Risk of change, sure you will not regret, that could be scary as well, difficult for sure : but you will not regret We have just one life !! ( I guess )
houses like these. small towns in the middle of nowhere. long walks in the middle of the night with a girl you'll never forget. those lonely birthdays where it's just you and a parent that loves you, if you're lucky. most people will never really understand the dreamlike emptiness and sadness, yet sweet quiet and calmness, a life like this brings. what a wonderful album and album cover.
I hope your life holds many more moments to last. Something to enjoy or appreciate. I've been alone ever sense I can remember, but life is okay alone. I know people at work, I take time to spend outside as often as I can, and I try to make the most of life. Make tge most of what you have. Life isn't perfect, it's even been real bad, but never let it beat you down, you can always get back up. Appreciate what is, look for more, and be satisfied with what you have. Your life is yours to live. Don't let it slip through your fingers.
This is a masterpiece, it feels like u want to tell everyone how u feel but you've been keeping it yourself for too long and this is how u will feel everyday
You get up You go to school You try to do work You fail You go home You try to do work You fail You get your in bed You smell your musty dishes You hear the rattling fan You close the eyes And feel I am Thoughts dissolve And you dissolves You open your eyes You get up You are you again You and your days are still conditioned I am still asleep
The worst part about depression isnt the moping, and being sad when alone, thats easy. Its the lie by omission of when everyone you meet, friend, stranger, family, the love of your life, when you smile at them, like everything is ok.
I hate it here but I have no choice. Day by day I'm slowly losing my sanity by pretending that I'm happy. I'm trying to fake it until I make it. But the longer I hide the way I truly feel; the longer I pretend to be okay- is the more miserable I get. I'm still young and have years ahead of me but it feels like the world stopped revolving since yesterday of yesterday's. I do not wish everyone feel the way I feel. I wish everyone to be as happy as they could be.
hope you're doing better man. i'm in the exact same situation right now and it's difficult to keep going, but the unfortunate truth is that suffering is a part of the cycle. life is tough but in the end we're tougher, for the ones we love or for ourselves.
This song reminds me of when I met my friend again for the first time in years and he told me he’d missed me more than any other friend he’d had before. It makes me think of how he’s only a few neighborhoods away, but I’m not around enough to see him more than once a year. It makes me think of how I felt when we first met we hated each other. It reminds me of the way he would get giddy when he wrote a song and wanted me to read it over even though he was better at writing than I was. It’s been two years. I really, really, miss him.
My parents, my sister, my friends (the ones who for some reason haven't left yet), my cat, my coworkers, the world. They all have one thing in common. They deserved someone better than me in their lives.
This comments section makes me feel less alone. When I was younger I always felt like my mental health issues were perhaps annoying to others, but at least tolerated. I knew a lot of people who felt like me as a teen, but now I’m older with the same problems because chronic depression and isolation lead me to abandon myself. Now that I am older, in my early 20s, with the same issues + slightly worse bc of stress, I feel so judged all the time. I feel chronically judged by my professors, the researchers I worked with, managers I’ve had, classmates, etc. and my focus is literally psychology. It truly feels like most of the world doesn’t give a single fuck and that a good amount of people despise me for my problems. It’s so hard to feel like there is any way I’ll find a way to succeed and belong in a world like this. I hope that the people in the comments and artists like these keep being open about our struggles (to a reasonable / self-protective extent), the world needs to face this even though it’s hard. We really need to reduce the stigma associated with mental illness because it makes the world a million times worse.
It sounds awful and I am not just writing this comment to express my sympathy and sadness and wish you a speedy recovery or rather to show the consideration of the people around you or what I will say with all certainty and I am sure that it comes from my pure mind, their attention is lost on you when
When your sensory awareness of what you call a health problem exceeds their simple attention, however, I would like to say that at least I have experienced and am still experiencing the same struggle in searching for myself, that point at which I determined that isolation and depression
And depression will separate you from yourself... Despite what you have suffered, the confrontation is still steadfast, whether by the minority or the majority. It does not matter anymore, as long as you have to heal from your repressed wounds
I haven’t truly cried in a long time my life has taught me that I should be ashamed of doing so I feel we all need to do something before some horrible truly horrible happens to us all society is fucked up and all of the rich bastards up at the capital and in power in all of the other countries don’t want to do shit I wish I could do something but right now I see only one possible route out…
Everything’s okay, man. The thing you can do before something truly horrible happens to all of us is to keep on living. I’m glad you truly cried, you should be too. Be good, do good. I wish you all my love, stranger.
I understand the pressure of not being able to cry. I have felt it before, am still feeling it now, even four years after the incident. It's a kind of grief, the pain is. But here's the thing about grief. Life will grow bigger around it, if you let it. If you help it, guide it, give it the tools and watch it go. It's been made out to seem like it'll fade, but it won't. Instead, there will be new things added. New memories, new feelings, new lives. This goes for both types of grief. Grief of Others and Grief of Oneself. Life will go on. Will you go with it, and allow what's gone to rest?
