2 YEARS Dead - Where have I been?

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  • Опубліковано 28 січ 2024
  • In this video I talk about where I have been for the previous 2 years and my on-going battle with anxiety depression and a spiritual journey. I's a bit deep but honest as I continue to work on myself Spiritually, Mentally and Physically.
    3 Channels that have helped my mentioned in the video...
    1 thespiritualhooper ‪@thespiritualhooper1‬
    2 Our Everday Lives ‪@oureverydaylives‬
    3 Aaron Doughty ‪@AaronDoughty44‬
    Interested in understanding what your vibration is? this is a very quick read if you are interested: www.susiepearl.com/the-power-...
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  • @erenyeager1547
    @erenyeager1547 4 місяці тому +111

    I'm very happy and proud that you fought your way through it, I'm happy you will be back

  • @gamesbyradu2707
    @gamesbyradu2707 4 місяці тому +54

    Im really sorry you went through that. We're here for you.

    • @BrainfooTV
      @BrainfooTV  4 місяці тому +7

      It's ok but your support does mean a lot ♥

  • @Riyuzaki000
    @Riyuzaki000 4 місяці тому +5

    It's nice to see you back in action , I thought you had quit UA-cam, but now I am relaxed and waiting for your upcoming videos , Thanks for your good content.

  • @Gwallacec2
    @Gwallacec2 4 місяці тому +30

    I’m glad that you are finding a way to cope with the pain of life. I have two rare kidney diseases that will eventually kill me and I’m only 24 and was diagnosed at 14. Not being able to afford anything and mounting medical debt has made me feel so empty. Not to mention the pain caused by my conditions. I can empathize with you on many levels and wish you the best on your journey. I would just be careful during your vulnerable times to not get sucked down rabbit holes of both depression and miss information. So many people are out to take advantage of broken people. Best of luck, we’re all in this together.

    • @farfanodecorazon6839
      @farfanodecorazon6839 4 місяці тому

      Ay amigo que horrible debe ser vivir con eso 😔

    • @BrainfooTV
      @BrainfooTV  4 місяці тому +9

      You make my problems feel small in comparison. I hope God sends you the biggest dose of luck and blessings you cannot even imagine ♥️

    • @Gwallacec2
      @Gwallacec2 4 місяці тому +4

      @@BrainfooTV thank you! Everyone’s problems are just as important and difficult. I’m sure your problems are just as hard as mine in your mind. Unfortunately I live in America which makes healthcare so much more expensive.

    • @BrainfooTV
      @BrainfooTV  4 місяці тому +2

      Thats real crappy, just keep the faith and keep going ♥@@Gwallacec2

    • @atif927
      @atif927 3 місяці тому

      Do you trust that he has 2 rare kidney diseases

  • @NobleDorito8698
    @NobleDorito8698 4 місяці тому +31

    Welcome back man! Your videos used to make my day back then! Very happy you got through the war against depression! May God bless you with happiness

    • @BrainfooTV
      @BrainfooTV  4 місяці тому +5

      Thanks. It if a fight I live with, but it isnt as bad as it was. I could not function

  • @mooihoor6381
    @mooihoor6381 4 місяці тому +14

    Very brave of you to share. I’ve been there so I understand. Wish you all the best and I’m glad you are still with us.

  • @MichaelPick
    @MichaelPick 3 місяці тому +6

    Happy you're back bro.

  • @Nicu_Drip
    @Nicu_Drip 4 місяці тому +19

    Man i used to watch you in my childhood, glad youre back!

    • @BrainfooTV
      @BrainfooTV  4 місяці тому +2

      Thanks

    • @Nicu_Drip
      @Nicu_Drip 4 місяці тому

      I gota thank you for the magic i saw being created and made me happy!

