honestav - Both Dead (Official Video)

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  • @itsanorristhing3825
    @itsanorristhing3825 3 місяці тому +63

    I cried hearing this You write music like you lived my life. I have been with my husband for 20 years. We were addicts together, had everything, lost everything, been homeless, jail, and so much more. We both will have 9 years clean in November and live a good life. I lost a beautiful daughter to addiction at the tender age of 24 . Your music tugs at my heartstrings and it's like wow someone gets it!!! Keep crushing bro!!!!!

  • @sharonlefebure3892
    @sharonlefebure3892 2 місяці тому +57

    I’m a 58 year old woman who lived a life of chaos and addiction. During it I had a couple of boyfriends that I really connected with. This song brings back memories of good times in bad situations. Both of those men are dead from overdoses. I miss them terribly and the weird thing is sometimes I feel like it was yesterday and they are still here. They say when you’re an addict your brain doesn’t develop past the time you started and sometimes I feel that way. I started when I was 13…….

    • @aprillopez4311
      @aprillopez4311 Місяць тому +2

      Yes!!!! Me too!!! I'm 46 and it just brought me back to those crazy times.

    • @Tyler-z3l8k
      @Tyler-z3l8k 26 днів тому +4

      Just remember, you're not alone in this life

    • @miskiabicha
      @miskiabicha 19 днів тому +1

      "Rather ovedose" es otro excelente tema de este grupo.

  • @Itsnollen24
    @Itsnollen24 4 місяці тому +278

    Bro, I can't even explain to you how hard this hit home. I've been with my woman for 12 years and We went through the worst addiction together, weve had everything together... lost it all together, we were homeless together...now Were both a little over a year clean now, and rebuilding our life together. Those scenes of y'all stealing food from the store to eat...man...
    Thanks dawg.

    • @Sober1299
      @Sober1299 4 місяці тому +13

      Stay the path brother, give glory to Jesus and God. Just keep going.

    • @katiefine9685
      @katiefine9685 4 місяці тому

      ​@@Sober1299amen!

    • @blueberrymarie908
      @blueberrymarie908 4 місяці тому +14

      I wish this for my sister and her man 😢 I hope they both find the light before it's to late. They have lost everything together and I wish they could sober up and rebuild together and get their kids back together..make a home together. I just want them to both be clean together

    • @MeganNichol-j8x
      @MeganNichol-j8x 4 місяці тому +3

      I feel this too much and it hurts a bit

    • @OwnBestFriend
      @OwnBestFriend 4 місяці тому +4

      so proud of you both

  • @Sober1299
    @Sober1299 4 місяці тому +544

    My wife died on June 23rd, she was almost 32, and this songs FUCKING KILLING ME right now dude , this is so great

    • @taralewis6661
      @taralewis6661 4 місяці тому +26

      So sorry.. please keep going, get/stay sober.. she would only want the very best for you ❤

    • @Juan800PimpBot
      @Juan800PimpBot 4 місяці тому +11

      Or do what you want love how people assume and tell you what to do. Do what works for you

    • @stevemartinez7878
      @stevemartinez7878 4 місяці тому +5

      My condolences 🙏

    • @danielgriffiths5901
      @danielgriffiths5901 4 місяці тому +9

      Jesus man. Hang in

    • @missconger619
      @missconger619 4 місяці тому +5

      Hugs❤

  • @tracybloom2137
    @tracybloom2137 2 місяці тому +82

    I lost my girl after being with her on and off for 22yrs this past year and I don’t kno what to do with myself these days without her here..she was always a phone call away and now she’s not!! This song makes me cry so hard but they’re good tears and I put this song on repeat for hours!! Thank you so much for such a beautiful song my dude!! Keep up the hard work!!
    RIP Natalie Carr-I’ll always love you and you will forever live thru me!! #loveisreal #realtalk 💯💯❤️❤️

    • @TeeDee-r8f
      @TeeDee-r8f 2 місяці тому +1

      😢😢😢😢😢

    • @zombiefanatic3810
      @zombiefanatic3810 Місяць тому +1

      All his songs just hit home it frazy

    • @fatmatajah6903
      @fatmatajah6903 Місяць тому +3

      anybody else cry reading this comment. Sorry for your loss

    • @Alex-ot4ug
      @Alex-ot4ug Місяць тому +1

      😢😢

    • @KrispyTreat24
      @KrispyTreat24 Місяць тому +1

      I lost my love of my life 2 yrs ago and I dont know how to live without him either

  • @AsRiel1305
    @AsRiel1305 4 місяці тому +203

    The ending really broke me💔. Don't ever stop making music man 🙏.