cried for the first time in a year. actually cried, last year my best friend and ex (same person) just up and left. blocked and left. i was so bad mentally that i was a dick to everyone around me. i loved them all but they didn’t want to be around me anymore. that entire summer was spent mostly in my bed. i cried myself to sleep a few times, constantly dreamed about all of them. my friends that told me they couldn’t be friends with me missed me. we talked again. rekindled everything. even the ex, but she had changed so much she wasn’t the person i missed. then after we talked for the one time, it was met with a block. so i tried to move on. i was so close. really was. i met this guy, he was straight out of a movie. fucking knew every reference i dropped, laughed and understood all my jokes, had amazing music taste and is really pretty. i used to get lost in his eyes during lunch everyday. so many times id come in high off my ass, and he would call out how i blushed every time i looked at him. summer started and i just wanted to tell him i loved him. i wanted to spill everything, so i invited him to an empty house with a pool. it was next door to my house, neighbors didn’t move in yet. we planned it. i was going to walk to his house and walk him home. it was gonna be really late, i was so excited to see him at night. i had written what id wanted to say. memorized it, cleaned up my room, everything. then i got hit with the “im not sure” and “im sorry to back out.” i figured another time worked. month goes by fine. we slow on talking. he’s not a good texter so whatever. til july. he doesn’t answer for half the month. in that time my friend found out for me that he went back to his ex of 2 years. i was devastated. i thought that i shouldn’t have been. then the week after i texted, asking how he was. he responded by saying he knew i had a “crush” on him, but he didn’t know what to do. crush, i hated that word for this because holy fuck. i loved him. i loved him so much. crush just felt insulting. august comes, we had been talking like normal, i lied about the crush thing, told him it never mattered to me. then last night, i get a text. my friend has been trying to get an answer out of him and it made him uncomfortable. he talked to me about it. before he stated that “i’m not romantically interested and you know that but your friends don’t” it hit me so hard. more then i thought it would. i was in shock. no clue what to do. i just sat there, after reading it. after a few minutes i was texting my closest and dearest friend. i just broke. i broke down for the first time in a year. because i love him. and it hurts to know that he will probably never feel the same. i’m sorry for somewhat venting in a way. i just wanted to get this off my chest. i need to say somewhere that i love him to others. because i can’t tell him. that’s all i want. is to feel loved. i wish it was by him. but now i can’t see the color yellow anymore and not think of him, or listen to the album cherry bomb by tyler, or mac demarco. i’m just so hurt. thanks for reading if u did.
Starry Nights My life isn't the same if you're not here with me, Why don't you come back and help me count the stars? Being by your side, everything is easier and clearer, Don't leave my life so quickly, stay a little longer. Just let me finish counting the stars In this and all the galaxies, And then you can go wherever you wish, I'll let you go and won't chase after you. Maybe my heart will go with you, But I'll make sure to stay in the same place, Waiting to find you again In one of my long dreams BE; Nari
The fifth song of this album is honestly one of my favorites out of I don’t like mirror’s songs. In the beginning there could only be, what I assume, audio clips of children laughing [ which I also asume its the laughs from when he was a child ], everything about that song is just so special… The guitar strummings are a bit more fast paced then his usual songs, but somehow it captures a bitter sweet moment so damn well, man. I wish I could meet this guy, he’s one of my music hero’s. It makes me feel like there’s a part of my chest missing, that’s how amazing the song is.
not depressed here, but im scared the fact that every morning i sat like the white dude on the thumbnail, just waiting for something. staring at my breakfast, such a weird experience
This song is like an art its make me fell somethin bro...I listen to your album 24/7...I listen to your song when I'm alone and no one can see me that I'm suffer in silence.
I’m on the middle of summer break,I don’t have any friends,no one text me ,no one care what am I doing ,what am i going through,sometimes I wish I just can go somewhere all alone .and you’re not alone,wish you all the best 💓
"You know you have to do it, otherwise the world will end with me" "But i don't want to. You are my only friend. You are the one that truly understand me" "It's okay. The feeling will pass. But the memories we shared together will be in our heart for a very long time. You have to let me go now." "Is this the only way to save the world?" "Yes, it is." "Then i will do it as you wish." "Good bye my friend."
I used to have a boy best friend and we used to talk everyday but because we needed to focus on school, we got rlly busy and i just got intouch with him a few months ago but we lost intouch again I have a play list dedicated to him and this song reminds me of the comfort that he brings to me whenever he was around me
All of the "depression vent" music mixes are always so edgy and upbeat and fast. When I found this, it felt like someone plugged an aux cord into my brain. To me, those other mixes remind me of teenagers and their typical teenage heartache shit. This feels like you've been waking up feeling numb, broken, and utterly ground to dust for the past 5+ years. Just hollow. There's nothing left anymore. Thanks for making me feel seen for the first time in however long...
Looking into the sky I wonder whom watches along with me, yet it always seems to be lonely. It's hard to be alone, but it's not so bad with hope. What a lovely night. I thank this chance to peer upon such wonderful lights.
Se siente como resurgir lentamente en un lugar totalmente desconocido pero con la emoción al mil, esperando encontrar a personas con las mismas sensaciones 🥲🙌🏽💚
well, I guess at the end of the day, it is what it is, we can't change it. You, yes you, and me, did great enough for ourselves. May all the people we helped never really listened or whatsoever, we should never lose ourselves...alr pal ?
This album brought me a quiet solace. Thank you. It helped me find the space to finish my storyboard assignment. It's about a lighthouse keeper who goes throughs the motions of her job and she taken out of her routine when she helps a baby seal caught in netting. weirdly this this music works well with BoJack Horseman Darkest Moments (Seasons 1-6) playing quietly in the background.
just missed the due date to pay for the exam i was preparing myself for. never felt so lonely, broken and unloved. those who i tried to help the most, turn they're backs on me on the moments i most needed. in the bed crying i almost died. and no one, would've known.
00:00 - 9:50 Bien podria ser el principio y final de una relación 9:51 Acausa de la ruptura empiezas a caer 12:05 Estas en lo mas profundo de tus pensamientos y sentimientos 13:16 Te das cuenta que no puedes caer mas, pero aun tienes miedo 14:55 Esperanza
i rarely went outside out of my own volition, always because something forced me to and when I do go outside it's always late at night when no one is around, the roads mostly quiet and the people sleeping. The only time where I feel like I belong in the world, a peaceful night where no is there to see.
pointless. pointless. pointless. I am pointless. I am useless. I have no reason to exist. Every day has been a loop for over 7 years. I lack any purpose, any ambition, any goal, any dream. I don't live, I just survive.
