COMING OUT ... The TRUTH

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  • Опубліковано 10 гру 2016
  • Hi guys! Today I decided it was time for me to get out something I have been feeling for this past year. This year has been one of the most difficult years of my life and I tried to keep ignoring it, but I think it is time I am open and honest and share with you guys my story and struggles. Its okay to sometimes admit that we are not okay. I love you guys and truly appreciate all your love and support you have given me this past year.
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  • @Nicolettaxo
    @Nicolettaxo  7 років тому +605

    Hi guys! I am so scared to finally open up and talk about my struggles but today I decided it was time for me to get out something I have been feeling for this past year. This year has been one of the most difficult years of my life and I tried to keep ignoring it, but I think it is time I am open and honest and share with you guys my story and struggles. Its okay to sometimes admit that we are not okay. I love you guys and truly appreciate all your love and support you have given me this past year.

    • @LuLu-xo6rr
      @LuLu-xo6rr 7 років тому +2

      ILY

    • @ambrbora4066
      @ambrbora4066 7 років тому +4

      me too i feel so sorry for you and i really love you i hope you will feel better soon

    • @katierusher17
      @katierusher17 7 років тому +3

      Nicoletta xo I love you and I hope things get better for you :3 :3 =^-^= :p

    • @cfaundezblanco
      @cfaundezblanco 7 років тому +2

      Nicoletta xo Ily so much! hope everything get better soon❤

    • @cfaundezblanco
      @cfaundezblanco 7 років тому +2

      Nicoletta xo It helped me so much! this past year has been so hard, i have a new school and i get bullied and it has been so hard and you are really such an inspiration, so thank you so much and i hope you get so much better because you are helping me so much. Have a nice day Nicoletta❤

  • @realgirl5055
    @realgirl5055 7 років тому +231

    If I'm not wrong, 2016 was the worst year in this whole life we've lived till today

    • @iisamiksharoutii6007
      @iisamiksharoutii6007 7 років тому +3

      I do agree with u 🙁

    • @shaylam5493
      @shaylam5493 7 років тому +3

      RealGirl 505 but that's how u become stronger by facing a lot of difficulties in life and hopefully the next year will be better ❤️❤️.

    • @realgirl5055
      @realgirl5055 7 років тому +4

      Shatha Mishary Yass! u r absolutely right. But I swear, I've never been through such difficulties in my entire life, that I faced this year. Stress, depression, loosing confidence, breaking relationships😢, etc, etc. But I know everything happens for a good cause, and at the end of the day, everything will be totally fine😊😊.

    • @greenpuffwithmegan2872
      @greenpuffwithmegan2872 7 років тому +1

      bad for me too!

    • @zainabshaikh3726
      @zainabshaikh3726 7 років тому +6

      RealGirl 505 so freaking true. It sucked. It was the WORST year of my life.

  • @KennedyCymone
    @KennedyCymone 7 років тому +55

    thank you for this :) I made an entire video talking about my problems but never had the guts to post it, you've encouraged me to finally open up.. you're not alone girl

    • @Nicolettaxo
      @Nicolettaxo  7 років тому +13

      Thank you so much that seriously means so much! and if its one thing I learned its okay to not be okay and sometimes it is okay to open up and be vulnerable. love you girl!

  • @Sheetalc
    @Sheetalc 7 років тому +217

    thank you for sharing, this was so brave of you and im proud of your strength girl!!

    • @Nicolettaxo
      @Nicolettaxo  7 років тому +63

      Sheetal thank you so much beautiful ❤️❤️❤️ thank you so much for your sweet words ❤️

    • @emilysietsma5567
      @emilysietsma5567 7 років тому

      Sheetal I

  • @nathanialyx1596
    @nathanialyx1596 7 років тому +81

    Thank you so much for this, Nicoletta. Recently I realised that the person I used to think was my best friend just takes advantage of me. I mean, she genuinely cares about me, but if I treated her the way she treated me, she would hate me. I just don't know how to cut her from my life. We're awkward around each other nowadays, she's not making me happy and vice versa. But I'm working on it. I also want to be a youtuber, but.. I don't have the right equipment and no one supports me, not even my parents. they don't understand why this is something I want to do. I've been feeling so alone lately, and this had made me feel much better. thank you. 💕

    • @noort2301
      @noort2301 7 років тому

      NathaniaLimOfficial I can relate so much

    • @lauryn4586
      @lauryn4586 7 років тому +1

      NathaniaLimOfficial I am going to subscribe to you. Don't give up. Never do. You never know what can happen.. What if you become a UA-camr with a million subs? Things will change.. and for the better. Don't give up on your passion. You can do anything you put your mind to. Good luck, I can't wait to see your first video :)

    • @lauryn4586
      @lauryn4586 7 років тому +2

      NathaniaLimOfficial If your supposedly "best friend" makes you feel terrible, get them out of your life asap. You don't need the negative energy. What you should do is slowly pull away from her. Don't pay as much attention to her little by little - day by day. You will make more friends, anyone can. A saying that girl needs to hear is "treat people how you want to be treated." If she treats you poorly, why should you treat her any better? I'd suggest to get away from her. If you truly think you two can better your friendship, try. If it doesn't work the first time, cut her out of your life. No second chances. I hope your situation brightens and that it all works out. There comes a time when you have to stop crossing oceans for people who wouldn't even jump puddles for you. 💕

    • @nathanialyx1596
      @nathanialyx1596 7 років тому +1

      Maple Thank you so much. I'm so glad there are people like you around who actually care. You just made my day with your comments. I really, really appreciate it. I don't know you personally, but still, I can't even say how much I want to thank you. Virtual hugs from someone who's part of the UA-cam community 💕

    • @Amy-br5wd
      @Amy-br5wd 7 років тому

      NathaniaLimOfficial same here, and IF I do become a youtuber hopefully I would succeed

  • @MISSYANYI
    @MISSYANYI 7 років тому +52

    You're so strong for sharing this. God bless babe and don't worry ... Things will get better. Stay positive 💜

  • @jenrose896
    @jenrose896 7 років тому +83

    The reason why your channel is growing rapidly is simply because you are relate able, realistic, and "normal" if that makes any sense.

