I think the hardest thing to me is the slow decline toward death. I experienced a lot of the same with my dog until his heart eventually stopped in my arms.
I'm not going to lie, I cried through almost this entire video. Cas was one of my favorites, but I knew his remaining time was short. But I also thank you so much for sharing the sad times as well as the joys so that people have a full, realistic picture of animal rescue. My condolences to you, Jessi. I know it's hard to say goodbye.
I just lost my most recent rescue cockatiel today. He was abused and neglected for 20 years and I was able to give him a month of love and happiness before he passed away. I wish his old owners loved him a fraction of what I did. Edit: Thank you so much for the love and kindness most of you all. I rescued him in his latter years, and was a hospice for him. He was kept in a cage he couldn't turn around in and improper diet. His death was not my fault, I did everything I could but 2 decades of neglect took its toll. He was dearly loved for that month. ❤️ For those blaming me, I know you have hurt in your heart and this is your only way of venting that.
@@TheHakanDK that’s not how you respond to someone who lost a pet, you should not blame them, as you don’t know the true cause of them passing away. I can tell just by the fact they rescued the cockatiel and saw it had been abused that Cassius was trying to provide a better life and it’s not right to blame them. Don’t be so rude when you don’t know the whole story, because that just causes drama and is potentially hurtful.
Cassius Humqua: So you were the "farm" that a pet was sent to when it got old so that the family didn't have to go through the last days? That is part of giving an animal a "Forever" home: the illness, aging and end of life care. Many people see animals more as lifestyle accessories or cuddly toys then neglect to make allowances for the fact that they live shorter lives than we do. Seeing the whole life cycle is also part of being a grownup and why many adults opt to not have pets, knowing that they don't have the means or lifestyle to provide a pet with the stability that they need. As an adult, one can learn that we can appreciate animals without necessarily needing to possess one. I love dogs but I don't really see myself ever getting one. Cats, on the other hand, are a part of my life and I will probably always have a couple around the house.
@@TheHakanDK Or the tiel was dying and they preformed a palliative rescue rather than allowing the original owners to let it die as it had lived. That's also very possible. Seriously dude, your comment is so mean-spirited and unkind. You don't know the whole story, and furthermore OP implies that they have experience with tiels.
Aww, that’s very tough to lose animals. I applaud you for sharing Mave’s story. It is easy to get lost in the excitement of ‘saving’ an animal, and misunderstand the challenges of working with wild captive animals.
"when he became a tripod fox, he slowed down" *shows cas doing zoomies* seriously, thank you for all you do for all these animals. I'm sorry that you had to say goodbye, it's the hardest part of having them in our lives.
I really love that you talk about how difficult it is , and the detailed circumstances and reasons for choosing the hard option. Every single time you guys talk abt animals' mental and physical stability and being able to thrive, it reminds me of the basic value we have for all lives and gosh do I live by that and just so appreciate you all for talking and upholding it and letting more learn about these things ❤️❤️❤️ im tearing up as I watch this vid, thank you for making it
I know it sounds weird, but this video is, although obviously bittersweet, sort of uplifting for me. Everyone at Animal Wonders will never know - or even begin to be able to conceptualise - the huge different you're making. I guarantee that you'll leave behind an amazing legacy both as inspiring and amicable individuals, and as a whole. Cas, Maav, and Pumpkin were part of something bigger than just their own unique, incredible lives - you enabled them to become part of a community. Saying goodbye to animals is always difficult, and I hope everyone at Animal Wonders knows that we, as a community, are here for you all if you need positivity, love, solidarity, or anything else. I wish I could tell each of you individually how valuable I think you are, how much of a difference you're making in so many people's lives, and how much you're cared about and respected by us. I have a lot of trauma relating to animal death so it's always a journey for me, but I think it pretty well displays my point that even with that trauma, I feel safe and calm watching videos like this from Animal Wonders. You guys are all amazing. P.S: I know you guys are professionals so I'm sure you don't need reminding, but even if it just ends up being comforting it's worth saying: please take care of yourselves. It's hard to treat ourselves well, especially when such difficult things are happening, but you deserve it! Whether it's a bath, or a pair of new shoes, or anything in between - remember to practice self care
Wow Starch, that was beautifully written. I could not have said it better myself. Jessi, you and your team are so very appreciated, you have no idea. 💛
Awe Cas 💔I did a project on arctic foxes in the 4th grade, and he was my favorite. It sounds like you guys went through a lot of things I went through with my 14 year old dog, although she never stopped eating. No matter how weak and sick she was, she got excited for ham baby food. We had to put her down and it was one of the hardest things I’ve ever done. As for Mave, you guys absolutely did the right thing. No animal should have to live through that kind of stress. You guys did everything you could! I’m also sad to see pumpkin go, but you gave her an amazing life. Thanks for keeping us up to date. ❤️
I find tears coming to my eyes because I miss my family’s dog so much. She died last summer but I still feel really sad about her passing. I spent months wondering if I could’ve caught her anemia sooner, if I could’ve made her happier during her life. Thanks for sharing the stories about your animal friends.