find yourself, take a day off and write, paint, run, read, sit and think, accept yourself because everyone comes and goes but at the end of the day you’re still you, you don’t have to change yourself for others. you won’t find yourself all at once but in bits in pieces, maybe in the way you talk or take bad news or laugh. you aren’t alone
I vented at some point in a server of friends fairly recently and it just blew me away because I realized wanting to like- kill yourself isn't normal.. it isn't a normal mindset people have- not a thing people think about. I was sitting in my own suffering for so long that it was just another Tuesday at that point. I'm scared that I'm starting to miss someone that treated me awfully in the past. I'm so desperate for some kind of affection that I'd honestly take anything at this point
This song sounds like when I wake up in the morning "another day of pretending" I say to myself then skip breakfast. Time passes and I’ve had a bad day so decides to go to my room then this song starts to play over and over in my head telling myself again that tomorrow I will wake up and think "another day of pretending" ect… as if life no longer had any meaning
It’s always the same thing, I lie here sobbing. How could I forget why I always questioned the concept of relationships. How could my mind let me down in such a way. I lay here, on my bathroom floor, my tears seem to reluctantly fall. Fuck, it hurts, to be offered so much care and then for it to be retracted in an instant. It makes me question you..Your intentions. Had they always been this tarnished? There’s a reason I called your compliments flattery. How dared I forget.. the patterns of disrespect that I observed in my previous encounters. The betrayal I felt when they perceived my person as a trophy. The worst part is that I don’t truly feel it yet, the betrayal, I know my cry and gasp for air will emerge soon enough. Once you make me feel like an utter burden on your presence. Then I’ll realize there is no place for me in your life, you’ll find me seething at your incompetence to be honest with me but the pain will annex such sentiments. And then you’ll become just another memory amongst others that have failed me.
eu acho que o momento mais solitário de uma garota e quando está tudo bem ao seu redor, as pessoas, as coisas, o tempo… mas a única coisa que nao ta legal ou bom e ela mesma, com ela mesma. nao esxiste alguém que odeie mais ela como ela mesma. nada vai ta bom se pra ela mesma não é bom. onde as pessoas tenta ajudar ela mas nem mesma ela mesma sabe como ajudar a si mesma. a dor de não conseguir se aceita e a dor mais fria e seca onde engole nem mesmo saliva tem, talvez no meio com aguas e como se não existisse, a dor de não ter seu próprio amor.
Morí hace años, pero como no hubo sangre, nadie se dio cuenta. Ya no soy el mismo, ya no soy yo, aunque antes tampoco lo era. La depresión me consumió por completo, pero no puedo dejar a mi mamá sola, ella me necesita. Yo no vivo por mi, yo vivo por los demás, pero estoy cansado de aguantar. Solo quiero desaparecer, como si nunca hubiera existido, ¿Cómo le digo a mi mamá que nunca mejoré? ¿Cómo le digo que el psicólogo no funciona y que sigo igual de mal? Un poco mejoré, eso creo, pero todo fue mentira. No saben como se siente levantarse sabiendo que la noche anterior intentaste acabar con todo, y si lo sabes, lo siento mucho. Desde pequeño siempre he tenido el presentimiento de que moriré joven, incluso pensé que no llegaría a los 15, pero llegué. No creo llegar más de los 16 o 17, no podría soportarlo. Me dicen siempre de que tenga paciencia, que todo termina... Ya estoy harto de esa frase, o sea, llevo 5 años así, ¿Cuándo se supone que va a terminar? Me dicen que no merezco esto, pero si lo merezco, merezco esto y mucho más. Llegué a un punto donde no quiero ni mejorar, siento que estoy más cómodo así, o sea, no es que me guste estar así, pero es que sinceramente ya no sé como ser feliz de nuevo, a como lo era antes. La nostalgia me matará algún día, quiero volver ser un niño, lo peor de todo es que sigo siendo un niño pero más grande, ¿Qué me espera para cuando sea adulto? no valgo para vivir. Odio todo de mi, lo odio todo, mi cabeza hace mucho ruido y no sé como callarla, no puedo soportarlo más, que alguien me ayude por favor. No puedo hablar, cada vez que lo intento aparece un nudo en mi garganta que no me dejar respirar. Me siento tan vacío y tan pesado a la vez, como si tuviera 30 elefantes encima pero no puedo sentir nada a la vez. Cada día recuerdo ese intento que no funcionó, pero a veces me gustaria que si haya funcionado. No quiero volver a tocar fondo de nuevo, porque si lo llego a hacer, me iré para siempre. Perdón mamá por no ser el hijo que siempre quisiste, perdón por ser una decepción, perdón por ser yo. Pero tranquila, algún día despertaras y mi cama estará ordenada para siempre, ya no tendrás que estresarte por mi salud mental y no te tendrás que preocupar por si como o no. Perdón por hacerte pasar esto mamá, solo quisiera que me dejaras ir y poder descansar. Perdón a todos los que amo, perdón por hacerles esto, pero ya no aguanto más.
hey i know there seems to be a lot on your plate right now and if you wanna talk im all ears, it’s never too late to reach out for help you are loved by many even if it seems like the world hates you. go outside, sit in the grass, enjoy the sun, think, accept your tears but don’t drown in them, don’t forget to eat 3 times a day and shower every now and then. write out your thoughts drink lots of water and have a good one!
hoy me entere de algo horrible que le hace mi tía a su hija, mi prima en si, ya no se que hacer para ayudarlas y mi psicóloga me dijo que tengo que preocuparme por mis cosas y no por ella, ya que ella es adulta y yo aun no, estoy tan cansada y no saber que hacer me ahoga
it hasn’t ruined you, it’s changed you. don’t be sorry for something you can’t control, instead make the most of it. we’re not meant to stay the same forever
It's been almost two months since she said goodbye. Since the better half of me was lost. Since the one I thought i'd be spending the rest of my life with, the one i'll always love. left me. I know we still talk and im grateful for that but to have you not hurt like I am, to have you not long for the past that we once used to dream about. It's killing me.
