I had a VERY bad week, and I was about to cut yesterday, when I searched up "songs about self harm" and I found this. It saved me from cutting in the first time in 4 months, and I appreciate him. Not only for singing this, but for giving people like me a chance to realize that we aren't all perfect, and to grasp onto our handles, and be who we wanna be. So thank you
As anyone noticed that this is one if the very few self harm songs that directly states guys I don't know why so many other songs depict females as the only ones that feel like this... Guys bleed, cry, and hurt to
John Reyes Other songs only frame girls as feeling like that because of the stereotypical *~* fragile masculinity *~* of guys. Because most musicians that sing these types of songs are male, most don't say anything about it when referring to guys, because I don't know, is that in the bro code? -note to self: get a written copy of bro code.- Also, women are more open with their emotions (stereotypically) while guys are more closed off. Even though guys bleed, cry, and hurt, society says that they shouldn't show it. At least, that's what teenage puberty angst and tumblr has taught me. Who knows if it's correct.
I'm a guy and I go through this, but I don't care that they depict girls most of the time considering I relate to them... It isn't a good thing that I relate to them but yet I do... Anyways, I do agree in some respects that guys aren't depicted in these kind of songs.. I believe because girls r more fragile and guys tend to hide their feelings so you don't necessarily see what they r feeling
+John Reyes I know what you mean I'm female. and people who decide to write self-harm or depression songs need to make it so that it is about both sexes and not just either or. Even self-harm post and blogs are mainly about woman. When I post I try to make it that both Males and Females can relate to or understand the post.
i don't really think that has anything to do with it... i mean avril lavigne and justin beiber are from canada (i know that's a horrible example because jb sucks ass but you get the point)
I'm not depressed, I'm not really capable of feeling a whole range of emotions. Or any emotions, most often. I just do this, self injury, for the feeling, the pain, the blood, the rush, the knowledge that I am alive. That I can still bleed and I am not made of metal underneath. As someone who lived most my life as a weapon, this lets me know that I am human, I am allowed weakness, and like other humans, I need to find the will to fight through it.
Hello folks, it’s been a while. I’m schizophrenic and I wrote this comment when I was in a dark pit and really struggled to feel emotions. However, I’m at a much better point in my life. I went to therapy, got on meds, and learned to reach out to friends when I’m having a hard time. I wouldn’t ever describe the road as easy. But it’s worth it. I haven’t self harmed in a long while and haven’t felt like killing myself in years. Don’t give up. Reach out. It’s small steps, but it’s progress. Sometimes you won’t even notice how far you’ve gotten.
What I love about this band is that everyone can relate to the music, even if we all didn't go through the exact same thing. There's just something about it. It's real.
I think the hardest part of this song is that so few men are willing to realize that they are broken and wish someone would just accept that. I wish I could play this song for my highschool self and let that old version of me realize that maybe things don't get easier, but there is power in trying, and that you aren't alone in that struggle. Since I think the most common thing for emotionally vulnerable men is that we feel alone, and that we can't admit those things because no one wants to even begin to hear it.
Still means a lot. I'm almost 30 now. And know people who mask emotions that match this song well. Because being an adult with scars from self harm is a very different world, one that I don't think people stop and think about enough.
I am so glad they are Canadian. They rule out all the bad crap justin beiber dumped on Canada. WHOOP WHOOP GO MARIANAS TRENCH!! Thank god for not completely screwing up and becoming jerks!!
Hey, you survived today, right? That's great. That's fantastic, amazing, perfect. You're still alive, and that's what's /amazing/ about you. You're amazing. I love you.