    • @katiefine9685
      @katiefine9685 4 місяці тому +4

      Same 💔

    • @digger5521
      @digger5521 3 місяці тому

      I think if there was only one coke bottle would have had more impact, still an amazing video and song

  • @kaheakruse4310
    @kaheakruse4310 2 місяці тому +32

    This kid needs to blow up y'all! Don't just watch his videos, see them. Don't just listen to the lyrics, hear them. His music hits different, you feel the pain he has inside while trying to heal himself. The world needs the message he speaks in his songs, to help heal this nation of sick people. Thank you, honestav... your music make me feel my emotions and it scares me, but a good scare!

    • @kriscruz7223
      @kriscruz7223 Місяць тому +1

      He IS blowing up!!! ❤

    • @dustinmagenheimer
      @dustinmagenheimer Місяць тому

      Best comment award goes to you!!! All so true for me and well said as well. So much good music is born from pain and suffering. And thank you to the artist who wasnt afraid to share his pain and energy with us

    • @danielflynn894
      @danielflynn894 Місяць тому

      Very well said....❤🙏✌️🤟💪💪

  • @saetia777
    @saetia777 4 місяці тому +14

    Broke boyfriend ain't broke no more. Your music is awesome man. Please keep it up. Your helping the masses.

  • @rafaeldiaz9359
    @rafaeldiaz9359 3 місяці тому +35

    This just fucked me up and I cannot stop crying. Reminds me of all the friends I’ve lost due to addiction. Makes me question if there is more than could have been done. We all hurt, but some hurts heal and for others just waking up is a reminder of their pain. Hey YOU, I’m glad you’re still here and know that YOU matter. We love YOU.

    • @Kushie22
      @Kushie22 2 місяці тому

    • @spiffyspikes5048
      @spiffyspikes5048 2 місяці тому +2

      I'm learning to be happy that I'm still here too, I definitely shouldn't be here with how many times I've tried but somethings always pulled me through. It's not my time yet ✨️ thank you bud

    • @TheRealNighthawkBaby
      @TheRealNighthawkBaby 2 місяці тому +1

      addiction, youth, and two young kids who dont exist no more

    • @katieharrington2845
      @katieharrington2845 24 дні тому +1

      I have found that everyone leaves me but it's ok in the end it's just me, myself and God ❤
      Gifted Hand's.

    • @katieharrington2845
      @katieharrington2845 24 дні тому +1

      This song reminds me of my best mate turned lover turned awkward phase turned best friend again
      ... whom we started experimenting with different types of Drugs, LSD, Shrooms, Ketamine etc I lost my mind 😢got institutionalized and things felt different. I was now struggling with my first manic episode psychosis demon's feeding on my fear, I met a man and during my manic episode I stupidly gave in to trying heroin as my manic episode psychosis made me have no boundaries 😢😢😢
      I moved away from my friend and friends my flatmates I loved. And 3 years later my best friend laid down on the train tracks and had killed himself 😢😢😢
      I'm still grieving and it was about 5 years ago now 😢😢😢😢
      It was a period of life when I had the most fun, 20 years old, like a kid stuck in a woman's body. I think about him so much, suicide breaks those around you. Never give up on hope.
      4 years ago now Jesus Christ saved me from the pit of the depths of despair. I'm happy now , feeling joy and peace with my lord Jesus Christ.
      If only I could have known God back then perhaps I could of helped him. You do blame yourself 😢😢😢😢😢

  • @iladecker1622
    @iladecker1622 4 місяці тому +182

    Such a good feeling finding one of few authentic artists, he keeps it so real I love it

  • @shelbylee168
    @shelbylee168 4 місяці тому +73

    I feel like this guy always grabs a piece of our hearts that we stashed in a shoe box in hopes to forget about and carry on; nonetheless, it's nothing but smiles with this man's music, no matter the memory.

