Steve Harrington|| We like steve, but we don't love steve
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- Опубліковано 7 лют 2025
- «Everything that people tell you is important, everything that people say you should care about is all just.... bullshit.»
So, anyone here waiting for another ansgty video about Steve? I've been wanting to make this one since season three came out, there were some great quotes about popularity this season and about how much it used to mean to Steve. And I thought it was perfect for a short video, to focus on how he used to think being popular was the same thing as being loved, how he thought he had everything and how fast he lost all that.
That's what I choose to focus on for this video, on his change of heart about what's important in life and how is okay to mess up cause it helps you to move forward and evolve.
... The process for making this video was a huge mess, four days ago I even tried to change the song and redo the whole thing. Thank you Anja for helping me see this was the right one cause that was key to finishing the video.
I also want to thank all of you for all the support I got on my first Steve video, it got me by surprise and you all made me feel so proud of that video, you made me feel better about it and gave me more confidence. I truly appreciate it, thank you so much for taking time to watch my videos and comment on them, it means the world to me :')
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Steve is one of the best examples of character growth done right.
4.7k likes but no reply?
FR THO
also that life's not always fair...hopeing a proper ending to his character in last season
What’s funny is Steve was never all that bad. many people just haven’t been around a 17 year old boy who’s received no direction from his father
I just wanna give Steve a hug.
Yeah... I mean, he was a total douchebag. But then, I think he realized that being an asshole it's pretty bad, and now I feel sad for him...
Legitimately, we haven’t seen him get a hug, have we? Like, someone running up to him and crushing him with a ‘I’m glad to see you’ kind of thing, yet. Closest we’ve gotten was with the Dustin reunion.
Me too
No one can tell him they love him
Chrome-i I’right here buddy
"we like steve but we dont love steve" story of my life
**sending virtual hug**
Same
And we are "liking" the post.WOW
This is why I love steve so much this video relates so much to me
Same Bro but I prefer it this way
Dustin: "If you die, I die"
Me: Same bruh
Same dude he’s definitely my favorite character
Me:- "If steve die, my netflix die"💖
Robin and Steve must be protected at all costs in season 4.
The others? Ha! Kill them all for all I care!
*_But not Robin cuz I'll be sobbin_*
same
He was supposed to die in season 1
Can I just say... I love how well this captures an aspect of Steve's character people seem to gloss over a lot: He was really obviously in love with Nancy. He may have started off as a douchebag, but even in the beginning it's so clear how charmed he is with Nancy- not just for being beautiful, but also how she's unapologetically smart and assertive. And he continues to be openly affectionate and fond of her right until the end.
Like, these two were together for a year! He was very clearly committed and finding out that Nancy didn't actually return his feelings, that she might have been pining for Jonathan the entire time must have been really crushing.
I mean, he wasn't even that much of a douchbag. If someone secretly made photos of my girlfriend in underwear I would probably beat them black and blue, not just crush their camera.
He didn’t really start out as a douche tho …..more like he was friends with 2 douches
Everyone is talking about how Steve has changed trough the serie, but I actually loved him since season one and this video shows why
@@crazydino4541 even with the 2 douches with him he was cool, the series tries to make him a asshole but he is not at all, jhonathan was taking pics of nancy, then it looks like nancy his betrayng him, he still makes up for her, and later nancy clearly betrays steve and always is steve who has to say sorry all the time, its such a bullshit he deserves much more than nancy tbh
Nah bro. He was an interesting character in season 1, but he was still a prick. I wanted him dead. Now he must be protected at all costs.
@@renameagain5808 He was barely a prick. His real fault was he had no real backbone to stand up for himself and just say no to what his "friends" were doing. He was immature is all. "Wanting him dead" is such an exaggerated feeling to have towards his S1 self. I felt more pity than anything.
I agree I mean he's not the best I season 1 I personally get excited to see him until he hangs out with Dustin in season 2 because it just hilarious in my opinion but he wasn't a bad guy in season 1 and I don't get why people paint him that way all of his actions have motives that we see
Exactly. He was not a 'hero' in season 1, he had his flaws and all, but he was just being a normal human. Like us. We are not perfect. Steve wasn't either. Doesn't mean he was a douchebag.
