P.S. This video should be taken with a pinch of salt! While I do have my creative urges, I still love technology! So don’t worry (if… you intended to worry ;)) - I’m not going anywhere with my data engineering & machine learning content!
I know my comment may not mean much to you but I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for making this video! I was supposed to be binge watching videos on DATA but became curious on what Enneagram meant. I thought it was DATA related, lol. I clicked on it and to my suprise, I was able to relate to everything that you go through on a daily basis. No matter how much astrology I've learnt, I was never able to pinpoint what my inner self problem was. So, I started binge watching Enneagram Type 4 and found a lot of good tips on what I can do that will help me. I now feel like I have a second chance and can now work on myself the right way! SO THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH!! ❤️😍😊😘✌🏼 I'll be watching the rest of your videos now. 👌🏽
Keeping the future/deepest dreams at a distance -- that is something that most descriptions of the 4 don't quite capture. The 4s are seen as melancholic and dreamy but the patterns behind that are sometimes mischaracterized. This was fun yet pretty accurate! Thanks for this
Wow. I finally understand why I avoid responding to texts so often! And the masterpiece that will allow me to die happy still eludes me. 😂 I am actually stunned by how relatable this was. Thanks for sharing!
This is the most honest yet painful video to watch about myself. But I got to say, I had a very good laugh throughout the video. Well done and thank you for capturing Type 4 so accurately! 👏👏👏
It was the most unique and fun, "Day in the life of" video. Which was not only a video but a nice short film. The creativity shines bright in the film, loved it 👍
Love this! You captured the type 4 perfectly. When you talked about how you fantasy about your future self and don't have time to be tidy that totally resonated with me. Are you a wing 5? I am totally getting 4w5 vibes. 💜
Didn't know what to say it's a very strong video. But, ""I very rarely think in words at all. A thought comes, and I may try to express in words afterwards. - Einstein""
So glad I found this video. It's like you know exactly what's going in in my mind!! For a while I thought I might have ADD because of all the daydreaming and inner dialogue, but now I know it's not only me. Thank you 💗
High five and love from this "5w4" :). 2:50 hits home here, too. Definitely something (among others) the 4's and 5's share. Beautifully written & creative editing. Thank you for your transparency. S
Hello there! Great to hear from someone who's also interested in Enneagram (and who makes videos too!). There's surely a lot of overlap between type 4w5 and 5w4, so that makes sense ;) Thank you!
CONGRATULATIONS for this Short film , it exactly describes what's going on inside my head and how I ultimately spend My days . Finally someone has brought this into light with the most beautiful form ... I'm sending a lot of love ❤️
This life is short to find ourselves and discover who we are, (“work for a better life as if you live forever, And work for a better end as if you die tomorrow” Imam Ali)
omg the first 30 seconds!!! get out of my head!!! I was searching for how a 4 deals with time management.... what a great day in the life of a 4! well done!
Watching this video and Reading through the comments here actually made me so relieved. The fact that so many people go through this. Isnt it odd that most of us ended up actually doing CS? Maybe that is to say something. I read somewhere that your intuition always has control even of your logical mind (so you can't and dont HAVE to force it), you always do end up doing what you're meant to do even in the face of a thousand constraints. I was surprised to see that a lot of your commenters (including me) seem to have an interest in personality psychology, philosophy and Computer Science subfields, even when they find your channel randomly lol. Like I'm not the only one who brought up MBTI in one of your machine learning videos lmaoo wth. I would love if you created a discord server or reddit community for all of us, I really think we could benefit from talking to each other.
I would agree that your subconscious might "take control" over your logical mind, but I'm not sure if that always means that you'll end up doing what you're meant to do. Sadly many people are in the eternal grip of those constraints that you've mentioned. I'm delighted to see people like you here. I was hoping I'm not the only one. I think the Discord idea is a great one - I'll definitely think about it. Thanks :)
If I spoke everything that I thought, people would be very concerned 😂 Just today, I asked myself, "What if I reach the potential that I aspire to. What happens after?" 🤔
I am deeply fascinated by the way you articulate your true essence into words, and also by the authentic energy that you hold to put all these articulations in front of us, the digital fake geeks. I prepared for civil services exams for two years; for I explored different knowledge avenues like Psychology, Sociology, Anthropology, Philosophy, and History despite having engineering graduation. Now while seeking a career in ML and DS, I often question the fundamentals of me: Who am I, What the hell I am looking forward to do, and so on. It's all of me is fake and unauthentic.