  • @glowyaf
    @glowyaf 7 років тому +687

    Totally thought you were gonna say you were gay. No problem with that lol but yeah lol. I can really relate to what you've said. So thanks:)

  • @keepupwithliv
    @keepupwithliv 7 років тому +66

    this honestly broke my heart, I love you so much girl

  • @cheeseontoast1300
    @cheeseontoast1300 7 років тому +109

    I'm barely even a minute into this but I already want to hug you and tell you it's ok ❤️

  • @MissBellaOrnelas
    @MissBellaOrnelas 7 років тому +29

    You inspired me in so many ways, I dated a guy for five years and he would hit me, manipulated me, force me to be intimate with him. I broke up with him two years ago and I thought I was finally free but now I i have to live with anxiety, depression and low self esteem. He ruined my life, I ended up hating everyone around me. Then have to be the person my mom wants me to be, I can't dress the way I want to, say or do what I want to. Its embarrassing but I'm 23 years old and my mom controls my life. But you make me believe there's a light at the end of the tunel. Thankyou for being honest with us your viewers and subscribers. I know I'll be able to make it through knowing someone like you is making it through ❤️

    • @LovedHappy
      @LovedHappy 7 років тому +5

      Vivian Ornelas you're so strong, I believe in you and that you'll pull through this💖

    • @carolinek3055
      @carolinek3055 7 років тому

      Vivian Ornelas Stay strong girl. I know that I haven't experienced anything like that but you've come this far and you're a survivor.

    • @gachaturtles5450
      @gachaturtles5450 5 років тому

      Ik how it feels to be depressed and to have anxiety😔

  • @jendrivesajeep6656
    @jendrivesajeep6656 7 років тому +21

    Nicolleta, I'm 40 with a lot of background in loss & other life experience. Everything you said took me years to subscribe to & believe. Always keep moving forward even when all you can do is take baby steps. You should be so proud of yourself by doing good with all the bad - there are a lot of other toxic things you could have fallen into. Keep your head up, Sweetheart. I'm glad you posted this.
    *Life. Does. Go. On.*

    • @Nicolettaxo
      @Nicolettaxo  7 років тому +8

      Jennifer Micek thank you so much for your sweet message it truly means a lot to me ❤️❤️❤️

  • @Kenniasbeautychannel
    @Kenniasbeautychannel 7 років тому +4

    You're so strong, amazing and without a thought a really hard worker! 💖 Thank you for sharing this with us because it does make everyone here feel less alone in this world. You're a gorgeous girl with a huge heart, nothing can beat that! I just want you to know that you will be blessed for helping so many people even the jobs you chosen helped people. WOW💕Love You soooo much Nicole

    • @Nicolettaxo
      @Nicolettaxo  7 років тому +1

      aww thank you so much Kennia it means so much to me! you are so sweet! i love you even more!! thank you for leaving such a sweet message xo!

  • @maysamcharifa4071
    @maysamcharifa4071 7 років тому +43

    I found this video on my home page.. I've never felt like I can relate to someone as much as I did after watching your video. You made me feel better and I don't even know you. Stay strong and do what makes you happy always.
    *subscribed*

    • @Nicolettaxo
      @Nicolettaxo  7 років тому +25

      Aww that is so sweet! aww so glad to hear that seriously makes me so happy to hear!! thank you so so much beautiful!! I hope all is well for you

    • @maysamcharifa4071
      @maysamcharifa4071 7 років тому +2

      +Nicoletta xo you're the sweetest! Thank you for responding😘😘! Hope all is well with you too☺️

  • @miraclesxo
    @miraclesxo 7 років тому +37

    2016 has honestly been a terrible year for me as well & listening to your story has helped me.

  • @SweetEmelynes
    @SweetEmelynes 7 років тому +36

    I love you even more after this video! You should be SO proud of yourself!

    • @katen2559
      @katen2559 5 років тому

      SweetEmelyne's yes!

  • @seeleenamohammed7725
    @seeleenamohammed7725 7 років тому +20

    Nicoletta why would we not love you? We know that things are sometimes hard and you get sad. And that's okay because we're all human

  • @Shiraeno
    @Shiraeno 7 років тому +8

    You are so strong! I really hope you are okay right now and im really proud that you love to help people because this is one of the best things ever in the world. Me it makes me so happy. I have lost some people important to me.. like my dad and my bff for like 10 years... But your video really hepled me! Thank you ❤

  • @annar9587
    @annar9587 7 років тому

    You really are a true inspiration.
    This video really helped me by just listening to you pour your heart out.
    I've been going through my own hardship this year. The Dr might think I'm going through depression or some sort of mental disorder and have put me on antidepressants now. Its scary for me cuz all I keep thinking is why me. And just hearing you in this video has given me hope that I can get through this.
    So honestly, from the bottom of my heart, thank you and I'll always be a huge supporter of you.

