My playlist is in Spotify, all the tracks from the video are there, add it to yourself: open.spotify.com/playlist/64vma0jHeW0mxTCwmD2AZV?si=563d8412dc624585
@@nemesis_the_endless7286 The worst is when you start to realize they're distancing themselves but you can't do anything about it but wait for them to finally leave
Sometimes i ask myself...what is my purpose or what is life for when im just going to suffer i recently lost alot of friends and im starting to lose more i try to stay happy but its hard when people have friend groups with so many people, i tried making new friends but its hard
Im listening to this song everytime i feel hopeless, sad, in pain, or when i hallucinate bad stuff. My sanity isnt healthy including my mental health. I tried to talk to somebody about this but nothing i have nobody. Thanks for reading this and i hope you have a good day
Things will get better.. I know it’s all we ever hear these days, but it’s better to hold on to hope that things will in fact get better.. than to lose all hope for nothing..
True, always smiling and trying help everyone, So you thinking that you have friends, but after time you realise that they just using you as a tool, and when tool got broken, they just trew you away.
"everytime in public you act nice and kind but everytime in private your lonely and depressed. So its ok to feel depressed just have a talk with your mom and you will get happiness"
i have recently gone through my first relationship because i usually dont want to get in to that but this girl was so nice making the first move and made me smile every day, one day when i was watching a movie she sent me a message that she had something kind of important to talk about later because me and her forgot about it i brough it up in conversation and she told me things where moving too fast and we should just be friends but she also said i still like you, in the same day two hours later she asked me and my friends what she should do when she goes on a date with this guy to an ice cream shop... idk what to do because i am the type of person to always say im ok even if im not and i just feel horrible now if something she said to me as a complement is said by someone else to me.
I dont know if im worthy enough at all. I usually act or try to blend in with other people, but it never really works. My mom has been suffering alot of pain and work. And when i listen to this song, i feel sad and guilty.
I'm going to leave my two cents on life here since people who listen to this song seem like they could use some cheering up/life advice. It won't be organized or coherent or anything, I'm just gonna dump everything I can think of that I wish I knew a while back or maybe even now and could follow. Everyone goes through their own share of hardships in life. It's not up to you whether or not you'll face problems in life, or what kinds of problems they'll be. However, it is up to you how you will solve those problems. Will you solve them alone, or will you reach out for help? There's two things you cannot do; 1. You cannot endure problems that you want help with without asking or reaching out for help on your own accord. People who think someone is always going to know they're going through something, that someone is always going to reach out to help them, are naive. Even if you're the kind of person to do that to other people, even if you're surrounded by people who are close to you, even if there is someone who will do those things for you. If you want something, isn't it selfish and naive to expect it without asking for it? If you're hurting, if you're tired, if you want help, reach out for help. There are people who want to help. 2. You can't get through life without ever needing or wanting help. After all, humanity didn't progress this far thanks to a bunch of loners who did everything by themselves. It's a group effort, driven by people supporting one another. Your life is the same. It's not weak to ask for help; we are constantly living a life that is dependent on others around us already. You don't need to endure things alone, so what's the point of doing it? Please never think things as depressing as "I don't deserve this." There is very little you could have done in order to not deserve happiness or life. Not only that, but thinking those things is a sign that you have changed, even if just a little. Also, you'll find that little in life is given to those who 'deserve' it. You deserve things if you work hard. Results don't determine that, attitude doesn't determine that, the small things you do in your day-to-day life don't determine that either. Does a child 'deserve' to live? They haven't done anything to earn it, they're bratty and have bad attitudes, and they're a pain all around. But maybe one day they will work hard, maybe one day they will change their attitude and become an independent person with their life figured out. If you think you don't deserve life, you're much like that child. Stop thinking like that, work to grow as a person, and one day you'll find that you finally 'deserve' those things, and you'll achieve them. There's a lot of things you can hate yourself for, but if you hated someone else for those same things, wouldn't you be happy if they changed? If they slowly but surely became more likeable, and one day became a person you could even befriend? Life is so, so beautiful. It's beautiful even when it's hard or troublesome. It's too beautiful to put