My beloved dog died 11 years ago, and I still mourn him sometimes, especially now during the pandemic... It's really hard. It's good to have safe spaces like this to talk about it.
Sorry for your loss. Can't say I can relate exactly, but I know the feeling of "maybe I could have done better", and it's the worst. I'm sure your family's dog lived a beautiful life. I try to focus on all the good memories, make a list or video montage, doesn't always work, but hope helps.
Something my father told me when my our first cat, who had been there since the day I was born died. "The worst part about pets, is they aren't your friend forever. But take comfort knowing you were their friend forever."
This is a major reason why I love AnimalWonders as much as I do! Thank you for sharing such a tough topic with your usual tender openness. I know y'all might be hurting right now, so I'll be thinking of all of the creatures-- both human and critter-- that loved these three sweet friends.
This on top of finding out that Charlie the Coyote has passed away made me pretty sad. But at the same time it is so good to know that neither he, nor any of your animal friends there, had to die alone, afraid, or in pain. You did all you could for them, you did your best, and that is all anyone could ask for. Sending positive vibes your way and big hugs
Yes, Charlie's passing was sad, but much like Cas and Pumpkin, he had a good and long life with folks that loved them. And also just like Cas and Pumpkin, they touched a lot of lives and hearts along the way.
@@DrBunnyMedicinal Yes Charlie did touch many peoples lives as do the animals here that Jessi and Animal Wonders take care of ... And it’s the love and care that’s been given that make it all so meaningful to us.
Good video. I have lost two dogs in the last year and have an elderly cat that has a number of chronic health issues and he's completely blind, he's 17 and the vet says he's doing really well considering she said he'd only have a year left this time last year. He's still happy and loves to snuggle into me every night (he sleeps on my chest!). I will be sad again when he goes but he has lived a full and happy life so I get that warmth you're talking about.
I lost my dad 3 weeks ago to cancer and you expressed so beautifully the process of grief and letting go! Thank you! *hugs* I am sorry for your loss. I know that you and the Animal Wonder crew did everything in your power to make these animals lives the best they could possibly be. Keeps up the good work.
God, sobbing now. It's been almost 1 year since I had to put my beloved 17yo cat to sleep (yes, that's him as my icon). Losing an animal is so hard. Best thoughts and condolences to you and Augusto.
Amazing timing. Last night I nursed a cockatoo in my lap while he passed away. He was a local wild Sulphur Crested 'Too that had severe PBFD and had been staying in my yard for the past few weeks. I was ensuring he had food, water and shelter but knew his days left weren't many. Almost two years ago to the day my 16yo Rainbow Lorikeet passed away while I was overseas and having this cockatoo pass in my lap brought that loss all back. Your video helps greatly, thank you.
Sending out healing to everyone there, losing them must be so painful but I am glad you shared about it. It's been 6 years since I had to make that hard choice for my soul mutt of 10 years (he was 12). I worried that I had done so too early, but I could tell before anyone else that he no longer was enjoying his life - barely getting up to eat or go to the bathroom. He had lost his eyesight, had seizures and arthritis and was developing growths. But I still carry around the guilt from it. He even seemed to get a second wind the day of, which broke my heart, but I think on some level he knew relief was coming. Or at least I have to tell myself that. So I appreciate not only you sharing your losses but the thought processes and stories behind them, I found comfort in your words. Thank you for all you do for the animals.
Giving this vid a like not because I like the news you've shared, but because I am so grateful for the warmth, love, and grace you've demonstrated with this exceptionally difficult topic. Thank you for sharing your journey with us. I so appreciate everything you do.
Thank you for sharing this important video with love and hope for the future. Taking care of animals is so wonderful and brings so much, but boy, can crush your heart when you must make the decision to let them go. Some people say, "never again! It hurts too much!" I am glad you continue on rescuing and sharing these wonderful animals with us. I have had to say goodbye to many of my beloved animals, but I know they would want me to honor their memory by rescuing another in need. Rescues benefit your heart in unexpected ways. Since I rescued my guinea pigs from the humane society, I have studied the nutritional content of vegetables and fruits like never before. People discount veggies as rabbit food, but we are guinea pig food people at my house. Bring on the low-calcium veggies!
My condolences for your loss. My Boston terrier is almost 14 (December 4th) and has gone blind and deaf. She's had arthritis for a few years but it's worse this year and she has terminal abdominal/bowel cancer. She still acts like she wants to be here and she's still a bottomless pit when it comes to food. I know the end is coming soon. I really hope she passes in her sleep before her pain becomes uncontrollable, the thought of having to euthanize her brings me to tears every time.
That was so hard but so important. You should be proud to have shared this and articulated the nuances of the emotional and rational experience that is caring for an animal.