Am i living or just surviving? Days and days pass by and i just don't know what i'm doing, what i'm feeling. all the things that i can feel is bad. That feeling even stuck with me in the dream.
The only thing I know about it is that it's inevitable and out of my control and good that it will change, eventually, even if I don't know how, or when, or what things will become.
words cant explain how much i miss you, how hard it is to exist when your not around. i used to talk with you all day everyday, i used to play roblox with you, i used to be yours, now im not sure i mean anything to you anymore. i miss us, i miss how happy we were, just much we talked, now we barely talk. i hate talking to you because every time i just fall in love all over again but i can deal with not talking to you. to his future girlfriend: he hates storms so please let him know hes ok, hes insecure so js let him now hes enough, he overthinks so let him know your there, he loves affection so js love him, he means a lot to me so please protect his sweet heart and take care of my pretty boy. we used to talk about our future together, maybe how man kids we'd have, how our house would be, our wedding, but now im in the future and your not here.
I use to think the same thing a couple years ago but then I decided to give my life to Jesus Christ and he completely changed my life around, in a way that it impacted my family around me to turn to Christ. John 14:6 “I am the way the truth and the life, no one comes to the father but through me”
God forbid I have any other emotion other than being happy! You must hate it when im happy! When im living my life! When i dont want to do something! When I am tired! God forbid I try to help myself! Im woeing ass off constantly and its a fucking problem for you! I do everything you need me too I take my sister everywhere she needs to go. I have two jobs and Im supporting myself with my own money! Im trying to get a car so I can get a better job and get out of rhis horrible house! Im trying to stay in school so I get get my associates and then my bachelor's! I am working my ass off and doing everything you ask of me and -AHHHH EVERYTHING I DO IS A FUCKING PROBLEM! ITS A PROBLEM! IM TRYING TO LIVE AND ITS A PROBLEM! IM 20 YEARS OLD AND TRYING TO GET MY OWN LIFE IS AN ISSUE!
Sometimes, what we need is to let it all out. We'll be here through it all. The ups and downs. Because you are experiencing grief, and no one deserves to go it alone. Sure, it may be a grief of What Never Was, but that's as much of a grief as any other. There are people out there who care. You may have never seen them face to face, but they're there. They're here for you.
I see you put ❤ on most of comments and that would meant to me a lot cuz i wanna know you read it. Today i broke up with my bf...my boy...my man...my child...my everything...i know he is real one i know and that hurt me a lot, but we can't live together and that broke me mentally and it's killing me. Xou know the story where 2 peoples at young age love each other and then they broke up for some reason and then she and him got marrid with someone else and after 10+ years you look at your husband and child and remember that person you still love and wanna know where is? I am scared that thats is not gonna happend to me. I am 18 with daddy isuess and he is 25 and gave me all attention and love on this world that nobody was. I love him...and if he see this i will always have his picture under my phone case but nobody can see it cuz it was marked with black marker. Cuz it s my thing and i dont wanna share it with anyone...my loved ones. Always when i am sad i listen to ,,I font like mirrors,, best without lyrics cuz i can make my own story in this short songs my favorite is ,,night mom,,.
This makes me feel scared if I'm honest, I hope the creator of this is okay or something, take care everyone, I'll try to do the same, good night everyone :)
this sounds exactly how i feel every single day that i wake up to the same day on repeat
You create what’s in front of you, take charge my friend
Risk of change, sure you will not regret, that could be scary as well, difficult for sure : but you will not regret
We have just one life !! ( I guess )
it's going to be alright take charge of your business
get a hobby
@@First-Mila-theday Get a Hobbit*
houses like these. small towns in the middle of nowhere. long walks in the middle of the night with a girl you'll never forget.
those lonely birthdays where it's just you and a parent that loves you, if you're lucky.
most people will never really understand the dreamlike emptiness and sadness, yet sweet quiet and calmness, a life like this brings.
what a wonderful album and album cover.
I hope your life holds many more moments to last. Something to enjoy or appreciate. I've been alone ever sense I can remember, but life is okay alone. I know people at work, I take time to spend outside as often as I can, and I try to make the most of life. Make tge most of what you have. Life isn't perfect, it's even been real bad, but never let it beat you down, you can always get back up. Appreciate what is, look for more, and be satisfied with what you have. Your life is yours to live. Don't let it slip through your fingers.
@@Palkpilk I will hug you, sit and chat with you on bus stop. After that we both departs our separate ways
Just woke up from a dream and this album was playing the entire time. Everyhing was stop motion animated and everything was autumn colored
🎬❤️🔥😱🥤🙌🍾🫶🤷♂️that sounded amazing I hope 🤞 I get the same effect one day
are you an artist?
Sounds about right 😆
This is a masterpiece, it feels like u want to tell everyone how u feel but you've been keeping it yourself for too long and this is how u will feel everyday
Real man
this is what i have been searching for and resonates hard. like in guttural and visceral way
It brought such a welcome calmness to my soul. Like I was meant to be here.
Sometimes it’s like being dead, I just wake up and live the same day everyday
Yeah, same…
это хуже смерти
You get up
You go to school
You try to do work
You fail
You go home
You try to do work
You fail
You get your in bed
You smell your musty dishes
You hear the rattling fan
You close the eyes
And feel
I am
Thoughts dissolve
And you dissolves
You open your eyes
You get up
You are you again
You and your days are still conditioned
I am still asleep
you just described my days
Damn
i would like rto read more from you
@@rhcubd same
You forgot green out
The worst part about depression isnt the moping, and being sad when alone, thats easy.
Its the lie by omission of when everyone you meet, friend, stranger, family, the love of your life, when you smile at them, like everything is ok.
Only people bare their teeth in greeting.
Its spooky in a way.