I can totally relate to what you are saying. Sometimes I think that this whispering in my head will never cease, even if I completely change the direction of my life. Hmm, one can only find out by experiencing a change!
if someone was to observe/hear what sort of thoughts passing through my mind in a typical day of mine, i feel like they'd probably say: "is this a way to live a life?!" yet, here is the reality. very similar :)
Omg this is me…🤦🏽♀️ I hate being a 4 sometimes. I love our creative brilliance but we are so damn dramatic. Want to be alone but yet pine for a lover. Computer/tech savvy. Staying up late. We want to be saved from ourselves, yet won’t let anyone get close enough. And the musings…. Ugh I hate us sometimes lol 😂
i just day dream all day. being stuck in my room because my families toxic, watching shows, listening to music reading book. this has been my life for the past 5 years. after college I still haven't figured out what to do with my life.
There must be an emerging intersection between machine learning/AI, psychology and philosophy. Can you find a career that combines your creative interests? That's where you'll truly thrive I suspect. Good work.
It's good to know I'm not the only one with these insecurities about creativity, I would like to have enough time to sharp every single skill I think I have and although it isn't easy I believe the best way to do it is just to realize that we can't be perfect and that's actually key in order to add authenticity to what we do.
Ohhh my Lord!!!!! How hilariously true!!!! I often wondered why I didn’t have a stack of family photos on my computer, instead of art works from every conceivable angel!!! This Video, showed perfectly every nuance, ( in a short time ), of thought, and emotion. The tragic face, oh My!!!! To the casual reference to Tarantino. Yes, what? Oh That. Just something I’m reading Doystoefsky’s The Fool... This was really helpful to me. I’m working on awareness of my weaknesses. And this video reminded me: Humility and team work are life long qualities E 4’s are “ missing “. Thanks for this work of Art!🌟🌈🌷👍👍👍👍
oh my effing god, here i am, an ever distracted scriptwriter and filmmaker continually working on my masterpiece but never quite getting there, thinking my experience to be so unique, haha, and watching this video was crazy, makes you think if we're all programmed or something xD but i enjoyed the video. thanks :)
@@karolinasowinska Yes, the forest! That's wild it's such a widely used pattern. I think we could all use more nature in our lives, even when we're just hanging out indoors, haha. Keep on making relatable content for us 4's and expressing that inner-world! :)
Man I don't like being categorized but unfortunately I can relate. Other than wanting a hero. Unless that hero is the perfect medication, meditation or supplement to keep the self loathing away. Or maybe the hottest woman I can possibly find. But I don't need her to be the rock in the relationship. I would feel too ashamed of that and probably break it off. But yup - guess I'm a damn 4.
This was such a creative way of doing a vlog, raw and real but also humorous ❤️ like a short film in itself. Also, i can relate to a lot of what you’ve said - we all have those days....absolutely loved this - especially with the drawings as you were telling a story - are they yours? Great job! Im waiting for more 😊
Thanks! ❤️I intended to make this a short film, so I'm glad it gives off that vibe! Yes, indeed, the drawing are mine although obviously they're very sketchy!
Hello Karolina haven't seen any of the latest videos been on a break as I felt I had a lack of time and the content fell like straying from what I wanted to invest my time in atm. I have to say This describes most people nowadays at some point in their life and it has many names Midlife crisis Finding a purpose Am I really doing everything I can to grasp my full untapped potential ? The answer is Whatever you are doing in most cases it is enough. We can always be doing more and the more you do the higher the cost for your sanity. You have to meet this process halfway and more see where you want to go between where you are and what you suppose is your best outcome. Then focus on doing that while revaluating whenever you feel like it (at least every 3 months) Other than that I find ironoc, the importance you give to your own authentic creativity and later on you add having plastic surgery planned, I assum the contrast there was intended. Cheers , PS piano bit was interesting but a bit overwhelming
Hey, nice to see you here again. It is true that a lot of people end up pursuing unfulfilling careers. But I wouldn't agree that this is "enough". You can call me a romantic, but I think people should pursue things that are aligned with their strengths. That's not about doing "more and more". It's about doing the right thing in life, the right thing for you. I don't see anything inauthentic in plastic surgeries, especially when I happily talk about it. It's a step towards beauty and increased self-confidence. In fact, I mentioned it in the video, because Enneagram type 4 has a tendecy to gravitate towards plastic surgeries, so I thought that's fitting!