This feels like a trailer for a movie just about Steve
yesss
1 year late but we need the movie tbh
@@muutukkapiirakka9478 fr
how do you manage to show a total different side of steve than every other fanvideo I know of him did? Everyone shows him as the funny guy, the hero, the great babysitter... you showed him broken and hurt. I love this video just because of that!
n'aaawww thank you so much!! It means a lot really :')
I wouldn't mind doing a fun/badass video of him but that's not my strong suit and there are a lot great videos of it already... so I guess for now I'll stick to my angst and overanalizing of the character :D
Marie S yes someone shows empathy for me, thank you thank you
Well, but Steve was just that in the series. He had his set backs but he didn't get depressed by them, if clearly frustrated. He was quite creative actually, finding new space for himself to be meaningful in (one that included more of what is the right thing to do, as well :P). He still is failing in the girlfriend department though heh.
Marie S This is SO TRUE omg reading your comment was like reading what's on my mind out loud.
YESSS
he started from the “that one fuckboy” and ended up being one of the best characters of the show
im literally living for his character development
He wasn’t just a duck it. Have you ever been a teenage guy who wants to have sex with his gf he’s been with for a year??
Bullshit and the toilet flushing omg. That seems to be the way Steve felt after Nancy rejected him and moved on so quickly with Johnathan. Like she flushed their whole relationship down the toilet in a matter of seconds.
I love the way you connect shots and motives. Just amazing. Your videos really are character studies and every time you get to the root of who these characters are at their core. Bravo
I'm glad you liked that parallel, I don't know if it was too obvious but it felt right. Thanky ou so much!
IKR
@@Shainira Seriously this is really well edited. So many double entendres and connected scenes. Well done.
Iskreno edit je super odusevljen sam a tek sezona 4 uf
Her drunken scene was so good. It's not that it's hard to pretend being drunk...But all the emotions spiriling out. The resentment, the frustration, anger, despise. Just...so good. And it's such a revelating moment about both characthers.
Idk what you’re talking about but to accurately portray being drunk is crazy hard
Steve's continuous use of bullshit in season 3 hurts cuz you can tell that everytime he says it he thinks back to Nancy
There are so many funny steve vids but hardly any sad/deep ones! Didn’t plan to cry this early but here I am, can I just hug steve now
n'aaawww thank you!! sorry for the crying :')
IKR
the song, the quality, your editing and Steve, omg, i'm gonna rewatch this over and over again
aaaahhh thank you soo much! :')
I never really hated Steve as a character in series but him being hurt and played and that he thought no one could accept him in every single season just sad. i would be that one friend that will actually be there for him like Dustin. In season 1 Dustin said that Steve was a jerk and a douche bag,but when he got to talk to him in s2 they felt the same in one another (in common). everyone needs a friend like djustin. thank you for doing this
I feel like Robin's really hushed voice at the start is what really settles the tone for the whole video. Like in the actual scene she was frustrated/annoyed/kinda disappointed, but then here it has a totally different tone; more like sad and almost pitying. ♥
I love how this video makes the show look completely grounded, no crazy interdimentional monsters here, just teen angst.
i came back to this video because of the season 4 coming out and just- m a n. you did such an amazing job showing the side of steve's character a lot of people forget about.
people tend to portray steve as the funny guy, the clumsy guy, the guy who accidentally became a mother of a bunch of kids and then somehow helped everyone to save the world.
in reality he's just- he wants to be loved. he wants to find his place in the world, a person who would accept him. he wants to mean something to someone.
the party scene with nancy calling steve and everything that's happened between them bullshit is kinda heartbreaking. even though at first steve comes off as a typical popular-rich-kid who's full of himself, it is clearly shown that it wasn't bullshit for him at all, that it hurt him deeply to realize that the person he'd been in relationship with for a year didn't return his feelings.
and you managed to show exactly that. steve broken and hurt, steve who doesn't really think anything of himself because people like him but don't really love him. it's freaking amazing, thank you so much for making it
fdfhaklgh thank you so much :')
Holy shit Steve's always been my favorite character and even I didn't realize this depressive depth he was dealing with the entire time, it's such a hidden part of his character but you brought it out so fucking perfectly
thank you! it means a lot :')
aren't those comic-relief-but-also-deeply-angsty lines the best thing to ever come out of a character study? "we like steve but we don't love steve" I mean cOME.ON
And your editing is breathtaking pls teach me 😭
I know!!! I love how those lines that can seem so innocent can be so powerful and sad taken out of context and edited the right way, I'm a sucker for that xDD
thank you so much! I'm so happy you liked it :')
Steve has just been through a lot and personally I am so glad he finally just got a good friend in Robin. I want a friendship like that and if anyone deserves one it’s Steve.
