“When one is in love, one always begins by deceiving oneself, and one always ends by deceiving others. That is what the world calls a romance.” - Oscar Wilde || Timestamps || Infinity 0:00 My Aching Heart 2:48 Gentle Agony 7:14 The Victorian Waltz 9:31 A Birthday Alone (unpublished) 12:07 If She Were a Monet Painting 13:33 The Moonlight Nocturne 15:51 Winter Reverie (Nocturne) 18:37 No Way Out 21:35 Regrets 24:25 Once Upon a Time 26:51 The Abyss Stares Back 30:34 Unanswered Prayer 33:18 Eternal Illusion No.1 (Slowed) 36:03 Out of the depths I cried 39:05 The Forbidden Eden Waltz 43:04 Prelude in F Sharp Major “Océanique” 41:14 Late Night Melody 49:29 Autumn Sky (Nocturne) 51:16 Nocturne in E Major - Lost Letters 52:53 Chase Me, Will You? 56:18 Ivory Pages 59:54 Valse Réminiscence 1:04:29 Candles & Books 1:08:47 Run 1:12:02 Aurora 1:13:29 The Bohemian Library 1:15:50 A Psychopath’s Misery 1:17:57 A Jester’s Insanity 1:22:15 Memento Mori 1:24:54 Blood Princess 1:28:36 Danse Macabre 1:32:18 Anarchy 1:36:20 Bleed Out 1:38:26 Swinging Pain 1:41:01 A Shadow’s Lament 1:43:47 Sunken Place (Interlude) 1:46:22 Somewhere Else (Interlude) 1:48:37 Hourglass 1:50:49 Pulsar 1:53:18 Solace de la nuit 1:55:31 Starry Night 1:58:16
She would have never found happiness with me. I've spent 2 years chasing after her and it didn't take much for her to put me in her past. She never loved me, and I knew the day would come. But I loved her, and I still do, even though when she left my heart left with her, what is left is still longing for her. She never wanted to me mine, she never wanted me to belong to her. I am but a forgotten chapter, and she is my whole book, and it ended when she left. I hope she has found the happiness she never could've with me. I pray for her whenever I can, me, a person who doesn't believe in religion or god, prays with all his heart hoping his prayers will be heard, hoping for her well being. I can never forgive her for letting me go so easily, but who cares, as long as she's happy.
Life goes on my friend... I will tell you a few truths about the love, really simple truths. There are 3 options why nothing happened with the person that we loved and liked: 1st option is we are not the right type for that person that we like. 2nd option - we are not enough good for that person. 3rd option - - we are too good for that person.
Been there. But my resolution was different. I don't want to be with someone that doesn't want me around. Who I am to me carries more weight than the breath of air I was in someone else's life. I will find the love that I crave. I pray for her happiness too, but that doesn't mean I shall forsake mine. Keep moving forward. You have someone else out there waiting for you to make them happy. To bless them with your presence, and everything that you are... who ever you are. Start another book. Let the past die. Kill it, if you have to. It's the only way to become everything you were meant to be.
I was in your place too i had the same we we're 4 years together in 2024 she said she became cold and her love was lost for me and we broke up, the feeling i had is like i lost all of my world i couldn't sleep well not eat i was praying every night to have her back , one day i was so sad walking my neighborhood when i saw a grandmother siting in her house outside i talk to her and said everything that was bothering me and her response was truly something else she said my child do you know that when god closes one door he opens another one , that words went right through my soul, that's when i decided to change myself and the things i do and become a greatest person than i was before i decided no more cry not to be weak but to become strong and that's when i had change ,after some time she started talking to me back but she never saw my old self i became much more different in every ways i started to do things that i didn't when i was with her and that's when she started thinking to be with me again. After some days i told her girl if you want to give it another chance i am here if you don't then i will be gone forever from your life she replied if you do that then we can't be friends then i replied to her no my relationship and love from me is real there is no way i will become your friend then she said let's go on some dates and show me how you change if you can manage to make me feel more close then we will give it another thought, i had show her how i had change and she became attracted to me after months of suffering the pain it was a little gone but not yet because her love was cold all this months i did many things to her not the same as i was with her and she became more close to me she started slowly kissing me hugging me she said she feel more at ease now and she can express her emotions slowly until the end of 2024 her love became hot for me she calls me texted me she always saying that she missed me a lot and thinks of me but i am waiting for the real words to come from her mouth that i love you she can't express this words yet but slowly it will come on time. That's my story my friend i think it's time to get away from the door that god has closed for you and head next to the other one that he open for you there you can see what life is waiting for you , if you truly lover her and want her back change your self change everything you do everything you said to her change all of your self and become another person and when she see you again show her how manly you became show her make her understand how you changed don't go to your old self but welcome the new one that you become, if you have a question of how i will change and be the other person the secret is hiding in your heart . Now that you read my comment is the time that you will kill your old self and start with the new one go outside feel the sun the air and go live your self to the fullest, your not a religion person but remember god has close one door for your and he open another , don't stay trying to unlock the close door hurry and head inside to the other door that is open your true life is there i hope you see it and find it . Peace
Stop blaming her for a feeling a person can't control. You can't force somebody to love you and then regret she never did. Let her go of your mind and start your own chapter. You act like a side character while being a main one. That may be harsh but it's the only truth you need to hear. Wake up and go on a stage. The show was never about her.