I understand that this was probably a hard video to share and I thank Jessie and the Animal Wonders team for doing it anyway. This year in which so many of us experienced loss it's more important than ever to talk about this kinds of situation. To love when they are with us and then beyond us and be able to go on after they pass away. Rest in peace Cas. Rest in peace Maav. Rest in peace Pumpkin. Thank you for all you have taught and showed us.
So much respect for sharing the difficult moments as well as the happy moments in such a frank, honest, but normalizing and supportive way. I know a lot of children must watch your videos and the example of a healthy reaction to grief and loss is so valuable. Thank you. ♥️
I just lost my own rescue rabbit last week after 5 wonderful years and a long and difficult medical journey near the end. She left behind her bonded mate, who hasn’t been alone for most of his life. It’s exceedingly heartbreaking but also relieving. This is exactly what I needed to hear. I’m so sorry for your losses, take care of yourselves. 🧡
One of my guinea pigs passed away a few weeks ago and I still don't understand it. There are so many emotions to deal with when you lose something you love that much and it can be really overwhelming and difficult to comprehend. You described everything perfectly and even though he is gone I don't feel any regrets because my love for him far outweighs the heartbreak of his loss.
I admire your dedication to caring these animals to their very end. And I'd like to offer an internet hug to you and all of the caregivers who help you and the animals under your care. Peace and love.
As someone who works with animals, the bond you develop with each animal and their personality is unmatched. When they pass, the emotions hit so hard but you find comfort in knowing you provided the best care to them. You can feel their soul and spirit. It keeps me going and doing what I love, helping animals ❤️❤️❤️
My heart sank when I saw the video title. Sad as it is, I'm happy these animals were so well cared for and loved by AnimalWonders. Thank you for everything you do for these animals and sharing them with us ❤️ Losing a pet or any animal you've bonded with is never easy. I still cry sometimes thinking about my hamsters and bunnies that have left me. Sometimes I feel guilty and think if only I did better or did things differently, they may have lived longer. But sometimes memories of them make me smile 🙂
I so love the intelligent yet caring and nurturing way you approach animals. How you can talk it through and stay focused. I can't do that. I talk and think in circles and when it comes to an animal dying, forget it. I'm a mess in a minute. Thank you for this type of work. It's really helpful. ❤
Thank you for this video. As someone that has had to say goodbye to people I love the past couple of years, it shows what a big heart you have, that even experiencing your own pain & grief you used it to help & educate people. It is something our society isn't great at talking about and your encouraging of people to talk about grief & to know it's OK to be sad because you lost someone you love be they animal friend or human. Sharing that grief, sharing your stories about them is such a beneficial step in healing. Thank you.
As tough as facing this is, it would be far worse to sweep it under the rug for everyone. Thank you for all the love and care you give all your residents there.
Cas is, as far as I can remember, my first 'contact' with your organisation. On the table at SciSchow TalkShow. His skittering on the slippery hard surface of the table, leaving marks still visible in all the episodes thereafter. ;) He was a wonderful animal, indeed.
I’m so grateful that people like you exist. Thank you for caring for these lovely animals and providing them with a happy life and a dignified, compassionate death.
This summer we had to say goodbye to our 12 year old westie, Bella. She was diagnosed with an aggressive inoperable form of bladder cancer in March and her quality of life just continued to decline until in June, when she couldn't hold her bladder long enough to make it outside and she hardly wanted to eat we knew it was her time. Your experience with Cas sounds very similar. Hearing you talk about these animals is really hard, but thank you for sharing. It's wonderful to live in a world filled with such wonderful animals but it's so sad that their lives so often end before our own.
I’m saddened by your losses. But I’m so thankful they had you taking care of them! This has been a rough year for our flock, we have lost 4 of our beloved friends. ❤️
🙁 I'm so sorry. I cried all through this. You give so much... and you lose so much... but it's such an honor to be a part of an animal's life and to see them through to their final moments. Thank you for your care and honesty. ❤
Thank you so much for being real Jessi. I really appreciate that you shared this with us… It is so strange but I’ve lost about six or more loved animals of family and friends recently and your words gave voice to some of my grief and the fact that it does feel somewhat overwhelming. But I felt such love for all these creatures that have passed and I felt so much for those who experienced it. I’m just a little blown away at the fact that I keep hearing more about this topic recently though… It makes me realize that dying is definitely a part of life. 😢✨ I also want to say that I enjoy and look forward to watching your videos all the time. Your care and love for your animals is amazing! And your way of sharing is so uplifting and fun. Thank you Jessi and all the Animal Wonders staff for all you do and are 💗
I work at a vet clinic, and we recently had to put down a puppy we had rescued and adored, due to many compounding health problems. Just like you and Maav, we had imagined a better life for him, and it was heartbreaking to realise over time that that wouldn't happen. Just like you, I am realising that we need to choose to continue to love, even if sometimes we will be hurt or heartbroken because of that love.