  • @alexapicher5593
    @alexapicher5593 7 років тому

    I feel you soo much !! I've been dealing with a lot of dark thing since a long time ago, and just watching this made me realize that I am not alone and that every problem can be solve!! My life is like a roller coaster, it goes up and down with letting me knowing it before...so thank you for sharing your story!! I feel like sometimes starting a UA-cam channel would be sooo fun and I could spread a part of me that live human interaction like you!! You inspired me just with that video !! Thank you soo much and dont let go, you're strong and you seams to have so much more to give !!

  • @baylee5153
    @baylee5153 7 років тому +12

    I love and appreciate your honesty so much. I know I'm just one of the 200,000, but I am always a friend that is here if you need to talk. You are so beautiful inside and out and so strong, and you will get through this. I always love watching your videos and I love how driven and productive you seem. You have so much going for you, and you had so many amazing things to say in this video! Just because you're a UA-camr, doesn't mean your not human, and I love how you showed that in this video.
    Lots of love, Baylee xoxoxo ♡ ♡ ♡

  • @achanwol
    @achanwol 7 років тому +5

    I love you so much. I am so proud of you, you are so strong. I wish I was as strong and could open like you. I've been hurting for years and recently have been coming to your videos about fitness and etc it helps me find a little bit of confidence.

  • @danielleradcliff5265
    @danielleradcliff5265 7 років тому +1

    I always knew there was a reason I liked you and thought you were so calming and understanding. I don't work out or anything but I watch your videos because something about you always kinda cheered me up and called me down. I'm now gonna go watch the rest of the video. I hope it gets happier past the breakup and loss of job. Because you're adorable and deserve to be happy and smile. Love you 💕

  • @shaebyrnes5860
    @shaebyrnes5860 7 років тому

    Hey, I understand what you're going through.Two years ago, I was very lonely, and I was depressed and for some reason, watching youtube videos, not just your own but others too really helped me. I love you so much. Lately I've in kind of a funk and it's helpful to see that other people are going trough the same thing. I just wanted to say thank you, that's all.

  • @jillianel6396
    @jillianel6396 7 років тому +4

    We're all here for you thank you for sharing this, you'll pull through and tough times pass good things will come! :) this year was very hard on me as well and I'm just getting to better myself I'm ready for next year to be a "fresh" start and just be happy

  • @hollylouise138
    @hollylouise138 7 років тому +6

    It's okay. I went through a time this year when I was really low most of the time, and some of my friends didn't even try to understand. This has also helped me a lot. No matter what, always try and remember that you are not alone 😉

  • @haiaamihay6518
    @haiaamihay6518 7 років тому

    you're just GORGEOUS!!!
    i swear i replayed this video over and over again because youre just so honest and inspirational human being.
    i think all youtubers should be like u.
    usually people dont show who they really are but you just came up and showed who you really are and thats just amazing and perfect.
    you know, sometimes "let go" is the best way to deal with things sitting inside youre heart and soul, i totally ADORE people like you.
    plus, i really know how you feeling, i swearr to god yoouu are my twin!!!
    it wont be easy but it will be worth it.
    stay strong girl
    ILY

  • @paulinax1428
    @paulinax1428 7 років тому

    Hey!
    I found your channel for like month or two ago and my first thought was wow, she is so natural and positive. I love that you're talking about ordinary problems that people really have. I also appreciate that you are touching on difficult topics because I know how hard it is for person that actually experienced them. You're very clever, honest and positive energy literally emanate from you. I hope that everything is gonna be alright. You're beautiful and strong woman. Keep going on, do things that makes you happy and never ever let anything change you.
    Love you! xo

  • @f4iryolive
    @f4iryolive 7 років тому +5

    This is beautiful 💖💖 I'm so happy that you decided to post this, it helps me a lot. You are so inspirational.

  • @Solniadora
    @Solniadora 7 років тому +5

    I can relate to loosing friends, feeling lonely, heartbreak. It sucks so much. I had a break up also out of nowhere, I also thought we were gonna last, maybe get married and it crushed me. It's been more than a year since that break up but it still hurts me. And I feel like I have very few friends, I know a bunch of people that appreciate and love me. I remember this quote of a friend I used to have "I consider my friends everyone that smiles at me when they see me" and today I saw two teachers that are my age so happy to see me It made my day.
    i think appreciating the little things in life are the things that brighten your day 😊❤
    ps: you're pretty on the outside and on the inside

  • @katekadilyak5450
    @katekadilyak5450 7 років тому +1

    I can so relate. I am going through something similar myself. And the funny thing... i do also tell myself that I'll get through it; that I'm strong, etc
    You are so amazing and strong and believe me, your video and this speech in particular is so helpful. You are such a great role model. Girl I wish you the best and I am sure that things will turn around for you and you will achieve all your goals in life and find happiness. Love you ❤️

  • @IsabelleGraff94
    @IsabelleGraff94 7 років тому +1

    I'm so so sorry that you didn't have people in your life that could relate. I went through a depression and felt the same way, people tell you to "just cheer up" and so on. you're not alone, and this video really showed how beautiful your heart is

  • @beccasayyyyys
    @beccasayyyyys 7 років тому +13

    I've been in a huge funk this year too. You're brave for sharing. Love you girl! 💜💜

    • @Nicolettaxo
      @Nicolettaxo  7 років тому +10

      I am so sorry beautiful! I hope everything ends up turning for the better for you because you truly deserve it! i love you more beauty! xo

  • @ROFLMFAOcx
    @ROFLMFAOcx 7 років тому +82

    You're not only such a great person, but you are a verrry beautiful soul .❤

    • @ROFLMFAOcx
      @ROFLMFAOcx 7 років тому +1

      //have lol

    • @ROFLMFAOcx
      @ROFLMFAOcx 7 років тому +1

      STAY STRONG BBG , you have thousands of friends (yes friends not just people) here for you .❤❤❤❤❤

    • @Nicolettaxo
      @Nicolettaxo  7 років тому +2

      I could say the same to you beautiful xo!