Every other creature would flee from bared teeth. Or fight.
uh oh u got me there
I hate it here but I have no choice. Day by day I'm slowly losing my sanity by pretending that I'm happy. I'm trying to fake it until I make it. But the longer I hide the way I truly feel; the longer I pretend to be okay- is the more miserable I get. I'm still young and have years ahead of me but it feels like the world stopped revolving since yesterday of yesterday's. I do not wish everyone feel the way I feel. I wish everyone to be as happy as they could be.
:( yeah
hug
true
We are so insignificant bro like none of it matters so just do whatever the shit u want live,love,hate,die
hope you're doing better man. i'm in the exact same situation right now and it's difficult to keep going, but the unfortunate truth is that suffering is a part of the cycle. life is tough but in the end we're tougher, for the ones we love or for ourselves.
It’s okay I’m here for you
I love this sort of oddly comforting music. thank you
This song reminds me of when I met my friend again for the first time in years and he told me he’d missed me more than any other friend he’d had before. It makes me think of how he’s only a few neighborhoods away, but I’m not around enough to see him more than once a year. It makes me think of how I felt when we first met we hated each other. It reminds me of the way he would get giddy when he wrote a song and wanted me to read it over even though he was better at writing than I was.
It’s been two years. I really, really, miss him.
I never could understand this type of music, I thought it was boring, but now that my life is shit,
I get it.
Thank u for this
I love i don’t like mirrors
Same.
The day will come when you look back at yourself and say "good luck, me".
I hope so but I'm scared nothing like that will happen
My parents, my sister, my friends (the ones who for some reason haven't left yet), my cat, my coworkers, the world. They all have one thing in common.
They deserved someone better than me in their lives.
then, become the person they deserve.
You ok @pinetree566 ?
I like the door trim in the background
I feel so empty. I wake up and do the same thing over and over again. It sucks a little. I no longer enjoy things.
This comments section makes me feel less alone. When I was younger I always felt like my mental health issues were perhaps annoying to others, but at least tolerated. I knew a lot of people who felt like me as a teen, but now I’m older with the same problems because chronic depression and isolation lead me to abandon myself. Now that I am older, in my early 20s, with the same issues + slightly worse bc of stress, I feel so judged all the time. I feel chronically judged by my professors, the researchers I worked with, managers I’ve had, classmates, etc. and my focus is literally psychology. It truly feels like most of the world doesn’t give a single fuck and that a good amount of people despise me for my problems. It’s so hard to feel like there is any way I’ll find a way to succeed and belong in a world like this. I hope that the people in the comments and artists like these keep being open about our struggles (to a reasonable / self-protective extent), the world needs to face this even though it’s hard. We really need to reduce the stigma associated with mental illness because it makes the world a million times worse.
It sounds awful and I am not just writing this comment to express my sympathy and sadness and wish you a speedy recovery or rather to show the consideration of the people around you or what I will say with all certainty and I am sure that it comes from my pure mind, their attention is lost on you when
When your sensory awareness of what you call a health problem exceeds their simple attention, however, I would like to say that at least I have experienced and am still experiencing the same struggle in searching for myself, that point at which I determined that isolation and depression
And depression will separate you from yourself... Despite what you have suffered, the confrontation is still steadfast, whether by the minority or the majority. It does not matter anymore, as long as you have to heal from your repressed wounds
I haven’t truly cried in a long time my life has taught me that I should be ashamed of doing so I feel we all need to do something before some horrible truly horrible happens to us all society is fucked up and all of the rich bastards up at the capital and in power in all of the other countries don’t want to do shit I wish I could do something but right now I see only one possible route out…
Everything’s okay, man. The thing you can do before something truly horrible happens to all of us is to keep on living. I’m glad you truly cried, you should be too. Be good, do good. I wish you all my love, stranger.
I understand the pressure of not being able to cry. I have felt it before, am still feeling it now, even four years after the incident. It's a kind of grief, the pain is.
But here's the thing about grief. Life will grow bigger around it, if you let it. If you help it, guide it, give it the tools and watch it go. It's been made out to seem like it'll fade, but it won't. Instead, there will be new things added. New memories, new feelings, new lives.
This goes for both types of grief. Grief of Others and Grief of Oneself.
Life will go on. Will you go with it, and allow what's gone to rest?
cried for the first time in a year. actually cried, last year my best friend and ex (same person) just up and left. blocked and left. i was so bad mentally that i was a dick to everyone around me. i loved them all but they didn’t want to be around me anymore. that entire summer was spent mostly in my bed. i cried myself to sleep a few times, constantly dreamed about all of them. my friends that told me they couldn’t be friends with me missed me. we talked again. rekindled everything. even the ex, but she had changed so much she wasn’t the person i missed. then after we talked for the one time, it was met with a block. so i tried to move on. i was so close. really was. i met this guy, he was straight out of a movie. fucking knew every reference i dropped, laughed and understood all my jokes, had amazing music taste and is really pretty. i used to get lost in his eyes during lunch everyday. so many times id come in high off my ass, and he would call out how i blushed every time i looked at him. summer started and i just wanted to tell him i loved him. i wanted to spill everything, so i invited him to an empty house with a pool. it was next door to my house, neighbors didn’t move in yet. we planned it. i was going to walk to his house and walk him home. it was gonna be really late, i was so excited to see him at night. i had written what id wanted to say. memorized it, cleaned up my room, everything. then i got hit with the “im not sure” and “im sorry to back out.” i figured another time worked. month goes by fine. we slow on talking. he’s not a good texter so whatever. til july. he doesn’t answer for half the month. in that time my friend found out for me that he went back to his ex of 2 years. i was devastated. i thought that i shouldn’t have been. then the week after i texted, asking how he was. he responded by saying he knew i had a “crush” on him, but he didn’t know what to do. crush, i hated that word for this because holy fuck. i loved him. i loved him so much. crush just felt insulting. august comes, we had been talking like normal, i lied about the crush thing, told him it never mattered to me. then last night, i get a text. my friend has been trying to get an answer out of him and it made him uncomfortable. he talked to me about it. before he stated that “i’m not romantically interested and you know that but your friends don’t”
it hit me so hard. more then i thought it would. i was in shock. no clue what to do. i just sat there, after reading it. after a few minutes i was texting my closest and dearest friend. i just broke. i broke down for the first time in a year. because i love him. and it hurts to know that he will probably never feel the same. i’m sorry for somewhat venting in a way. i just wanted to get this off my chest. i need to say somewhere that i love him to others. because i can’t tell him. that’s all i want. is to feel loved. i wish it was by him. but now i can’t see the color yellow anymore and not think of him, or listen to the album cherry bomb by tyler, or mac demarco. i’m just so hurt. thanks for reading if u did.