it doesn't undo all the hard work you did to become clean!! you got this if you're still struggling with it, i love you and so do many other people. stay strong babe
Still one of my favourite songs ever, despite it being incredibly depressing Also repping Canada!! woo i love Marianas trench and am incredibly proud of the fact they're Canadian as well hahaa
What's the point on being sad?- some ppl say... They don't know what it feels when it hits you... I'm 13 years old and I've been cutting and being depressed since I was 11. They tell me, "If you told your parents, they could help you" My mom saw me when I first cut and she cried for a minute or so and then she just got angry at me like she always does. Then she told to my dad and he didnt give a fuck about it. Since then I just cry myself to sleep thinking about how pointless and such a waste of space and oxigen I am. How I am so useless, how I was just a mistake or thats how people make me feel... I only cut when I'm really fucked up and I really need it, and then I totally regret it but not for the pain I felt but bc I knew that the next day I had to put a smile on my face and face all the critics that my friends may think, they must think like me. They must think that I am a fat, ugly, useless person... Every day I look in the mirror and say to myself "Why am I even alive? Should I be breathing right now? Beacuse I definetly dont deserve it..." I feel so broken inside, now I know how feeling dead feels like. I'm sorry for having to write this but I needed to get this out, at least once before I go back to my stupid life. Thx
Maybe you'll ignore this, and maybe you will think that I'm just saying this so you would stop feeling like that, but maybe you'll read this and maybe you'll understand that you're not a waste of oxygen and space, it doesn't matter what your parents act like. I know what it's like when your parents act like you are nothing, my mom said that I ruined her life last week, and yesterday she spent the whole afternoon saying how useless I am. But I'm still here. And you are still here, because you are brave, and strong, and beautiful, and I know that one day we will look back and realize that we made it, that we survived. Please, don't give up. Please, don't think that you are a waste of space because you aren't. Please, make your own happiness. And please forgive me if I wrote something wrong, I usually don't speak english. Keep strong.
+Manuela Rodriguez Thank you, I really needed someone to listen to me and to advice me instead of judging me. I'm from Spain so I don't speak english regularly either so its okay :)
+Madii.Paige Hey, I am 15 and I've been doing it since I am 12, I know that sometimes everything seems to be too much, but you can do it and you can do it without hurting yourself. Why do you do it? I'll understand.
So I relate to this song...for me it's about my cutting/ED. It can be what YOU think it means. I love this song and this is literally the 320 time I've listen to it a reply on my phone I love it so much. I still cut and still have an eating disorder. My parents divorced when I was four and my mom gave me to my dad bc I was a lesbian. My sister hates me and hits me when I talk or do anything I just wanna stop the bleeding. I don't know how to word it i just started to deserve it
I'm not depressed or anything like that, but whenever I'm feeling down or alone, fix me era marianas trench songs always make me feel full and content, even when nothing is going right. they've always been very important to me
I wasn't even a teenager when I first heard this song. I used to self harm as a release from an extremely toxic house.. I am now almost 24. I Still have my struggles I can't pretend that I don't. But I'm clean of self harm for 5 years. I promise you guys that it does get better and it always helps to reach out to an adult or a friend that you trust. If you have nobody then please let me be that someone. When i was 15 I almost killed myself until I found out my cousin was pregnant with my now 8 year old nephew. You have no idea what is round the corner. There is always something to hang on to. 💕
his voice is AMAZING... i feel really bad he had to go through all the bad stuff he went through ( u no what im tlkin bout if ur a true Trencher) he shouldnt have to go through that alone.. and anyone who's been through anything im so sorry it had to happen to u nothing bad should ever come to anyone... it breaks my heart when my friend has her really bad days
This was the first song by Marianas Trench that I had ever heard and it hooked me on them. They are amazing and I have never been able to relate to anyones music better.
I was going through a really toxic relationship when I found this song. Thank god I did, I don't know if I'd still be here. Now, two years after being in that relationship, I come back and listen to this song and it gives me shivers. This song has helped me through so much.
I was at an acting group thing and I was just thinking a lot and broke down crying, I am stuck wondering now what did they think after I let down the fake smile that's my mask I wear through every day
it's still so COOL!...."My sister, Sara, sang on the song Alibis. I had blown out my voice and we needed one snippet of vocals to complete the album. Her and I sound so similar -- my voice is high for a guy, and hers is low for a girl -- so we're in the same range. For a second it switches from my vocals to hers, but you'd never know the difference." it's true u can't!
You deserve to be loved and that's the truth! And you're absolutely the most perfect person on this planet because you are YOU. I just want you to know this from the bottom of my heart ^w^ I wish I could hug you.