  • @balazsimricsko8460
    @balazsimricsko8460 4 місяці тому +29

    Hi, welcome back

  • @tuux0n
    @tuux0n 4 місяці тому +8

    i was down bad until i started watching your channel, feels good you're coming back, your videos maintain me motivated in life, hope you have lots of success for you and your son

    • @BrainfooTV
      @BrainfooTV  4 місяці тому

      keep going brother 👊🏻

  • @andrehak
    @andrehak 4 місяці тому +7

    That is very honest and brave of you, brother. I'd like to pray for you, for God is there for you and He can lift up all sorrow for those who believe. Take care and all the best!

  • @CzeroDBG
    @CzeroDBG 4 місяці тому +12

    Very happy to see you again :)

  • @troseberry91585
    @troseberry91585 4 місяці тому +3

    Glad to see you back online and glad to hear that you're taking steps to feel better. You make so many people's lives better with your awesome videos. Thank you for being you and sharing what you've been going though.

  • @Tito4re
    @Tito4re 4 місяці тому +1

    Thanks for making this video. I'm going through something similar since 2020. I feel like I'm always sleep walking instead of living.

    • @BrainfooTV
      @BrainfooTV  4 місяці тому

      I understand what you are going through, I have added some channels in the description, hope it helps 👍🏻

  • @jurassic_carguy
    @jurassic_carguy 2 місяці тому +2

    glad you're back, i remember seeing your videos back in the day, i was curious bout where you been and so much bout you. god bless you budd, don't give up

  • @Caskiz
    @Caskiz 4 місяці тому +1

    It’s not easy talking about mental problems like this but you did a great job. I wish you all the best, thank you for inspiring me with your videos

  • @yyhillel
    @yyhillel 3 місяці тому +1

    Im glad you are back and focused on healing yourself. Take care, man ✡️

  • @red-whitestarline
    @red-whitestarline 2 місяці тому +1

    Glad to have you back man, your channel has been a huge part of my life! Long live Brainfoo!!

  • @peterjozsef448
    @peterjozsef448 4 місяці тому +1

    We all are happy you’re back, fighting these demons can be real rough. Good to see you’re doing better and wishing the best for you and the channel ❤

  • @bradfab_fx
    @bradfab_fx 4 місяці тому +1

    I can say I’m one of the first people who was here when this channel started taking off back in covid times. And it was weird seeing you off because I literally looked out for you to upload so I can watch. Also I saw your video on tiktok with no credit given that had millions of views. And I was fighting for you about it being copyright. People were in the comments asking where to purchase your stuff. So i did what i could to report them. Above all we are just glad that everything is finally better for you and you found the best in yourself. Take all the time off to work on yourself if you have to.

  • @SamDalorian1875
    @SamDalorian1875 4 місяці тому +1

    I’m super upset that you had to go through that, but I’m super glad that your back and that your willing to answer your questions against your own will, welcome back

  • @cookieDaXapper
    @cookieDaXapper 4 місяці тому +2

    Thank you for sharing dear Brother. I have learned a lot from your tinkering and am proud of your perseverance in the face of adversity. PEACE, much to your continued success in this journey, and God bless your steps with: Mercy, Grace, Wisdom, Strength, and Favor.

  • @petermoore6350
    @petermoore6350 4 місяці тому +1

    Sorry to hear you went through so much. I’m so glad you were able to fight through it. Amazingly done

  • @craiglister7110
    @craiglister7110 4 місяці тому +3

    So glad you’re fighting your demons! I wish you and all your family well, and all the best for the future! God bless you 🙏🏻

    • @BrainfooTV
      @BrainfooTV  4 місяці тому +2

      Thanks man, always glad to see a familiar face

  • @fardinrahman4923
    @fardinrahman4923 4 місяці тому +1

    You're a legend man. Glad you faught through your problems and standing proudly. Welcome back

  • @victorcast2467
    @victorcast2467 4 місяці тому +1

    Appreciate the honesty! We're all dealing with stuff and seeing people we look up to opening up is very inspirational and pushes us to also be better. Thank you!