    • @talkwithtaylor4463
      @talkwithtaylor4463 7 років тому +2

      Rofl cx awww, you're both so sweet!! ❤️️❤️️

    • @ROFLMFAOcx
      @ROFLMFAOcx 7 років тому +1

      Misstella Thankyouu lovee.❤

  • @xCandyxo
    @xCandyxo 7 років тому +1

    I love how strong minded you are to share this with us ^^. It's hard as it is to find someone in real life who can relate and sometimes they're on the other side of the world who you never would have gotten the chance to meet if it wasn't for youtube and I'm glad you took your social platform as a medium to share it. Going through life, I had to be my own best friend and tell myself the same things you're telling us now, and it's even more reassuring and strengthening to hear it from someone else for once, so thank you c:

  • @Ohsvm
    @Ohsvm 7 років тому

    I'm so happy you shared this with us💜. You are a very strong person and just sharing this helped me open my eyes a little more. knowing I'm not alone, and that theirs others that go through the same thing I'm feeling. By letting this off your chest you allow yourself to vent and let go of old feelings and have closure. 💕thank you for sharing this💜💜💜.

  • @xxfluffypunkxx
    @xxfluffypunkxx 7 років тому +3

    Hey girl hey it's me ;) Good for you for making this. When I stopped making videos last year, it was because I accepted a new religion and honestly I felt like my video quality couldn't compete with others. I felt like I didn't deserve the viewers I had. I felt so free when I let myself go from UA-cam. I gave up starting college right away because I wanted to invest my time in UA-cam. People will never ever ever get what it's like being a true UA-camr. And I did it for a LONG time, since 2008. You my dear, have such a unique thing going on with your channel. I haven't found another UA-camr like you. So hang on to that! Like you're almost at 240k HELLLOOOOOO you've grown so much!

  • @juliasaker491
    @juliasaker491 7 років тому +5

    You are a huge inspiration! You are beautiful and deep down I want you to find peace and hope!💕Love you girl!

  • @deliaestrela
    @deliaestrela 7 років тому +1

    I can relate to what you went / go through so much...
    But you're such a great person Nicoletta and I'm so happy that I found your channel and I just wanna let you know, that you really inspire me and that I look up to you as if you were my older sister. I hope that whatever you went / go through will pass and that you can be fully happy again!
    Love you girl 💗

  • @carmelamaria4827
    @carmelamaria4827 7 років тому +2

    I'm so happy that you told us this. You're one of the most beautiful, inspirational girls ever. I hope you stay strong and that your message gets to many people.

  • @leonpark778
    @leonpark778 7 років тому +8

    We will love you no matter what 😘💗💖💕💋💓💛💚💙💜💞💟💝

  • @sheakillinit
    @sheakillinit 7 років тому +13

    2016 has been the worst year of my life. I just lost my job last night and it wasn't because of my wrong doing. I have a car and an apartment to pay for and I don't know what to do. My boyfriend and I have been butting heads. I lost so many loved ones and friends and I just want to get this year over with. I can't anymore

    • @tb4x1s25
      @tb4x1s25 7 років тому

      i hope everything gets better! lots of love

    • @mayakazed2101
      @mayakazed2101 7 років тому

      OH WELL LOL You're not the only one... I hope things will get better to all of us

  • @anya-td3gb
    @anya-td3gb 7 років тому

    You are so strong! You inspire me so much girl! I was subscribed to your channel since you had like 8k, you are so inspiring to me and I look up to you! I love you so much, I hope you will get trough this❤️❣️ I am going trough so much rn and its to much for me but honestly your videos make me so happy and I forget about all my problems just by watching you 💖💕 ILYSM

  • @cherylcochran3820
    @cherylcochran3820 7 років тому

    Stay strong girl!!!!! You got this! You have a beautiful spirit and your smile is so infectious!!!! Remember it's okay to be off it reminds us we are human and we need other people in our lives! I'm proud of you for posting this I know it takes a lot to even think about doing it. Keep on going forward in your life even when it seems hard. We are all here for you

  • @Sam-wi6un
    @Sam-wi6un 7 років тому +149

    Finally not a clickbait title about a serious subject!

    • @ravenanderson9973
      @ravenanderson9973 7 років тому

      Sam X I know right

    • @madelineaskins9442
      @madelineaskins9442 7 років тому

      Sam X rude

    • @madelineaskins9442
      @madelineaskins9442 7 років тому

      Queens of hearts also rude

    • @HarryMainTV
      @HarryMainTV 7 років тому +88

      It is clickbate? 'Coming out' is associated with people revealing they are gay. Therefore she titled the video knowing people will think she's gay. Totally wrong way to go about it.

    • @Sam-wi6un
      @Sam-wi6un 7 років тому +14

      OMG you totally don't understand my comment, I was trying to say: everyone makes stupid and fake clickbate vids about these sensitive subjects these days, I sayd that i am happy she doesn't do that.

  • @boredddagahg
    @boredddagahg 7 років тому +2

    i have social anxiety and its hard for me but everytime i watch your videos i feel better!!! thank you

  • @jassaminful
    @jassaminful 7 років тому

    Awe thanks so much for sharing. Thank you also for working in the mental health feild. That is truly awesome. Im so sorry you lost your hob aabd i hope you find something else rewarding. As someone who also works in the mental heath feild, i know how important people like you are. I appreciate how open you were in this video and i am sure it will help a lot of people. Keep doing what you do and keep being yourself.