This song takes me back to so many memories of when I was with my abusive ex boyfriend. He loved when I'd starve myself and throw up to be that perfect skinny girlfriend for him. So glad I got out but this song reminds me of how it all felt.
That's what the song means to me to , exept the EDNOS thing, anyways I think it relates to my depresion. Btw I think you are really strong for sharing. Thanks , it means a lot :)
when I consider doing something I know is bad for me I just listen to this song which not only temporarily distracts me but also reminds me that I don't really want to do "it". which is why I love this song.
it's because Josh' words speak about emotions rather than actual events or actions. We all know what it's like to feel like shit, even if we haven't all been bulimic. That's what makes it easy to relate to. (With the exception of 'By Now' and sometimes 'Feeling Small'.)
You've been gone for months but I miss everything throughout the 6 years I had you. I still have your perfume and when I spray your sweater with it before going to sleep without a goodnight I am brought to tears immediately. I miss you.
I'm a guy, and I go through this. Even if the other songs depict women it doesn't matter to me.. I relate to them.. Which isn't a good thing but it's life.
I lovee this song. i Remember when i was 13 and going threw a bad time, cutting myself (which i dont do anymore!) this song always made me feel better :)
I just think life is so much more enjoyable when you're happy. Ignore "ignorant" people and don't become ignorant/arrogant/annoyed about a question, that way you don't sink to any lower level. Have a great day :D!
My friend did a cover of this, and when she sung "I don't know how the words go." I thought she didn't actually know the lyrics so I decided to listen to the song.
I’m in a really dark place and I haven’t cut in over a year and haven’t burned in 6 months but I’m struggling not to relapse and I don’t know what to do and I feel so fucking worthless and I just want to stop feeling. Stop living.
I have a whole memo in my phone that I write when I feel like just dieing or doing suicide then I read it over the next day saying to myself you should do it Noone needs you your mom takes you down to your bedroom for a reason she says she doesn't want to be your mom because of you your brother is a perfect angel and being verbally abused doesn't help then I look at a picture of my friends and I think wow I don't deserve you guys although I'm 11 I dated a boy for a year and he made me happy is was very protective and I could tell him anything we didn't kiss or anything we were really good friends but I didn't deserve him either then I looked at my baby cousin and thought you are my world I think I have depression but you can see me slap a smile right when I walk outside to the open world
well i think josh wrote it about his bulimia and heroin addiction, but i think that it can mean whatever you want, make it relate to you. i thought of it being about my depression/borderline disorder/EDNOS/cutting, but thats just me.
"I don't know how to word it
I just started to deserve it."
Damn, relatable as hell
true
Yeah... it is.
i remember being younger and looking at the comments and thinking id never make it. but here i am. i made it. and i know you will too my loves.
😔
gaybunnyalert so sweet, I hope you’re doing well now 💛
Thank you
It’s been 7 years, hope you’re still doing well
I had a VERY bad week, and I was about to cut yesterday, when I searched up "songs about self harm" and I found this. It saved me from cutting in the first time in 4 months, and I appreciate him. Not only for singing this, but for giving people like me a chance to realize that we aren't all perfect, and to grasp onto our handles, and be who we wanna be. So thank you
Keep on keeping on dude. ✌🙈
Never give up man :)
you can do anything if you just believe
even if people say you cant do one thing.
Prove Them Wrong.
:)
I cut myself two hears ago (almost 3) I've been avoiding doing it again since that, I did it, till today... You're Lucky. I hope I will stop again
60 somethin days clean, I got to 130 ish days last time. I hope I can make it past that this time
@@kai-of2wx i'm proud of you! you got this!
As anyone noticed that this is one if the very few self harm songs that directly states guys
I don't know why so many other songs depict females as the only ones that feel like this... Guys bleed, cry, and hurt to
John Reyes Other songs only frame girls as feeling like that because of the stereotypical *~* fragile masculinity *~* of guys. Because most musicians that sing these types of songs are male, most don't say anything about it when referring to guys, because I don't know, is that in the bro code? -note to self: get a written copy of bro code.- Also, women are more open with their emotions (stereotypically) while guys are more closed off. Even though guys bleed, cry, and hurt, society says that they shouldn't show it.