  • @tekeragaming5061
    @tekeragaming5061 4 місяці тому +2

    While you are not uploading videos , every month i visit your channel just to see if you uploaded a video or not..glad to see you back sir 😊

  • @animeaddict5554
    @animeaddict5554 4 місяці тому +1

    I am very happy to see the coming back of my childhood youtuber watching your videos since 2016

  • @tecno3611
    @tecno3611 4 місяці тому +1

    as someone who struggles with depression on a daily basis, i admire the courage you have to talk about this. i discovered your channel my first year of highschool in 2019 and your videos inspired me to get a 3D printer and let my creativity shine. 5 years later im in college studying to be a material sciences major and i never would have discovered my passion for working various metals and plastics if i had never found your channel. best wishes to you on your recovery journey and thank you for constantly providing your audience with inspiration

    • @BrainfooTV
      @BrainfooTV  4 місяці тому +2

      Every positive comment is appreciated. But most of all if I have inspired someone to learn or make something new it's just fantastic. One of the main reasons I make things with basic kit is to show people you can just have a go. Love your positive journey, keep going ♥️

  • @alfikri542
    @alfikri542 4 місяці тому +2

    Welcome back legend, I very miss you

  • @itsmilan4069
    @itsmilan4069 4 місяці тому +1

    I'm glad you have overcome those thoughts and hope it'll be more happiness for you

  • @haytroinic5445
    @haytroinic5445 4 місяці тому +1

    I started watching this channel because i have never seen crafts so well made and when you stopped posting i was a little concerned but im glad that you are good again and posting again

  • @vrajsoni1512
    @vrajsoni1512 4 місяці тому +6

    Missed you a lot! Welcome back

  • @Pamirlol75
    @Pamirlol75 4 місяці тому +3

    Welcome back your a legend and you always kept me happy with your videos im happy your back 🎉🎉🎉🎉

  • @raymondelder5004
    @raymondelder5004 4 місяці тому +3

    Great to see you are back again!

  • @Bernadait
    @Bernadait Місяць тому

    Happy to see you back ! I wish you the best !

  • @Sirangel7274
    @Sirangel7274 4 місяці тому +1

    I am soo happy you are ok. We all care about you so don't give up !

  • @ItZDeVYT
    @ItZDeVYT 4 місяці тому +2

    Thanks For Come Back Dude ❤

  • @user-mw5kh1lp3m
    @user-mw5kh1lp3m 3 місяці тому +1

    Good to have you back man

  • @vatsalxd6264
    @vatsalxd6264 4 місяці тому +1

    Brother its very good to hear that you are now fine ❤
    Welcome back❤
    Things you suffered are wrost😢
    Best wishes for your future 🙏

  • @Angrymask
    @Angrymask 4 місяці тому +1

    I was give up the hope after 3 years gap , but finally you are back, Allah bless you 🤲

  • @kL07_
    @kL07_ 4 місяці тому +1

    Your videos were some of the ones which helped me through the tough times :) and ngl, i really missed your videos. No hurries on uploading videos mate, do what you love, upload what you think is the best, we will support you :) Be positive and take care

    • @BrainfooTV
      @BrainfooTV  4 місяці тому

      Thank you brother ♥️

  • @-.Sabito.-
    @-.Sabito.- Місяць тому

    Proud of you. Happy that you will be back. I still rewatch your videos when I'm bored.

  • @MrBlkomegaone
    @MrBlkomegaone 4 місяці тому +1

    Thanks for the update. good to know your well and back

  • @TewaAya
    @TewaAya 4 місяці тому

    When the dust settled for others, you returned. Loved your projects. Wishing you a happier view of the world

  • @WyattBurgess2010
    @WyattBurgess2010 4 місяці тому +1

    Im so very glad you made it through all that

  • @minjune0403
    @minjune0403 4 місяці тому +1

    I didn't know things would be difficult for you. However, I completely understand why you have not been active for a long time due to the coronavirus outbreak. I‘m so sorry to hear that you suffer from depression. I hope you have no more difficulties in life and that you are healthy and happy. I would like to say a big thank you to you. We will support you!🫂💕

