Broken Inside [Russia-APH]
Вставка
- Опубліковано 4 жов 2024
- Warning: Yaoi, Russia-ness, Character Deaths, Epic fail-ness.
Just the life story of Russia XD.
1st text:
Belarus/Ukraine...either or: Vanya! Teary Voice
Russia: Da?
Belarus/Ukraine: Good Bye.
Signifying the countries leaving Russia.
2nd Text:
Prussia: Russia. Hate filled voice
Russia: Da? Silence Prussia?
Prussia: You are a monster.
Hatred towards Russia.
Last, I wonder soliloquy? Perhaps?:
Russia, of course: Why does everyone leave (me)? Am I really a Monster? Confusion or fear
Noting actions against other nations I am.
Belarus/Ukraine: Good Bye. Note, the good bye is from the begging so it is more or less like a memory and Russia saying Good bye as he dies.
Song: Broken Inside
Artist: Broken Iris
Anime: Hetalia
Character: Russia
Pairings: Russiax America, Prussia, Germany, Belarus, and China.
Lyrics :Pass Disclaimer.
Disclaimer: God, I own nothing leave me alone! If I did I would be rich.
Lyrics:
Until the end of me
I swear
You'll be the death of me
I dare
You to cross the line again
Because deep down inside there's something that waits to be
Broken inside
Feeling alive
Forced to defy
Who casts me aside
I'm waiting to be
Broken inside
Losing my mind
Gasping for life
Crashing through times
That drive me to find
The darkness behind
Will never run dry
But all still stand
Until the end of me
I swear
You'll be the death of me
I dare
I dare you to cross the line again
Because deep down inside
There's something that waits to be
Cross the line again
Because deep down inside
There's something that waits to be
Broken
The thinning line between
You and my sanity
Is quickly fading
Takes just a breeze to cause a storm
The thinning line between
You and my sanity
Is quickly fading
Takes just a breeze to cause a storm
Takes just a breath to cause a scream
It takes me to cause a tragedy
Until the end of me
I swear
You'll be the death of me
I dare
I dare you to cross the line again
Because deep down inside
There's something that waits to be
Cross the line again
Because deep down inside
There's something that begs to be
Broken inside
![Dancing With the Devil [APH]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/P4qC0BrPsHk/mqdefault.jpg)
![Dancing With the Devil [APH]](/img/tr.png)
![Lets redesign Marinette!! [this took 3 years to make]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/cgXLx4jklZU/mqdefault.jpg)
No Russia You are NOT a monster you're just a misunderstood angel
Замечательное видео! :)
Трогательное и просто красивое - давно такое искала.
p.s Я, конечно, сама русская, но пожалуйста, дорогой народ, давайте хотя бы на UA-cam позабудем о политике, которая уже всю плешь проела как нам, так и другим странам. Это война политиков, а не простого народа.
полностью согласна с вами
No Ivan! You are not a monster! It's not your fault! You are a sweet person, others just choose to not see you as you really are. I hope your story doesn't end like the many others where only pain remains and death follows in pursuit. I hope you get your field of sunflowers full of sunshine, because a pure and innocent dream like that deserves to be fulfilled. 😣
PLZ DONT DO THAT TO YOU RUSSIA D: U NO MONSTER!!! *hugs him*
No you are not a monster Russia, they bullied you throughout your whole existence but you became stronger and bigger than the rest!
Be proud!
Это раздражает!!! когда другие страны оступаются и поступают плохо, то им этого не говорят, а когда Россия оступается то ей все страны показывают что она не права, хотя Россия действует по законам в отличии от некоторых стран
(( Эх, вот бы побольше самих иностранцев это заметили... ))
Ivan Braginsky это точно, но обычные люди (некоторые) в других странах понимают,ну их правительство........короче у меня для них даже подходящего слова нет
Почему-то это меня приводит именно к мыслям о Америке и Украине. Хотя где теперь в Западе нас злодеями не стараются выдать...? Если бы люди не верили сразу ящику, а хоть поинтересовались чужой перспективой, то такого не было бы. А так они просто зомби, слушающие политическую пропаганду.
Ivan Braginsky это точно, без сомнений))
двойные стандарты вот и все Обелить своих и облить грязью нас стало в наше время модой. Но с др стороны пока нас ненавидят значит мы не совсем продались еще и не стали марионетками :))))
I will not leave you, Russia! And I ship Prussia and Russia so much.