  • @FreelyG
    @FreelyG 4 місяці тому +434

    you've got no idea how relatable ur music is to me... helps me just understand that life is what you make of it, cant focus on the bad and expect good. Keep up the great music king!

    • @Gabriel-cz1kw
      @Gabriel-cz1kw 4 місяці тому +13

      Yo spot on homie!

    • @jacobi666snowfire
      @jacobi666snowfire 4 місяці тому

      *cant relate to being dead*
      *good voice tho*

    • @jacobi666snowfire
      @jacobi666snowfire 4 місяці тому +2

      *rip foolio*
      *he dead*

    • @JaredFrye-j3n
      @JaredFrye-j3n 4 місяці тому +3

      Yep. Pretty great to hear someone who thinks like I do. Too weird for the cool kids. Too cool for the weirdos hit too hard

    • @jacobi666snowfire
      @jacobi666snowfire 4 місяці тому +1

      *the ending is amazing*
      *especially for anyone out there who realizes they dont want to offer anyone anything*

  • @Requena50
    @Requena50 4 місяці тому +58

    Song has always been a hit but the vhs quality of the video brings the vibe together for real.

  • @MarkMills-lx4gs
    @MarkMills-lx4gs 4 місяці тому +83

    The emptiness of that ending hit me so hard man ..

  • @jordanmichael333
    @jordanmichael333 4 місяці тому +36

    Idk what your going through. But the only girl I’ve ever loved since we were kids.. just told me she’s got 3 years left.. soon as we got sober and everything was finally perfect.. I cry everyday.. love bro…
    This real af..

    • @Anninukichild
      @Anninukichild 3 місяці тому

      I'm sorry...time to REALLY LIVE now!❤❤❤🙏🙏🙏✌please check out my song Angel if u don't mind. It might relate to u..

    • @Lonemite
      @Lonemite 3 місяці тому +2

      Be strong brother. Be there for her.

    • @jordanmichael333
      @jordanmichael333 3 місяці тому

      @@Lonemitethank you. I’ll do my best❤️

    • @prestonlard7687
      @prestonlard7687 2 місяці тому +3

      Brother she is waiting for you up there god knoŵs you are coming just dont be in a hurry you still have some music god wants you to lèave behind you nothing but love brother and god bless you

  • @scottbullion7262
    @scottbullion7262 4 місяці тому +36

    Bro keep putting out Music. Never stop. Each piece you put out is a master piece. All tell a story. Thank you letting us be apart of it

  • @Corpsemourn136
    @Corpsemourn136 3 місяці тому +57

    This guy really came outta nowhere dropping masterpiece after masterpiece

    • @apricity240
      @apricity240 3 місяці тому +2

      Lmao you are so right. Been listening to him non stop 😭 About to blast "Looking Glass" for the next hour

    • @tristinbishop6381
      @tristinbishop6381 2 місяці тому +1

      Dude that’s what I’m saying. Every song hits

  • @danielflynn894
    @danielflynn894 Місяць тому +4

    Bro you are out here changing mindsets, healing hearts, and fixing the human condition

  • @thisoneladykaty
    @thisoneladykaty 4 місяці тому +23

    2:31 that sound of his voice mixed with the lyrics. The breath that it takes away.

  • @YRich_02
    @YRich_02 4 місяці тому +118

    “Wish u could hear thoughts I got so much that I could say, I took the rest of my dads ends I’ll save that bottle for a rainy day, if you could can save me a plate, not there yet dad but I’m on the way, wait, don’t think we’re goin to the same place , they gon send me to hell you in heavens gatesss” 🤧❤️‍🩹man felt thissss

    • @alannahbee4472
      @alannahbee4472 4 місяці тому +2

      Damn 👊✨

    • @aruntzpack
      @aruntzpack 4 місяці тому +1

      🥺😖😭😭😭

    • @SnoRedInTheBasementMusic
      @SnoRedInTheBasementMusic 3 місяці тому

      Straight facts ...barrrss

    • @Anninukichild
      @Anninukichild 3 місяці тому

      Seriously...hey please check out my music if u don't mind..u might like it...or if u don't I dont mind constructive criticism

    • @user-yd4ne9dv3y
      @user-yd4ne9dv3y 3 місяці тому +1

      I thought he said “rest of my dad’s ends” like his ashes and he’s finna spread the rest when he feels like it time. What you think?