  • @darlingvon
    @darlingvon 7 років тому

    Hi Nicoletta, I'm really proud of you. I actually forgot I found you from the Depression story since your recent videos were so happy & helpful. You really helped me but I was wondering why you were uploading so many of these "hacks" in a short period of time & now I see it's because you are a very hard worker *and* only expect the best for yourself but please remember to take time for yourself.
    You are awesome & I am sending u nothing but love💕💕💜💜💜

  • @anannyadeo7565
    @anannyadeo7565 7 років тому +9

    Heeey!! Its gonna be okay. Everybody feels this way sometimes..And if you don't your not human.. And Your A Beautiful Wonderful Person. Take Care 💙💙 Ily

  • @isinha21isi
    @isinha21isi 7 років тому +10

    There isn't much time since I subscribed to your channel, I watch all of your videos, and I really like it, this particular one made me cry, cause I kinda understand you, the way you feel. anyway, I don't know if you are religious or believe in God, but I have a really smart and special friend that in a dark moment of my life said that everybody has their cross to carry, a difficulty in life, and we can't weep because of it, we should actually be thankful cause inside of that cross, always, deep on that pain is your glory, it's like a disease and inside of it is your medicine, so carry your cross with joy, better days are coming and happiness and peace came with it. I'm proud of what you've made in this channel, you have over 200,000 friends that love you

    • @Nicolettaxo
      @Nicolettaxo  7 років тому +2

      Aww thank you so much for your sweet message Gabi this honestly means so much to

    • @LovedHappy
      @LovedHappy 7 років тому

      Gabi Bonardi beautiful :)💖

  • @clumz2583
    @clumz2583 7 років тому

    thank you so much! today I am just going through exactly what you said in this video. I really needed to hear this. I am losing my mind and crying all day because my best friend for years went out of my life and I feel really alone lately, even though I have friends but you really helped me calm down right now. THANK YOU SO MUCH, THIS VIDEO GAVE ME JUST WHAT I NEEDED TO HEAR! lysm ❤ ❤

  • @anniiinaaaaaaaa
    @anniiinaaaaaaaa 7 років тому

    Thank you so much for sharing this bad experience with us.It really means a lot for all of us to know this other part of your personality.I wanted to let you know that you DO help me.I mean....when I am sad or maybe just not good feeling,i watch your videos!!Your happyness and positivity give me the boost to start again and make me feel happy again.You are the best girl in the world!!!!!

  • @juliasaker491
    @juliasaker491 7 років тому +3

    Feel Better soon hun!!💜I'm praying for you!😔❤️I love your videos and take care!!💗

  • @agustinadiener2318
    @agustinadiener2318 7 років тому +6

    You are so brave. I'm so happy you decided to share this part of your life with us.

  • @StyleLikeAHipsta
    @StyleLikeAHipsta 7 років тому

    This will help me get through my break up 💖 thank you for this and I can relate to having to prove myself and do what people want me to do, rather than what I want to do.. I'm currently confused at where I am in life and what I'm supposed to do next... this break up has taken a huge toll on my life because I lost my everything... thank you for your advice 💜

  • @aperson5094
    @aperson5094 7 років тому +1

    Wow, I have so much respect for you💖the fact that you went out and told so many people just makes me love you even more, you honestly make my day when I see your videos. You are one of the most beautiful and amazing people I've ever had the pleasure of laying eyes on😘keep going girly, it will get better💖💖💖💖

  • @briannac7810
    @briannac7810 7 років тому +3

    I have gone through a lot this year too. It should get better soon. You have fans who love and support you, we're here for you nic 💕

    • @Nicolettaxo
      @Nicolettaxo  7 років тому

      love you guys

    • @nicholv
      @nicholv 7 років тому

      Nicoletta xo are you gay

    • @Nicolettaxo
      @Nicolettaxo  7 років тому +5

      nickylovebug 123 no i am not , no where in the video do i say that coming out doesnt just mean that you are gay :)

  • @leah5734
    @leah5734 7 років тому +15

    I know how you feel. About a month ago, I watched my first horror movie, and I hated it. And that horror movie completely triggered all of that fear hidden inside me from years and years and years before. I could not sleep at all for about a week, and and I was scared to do anything by myself. I would ask my parents to wait outside the bathroom for me even in my own house. I was horrified of what might come at me when i'm alone. I would sleep with my parents and I did until a few days ago when I lost a little bit of that fear. When I went to school, I told my friends how I felt and how worried my family was and I bad this anxiety was. They just could not understand. They were telling me that mine was no worse than their fears of their dog falling off the roof, and they could not understand how bad my anxiety really was. I might make a video about this on my channel, but I am so scared to, because my friends have UA-cam channels too, but I got so upset when they could not understand how I felt. When I was explaining to them when happened, I started yelling when they said that mine was no worse than theirs. I yelled at them and I regret that decision with the fiber of my being because all but one of my friends had left me. I feel so alone, and I hardly have anyone else left for me. The kids at my school make fun of my because those friends that I had told everyone what happened. I feel like there's nothing left for me. If anyone went through something like this, please help me and give me some tips because I feel so alone, and I still have most of that anxiety.

    • @kaylarose9760
      @kaylarose9760 7 років тому

      Calzone Cat If you are having anxiety it is a good idea to go to the doctor and find out what to do to get better. I hope you get better soon🙆

    • @roxey3779
      @roxey3779 7 років тому

      Just know better things are coming

    • @tamuredahwilliams4538
      @tamuredahwilliams4538 7 років тому

      Calzone Cat I would advise that you use this time alone to really focus on what you want out of your life. Write your goals down, honey. And, I want you to REALLY focus on making them come true. Before you know it, you will meet new friends who have more in common with you. But, you really have to make yourself happy first. And, I'm also telling you to just focus on your goals because I want you to be distracted from all the negativity going on around you. You are stronger than you know!