into words. The big, happy moments that turn into fond memories you can look back on like playing in your childhood or meeting the one you love; even the trivial little things like how nice your favorite color looks or having a few idle moments to relax and do nothing; or even the sad times, the times full of stress or suffering, like going through a heartbreak. Life is worth living just to live. I'm grateful I can look back on certain memories and smile. I'm grateful my favorite colors look so, so pretty. I'm even grateful I went through sadness and pain, because I can be this happy today. Even if I may think I don't deserve to be happy, even if I still find flaws in myself, even if a part of me still hates myself, I still manage to be left in awe at just how beautiful life is. I still manage to be grateful that I could experience it, that I still can today. What if I can't change? What if tomorrow I still hate myself, I'm still flawed, I still don't deserve this happiness? Who knows? Maybe I can't change so easily. Maybe I don't have the capacity, maybe I never will. After all, I've ranted and preached this much without having done anything as lofty as forgiving myself or beginning to love myself. But for now, I can live, and I can be grateful for it. Happiness isn't a trait. You aren't born with or without it, and you can't lose it permanently. So maybe tomorrow, I can be just a little bit happier. Maybe even the day after that, I can be a little bit happier than the last. And that's how I'll carry on. Even if I don't deserve it now, even if I hate myself, even if I reach a setback. I'll run ever-forward until the day I eventually can't anymore. And when that day comes, I'll sit down and look back at how far I've come.
I get where you're coming from, but sometimes things happen to undeserved people, because that's just how humans are. A LARGE majority of my life I've tried to please my family, my Mother never really cared for me, she more so cared to find a partner than raise her son, my grandma had an unburning rage where she attempted to let me die instead of helping me & no matter what I did for her, I was scolded, yet I kept trying. Then I tried to reach out to me birth father since he wasn't around and I was desperate to seek some kind of familial connection (I was about 9/10 at this point), so I was allowed to move across the US (Iowa to Washington State) and live with my dad's family & all I got from him was the stare of a father who wanted nothing to do with his child and a cold shoulder. At this point my other family members weren't treating me well as I was solely chasing my father and wasn't paying attention to them, so a good chunk of my dads family members spun up lies about me and in turn, it lead to me being disowned by the entirety of my fathers side of the family, I was homeless for a handful of days there, but I was fortunate enough that my mom was able to buy me a plane ticket back, but I was only able to take the clothes on my back with me. and don't get me started on relationship, I've tried equally as hard to be with my partner as I have to get a connection with my father, yet 90% of my partners either cheated or left me for someone else. So...sometimes you can try your hardest to be the best you that you can be, you can do everything right, but it just won't work. People can be cruel, for either no reason, unjust reasons or justly reasons, but I, personally, have had so many unjust times in my live where all I wanted was to feel part of a family, to be loved and not abandoned anymore, to have SOMEONE not treat me poorly even though I've been trying my best. And it just all leads me to think so low of myself, I've given so many people my all and then some, just to be wronged & it's made me just think that I wasn't important, that no matter what I did, I would NEVER be good enough for someone. But that's okay, there is always going to be bad people out in the world, but there's also good in the world too. just as there is darkness in the world, there will always be light, and with that said, I've worked on myself and I'm happy by myself. I'm content with both myself and being alone, sure, sometimes I feel lonely due to the lack of family and friends, but I just pick myself back up and keep on going down my road. If I find a partner on this road, that'd be amazing, but if not, I can still enjoy my own journey in life and enjoy all the adventures I have.
The song makes me think of contemplation and no return. It makes me think of a man adrift in space. Separated from his ship with only so much oxygen left. Nothing to do but watch the stars. Makes me think of outer wilds. I imagine the hearthian finally getting everything he needs to finally see the eye only to then stop, look behind him, and take one last look at the galaxy he called home. Thinking about everything he learned. Maybe he even decides to have one last loop just to hang out and say goodbye to his friends and family before finally turning back and leaving everything behind.
No one told me that my mom was getting surgery. I found out that it was because my brother was talking about his friends 13 nights ago. So that's why I'm not at school today. Also, I would tell you eventually, so it was today. Update my mom is fine now
God is great, just always remember that he knew you before anyone else judge you in this world!🙏✝️💜 we all make mistakes and sin getting right with the lord is what we all need !