We come into this world alone and will leave it the same. All moments are fleeting, trying to hold them is grasping at sand. I ran because you wanted more then I could give.
He is the most fascinating person I have ever met. The minute I met him I felt my heart would forever ache for him. He made me feel seen, appreciated, and worthy. Our love language was being supportive, and his encouragements felt true. I looked at him with eyes full of admiration, I could feel when he would text me and I could also feel warmth. He does not know I love him))) he has a beautiful girlfriend since a week after we met and they seem really happy, but he sometimes gave me hope we could also become something. Perhaps I wanted to see him as more than a friend and I would take any kind gesture as a sign. and he was kind, one of the reasons I fell for him. I could probably not make him as happy as she does. But I"'m so happy to at least have him. I suppose its better to forever have him as a friend than to lose him. His light makes me happy. I pray for his happiness evey night and I must say I am so so proud of how of a beautiful person inside and out he is. I was just 15 when we mwt, now 17, but I truly believe he came into my life to teach me what love is. Gentle and selfless love. the one you need to accept you'll never have, but understand its for his better. However, I do not know how could I love another as much as I love him. He remains my secret love ❤
I learned your love never disappears for them when it doesn’t end badly as some others. But all we can do is move forward and find peace. And you may find someone new who makes you feel good again. Similar to them but not identical or different in a positive way. And it’s good just don’t stop moving forward. The love of my life left me. And all I can do is stand tall and move forward even though I miss and long for them every day. I dream of her some nights, but I’ll get better. And so will you. Stay strong
@DavidReyesU thank you !! I'm trying. although I feel like no one compares to him, I know I have so much love to give. I know I'm only 17, almost 18, so I have my whole life ahead, I'm sure I can manage to find someone. But thinking about it it's almost funny how much I wanted my person to be him.
Trust me when I say I understand you completely. I fell for a girl I met I my summer internship. We would make coffee before going to work, meet up for lunch, and hang out together with other colleagues after we were back at our dorm. She had been dating someone back at her school, and I promised myself I was not going to fall for her, as I couldn’t. Well given the amount of time we would hang out and learn more about each other I fell for her. We both would listen to each others past stories over a cigarette in the back of a friends pick up truck and I grew a deep connection with her. When we left our internship, we both knew we weren’t going to keep up as we had been as we go to different universities. We still make time when we’re out of school to meet up over coffee or workout, but I miss what we had. I’m in the same boat as you in the sense of I’m glad we can still be friends but their is a sort of irony in the whole situation. Maybe she came into my life to teach me what to be loved is. To be open to an individual and not to fear being judged, or misunderstood. What I can tell you is you will meet someone like the boy you met again. Who fills you up with that feeling of excitement, and you can love. I’m sorry to hear how he is loving another person now, but maybe this is part of your journey just as she is a part of mine. Sort of hard to explain in words but I’m so grateful to have met my friend, and to still be able to know her.