Russia you are not a monster...you area a beautiful Human being
Are they technically humans...?
Rebecca Pucci
uhh i think...yea they just own/are countries or whatever
sarah b They also live forever and are eternally young...also, they can't be killed by being run over by a tank or falling from a plane...
That's...hardly human.
Rebecca Pucci They still are in my opinion. Immortal, eternally young humans, but them being able to feel, their appearing and other physiological stuff makes them quite human, though with some genetical 'advantages'. :3
I really adore how the song is so intense and almost a heavy rock song yet remains so quiet and subdued. Even just that small detail suits Vanya so well. You can sense something off behind his smile, this scares people off. I could not even begin to imagine how painful it is to only want love and comfort yet that very same desperation being the thing that scares everyone away. T-T okay. Rant over. I really love this tribute, it was emotionally powerful and very well executed.
Ivan...you are a character that I can relate too. I know what its like to have everyone avoid you. It's painful.
Ivan is the Hetalia love of my life. You're NOT a monster Ivan I can't even call you one & I'd stay by your side until I die. This made me cry the first time I saw it.
its no fun being broken in side and hiding it from those who you think "love" you ,acting sane for those you know care for you,being called a weirdo,freak, a little bit** , monster , and loser. bullied ,beaten. keeping it together as long as you can.you fight back and get blamed ,some times you wonder why the whole world hates you alone on the inside. You wonder and cry , you brake down when no ones a round. but you are strong you will find a way to put your self back together again.
ivan you are not a monster, you are just a broken angel
The feels! You did a great job and I didn't see that ending coming. I feel so sorry for Russia, I could just hug him forever, da?
Russia is my favourite hetalia caractor i can easily understand him and he has a sad past but thats the past he needs a friend and a hug
This is why Russia is one of my favorite characters in Hetalia. His tragic bloody past is just so real. I know Hetalia is meant to be light-hearted, but this portrayal of Russia, more similar to the tragedies of the actual country, gets to me.
There are many persons who know that feeling, being alone. Being avoided. When everyone hates you for what you are. That exactly was my whole childhood. And I guess I will never be normal again. Outside I look self confident, intelligent, open minded. But inside me I'm empty, there only is that pain and the fear it all would come back. You're not alone Russia, you never were.
Every country says he is a monster but he is not, if they understood him they would not call him a monster
This almost made me cry so bad! Russia-kun! U are not a monster no matter what the others say! TTwTT Ur the best character with the worst past...
I Think Russia's life story is sad :,( brought tears to my eyes... The man had a horrible childhood and was always bullied and the only people who 'loved' him were his obsessed sisters. Then he goes in bloody battles, wich makes him more cracked in the head. Now everyone avoids him and is scared even though the poor thing needs someone to open up too. And he talks about sunflowers cause they seem so happy and make his soul feel pure, And when he does do something crazy he dosen't know it.
Yes he is from Hetalia: Axis Powers. It is an amazing anime.
it truly hurts to be called a monster......and i know the feeling...the moment you hear that you ask what you did wrong......
I love him like a brother since we feel the same pain
Russia is my favourite character in Hetalia. Mostly because I can understand him the most... I feel like I'm constantly on the edge of sanity... I've been bullied through my entire life and the bullies have beaten me up more than once... The thought of making them suffer in return makes me smile. I think the only reason I'm still sane is because of my friends but I'm afraid... Afraid that they leave me... I'm afraid to be all alone.
thank you for making this video, this song has led me to broken iris, now one of my favorite bands! ;) thank goodness for amvs
I agree with you. In some ways I can relate to him. And I agree with you Russia is sweet and very kind (pluse he has lovely eyes) and I will always love him.
I cry every time I watch this.
RUSSIAAAA ;w; You're not a monster, I swear.
I love the song and the video!!! It's just put it with Russia's past and... *cries* it... makes... me ... really... sad!!!! ;___; Ivan you are no monster. You are a wonderful person. I will never leave your side.
oh my gosh RUSSIA!!!!!!! DON'T LISTEN TO THEM!!!! YOU ARE NOT A MONSTER!! YOU ARE LOVED!!!! I wanna cry!
describes me so well people at school make fun of me everyday and have been for years because i have 4S and depression.i have to listen to them make sounds that i hate just so they can laugh at me years i put up with it and finally when i had enough and defended myself everyone who laughed at me too or ignored me told me to shut up and stop bullying them even the teacher was on their side because they have better grades. calm and quiet on the outside, broken and empty on the inside
this song, is exsactully how i feel, i may cry, but im not weak, it just means i have been strong to long.