I love listening through and ranting/singing whatever comes to mind
ong freestyling this on stream rn this is so fun
Sammmee just letting it out!!
Starry Nights
My life isn't the same if you're not here with me,
Why don't you come back and help me count the stars?
Being by your side, everything is easier and clearer,
Don't leave my life so quickly, stay a little longer.
Just let me finish counting the stars
In this and all the galaxies,
And then you can go wherever you wish,
I'll let you go and won't chase after you.
Maybe my heart will go with you,
But I'll make sure to stay in the same place,
Waiting to find you again
In one of my long dreams
BE; Nari
Every song sounds the same yet I don’t get tired of it
it hurts being alone. but the more alone i feel the better i feel knowing i wont hurt anyone
how does the internet alwayd finds a way to say rverything that i feel but can never say....
remarkable.
Thats soul languge music is energy✨️
The fifth song of this album is honestly one of my favorites out of I don’t like mirror’s songs.
In the beginning there could only be, what I assume, audio clips of children laughing [ which I also asume its the laughs from when he was a child ], everything about that song is just so special…
The guitar strummings are a bit more fast paced then his usual songs, but somehow it captures a bitter sweet moment so damn well, man. I wish I could meet this guy, he’s one of my music hero’s.
It makes me feel like there’s a part of my chest missing, that’s how amazing the song is.
not depressed here, but im scared the fact that every morning i sat like the white dude on the thumbnail, just waiting for something. staring at my breakfast, such a weird experience
This song is like an art its make me fell somethin bro...I listen to your album 24/7...I listen to your song when I'm alone and no one can see me that I'm suffer in silence.
I’m on the middle of summer break,I don’t have any friends,no one text me ,no one care what am I doing ,what am i going through,sometimes I wish I just can go somewhere all alone .and you’re not alone,wish you all the best 💓
Brother let's chat 👋🏻
"You know you have to do it, otherwise the world will end with me"
"But i don't want to. You are my only friend. You are the one that truly understand me"
"It's okay. The feeling will pass.
But the memories we shared together will be in our heart for a very long time. You have to let me go now."
"Is this the only way to save the world?"
"Yes, it is."
"Then i will do it as you wish."
"Good bye my friend."
i don't like mirrors is gold. Always hit me in the feels every album, it's like they know how my life is going 24/7
I used to have a boy best friend and we used to talk everyday but because we needed to focus on school, we got rlly busy and i just got intouch with him a few months ago but we lost intouch again I have a play list dedicated to him and this song reminds me of the comfort that he brings to me whenever he was around me
All of the "depression vent" music mixes are always so edgy and upbeat and fast. When I found this, it felt like someone plugged an aux cord into my brain. To me, those other mixes remind me of teenagers and their typical teenage heartache shit. This feels like you've been waking up feeling numb, broken, and utterly ground to dust for the past 5+ years. Just hollow. There's nothing left anymore. Thanks for making me feel seen for the first time in however long...
On sunlit days I wish you would feel the sunshine with me
poetry right here
what a perfect album to cry my heart out to
Looking into the sky I wonder whom watches along with me, yet it always seems to be lonely. It's hard to be alone, but it's not so bad with hope. What a lovely night. I thank this chance to peer upon such wonderful lights.
I love your art. It materializes and brings to life the grief I cannot express.
Se siente como resurgir lentamente en un lugar totalmente desconocido pero con la emoción al mil, esperando encontrar a personas con las mismas sensaciones 🥲🙌🏽💚
well, I guess at the end of the day, it is what it is, we can't change it. You, yes you, and me, did great enough for ourselves. May all the people we helped never really listened or whatsoever, we should never lose ourselves...alr pal ?
Man I would love to get my hand on a vinyl of this album. Such a great mood
This album brought me a quiet solace. Thank you. It helped me find the space to finish my storyboard assignment. It's about a lighthouse keeper who goes throughs the motions of her job and she taken out of her routine when she helps a baby seal caught in netting. weirdly this this music works well with BoJack Horseman Darkest Moments (Seasons 1-6) playing quietly in the background.
just missed the due date to pay for the exam i was preparing myself for. never felt so lonely, broken and unloved. those who i tried to help the most, turn they're backs on me on the moments i most needed. in the bed crying i almost died. and no one, would've known.
I am not alone
you are not alone
This album is very good.
Feels like a normal day, it's like a simple touch. It's melancholic, but it's comforting when you notice.
It's very comfortable, I like it ♪♫*•♪
00:00 - 9:50 Bien podria ser el principio y final de una relación
9:51 Acausa de la ruptura empiezas a caer
12:05 Estas en lo mas profundo de tus pensamientos y sentimientos
13:16 Te das cuenta que no puedes caer mas, pero aun tienes miedo
14:55 Esperanza
I close my eyes i can still see my room in the vibrant sun it still appears
i don't wanna die i just don't want to hurt anymore
Climb a hill lads. Don't off youself🎉🎉🎉🎉 happy new years 2025
i rarely went outside out of my own volition, always because something forced me to and when I do go outside it's always late at night when no one is around, the roads mostly quiet and the people sleeping. The only time where I feel like I belong in the world, a peaceful night where no is there to see.
😢😢😢😢😢
That's some pretty powerful stuff.
