Jesus... I'm having some trouble processing this one. Well... A lesson about lust, I guess. About desperation. Letting your desires cloud your judgment. And a lesson about irreversible actions. All this made even worse by the fact of it being "stupid" desires. Something not worth fucking up your life over. Something that only after the regret settles in you realize how meaningless it really was in the grand scheme of things. We humans really are shit at predicting the consequences of your actions, aren't we? And it doesn't help that the only way to learn how to do it better is to suffer them... That's the real sad part about all this. The only way to learn how to avoid losing your innocence... Is to lose it. Anne, shit, I really am kinda speechless on this one. I'm afraid of saying something wildly stupid, because while the context is obvious, the specifics are not. From your mods, I think I know what kind of event is the catalyst of your suffering, which I won't say out of respect and the simple fact that I am not sure it is true. Regardless of it being true or not, whatever happened to you or someone close to you, it was NOT your fault. It's never your fault. It's ok to feel sad. It's ok to be angry. It's ok to cry. But it is not ok to blame yourself. Some people are horrible and don't deserve an ounce of sympathy. The fault is theirs, and theirs only, and yes, it is so fucking unjust that sometimes they don't feel the guilt they deserve, but... unfortunately, it's a fucked up world. But that doesn't change anything. Robbing someone of their innocence is one of the most fucked up things anyone can do, and the person that got robbed... Never EVER deserves the blame. If I may quickly get into some mod specific things, I keep loving the Girl character progression. She feels like herself, just softer. She let her shell crack a little, she let her self feel some love. But she never shied away from her ideals. She keeps acting as a sort of moral compass for Candy, keeping strong to her morals. She just learnt how to soften the blow. She even was surprisingly cute in mocking Candy. As always, your horror writing is phenomenal. And the sound effects are incredible, especially when Candy was punching herself. The distorted background music was just... So fucking well done. The sprites were also really cool. I know from a previous community post you did the eyes yourself, and they look great, it's really not that easy to make a glowing effect look right, but you nailed it. Damn, this ended way bigger than expected but fuck, I feel like I said nothing of worth. I have this overwhelming feeling of doubt because I feel so close to understanding you but at the same time I feel so lost about your feelings. And that sounds horrible reading it back but I really don't have a better way of putting it. I know I have no right to understand your feelings, we're just two strangers on the internet. But I really just wanna leave a few words to make you feel better even if just for a few minutes, because I really do feel touched by every little interaction we have had in these past few months. I don't know why, I feel like you're my little sister I want to protect from the world. Even though I'm quite sure you're older than me haha. Anne, just thank you for putting up with my ramblings. I hope I didn't say anything incredibly stupid. I'll see you in the next video
Don't worry, everything you said is spot on, except the lust part. MC felt lonely and only wanted a little bit of affection. In fact, he rejected Kotonoha in the bathroom. The whole Mod is just a metaphor of the Poem at the end: -First of all, nothing of that actually happens. It's an intrusive thought that appeared on the "Poem's" girl (myself) mind while she was trying to sleep. (That's the reason of the inclusion of that Kotonoha's line: "Your brain will never forget that. Never.") (And also the random "Mom?" line that appeared out of nowhere in the middle of the Mod. That voice is supposed to come from the real world.) -MC represents myself, looking for affection. (It's a strange comparison considering the situation of the Mod and how he manipulates people and all of that, but you get the similarity.) -The corrupted girls represent the evil guy from the "Poem". That's why they go insane after MC rejects their requests. Just like him. -Natsuki represents the innocence. That's why the words "innocence" and "innocent" were constantly repeated in her presence and in bold. It's also the reason of why she was acting so... innocent. Drawing on Kotonoha's face and mocking her. Just acting like a pure innocent kid without malice. -I think the key scene of the Mod aside from Natsuki's thrashing, it's the one with MC and Kotonoha in the bathroom. I don't think it needs explanation. That summarizes the end "Poem". They finally catch Natsuki (The Innocence) and snatch her out of MC. At that point, the girl can't bear with the memories (the real ones) and starts punching her head in desperation. I don't know if I forget anything. Nothing is put there randomly, everything has a meaning. Aside from that, the message of the Mod is that line at the end and what you explained in your comment. Don't worry about leaving long comments. I love them. It makes my work and myself feel very appreciated. Thank you.
@@Candyiela Yes, I had realized the poem and the rest of the mod were the "same" thing. But I really was having a hard time explaining myself, this one really hit hard... That's why I felt my comment was all over the place. Also I am very aware that nothing in your mods is random, that's exactly what makes them so good! It's one thing to have a good idea for a mod, it's another one entirely to tell it. Everything contributes to pushing the message of the mod forward, or emphasize the feeling of a scene. It's really great.
@@PPedroFernandes Yes, this one is the most painful one I ever written. I haven't cried with a Mod of my own since the "Sayori Gets a Cat" one. This one annihilated me.