@BalanTeodora growth and healing isn’t linear. As you probably felt, you will have some good days and some painful days. Here’s a quote that helps me. (And if our dreams get broken along the way, we must build new ones from the pieces.) I understand your pain and getting your hopes up and longing for them and wishing to be held by them. To me her hugs would ease my painful mind. And her voice would calm the storm in my head. But now I have to move forward. And even if all I can do is crawl then I will crawl forward. Continue being strong and take care of yourself. You have so much love to give just like me. And it’s a beautiful thing. To me giving love is like breathing. But I wish you good luck on your journey.
we sat in the echoes of yesterday’s sun, where laughter once lingered, now there was none. the space between us, a chasm so wide, words fell like whispers, no place to hide. your voice, once a song, now trembled and broke, in the shadow of love, the truth softly spoke. the weight of “forever” now fragile, untrue, a mosaic of moments that shattered in two. the promises made, like stars in the night, burned bright for a moment, then faded from sight. we clung to the pieces, afraid to let go, but love can’t survive where it ceases to grow. tears blurred the edges of memories shared, of the nights we believed, of the times we dared. but endings aren’t cruel; they’re just part of the song, a melody fading when the notes don’t belong. so, here we stand, at the edge of our tale, where winds of goodbye replace love’s gentle gale. not all broken hearts are meant to stay torn, for from the ashes, new love can be born --- written by me about him, who was mine, once.
Here's the real life story of mine. It's been 14 years already. Back then when I'm 18 years old i deeply in love with a beautiful young lady. Too bad we were separated. And then last year i met her by coincidence, I saw her buying food and some toys for kids. Yes she had kid now. Some part of my heart who died long ago feels alive and then in a split second it died again. After watching them i didn't realize that her eyes were staring at me. When our eyes met we both just smile then walk away.
I feel genuinely sorry for all you lovesick doves out there, for I am just sitting here being sombre and contemptible to this playlist, while you're all out there getting your souls shattered. I will never envy you, I only pity you.
idk if i can forgive her but i hope she made it and found the happiness she wanted , iam sorry , but i wish u let me get better and stayed ,i still have dreams about you and everytime i wake up i get such pain knowing its all gone , ik you dont like me anymore and are living a better lifeeee, but know this ,you are an amazing person you really are . some part of me hates you for leaving like that but know that i understand and its okayyy dont worry i will be fine seee iam still alive . i love you
I saw her., the most beautiful woman i've ever laid my eyes on .. she sees me too.. i stare when she doesn't look my way.. i catch her at times staring my way... we make eye contact, She smiles i smile back....but her face slowly looks away ..her smile slowly goes neutral.. a face of deep thought.... i had a huge crush, i thought she was the one..had thoughts on how our lives would be together... the day i tried to approach, I see a man from a distance going towards her..they left together.... ..i later found out she recently was married to that man...... I'll never be with her💔... but I hope she's happy🥲
I am fascinated by lives that aren’t mine The endless possibilities of what is and could be The ideas that I create and the ideals I gloss over All my imperfections covered by the inexplicable pull others have of my mind They fill up the empty spaces where I should be These paintings I paint of the perfect life that others achieve The splendor that they carry in my mind convincing me that I could be more But I don’t try I feel the brush in my hand when I look at my canvas My life is blank and white and not even the paints around me can imitate the colors of others in my mind They say don’t judge a book by its cover but what if the cover is all you see It doesn’t matter that the book is blank because it’s purpose is to decorate an empty shelf These empty things trying to fill one another like these empty people filled with air As long as the outside is glossy and unbroken the rest is unimportant I am fascinated by lives that aren’t mine because I can pretend that theirs are perfect
'...We shouldn't...' 'I can't watch you fade away...Love...' 'Don't call me that, I'm nobody to you. Nobod--' 'If you call my 'everything', 'nobody', then what'll be my existence...?' 'You'll get bored of me... You'll be like them, you'll hurt me...' 'Here... my sword.... my wings... my pen... my soul... me heart... Myself... kill me, before I even think bout hurting you...' 'But... but the stars... the prophecy... my life is already written in pages!' 'And...? Is it without me...?' 'Don't you understand? I'm to die alone... We'll meet again in the next life...!' 'Will you be mine then?' 'Ask the stars... and--' 'And if I burn the stars away...?' 'You will hurt many--' 'I don't care... all I want is you to be mine and mine alone...' 'Were you a poet in your last life?' 'Who told you I'm not in this one too...? But why...?' 'Then write songs of us... ' 'No!' 'Our promises, never kept...' 'NO... don't go away!' 'For generations to come, for lovers to remember... For minstrels to cry alone...' 'No... Leda! You can't! You promised you'd come to hold me when the dead of nights returns to kill me... Leda!... Leda...!'