I CAN NEVER GO BACK NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY I CAN NEVER GO BACK I WILL HAVE TO LIVE WITH THIS REGRET MY WHOLE LIFE
I'm giving up.
pointless. pointless. pointless. I am pointless. I am useless. I have no reason to exist. Every day has been a loop for over 7 years. I lack any purpose, any ambition, any goal, any dream. I don't live, I just survive.
I read "I don't like minors" and instantly clicked
But even after realising my mistake, I stayed. Very pleasant album
Is it just me or does this song sound exactly like "stars will fall" 😩😍
oh my god, I love this so much
am i even exist? am i even myself? idk , i live without knowing what i am and what i need.
find yourself, take a day off and write, paint, run, read, sit and think, accept yourself because everyone comes and goes but at the end of the day you’re still you, you don’t have to change yourself for others. you won’t find yourself all at once but in bits in pieces, maybe in the way you talk or take bad news or laugh. you aren’t alone
Yeah, this is hell of a drug
I vented at some point in a server of friends fairly recently and it just blew me away because I realized wanting to like- kill yourself isn't normal.. it isn't a normal mindset people have- not a thing people think about. I was sitting in my own suffering for so long that it was just another Tuesday at that point. I'm scared that I'm starting to miss someone that treated me awfully in the past. I'm so desperate for some kind of affection that I'd honestly take anything at this point
Purpose... Dreams... My thoughts feels so sad.. and lonely, that's make me thought on a lot things. i wanna exit of my mind my THOUGHTS
Así suena mi vida desde hace 5 años.
so moody, so good❤
This song sounds like when I wake up in the morning "another day of pretending" I say to myself then skip breakfast. Time passes and I’ve had a bad day so decides to go to my room then this song starts to play over and over in my head telling myself again that tomorrow I will wake up and think "another day of pretending" ect… as if life no longer had any meaning
i can feel this song
It’s always the same thing, I lie here sobbing. How could I forget why I always questioned the concept of relationships. How could my mind let me down in such a way. I lay here, on my bathroom floor, my tears seem to reluctantly fall. Fuck, it hurts, to be offered so much care and then for it to be retracted in an instant. It makes me question you..Your intentions. Had they always been this tarnished? There’s a reason I called your compliments flattery. How dared I forget.. the patterns of disrespect that I observed in my previous encounters. The betrayal I felt when they perceived my person as a trophy. The worst part is that I don’t truly feel it yet, the betrayal, I know my cry and gasp for air will emerge soon enough. Once you make me feel like an utter burden on your presence. Then I’ll realize there is no place for me in your life, you’ll find me seething at your incompetence to be honest with me but the pain will annex such sentiments. And then you’ll become just another memory amongst others that have failed me.
eu acho que o momento mais solitário de uma garota e quando está tudo bem ao seu redor, as pessoas, as coisas, o tempo… mas a única coisa que nao ta legal ou bom e ela mesma, com ela mesma. nao esxiste alguém que odeie mais ela como ela mesma. nada vai ta bom se pra ela mesma não é bom. onde as pessoas tenta ajudar ela mas nem mesma ela mesma sabe como ajudar a si mesma. a dor de não conseguir se aceita e a dor mais fria e seca onde engole nem mesmo saliva tem, talvez no meio com aguas e como se não existisse, a dor de não ter seu próprio amor.
Track 2 is giving Need 2 and it’s wonderful.
We need an extended Need 2.
Morí hace años, pero como no hubo sangre, nadie se dio cuenta. Ya no soy el mismo, ya no soy yo, aunque antes tampoco lo era. La depresión me consumió por completo, pero no puedo dejar a mi mamá sola, ella me necesita. Yo no vivo por mi, yo vivo por los demás, pero estoy cansado de aguantar. Solo quiero desaparecer, como si nunca hubiera existido, ¿Cómo le digo a mi mamá que nunca mejoré? ¿Cómo le digo que el psicólogo no funciona y que sigo igual de mal? Un poco mejoré, eso creo, pero todo fue mentira. No saben como se siente levantarse sabiendo que la noche anterior intentaste acabar con todo, y si lo sabes, lo siento mucho. Desde pequeño siempre he tenido el presentimiento de que moriré joven, incluso pensé que no llegaría a los 15, pero llegué. No creo llegar más de los 16 o 17, no podría soportarlo. Me dicen siempre de que tenga paciencia, que todo termina... Ya estoy harto de esa frase, o sea, llevo 5 años así, ¿Cuándo se supone que va a terminar? Me dicen que no merezco esto, pero si lo merezco, merezco esto y mucho más. Llegué a un punto donde no quiero ni mejorar, siento que estoy más cómodo así, o sea, no es que me guste estar así, pero es que sinceramente ya no sé como ser feliz de nuevo, a como lo era antes. La nostalgia me matará algún día, quiero volver ser un niño, lo peor de todo es que sigo siendo un niño pero más grande, ¿Qué me espera para cuando sea adulto? no valgo para vivir. Odio todo de mi, lo odio todo, mi cabeza hace mucho ruido y no sé como callarla, no puedo soportarlo más, que alguien me ayude por favor. No puedo hablar, cada vez que lo intento aparece un nudo en mi garganta que no me dejar respirar. Me siento tan vacío y tan pesado a la vez, como si tuviera 30 elefantes encima pero no puedo sentir nada a la vez. Cada día recuerdo ese intento que no funcionó, pero a veces me gustaria que si haya funcionado. No quiero volver a tocar fondo de nuevo, porque si lo llego a hacer, me iré para siempre. Perdón mamá por no ser el hijo que siempre quisiste, perdón por ser una decepción, perdón por ser yo. Pero tranquila, algún día despertaras y mi cama estará ordenada para siempre, ya no tendrás que estresarte por mi salud mental y no te tendrás que preocupar por si como o no. Perdón por hacerte pasar esto mamá, solo quisiera que me dejaras ir y poder descansar. Perdón a todos los que amo, perdón por hacerles esto, pero ya no aguanto más.
hey i know there seems to be a lot on your plate right now and if you wanna talk im all ears, it’s never too late to reach out for help you are loved by many even if it seems like the world hates you. go outside, sit in the grass, enjoy the sun, think, accept your tears but don’t drown in them, don’t forget to eat 3 times a day and shower every now and then. write out your thoughts drink lots of water and have a good one!
hoy me entere de algo horrible que le hace mi tía a su hija, mi prima en si, ya no se que hacer para ayudarlas y mi psicóloga me dijo que tengo que preocuparme por mis cosas y no por ella, ya que ella es adulta y yo aun no, estoy tan cansada y no saber que hacer me ahoga
it will change, it has to
things have already begun to change, nothing stays the same
This album really came at a right time for me, huh.