  • @braapinthecommies
    @braapinthecommies 4 місяці тому +8

    This song has me choked, it hits hard. The vocals drive it.
    Keep killin it, if this doesn't blow up I'll be surprised

  • @jonnithomas2928
    @jonnithomas2928 4 місяці тому +48

    R.I.P Zane Leon Smith 🖤 1985-2011.. I will ALWAYS love you!

  • @James-yq8jz
    @James-yq8jz 3 місяці тому +8

    You remind of gettin' high
    In the times of my life
    Remind me of summer nights
    When it's dark, and it's warm and we're drinkin'
    And I know that we cutting ties
    But can you find me sometime?
    'Cause I know how it get too dark
    When you're stuck in your head and you're thinkin'
    You the moonlight in my night
    You the rain clouds in my sky
    You the brain that stuck in my head
    Really pretty, I'ma love you 'til we both dead
    You remind me of gettin' high
    In the times of my life
    Remind me of summer nights
    When it's dark and it's warm and we drinkin'
    And I know that we cuttin' ties
    But can you find me sometime?
    'Cause I know how it get too dark
    When you stuck in your head and you thinkin'
    You the moonlight in my night
    You the rain clouds in my sky
    You the brain that's stuck in my head
    Really pretty, I'ma love you 'til we both dead
    You remind me of gettin' old
    Playing card games and dominoes
    Mushrooms when they grow like mold
    Taking out the trash and doing what I'm told
    Words cut deep and they hurt like hell
    I feel like blades when I cut myself
    No, I promise mama I don't need no help
    When you talkin' to God, pray 'bout that health
    Tell my friends I'm still as well
    Still drunk, still stoned, still raising hell
    Still stuck on shit that I shouldn't tell
    Still just a fool and you're one as well
    You're the moonlight in my night
    You're the rain cloud in my sky
    You the brain that's stuck in my head
    Really pretty, I'ma love you 'til we both dead
    You remind me of getting high
    In the times of my life
    Remind me of summer nights
    When it's dark, and it's warm and we're drinkin'
    And I know that we cuttin' ties
    But can you find me sometime?
    'Cause I know how it get too dark
    When you stuck in your head and you thinkin'
    You the moonlight in my night
    You the rain cloud in my sky
    You the brain that's stuck in my head
    Really pretty, I'ma love you 'til we both dead
    Wish you could hear my thoughts
    I got so much that I could say
    I took the rest of my dad's hands
    I'll save that bottle for a rainy day
    If you're cooking save me a plate
    I'm not there yet dad, but I'm on the way
    Wait, don't think we going to the same place
    They gon' send me to hell
    Are you at heaven's gate?
    Don't tell me to stop my cryin'
    I get so high I feel like dyin'
    I get so drunk, I feel like you
    I'm a 10.5 when I'm in your boots
    I'm a 9.5 on my own
    I'ma push it all down, I'ma keep gettin' stoned
    I'ma wear a fake smile through the screen on the phone
    And I'ma run towards you when I'm feeling alone
    You remind me of gettin' high
    In the times of my life
    Remind me of summer nights
    When it's dark, and it's warm and we're drinkin'
    And I know that we're cuttin' ties
    But can you find me sometime?
    'Cause I know how it gets too dark
    When you stuck in your head and you thinkin'
    You're the moonlight in my night
    You're the rain cloud in my sky
    You the brain that's stuck in my head
    Really pretty, I'ma love you 'til we both dead

    • @JM-zn6wi
      @JM-zn6wi 2 місяці тому +1

      I took the rest of my dads' xans*

  • @MayhemMama0
    @MayhemMama0 4 місяці тому +6

    This song has hit me so hard thank you so much. I just lost my best friend in June and we're only 20. I lost my dad when I was 14. Too much grief in my life it's so suffocating but these songs they speak exactly how I feel & somehow manage to free me from the prison I'm in.