Oh my gosh I just noticed the bit of dialogue at the end. o_o No, That can't be the first time I've seen it...!
I NEED TO HUG SOMETHING TO FEEL BETTER
This video really get to me because of A, the music, and B, in multiple Role Plays I play Russia.
Не любить Россию - ваше право. Насильно мил не будешь. Лично я своей Родиной горжусь. Хотя были противные моему сердцу события. Югославия, например. Очень было жалко сербов, Милошевича, да и вообще страну. Россия тогда не смогла помочь братьям, правительство не захотело этого.
Посмотрите на себя, европейцы, американцы. Сколько людей погибло под вашими "гуманитарными" бомбардировками тогда, в 1999 году? Лицемерие ваше не знает границ. Это каким животным нужно быть, чтобы назвать операцию с бомбардировкой Белграда "Ангел Милосердия"? Сколько ещё народов пострадает от вашей демократии? Сербия, Сирия, Иран, Ливия, Вьетнам... Украина!!!
А отвечать за свои поступки все равно однажды придётся.
I can't watch this without crying. I love you Russia
I used headphones and lived to tell the tale... It is amazing On headphones actually, like a little heaven in your ears.
Even though it is good to know both of you have each other, I think it is time to fill your emptiness up and chase the fear and pain away. If you die like that you will not be satisfied. We are not wild animals; we live, not survive. Your childhood does not make your adulthood. Even though you might not be normal again, you don't have to pretend. No matter how you look on the outside, you are the same person inside. There are people who appreciate you for who you are. Give the world a chance.
Russia-kun is like my twin
i knew Russia was scary, but i understand how he feels. people find him frightening and are to terrified to even look at him, he's been througj lot and just wants make friends with the other countries. I'm a loner and barely talk to anyone, I'm like Canada iI'm invisible and no-one notices me.
*Hugs Russia*
You're not a monster! Dontcha dare listen to them and believe what they say!
the cold war picture (america is missing an eye... Russia's heart was ripped out) had a really chilling effect. O_o great use of pictures for this song... its very befitting of poor russia, too~
Wow. My OC is actually alot like this. When she was really little Spain found her and claimed her but never actually went on her island(Bermuda) and called her a devil and Satin(she's Wiccan but also because the Spaniards called Bermuda the Devil's Isle) and basically let her sit for a hundred years thinking she was the reason the only person she knew left her and tortured her. Yup. Actually relateable to my real life. Sometimes I just feel so empty and alone...
I love your video! (now I hope I get this right since english isn't my native language~)
To be honest, at first I just clicked it because it seemed to have a interesting song playing in the background and I like listening to music while I'm doing my homework...
Then I actually watched a few seconds and couldn't stop watching it over and over again!
Great Job!
Awww, I love you Russia-kun!! I know what its like to be broken too.....*Hugs Russia*
If anyone here has read "Of Mice and Men", Russia reminds of Lennie, big, naive, unaware of his own strength that causes him to hurt the people around him
The world pushed, and he pushed back. He was bullied and tormented, until one day he didn't take it anymore. How, then, is he evil, if he is what the world created him to be?
This makes me want to run up to Russia and hug him and say that all the other countries are wrong and that he's no monster.
*silently cries*
mad, mad people... i know... i live here...
Russia reminds me of my elementary school years...some people hated and was afraid of me. The others just didnt know who i was
i really want to give big hug to Russia.poor vanya！you are not a monster
i agree with you......and i read that in Prussia's voice in my head
Ivan please stay strong... Please.
Russia, you're not a monster, if you are that makes me a monster too. :3
*Hugs Russia*
you know if you think about the world pushed at him without any mercy and when he pushed back the world pointed and cried evil.
Ah~ finally, someone to relate to! {hugs tightly}
I know them feels too... And you're lucky, you have a Russia plushie... I want one...
I'm still alive comrade...Just not internally *faint smile*...Spasibo ^L^ ...