  • @OurHeroXero
    @OurHeroXero 4 місяці тому +3

    Life is a series of ups and downs...and it sounds like you've dealt with quite a few/large downs. I'm sorry life has been what it has been for you but glad/respect you for pulling through, making it to the other side, and sharing it with us so that others who are struggling with their vice may take inspiration from your strength/courage/perseverance.
    I hope things are in a better place for you and life continues to carry that upward momentum.
    *hug* I know I'm just an internet stranger, but anytime you need to reach out/bend someones ear, you'll always have mine.

    • @BrainfooTV
      @BrainfooTV  4 місяці тому +1

      Nice words. Never underestimate the power of kind words who ever you are and wherever you leave them

  • @Liderc16
    @Liderc16 4 місяці тому +1

    Happy to have you back!

  • @vivekrajput2368
    @vivekrajput2368 4 місяці тому +1

    Welcome back ❤

  • @Paladin-wz8gl
    @Paladin-wz8gl 4 місяці тому +1

    Hey man been struggling with depression for years and one of the things that got me through tough times is watching and making some of your projects. Loved captain America shield

    • @BrainfooTV
      @BrainfooTV  4 місяці тому

      I know your struggle thats all I can say. Thanks for joining in on the channel 👍🏻

  • @Normal257
    @Normal257 4 місяці тому +1

    Welcome back!

  • @173_vinayhiwanj3
    @173_vinayhiwanj3 4 місяці тому +1

    Sir you are real hero , really sorry you been through so much but stood it up and mostly do it by yourself and stand like a wall to it you did it by your way .., really glad you are doing good sir really happy for you sir .🙏🏻✨

  • @wagnermoura7624
    @wagnermoura7624 4 місяці тому +2

    Wow. Well come back. My friend !

  • @tomypsetyawan
    @tomypsetyawan 2 місяці тому +1

    Welcome back man, yeah i know how it feels when depression kick in. Its not a joke really. But im glad u finally back here. I miss your video so much.

    • @BrainfooTV
      @BrainfooTV  2 місяці тому

      It's a battle I fight nearly every day, one day I will beat it 🙏🏻♥️

  • @kylewollman2239
    @kylewollman2239 4 місяці тому +1

    Thanks for your openness and honesty. Best of luck on your journey.

  • @Yassine-TL
    @Yassine-TL 4 місяці тому +1

    We don't blame you for anything it's your health and you must take care of it, I'm happy u're back to UA-cam, we love you man ❤️❤️ .

  • @frutzlidimare1829
    @frutzlidimare1829 4 місяці тому

    All the best. Glad you‘re back❤

  • @hurricanemegan8092
    @hurricanemegan8092 4 місяці тому +2

    Just found your channel and I like what I see.

  • @untitledgooseguy1279
    @untitledgooseguy1279 4 місяці тому +1

    You were and still are my inspiration, because of you i got into woodworking and creating, thank you man

    • @BrainfooTV
      @BrainfooTV  4 місяці тому +1

      Thanks a lot, appreciate it.

  • @cent1llion
    @cent1llion 4 місяці тому +1

    I've been waiting for you!!!❤

  • @SH-ly1uy
    @SH-ly1uy 4 місяці тому +1

    Wow. Tough stuff. Happy to see you back.

  • @BrandoOrSomething
    @BrandoOrSomething 11 днів тому +1

    i also had issues with depression at school. don't worry, i hope you are still ok. ❣

    • @BrainfooTV
      @BrainfooTV  11 днів тому

      I hope you are feeling better now ❤️

  • @IndiaSierra0-2
    @IndiaSierra0-2 Місяць тому

    i am sorry for what you have gone through, hopefully you get better as much as possible and if it is good for you i hope that you and your family rejoin

  • @AbdulRahman_Alhosni
    @AbdulRahman_Alhosni 4 місяці тому

    I'm happy to see you back!

