personally never lost someone in my close life but i know someone who’s struggling with it who i eventually had to let go because they cared more abt it than me.
As someone who's best friend died from OD, it hurts like hell. If it wasn't for him, I would've unalived when I was only 14. He gave me hope that things would get better in life. In a sense, they did. However, I would've never taken this over him getting addicted. We were supposed to explore the world together. We talked about all the things we wanted to do as kids. He wanted to be an electrician. I wanted to be a computer hardware engineer. As we got older, I pursued college and healing, he went down a road of drugs and chaos. I know he wasn't the best person near the end, but he was still my home boy. He had my back when we were 600 miles apart more than my own family. He offered me a home when my own father wanted me gone. I feel at guilty a lot of the time. I understand that it was his choice and I can't change him, but I can't help but think "Maybe if I was a better person, I could have saved him". If I thought it would have saved him, I would have od'd in front of him. I already had one foot in the grave before. I would fight the depths of hell for that man. He would've never wanted me to fall down, so I continue to try my hardest to make him proud. I hope that the person you mentioned finds a purpose in life and realizes that life is cold. Not really sure how I could handle it, but ever since I lost him, I always wanted to try and go to rehabs to talk to anyone struggling. Life is hard, but the life of loved ones when they lose them is harder. I really hope things get better.
A long time ago my dog got ran over by a car his name was ninja I was so sad I ran upstairs to my room I was crying so hard I couldn’t even breathe he was the only dog I could ever love my best friend Thornton buried him
Just in case wanted to sing along Can't let go I can't let you go I try, but I always know I wish you was holding me close Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose When you're fucked up on them pills, you can't hear me cry Without them, you're sick and we both know why Pint after pint 'til the well runs dry If only you loved me like you love getting high I can't let you go I try, but I always know I wish you was holding me close Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose Fucked up, can't slow down Won't come down, don't know how My dad's dead, my mom's proud Got bros stuck in our hometown My bank account got zeros I'm 'posed to be the hero But here I am, still fucking up I'll drink my weight in beer though, I Know that you hate me and I hate me too I can't get over what I did to you You tried to help me and it wasn't going through I hope that you miss me 'cause I miss you too But I can't let you go I try, but I always know I wish you was holding me close Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose I can't let you go I try, but I always know I wish you was holding me close I can't be without you, I'd rather overdose Please don't walk away I'm too high, please don't look me in my face You lose faith with every pill I take I can't be without you, I'd rather die today You're too blind to see you have a disease Love pills and whiskey more than you love me Pint after pint erasing our memories If only you loved me like you love smoking weed Please don't walk away I'm too high, please don't look me in my face You lose faith with every pill I take I can't be without you, I'd rather die today When you're fucked up on them pills, you can't hear me cry Without them, you're sick and we both know why Pint after pint 'til the well runs dry If only you loved me like you love getting high I can't let you go I try, but I always know I wish you was holding me close Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose
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"If only you loved me, like you love getting high." -I think of my dad, my bio mom, and myself when I listen to this lyric. It's very depressing.
personally never lost someone in my close life but i know someone who’s struggling with it who i eventually had to let go because they cared more abt it than me.
As someone who's best friend died from OD, it hurts like hell. If it wasn't for him, I would've unalived when I was only 14. He gave me hope that things would get better in life. In a sense, they did. However, I would've never taken this over him getting addicted. We were supposed to explore the world together. We talked about all the things we wanted to do as kids. He wanted to be an electrician. I wanted to be a computer hardware engineer. As we got older, I pursued college and healing, he went down a road of drugs and chaos. I know he wasn't the best person near the end, but he was still my home boy. He had my back when we were 600 miles apart more than my own family. He offered me a home when my own father wanted me gone. I feel at guilty a lot of the time. I understand that it was his choice and I can't change him, but I can't help but think "Maybe if I was a better person, I could have saved him". If I thought it would have saved him, I would have od'd in front of him. I already had one foot in the grave before. I would fight the depths of hell for that man. He would've never wanted me to fall down, so I continue to try my hardest to make him proud. I hope that the person you mentioned finds a purpose in life and realizes that life is cold. Not really sure how I could handle it, but ever since I lost him, I always wanted to try and go to rehabs to talk to anyone struggling. Life is hard, but the life of loved ones when they lose them is harder. I really hope things get better.
lost my dad to drugs/suicide two years ago. never stops hurting.
I’ve lost my Uncle and nearly lost my dad to substance. I feel your pain. Stay strong 💪🏻
this song is way to relatable.
RIP Enrique Diego Javier Rivera... StanTON TX. We miss you hella buddy. You were always the best of us.
Hi I’m on my moms phone but my dad litsones to this song and me and my baby brother be singing it
Thank you
A long time ago my dog got ran over by a car his name was ninja I was so sad I ran upstairs to my room I was crying so hard I couldn’t even breathe he was the only dog I could ever love my best friend Thornton buried him
I love this song
Just in case wanted to sing along
Can't let go
I can't let you go
I try, but I always know
I wish you was holding me close
Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose
When you're fucked up on them pills, you can't hear me cry
Without them, you're sick and we both know why
Pint after pint 'til the well runs dry
If only you loved me like you love getting high
I can't let you go
I try, but I always know
I wish you was holding me close
Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose
Fucked up, can't slow down
Won't come down, don't know how
My dad's dead, my mom's proud
Got bros stuck in our hometown
My bank account got zeros
I'm 'posed to be the hero
But here I am, still fucking up
I'll drink my weight in beer though, I
Know that you hate me and I hate me too
I can't get over what I did to you
You tried to help me and it wasn't going through
I hope that you miss me 'cause I miss you too
But I can't let you go
I try, but I always know
I wish you was holding me close
Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose
I can't let you go
I try, but I always know
I wish you was holding me close
I can't be without you, I'd rather overdose
Please don't walk away
I'm too high, please don't look me in my face
You lose faith with every pill I take
I can't be without you, I'd rather die today
You're too blind to see you have a disease
Love pills and whiskey more than you love me
Pint after pint erasing our memories
If only you loved me like you love smoking weed
Please don't walk away
I'm too high, please don't look me in my face
You lose faith with every pill I take
I can't be without you, I'd rather die today
When you're fucked up on them pills, you can't hear me cry
Without them, you're sick and we both know why
Pint after pint 'til the well runs dry
If only you loved me like you love getting high
I can't let you go
I try, but I always know
I wish you was holding me close
Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose
thanks