All these sins you talk about, they pile up. I used to be a happy go lucky lil kid, I fully enjoyed life and would attract friend with ease. But now, the sins of many others in the world have weighted me down, drove me to the point of suicide, has made me value myself less and has given me so much self doubt, to the point where I don't think I'm enough for anyone, even if I gave my all to them. So let me ask you, why is it okay that "He" allows this to happen? Why does "He" allow others to degrade others to the point they want to end their lives despite the person doing their very best and have done no wrong? Why does "He" allow pointless violence to happen in the world? So we can learn from it? If so, why force the good people of the world to learn difficult lessons when the other party who is doing the hurting not receive any punishment?
When i was turning 11 my grandparents house caught fire and earlier that day i was mad at my grandpa he he right next to where it started but he was lucky and survived now to this day i feel like i could of stopped that from happening by not wishing karma on him..... This song brings back the horrors of that night but its helps me think.
Thanks to my own poor decision making, I've lost all my privacy. I lost my entire friend group. I've lost everything and everything. I lost the ability to feel, I lost the ability to care. I don't sleep, I don't let the tears fall. I've lost myself.......... And I think I'm done looking... I... am... done...
I really liked a girl, she was a little ugly but I liked her the way she is, but... she lied to her friends saying she liked me, I was very happy with that, however... everything was a lie, she liked my best friend. The day I found out about this I was very sad and didn't even want to talk to her, I lost complete trust in her. My friend liked another girl, she was pretty and her name was Vanessa. My best friend said that she liked me and that we could make an exchange. I was with Vanessa and he was with the other girl I liked. As much as Vanessa was beautiful, she didn't like me, it was all a lie. As beautiful as Vanessa was, I liked the ugly girl 100x more. My friend said he wouldn't stay with her to respect it, but... my best friend, who I trust a lot, asked the girl I liked to date him at the end of class... I was very sad... he regretted it and told me he apologized. Forgiving I forgive, but forgetting will be difficult
Creo...creo que todo esto es mi culpa...creo que debería empezar a aceptar que soy un psicópata...y dejar de pensar que me va mal por no expresarme...no es normal que sienta felicidad hiriendo alas personas....no es normal que me guste que me hagan sufrir...que me hagan llorar...no es masoquismo...me duele cuando me golpean...pero quiero más dolor sentimental Tal vez solo estoy mal de la cabeza...tal vez no debí nacer
My playlist is in Spotify, all the tracks from the video are there, add it to yourself: open.spotify.com/playlist/64vma0jHeW0mxTCwmD2AZV?si=563d8412dc624585
the feeling of finding out you meant nothing to someone when they meant everything to you
I know what you mean...
It’s realisation and rethinking of what was happening before that is the most painful…
I taked that pain she was my everything was that smile was that a lie all the memories was that a lie fake smile😭😕
How true it is😢. Wanna be friends?
@@nemesis_the_endless7286 The worst is when you start to realize they're distancing themselves but you can't do anything about it but wait for them to finally leave
this song is so... atmospheric, i really like it
life is all good...... until...........you find out that nobody is there for you...
find out? I always knew
God will always be there for you
Sometimes i ask myself...what is my purpose or what is life for when im just going to suffer i recently lost alot of friends and im starting to lose more i try to stay happy but its hard when people have friend groups with so many people, i tried making new friends but its hard
Im listening to this song everytime i feel hopeless, sad, in pain, or when i hallucinate bad stuff. My sanity isnt healthy including my mental health. I tried to talk to somebody about this but nothing i have nobody. Thanks for reading this and i hope you have a good day
...What language can you speak besides English?
Things will get better.. I know it’s all we ever hear these days, but it’s better to hold on to hope that things will in fact get better.. than to lose all hope for nothing..
I feel you, I want to end my life, but we must stay strong, all of us, unite!
Ok
Guys, you all mean something in this world...
Even with this one comment, you'll be forever rembered, soo, stay with us guys! 😀
"Sometimes it takes a while to get used to new things but when you realize the difference between you and me then they just go fry away"😢
She was my everything, I shared all my happiness pain with her, I was nothing to her...