Cas was the very first Animal Wonders ambassadors I met through these great videos. I'm so sad he's gone. How is Seraphina adjusting to being on her own?
The run up to bonfire night is hard in our house. Our first dog, Rosie, was killed on the 4th November 2011 when she got spooked by a firework and ran out into the road. I wasn't there at the time, and I will always feel a little guilty that I wasn't with her, but it feels better when I remind myself that we gave that little rescue dog a good life for the short time that we had her. It's been 9 years, but I still get upset sometimes. In fact i'm crying as I type this.
I use to watch you guys along time ago. I'm really sorry for your loss. I wish these animals are happy when they were with you. You helped make their life even better. Keep up the good work
Oh sweet Jessi, thank you so much for sharing the animals with us. They have been and will continue to be such a blessing. Sending so much love to you and Augusto and the Animal Wonders family.
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ This hit home. You're right that it never gets easier, but we'd do it all over again if it means an animal gets another chance at a good life.
ahh, someone is slicing the world's biggest onion in my house right now... I think it is of immense importance that you show the sad with the happy, in animal rescue. The hardest thing we can do, and the kindest and most loving, is to give the animals we love the goodbye they deserve. I haven't had anything larger than a hamster in my life but a few years back I had three in a row just show up with cancer one day. The relief from knowing that you have given them peace is palpable. It's important to talk about it and to look it right in the eye because it is there that our friends are released from suffering-- and so are we. A very appropriate video for this week. Bless you for all the work you do, Jessi and family.
I lost both of my rabbits this year. I avoided this video and anything about rabbits until now. I still look at their paw prints and break down. We did everything we could and we loved them every day. Rest in peace furry friends. ❤
My parents just hat to put our dog of 15 years down a couple weeks ago. I think seeing the loss of these precious babies helped me grieve because suddenly, I am sobbing over animals that I've never even met 😭 Losing pets is hard. They're a huge part of our lives. I didn't even realize how much I missed my parents' dog, despite not living with them for a few years now.
During this time in the pandemic, I've thought a lot of the dog I had once, Benji. He looked a lot like Cas in his winter coat, actually, all cream colored and fluffy. It's been 11 years since we had him, and I only had him for 9 months before he was run over by a car, but he had such a big impact on me. I deeply miss his love and affection and all his little quirks. I haven't been able to own a dog since, but once I get a place of my own and can comfortably afford and care for a dog, I hope to find and adopt the right one. Thanks for sharing the hard times as well as the training sessions and charmingly lovely highlights. Of the ambassadors at Animal Wonders, the foxes were/are some of my favorites. Cas, Rook and Pumpkin will be missed.
I lost a cat under traumatic circumstances in 2012, and it was so painful I couldn't even think about having another cat. But a year or so later my then boyfriend, now husband, got a kitten and my heart opened right up to him. I realized that losing my cat was sad, but it would be even sadder to not help out other animals because I missed him too much. We now have two sweet and fuzzy little boys I cannot imagine life without!
I'm so sorry that you've had to say good bye to these three wonderful creatures. I know they're all friends and family to you. Thank you so much for sharing them with us and giving them all a safe and happy home.
I'm so sorry you've had to make such tough decisions and go through such loss. Your love for the animals is so clear in everything you do for them, even at the end. Thank you for all you do!
Luv ur vids! Im super sad that pumpkin is gone😭 She was so sweet and i liked how she rocked her cute hair styles😂👍 I will remember her! And thx for taking care of all 90+ Animals i will always remember ur love for animals! hope pumpkin has fun in guinea pig heaven!🙏😇🐹
Thank you for letting us know. I think it's important that we talk about end-of-life care and decisions that center around the animals in our lives. I even have a death plan (funeral plan) for my rabbit when the time comes. This way I don't have to quickly make important decisions when I'm grieving a loss. I'm so sorry about Maav. It's one thing to euthanize a dying animal who's obviously suffering, like Cas was. It's quite a different thing to euthanize a mostly healthy animal who just can't adapt to any possible humane circumstances. Thank you for making the hard decision to give her a final gift.
Thank you so much for sharing the rougher patches and sad parts of caring for rescues. It's an important part of showing everything that the job of caring for wildlife, or really ANY animal, demands of an individual. Maav's story in particular was one that I feel was important, as it does emphasize the need of the animal over the need of the human, even if it isn't always the happy ending we're hoping for.
I lost one of my pair of elderly guinea pigs early this year. He had a long life for a piggie, we were his third home. He had the best personality. He was sweet and affectionate a curious and so tolerant. When I brought him to the vet everyone always had to come say hello to him. he was a good little guy and Im glad that I got to hang out with him for as long as I did.