  • @DisturbedShifty
    @DisturbedShifty 4 місяці тому +1

    Thanks for sharing. I am glad you got the help you needed.

  • @aniruddhpratapsingh8957
    @aniruddhpratapsingh8957 4 місяці тому +1

    You don't know man
    How happy i m now!
    You are having a skill of making a content in such a way from which everyone can be attracted in seconds.......
    When i saw your video of diamond play button, it made me curious to watch more of your videos, but sadly you didn't had any feim 1 year.
    But today as i wanted to see your "the golden knife" video i saw your this new video and i was really happy you are back!!!!!!
    And i hope you will recover from your problems and live a happy life❤ we all are with you!

  • @MsOsoris
    @MsOsoris 2 місяці тому +1

    Glade your back, I've been watching and liking your videos since the start, keep it up

  • @Tekkenandgaming
    @Tekkenandgaming 4 місяці тому

    Well glad to have you back, keep up the great work!

  • @funup4498
    @funup4498 4 місяці тому

    man thankgod u r alri8 and back.waited for ur videos everyday

  • @mr-w5549
    @mr-w5549 4 місяці тому +1

    I really hope the best for you man

  • @thesolderingbot4718
    @thesolderingbot4718 4 місяці тому

    So happy you were able to talk to us about it. It takes a lot of courage and self-realisation.
    I am young but still have had certain problems like you but spirituality saved me

    • @BrainfooTV
      @BrainfooTV  4 місяці тому +1

      Yes it does, kit is a brave journey you have to take yourself. Keep going ♥️

  • @depausvandelilithkerk5785
    @depausvandelilithkerk5785 4 місяці тому +1

    A big true man is honest especially about his own shortcomings, and they will bounce back. May you bounce up again and be happy with your life.

    • @BrainfooTV
      @BrainfooTV  4 місяці тому +1

      Thanks you brother, I needed a kind word today

    • @depausvandelilithkerk5785
      @depausvandelilithkerk5785 4 місяці тому

      @@BrainfooTV no need to thank me, I have my own demons and know what its is like hitting "rock bottom" and being depressed. We can all need some extra support now and then. Cheers🙌♥️👍✌️

    • @BrainfooTV
      @BrainfooTV  4 місяці тому

      @@depausvandelilithkerk5785 ❤️

  • @DenDobru
    @DenDobru 4 місяці тому +1

    You have gathered a community that will support you, we love you very much! On this channel you have made an island where you are comfortable! And thanks to you, I went on the path of needlework! I started to develop and soon, I will put my skills into money.😄 I'm still waiting for an amazing video, about some kind of scaled-down thing and the like!😁

    • @BrainfooTV
      @BrainfooTV  4 місяці тому +1

      Thats great to hear and thanks for the support

  • @devidorbital
    @devidorbital 4 місяці тому +1

    Im happy you will be back🎉❤

  • @arnavkoley4540
    @arnavkoley4540 4 місяці тому +2

    Every month is visit to your Channel and hope that you should came back and finally we have you 🫶🫶🫶
    Time to do something with gold 🏆

  • @shrumaanwagh481
    @shrumaanwagh481 4 місяці тому +1

    Man good to see you again ❤❤❤

  • @MrE_
    @MrE_ 4 місяці тому +1

    I love your vids sir. I hope you continue pushing through

  • @cubeazour2582
    @cubeazour2582 4 місяці тому

    Good to see you back after years!!

  • @GdyHhu-ci7vv
    @GdyHhu-ci7vv Місяць тому

    Im glad youre back ❤❤

  • @aryanarora9886
    @aryanarora9886 4 місяці тому

    Missed your videos, welcome back ❤

  • @ayushchand4940
    @ayushchand4940 4 місяці тому

    Welcome back master🎉🎉🎉

  • @matei25005
    @matei25005 4 місяці тому

    We will continue supporting you man

  • @davehanson2701
    @davehanson2701 4 місяці тому +1

    Depression is a curse I would not wish on anybody ever!!! I'm glad to hear you have come out the other side. It takes an incredibly strong will to go through what you went through, especially when it comes to self harming/suicidal thoughts. Please continue to put your physical, mental, and spiritual healths first. Regardless of what the demons in your head may tell you, you deserve happiness and a good life. We're all pulling for you!