No offense but how the hell is this "one of most terrifying stories" this is just some random guy recording a ddlc for a game if u want terrifying go on the dw
It never cease to amaze me how you manage to put deep meanings behind actions/words/events/etc via DDLC characters in your mods whilst providing genuine interesting to watch content at the same Its honestly quiet scary and respectable how you can pull of both of it at the same time, it always a rollercoaster of themes and emotions. Don't know why but it always reminded me of Silent Hill games. Symbolism hidden behind often horrific, or otherwise scary sights Sorry, I ramble again In short Awesome
What a brutal mod. your writing is just awesome. I was about to write that this is the most intense mod I've seen from this game, but I remembered "Insanely Obsessive". That's just the most disturbing thing I've ever seen in the web. Anyway, grat job, keep making grat mods like you always do! :D
MC May have been selfish but let’s get real, what was the girl sneaking around the music room for ? it’s especially suspicious that she was nowhere to be found for the rest of the video as if she sabotaged the console before MC touches it lol
Wow that is brutal... I guess it makes the message very apparent I like how you try to enlighten your viewers about what you find wrong in some behaviours. And about that: Well done, i think you're very good at this. Tho this time there would have been some other ways to show it maybe ? I mean natsuki didn't deserve to go through all this xD. Anyway, still a pretty good job, thanks ^^
It's the point of the story that Natsuki didn't deserve this. She had to endure the consequences of MC's actions more than him. The poem sums up the meaning of the whole story: MC corrupted the other's files to get attention, but it turned against him. The only one he didn't modify (Natsuki) had to help him but in the end got killed for that, even though MC was the one that got her involved in this. "Be careful of your most whimsical dreams, because they might turn into your worst nightmare" "Or someone else's".
Thank you Candyiela, whenever I see your mods like this, I always remember why I don't like romanticizing Obsessiveness and I don't want that for myself, that being said, it's always very interesting to watch your videos PS: Thanks to Candy, I don't even think I like girls anymore, much less relationships.
Damn, I thought this would just be another horror-themed mod meant to be taken at face value. But after reading the pinned comment, the conversation in the reply section, and re-reading the message at the end of the video, I feel a degree of personal connection with the theme. Making choices that are seemingly playful and harmless in the moment can really fuck up those around you, and like the line in the mod said: I will never forget that. Anyways, putting that aside, I really liked the elements of this mod. The continuous silence before the whole "I messed with the console and the characters have gone rampant" thing helped to build the tension, and the ambient sound effects after Monika showed up made it clear that something was wrong. What really made me feel the slightest degree of fear was the segment where the protagonist and Kotonoha are running; the description of Sayori and Monika *walking* towards them while they ran had me like "Oh, hell nah!" From there on I thought the whole thing would go down in a "You distract them and I get to the console" fashion, but I was slightly taken aback after reading that Natsuki was being physically crushed while crying out for help. That part was kind of messed up to me. Regardless, really good job with this. I haven't enjoyed a mod video like this before, and you deserve all the credit for it.
Hey Anne (or Candy.) I really like your videos. You've even made me see things in a new way sort of. I've never thought about this sort of thing often, but I'm kind of glad you make videos. You give untouched topics a voice. You let them be seen because you know they are true. You want people to know the truth about our cold world. I know you may not think any of our feelings are genuine, but believe me, they are. Good luck out there Anne. Sorry for rambling.
I really don't know what to say. As sad as the mod was in certain parts I am very impressed with the writing of it. I'm not going to pretend to know what it's meant to be about but I am very touched with the way it was made. And honestly I can kind of relate in some way. Not with the whole trying to take someone's innocence away but more of the me wanting to have at least some bit of affection from someone other than my family because like MC. I too unfortunately was not able to get a Valentine's. But overall I have to say, in terms of writing for the mod 10/10. Horror wise another 10/10. Sentimentality again 10/10 and overall feel for the mod 100/10. I know I say this a lot but please keep up the great content. It's people like you who remind me that there's still good people out here in the tough reality and I get that sometimes you like to believe you're somewhere else or someone else. I fall guilty of that myself with me always hoping to become someone like Spider-Man. Sorry for the rambling but I really enjoy your videos Anne. You're an angel and a superstar. And as one very special bear once said and I'm gonna paraphrase..... Anne, you are my superstar. Keep yourself safe and healthy and hopefully I'll see you in another video. 😘
WoW that was - Really good and sad at the same time … And this managed to make me sad for Natsuki which is strange - Anyway the mod and the message that come with it ares really good ( even if my little brain can’t process that much information , that’s what append when you don’t have more than 3 brain cells 😵💫 ) But yeah loneliness can make you do stupid things that you’ll regret, a lot sometimes - also Anne if you’re reading this, your mods have improved a lot since I’ve take a break 😄 Oh and I hope you feel better since 😌 Anyway that’s all I have to say so thank for reading even if I don’t know why 🤷
For some reason i knew that this video would be different. I didn´t know why, but i wasn´t wrong. That word......brings back a lot of memories....some of them good, most of them bad. I don´t know why but i really wanted to cry while watching this video. I wasn´t able to do it. It´s been like this for a long time now. I think that my desire to cry is because i can relate too, well....."this". Maybe thats why i see the world much darker than other people. Sh1t, it thing i say too much. Umm, good job Anne. This video shows us how really are you improving while making mods. No wonder why i see you as an inspiration. Ah, por cierto. Todavía sigo con la idea de subir mi mod (aunque estoy tratando de buscar un programa de grabación que mi pc pueda soportar), aunque no estoy satisfecho con el resultado de este, siento que es demasiado básico. Tengo que darle algunos retoques (eso de ser un perfeccionista no me ayuda mucho que digamos, menos cuando veo la calidad de tus mods jaja).