I hope Steve has a family of 6 kids and his van like he dreamed
Steve is the best Stranger Things character if you ask me. And one of the better ones we’ve seen in a tv show in some time. Videos like this show it off, great work
Then there's me who doesn't like Steve, I love Steve
I really feel like you are the only one that knows Steve Harrington so well. All the scenes you used, are scenes I know but I feel like I watched them here, in your video, for the first time. I loved every single piece of what you made here. Every scene was put in the exact spot that it should be. Definitely another masterpiece from you and one of the best videos about this amazing boy. You gave him so much justice once again. You really are outstanding in storytelling!
Ps: I could never imagine this song for Steve but you made it work perfectly!!
thank you so much!! :')
Queen of editing Stranger Things and the deeper take on Steve Harrington is back again and does NOT disappoint. 💔
n'aaaawww thank you so much lady :')
He deserves Soo much better. I even liked him in season 1. Some people say he was bad guy at that time. But he was actually a really caring boyfriend. He really loved Nancy. Nancy hurted his . I wish he will get someone in season 5.
I want Steve to get a love interest, a love interest that actually loves him!!!
I kinda like him more as a tragic figure, it's more realistic.
@@jordoruiz True 1000%.
I don't think anyone out there is good enough for Steve
@@jordoruiz This
YES, PLEASE!!
The pacing the timing of the edits? Omg a masterpiece
thank you! :')
@@Shainira brother Tell me What is Series Name 😢
@@abhisheksavita5625 Stranger Things.
I never comment on yt videos but you're literally the BEST editor who makes fmvs on youtube, seriously, everything from the storytelling, music and the colorgrading is unmatched. I always notice myself comparing when i watch videos from other creators. Not saying that others are bad, but your standard is quite literally unmatched, you might actually be the best. Being an editor myself, i have the outmost respect and admiration for you, you have a real talent and i mean that talent that is rare to find, the kind of talent that you're like "ah this person will go on to make great things". I am certain of it, I consider you a professional because you're as good or even better than some of the professionals out there. Keep doing what you're doing!
omg... If your goal was to make me emotional, congratulations! you did! :')
Thank you so much seriously, I was on the verge of tearing up when i finished reading the part about making great things, i feel quite lost about my future and all and it takes a lot of me to consider myself a professional of anything so THANK YOU!
@@Shainira I truly spoke from the heart and trust me you have a bright future, I'm really glad i made you happy!
Ditto
this video has permanently altered my brain chemistry thank you (i have rewatched it at least a hundred time over the last few months)
I'm obsessed with this video I can't stop listening to it,I saw it since it came out and I haven't stopped
I love how you showed him as this vulnerable boy everyone's hating on (before)
“We like steve but we dont LOVE steve.” i felt that
This has made me feel really bad for Steve. He’s one of my favourite characters, but this just shows how his life really is. This is a wonderful edit, like, one of the best editors out there, and I hope you do more! (:
thank you so much!
Shainira no problem
nowadays it’s “we don’t like steve, we LOVE steve” and i’m all for it
love it so much!! your "no parents, big house" video is one of my favourites and this one was also really awesome, good job ;)
n'aaaww thank you!
"we like Steve but we don't love Steve" that make me feel to think myself
i loved it ending on "i guess u gotta mess up to figure things out right?" cuz that is his growth!!! this shows everything i love abt steve, tysm!!