@@karolinasowinska though you frame it nicely, it is hard to agree (as it is hard to disagree) Now that financial education is common I find a lot of people suffering by the term opportunity cost and the idea that relaxation comes at cost of every opportunity. That along with having struggles to improve your life can leave you in an ever anxious negative cycle. The continuous effort is bound to break that cycle in certain cases but for the majority it seems that people will just abandon the ship first (like the video you made about writing if I remember correctly or in general when to quit and how we sometimes picture something as ideal while it makes us unhappy and is more the utopian idea of it )
After watch all your video I think you should become a psychologist 🙃 There are a lot of application of computer science in psychologi. In I. A field for example is really interesting study how uman brain works, how our emotions/feeling works and also the difference between creative and logical part. You can put cs skills and your creative side into psychology field, it ll be amazing. Ps sorry for my English 😂 I probably "invented" Some words.
I would love to be a psychologist in an alternate world! ;) And I suppose you are right, there are definitely areas that combine CS and psychology, although I'm not sure if I'm after the interesection of the two.
@@karolinasowinska if you don't have problem with job and you still like study, you can take a msc in psychology and maybe become a psychologist in the future. I knew that in UK msc admission requirements are more "flexible , for example with a bachelor in cs or stat you can apply into finance or psychologi(random example) while in Italy is impossible.
I just took an Enneagram survey that said I was a 4. Though I knew it was accurate, I was disappointed, and thought some of the other numbers might reflect my personality better. Then I watched this video ... a video that is _very disturbingly_ about *ME.* Now what do I do ...?
OMG from 2:50 that's my biggest fear aswell. I reacted exactly like you while watching the video.. P.S: Hope you remember me, one of your original subscribers! I correctly guessed you were enneagram 4 when you first did you enneagram type video!
I replied to your comment, but it seems to never have appeared here! Anyway, of course I do remember you! :) I'm wondering now, are you also type 4? (I can't remember if you mentioned that under that unlisted video!) I wouldn't be surprised given your reaction to 2:50!
@@karolinasowinska eyy you remember me from that unlisted video nice! haha yeah I expected you were going to reply and now I know what happened! For sure, I'm an enneagram type 4 too! That's how I guessed u were aswell in that unlisted video :D hope you're doing well though ! and your videos are as always fantastic 🙌
Hey Karolina. Thanks for all the efforts you are doing to help us the junior data engineers. I have a question. I made a python script to loop over folders and subfolders having CSVs related to sectors like water, sanitation and other. The script will extract metadata for each CSV and check for data quality like number of blank or duplicated rows then clean them then clear all na values and upload the files as tables into snowflake clouds. Then uploading headers of each file into a table for indicator tracing later on using a dashboard. Can I call this my first pipeline ? Is there any advice on how to improve such scripts ?
Am I the only person who seems to never have random thoughts lol...of course from time to time I do but in my day to day life my mind is just blank. It'sakward when people ask me what I'm thinking about when I'm clearly drifting somewhere and all I can say is "literally nothing". I'm either a type 9 or 4.
What an interesting (and in many ways relatable) video! Do you know what your MBTI is? I’m an INFP and enneagram 4w5…I also work in analytics! Must be a good fit career/personality wise
4:29 Why do you want a better face? o_O It is perfect as it is. I hope the scheduled plastic surgery was fiction. I have been watching your other videos, where you said you were an atheist. This made me wondering what your opinion is on the Simulation Hypothesis by Nick Bostrom, since you are a coder and data scientist. Could you perhaps do a video on this subject one day please? I am incredible curious what your thoughts are on this topic. :)
@@karolinasowinska oh thank goodness, please don't fall into the rabbit hole of plastic surgery. There is this Jewish UA-camster, who did a nose-job, and she got screwed over by the plastic surgeon, where she cannot breath through one nostril and sounds like she's got a cold all the time. She is practically forced to get another surgery to fix that "mistake", they are clearly just milking the cash cow. :-/ Next to the Simulation Hypothesis, where a deity could simply be the software developer of the sim and therefore God might exist that way, could you also research and discus the topic of biodiversity perhaps? I'd like you to realise that your unique DNA matters and looking different is actually an incredible good thing. I don't know if you are getting horrible UA-cam comments or something else, but I love your face and all its features, so please please please don't get another one and also do not listen to any negativity from toxic people, if there any in your life...