Me quedo sin habla... Pero las palabras sobran para semejante obra, Anne. De veras te has superado esta vez con una hisoria, que si bien parece ser una reintroducción autoinducida a la pequeña novela que has hecho de las Dokis Obsesivas, el mensaje que dejas crudo y falto de censura me deja con mucho, mucho que pensar. Es intrigante sobre manera ver la forma en que te has aproximado a Natsuki, como aquella luz rosada al final del lúgubre tunel que Candy habría construído sobre sí misma con su egoísmo y lujuria. El poema, "su *inocencia*"... Has hecho lo que no muchos han logrado, el que Natsuki genuinamente me importare... Me gusta la forma inconclusa en que termina este vídeo, deja espacio a una secuela, que antes de realizarla, te mereces uno o más días de descanso tras esta magnum opus. Gracias Anne, por proveer combustible para mis pesadillas. Haces de mis noches la compensación por mis aburridos días de universitario. Ya sé que siempre he comentado en inglés, pero a este idioma le veo muy pobre como para precisamente expresar lo que siento tras ser expuesto a esto hoy, y eso que me quedo corto.
I... I don't have the words to describe the emotional rollercoaster I just went through watching this. I just want to make a statement. We're all here for you, Anne. Whatever happened wasn't your fault. You shouldn't blame yourself for what happened. God I feel like that was such a nothing statement but it's the best I can do. If you need to vent about anything... Anything at all... Your community will always be here to listen. Have a good day/afternoon/night, Anne.
Que mal lo he pasado, pero si ver TODOS tus videos te ayuda, tendré que afrontar los videos más oscuros que subas, espero que no te sientas como en el video (con lo de manipular y eso) y, desde luego, tus mods cada vez son mejores, siempre confíe, cuidate Candy, un saludio
Oh my god this was such a good mod I'm not the best person for critiques and all that, but I can say that this was really, really enjoyable to watch, and probably one of my favourites yet! But then again, I think that for a lot of your mods haha Genuinely though, everything about this mod was amazing, the message, the way it was structured, the effects, the plot, everything Thank you yet again for another incredible mod Candy!
WTF this was much sadder than I thought. Even though i thought he hitting himself was not worth doing i can see why he would do it and i guess this taught a big lesson.
Candyiela... Im in shock, honestly this was amazing, the lines, the sprites, the context, even the final poem, I can't understand how someone could do such an amazing mod, I don't know if something is happening to you, Im sorry for not being so informed, but I want you to know something, maybe these days may look a little bit dark, and maybe they could be horrible, but you making this videos with your way to be, is what people sometimes need to keep pushing forward, you inspire people, sometimes you feel defeated, but I want to thanks you for everything you have done, honestly this has reach my hearth, so thank you for making this. Sorry for my bad english btw.
Such a sad turn of events...This is why lust is considered to be a very dumb move in these situations Before I end this comment and try and forget about the hell that I just witnessed, I have but one thing to say to you all. "Of all things you choose in life, you don't get to choose what your nightmares are. You don't pick them; 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕪 𝕡𝕚𝕔𝕜 𝕪𝕠𝕦"
I think my nightmares aren’t that bad so they can pick me as long as they want 😅 I mean they are terrifying but I’m used to it by now wait why am I saying that here? welp I don’t even know myself if somebody thinks that’s interesting then that’s good for you I guess 😓
As a young man being in MC's shoes at some point and as someone who's still single, I feel like I may have learned a tough lesson from this video. That'd teach me not to mess up a friendship or a relationship again... All deep dives aside, keep up the good work! 😉👍
This Mod Has A Unique And Different Tone, This One Gave Me Memories Of The Very Sad Time In My Life... A time when I was very... but very innocent, too innocent that everyone around me could deceive me, when I was 12 years old, I made a friend at school, next to him, I got closer to more people with he got along well. However, in late 2019, I started having a series of strange and realistic dreams about my friend. Until In 2022, After Almost Two Years, Studying At Home, I Realized That I Fell In Love With Him, But.. My Friend... Didn't Feel The Same For Me, I Was So Innocent That I Ended Up Hurting Myself In The End. .. After several times & Years, falling in love with people who never felt the same way about me... In my view, no one ever cared about me, that this ended up leading me to end up developing anxiety... This Mod Teaches One Thing - ''Never let your desires take you so far, that you who saw them with joy, will see them in a much worse way in the future"
this hellfucking shit gave me emotions that nothing can give me,i thougth that i have no empathy but i can feel how was feeling every character on this terror shit,best thing that i have seen in my fucking life,i love it,nothing can be compared with this.
I'm curious as to why the Girl didn't stay to help just in case, I hate the Nats died, and I understand what MC wanted, the way he did it was awful but he just wanted some affection. Overall, good message.
This is probably the fifth mod I've ever seen about this game, and... Well, I'm speechless. This is new, and I love it. But it really fucked with me the first time I saw it. I had to rewatch it to enjoy it. But it's a cool mod, I like it.
It's crazy what the human mind does when starved of affection. Those who are can think that the smallest gesture is a romantic sign. But, just like you said at the end, have conviction. Think things through, ask yourself what to do or if you even want this at all.
Seeing Natsuki just dead on the floor and even if it was just one frame I didn't even had a feeling but now idk why but I feel sad I mean she's my fav of the four dokis
2:57 30 days... as painful as the memories are now, I was never more content with life... never more free from depression. It's undeniable. I need this if I ever want to be okay. 3:22 It would've been easier if she did not. Then, I'd be able to hate her instead of questioning my own lack of worth. 3:41 Just for a day... just one more day... to keep me going. 3:55 One of them will love me... one of them must... right? 4:04 It sounds unsafe, now that I think about it... but then again, so did doing this in the first place. 4:10 I'm in too deep to back out now. I've already broken the rules. 4:51 Soon enough. 5:20 I can't be alone any longer... unless you'd like ME to be the one who breaks! 6:20 What if she's right? What if I never feel better? What then? 6:36 I just don't want to be alone anymore, god damn it! What about needing to be loved makes me so evil!? 7:48 I knew it wasn't safe! Damn you, heart of mine! Why must you corrupt my choices! 9:13 Stay calm... you can still fix this! 10:27 Just hurry! While I can still move! Fix what you broke! 11:25 Just push past her! 13:06 Deep breaths... I am calm and collected. 14:44 Get that parkour! 15:57 I'M SORRY FOR NOT DYING ALONE! IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT ME TO SAY!? 16:16 I know that I made a mistake and did the wrong thing! If you won't help me fix it, then at least stay out of the way! 24:24 Random chance. I needed to leave someone untouched to act as a control. To measure the difference. It was only when I chose to be an idiot and push things further than they were meant to go that it stopped being relevant.