    • @BrainfooTV
      @BrainfooTV  4 місяці тому

      Lovely words. thank you

  • @FooLite
    @FooLite 11 днів тому

    I am really happy to see you back I really liked your videos alot and
    I really wish you will be happy in your life:) I support you keep making content

  • @sakibtemozekupit6973
    @sakibtemozekupit6973 3 місяці тому +1

    im glad you are with us, you made my childhood

  • @DOGKEIZER
    @DOGKEIZER 4 місяці тому +1

    I am happy for your comeback

  • @Pal_me54667
    @Pal_me54667 29 днів тому

    Yaaaaayyyyy he's back!
    I like to watch your videos 🎉

  • @yashmarshall007
    @yashmarshall007 Місяць тому +1

    Glad you back god bless you 🙏🏻🙏🏻❤

    • @BrainfooTV
      @BrainfooTV  Місяць тому +1

      Let's hope so, and same to you brother ❤️

  • @mohdrizwan8080
    @mohdrizwan8080 4 місяці тому +1

    I have been watching you since my childhood
    I thougt you were dead
    But you came back
    I am very happy

  • @tylergentry9121
    @tylergentry9121 4 місяці тому +1

    congrats on your journey man thank you for being so brave to share ❤

    • @BrainfooTV
      @BrainfooTV  4 місяці тому

      I appreciate that

    • @tylergentry9121
      @tylergentry9121 4 місяці тому

      @@BrainfooTV for sure man i have aways enjoy your content for years and will keep do so! thank you for all the enjoyment i salute and honor you!❤

  • @dubshadd3000
    @dubshadd3000 4 місяці тому +3

    Bro we love you if ever you got bad thoughts remember you have a family of 3.33 million friends

  • @Inzz.
    @Inzz. 4 місяці тому +1

    OMG THE LEGEND IS BACK

  • @fireman2013
    @fireman2013 4 місяці тому +1

    We respect your choice hope you come back strongly ❤

  • @its_NOVA98
    @its_NOVA98 4 місяці тому

    Glad you came back 🎉❤

  • @GWG71322
    @GWG71322 4 місяці тому +1

    Bro I watched your every video, thanks for coming back❤❤

  • @Alliedjam
    @Alliedjam 4 місяці тому +1

    You are not alone, you have us and your family, never think no one likes you. never think you are alone, i hope you get better and be happy. you are my favorite youtuber ever.

  • @Minecraft_Survival56
    @Minecraft_Survival56 4 місяці тому +1

    I may be late to this but I’ve been watching you for ages, constantly rewatching your videos, it would help me relax. Glad to see you back, we’ve all missed you

    • @BrainfooTV
      @BrainfooTV  4 місяці тому

      Thanks brother

    • @Minecraft_Survival56
      @Minecraft_Survival56 4 місяці тому

      Also quick question, what’s planned for the future like other crafts and stuff. You don’t have to answer btw

    • @BrainfooTV
      @BrainfooTV  4 місяці тому

      @@Minecraft_Survival56 Honestly not sure, we will see.

    • @Minecraft_Survival56
      @Minecraft_Survival56 4 місяці тому

      In that case I’ll make sure to keep notifications on

    • @Minecraft_Survival56
      @Minecraft_Survival56 4 місяці тому

      👍👍

  • @Vlogwith_V
    @Vlogwith_V Місяць тому

    Welcome back 🎉

  • @budgiesparrotsfamily65
    @budgiesparrotsfamily65 4 місяці тому +2

    I always admired your work from many years .love from Pakistan ❤❤