Oh, that's very kind of you to say that. I see flaws in myself everywhere, such is my nature I suppose! It's not a secret that I'm paying particular attention to my nose, and I often imagine how much my face would improve if my nose was different!
P.S. This video should be taken with a pinch of salt! While I do have my creative urges, I still love technology! So don’t worry (if… you intended to worry ;)) - I’m not going anywhere with my data engineering & machine learning content!
I know my comment may not mean much to you but I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for making this video!
I was supposed to be binge watching videos on DATA but became curious on what Enneagram meant. I thought it was DATA related, lol.
I clicked on it and to my suprise, I was able to relate to everything that you go through on a daily basis.
No matter how much astrology I've learnt, I was never able to pinpoint what my inner self problem was. So, I started binge watching Enneagram Type 4 and found a lot of good tips on what I can do that will help me.
I now feel like I have a second chance and can now work on myself the right way!
SO THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH!! ❤️😍😊😘✌🏼
I'll be watching the rest of your videos now. 👌🏽
@@spyce1102 I'm very glad to hear that you went down this particular rabbit hole, I do think Enneagram is a good self development tool :)
Keeping the future/deepest dreams at a distance -- that is something that most descriptions of the 4 don't quite capture. The 4s are seen as melancholic and dreamy but the patterns behind that are sometimes mischaracterized. This was fun yet pretty accurate! Thanks for this
I'm glad I managed to convey something that perhaps is not always clear about this type!
I think we are in the same process of finding our Ikigai (reason for being). Nice video!!!
I've heard of Ikigai before, but I've never read extensively about it. Now is the time, thanks for reminding me about this concept!
Wow. I finally understand why I avoid responding to texts so often! And the masterpiece that will allow me to die happy still eludes me. 😂 I am actually stunned by how relatable this was. Thanks for sharing!
This is the most honest yet painful video to watch about myself. But I got to say, I had a very good laugh throughout the video.
Well done and thank you for capturing Type 4 so accurately! 👏👏👏
Nice to hear from a fellow 4! :) Thank you!
You've done such an amazing job capturing how I feel on a daily basis!
I'm glad this was relatable, high five fellow 4(?) :)
It was the most unique and fun, "Day in the life of" video. Which was not only a video but a nice short film. The creativity shines bright in the film, loved it 👍
Wow, your words really warmed my heart. Thank you for saying that!
I am a Type 4 and I feel so seen 🙈❤️
same here
You made me love data engineering and machine learning. Too much love and respect..
It makes me very happy that my vidoes could inspire. Thank you!
Love this! You captured the type 4 perfectly. When you talked about how you fantasy about your future self and don't have time to be tidy that totally resonated with me.
Are you a wing 5? I am totally getting 4w5 vibes.
💜
New Title: Day in the life of 5W4 as they procrastinate by thinking important or perhaps unimportant theories and random things.
This has me feeling embarrassed, annoyed, impatient, and a little relieved.
Totally understand not responding to messages 😆😂😬 And the fear of dying without fulfilling my creative potential. 🙁
Fellow 4? :)
Didn't know what to say it's a very strong video. But,
""I very rarely think in words at all. A thought comes, and I may try to express in words afterwards. - Einstein""
That will suffice! ;)
So glad I found this video. It's like you know exactly what's going in in my mind!! For a while I thought I might have ADD because of all the daydreaming and inner dialogue, but now I know it's not only me. Thank you 💗
I am laughing because this is my inner dialogue.
This is a great video. I really, really enjoy it. Thank you for sharing.
I'm glad that the video hit close to home :)
Jesus! You did not have to call me out like that. My god the accuracy of this video is frightening. Like every SINGLE word you said is soo true.
Ah, fours...aren't we all clones, striving for uniqueness haha
High five and love from this "5w4" :). 2:50 hits home here, too. Definitely something (among others) the 4's and 5's share. Beautifully written & creative editing. Thank you for your transparency. S
Hello there! Great to hear from someone who's also interested in Enneagram (and who makes videos too!). There's surely a lot of overlap between type 4w5 and 5w4, so that makes sense ;) Thank you!
Spot on, especially the part about dying without fulfilling my creative potential!