Я не люблю не кого не свою семью ни друзей вообще не кого, но его я полюбила и не разлюблю. Мне кажется меня много кто осудит за такое, возможно я и правду тварь раз уж не люблю свою семью или кто-то посчитает меня эгоистом или не блогодарной но мне плевать
Seni çok seviyorum ama bana ait değilsin Ivan . Nerdesin, ne yapıyorsun hiç bilmiyorum. Hayatında biri olduğuna eminim. Gelecekte tekrar bı araya gelir miyiz bilmiyorum. Seni çok özlüyorum. 36 gündür bana mesaj atmadın. Seni özlemekten bir çiçek gibi soldum. 14 subat benim dogum günüm. Bakalim yazacak mısın, bakalim bir şeyler değişecek mi ...
i love you. i know you don’t love me. i know you didn’t care. i finally let myself trust you and you left that very day. promising youd be back. now im left alone and blocked. its been two months. i gave you my all. yet it wasnt enough. why? what did i do to deserve so much disrespect? why? i ask myself every second of every day…
“When one is in love, one always begins by deceiving oneself, and one always ends by deceiving others. That is what the world calls a romance.”
- Oscar Wilde
|| Timestamps ||
Infinity 0:00
My Aching Heart 2:48
Gentle Agony 7:14
The Victorian Waltz 9:31
A Birthday Alone (unpublished) 12:07
If She Were a Monet Painting 13:33
The Moonlight Nocturne 15:51
Winter Reverie (Nocturne) 18:37
No Way Out 21:35
Regrets 24:25
Once Upon a Time 26:51
The Abyss Stares Back 30:34
Unanswered Prayer 33:18
Eternal Illusion No.1 (Slowed) 36:03
Out of the depths I cried 39:05
The Forbidden Eden Waltz 43:04
Prelude in F Sharp Major “Océanique” 41:14
Late Night Melody 49:29
Autumn Sky (Nocturne) 51:16
Nocturne in E Major - Lost Letters 52:53
Chase Me, Will You? 56:18
Ivory Pages 59:54
Valse Réminiscence 1:04:29
Candles & Books 1:08:47
Run 1:12:02
Aurora 1:13:29
The Bohemian Library 1:15:50
A Psychopath’s Misery 1:17:57
A Jester’s Insanity 1:22:15
Memento Mori 1:24:54
Blood Princess 1:28:36
Danse Macabre 1:32:18
Anarchy 1:36:20
Bleed Out 1:38:26
Swinging Pain 1:41:01
A Shadow’s Lament 1:43:47
Sunken Place (Interlude) 1:46:22
Somewhere Else (Interlude) 1:48:37
Hourglass 1:50:49
Pulsar 1:53:18
Solace de la nuit 1:55:31
Starry Night 1:58:16
Oscar knew how to play the game though.
She would have never found happiness with me. I've spent 2 years chasing after her and it didn't take much for her to put me in her past. She never loved me, and I knew the day would come. But I loved her, and I still do, even though when she left my heart left with her, what is left is still longing for her. She never wanted to me mine, she never wanted me to belong to her. I am but a forgotten chapter, and she is my whole book, and it ended when she left. I hope she has found the happiness she never could've with me. I pray for her whenever I can, me, a person who doesn't believe in religion or god, prays with all his heart hoping his prayers will be heard, hoping for her well being. I can never forgive her for letting me go so easily, but who cares, as long as she's happy.
Life goes on my friend... I will tell you a few truths about the love, really simple truths. There are 3 options why nothing happened with the person that we loved and liked:
1st option is we are not the right type for that person that we like.
2nd option - we are not enough good for that person.
3rd option - - we are too good for that person.