  • @khrismakaruk1027
    @khrismakaruk1027 4 місяці тому +10

    Just found this dude today. All his music makes me believe everything is gonna be okay

  • @angelrage7528
    @angelrage7528 Місяць тому +4

    I am such a a complete junkie for this song! I keep playing it over and over!

  • @DavidBrantley-hl1xg
    @DavidBrantley-hl1xg 4 місяці тому +9

    Bro this song hit so deep I never thought I’d be sitting on the bus cryin relating to this song so much💔

  • @KingCaden132
    @KingCaden132 4 місяці тому +43

    I swear, man, every song you make brings tears to my eyes.

  • @BoolPhrogg
    @BoolPhrogg 3 місяці тому +5

    That dad line hits the heart man. Glad I stumbled on your music man it’s great

  • @YTHandle39
    @YTHandle39 3 місяці тому +3

    I’m like 15+ years past this message, but damn, this is spot on. All the love to both of you.

  • @Caseyjonesriffs
    @Caseyjonesriffs 4 місяці тому +6

    I am blown away. Every word, every line, is just perfect man! Thank u

  • @4StringGoddess
    @4StringGoddess 4 місяці тому +42

    That voice, that honesty - therapeutic 💯

    • @SpexMusic
      @SpexMusic 4 місяці тому +3

      That's why he's HonestAV lol.

  • @7777skye
    @7777skye 4 місяці тому +4

    I've followed your journey from way back when. What a true legend. Keep going. Keep doing this

  • @518goeshard420
    @518goeshard420 2 місяці тому +1

    I can’t believe the amount of talent I’ve discovered this year just from random reels I stumble across. Thought the skits were funny and original. This shit is next level. New fan here bout to start a deep dive

  • @mollyrahn
    @mollyrahn 4 місяці тому +6

    You never miss! Never change Av - you’re the artist we’ve all been needing. Thank you!

  • @tyroot1158
    @tyroot1158 Місяць тому +1

    This is so beautiful, I hope you know how much beauty and pain and real you’re giving out into the universe right now in such a needed time. You’re now in the web, the web of life where we are all connected. Much love

  • @rebeccabarton4834
    @rebeccabarton4834 4 місяці тому +6

    I love this video so much. And the springfield aspect makes it 10x better. But it makes my soul so happy

  • @RunawayWolfxRiku
    @RunawayWolfxRiku 3 місяці тому +4

    Lost my partner in crime in 2018 to addiction, and my father in 2022 to cancer. This song hits hard

  • @AntonioGarcia-ph5we
    @AntonioGarcia-ph5we 4 місяці тому +5

    Never give up on the one you Love..
    Love them a WHOLE LATTE

  • @CADaniel2005
    @CADaniel2005 4 місяці тому +2

    Thank you Av, your music is so eye opening and honest. I honestly pray for the day you come to Colorado so I can see you preform live, its has been and continues to be an honor to hear you spill your soul to us. Looking forward to the Starduhst and Flowers & Rain videos!

  • @puckcarlsbad5563
    @puckcarlsbad5563 День тому

    53 recovered addict here. Love you message. I'd rather be sober in the streets than live that life again.

  • @dawsonwatson5334
    @dawsonwatson5334 4 місяці тому +3

    My son hits a year old in 26 days. Quit smoking for over a year. This song hits! The struggle is real for everyone. Hope everything goes well for anyone listening to this! You got this!!

  • @whosalexlmao
    @whosalexlmao 3 місяці тому +4

    The ending hits home when u love someone like that and they leave you it feels so short time wise looking back on it but I was happy then I miss that🖤

  • @AshleyTorres18
    @AshleyTorres18 4 місяці тому +4

    Omg the ending. I am sobbing. Such a great song. The voice, lyrics, emotion, video all together is a masterpiece. Thank you, Av ❤ Thank you Addy ❤

  • @T.baby98
    @T.baby98 4 місяці тому +2

    Keep doing what you’re doing Av. You’re voice and music reaches the hearts of so many ❤

  • @kindlethompson
    @kindlethompson 4 місяці тому +5

    this track been on repeat for me since it’s release, the video perfectly sums up what i pictured when it played. good shit mannnn!

  • @bobbywall3104
    @bobbywall3104 3 місяці тому +2

    That empty ending punched me right in the fucking gut...
    Lost some of my favorite people.
    Thanks for making such beautiful music.