I really do be needing him to get a real love interest cause he had his heart broken, he grew, he found an amazing same age best friend and a little bro best friend... He needs to found for real love
This is why Steve is my favorite chacter in the series. So much development and so much pain he's gone threw really makes a good chacter good job stranger things 👏
Steve edits: *hits me in the feels so hard
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i cant stop rewatching them lol steve harrington man is so relatable for me
I love it so much pure art oh my I am so exited every time you publish something ✨💛👏
thank you soo much!!! :')
exactly
back to rewatching everyday ✨
This edit was amazing! The way you showed the side of Steve that everyone kinda forgets and show that he doesn’t really have luck when it comes to love. Love your edit!
thank you!
one of the motivs why i identify with him cuz when it's about love i have the same Lucky as Steve
this has been popping up in my recommendations for days and i deeply regret not clicking on it the first time. Steve protecc, Steve attacc, but most of all steve got ur bacc. 💗
Oh man thank you! You are the only person who edits Steve in this prospective. Your other video of Steve with the line “no parents, big house” is my favourite Steve video. I think people often look at Steve as this amazing character development and the funny mom character, but overlook how much pain he has endured. That line “no parents, big house” has always stuck with me. Also I watched this review of season three and the critic said “more people need to be concerned about Steve. I think he is hurting”. He is, but none sees it. Thanks for continuing to portray Steve in this broken and pained light because it isn’t shown enough!!!!
aaaahh thank you soo much!! :')
Steve’s a single parent dealing with 5 kids. Why wouldn’t you feel bad.
A another great Steve Harrington video. People always focus on the funny side, big brother side or his badass moments that they forget everything else going on with him. I'm glad he found Dustin, Robin and other friends (Nancy too ). He needed be surrounded by better people.
thank you!
The best ST edit! 😍💞
thank you!
i'm speechless, that was beautiful.
thank you!
i absolutely love your edit. i come back to this video every other day. wow. not only does this show a whole different side to steve that has been there the entire time but also joe keery’s amazing acting. wow. great job.
thank you! :D
I feel like every fan edit of any character in a show reminds me of an emotion I’ve felt at some point in my life
MY DUUUUUUDDDEEE OMG THIS IS PHENOMANAL???? i LOVE that transition at 1:10. its so so cool!!!!
thank you so much :D
1:07 The music going to the climax and Steve and Nancy's "bullshit" overlapping drives me crazy..😭
We do love Steve in this house! This is awesome Sara. You are the master of vidding this show.
amen!! We for sure love Steve in here :DD
Thank you Dennis!
You portrayed this side of Steve so well. I feel like a lot of people watch stranger things, and see the funny side of steve but tbh like i just know there is that sad part of him. Like him mentioning his asshole dad, and his well respected mom. Idk i feel like there is more behind what he says, family life or not. He’s the classic comic relief character, and those characters are always messed up mentally somehow.
thank you! i'm glad you think so :)
the fact that u used the "gallavich" song makes me cry so much harder over this
I don't have words to tell you how beautifully you've created this outstanding edit! Bravo! I absolutely love this! You showed the sad and broken part of steve when others did not, he's not just a hero and a famous boy in highschool, he does have a broken side too. I love that!
fhahlfadlskg thank you so much :')
@@Shainira and thank you for this edit! :-) ❤
I actually liked this video before I started watching- I knew it'd be phenomenal (I remember and have rewatched No parents, big house multiple times!), and it didn't disappoint!
The thing I love about how you edit Steve, and it's on full display here, is that you get what a nuanced and kind of depressing character he is. I don't mean depressing to watch, but Steve is a great example of a "being good sucks" kind of character; he doesn't rewarded by doing the right thing, and in fact, his life seems to get worse and worse as he choses to better himself. He goes from a not too nice person but with the admiration and envy of his peers, many girls wanting to be with him, and few worries/no injuries to progressively nicer and more selfless- to the point where he's arguably one of the most selfless characters on the show, always sacrificing himself for others, protecting people to his own detriment without any reward/any relationship to those under his protection- but also consistently beat up (even tortured), kinda picked on in season 2, laughed at in season 3 when he tries to hit on girls, heart broken by the two girls he was genuinely interested in, describing himself as "having no future".
Like that's inherently sad. It's not bad (his life/friendships were shallower/hollower before he changed, and being a better person is never a waste) but he is just a character that never seems to "win", if that makes sense. He also becomes more and more self-aware, recognizing the shallowness of popularity and how insensitive and ignorant he was.