    • @araogi1738
      @araogi1738 7 років тому +1

      Calzone Cat you know what, just like what she said, people don't understand unless they are going trough it, and thats sadly true,
      no matter how much you try to explain what it feels like to them, they most likely still wont understand, because we all experience emotions differently,
      i think you should try to take your mind off of whatever scares you or might trigger that fear, like reading a book, watching/doing something completely innocent and childish, surround yourself with bright happy colors, listening to calming music and sounds, whatever calms you down, and distracts your mind,
      Or maybe even try going to a therapist, or someone who you know wont take your problem as a piece of cake, someone who you m can trust and know will understand, but untill then, good luck, im sure you can get trough this :) 💖💖🦄🦄

    • @anjc1707
      @anjc1707 7 років тому

      If you don't mind me asking, what was the name of the movie? I recently had a similar experience with a movie that I watched.

  • @tatyx5523
    @tatyx5523 7 років тому

    i feel you! im feeling sad everyday and i don't have nobody, i lose all my friends. But I want you to know that i love you so so much and I'll always be there for you. you're amazing. thank you for everything. you're my inspiration in life. i hope u have a good day and smile a lot bc your smile is my reason to smile. be strong and stay amazing babe ❤✨

  • @melodysaarinen1801
    @melodysaarinen1801 7 років тому

    Love you girl, you're such an inspiration. This is definitely relatable. A lot of people always ask me if i ever get mad or sad and that I just seem happy all the time. It's stupid to think that because we're all human and have emotions. I feel so depressed all the time it's hard to understand why no one ever even notices. But i guess it's just because I close myself off to everyone. Anyways, stay strong

  • @anweshadattagupta8134
    @anweshadattagupta8134 7 років тому +3

    Go girl!! More power to you.. You are the best thing I look forward.. you're super motivating.. love you..❤ Respect!! Keep shinning girl.. keep you head high and middle finger higher❤😘

  • @insiya4561
    @insiya4561 7 років тому +3

    Nicoletta, it's okay to weep and shed tears. I'm not trying to show off or expose, but tbh many people used me. The ones whom I trusted (my family also) I struggled a lot and is struggling. If God wills, I know I shall overcome it. I'm glad to have such a beautiful UA-camr who works hard a lot. I just trusted God and He guided me. Things just come and go. At the end, it would be you and God. My love is always with you even if I was in your 2K. I will love you and support you. You are an inspiration. Just remember your struggles are temporary, but your smiles and happiness are forever. Don't let those small things hurt you, love. Take care. Love you always!

  • @nataliestoltz6184
    @nataliestoltz6184 7 років тому

    you're so sweet and have such good intentions it made me cry becuase you're so genuine and there is not many people like that anymore.I really needed to hear parts of this and it made me cry too becuase it's what I need to remind myself,you appriciate us,WE appriciate you💕 we Wil always accept and love you! you are human it's okay to have hard patches in life💕

  • @oxelanaxo
    @oxelanaxo 7 років тому

    I completely understand where you are coming from. Sometimes people don't understand what you are going through and it is so hard to not have that support. But from what I have seen you are such a passionate and kind person. You deserve people that will understand and be there for you. I know I'm just a stranger on the internet, but I have gone through extremely similar things as you and am here if you ever need go talk ❤

  • @salexa9785
    @salexa9785 7 років тому +4

    Love your videos!!! They are so amazing!!

  • @janaloslassen4272
    @janaloslassen4272 7 років тому +58

    I dont understand everything ( I learn English for 3 years 😐) but I understand the message behind this video. I know for you will come a great time. 😘
    When im down, Music is the best way to heal the soul I think. Thats my view...
    And you said in the middle of the video that you planned everything... thats sound like tessa from the book after by Anna todd... she planned everything. was the best in school... but then everything changed...
    its an amazing book series. But its also a love story so maybe you will be sad if you read it because you had a breakup but maybe it shows you that plans can be destroyed. ( maybe you dont understand me 😂 sorry... my English isnt good... hehe 😂😑)

    • @timidelle1127
      @timidelle1127 7 років тому +9

      Jana Loslassen your English is actually really good! ❤

    • @araogi1738
      @araogi1738 7 років тому +12

      Jana Loslassen your english is great, and perfectly understandable :) 💖

    • @araogi1738
      @araogi1738 7 років тому +3

      Jana Loslassen your english is great and perfectly understandable :) 💖

  • @lizzieslobodecki9022
    @lizzieslobodecki9022 7 років тому

    Aw Nicoletta! We're always here for you! I can relate, I lost 2 of my best friends too who happened to bully me, stay strong! You deserve way better than them! 💪🏻❤️ ilysm! You're truly an inspiration!

  • @emmaelizabeth_17
    @emmaelizabeth_17 7 років тому +2

    We all love you and your videos ❤️ your videos have been helpin me get through a 9 month deployment with my boyfriend overseas, I've been watchin all your videos and now we're halfway through deployment!☺️ so thank you. You're very valuable and needed by so many people 💙

  • @amyluvsjordan4866
    @amyluvsjordan4866 7 років тому +5

    Its ok honey (: we still love you!!! This video helped me so much! SO INSPIRATIONAL!

  • @snigi9154
    @snigi9154 7 років тому +7

    ur always telling us to be confident and beautiful, u r a perfect example. True Nicolettes (probable spelling it wrong :( ) are not going to doubt u once. u r an awesome and inspiring person.
    stay strong and I love you 😘😍😃

    • @Nicolettaxo
      @Nicolettaxo  7 років тому +10

      aww that means so much to me thank you so much lovely! LOVE YOU EVEN MORE BEAUTIFUL !