  • @taylorwaugh2675
    @taylorwaugh2675 4 місяці тому +3

    This one gave me goosebumps and brought tears to my eyes. I love your voice. You are going to do great things.

  • @amandamclachlan04
    @amandamclachlan04 4 місяці тому +2

    The rawness of your music never fails to bring me to tears & warm my heart at the same time. Love what you do & the music you put out into the world. Keep creating beautiful shit man, you’re saving lives out here

  • @JordyBuilds
    @JordyBuilds 4 місяці тому +4

    Every single music video of yours has been an absolute hit. I jam your music every day brother keep doing what you’re doing. Thank you.

  • @jacobkinard7364
    @jacobkinard7364 2 місяці тому

    Bro not gone be workin for long !!! Been listening to him for two weeks and nothing else . Just amazing .

  • @Kjvibin
    @Kjvibin 4 місяці тому +3

    This is the best song I’ve listen to in a very long time!! I felt this song in my soul!!

  • @amandanoel26
    @amandanoel26 4 місяці тому +2

    Omg. I seriously got MAJOR goosebumps this entire song. Keep going, bud!! You’ve got a real gift!! You have no idea how many people you’re healing and giving hope. Thank you
    ❤ #WeDoRecover ❤️

  • @LisaBeeler-nf5rh
    @LisaBeeler-nf5rh 4 місяці тому +7

    Love that you are just a local Springfield guy ( old Springfield native here). stay humble always❤ .. So proud of you!😊

  • @ashleybrindley8504
    @ashleybrindley8504 4 місяці тому +2

    I found you a couple of months ago and you’ve become my favourite artist. Your songs are so relatable, and healing. I love this song, and the video was so beautiful, was perfect for this song. Keep making amazing music and videos!

  • @HoodlumGRIM13
    @HoodlumGRIM13 3 місяці тому +3

    I needed this right now, thanks for always supplying the best of the best. Your on the rise my friend, Keep up the good work and shinning be proud of your dedication, your killing it my homie. Big love from Melb,Aus.

  • @calcilite5334
    @calcilite5334 4 місяці тому +2

    So happy we're getting music videos to go along with these amazing songs. Much love Av

  • @jimmiedriggers3953
    @jimmiedriggers3953 4 місяці тому +4

    Bro thank you real talk i listen to music to relate and release stress you have no idea how much you have helped me with the shit im still goin through god bless u my guy keep at it every damn song man just hits hard 😢💪respect 💯

  • @wordswithwisdom7448
    @wordswithwisdom7448 4 місяці тому +1

    Shxdow coming in at the end with that voice, he's just one of a kind man. He's soo good. Every feature on this is spot on.

  • @jacylewis8160
    @jacylewis8160 4 місяці тому +9

    In LOVE with your music and by far one of my favorite songs and you’re my favorite artist

  • @HarleyQuinn-du5in
    @HarleyQuinn-du5in 4 місяці тому +2

    Meeting you was the highlight of my year. Thank you for making music that speaks to so many souls.

  • @khendrafelton2971
    @khendrafelton2971 4 місяці тому +10

    The ending..holy damn 🥺 I wasn’t ready for that.

  • @soulgrind1
    @soulgrind1 Місяць тому

    My girls in the other room battling addiction. I feel so helpless. Called everywhere to get her help. Sitting here listening to all your songs in tears. Lost my dad to addiction and her daughters here. Some say to walk away. I don't want her daughter to feel the pain of losing a parent.

  • @bthek92
    @bthek92 4 місяці тому +6

    You make me feel so much less alone thank you 😊 🥺🥰

  • @michellejessup6618
    @michellejessup6618 4 місяці тому +2

    HE ROCKS!!!
    Video is awesome.
    Very poetic at the end.
    Especially putting on the backpack Walking away Then turning around to saying goodbye bravo
    👏 🥹

  • @pinkkitten_nails
    @pinkkitten_nails 4 місяці тому +6

    Omg i lost my soul mate in 2017. We had known each other since highschool but never dated. When we finally did date we were both scarred from life. I had already been addicted to opiates and kicked it but unfortunately relapsed and he did too. Despite some of the terrible times we had there were a lot of great times too. But now 6 years sober i realize i used to think i was having fun because i was hi but really i was having fun because i was with him. I miss him everyday since he took the forever sleep of the god morpheus by unknowingly ingesting fentanyl dec 4 2017. I’ll never be the same after losing him but i have found happiness without opiates now. I know he watches over me and his son.