Which means that Steve is both a hilarious character who says things that imply a lack of deep thinking and a certain level of immaturity but also an incredibly deep character who possesses great emotional maturity, empathy, and self-awareness. He's both a riot that doesn't seem to take anything seriously/has no plan for life and borderline introspective, depressed about his prospects and uncertain about his future.
And I don't necessarily think he's saying things that seem immature/dumb because he's putting on a facade (but definitely sometimes when he was hitting on the girls, there seem to be aspects of putting up a front) but he is all those things, which mean he's complicated. I love how you capture Steve's character so well, and all the aspects about him that are normally overlooked. The audience feels for him not because he's funny or a badass but because he's very human- and you managed to capture that in less than 2 minutes.
The music was a great choice, haunting almost. When the beat changes at 1:07 and then 1:33, the way you edited the next parts with the changes was so amazing. This is so beautiful, two minutes flew by. You're an incredibly talented editor, I hope you know that. I normally am not a huge fan of instrumental songs with dialogue videos, but that's because they normally feel patched together. You're telling a cohesive and compelling story here. It's a character study, first and foremost.
Choosing "we like Steve, but we don't love Steve"- and complementing that with quotes like "he's actually a nice guy" "does that mean I have to like him?" was brilliant. I wouldn't have thought of those lines for a video like this. I love that you ended on "but I guess you got to mess up to figure things out" because that's a great summation of Steve's character.
And omg I'm obsessed with how you have the parallel moments at 1:07 of Steve pulling back from Nancy and then him walking away from Nancy.
Honestly- what sorcery is this that you can capture so many emotions, so much pain, tell such a great story, and capture the nuances of Steve's 3 season arc IN TWO MINUTES?
It's so obvious how much thought went into this, and it's incredibly beautiful and poignant. Thank you for sharing!
aaaaahhh omg!! thank you soo much! this means a lot, THANK YOU!!! :')
THIS IS A CINEMATIC MASTERPIECE WOAH
thank you so much :D
This is a masterpiece
thanks :')
U can make a total movie out of this wow
This shows me a whole different side to how amazing he is after all that bs bs bs bs he still continues to care for dusting and the gang
this is a masterpiece.
after will, steve is my favourite character in the show and no one vids him like you do ♥
this is such a perfect tribute to this side of the character.
thank you so much :')
I love this video so much I keep going back to it and I always end up crying, but it's worth it
This still amazing.
^^
You have such a gift, it's like you see all these pieces we don't and you know just how to slot them together. Please don't stop, you're brilliant!
thank you!! :')
Oh my gosh your scene choice and the sound editing makes this so amazing
Probably the best Steve video out there
It shows of his character so well and I love it
aaahhh thank you sooo much!! :')
uh. ouch? how dare you? great editing job? im putting this on my faves playlist? imma need to read a fluffy fanfic after this? 😭
thanks :)
Okay, but, why do I can't stop watching this?
This is awesome. Steve is my favorite ST character and
you did à perfect job
thank you so much!!
Anyone love how after all this rejection and heartbreak, the second robin turns him down by coming out, he accepts her without hesitation and spends like zero time being disappointed or sad, he 100% doesn’t make it about himself. Real mvp
i love how this edit managed to show the broken side of Steve.
Love love love this!!! It's such a small but important window into Steve's psyche, and how a few words across his life hold such meaning to him. You've connected them flawlessly, as usual, and threaded together visuals in such a way that I hardly notice the cuts. Well done as usual!
thank you so much lady! :DD
This edit is absolutely awesome, didn’t expect this when I clicked.
thank you!!
yessss queen tell them
god i love your talent. how u feel music? the quality? the scene choices oh damn.
also 0:51 ?? girl this was well-played . in conclusion, we stan.
hahaha thank you soo much!! :')
this is absolutely my favorite edit of steve,i just cant stop watching
by the way steve is my favorite
thanks! :D
Don't worry Steve, we love you
i love this guy and this video and the way your scenes transition so naturally and beautifully???
man, while I want him to suffer less and be happy, I just feel so grateful he exists and despite being such a good person, he still hasn't found real happiness. Because it's reality and it makes it so easy to relate to him.
