch him from afar, like a dog adores its owner even when he ignores it.
Reminds me of the merry days spent in the lush, green moments of my childhood. Love from Bhaarat 🇮🇳🙏
I miss everything we did, and everything we could’ve done. You’d think it's the hardest in the beginning, but for me, it's when I forget. Because I think you're still with me and the moment I remember, it's like losing you all over again.
I love this 💕🦋 May God Bless you
I lost my cat today after 18 years. Needless to say the instant istarted down memory lane listenjng to this I burst into tears.
i can feel you through this
What manner of poetry
What song can I sing
That will show my love for thee
That appears everlasting?
No matter how much I write
Nor how much I try
There are no words I can use to describe
How much I adore the light of my life?
Whose eyes shine brighter than the starry sky
Whose voice is far gentler than a lullaby
Whose touch can linger for more than one night
Whose presence gives purpose to my once empty life
My beacon, my star
The guiding moonlight in the dark
My beloved whom I love
Who opened my once closed off heart
Would you be satisfied if I gave to you
The many things I never had?
Would you be happy of this love for you
Would it make you glad?
My beloved, my dear, I pray you won't be bored of me
That these emotions are not fleeting nor temporary
That our time spent together and woven in tapestry
Are dreams made true and not illusory
I feel as if it is illegal to think about you right now. As if I made a promise to someone to not cry about you in 2025. Why? My friend said that you could be thinking about me too, maybe every day, maybe I haunt your dreams, but neither of us could ever really know. So why do I have to feel terrible thinking about you? Maybe you are wondering the same about me? Just maybe... There's a tenderness we shared that I think could only be explained in the silence. Silence while we sat at a table, in the conference room, on a log, at a ledge, in a plane. Those times you looked at me and wanted to make me your wife. The nights I spent quietly weeping and begging God to help make it happen. What can be said about the silence between us now? What laws or boundaries am I breaking when I know I cannot tell you I miss you endlessly? What promises are you breaking when you said you would always be there for me, even if you were far away? The silence is not tender nor quiet anymore. It is cacophonous, it is discordant, an assault on all of my senses, beliefs, values, and rationality.
Only in my dreams could I fathom an end to this. I had one the other day. I don't remember the dream, but I know I was with you again.
I saw you in my dream just once,
after the day you've passed.
And for once in my life I wished for something selfish,
because in that moment it felt like you never left me.
Today I just remember the times we've spent together,
Your laugh and smile all pierced together.
And even tho it still hurts no matter how many years pass,
I'll always remember that one dream in which you've made me realise,
you came to say your final goodbye,
so I wouldn't have to blame myself for not saying one.
Its lovely.
Im in love with my best friend and have been for years. Shes rejected me once already but we stayed friends after that. She says she cares for me. Shes broken down in front of me too many times for me to leave her now but I still only love her. She rants to me at 2am about how she still hasnt given up on her ex (whos my best friend). She rants to me at 2am about her new guy (whos also my friend) who shes not sure if she wants to date because she doesnt want to give me up for him. She rants about how much I mean tto her annd how much she loves hanging with me and how much she wants to not lose me and how much.... everything is.
the late night walks where I have to pull her close to me to stop her from drifting into the road and getting hit. Pulling up to the mall because some random guy was hitting on her and she wanted me to pretend to be her bf so she would runaway. Asking me to see her new outfits and pick out her dresses and what she should buy. agoing to her house and letting her do my makeup before going out with her and my best friend and his gf. and eating dinner with her family and then I spilled pasta sauce on her t shirt so I took off my jacket so she could wear it instead of the shirt I stained.
I love her so much and she means the world to me but im too scared to ask her out again. She says she doesnt love me and I dont think she does.
What i take is, enjoy those moments even if your heart burnt. Soothe yourself with the laughter you hear or somber together in tears. As im a stranger i dont know how you currently are or how your friend is. All i know is enjoying precious little moments with those who love are the best moments youll have to keep in the future. Perhaps itll burn slowly, time only tells.
@ ❤️thanks man. In the two weeks since I’ve sent that comment we’re getting closer and closer and idk if I’m imagining it or not but I’m scared of the wrong idea. Thank you though I will keep your message in mind
@@mattspyre5365 and then she does these things like she just did were she gets super emotional with me and that i matter more to her than her current bf and idk what to do
Tocaste fibras sensibles en mi ser, es una pieza hermosa. Gracias por compartirlo con el mundo. ❤
Muchas gracias por tus amables palabras. Me alegra mucho que haya resonado contigo 😊
yesterday i discovored your art. and it truly makes me feel alive. thank you a lot for creating such beautiful compositions
Love is something i Will never experience and im fine with that. Giving up is the best choice for me, chasing something that doesnt want you is useless, i rather focus on tryng to get to my dream. Even thought been loved WAS one of my dreams i realised that will never happen. I either hit big or go home with nothing
If I dream about her, I can always remember it with plenty of details, but sometimes I'm too embarrassed to tell, so it's just a simple excuse just to keep it for myself
I guess I'm not truly over her, but she moved on and sometimes I sit and wonder if she ever thinks of me at all. Does she ever stay up through the night because I crossed her mind like she does mine? Sometimes I wish it was a dream, I wake everyday pretending to be strong because my mind tells me to be. However my heart still longs for her, I never truly got over everything we shared. I will always love her no matter how stupid this may sound, no matter how unhealthy it may feel but, because I loved her from the start, my soul will forever continue to seek her.
I don't know if she ever felt the same way about me but my heart believes she did. Love can be so cruel and the reality that I have to live the rest of my life knowing she's out there... is heart wrenching.
hey Yuh Baek! youll probably never see this but im your #1 listener on spofity, i absolutely love your peices and was so excited when you released on spotify, love you man!
Thank you!! :)
Your music soothes the soul.
I know the place where she's buried. I don't remember the feeling of her lips. I remember the sound of her voice. I don't remember the colour of her eyes. I remember the way she trembled when we held hands. I'll find her in my dreams again... Even if I don't remember them.
Happiness is hard. The moments spent with the ghost of her like the distant sounds of rain. But she's gone, now. Her laugh lives in my memory. You are remembered by those you leave behind.
c'est incroyable
"Whether we dream of who we were or who we want to be, we still gotta dream." - Me
You will always be my dream that came true. Until the day when I wake up I still see you...When the skies call, I follow the path your love has marked, knowing that wherever that is, I will always be there with you, forever in the shelter of our love. 💞
In the sacred meeting of two souls, time and distance fade, for their hearts have known each other long before this life began.♾💕💞💓💗❤🔥
Wow, this is just so beautiful. Thank you.
What started as simple fun turned into more, in all my life I have never felt auch strong emotion for someone and its beautiful at times I dont know if the choices Im making will even lead to anything but I do know this my wishes for her and this affection this love iw genuine,I get locked in my head and if I spend too much time within it I choke, the balance between one's head and one's heart is what I seek,whatever happens im just grateful Im in she's my life even if it's 1 sided, its dangerous but my heart.....my heart tells me to try and I will
Your music reminds me a bit of minecraft.. It's beautiful though.. Your music makes me think about of lot of things in life, it just hits different. I saw this on my recommendations and I clicked on it instantly. I dreamed about her again..