At least, that's what teenage puberty angst and tumblr has taught me. Who knows if it's correct.
true I may be a girl but i agree they don't recognize all the survivors
I'm a guy and I go through this, but I don't care that they depict girls most of the time considering I relate to them... It isn't a good thing that I relate to them but yet I do... Anyways, I do agree in some respects that guys aren't depicted in these kind of songs.. I believe because girls r more fragile and guys tend to hide their feelings so you don't necessarily see what they r feeling
+John Reyes I know what you mean I'm female. and people who decide to write self-harm or depression songs need to make it so that it is about both sexes and not just either or. Even self-harm post and blogs are mainly about woman. When I post I try to make it that both Males and Females can relate to or understand the post.
+Ashuri Hatake its because society says its ok or normal for women to feel like this as they are viewed as the more emotional gender.
Everyone listening to this, you're going to make it through this...
Thanks for caring...
Sydonia Thanks, but I won't
Wow, way to keep yourselves down.
but thanks for careing
What if you aren't listening to this?
Everyone who has done self harm or is still cutting remember there are people out there who love and care for you, 💜
Self harm isn't only cutting I cut it is the most common But not the only kind
How would you know though..
That's not true. Nobody loves or cares for me.
I'm cutting still and I really needed this. Thank you ❤️
I know there are but I am hurting them with my begin an asshole
"I feel so damn worthless" is my favorite line of this song because that's how I feel every damn day.
This is a great song. I think it's because they're Canadian that they aren't more famous. They really should be.
i don't really think that has anything to do with it... i mean avril lavigne and justin beiber are from canada (i know that's a horrible example because jb sucks ass but you get the point)
Been my favourite band since 2006, joshes voices is just crazy
I'm not depressed, I'm not really capable of feeling a whole range of emotions. Or any emotions, most often. I just do this, self injury, for the feeling, the pain, the blood, the rush, the knowledge that I am alive. That I can still bleed and I am not made of metal underneath. As someone who lived most my life as a weapon, this lets me know that I am human, I am allowed weakness, and like other humans, I need to find the will to fight through it.
Socially-Inept Ner i can relate to this
Nevermind.. Diagnosed with depression 2 days ago...
Thats bullshit
Hello folks, it’s been a while. I’m schizophrenic and I wrote this comment when I was in a dark pit and really struggled to feel emotions. However, I’m at a much better point in my life. I went to therapy, got on meds, and learned to reach out to friends when I’m having a hard time. I wouldn’t ever describe the road as easy. But it’s worth it. I haven’t self harmed in a long while and haven’t felt like killing myself in years. Don’t give up. Reach out. It’s small steps, but it’s progress. Sometimes you won’t even notice how far you’ve gotten.
They really need to be known more around everywhere josh is a beast with vocalizing! I still love him❤❤
What I love about this band is that everyone can relate to the music, even if we all didn't go through the exact same thing. There's just something about it. It's real.
I think the hardest part of this song is that so few men are willing to realize that they are broken and wish someone would just accept that. I wish I could play this song for my highschool self and let that old version of me realize that maybe things don't get easier, but there is power in trying, and that you aren't alone in that struggle. Since I think the most common thing for emotionally vulnerable men is that we feel alone, and that we can't admit those things because no one wants to even begin to hear it.
Although your comment is somewhat old, I honestly agree.
Thank you for that. It's refreshing to see a positive reply here on youtube.
@@Tucker948 That's honestly relatable, but no problem!
Still means a lot. I'm almost 30 now. And know people who mask emotions that match this song well. Because being an adult with scars from self harm is a very different world, one that I don't think people stop and think about enough.
@@Tucker948 That's honestly true. I wish people kept that in mind a lot more.
I am so glad they are Canadian. They rule out all the bad crap justin beiber dumped on Canada. WHOOP WHOOP GO MARIANAS TRENCH!! Thank god for not completely screwing up and becoming jerks!!
oh my goodness canadians are all super sweet, though. justin bieber is that one fucking canadian.