  • @makeupjunkiexox
    @makeupjunkiexox 4 місяці тому +2

    This video made me teary eyed! I just love u and ady so much ughhh and that ending !! Cinematic as fuuuuckk

  • @TheFisher
    @TheFisher 4 місяці тому +20

    I know my comment is just a drop in the bucket but this man has pure talent 🔥

  • @StraitandNarrow
    @StraitandNarrow 3 місяці тому +2

    How is this guy cracking this many bangers and not blown up yet? Legend

    • @AutomanicJack
      @AutomanicJack 3 місяці тому

      because he promotes stealin, driving high and unhealthy nutrition 😄

  • @peterkettler2070
    @peterkettler2070 4 місяці тому +11

    I wish kids these days knew how much God Loves Them...we are loosing a whole generation to various things...and it is killing me on the inside...God Loves YOU...

  • @ChikoChe-gh3lw
    @ChikoChe-gh3lw Місяць тому +1

    Lost my daddy in 3/24/21 and in 8/21/21 the Women whom I Loved with all my Soul, it’s 11/3/24 and many Moons and Suns passed me by and Still in Tears rn…
    God saved me now I’m married with a 2 month old baby and it’s fucking crazy that we just have to turn the page and start a new chapter or else my book would’ve been closed if I didn’t ACCEPT what Others have before me. DESTINY.

  • @danniella1270
    @danniella1270 4 місяці тому +5

    Love it! Av is such a poet! Blessings 💜🌈

  • @Luvless777
    @Luvless777 3 місяці тому +1

    Honestav your an amazing singer and artist. Never stop. Your lyrics are intense. Thank you.

  • @rachelelizabethx0
    @rachelelizabethx0 4 місяці тому +7

    Not me CRYING😭😭😭 yall are treasures on this earth. Don’t ever change 🥹🫶🏼

    • @alannahbee4472
      @alannahbee4472 4 місяці тому +1

      Awwww your beautiful 🥰 love what said 💓have a good dayyyyyy sissy!!! ✨🙏your a treasure btw ☺️🤟

    • @amythompson9240
      @amythompson9240 3 місяці тому

      You both are. I’m so lucky to have stumbled upon you. I discovered Av through your podcast and I’m so grateful. Ty for what you do too 🫶🏼

  • @Shreeq
    @Shreeq 4 місяці тому +2

    What an ending, mate this is fantastic. Entertained me for 3 and a half minutes that I'm glad I spent.

  • @Okgeneric
    @Okgeneric 4 місяці тому +3

    this song reminds me of my dad. for better or worse, blood is deeper than everything

  • @jakobkay60
    @jakobkay60 2 місяці тому

    Think this one is my favorite AV. The energy is great and it gives me chills.

  • @muisc-islife1374
    @muisc-islife1374 4 місяці тому +5

    DO
    NOT
    STOP
    WE NEED AV

  • @AubriaDenise97
    @AubriaDenise97 4 місяці тому +2

    Reminds me of my child’s father. Thank you for your music❤

  • @alannahbee4472
    @alannahbee4472 4 місяці тому +3

    Yes Kay wow the music video is beautiful ✨🌹🙏 lite! bro keeeeeeeeep it uppp☺️
    lots of love all you guys listening 💯

  • @sezkitond
    @sezkitond 4 місяці тому +1

    The music video and the lyrics both make you feel so heavy and gave me a huge sense of nostalgia, keep making music 🙌

  • @caitlincharbonneau4871
    @caitlincharbonneau4871 4 місяці тому +51

    Holy shit that ending got me 😭😭😭

  • @scottswift9899
    @scottswift9899 Місяць тому

    Perhaps the greatest love song ever written. Thank you!