She was playing with an already broken toy
Damn. You don't deserve that dude
@@OPERXTOR you don't deserve anything like that to happen and I hope it doesn't happen to you
I'm really sorry you went through that...
i love this song so much that i cant stop listening to it
Me tooo
I can’t smile much longer, I hate this life
Dont be angry.... Life gets hard sometimes and i was deppressed too and when i was depressed i cry my heart out to.....😢
@@Dilnoza-x2z 🙏
True, always smiling and trying help everyone, So you thinking that you have friends, but after time you realise that they just using you as a tool, and when tool got broken, they just trew you away.
Me to bro trying to help everyone is hard
Best version
"everytime in public you act nice and kind but everytime in private your lonely and depressed. So its ok to feel depressed just have a talk with your mom and you will get happiness"
Thanks you.
"It was nothing more than a past that tells no future"
When you become a rock heart with no feeling or even emotions this brings back the sensation
lo que sientes cuando le declaras tu amor y dice "te quiero pero solo como amig@"
i have recently gone through my first relationship because i usually dont want to get in to that but this girl was so nice making the first move and made me smile every day, one day when i was watching a movie she sent me a message that she had something kind of important to talk about later because me and her forgot about it i brough it up in conversation and she told me things where moving too fast and we should just be friends but she also said i still like you, in the same day two hours later she asked me and my friends what she should do when she goes on a date with this guy to an ice cream shop... idk what to do because i am the type of person to always say im ok even if im not and i just feel horrible now if something she said to me as a complement is said by someone else to me.
I dont know if im worthy enough at all. I usually act or try to blend in with other people, but it never really works. My mom has been suffering alot of pain and work. And when i listen to this song, i feel sad and guilty.
Don't be.
A light at the end of a very dark tunnel is not for everyone.
The song is good, but the feelings that come from it are felt... It's not what you want anyone else to feel...
I'm going to leave my two cents on life here since people who listen to this song seem like they could use some cheering up/life advice. It won't be organized or coherent or anything, I'm just gonna dump everything I can think of that I wish I knew a while back or maybe even now and could follow.
Everyone goes through their own share of hardships in life. It's not up to you whether or not you'll face problems in life, or what kinds of problems they'll be. However, it is up to you how you will solve those problems. Will you solve them alone, or will you reach out for help?
There's two things you cannot do;
1. You cannot endure problems that you want help with without asking or reaching out for help on your own accord. People who think someone is always going to know they're going through something, that someone is always going to reach out to help them, are naive. Even if you're the kind of person to do that to other people, even if you're surrounded by people who are close to you, even if there is someone who will do those things for you. If you want something, isn't it selfish and naive to expect it without asking for it? If you're hurting, if you're tired, if you want help, reach out for help. There are people who want to help.
2. You can't get through life without ever needing or wanting help. After all, humanity didn't progress this far thanks to a bunch of loners who did everything by themselves. It's a group effort, driven by people supporting one another. Your life is the same. It's not weak to ask for help; we are constantly living a life that is dependent on others around us already. You don't need to endure things alone, so what's the point of doing it?
Please never think things as depressing as "I don't deserve this." There is very little you could have done in order to not deserve happiness or life. Not only that, but thinking those things is a sign that you have changed, even if just a little.
Also, you'll find that little in life is given to those who 'deserve' it. You deserve things if you work hard. Results don't determine that, attitude doesn't determine that, the small things you do in your day-to-day life don't determine that either. Does a child 'deserve' to live? They haven't done anything to earn it, they're bratty and have bad attitudes, and they're a pain all around. But maybe one day they will work hard, maybe one day they will change their attitude and become an independent person with their life figured out. If you think you don't deserve life, you're much like that child. Stop thinking like that, work to grow as a person, and one day you'll find that you finally 'deserve' those things, and you'll achieve them.
There's a lot of things you can hate yourself for, but if you hated someone else for those same things, wouldn't you be happy if they changed? If they slowly but surely became more likeable, and one day became a person you could even befriend?
Life is so, so beautiful. It's beautiful even when it's hard or troublesome. It's too beautiful to put into words. The big, happy moments that turn into fond memories you can look back on like playing in your childhood or meeting the one you love; even the trivial little things like how nice your favorite color looks or having a few idle moments to relax and do nothing; or even the sad times, the times full of stress or suffering, like going through a heartbreak.