Weeby Leeby Whoop Canada represent!
Also Shawn Mendes, who is the actual living embodiment of a giant 6 foot teddy bear. He's so adorable
I wanna be Canadian
I'm so glad I just found Mariana's Trench
Hey, you survived today, right? That's great. That's fantastic, amazing, perfect. You're still alive, and that's what's /amazing/ about you. You're amazing. I love you.
Recently relapsed from almost a year clean 😫
I did that only a month ago. I'm now like a week clean
Relapses are normal... nobody is perfect ❤️ you got this you can do it
I am oh so close to relapsing after 1 year and 6 months clean
Are you better now? 💖🌱
it doesn't undo all the hard work you did to become clean!! you got this if you're still struggling with it, i love you and so do many other people. stay strong babe
Great. Just when I'm feeling terribly depressed this song comes along summing up my entire life in about 4 minutes....
(I love it, though.)
I loved marianas trench ever since 4th grade when their song 'Cross My Heart' came out... changed my life x)
this man is made of gold. I wish I could sing as soft as him.
Still one of my favourite songs ever, despite it being incredibly depressing
Also repping Canada!! woo i love Marianas trench and am incredibly proud of the fact they're Canadian as well hahaa
Im canadian too! OMG YOUR PROFILE PICTURE IS EVERYTHING HERE COMES THE FANS
+Melissa Pauze PHANS
God, listening to this song makes me have /hella/ flashbacks to my middle school years.
right?
Likewise.
I totally relate to this because just a few weeks ago i self harmed really bad.
What's the point on being sad?- some ppl say...
They don't know what it feels when it hits you... I'm 13 years old and I've been cutting and being depressed since I was 11. They tell me, "If you told your parents, they could help you" My mom saw me when I first cut and she cried for a minute or so and then she just got angry at me like she always does. Then she told to my dad and he didnt give a fuck about it. Since then I just cry myself to sleep thinking about how pointless and such a waste of space and oxigen I am. How I am so useless, how I was just a mistake or thats how people make me feel... I only cut when I'm really fucked up and I really need it, and then I totally regret it but not for the pain I felt but bc I knew that the next day I had to put a smile on my face and face all the critics that my friends may think, they must think like me. They must think that I am a fat, ugly, useless person... Every day I look in the mirror and say to myself "Why am I even alive? Should I be breathing right now? Beacuse I definetly dont deserve it..." I feel so broken inside, now I know how feeling dead feels like. I'm sorry for having to write this but I needed to get this out, at least once before I go back to my stupid life. Thx
Maybe you'll ignore this, and maybe you will think that I'm just saying this so you would stop feeling like that, but maybe you'll read this and maybe you'll understand that you're not a waste of oxygen and space, it doesn't matter what your parents act like.
I know what it's like when your parents act like you are nothing, my mom said that I ruined her life last week, and yesterday she spent the whole afternoon saying how useless I am. But I'm still here. And you are still here, because you are brave, and strong, and beautiful, and I know that one day we will look back and realize that we made it, that we survived.
Please, don't give up.
Please, don't think that you are a waste of space because you aren't.
Please, make your own happiness.
And please forgive me if I wrote something wrong, I usually don't speak english.
Keep strong.
+Manuela Rodriguez Thank you, I really needed someone to listen to me and to advice me instead of judging me. I'm from Spain so I don't speak english regularly either so its okay :)
+Naty 2103
Whenever you need it.
You can contact me if you want, it's good have someone who understands.
Have an awesome life.
+Madii.Paige
Hey, I am 15 and I've been doing it since I am 12, I know that sometimes everything seems to be too much, but you can do it and you can do it without hurting yourself.
Why do you do it? I'll understand.
+Madii.Paige
You can trust me and if you don't want everyone to read it just ask and I tell you how to contact me.
But please tell me why you do it.