Si México saliera en hetalia, russiasi tendría por lo menos un amigo.
Tienes mucha rason :)
Por fin alguien que piensa como yo :'3
This is why I love Russia he reminds me of myself...but I will always have Russia as my favorite anime character of all time
The very end brought tears to my eyes. ;-;
Vanya
Russia, you're not a monster!!! :c
NOOOOO RUSSIAAAAAAA (goes back to the closet and cries)
(Cries with you)
I want a hug from Russia!
((My best friend on a different website is Russia xD))
Brings tears to my eyes every time ;;w;;
=O Danke! Ich Leibe die Musik
thanks! I love the music
sorry for being an oblivious git ^^;
TT.TT Poor Russia!!!!! This AMV was incredible. I love it.
thank you very much!
Mother Russia.....uh...i was wondering, could i have a hug? (
Oh, Ivan, so you see yourself as a 'monster" because of all those people don't liking you(r appearance) and your desperate thoughts and you cannot quit it as well? Then welcome to the club. Let's be monsters together! :T
My pleasure ^^~
in the new season it shows chibi rusia and how he was bullied all the time back then and how slowly that bullying made him the man he is today
How did you make this?? It's amazing~ I feel so bad for Ivan.....
i feel so bad for Russia. Everyone thinks he's crazy and scary but whenever i see a picture of him crying i just want to give him a big hug.
Okay.... I can imagine Ivan listening to this song after seeing Alfred kiss Arthur or something like that..
Like, it was a normal day and Ivan couldn't wait after school to meet up with Alfred to have some ice cream. ( or something similar to that ) Well, after school, Ivan got out and went to the courtyard where Alfred and him agreed to meet. ( He was quiet excited actually, for having a crush on this young American ) While going there, though, he noticed Arthur through a window, talking to someone. For some reason, Ivan kep on watching out of curiosity. Then, when he was about to leave, agreeing it wasn't his business, he suddenly saw Alfred kiss Arthur through the window. Actually, it turned out they were making out soon after. Ivan figured out he and Alfred were just and will always be friends. Nothing more. Instead of meeting Alfred at the courtyard, he went home and put on his headphones, silently crying and listens to this song...
One-sided AmeRus ..... other side UsUk... o3o... What have I done.
Dude, I don't ship USUK like at all, but for the feels sake of the RusAme it would work like omg
Oh... *fanfiction nerves tingle*
www.quotev.com/story/5999500/Russia-Is-Broken-Inside/1/
Someone wrote a story about this comment, da.
Mother Russia Holy shit... O.O
What?
some people have the wrong idea of good and evil. russia himself didnt want to be evil. the world created him to be so. he himself is not evil though. to survive, he had to be evil. he couldnt have been the country he is now if he was good all the time, right? the things he has done may have been evil. but in his soul, i still see that child russia that was trying to survive from everyone who bullied him, the same russia who was scared. scared of evil, so to overcome it, he tried to become it.
fucking beautiful...
YAY! *hugs the adorable Mother Russia*
Yay! *trips and drags u both with me* Ow~! I-Im sorry!
i hope u get a russia plushie. he's really adorable.
Yay! Thank You! ^ ^
IVAN WTF NO!!!
You just earned a subscriber!
i dont see how asking a question turns out to be messing with people, all i was doing was asking a question
нет моего ребенка ты не монстр ...
*i sit here watching this video coldly looking at the video*(i have no soul .-.)
Nice music and vid
Yao, i agree with u! Besides, should give Russia a hug! *pokes u for a responce* Can we? 030
i know the feels. i'm right there with ya. because of hetalia, i love russia to the core. i even have a russia plushie
Oh my :( Always like Russia - even as a country, before Hetalia :o but this vid broke my
Actually, the pages of the history of any country soaked in blood and tears.
And yeah, I know the history of Russia well, so...
That is so good!
The life story of Russia "epic fail-ness"? Look who's talking XD
Most relatable words ever...
Ivan reminds me of myself.... I also like CCmangocute used to get bullied really must, now..... Everyone in my school fears me.... It's a good felling.... But... It's to hard to get friends.... No one trust you.... But I like it.. I like to be great and strong.... And feared...
well, I think he is cute all the time ._.
You are but it is fine :) It is Broken Inside by Broken Iris
Don't say that about us! D: Be proud bro