CONGRATULATIONS for this Short film , it exactly describes what's going on inside my head and how I ultimately spend My days . Finally someone has brought this into light with the most beautiful form ... I'm sending a lot of love ❤️
This life is short to find ourselves and discover who we are, (“work for a better life as if you live forever, And work for a better end as if you die tomorrow” Imam Ali)
Yet we are on the never-ending quest to find out the answer!
Karolina Sowinska 🤗🌹
omg the first 30 seconds!!! get out of my head!!! I was searching for how a 4 deals with time management.... what a great day in the life of a 4! well done!
Beautifully shown the life of enneagram 4 💛💛💛 when we do what makes us happy and follow our intuition we can find our path
Exactly... I do wish for everyone to get on the right path in life
Watching this video and Reading through the comments here actually made me so relieved. The fact that so many people go through this. Isnt it odd that most of us ended up actually doing CS? Maybe that is to say something. I read somewhere that your intuition always has control even of your logical mind (so you can't and dont HAVE to force it), you always do end up doing what you're meant to do even in the face of a thousand constraints.
I was surprised to see that a lot of your commenters (including me) seem to have an interest in personality psychology, philosophy and Computer Science subfields, even when they find your channel randomly lol. Like I'm not the only one who brought up MBTI in one of your machine learning videos lmaoo wth.
I would love if you created a discord server or reddit community for all of us, I really think we could benefit from talking to each other.
I would agree that your subconscious might "take control" over your logical mind, but I'm not sure if that always means that you'll end up doing what you're meant to do. Sadly many people are in the eternal grip of those constraints that you've mentioned.
I'm delighted to see people like you here. I was hoping I'm not the only one. I think the Discord idea is a great one - I'll definitely think about it. Thanks :)
If I spoke everything that I thought, people would be very concerned 😂 Just today, I asked myself, "What if I reach the potential that I aspire to. What happens after?" 🤔
There's always more, and more you can be... there are no limits to one's potential! :)
I am deeply fascinated by the way you articulate your true essence into words, and also by the authentic energy that you hold to put all these articulations in front of us, the digital fake geeks.
I prepared for civil services exams for two years; for I explored different knowledge avenues like Psychology, Sociology, Anthropology, Philosophy, and History despite having engineering graduation.
Now while seeking a career in ML and DS, I often question the fundamentals of me: Who am I, What the hell I am looking forward to do, and so on. It's all of me is fake and unauthentic.
I can totally relate to what you are saying. Sometimes I think that this whispering in my head will never cease, even if I completely change the direction of my life. Hmm, one can only find out by experiencing a change!
Had to drop a second comment on this video. It's crazy how close this is as a 4w5sp.
if someone was to observe/hear what sort of thoughts passing through my mind in a typical day of mine, i feel like they'd probably say: "is this a way to live a life?!" yet, here is the reality. very similar :)
Oy! The endless inner dialogue 😱
Yep... such a tiring thing!
uiiiiiii.... I would like to wake up every single day during the rest of my life with you! 🥰🌹
wow! I just discovered I am a 4 and this video is like looking in a mirror. You really captured it!! Well done and thanks!
MMMMMHHHH Good one Karolina!
I've just noticed your comment! Thanks, fellow 4!
WOAH. This was like looking in a personal thought mirror for me.
We've all been there. U should relax and enjoy some time with yourself. We love your videos:)
😊 Thank you!
Omg this is me…🤦🏽♀️
I hate being a 4 sometimes. I love our creative brilliance but we are so damn dramatic.
Want to be alone but yet pine for a lover.
Computer/tech savvy.
Staying up late.
We want to be saved from ourselves, yet won’t let anyone get close enough.
And the musings…. Ugh
I hate us sometimes lol 😂
i just day dream all day. being stuck in my room because my families toxic, watching shows, listening to music reading book. this has been my life for the past 5 years. after college I still haven't figured out what to do with my life.
An underrated youtuber! :D
Oh thank you!
@@karolinasowinska You're welcome! Keep making good content :D
@@karolinasowinska oh and that keep making good content part is just for motivation, just for context.
haha. I haven't heard anyone talk about the enneagram in a long time. If I remember well, I'm a type 8.
Thanks, because of you my two Twitter accounts apis got approved.
You're really good at this.
Thank you :)
There must be an emerging intersection between machine learning/AI, psychology and philosophy. Can you find a career that combines your creative interests? That's where you'll truly thrive I suspect. Good work.