    • @snigi9154
      @snigi9154 7 років тому

      thank you 😂😃😃😃 appreciate u taking ur time out of the day to reply to others

  • @cooremansofie
    @cooremansofie 7 років тому

    I know exactly how you feel! Stay strong I believe in you! It gets better. I love you and your videos. This is indeed a different kind of video but I totally love it. You are inspiritional to a lot of people YOU GO GIRL! ❤

  • @mahakits8765
    @mahakits8765 7 років тому +1

    I really respect you for speaking your mind! Stay strong beautiful! You inspire me to keep moving forward wth my life.. Everyone has a different story i've been struggling a lot moving forward with my life thank you for the love! ❤️❤️

  • @Jessisbackyoo
    @Jessisbackyoo 7 років тому +29

    It's okay Nicoletta love you stay strong girl

    • @Nicolettaxo
      @Nicolettaxo  7 років тому +17

      thank you so much beautiful

  • @michelleann8933
    @michelleann8933 7 років тому +3

    I liked this side of you. keep doing your thing, feelings change and time heals.

  • @MsElizabeth909
    @MsElizabeth909 7 років тому

    I think it's so beautiful how you let your guard down and to let me get to know you at that personal level is so special. Thank You for being such a beautiful soul.

  • @thewifelife5016
    @thewifelife5016 7 років тому

    This is sooo relatable. I got married and lost ALL of my friends and it really makes you feel so unlikable and lonely. When it rains it pours! You are seriously amazing! I love your videos and trust me girl I get you! You're inspiring and brave and really talented. I was also bullied by other girls and have always felt "not good enough". You are really not alone! Keep being strong and courageous. You are my hero.

  • @adrianmaxwell5857
    @adrianmaxwell5857 7 років тому +6

    You talk about wanting to help at least one person, well that has been accomplished. I needed this SO much lately, i've been dealing with a lot of personal stuff I'm not exactly comfortable posting in a public forum, but thank you, thank you so much for this.

    • @araogi1738
      @araogi1738 7 років тому

      Adrian Maxwell i hope things get better real soon for youu 💖💖 good luck, i know you can get trough this :))

    • @Nicolettaxo
      @Nicolettaxo  7 років тому +1

      I am so sorry to hear you are dealing with a lot of personal stuff ! my heart goes out to you! seriously love you and remember to always stay strong

    • @adrianmaxwell5857
      @adrianmaxwell5857 7 років тому +1

      Thank you both so much

    • @nawalzahra3387
      @nawalzahra3387 7 років тому

      Nicoletta xo what job was it? and what did you study for it?

  • @tiffanybuchanan9673
    @tiffanybuchanan9673 7 років тому +9

    Girl you are in inspiration for all of us and I love you so much for that xx 💞😻💜

    • @Nicolettaxo
      @Nicolettaxo  7 років тому +3

      Tiffany Buchanan love you even more ❤️

  • @gracemiller4762
    @gracemiller4762 7 років тому

    i love you for being so real and I'm really sorry about what your going through and I'm so glad you posted this. This video gave me really good advice thank you so much!

  • @blueheart2973
    @blueheart2973 7 років тому

    hey girl! stay strong! i'm going through something as well and your words help me out a lot, sending lots of love your way

  • @olivia_lol5690
    @olivia_lol5690 7 років тому +8

    How can people unlike this?!!!
    Sometimes, I don't get people. You are an amazing girl, Nicoletta.
    And you are very brave too.

    • @Nicolettaxo
      @Nicolettaxo  7 років тому +1

      Olivia Marie thank you so beautiful ❤️ i love you

    • @Shan-ShanH
      @Shan-ShanH 4 роки тому

      Maybe because as I’m watching it’s 6 minutes in and she STILL hasn’t told us what she’s “coming out” from.

  • @maryann4797
    @maryann4797 7 років тому +6

    Nicoletta , don't worry , everyone struggles and has problems you are amazing love ❤️ don't ever be afraid to open up

    • @maryann4797
      @maryann4797 7 років тому +1

      And this year wasn't my year either 😕 my sister had to get an operation on her eye and I don't want to go in detail but now she's having her surgery again and she had to go on steroids and that made her gain weight and she lost all her self confidence at one point she hated her life and now I'm just praying every single day but I'm sure she will get better 😞😊

  • @lucyselma
    @lucyselma 7 років тому

    Thank you for making this video! I also lost all of my friends and went through a tough breakup! But as you say! We all get trough it and it will make us stronger! We love you so much! I'm loving you even more ❤️

  • @anetteviktoriak
    @anetteviktoriak 7 років тому

    Nicoletta, you are so brave for telling us! I know what you're going through, I was in a deep depression about a year ago for a few months and I can relate,I totally understand❤ this video made me cry because it's so sad to see wonderful people feeling this way😢 I seriously wish I could be by your side right now😭💔 I know this is super hard😔 You are beautiful inside and out, stay strong!!💓 I have so much more to say but this comment is getting so long :/ Ilysm!!💓👼😘

  • @bobonana1189
    @bobonana1189 7 років тому +5

    U go girl i will always love u you r an insparation and a good example thx for the advice its not the same thing but it is relatable thx for being my bff lol thank u for being u

  • @giselasooknana787
    @giselasooknana787 7 років тому +17

    your so strong never give up ik u can get through this i love u so much an i hope you get better soon you are really an inspration

    • @Nicolettaxo
      @Nicolettaxo  7 років тому +1

      aww thank you so much that means a lot to me beautiful! i love you so so much!

