Alcohol (ft. Eleanor Forte)

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Lyrics, composition, arrangement: Yuyuun
Vocal: Eleanor Forte
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Home alone at 2am and
Everything is going wrong
I lose control, my body shakes and I find myself in tears
A photograph of you and I in one hand, wine in the other
Memories still linger no matter how much I drink
Someone save me from this
Agony, this pained existence
This drink is all I have and it’s killing me
The taste hurts my head and
Consciousness leaves my body
Bitterness numbs my ache through alcohol
Never liked the taste of wine but
It’s all I have and all I need to
Lose control, to let go of everything
The doctor said I shouldn’t drink but
Whatever pain I’ll feel when I’m thirty
Won’t be as bad as the pain that I feel now
Someone save me from this
Nightmare, the thoughts just don’t stop
This drink is all I have and it’s betraying me
I have a class in the morning
My head will throb tomorrow
But it’s insomnia or alcohol
Home alone at 2am again
Alcohol tells me to send
Texts to the person in my photographs
I write a paragraph of
Barely tangible strings
But you and only you know what they mean
It says:
Please just end my life
I’m better off not existing
You are all I have and it’s killing me
You say:
This is the fifth time this month
I’m not a therapist and
Your faults are hurting me so leave me be
Dependency on me is unhealthy

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