Perhaps you're right. Thanks!
Nah , I was about to say this too!
It's good to know I'm not the only one with these insecurities about creativity, I would like to have enough time to sharp every single skill I think I have and although it isn't easy I believe the best way to do it is just to realize that we can't be perfect and that's actually key in order to add authenticity to what we do.
It is true, we cannot perfect every single skill in life. I guess the question is - what do you focus your limited time on?
@@karolinasowinska I agree! Great video by the way you're doing quite well in the creativity department for shure, keep the good content :)
@@rubenalejandro7763 Oh, thank you, that's the best compliment I could hear! :)
this is the confirmation i am a type 4
High five!
Ohhh my Lord!!!!!
How hilariously true!!!!
I often wondered why
I didn’t have a stack of family photos on my computer, instead of art works from every conceivable angel!!!
This Video, showed perfectly every nuance,
( in a short time ), of thought, and emotion.
The tragic face, oh My!!!!
To the casual reference to Tarantino.
Yes, what?
Oh That.
Just something I’m reading Doystoefsky’s
The Fool...
This was really helpful to me. I’m working on awareness of my weaknesses. And this video reminded me:
Humility and team work are life long qualities E 4’s are “ missing “.
Thanks for this work of Art!🌟🌈🌷👍👍👍👍
Thank you so much for your comment, Nina! Knowing that the video was relatable for you means a lot!
Thx for putting this on video! 😅 Helps not just to read about the enneagram.
Wow, I think I'm going exactly through this right now!
I hope you'll find the internal peace!
This channel is great so thx for keeping it up!
Glad you enjoy it! :)
"I went to the cafe to read the screenplay for Pulp Fiction"
Why are you attacking me?? So crazy accurate
Haha high five, fellow 4 I presume? :)
@@karolinasowinska yup 🙏 XD
This is perfect! Thank you
Wow, this hit me so hard! So relatable it's insane!
This is so spot on...
oh my effing god, here i am, an ever distracted scriptwriter and filmmaker continually working on my masterpiece but never quite getting there, thinking my experience to be so unique, haha, and watching this video was crazy, makes you think if we're all programmed or something xD but i enjoyed the video. thanks :)
I relate HARD. Also, we have the same tapestry!
Haha, the forest? ;) I recently discovered that it is a very popular pattern indeed, I even saw it on shower curtains!
@@karolinasowinska Yes, the forest! That's wild it's such a widely used pattern. I think we could all use more nature in our lives, even when we're just hanging out indoors, haha. Keep on making relatable content for us 4's and expressing that inner-world! :)
Keep it up. One day you make a great UA-camr.
Thank you so much 😀
😂 It’s awesome! I like this level of truth!
Mmm, i felt this. Thank you
Lot of truth here. Its funny I find myself saying the same things.
You are awesome- keep it up and keep trying :)!!
I thought you would as an 4w5! :) Oh, thanks, and same to you! I've only seen one video so far? I'm waiting for more!
@@karolinasowinska don't say that shhhh.. Ugh. Its hard for me to keep making videos and I'm sure it is for you too. Thanks for the encouragement. :)
@@andytheindividual3862 yeah, sorry, I thought that would be the case, yet I desperately wanted to encourage!
Greetings from a 5w4 python Developer, very nice video. :)
Oh hey, glad to hear someone knew enneagram before! :) Thank you! :)
One of my repetitive thoughts is wondering what people will do if I die 😂
Nice one!
Man I don't like being categorized but unfortunately I can relate. Other than wanting a hero. Unless that hero is the perfect medication, meditation or supplement to keep the self loathing away. Or maybe the hottest woman I can possibly find. But I don't need her to be the rock in the relationship. I would feel too ashamed of that and probably break it off. But yup - guess I'm a damn 4.
……… 😧this is exactly me…. like, to a T…truly spooky
In the Halloween spirit!
This was such a creative way of doing a vlog, raw and real but also humorous ❤️ like a short film in itself. Also, i can relate to a lot of what you’ve said - we all have those days....absolutely loved this - especially with the drawings as you were telling a story - are they yours? Great job! Im waiting for more 😊
Thanks! ❤️I intended to make this a short film, so I'm glad it gives off that vibe! Yes, indeed, the drawing are mine although obviously they're very sketchy!