You bring such warmth to everyone and we love to see every process of your beautiful animals lives. Even the sad ones because it shows us how precious life is. I lost my female cat daisy after she was hit by a van, it broke me so much as I had to carry her home, but knowing that I brought so much happiness to her life and vice versa helped me to heal. I know see life a different way, I even have another cat, a male indoor Norwegian Forest Cat, and I love him to bits 💚 stay strong and keep those memories close
Jessi, you are the absolute best. I'm so sorry you had to say goodbye to these great creatures. Loss is so hard to talk about--especially right now. It helps to hear how other people (you and the other commenters here) are coping. Thank you for sharing this bit of your life.
I watched a kitten get hit by a van this week, and there was nothing i could do but lift it out of the street and watch it die in the grass. It's been so hard even though it was a stray. I keep seeing its little face when I look at my own cats and keep thinking about their deaths as well. I had a little "funeral" in my head where I said goodbye to the cat and promise to make the world safe for other kittens out there, and that helped. But your words here at the end of the video really helped and I was finally able to cry and let it out. These are hard times, thank you for sharing your pain and your compassion.
Thank you for giving these wonderful beings their best life and their best chance, and for sharing it with us, even the sadness. Pumpkin, Maav, and Cas were loved, and that is what matters most. Their memory is a light to those that knew them.
Cas was the first animal I saw you bring on Sci Show Talk Show and I always loved him. I knew his time was short since he had the surgeries, but you brought him so much love and care. Sending all positive thoughts, strength and blessings to you Jessi, Augusto, the rest of the animals and the rest of your team!
Please, don't ever say that You're sorry for sharing sad news... The fact that You do share them, is a very Special way of celebrating each life that had the amazing opportunity to experience personal attention, stimulating and fun enrichment and genuine caring as well as love at Your beautiful facility! And, real Life is about all the emotions that we (animals and humans...) get to experience... from happiness and love, to sadness and grief - and everything in between... To never "get used to" losing an animal, is proof of Your caring and sensitive nature, and that too, is a positive - and if anything, shows that You are at the right place, and in the right profession... Saying a last goodbye is never easy, my heart goes out to You - and everyone else that cared for and about every one of these beautiful animals, every day and night...💜
I am so sorry for your lose. Pumpkin, Maav, and Cas lived some of the best lives animals could live under your care. I wish you and all the wonderful people and animals at Animal Wonders some much needed extra love. Keep doing what your doing, it really makes a massive difference in so many lives. :)
My condolences to you for all those who have passed, but I am gladdened by the fact that they had good lives under your determined care. You gave them what they needed to make their lives happy and comfortable. ❤️
I'm so sorry for your recent losses. My family lost our little cockatiel to avian bornavirus followed a few weeks later by our dachshund who had cancer. A few weeks later our other cockatiel escaped out the door and we never found her. It's been a rough few months around here.
thank you for sharing this with us, i can't imagine how hard it is for you to make videos like this. but i at least really appreciate the update. i hope you're doing well
Thank you for sharing Jessi, My Best Friend past away about a week ago and I’m torn. He was a Peach face lovebird and was my life. He was 22 when he died which is about 108 in bird years. He died in his sleep gently from old age which makes me a little happy I did everything right to keep him healthy and happy for so long. He had a great life. He was a freeflyer, loving creature, and a loyal companion. I’m torn and it’s hard functioning without him. (That is him as my icon) Rest In Peace sweet boy. You are and will always be in my heart ❤️
Thanks for your honesty and vulnerability. It's never easy to say goodbye to someone you love! I wish that when I was a kid I'd had an example of an adult talking about their feelings the way you are now. Thanks for sharing your experience with us.
I'll admit it, I cried! Pumpkin's news didn't hit me as hard, but the way you explained the decision on Maav brought the tears out and they just kept coming for Cas. You guys gave all three of those animals such an amazing life! There are some belief systems that say your entrance into paradise is dependent on the judgment of animals you've encountered in your life, and all your furry and feathered friends are going to be singing your praises when they welcome you! ❤ I'm particularly struck by Cas' story because if he had lived his entire life in the wild, he would have died slowly and painfully two years ago. You guys gave him two more wonderful years and a peaceful end. What more could an animal ask for? I hope Seraphina's doing well.
I appreciate you making this video. I also think your healthy attitude on sadness and grief could help some of your viewers, and especially the young ones. Take care. :)
Thank you so much for posting this video! You guys did a great job approaching this topic with maturity and respect. I'm especially glad that you cover euthanasia as a humane option for certain animals. I've known many, many pet owners who have such a viscerally negative reaction to the idea of euthanizing their pets, which is totally understandable, but I think it's very important to remember that our obligation as caregivers for animals means we have to act in their best interest, even when that isn't in our own. Normalizing the idea that it's not just ok to euthanize a pet, but that it is in fact sometimes our responsibility to do so is very important. I'm sad to hear about Cas, Maav, and Pumpkin, but I know you gave them the best life possible, and that your choices were ultimately in their best interests. Thank you all so much for all you do!