“You don’t understand I HAD to do it! The curiosity was killing me and I couldn’t accept that I had already done everything! I’m not the bad guy I was just lost!” -The bad guy…
Ya no sé que puedo comentar a este punto. Es mucho para procesar,y como el MC: no soy bueno dando consejos. Simplemente te mando un abrazo y que Dios te bendiga. No quiero imaginar lo que estás sufriendo.
I was new to the channel and i like to say that the mod is great, but i was wondering who's the other girls? I haven't played the new ddlc yet so i was confused lol. Great story tho
At 4:11 i just thought, oh man this is gonna end well. I know from other games, that you really shouldnt mess with game files, if you dont know anything about that!
Mc is stupid. he could've avoided this if he gained love legitimately i mean the girls already like him why couldn't he done more and they could've love him?
@Candyiela Okay imma be honest I thought that Candy was beating her head on the wall or floor at the end after Natsuki was brutalized and I was like is she about to destroy her skull or something cause tbh I don't blame her for beating her own head like that after she realized how bad she fucked up because tbh that sounds like something I would do if I was in her position in that exact situation due to extreme guilt ...... Damn that mod was deep ...... I think you might make a great director for a horror movie Candyiela 🎬
1. Who are these added characters? 2. In this mod... do they ALL just know they're characters in a game and the player is playing it? 3. Are there any mods that are HAPPY/more normal VN compared to DDLC's existential horror style? What I'm looking for most in a mod or expansion is a way to earn a win condition that lets you play the game like a normal dating sim, lol.
Honestly I would have just used Detroit become human choice references: (Triangle symbol) to Give up O to suicide (Square symbol) to reason X to find a weapon
I have a question that I’m not willing to do on my Monika After Story mod. What will happen if Monika asks if it’s me and I say no? Will she ask if I died?
Jesus... I'm having some trouble processing this one. Well...
A lesson about lust, I guess. About desperation. Letting your desires cloud your judgment.
And a lesson about irreversible actions.
All this made even worse by the fact of it being "stupid" desires. Something not worth fucking up your life over. Something that only after the regret settles in you realize how meaningless it really was in the grand scheme of things. We humans really are shit at predicting the consequences of your actions, aren't we? And it doesn't help that the only way to learn how to do it better is to suffer them... That's the real sad part about all this. The only way to learn how to avoid losing your innocence... Is to lose it.
Anne, shit, I really am kinda speechless on this one. I'm afraid of saying something wildly stupid, because while the context is obvious, the specifics are not. From your mods, I think I know what kind of event is the catalyst of your suffering, which I won't say out of respect and the simple fact that I am not sure it is true. Regardless of it being true or not, whatever happened to you or someone close to you, it was NOT your fault. It's never your fault. It's ok to feel sad. It's ok to be angry. It's ok to cry. But it is not ok to blame yourself. Some people are horrible and don't deserve an ounce of sympathy. The fault is theirs, and theirs only, and yes, it is so fucking unjust that sometimes they don't feel the guilt they deserve, but... unfortunately, it's a fucked up world. But that doesn't change anything. Robbing someone of their innocence is one of the most fucked up things anyone can do, and the person that got robbed... Never EVER deserves the blame.
If I may quickly get into some mod specific things, I keep loving the Girl character progression. She feels like herself, just softer. She let her shell crack a little, she let her self feel some love. But she never shied away from her ideals. She keeps acting as a sort of moral compass for Candy, keeping strong to her morals. She just learnt how to soften the blow. She even was surprisingly cute in mocking Candy.
As always, your horror writing is phenomenal. And the sound effects are incredible, especially when Candy was punching herself. The distorted background music was just... So fucking well done.
The sprites were also really cool. I know from a previous community post you did the eyes yourself, and they look great, it's really not that easy to make a glowing effect look right, but you nailed it.
Damn, this ended way bigger than expected but fuck, I feel like I said nothing of worth. I have this overwhelming feeling of doubt because I feel so close to understanding you but at the same time I feel so lost about your feelings. And that sounds horrible reading it back but I really don't have a better way of putting it. I know I have no right to understand your feelings, we're just two strangers on the internet. But I really just wanna leave a few words to make you feel better even if just for a few minutes, because I really do feel touched by every little interaction we have had in these past few months. I don't know why, I feel like you're my little sister I want to protect from the world. Even though I'm quite sure you're older than me haha.
Anne, just thank you for putting up with my ramblings. I hope I didn't say anything incredibly stupid. I'll see you in the next video
Don't worry, everything you said is spot on, except the lust part. MC felt lonely and only wanted a little bit of affection. In fact, he rejected Kotonoha in the bathroom.