So I relate to this song...for me it's about my cutting/ED. It can be what YOU think it means. I love this song and this is literally the 320 time I've listen to it a reply on my phone I love it so much. I still cut and still have an eating disorder. My parents divorced when I was four and my mom gave me to my dad bc I was a lesbian. My sister hates me and hits me when I talk or do anything I just wanna stop the bleeding. I don't know how to word it i just started to deserve it
I'm not depressed or anything like that, but whenever I'm feeling down or alone, fix me era marianas trench songs always make me feel full and content, even when nothing is going right. they've always been very important to me
I feel so damn worthless....
Don't, think of the stuff you have and then tweet josh, then spam listen to the fix me album
You are not worthless! People love you. I'm pretty sure I would love you if I meet you
BITCH SAME
Me too
i hope you feel better now
i always seem to find these lyric videos during my depression and suicidal state
I wasn't even a teenager when I first heard this song. I used to self harm as a release from an extremely toxic house.. I am now almost 24. I Still have my struggles I can't pretend that I don't. But I'm clean of self harm for 5 years.
I promise you guys that it does get better and it always helps to reach out to an adult or a friend that you trust. If you have nobody then please let me be that someone.
When i was 15 I almost killed myself until I found out my cousin was pregnant with my now 8 year old nephew. You have no idea what is round the corner. There is always something to hang on to.
💕
Ugh.. Right in the feels, man...
In love 💕 most relatable song ever 😔 so much talent ❤️
his voice is AMAZING... i feel really bad he had to go through all the bad stuff he went through ( u no what im tlkin bout if ur a true Trencher) he shouldnt have to go through that alone.. and anyone who's been through anything im so sorry it had to happen to u nothing bad should ever come to anyone... it breaks my heart when my friend has her really bad days
fuck. this is so relatable it's sad. I love Marianas trench so much. this song is hitting me in the feels like a brick. omfg.
💜 he is an inspiration
This was the first song by Marianas Trench that I had ever heard and it hooked me on them. They are amazing and I have never been able to relate to anyones music better.
I was going through a really toxic relationship when I found this song. Thank god I did, I don't know if I'd still be here. Now, two years after being in that relationship, I come back and listen to this song and it gives me shivers. This song has helped me through so much.
I love this song so much, one of my favourite songs by them! I'm so excited to see them in November
One of the best songs about bulimia out there. Almost makes me cry every time.
Still my favourite Mtrench song. I'm so proud of how far Josh has come, but I always come back to this one.
18 days clean 💕
Good job buddy! I've been cutting for seven days now, so good job.
I was at an acting group thing and I was just thinking a lot and broke down crying, I am stuck wondering now what did they think after I let down the fake smile that's my mask I wear through every day
the emotion in his voice made me cry
Haha, I love the uploader. So much sass. You go hun. :3
it's still so COOL!...."My sister, Sara, sang on the song Alibis. I had blown out my voice and we needed one snippet of vocals to complete the album. Her and I sound so similar -- my voice is high for a guy, and hers is low for a girl -- so we're in the same range. For a second it switches from my vocals to hers, but you'd never know the difference." it's true u can't!
Diana Harper when did it switch to hers?? I dont even hear it anywhere haha
You deserve to be loved and that's the truth! And you're absolutely the most perfect person on this planet because you are YOU. I just want you to know this from the bottom of my heart ^w^ I wish I could hug you.
my entire life summed up in a song
I always go to mtrench when im feeling dow..... wich is alot :'( so I gusse i always listen to them :)
me too! That's what make me love them eave more:)
"and I could spill my guts out." hits too close to home, man.~Raia
"I'm in the same place I used to be, but I'm trying harder not to be."
I like how the words get larger in the vid. thanks for posting.
This song takes me back to so many memories of when I was with my abusive ex boyfriend. He loved when I'd starve myself and throw up to be that perfect skinny girlfriend for him. So glad I got out but this song reminds me of how it all felt.
That's what the song means to me to , exept the EDNOS thing, anyways I think it relates to my depresion. Btw I think you are really strong for sharing. Thanks , it means a lot :)
it's whatever you want it to be, one of the benefits of music. To me this song tells me to step it up. Half the man I used to be...
It hurts that after many years that I first heard this song, I still able to relate to this song. I guess my life really sucks. :'(
when I consider doing something I know is bad for me I just listen to this song which not only temporarily distracts me but also reminds me that I don't really want to do "it". which is why I love this song.