Cas is one of the OG animals at Animal Wonders for me. He's been there since I started watching this channel years ago. It's sad that he's gone, and I will miss him, but a part of me is happy in knowing that he has been given the best care up until the very end, and I can't imagine any other place being better for him.
Cas was one of my favorite. I remember the first time I saw him on scishow, he was so white and fluffy. But I know he was getting old and was really sick so I know he was getting near the end of his life. Rip Cas 😭
I am in my 60s but still cried at the loss of three of my Guinea pigs earlier this year. Any animal that you take in and care for becomes part of the family. Thanks for your caring and sharing.
Thank you for caring for these animals and showing this side of animal care. I lost my leopard gecko Kingston a few months ago. He was 15 years old and I’d been caring for him for more than half of my life. I’m glad he is no longer in pain but I miss him dearly.
I'm about to tear up here! It's by far the hardest part, but it is part of the cycle of life. When I lost my cat, around 6 years ago, I got a phone call from my mom while I was in Philly playing in a card tournament. With 2 rounds to go, I just dropped and walked around Philly by myself eating baked treats and bubble tea from Chinatown. It still hurts, but I have so many pictures and videos to go back and laugh at him playing around and having fun. Thank you for sharing here because talking about these things can be some of the best therapy.
I still miss my two rat rescues so much. Four years ago I found two baby rats with their mum dead. I took them to the vet, who said they'd probably would not make it, but I tried and both survived. The male was too sickly though, to be released, while the female outrised refused to be released (when it was tried she stayed in the release cage for days, until they called me to pick her up). And the two of them were just the perfect rats. The female became super tame so that even out of the entire pack (we had three domesticated rats, too) she was the tamest. The male on the other hand stayed wild and would not tolerate humans other then me. He loved me though and really enjoyed interacting and cuddling with me. Sadly last year in spring the female, who had always been healthy, contracted a lung desease and had to be euthanised a week later. The male stayed with me until last November, when be basically outright told me, it was his time. He just sat there in his cage this morning and gestured for me to pick him up. He was already super cold. We snuggled the entire morning, but I then decided to take him to the vet. While I loved my other rats, too, those two were just special. I never had such a strong bond to an animal as with them. Be it with the female talking to me for hours or being the one human the male would tolerate. I am so happy I rescued those two. They were simply amazing.
I am so touched by your loving experience rescuing and raising wild baby rats. Many humans do not realize how wonderful these little mammals can be as our pet companions. Rats are smart and responsive, funny and affectionate, intuitive and faithful. Sadly, their lifespans are short. While sharing their lives with you and your domestic rats, it's clear that your little rescue ratties lived a sweet life. ♥️🐀♥️🐀♥️🐀♥️🐀♥️🐀♥️
It's always crazy when an animal under your care passes away or has to be put to sleep; even if you logically know that you did everything you could you still burn yourself up trying to think of what you could have done better, running through all the "what if's" of how you might have "not failed them". It's rough and i'm so sorry. :( But you're truly an AMAZING caretaker and you worked your very hardest. The way we relive our regrets over and over during times of loss is a ye olde survival mechanism from times past when we had to learn from death for our own survival and the future survival of those we care about, running all the possibilities in our brain computer simulations so that we are more prepared for them in future. I'm not sure how to articulate what I'm trying to say exactly, but I guess just know that you did an amazing job with all three (especially Kas; what an old and rich life he led for a lil arctic fox!) and we loved them too.
I didnt know about maave... i'm so sorry for your loss. Situations like theese are always super hard. I know for a fact that you did everything you could, but i also know that there is probably this little voice in the back of your head that will try to convince you otherwise. You are a fantastic animal owner, you have nothing to feel guilty about. As for Cass, he will be missed greatly by all of us but mostly by Serafina i'm sure. Stay strong and focus on the positive. They will never leave us if we dont forget them.
We lost one of our cats a couple months ago. She was a stray that was found under someones porch and she was declawed front and back. We dont know how old she was, but we got 10 good years with her. It was really tough on my mom who was so attached to her and it crushed her to let her go. She ended up with kidney failure, which is unfortunately common in siamese and we had to put her down. We have 2 other cats, but the bond they shared was quite special. Coco would always sleep on her pillow and lick her hair and she loved sitting on top of my dad's slippers. She was really skittish too, and while we never saw her play with any toys, sometimes we'd hear the sound of a little cat body zooming around upstairs. Loosing an animal is so difficult, because the love you have for them transcends words. My own kitty is getting up there in age, and while I know I'm going to miss her dearly, I'm comforted by the fact that she got the best life possible.