The whole Mod is just a metaphor of the Poem at the end:
-First of all, nothing of that actually happens. It's an intrusive thought that appeared on the "Poem's" girl (myself) mind while she was trying to sleep. (That's the reason of the inclusion of that Kotonoha's line: "Your brain will never forget that. Never.") (And also the random "Mom?" line that appeared out of nowhere in the middle of the Mod. That voice is supposed to come from the real world.)
-MC represents myself, looking for affection. (It's a strange comparison considering the situation of the Mod and how he manipulates people and all of that, but you get the similarity.)
-The corrupted girls represent the evil guy from the "Poem". That's why they go insane after MC rejects their requests. Just like him.
-Natsuki represents the innocence. That's why the words "innocence" and "innocent" were constantly repeated in her presence and in bold. It's also the reason of why she was acting so... innocent. Drawing on Kotonoha's face and mocking her. Just acting like a pure innocent kid without malice.
-I think the key scene of the Mod aside from Natsuki's thrashing, it's the one with MC and Kotonoha in the bathroom. I don't think it needs explanation.
That summarizes the end "Poem". They finally catch Natsuki (The Innocence) and snatch her out of MC. At that point, the girl can't bear with the memories (the real ones) and starts punching her head in desperation.
I don't know if I forget anything. Nothing is put there randomly, everything has a meaning.
Aside from that, the message of the Mod is that line at the end and what you explained in your comment.
Don't worry about leaving long comments. I love them. It makes my work and myself feel very appreciated. Thank you.
@@Candyiela Yes, I had realized the poem and the rest of the mod were the "same" thing. But I really was having a hard time explaining myself, this one really hit hard... That's why I felt my comment was all over the place.
Also I am very aware that nothing in your mods is random, that's exactly what makes them so good! It's one thing to have a good idea for a mod, it's another one entirely to tell it. Everything contributes to pushing the message of the mod forward, or emphasize the feeling of a scene. It's really great.
@@Candyiela wait so, are most mods based off of like psychological stuff? Cause if so it would explain alot
@@PPedroFernandes Yes, this one is the most painful one I ever written. I haven't cried with a Mod of my own since the "Sayori Gets a Cat" one. This one annihilated me.
@@iznics2381 Yes. Most of them have a meaning or a message behind it.
God. This has to be one of the most terrifying stories here on yt... Make more plis!
Can you tell me what the hell this mod was about? This guy makes the weirdest shit...
Bruh
@@AV20242its about how depressing life is
No offense but how the hell is this "one of most terrifying stories" this is just some random guy recording a ddlc for a game if u want terrifying go on the dw
It never cease to amaze me how you manage to put deep meanings behind actions/words/events/etc via DDLC characters in your mods whilst providing genuine interesting to watch content at the same
Its honestly quiet scary and respectable how you can pull of both of it at the same time, it always a rollercoaster of themes and emotions. Don't know why but it always reminded me of Silent Hill games. Symbolism hidden behind often horrific, or otherwise scary sights
Sorry, I ramble again
In short
Awesome
What a brutal mod. your writing is just awesome. I was about to write that this is the most intense mod I've seen from this game, but I remembered "Insanely Obsessive". That's just the most disturbing thing I've ever seen in the web. Anyway, grat job, keep making grat mods like you always do! :D
MC May have been selfish but let’s get real, what was the girl sneaking around the music room for ? it’s especially suspicious that she was nowhere to be found for the rest of the video as if she sabotaged the console before MC touches it lol
Wow that is brutal...
I guess it makes the message very apparent
I like how you try to enlighten your viewers about what you find wrong in some behaviours. And about that: Well done, i think you're very good at this.
Tho this time there would have been some other ways to show it maybe ? I mean natsuki didn't deserve to go through all this xD.
Anyway, still a pretty good job, thanks ^^
It's the point of the story that Natsuki didn't deserve this. She had to endure the consequences of MC's actions more than him. The poem sums up the meaning of the whole story: MC corrupted the other's files to get attention, but it turned against him. The only one he didn't modify (Natsuki) had to help him but in the end got killed for that, even though MC was the one that got her involved in this.
"Be careful of your most whimsical dreams, because they might turn into your worst nightmare"
"Or someone else's".
Thank you Candyiela, whenever I see your mods like this, I always remember why I don't like romanticizing Obsessiveness and I don't want that for myself, that being said, it's always very interesting to watch your videos
PS: Thanks to Candy, I don't even think I like girls anymore, much less relationships.
"Sprites..."
"Wait, sprites?"
"Can I photoshop mine to make myself look more attractive?"
frrrr
innocence doesn’t get you far after all.
MX? /j
M.X reference. I like that
WAHOOOO!
Man, this is probably one of your best vids, really inspiring and so much to learn!
I remembered this after a year and came back to check it out again. So many different scenarios run through my head!
do you know the mod name
@@Aiden23935 It's not a playable mod, I was just saying I remember this video.
@@redessence23 ohhhh ok
Damn, I thought this would just be another horror-themed mod meant to be taken at face value. But after reading the pinned comment, the conversation in the reply section, and re-reading the message at the end of the video, I feel a degree of personal connection with the theme. Making choices that are seemingly playful and harmless in the moment can really fuck up those around you, and like the line in the mod said: I will never forget that.
Anyways, putting that aside, I really liked the elements of this mod. The continuous silence before the whole "I messed with the console and the characters have gone rampant" thing helped to build the tension, and the ambient sound effects after Monika showed up made it clear that something was wrong. What really made me feel the slightest degree of fear was the segment where the protagonist and Kotonoha are running; the description of Sayori and Monika *walking* towards them while they ran had me like "Oh, hell nah!" From there on I thought the whole thing would go down in a "You distract them and I get to the console" fashion, but I was slightly taken aback after reading that Natsuki was being physically crushed while crying out for help. That part was kind of messed up to me.