    • @giselasooknana787
      @giselasooknana787 7 років тому

      Nicoletta xo thx u but i need ur help 😭😭😭😭 an i love u to

    • @giselasooknana787
      @giselasooknana787 7 років тому

      can u plz help me

    • @Nicolettaxo
      @Nicolettaxo  7 років тому

      gisela Sooknana ?! what happened!?

    • @giselasooknana787
      @giselasooknana787 7 років тому

      Nicoletta xo self harm

  • @StephanieCarollo
    @StephanieCarollo 7 років тому

    This is so inspiring and I appreciate videos like this so much. I can relate with you on loosing friends it is so hard but in the end it will get better getting rid of those toxic people in your life will make your life better. I love you so much and I will always support you!
    xoxo Stay Beautiful and keep your head up gorgeous!

  • @madisonmarberry9875
    @madisonmarberry9875 7 років тому +1

    I love you so much and i am so proud of you. i can honestly relate a lot to what you are saying and I know it's kinda late but I'm sorry that you got fired, honestly it's their loss. Also it's your ex boyfriends loss to because he lost an amazing beautiful girl. but thank you for posting this because I know some people tend to think that just because UA-camrs always seem happy in their videos that it means that they are always happy but everyone has their struggles and thank you for being brave and sharing your struggles with us

  • @ashley__c
    @ashley__c 7 років тому +8

    here for the 1st time, and you're gorgeous!! i love your eyes

  • @rememberingpudding3540
    @rememberingpudding3540 7 років тому +12

    I understand this sooo much because everything bad happens always to me and this year is definetly the worst. My grandpa died, my grades are getting worse and worse, I dont have any friends and I am being bullied, I have deppresion and anxiety,I have a lot of problems at home and I am also being bullied for my weight cuz I am very skinny and I am trying to gain weight and I cant and that makes me so sad. Maybe you could do a video about it :) This video is very helpful and I am so glad that you have made it. Lysm xoxo

    • @leathemermaid4820
      @leathemermaid4820 7 років тому +1

      ko procita ovo nije normalan Bit će okej..drži se :)Bog će ti pomoći....

    • @dorkiR
      @dorkiR 7 років тому

      ❤❤

  • @kayleyt1121
    @kayleyt1121 7 років тому

    This helps me so much because I'm going through a similar situation and this year was my hardest year as well thank you for uploading this I know how hard it must of been for you because I struggle with talking about situations like this as well love you stay strong you're right it gets better ❤️

  • @kara3312
    @kara3312 7 років тому

    I feel like I can relate to you so much. you have a wonderful personality and Im so happy you decided to share such personal information with your viewers. you've really inspired me. never change!

  • @mandirakhotkar1982
    @mandirakhotkar1982 7 років тому +7

    i hope everything is right with ur health. stay blessed

    • @Nicolettaxo
      @Nicolettaxo  7 років тому +1

      Thank you so much beautiful I truly appreciate it

  • @stephaniem9807
    @stephaniem9807 7 років тому +27

    you made me cry! but I love you cause you are nice! wish I can meet you and have a life girly chat!

    • @Nicolettaxo
      @Nicolettaxo  7 років тому +8

      Stephanie magana thank you so much for watching and supporting me it means so much to me 😭❤️❤️❤️ i hope to one day meet you !!

    • @stephaniem9807
      @stephaniem9807 7 років тому +2

      ☺☺☺

  • @lizhankes
    @lizhankes 7 років тому +1

    Thank you so much for this video. I'm only 15 right now but I've already been through a lot. It started when I was 12 and I got really depressed. I trusted people I met online because I felt more comfortable talking to them then the people I knew in person because they couldn't judge me to the same extent. I have gone through extreme amounts of depression all through middle school, and the only person who was there for me was myself. I thought a lot coming up with analogies and quotes and anything I could to make me realize why I should stay here. I looked at myself as a wall: not the focal point of the room, but I supported everyone and if I was missing people would notice. And I recovered from my depression. So to anyone who reads this don't give up. You are here for a reason. "When you hit rock bottom be an optimist because those rocks on the bottom help you push yourself back up." I am here for you all, I also have a passion for helping people and I aspire to be some level of psychologist.

  • @sannahafiz7872
    @sannahafiz7872 7 років тому +1

    after this video I appreciate u as a person and love u even more and respect u more because I can relate what I'm going through right now and know it's hard but after knowing how ur determined to go through this test, I am willing to be determined enough to do so too..tnx sooo much for this video..needed this sooo much!!!!

  • @JustSimplyMia
    @JustSimplyMia 7 років тому +2

    This was 100% relatable. I'm in a huge slump too. I'm glad I'm not alone.

  • @CarolineGracee
    @CarolineGracee 7 років тому +5

    I know this isn't one of your most fun/happy videos, but it was actually really nice to learn more about you

    • @CarolineGracee
      @CarolineGracee 7 років тому +1

      I feel like I can connect with youtubers more after I watch these

    • @Nicolettaxo
      @Nicolettaxo  7 років тому +1

      thank you so much for even watching means the world to me xo

  • @tashamy3546
    @tashamy3546 7 років тому

    You're so strong! I had a difficult year myself with everything that you have had mentioned about this video. Just remember to do you and do things that make you happy! Stay strong, we all love you for who you are ❤️

  • @karinac5042
    @karinac5042 7 років тому

    I'm really sorry you had to go through this. I know exactly how you feel. I was bullied a few years ago and I have lost two of my best friends. But it all gets better. Stay strong❤❤ I love you and your videos! Thank you for being so amazing ❤❤