Life is worth living just to live. I'm grateful I can look back on certain memories and smile. I'm grateful my favorite colors look so, so pretty. I'm even grateful I went through sadness and pain, because I can be this happy today.
Even if I may think I don't deserve to be happy, even if I still find flaws in myself, even if a part of me still hates myself, I still manage to be left in awe at just how beautiful life is. I still manage to be grateful that I could experience it, that I still can today.
What if I can't change?
What if tomorrow I still hate myself, I'm still flawed, I still don't deserve this happiness?
Who knows? Maybe I can't change so easily. Maybe I don't have the capacity, maybe I never will. After all, I've ranted and preached this much without having done anything as lofty as forgiving myself or beginning to love myself.
But for now, I can live, and I can be grateful for it.
Happiness isn't a trait. You aren't born with or without it, and you can't lose it permanently.
So maybe tomorrow, I can be just a little bit happier. Maybe even the day after that, I can be a little bit happier than the last.
And that's how I'll carry on. Even if I don't deserve it now, even if I hate myself, even if I reach a setback. I'll run ever-forward until the day I eventually can't anymore. And when that day comes, I'll sit down and look back at how far I've come.
Thank you for taking the time to express yourself, you are heard.
means a lot man. I Shead a lot of tears to this.
Thanks man hope you’re doing well now
I've gained wisdom that I needed here. Thank you.
I get where you're coming from, but sometimes things happen to undeserved people, because that's just how humans are. A LARGE majority of my life I've tried to please my family, my Mother never really cared for me, she more so cared to find a partner than raise her son, my grandma had an unburning rage where she attempted to let me die instead of helping me & no matter what I did for her, I was scolded, yet I kept trying. Then I tried to reach out to me birth father since he wasn't around and I was desperate to seek some kind of familial connection (I was about 9/10 at this point), so I was allowed to move across the US (Iowa to Washington State) and live with my dad's family & all I got from him was the stare of a father who wanted nothing to do with his child and a cold shoulder. At this point my other family members weren't treating me well as I was solely chasing my father and wasn't paying attention to them, so a good chunk of my dads family members spun up lies about me and in turn, it lead to me being disowned by the entirety of my fathers side of the family, I was homeless for a handful of days there, but I was fortunate enough that my mom was able to buy me a plane ticket back, but I was only able to take the clothes on my back with me. and don't get me started on relationship, I've tried equally as hard to be with my partner as I have to get a connection with my father, yet 90% of my partners either cheated or left me for someone else. So...sometimes you can try your hardest to be the best you that you can be, you can do everything right, but it just won't work. People can be cruel, for either no reason, unjust reasons or justly reasons, but I, personally, have had so many unjust times in my live where all I wanted was to feel part of a family, to be loved and not abandoned anymore, to have SOMEONE not treat me poorly even though I've been trying my best. And it just all leads me to think so low of myself, I've given so many people my all and then some, just to be wronged & it's made me just think that I wasn't important, that no matter what I did, I would NEVER be good enough for someone.
But that's okay, there is always going to be bad people out in the world, but there's also good in the world too. just as there is darkness in the world, there will always be light, and with that said, I've worked on myself and I'm happy by myself. I'm content with both myself and being alone, sure, sometimes I feel lonely due to the lack of family and friends, but I just pick myself back up and keep on going down my road. If I find a partner on this road, that'd be amazing, but if not, I can still enjoy my own journey in life and enjoy all the adventures I have.
What emptiness and numbeness feels like.
The song makes me think of contemplation and no return. It makes me think of a man adrift in space. Separated from his ship with only so much oxygen left. Nothing to do but watch the stars.
Makes me think of outer wilds. I imagine the hearthian finally getting everything he needs to finally see the eye only to then stop, look behind him, and take one last look at the galaxy he called home. Thinking about everything he learned. Maybe he even decides to have one last loop just to hang out and say goodbye to his friends and family before finally turning back and leaving everything behind.
honestly i like that
No one told me that my mom was getting surgery. I found out that it was because my brother was talking about his friends 13 nights ago. So that's why I'm not at school today. Also, I would tell you eventually, so it was today. Update my mom is fine now
Glad for both u and ur mom. No jokes!
After listening, you know how much you did... I sadness...