Like when you're funny, you entertain people, people flock to you because youre popular, you care about your looks but you're still a good person... yet they like you but they don't love you.
its so bittersweet and so real. thank u for this edit
thank you!! I'm so glad you liked it :')
This is my favorite edit of Steve ever! I love absolutely everything about this because he’s my favorite character in my all time favorite show :) I can’t stop watching this. You truly captured everything about his character. He’s so complex and interesting and you showed us a different side of him that I appreciate. Thank you for this 🥰💖💖
thank you so much :')
Dude this is incredible
thanks ^^
I love this sm!! This video literally depicts my feelings for Steve and how he and Nancy shouldn't be back together...she hurted him too much man. I get the whole they're have grown from high school, it's better to leave what they had in the past :(
thanks!! I actually also think they shouldn't get back together.
i’m so obsessed with this edit. no others can compare.
thank you so much :)
If nobody loves him in the next season i'm starting a fxcking riot
Such an amazingly done video that shows us a little peak into his own mind. Someone that worked so hard to become well likeable but in the end he realized he doesn't want to be liked...he wants to be loved.
And despite everything that is happening in his life he is still willing to help his friends, his real family.
Really great character development that many of us can relate to at some point.
Thank you for this video.
thanks! glad you liked it :)
Just, wow, this is a perfect examination of Steve, of where he came from & what he became. I love it.
As usual, your editing is so, so good especially from 1:21 onward.
thank you!!
Literally my favorite character
I love Steve, he’s debatably the best character and has an amazing story arc
there arent enough edits showing this side of steve, good on you
thanks ^^
It’s so sad to see how hurt he is to say bullshit at 1:21 like poor Steve one word broke him forever
when the right person says the wrong thing to you, it can leave a permanent mark.
wow! This is such a smooth edit, the parallels, the timing, perfect!
thanks :DD
Steve is my favourite character I just want him to be happy damn... he's just a magnet for "bullshit" somehow... hope they won't kill him off for shock value and actually give him meaningful and supportive relationship ( but not Nancy bc it's just should be over at this point)
your edit is wonderful ❤️❤️❤️
thank you :)
We all know how Steve feels. He's broken and sad inside but never shows it. He's always loving,caring and try to behave as if he's alright. His closest friends leave him and went to college. The girl he loved didn't love her back and guess what? he accepted her decision. He had an affection with Robin but still heartbroken again. He protected the kids even nobody told him to do so. He's a real Hero. He is the heart and soul of stranger things. Probably he would sacrifice himself as it seems in this season for Nancy and kids. He's my favourite as we all have some part of Steve in ourselves that's why we love him deep down
You have such a gift- and gift is the only word for it. This talent of yours is glowing, blinding. I love your work here, and I hope you will go on to do great things both here and potentially with your own original work someday, because you truly have the ability
thank you so much!!! :')
Chilling edit… everything put together so well and the guitar in the background makes it that much more emotional
thank you
I always come back to this video at least twice every day. And every time I do I’m left with the desire of a separate Steve Stranger Things Cut with some few extra scenes of his life around.
ok man.this is magnificent,all the lines add up togethere and its SO SO SO sad,i swear my eyes were tickling and i was about to cry
no joke
thank you so much :')
@@Shainira yw, great edit.
Steave was never hatet by me, he was just being protective to his girl friend that any real man does
this actually made me emotional, this was amazingly edited and put together
thank you so much :')
your videos always leave me absolutely entranced for the whole time and i have a short attention span so that's honestly a hard job :') every time you make a stranger things edit you remind me of my love for this show, it really is so special to me and i absolutely adore the way you do justice for the characters and show as a whole. of course i am absolute mush for steve and this video is no exception in KILLIN me with his sadness... sara u have done it again :') GOD i need to go edit stranger things now
unrelated but i was in a store the other day and the song you used for the euphoria edit came on and it was like a nostalgic feeling for your videos xD
n'aaaawww thank you so much!!! I was hoping you would comment, I know how much you love Steve and I wanted to know what you thought of it :')
THANK YOU!!
Shainira AWW! I am an official viewer of all your Steve content 🤩 I left this video to have my coffee with in the morning bc I wanted it to be a whole thing hahah