Give me a character that gets crushed by life or a tragic hero
Hello Karolina haven't seen any of the latest videos been on a break as I felt I had a lack of time and the content fell like straying from what I wanted to invest my time in atm.
I have to say
This describes most people nowadays at some point in their life and it has many names
Midlife crisis
Finding a purpose
Am I really doing everything I can to grasp my full untapped potential ?
The answer is
Whatever you are doing in most cases it is enough.
We can always be doing more and the more you do the higher the cost for your sanity. You have to meet this process halfway and more see where you want to go between where you are and what you suppose is your best outcome. Then focus on doing that while revaluating whenever you feel like it (at least every 3 months)
Other than that I find ironoc, the importance you give to your own authentic creativity and later on you add having plastic surgery planned, I assum the contrast there was intended.
Cheers ,
PS piano bit was interesting but a bit overwhelming
Hey, nice to see you here again. It is true that a lot of people end up pursuing unfulfilling careers. But I wouldn't agree that this is "enough". You can call me a romantic, but I think people should pursue things that are aligned with their strengths. That's not about doing "more and more". It's about doing the right thing in life, the right thing for you.
I don't see anything inauthentic in plastic surgeries, especially when I happily talk about it. It's a step towards beauty and increased self-confidence. In fact, I mentioned it in the video, because Enneagram type 4 has a tendecy to gravitate towards plastic surgeries, so I thought that's fitting!
@@karolinasowinska though you frame it nicely, it is hard to agree (as it is hard to disagree)
Now that financial education is common I find a lot of people suffering by the term opportunity cost and the idea that relaxation comes at cost of every opportunity.
That along with having struggles to improve your life can leave you in an ever anxious negative cycle.
The continuous effort is bound to break that cycle in certain cases but for the majority it seems that people will just abandon the ship first (like the video you made about writing if I remember correctly or in general when to quit and how we sometimes picture something as ideal while it makes us unhappy and is more the utopian idea of it )
Thank you for this ❤️
doing so much sports :o ( going from bedroom to living room ) :D my PC is in my bedroom :3
I know! I'm putting up with a lot of discomfort in my life!
What an oddly satisfying video
Oddly satisfying... I'm happy that this is the kind of feeling that it gave you :)
I'm really eager to see the next episode :D
"Wheres the breaks on this fucking thing??!" - Me to life.
Haha and where's the "hibernate " button?
After watch all your video I think you should become a psychologist 🙃
There are a lot of application of computer science in psychologi.
In I. A field for example is really interesting study how uman brain works, how our emotions/feeling works and also the difference between creative and logical part.
You can put cs skills and your creative side into psychology field, it ll be amazing.
Ps sorry for my English 😂 I probably "invented" Some words.
I would love to be a psychologist in an alternate world! ;) And I suppose you are right, there are definitely areas that combine CS and psychology, although I'm not sure if I'm after the interesection of the two.
@@karolinasowinska if you don't have problem with job and you still like study, you can take a msc in psychology and maybe become a psychologist in the future.
I knew that in UK msc admission requirements are more "flexible , for example with a bachelor in cs or stat you can apply into finance or psychologi(random example) while in Italy is impossible.
Cannot stop thinking y’all. 😂💔
I just took an Enneagram survey that said I was a 4. Though I knew it was accurate, I was disappointed, and thought some of the other numbers might reflect my personality better. Then I watched this video ... a video that is _very disturbingly_ about *ME.*
Now what do I do ...?
Hi there! Hmm, I don't have any advice, I haven't figured it out myself!
@@karolinasowinska Thanks for responding. It still makes me feel better to know I'm not alone.
OMG from 2:50 that's my biggest fear aswell. I reacted exactly like you while watching the video..
P.S: Hope you remember me, one of your original subscribers! I correctly guessed you were enneagram 4 when you first did you enneagram type video!
I replied to your comment, but it seems to never have appeared here! Anyway, of course I do remember you! :) I'm wondering now, are you also type 4? (I can't remember if you mentioned that under that unlisted video!) I wouldn't be surprised given your reaction to 2:50!
@@karolinasowinska eyy you remember me from that unlisted video nice! haha yeah I expected you were going to reply and now I know what happened!