Regardless, really good job with this. I haven't enjoyed a mod video like this before, and you deserve all the credit for it.
Hey Anne (or Candy.) I really like your videos. You've even made me see things in a new way sort of. I've never thought about this sort of thing often, but I'm kind of glad you make videos. You give untouched topics a voice. You let them be seen because you know they are true. You want people to know the truth about our cold world. I know you may not think any of our feelings are genuine, but believe me, they are.
Good luck out there Anne. Sorry for rambling.
I really don't know what to say. As sad as the mod was in certain parts I am very impressed with the writing of it. I'm not going to pretend to know what it's meant to be about but I am very touched with the way it was made. And honestly I can kind of relate in some way. Not with the whole trying to take someone's innocence away but more of the me wanting to have at least some bit of affection from someone other than my family because like MC. I too unfortunately was not able to get a Valentine's. But overall I have to say, in terms of writing for the mod 10/10. Horror wise another 10/10. Sentimentality again 10/10 and overall feel for the mod 100/10. I know I say this a lot but please keep up the great content. It's people like you who remind me that there's still good people out here in the tough reality and I get that sometimes you like to believe you're somewhere else or someone else. I fall guilty of that myself with me always hoping to become someone like Spider-Man. Sorry for the rambling but I really enjoy your videos Anne. You're an angel and a superstar. And as one very special bear once said and I'm gonna paraphrase.....
Anne, you are my superstar.
Keep yourself safe and healthy and hopefully I'll see you in another video. 😘
Thank you very much.
@@Candyiela No problem
I love your DDLC mods so much!!!
You’re so good at making stuff like this! It actually really scares me
Ohh this was the Natsuki one right? That hit a lot harder than I thought it would
WoW that was -
Really good and sad at the same time …
And this managed to make me sad for Natsuki which is strange -
Anyway the mod and the message that come with it ares really good ( even if my little brain can’t process that much information , that’s what append when you don’t have more than 3 brain cells 😵💫 )
But yeah loneliness can make you do stupid things that you’ll regret, a lot sometimes -
also Anne if you’re reading this, your mods have improved a lot since I’ve take a break 😄
Oh and I hope you feel better since 😌
Anyway that’s all I have to say so thank for reading even if I don’t know why 🤷
For some reason i knew that this video would be different. I didn´t know why, but i wasn´t wrong.
That word......brings back a lot of memories....some of them good, most of them bad.
I don´t know why but i really wanted to cry while watching this video. I wasn´t able to do it. It´s been like this for a long time now.
I think that my desire to cry is because i can relate too, well....."this". Maybe thats why i see the world much darker than other people.
Sh1t, it thing i say too much.
Umm, good job Anne. This video shows us how really are you improving while making mods. No wonder why i see you as an inspiration.
Ah, por cierto. Todavía sigo con la idea de subir mi mod (aunque estoy tratando de buscar un programa de grabación que mi pc pueda soportar), aunque no estoy satisfecho con el resultado de este, siento que es demasiado básico. Tengo que darle algunos retoques (eso de ser un perfeccionista no me ayuda mucho que digamos, menos cuando veo la calidad de tus mods jaja).
I don't understand why this comment hasn't been loved by Candyiela
@@addchannelname2052 there's no need for that
@@destroytheend7558 Fair enough I just think it's a good comment.
Can't wait to see what will be in store for us!
Me quedo sin habla... Pero las palabras sobran para semejante obra, Anne. De veras te has superado esta vez con una hisoria, que si bien parece ser una reintroducción autoinducida a la pequeña novela que has hecho de las Dokis Obsesivas, el mensaje que dejas crudo y falto de censura me deja con mucho, mucho que pensar.
Es intrigante sobre manera ver la forma en que te has aproximado a Natsuki, como aquella luz rosada al final del lúgubre tunel que Candy habría construído sobre sí misma con su egoísmo y lujuria.
El poema, "su *inocencia*"...
Has hecho lo que no muchos han logrado, el que Natsuki genuinamente me importare...
Me gusta la forma inconclusa en que termina este vídeo, deja espacio a una secuela, que antes de realizarla, te mereces uno o más días de descanso tras esta magnum opus.
Gracias Anne, por proveer combustible para mis pesadillas.
Haces de mis noches la compensación por mis aburridos días de universitario.
Ya sé que siempre he comentado en inglés, pero a este idioma le veo muy pobre como para precisamente expresar lo que siento tras ser expuesto a esto hoy, y eso que me quedo corto.
I... I don't have the words to describe the emotional rollercoaster I just went through watching this. I just want to make a statement. We're all here for you, Anne. Whatever happened wasn't your fault. You shouldn't blame yourself for what happened. God I feel like that was such a nothing statement but it's the best I can do. If you need to vent about anything... Anything at all... Your community will always be here to listen. Have a good day/afternoon/night, Anne.
Que mal lo he pasado, pero si ver TODOS tus videos te ayuda, tendré que afrontar los videos más oscuros que subas, espero que no te sientas como en el video (con lo de manipular y eso) y, desde luego, tus mods cada vez son mejores, siempre confíe, cuidate Candy, un saludio
Gracias. Creo que este es el Mod que más me ha costado escribir. Me destruyó.
@@Candyiela Pues cada vez lo haces mejor, y si ay algo más que podamos hacer, solo pidelo, y ahora a por los 38k no?
@@Candyiela so sorry.