Maav hit me really hard, this month last year I had to put down my dog Maeve who had mauled a man and his dog--- both lived but the dog is now missing one ear and part of his scalp. Maeve was like a part of my soul that lived outside of my body, she was incredibly beautiful and loving towards me but her fear overwhelmed her and took over her entire life. I had to make the decision to put her down because if I didn't, she would have to be isolated from everyone except for me. The day before I put her down she attacked my old spaniel mix, I had to hold her to the ground until she calmed down. I know I did the right thing, but seeing her laid in the dirt with flowers all around her as my parents and boyfriend buried her was the hardest thing I've ever had to do in my life. She was my baby, but she was also my dark side. She was only four years old, but I had already tried medication and training since she was a puppy, nothing worked. I still feel guilt, but when I go into my yard and tend to her grave I feel like she is finally at peace. She doesn't have to be afraid anymore.
I held her in my arms and sang her lullabies as she was euthanized. Her favourite was a Gaelic lullaby called Kousket (it means sleep). I still sing it to my other animals, my cat especially appreciates when I sing to her. I remind myself that I did this for them, for their safety and quality of life. It almost seems worth it when I go to my room and find my spaniel and cat curled up with each other in the sunshine.
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Cas was one of my favorites for years. You gave him such a good home and great care and extra love and life. Bless you Jessi and Augusto.
I think the hardest thing to me is the slow decline toward death. I experienced a lot of the same with my dog until his heart eventually stopped in my arms.
Thank you for putting words to feelings.
Blessed be.
I wish none of them die
Yup
Respect
I'm not going to lie, I cried through almost this entire video. Cas was one of my favorites, but I knew his remaining time was short. But I also thank you so much for sharing the sad times as well as the joys so that people have a full, realistic picture of animal rescue. My condolences to you, Jessi. I know it's hard to say goodbye.
Cas was my favourite too
Me too
One of my favorites was Serafina so that mean I like cas too :(
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I just lost my most recent rescue cockatiel today. He was abused and neglected for 20 years and I was able to give him a month of love and happiness before he passed away. I wish his old owners loved him a fraction of what I did.
Edit: Thank you so much for the love and kindness most of you all. I rescued him in his latter years, and was a hospice for him. He was kept in a cage he couldn't turn around in and improper diet. His death was not my fault, I did everything I could but 2 decades of neglect took its toll. He was dearly loved for that month. ❤️ For those blaming me, I know you have hurt in your heart and this is your only way of venting that.
@@TheHakanDK Or because he was old. And had previously been abused.
Thank you for the kindness that you showed him, so sorry for your loss.
@@TheHakanDK that’s not how you respond to someone who lost a pet, you should not blame them, as you don’t know the true cause of them passing away. I can tell just by the fact they rescued the cockatiel and saw it had been abused that Cassius was trying to provide a better life and it’s not right to blame them. Don’t be so rude when you don’t know the whole story, because that just causes drama and is potentially hurtful.
Cassius Humqua: So you were the "farm" that a pet was sent to when it got old so that the family didn't have to go through the last days? That is part of giving an animal a "Forever" home: the illness, aging and end of life care. Many people see animals more as lifestyle accessories or cuddly toys then neglect to make allowances for the fact that they live shorter lives than we do. Seeing the whole life cycle is also part of being a grownup and why many adults opt to not have pets, knowing that they don't have the means or lifestyle to provide a pet with the stability that they need. As an adult, one can learn that we can appreciate animals without necessarily needing to possess one. I love dogs but I don't really see myself ever getting one. Cats, on the other hand, are a part of my life and I will probably always have a couple around the house.
@@TheHakanDK Or the tiel was dying and they preformed a palliative rescue rather than allowing the original owners to let it die as it had lived. That's also very possible. Seriously dude, your comment is so mean-spirited and unkind. You don't know the whole story, and furthermore OP implies that they have experience with tiels.
Aww, that’s very tough to lose animals. I applaud you for sharing Mave’s story. It is easy to get lost in the excitement of ‘saving’ an animal, and misunderstand the challenges of working with wild captive animals.
"when he became a tripod fox, he slowed down"
*shows cas doing zoomies*
seriously, thank you for all you do for all these animals. I'm sorry that you had to say goodbye, it's the hardest part of having them in our lives.
I really love that you talk about how difficult it is , and the detailed circumstances and reasons for choosing the hard option. Every single time you guys talk abt animals' mental and physical stability and being able to thrive, it reminds me of the basic value we have for all lives and gosh do I live by that and just so appreciate you all for talking and upholding it and letting more learn about these things ❤️❤️❤️ im tearing up as I watch this vid, thank you for making it
I know it sounds weird, but this video is, although obviously bittersweet, sort of uplifting for me.
Everyone at Animal Wonders will never know - or even begin to be able to conceptualise - the huge different you're making. I guarantee that you'll leave behind an amazing legacy both as inspiring and amicable individuals, and as a whole. Cas, Maav, and Pumpkin were part of something bigger than just their own unique, incredible lives - you enabled them to become part of a community.