Been there. But my resolution was different. I don't want to be with someone that doesn't want me around. Who I am to me carries more weight than the breath of air I was in someone else's life. I will find the love that I crave. I pray for her happiness too, but that doesn't mean I shall forsake mine.
Keep moving forward. You have someone else out there waiting for you to make them happy. To bless them with your presence, and everything that you are... who ever you are. Start another book. Let the past die. Kill it, if you have to. It's the only way to become everything you were meant to be.
I was in your place too i had the same we we're 4 years together in 2024 she said she became cold and her love was lost for me and we broke up, the feeling i had is like i lost all of my world i couldn't sleep well not eat i was praying every night to have her back , one day i was so sad walking my neighborhood when i saw a grandmother siting in her house outside i talk to her and said everything that was bothering me and her response was truly something else she said my child do you know that when god closes one door he opens another one , that words went right through my soul, that's when i decided to change myself and the things i do and become a greatest person than i was before i decided no more cry not to be weak but to become strong and that's when i had change ,after some time she started talking to me back but she never saw my old self i became much more different in every ways i started to do things that i didn't when i was with her and that's when she started thinking to be with me again. After some days i told her girl if you want to give it another chance i am here if you don't then i will be gone forever from your life she replied if you do that then we can't be friends then i replied to her no my relationship and love from me is real there is no way i will become your friend then she said let's go on some dates and show me how you change if you can manage to make me feel more close then we will give it another thought, i had show her how i had change and she became attracted to me after months of suffering the pain it was a little gone but not yet because her love was cold all this months i did many things to her not the same as i was with her and she became more close to me she started slowly kissing me hugging me she said she feel more at ease now and she can express her emotions slowly until the end of 2024 her love became hot for me she calls me texted me she always saying that she missed me a lot and thinks of me but i am waiting for the real words to come from her mouth that i love you she can't express this words yet but slowly it will come on time. That's my story my friend i think it's time to get away from the door that god has closed for you and head next to the other one that he open for you there you can see what life is waiting for you , if you truly lover her and want her back change your self change everything you do everything you said to her change all of your self and become another person and when she see you again show her how manly you became show her make her understand how you changed don't go to your old self but welcome the new one that you become, if you have a question of how i will change and be the other person the secret is hiding in your heart . Now that you read my comment is the time that you will kill your old self and start with the new one go outside feel the sun the air and go live your self to the fullest, your not a religion person but remember god has close one door for your and he open another , don't stay trying to unlock the close door hurry and head inside to the other door that is open your true life is there i hope you see it and find it . Peace
you are a good person dude, the right person will come across you on the path of life
Stop blaming her for a feeling a person can't control. You can't force somebody to love you and then regret she never did. Let her go of your mind and start your own chapter. You act like a side character while being a main one. That may be harsh but it's the only truth you need to hear. Wake up and go on a stage. The show was never about her.
We come into this world alone and will leave it the same. All moments are fleeting, trying to hold them is grasping at sand. I ran because you wanted more then I could give.
If all you could have gave was but a grain of sand,
I'd still have grasped.
He is the most fascinating person I have ever met. The minute I met him I felt my heart would forever ache for him. He made me feel seen, appreciated, and worthy. Our love language was being supportive, and his encouragements felt true. I looked at him with eyes full of admiration, I could feel when he would text me and I could also feel warmth. He does not know I love him))) he has a beautiful girlfriend since a week after we met and they seem really happy, but he sometimes gave me hope we could also become something. Perhaps I wanted to see him as more than a friend and I would take any kind gesture as a sign. and he was kind, one of the reasons I fell for him. I could probably not make him as happy as she does. But I"'m so happy to at least have him. I suppose its better to forever have him as a friend than to lose him. His light makes me happy. I pray for his happiness evey night and I must say I am so so proud of how of a beautiful person inside and out he is. I was just 15 when we mwt, now 17, but I truly believe he came into my life to teach me what love is. Gentle and selfless love. the one you need to accept you'll never have, but understand its for his better. However, I do not know how could I love another as much as I love him. He remains my secret love ❤
Awh..