Oh my god this was such a good mod
I'm not the best person for critiques and all that, but I can say that this was really, really enjoyable to watch, and probably one of my favourites yet!
But then again, I think that for a lot of your mods haha
Genuinely though, everything about this mod was amazing, the message, the way it was structured, the effects, the plot, everything
Thank you yet again for another incredible mod Candy!
I actually started crying- This was so well done, I forgot I was watching a video! Keep up the amazing work!!
Wow, This was an extremely chilling Mod, Very well made . I like that Natsuki is the one who wasn't changed, she is my favorite Doki.
WTF this was much sadder than I thought. Even though i thought he hitting himself was not worth doing i can see why he would do it and i guess this taught a big lesson.
Candyiela... Im in shock, honestly this was amazing, the lines, the sprites, the context, even the final poem, I can't understand how someone could do such an amazing mod, I don't know if something is happening to you, Im sorry for not being so informed, but I want you to know something, maybe these days may look a little bit dark, and maybe they could be horrible, but you making this videos with your way to be, is what people sometimes need to keep pushing forward, you inspire people, sometimes you feel defeated, but I want to thanks you for everything you have done, honestly this has reach my hearth, so thank you for making this.
Sorry for my bad english btw.
Thank you very much for your comment.
@@Candyiela No, thanks to you, please keep doing this videos that are so incredible :D
That ending is gonna haunt me for a while
Such a sad turn of events...This is why lust is considered to be a very dumb move in these situations
Before I end this comment and try and forget about the hell that I just witnessed, I have but one thing to say to you all.
"Of all things you choose in life, you don't get to choose what your nightmares are. You don't pick them; 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕪 𝕡𝕚𝕔𝕜 𝕪𝕠𝕦"
MC wasn't moved by lust. He just wanted attention and affection. He even rejected Kotonoha. (Key scene from this Mod).
@@Candyiela Oh, I see..
Idk I must've gotten the wrong Idea then...
SOMEONE ALWAYS GETS HURT WHEN YOU CUT CORNERS! 😢😢😢😢😢😭😭😭😭😭😤😤😤😤😤👹👹👹👹👹👺👺👺👺👺👿👿👿👿👿👎👎👎👎👎👇👇👇👇👇 *STOP THIS, RIGHT NOW!!*
I think my nightmares aren’t that bad so they can pick me as long as they want 😅
I mean they are terrifying but I’m used to it by now
wait why am I saying that here?
welp I don’t even know myself if somebody thinks that’s interesting then that’s good for you I guess 😓
23:25 RIP Headphone users. ❤
As a young man being in MC's shoes at some point and as someone who's still single, I feel like I may have learned a tough lesson from this video. That'd teach me not to mess up a friendship or a relationship again...
All deep dives aside, keep up the good work! 😉👍
I like a lot your stories, they are terrifying and sad
Every mod with The Girl be like:
SHE hATE cHemIStry clASS
This Mod Has A Unique And Different Tone, This One Gave Me Memories Of The Very Sad Time In My Life...
A time when I was very... but very innocent, too innocent that everyone around me could deceive me, when I was 12 years old, I made a friend at school, next to him, I got closer to more people with he got along well. However, in late 2019, I started having a series of strange and realistic dreams about my friend.
Until In 2022, After Almost Two Years, Studying At Home, I Realized That I Fell In Love With Him, But.. My Friend... Didn't Feel The Same For Me, I Was So Innocent That I Ended Up Hurting Myself In The End. .. After several times & Years, falling in love with people who never felt the same way about me...
In my view, no one ever cared about me, that this ended up leading me to end up developing anxiety...
This Mod Teaches One Thing - ''Never let your desires take you so far, that you who saw them with joy, will see them in a much worse way in the future"
this hellfucking shit gave me emotions that nothing can give me,i thougth that i have no empathy but i can feel how was feeling every character on this terror shit,best thing that i have seen in my fucking life,i love it,nothing can be compared with this.
I'm curious as to why the Girl didn't stay to help just in case, I hate the Nats died, and I understand what MC wanted, the way he did it was awful but he just wanted some affection. Overall, good message.
MC: I choose all of them.
Piccolo: ALL OF THEM!?
Can't believe I missed out half of the video but this mod is good.
I hope there's a part 2 to this looking forward to what happens now
The more I think about the scene where natsuki gets beaten up, the more sad it becomes
They said, "We are going to beat you to death", and meant it literally.
Yeah, Natsuki's bleeding is too out of control, which means, they REALLY want her dead.
This is probably the fifth mod I've ever seen about this game, and... Well, I'm speechless. This is new, and I love it. But it really fucked with me the first time I saw it. I had to rewatch it to enjoy it. But it's a cool mod, I like it.
It's crazy what the human mind does when starved of affection. Those who are can think that the smallest gesture is a romantic sign. But, just like you said at the end, have conviction. Think things through, ask yourself what to do or if you even want this at all.
Holy shit what a master piece.
Seeing Natsuki just dead on the floor and even if it was just one frame I didn't even had a feeling but now idk why but I feel sad I mean she's my fav of the four dokis
This is more like the most terrifing stories like Learning with Pibby or something else, I love the files corrupted!
this is not how corrupted files look like, not even the less corrupted ones
2:57 30 days... as painful as the memories are now, I was never more content with life... never more free from depression. It's undeniable. I need this if I ever want to be okay.
3:22 It would've been easier if she did not. Then, I'd be able to hate her instead of questioning my own lack of worth.
3:41 Just for a day... just one more day... to keep me going.
3:55 One of them will love me... one of them must... right?