Life is not eternal at one moment or in the fall of a lie
God is great, just always remember that he knew you before anyone else judge you in this world!🙏✝️💜 we all make mistakes and sin getting right with the lord is what we all need !
Amen
Amen
Amen 🙏
All these sins you talk about, they pile up. I used to be a happy go lucky lil kid, I fully enjoyed life and would attract friend with ease. But now, the sins of many others in the world have weighted me down, drove me to the point of suicide, has made me value myself less and has given me so much self doubt, to the point where I don't think I'm enough for anyone, even if I gave my all to them. So let me ask you, why is it okay that "He" allows this to happen? Why does "He" allow others to degrade others to the point they want to end their lives despite the person doing their very best and have done no wrong? Why does "He" allow pointless violence to happen in the world? So we can learn from it? If so, why force the good people of the world to learn difficult lessons when the other party who is doing the hurting not receive any punishment?
Cool music .
u can fly.
When i was turning 11 my grandparents house caught fire and earlier that day i was mad at my grandpa he he right next to where it started but he was lucky and survived now to this day i feel like i could of stopped that from happening by not wishing karma on him..... This song brings back the horrors of that night but its helps me think.
Эх какой жизнь ❤😢
When i listen this song i remember my moms brother 😭😭 i mis him everyday when i listen this sound
Even if all hope is lost, cling to the hope which is Jesus Christ
501st save👍 I’m going to use this often
Sadest song in the world
Thanks to my own poor decision making, I've lost all my privacy. I lost my entire friend group. I've lost everything and everything. I lost the ability to feel, I lost the ability to care. I don't sleep, I don't let the tears fall. I've lost myself.......... And I think I'm done looking... I... am... done...
Классная музыка чтоб погрустит😢
i listen to this when my parents argue sometimes they fight :(
same 💔
The same 😢
I really liked a girl, she was a little ugly but I liked her the way she is, but... she lied to her friends saying she liked me, I was very happy with that, however... everything was a lie, she liked my best friend. The day I found out about this I was very sad and didn't even want to talk to her, I lost complete trust in her. My friend liked another girl, she was pretty and her name was Vanessa. My best friend said that she liked me and that we could make an exchange. I was with Vanessa and he was with the other girl I liked. As much as Vanessa was beautiful, she didn't like me, it was all a lie. As beautiful as Vanessa was, I liked the ugly girl 100x more. My friend said he wouldn't stay with her to respect it, but... my best friend, who I trust a lot, asked the girl I liked to date him at the end of class... I was very sad... he regretted it and told me he apologized. Forgiving I forgive, but forgetting will be difficult
Its time to rise when you find out expressions & emotions just void and nonsense stuff
i have banned in roblox i miss my friend 😭 an my girlfriend i was banned for 58 years 458 weeks 58 seconds
❤❤❤😢
can you make a 1 hour verson of this
put it on loop.
I’m drowning.
Yeahh bro, me too... i'm drowning...
I’m just so tired…
It's okay to take a breather, to just do nothing for a bit, you can get back at it when you have the energy to
I just want to...
Creo...creo que todo esto es mi culpa...creo que debería empezar a aceptar que soy un psicópata...y dejar de pensar que me va mal por no expresarme...no es normal que sienta felicidad hiriendo alas personas....no es normal que me guste que me hagan sufrir...que me hagan llorar...no es masoquismo...me duele cuando me golpean...pero quiero más dolor sentimental
Tal vez solo estoy mal de la cabeza...tal vez no debí nacer
Regret 😔 music
where can i find this picture?
😭😭😭😭🥺
Я ша плакую потому что мой парень меня бросил 😢😢
Bro is this an anime character? Ahh and this song is so sad
My pfp is literally
(Edit) my gf broke up with me ...I loved her..I.. don't know what I'll do without her
what's the name of the girl in this video?
Bunny girl
😢😢😢
u cute. are u okay?
No
Nah! Bro my life is drowning!😢
I lost my bsf after 7y, he was using me
I don't feel the same and don't think i'll recover...
@@DarkBlade-v9t hope you get better
Pov :
if this plays when Chapter 236, Gojo's death chapter, gets animated im gonna cry bro
fuckin' spoilers man
What the fuck dude?
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