Well, I relate to this song too much. :')
never forgotten :)
i am using earbuds and one is broken... it makes it sound like he is whispering in my ear. amazing.
it's because Josh' words speak about emotions rather than actual events or actions. We all know what it's like to feel like shit, even if we haven't all been bulimic. That's what makes it easy to relate to. (With the exception of 'By Now' and sometimes 'Feeling Small'.)
Omg this hit me
You've been gone for months but I miss everything throughout the 6 years I had you. I still have your perfume and when I spray your sweater with it before going to sleep without a goodnight I am brought to tears immediately.
I miss you.
GOing to theyre concert omg i cant wait i got floor seats!!!!!! right infront of the stage!!!
Who is still here in 2024?
she means he can't be any more perfect
I made it to 18. Going through old playlists and say this song 💔
This is perfect
Marco's half the man he wanted to be 😈
Listening to this song on a sunday so loud that all my neighbours and family can hear it clearly...
Love it :D 3
i went to my doctor bc i had depression issues.... they gave me a perscription for non stop 24/7 marianas trench :)
Im half the man i wanted to be~
I think this is one of the only MTrench music videos where there's not a huge fight going on XD
❤ And I'm just trying to stop the bleeding ❤
who is here in 2021..
I'm a guy, and I go through this. Even if the other songs depict women it doesn't matter to me.. I relate to them.. Which isn't a good thing but it's life.
Such a good song!!! First time hearing it after only listening to EmmaNoodles cover (very good much recommend)
I lovee this song. i Remember when i was 13 and going threw a bad time, cutting myself (which i dont do anymore!) this song always made me feel better :)
i cried when i first heard this because it reminded me of all i've been through and im afraid i'll end up half of what i could be..
I freaking love MT...
"I don't know how to word it, I just started to deserve it" -/3
This is my favorite song by them
I really hope that Josh is finally the man he hoped to be. he saved my life and so many others, he deserves it.~Raia
Gets me every time..
I listen to this song and pet my cat
As I'm petting my cat
Kyle Xy season 2,, this song makes me wanna cry ... 🙁💔
So this is where that part in End of an Era comes from
Relapse is a funny thing... calming and cripplingly lonely at the same time
Well, that escalated quickly. xD
I just think life is so much more enjoyable when you're happy. Ignore "ignorant" people and don't become ignorant/arrogant/annoyed about a question, that way you don't sink to any lower level. Have a great day :D!
actually it makes perfect sense
Perfect song to relate to
My friend did a cover of this, and when she sung "I don't know how the words go." I thought she didn't actually know the lyrics so I decided to listen to the song.
Does anybody know the name of the song played at the very end?
Alyssa Horn cross my heart by Marianas trench
I’m in a really dark place and I haven’t cut in over a year and haven’t burned in 6 months but I’m struggling not to relapse and I don’t know what to do and I feel so fucking worthless and I just want to stop feeling. Stop living.
"I don't know how to word it
I just started to deserve it"
love this song
I have a whole memo in my phone that I write when I feel like just dieing or doing suicide then I read it over the next day saying to myself you should do it Noone needs you your mom takes you down to your bedroom for a reason she says she doesn't want to be your mom because of you your brother is a perfect angel and being verbally abused doesn't help then I look at a picture of my friends and I think wow I don't deserve you guys although I'm 11 I dated a boy for a year and he made me happy is was very protective and I could tell him anything we didn't kiss or anything we were really good friends but I didn't deserve him either then I looked at my baby cousin and thought you are my world I think I have depression but you can see me slap a smile right when I walk outside to the open world
Babe, you're still young. You'll be okay. So much can change in a short amount of time
My dad wont shut up until he sees me cry. Well, he gets his wish everytime.
Kyra Macdoll stay strong, i hope you're in a better situation now.
watching this exactly 6 years after it was uploaded
well i think josh wrote it about his bulimia and heroin addiction, but i think that it can mean whatever you want, make it relate to you. i thought of it being about my depression/borderline disorder/EDNOS/cutting, but thats just me.