4:04 It sounds unsafe, now that I think about it... but then again, so did doing this in the first place.
4:10 I'm in too deep to back out now. I've already broken the rules.
4:51 Soon enough.
5:20 I can't be alone any longer... unless you'd like ME to be the one who breaks!
6:20 What if she's right? What if I never feel better? What then?
6:36 I just don't want to be alone anymore, god damn it! What about needing to be loved makes me so evil!?
7:48 I knew it wasn't safe! Damn you, heart of mine! Why must you corrupt my choices!
9:13 Stay calm... you can still fix this!
10:27 Just hurry! While I can still move! Fix what you broke!
11:25 Just push past her!
13:06 Deep breaths... I am calm and collected.
14:44 Get that parkour!
15:57 I'M SORRY FOR NOT DYING ALONE! IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT ME TO SAY!?
16:16 I know that I made a mistake and did the wrong thing! If you won't help me fix it, then at least stay out of the way!
24:24 Random chance. I needed to leave someone untouched to act as a control. To measure the difference. It was only when I chose to be an idiot and push things further than they were meant to go that it stopped being relevant.
Uhhhhhhhh D-Dokis a-are you alright? Wait....NO STOP AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
this is so fucking funny after what i just witnesses 23:57
casualy tells you how you unlocked something
“You don’t understand I HAD to do it! The curiosity was killing me and I couldn’t accept that I had already done everything! I’m not the bad guy I was just lost!”
-The bad guy…
Monika looks like she is staring directly into my soul
*Transforms to Ultra Instinct Omen Sonic*
Ya no sé que puedo comentar a este punto. Es mucho para procesar,y como el MC: no soy bueno dando consejos. Simplemente te mando un abrazo y que Dios te bendiga. No quiero imaginar lo que estás sufriendo.
19:46 I jumped out of my skin I had headphones on
Me really into the video and getting serious 5 mins later Google ad with a song in it KILLED ME 💀💀💀
files *get corrupted*
Natski: howabout NOOOOOOOOO! (Refuses to dye by these means and affection remains uneffected.
1:47 billie eilish part caught me off guard
I like how Natsuki in the thumbnail is just like
"Erm... What the sigma?"
MC’s first thought:
“Can I photoshop myself to look more attractive”
Holy...
The ending was so awesome..it got be shocked
Man every single time I watch a ddlc mod it’s so good ass it really affects me with emotion and questions great job whoever made this mod
one of my favorite things playing mods of DDLC is thinking that the other girls are even worst than monika itself
This is gonna be my own Sodor Fallout crossover lol
Jesus
Okay! So no commentary, that’s a good sign!
*Monika Strangling me*
“Yo...You should have.....g....gone for the hea....head”
Glowing eyes = bad ending
I think I have heard that word before, from one tall plumber dude...
This... is wild.
I was new to the channel and i like to say that the mod is great, but i was wondering who's the other girls? I haven't played the new ddlc yet so i was confused lol. Great story tho
Ah yes, the curiousity. What if I make some variables that is not meant to exceed it's limit to exceed it's limit
2:25 Me, whose pseudonym is Tomoko: uh… what an interesting coincidence-
Spoopy
At 4:11 i just thought, oh man this is gonna end well. I know from other games, that you really shouldnt mess with game files, if you dont know anything about that!
Mc is stupid.
he could've avoided this if he gained love legitimately i mean the girls already like him why couldn't he done more and they could've love him?
Thats why i comfort natsuki as always
Billie eilish---bury a friend mp3😂😂😂
Am i the only one Who cant stop staring at There eyes?
@Candyiela Okay imma be honest I thought that Candy was beating her head on the wall or floor at the end after Natsuki was brutalized and I was like is she about to destroy her skull or something cause tbh I don't blame her for beating her own head like that after she realized how bad she fucked up because tbh that sounds like something I would do if I was in her position in that exact situation due to extreme guilt ...... Damn that mod was deep ...... I think you might make a great director for a horror movie Candyiela 🎬
1. Who are these added characters?
2. In this mod... do they ALL just know they're characters in a game and the player is playing it?
3. Are there any mods that are HAPPY/more normal VN compared to DDLC's existential horror style? What I'm looking for most in a mod or expansion is a way to earn a win condition that lets you play the game like a normal dating sim, lol.
Well uh that mod was something 😳
18:25 LMAO
23:55 Black dialog window
Chronic dissatisfaction..you know the rolling stones hit..lol 🤣😂🤪😅
Honestly I would have just used Detroit become human choice references:
(Triangle symbol) to Give up
O to suicide
(Square symbol) to reason
X to find a weapon
I was playing DDLC with my dad, and i asked him this:
“Hey dad, whose your least favorite character?”
“MC”
Wow nice video, im from Btazil
i hope that marker wasnt permanent...
POV: you just wanted to play the new call of duty.
Will you please give me a download link for this mod? I'LL PAY YOU FOR IT!
I have a question that I’m not willing to do on my Monika After Story mod. What will happen if Monika asks if it’s me and I say no? Will she ask if I died?
Is it some leapracon back to the hood shit
This is very intense and...one could almost take it as a personal journey. Its very very good though, disturbing as all hell.
18:31 lol look at natsuki
well, ppretty sure yuri winds up broooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooken aaaananananananannanananananananananananananana
wait how is natski normalalalallll? are they, just fucking not dying because the refuse. UNDYNE RE-
What wpuld've happened if they were all at the limit though not over
Here's a fun fact for you: Mio was actually leaked in this video, but not the character design.
12:45 at least you know