I learned your love never disappears for them when it doesn’t end badly as some others. But all we can do is move forward and find peace. And you may find someone new who makes you feel good again. Similar to them but not identical or different in a positive way. And it’s good just don’t stop moving forward. The love of my life left me. And all I can do is stand tall and move forward even though I miss and long for them every day. I dream of her some nights, but I’ll get better. And so will you. Stay strong
@DavidReyesU thank you !! I'm trying. although I feel like no one compares to him, I know I have so much love to give. I know I'm only 17, almost 18, so I have my whole life ahead, I'm sure I can manage to find someone. But thinking about it it's almost funny how much I wanted my person to be him.
Trust me when I say I understand you completely. I fell for a girl I met I my summer internship. We would make coffee before going to work, meet up for lunch, and hang out together with other colleagues after we were back at our dorm. She had been dating someone back at her school, and I promised myself I was not going to fall for her, as I couldn’t. Well given the amount of time we would hang out and learn more about each other I fell for her. We both would listen to each others past stories over a cigarette in the back of a friends pick up truck and I grew a deep connection with her. When we left our internship, we both knew we weren’t going to keep up as we had been as we go to different universities. We still make time when we’re out of school to meet up over coffee or workout, but I miss what we had. I’m in the same boat as you in the sense of I’m glad we can still be friends but their is a sort of irony in the whole situation. Maybe she came into my life to teach me what to be loved is. To be open to an individual and not to fear being judged, or misunderstood. What I can tell you is you will meet someone like the boy you met again. Who fills you up with that feeling of excitement, and you can love. I’m sorry to hear how he is loving another person now, but maybe this is part of your journey just as she is a part of mine. Sort of hard to explain in words but I’m so grateful to have met my friend, and to still be able to know her.
@BalanTeodora growth and healing isn’t linear. As you probably felt, you will have some good days and some painful days. Here’s a quote that helps me. (And if our dreams get broken along the way, we must build new ones from the pieces.) I understand your pain and getting your hopes up and longing for them and wishing to be held by them. To me her hugs would ease my painful mind. And her voice would calm the storm in my head. But now I have to move forward. And even if all I can do is crawl then I will crawl forward. Continue being strong and take care of yourself. You have so much love to give just like me. And it’s a beautiful thing. To me giving love is like breathing. But I wish you good luck on your journey.
Sometimes...saying I love you, means I can't be with you, and Im sorry, cause hearing you love me, isnt enough anymore
These songs hurt...
we sat in the echoes of yesterday’s sun,
where laughter once lingered, now there was none.
the space between us, a chasm so wide,
words fell like whispers, no place to hide.
your voice, once a song, now trembled and broke,
in the shadow of love, the truth softly spoke.
the weight of “forever” now fragile, untrue,
a mosaic of moments that shattered in two.
the promises made, like stars in the night,
burned bright for a moment, then faded from sight.
we clung to the pieces, afraid to let go,
but love can’t survive where it ceases to grow.
tears blurred the edges of memories shared,
of the nights we believed, of the times we dared.
but endings aren’t cruel; they’re just part of the song,
a melody fading when the notes don’t belong.
so, here we stand, at the edge of our tale,
where winds of goodbye replace love’s gentle gale.
not all broken hearts are meant to stay torn,
for from the ashes, new love can be born
--- written by me about him, who was mine, once.
last 2 para have my heart❣
Beautiful lines
First sentence hit deep...
Beautiful but Brutal
You are so close,
That I can never reach you.
Oh my ocs are going to have more trauma bc of this playlist. Perfect😈
same :D
Here's the real life story of mine.
It's been 14 years already. Back then when I'm 18 years old i deeply in love with a beautiful young lady.
Too bad we were separated. And then last year i met her by coincidence, I saw her buying food and some toys for kids. Yes she had kid now.
Some part of my heart who died long ago feels alive and then in a split second it died again.
After watching them i didn't realize that her eyes were staring at me.
When our eyes met we both just smile then walk away.
음악 소리가 너무 좋아요!🧡
We were not meant to be but I can only imagine all your happy moments, I can only wish all the love of the universe finds you.
Thank you so much , I've been reading the Bible all this time.❤
Thank you!