  • @Kiyaobnoxious
    @Kiyaobnoxious 4 місяці тому +22

    The end got me crying, your music has helped me with my break up sm!!!! Thank you ❤

    • @hardnoxgg
      @hardnoxgg 4 місяці тому +2

      SAME!!!!!! i found him at such a bad time in my life, but it was so great of a thing that i did

    • @NolanAlcantar21
      @NolanAlcantar21 4 місяці тому

      @@hardnoxggyou guys aren’t alone. we’ll be okay!

    • @Fearsome87
      @Fearsome87 4 місяці тому +1

      That ending I wasn't expecting at all, it deff hit hard!!

  • @preciouscombs100
    @preciouscombs100 3 місяці тому

    For years I couldn’t relate to any music but then Jelly came and I was like I will NEVER be able to relate to anyones music more than I can Jelly’s but here you are. Every song you release is better than the last. Stuck on the floor is my favorite. You deserve all of it my dude!!

  • @brandy92bear
    @brandy92bear 4 місяці тому +7

    Love your music bro you’re amazing and helping me go threw some rough shit

  • @EvelynHeathHB
    @EvelynHeathHB 2 місяці тому

    you do this so well. you dont even know the h9w many people you help with your music. clean since 2017. thank you. Keep it up.

  • @BestKMG
    @BestKMG 4 місяці тому +3

    Okay but the ending to this video didn’t have to make me cry Av!! ❤

  • @edwardtrumpower9870
    @edwardtrumpower9870 2 місяці тому

    This song hit me pretty hard. It reminds me so much of my younger days with my children’s mother. This is such a good song! Keep doing your thang.

  • @cameronshaffer1592
    @cameronshaffer1592 4 місяці тому +22

    Man this dude saved my life 💜 LONG LIVE KAITLYN 🕊️💔💜

  • @iCaleb317
    @iCaleb317 3 місяці тому +1

    Not going to lie bro you helped me get some tears out Ive been holding in for years…. Never stop man

  • @melaniehoward8015
    @melaniehoward8015 4 місяці тому +3

    Idk where this man been but im so fucking glad he here now

  • @codyparrish3854
    @codyparrish3854 4 місяці тому +2

    Changing lives all over the place.. one love dogg

  • @urprollyright615
    @urprollyright615 4 місяці тому +4

    This is EXACTLY how i pictured this song! Ugh, SO RELATEABLE 😭🫶💯

  • @CountryFriedFear
    @CountryFriedFear 3 місяці тому

    Keep being you. Your music is special man, so many can relate.

  • @deanwheeler3809
    @deanwheeler3809 4 місяці тому +4

    Keep going bro🤝 destined for success

  • @xvgwhalevvs.diamonds3281
    @xvgwhalevvs.diamonds3281 4 місяці тому +1

    I remember when I went to get sushi with my friend Harrison, Harrison's dad, and my friend Scott for Harrisons dad's birthday when I was in high school. Harrison's dad went first, death by OD, Harrison was using then too but got clean for awhile, then OD'd and died after being laid off for covid lock downs with a daughter on the way, I lost touch with Scott only to see his obituary later(an OD, had a thing about a related cause to donate too). Out of the 4 I am the only one that isn't dead yet, the ending brought back that memory eating sushi together with them. Lost 6 people from my youth from OD, really feels weird.

  • @Lizziep228
    @Lizziep228 4 місяці тому +3

    This song is a vibe

  • @LC7993-ol3bs
    @LC7993-ol3bs 2 місяці тому

    Your music is really helping me move on. Everytime i hear your songs i cry but everytime i listen i cry less. Thank you

  • @justinfarrisi6558
    @justinfarrisi6558 4 місяці тому +55

    Losing your wife when you were in your 20s makes this hit different

    • @IsaacLegasse
      @IsaacLegasse 4 місяці тому +9

      Lost my love July 18 2022 we were both 25… 😔 much love man

    • @springflowerfairy83
      @springflowerfairy83 4 місяці тому

      💓💓💓

    • @B.L.DajayDakilla
      @B.L.DajayDakilla 4 місяці тому

      Omfg😵‍💫 bruh fexx

    • @jonnithomas2928
      @jonnithomas2928 4 місяці тому +4

      Lost my love at 21... He was 26... I get it

    • @austinking8325
      @austinking8325 4 місяці тому +1

      Your not alone my guy it’s the worst pain youll ever experience you’ll only learn to live with it