It helps me sleep better
sleep in peace :)
The titles of the songs from this album are my story as a whole. 🦕🦖🐢🐾
I'm sorry to my family and friends that I'm not the same as I used to be. Life has completely ruined me. :)
it hasn’t ruined you, it’s changed you. don’t be sorry for something you can’t control, instead make the most of it. we’re not meant to stay the same forever
The playlist was too short but at the same time long enough. It's amazing
It's been almost two months since she said goodbye. Since the better half of me was lost. Since the one I thought i'd be spending the rest of my life with, the one i'll always love. left me. I know we still talk and im grateful for that but to have you not hurt like I am, to have you not long for the past that we once used to dream about. It's killing me.
@alphurdfelton1258 This really means a lot. Thank you
Am i living or just surviving? Days and days pass by and i just don't know what i'm doing, what i'm feeling. all the things that i can feel is bad. That feeling even stuck with me in the dream.
i miss my people
If anyone need to talk i'm here. Please, you' re worth it.
The only thing I know about it is that it's inevitable and out of my control and good that it will change, eventually, even if I don't know how, or when, or what things will become.
words cant explain how much i miss you, how hard it is to exist when your not around. i used to talk with you all day everyday, i used to play roblox with you, i used to be yours, now im not sure i mean anything to you anymore. i miss us, i miss how happy we were, just much we talked, now we barely talk. i hate talking to you because every time i just fall in love all over again but i can deal with not talking to you. to his future girlfriend: he hates storms so please let him know hes ok, hes insecure so js let him now hes enough, he overthinks so let him know your there, he loves affection so js love him, he means a lot to me so please protect his sweet heart and take care of my pretty boy. we used to talk about our future together, maybe how man kids we'd have, how our house would be, our wedding, but now im in the future and your not here.
real real real real real real real
and for my final act of love, I will leave you alone
i think im stuck in a loop...
Yes.
I use to think the same thing a couple years ago but then I decided to give my life to Jesus Christ and he completely changed my life around, in a way that it impacted my family around me to turn to Christ. John 14:6 “I am the way the truth and the life, no one comes to the father but through me”
@@brandon.8948i don't have faith, but ok
@@brandon.8948 sorry, but im atheist
Eu não falo em inglês, mais se vc estiver triste.... I love you...❤
Reminds me of Duster and Take Care
This song is how depressed and empty I feel after eating, why do I feel whole when my stomachs is empty?
i dont like mirrors is the hardest name ive ever heard
i love I Don't Like Mirrors.
Current joys are you?
💯❤ Nice álbum.
God forbid I have any other emotion other than being happy! You must hate it when im happy! When im living my life! When i dont want to do something! When I am tired!
God forbid I try to help myself! Im woeing ass off constantly and its a fucking problem for you! I do everything you need me too I take my sister everywhere she needs to go. I have two jobs and Im supporting myself with my own money! Im trying to get a car so I can get a better job and get out of rhis horrible house! Im trying to stay in school so I get get my associates and then my bachelor's! I am working my ass off and doing everything you ask of me and -AHHHH EVERYTHING I DO IS A FUCKING PROBLEM! ITS A PROBLEM! IM TRYING TO LIVE AND ITS A PROBLEM! IM 20 YEARS OLD AND TRYING TO GET MY OWN LIFE IS AN ISSUE!
Sometimes, what we need is to let it all out. We'll be here through it all. The ups and downs.
Because you are experiencing grief, and no one deserves to go it alone. Sure, it may be a grief of What Never Was, but that's as much of a grief as any other.
There are people out there who care. You may have never seen them face to face, but they're there. They're here for you.
I dont like mirrors it's a feeling
Reminds me of a band called race car riot.. super nostalgic memories
Ohh very duster-esque 🤍
One day maybe...
What genre is this again? Slowcore Alternative?
slowcore / alternative indie rock
I see you put ❤ on most of comments and that would meant to me a lot cuz i wanna know you read it. Today i broke up with my bf...my boy...my man...my child...my everything...i know he is real one i know and that hurt me a lot, but we can't live together and that broke me mentally and it's killing me. Xou know the story where 2 peoples at young age love each other and then they broke up for some reason and then she and him got marrid with someone else and after 10+ years you look at your husband and child and remember that person you still love and wanna know where is? I am scared that thats is not gonna happend to me. I am 18 with daddy isuess and he is 25 and gave me all attention and love on this world that nobody was. I love him...and if he see this i will always have his picture under my phone case but nobody can see it cuz it was marked with black marker. Cuz it s my thing and i dont wanna share it with anyone...my loved ones. Always when i am sad i listen to ,,I font like mirrors,, best without lyrics cuz i can make my own story in this short songs my favorite is ,,night mom,,.
This makes me feel scared if I'm honest, I hope the creator of this is okay or something, take care everyone, I'll try to do the same, good night everyone :)
I wish I could sleep for weeks at a time, I hate my life and myself, maybe i'm just an idiot, love the music though, like nostalgia.
Hannah isn't coming back and it's too late to apologize. I'm too old and I'm sick of trying to not feel like this. What now? Fuck.