I feel genuinely sorry for all you lovesick doves out there, for I am just sitting here being sombre and contemptible to this playlist, while you're all out there getting your souls shattered. I will never envy you, I only pity you.
idk if i can forgive her but i hope she made it and found the happiness she wanted , iam sorry , but i wish u let me get better and stayed ,i still have dreams about you and everytime i wake up i get such pain knowing its all gone , ik you dont like me anymore and are living a better lifeeee, but know this ,you are an amazing person you really are . some part of me hates you for leaving like that but know that i understand and its okayyy dont worry i will be fine seee iam still alive . i love you
I saw her., the most beautiful woman i've ever laid my eyes on .. she sees me too.. i stare when she doesn't look my way.. i catch her at times staring my way... we make eye contact, She smiles i smile back....but her face slowly looks away ..her smile slowly goes neutral.. a face of deep thought.... i had a huge crush, i thought she was the one..had thoughts on how our lives would be together... the day i tried to approach, I see a man from a distance going towards her..they left together.... ..i later found out she recently was married to that man...... I'll never be with her💔... but I hope she's happy🥲
I am fascinated by lives that aren’t mine
The endless possibilities of what is and could be
The ideas that I create and the ideals I gloss over
All my imperfections covered by the inexplicable pull others have of my mind
They fill up the empty spaces where I should be
These paintings I paint of the perfect life that others achieve
The splendor that they carry in my mind convincing me that I could be more
But I don’t try
I feel the brush in my hand when I look at my canvas
My life is blank and white and not even the paints around me can imitate the colors of others in my mind
They say don’t judge a book by its cover but what if the cover is all you see
It doesn’t matter that the book is blank because it’s purpose is to decorate an empty shelf
These empty things trying to fill one another like these empty people filled with air
As long as the outside is glossy and unbroken the rest is unimportant
I am fascinated by lives that aren’t mine because I can pretend that theirs are perfect
cool
'...We shouldn't...'
'I can't watch you fade away...Love...'
'Don't call me that, I'm nobody to you. Nobod--'
'If you call my 'everything', 'nobody', then what'll be my existence...?'
'You'll get bored of me... You'll be like them, you'll hurt me...'
'Here... my sword.... my wings... my pen... my soul... me heart... Myself... kill me, before I even think bout hurting you...'
'But... but the stars... the prophecy... my life is already written in pages!'
'And...? Is it without me...?'
'Don't you understand? I'm to die alone... We'll meet again in the next life...!'
'Will you be mine then?'
'Ask the stars... and--'
'And if I burn the stars away...?'
'You will hurt many--'
'I don't care... all I want is you to be mine and mine alone...'
'Were you a poet in your last life?'
'Who told you I'm not in this one too...? But why...?'
'Then write songs of us... '
'No!'
'Our promises, never kept...'
'NO... don't go away!'
'For generations to come, for lovers to remember... For minstrels to cry alone...'
'No... Leda! You can't! You promised you'd come to hold me when the dead of nights returns to kill me... Leda!... Leda...!'
I want the first music i can't find it in search
i love you and you are mine!
S
I was just trying to hold onto you, so I can know who to move on with.
a little pain
Why that picture
Я не люблю не кого не свою семью ни друзей вообще не кого, но его я полюбила и не разлюблю. Мне кажется меня много кто осудит за такое, возможно я и правду тварь раз уж не люблю свою семью или кто-то посчитает меня эгоистом или не блогодарной но мне плевать
Seni çok seviyorum ama bana ait değilsin Ivan . Nerdesin, ne yapıyorsun hiç bilmiyorum. Hayatında biri olduğuna eminim. Gelecekte tekrar bı araya gelir miyiz bilmiyorum. Seni çok özlüyorum. 36 gündür bana mesaj atmadın. Seni özlemekten bir çiçek gibi soldum. 14 subat benim dogum günüm. Bakalim yazacak mısın, bakalim bir şeyler değişecek mi ...
I wanted her to be mine even tho it’s childish to wish such …..🌌 damn damn damn damn…🌌
where you find the background picture?
пинтерест
@@Angelina-px8gv what was it called on Pinterest?
real
A angel kissing a girl!
i love you. i know you don’t love me. i know you didn’t care. i finally let myself trust you and you left that very day. promising youd be back. now im left alone and blocked. its been two months. i gave you my all. yet it wasnt enough. why? what did i do to deserve so much disrespect? why? i ask myself every second of every day…
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I love you Timothee Chalamet