For sure, I'm an enneagram type 4 too! That's how I guessed u were aswell in that unlisted video :D hope you're doing well though !
and your videos are as always fantastic 🙌
U r doing great . 👍🏻
Thanks Ryan :)
Did you do the illustrations? How long does it take you to make a video like this? This is really good
Thank you! :) Yes, I did the illustrations. It takes me slightly longer than a standard video, probably about 20-30h!
Hey Karolina. Thanks for all the efforts you are doing to help us the junior data engineers. I have a question. I made a python script to loop over folders and subfolders having CSVs related to sectors like water, sanitation and other. The script will extract metadata for each CSV and check for data quality like number of blank or duplicated rows then clean them then clear all na values and upload the files as tables into snowflake clouds. Then uploading headers of each file into a table for indicator tracing later on using a dashboard. Can I call this my first pipeline ? Is there any advice on how to improve such scripts ?
I suppose you can call that a data pipeline :) Sounds like a decent piece of work!
Your hair is so beautiful
Oh thank you! :)
Soo relatableee 😭
Omg so true! As a 4 I relate :)
Am I the only person who seems to never have random thoughts lol...of course from time to time I do but in my day to day life my mind is just blank. It'sakward when people ask me what I'm thinking about when I'm clearly drifting somewhere and all I can say is "literally nothing".
I'm either a type 9 or 4.
Are you 4w5 or 4w3?
Love your video and going to subscribe 👍
Sometimes even I feel the same thing!
Interesting, I wonder if you're also an enneagram type 4 then!
@@karolinasowinska Yes I feel the same
I love her accent
Oh thank you, it's a weird mixture of things :')
Nie no czemu to tak pasuje...
Do you mean that everybody doesn't have an existential crisis every single day?
From my amateurish observation - no, not everyone!
@@karolinasowinska sounds nice 😩😂
Oh my gosh😣thats so me !
I feel you!
I became a video editor :)
What an interesting (and in many ways relatable) video! Do you know what your MBTI is? I’m an INFP and enneagram 4w5…I also work in analytics! Must be a good fit career/personality wise
It seems that I'm a INFP too, in fact! High five!
This is me deep down
4:29 Why do you want a better face? o_O It is perfect as it is. I hope the scheduled plastic surgery was fiction.
I have been watching your other videos, where you said you were an atheist. This made me wondering what your opinion is on the Simulation Hypothesis by Nick Bostrom, since you are a coder and data scientist. Could you perhaps do a video on this subject one day please? I am incredible curious what your thoughts are on this topic. :)
That'd be a fantastic topic to discuss, thanks for suggesting it! I'll look into it. As for the face, it wasn't a fiction, but I cancelled it 😅
@@karolinasowinska oh thank goodness, please don't fall into the rabbit hole of plastic surgery. There is this Jewish UA-camster, who did a nose-job, and she got screwed over by the plastic surgeon, where she cannot breath through one nostril and sounds like she's got a cold all the time. She is practically forced to get another surgery to fix that "mistake", they are clearly just milking the cash cow. :-/
Next to the Simulation Hypothesis, where a deity could simply be the software developer of the sim and therefore God might exist that way, could you also research and discus the topic of biodiversity perhaps? I'd like you to realise that your unique DNA matters and looking different is actually an incredible good thing. I don't know if you are getting horrible UA-cam comments or something else, but I love your face and all its features, so please please please don't get another one and also do not listen to any negativity from toxic people, if there any in your life...
Literally every bit is accurate😂4w5
ohh god, i am just like you.
Ahh I'm glad to hit you close to home!
#ForTheEngagement
Haha thank you :>
I was just punched in the aorta.
Haha happens to all of us...
@@karolinasowinska Hahaha thank you for this!
You're an INFP girl
Exactly 😔😔😔
Yeah.. 🤕
sounds more like an SP 4, not so much a social 4
I would like you to be around me. Like a cat.
oO what are you trying to do with your face (i thought it was perfect the way it is 😉)
Oh, that's very kind of you to say that. I see flaws in myself everywhere, such is my nature I suppose! It's not a secret that I'm paying particular attention to my nose, and I often imagine how much my face would improve if my nose was different!
@@karolinasowinska hmm I have no concept of whether I look good or not , so I also can't imagine how i 'could be improved' probably dodged a bullet 😅
@@jonathan-._.- Ahaha sure, I'll miss ;))
@@karolinasowinska 😱 u wanted to shoot me ? 😢
@@jonathan-._.- Now you'll never know! ;D