Saying goodbye to animals is always difficult, and I hope everyone at Animal Wonders knows that we, as a community, are here for you all if you need positivity, love, solidarity, or anything else. I wish I could tell each of you individually how valuable I think you are, how much of a difference you're making in so many people's lives, and how much you're cared about and respected by us.
I have a lot of trauma relating to animal death so it's always a journey for me, but I think it pretty well displays my point that even with that trauma, I feel safe and calm watching videos like this from Animal Wonders. You guys are all amazing.
P.S: I know you guys are professionals so I'm sure you don't need reminding, but even if it just ends up being comforting it's worth saying: please take care of yourselves. It's hard to treat ourselves well, especially when such difficult things are happening, but you deserve it! Whether it's a bath, or a pair of new shoes, or anything in between - remember to practice self care
Well this is just such a wonderful and loving message. Thank you ❤
Wow Starch, that was beautifully written. I could not have said it better myself.
Jessi, you and your team are so very appreciated, you have no idea. 💛
Awe Cas 💔I did a project on arctic foxes in the 4th grade, and he was my favorite. It sounds like you guys went through a lot of things I went through with my 14 year old dog, although she never stopped eating. No matter how weak and sick she was, she got excited for ham baby food. We had to put her down and it was one of the hardest things I’ve ever done.
As for Mave, you guys absolutely did the right thing. No animal should have to live through that kind of stress. You guys did everything you could! I’m also sad to see pumpkin go, but you gave her an amazing life. Thanks for keeping us up to date. ❤️
I find tears coming to my eyes because I miss my family’s dog so much. She died last summer but I still feel really sad about her passing. I spent months wondering if I could’ve caught her anemia sooner, if I could’ve made her happier during her life.
Thanks for sharing the stories about your animal friends.
I am so sorry for your loss. My dog died 3 years ago and I still get teary eyed when I think of him.
Very sorry for your loss.
My beloved dog died 11 years ago, and I still mourn him sometimes, especially now during the pandemic... It's really hard.
It's good to have safe spaces like this to talk about it.
Sorry for your loss. Can't say I can relate exactly, but I know the feeling of "maybe I could have done better", and it's the worst. I'm sure your family's dog lived a beautiful life. I try to focus on all the good memories, make a list or video montage, doesn't always work, but hope helps.
Same, my old dog I’ve had since I was born, passed a few years ago, I still cry, buttt we got another dog ❤️❤️
Something my father told me when my our first cat, who had been there since the day I was born died. "The worst part about pets, is they aren't your friend forever. But take comfort knowing you were their friend forever."
Beautifully said. Great dad of yours. Thanks for sharing.
This is a major reason why I love AnimalWonders as much as I do! Thank you for sharing such a tough topic with your usual tender openness. I know y'all might be hurting right now, so I'll be thinking of all of the creatures-- both human and critter-- that loved these three sweet friends.
This on top of finding out that Charlie the Coyote has passed away made me pretty sad. But at the same time it is so good to know that neither he, nor any of your animal friends there, had to die alone, afraid, or in pain. You did all you could for them, you did your best, and that is all anyone could ask for.
Sending positive vibes your way and big hugs
Sonja, yes I also have been mourning the loss of Charlie
Yes, Charlie's passing was sad, but much like Cas and Pumpkin, he had a good and long life with folks that loved them.
And also just like Cas and Pumpkin, they touched a lot of lives and hearts along the way.
@@DrBunnyMedicinal Yes Charlie did touch many peoples lives as do the animals here that Jessi and Animal Wonders take care of ... And it’s the love and care that’s been given that make it all so meaningful to us.
Good video. I have lost two dogs in the last year and have an elderly cat that has a number of chronic health issues and he's completely blind, he's 17 and the vet says he's doing really well considering she said he'd only have a year left this time last year. He's still happy and loves to snuggle into me every night (he sleeps on my chest!). I will be sad again when he goes but he has lived a full and happy life so I get that warmth you're talking about.
Forever remembering Cas, I’m heartbroken but I know it was in his best interests. I will always love him 💜💜💜
I lost my dad 3 weeks ago to cancer and you expressed so beautifully the process of grief and letting go! Thank you! *hugs* I am sorry for your loss. I know that you and the Animal Wonder crew did everything in your power to make these animals lives the best they could possibly be. Keeps up the good work.
God, sobbing now. It's been almost 1 year since I had to put my beloved 17yo cat to sleep (yes, that's him as my icon). Losing an animal is so hard. Best thoughts and condolences to you and Augusto.
Amazing timing. Last night I nursed a cockatoo in my lap while he passed away. He was a local wild Sulphur Crested 'Too that had severe PBFD and had been staying in my yard for the past few weeks. I was ensuring he had food, water and shelter but knew his days left weren't many. Almost two years ago to the day my 16yo Rainbow Lorikeet passed away while I was overseas and having this cockatoo pass in my lap brought that loss all back. Your video helps greatly, thank you.
Thank you so much for opening up on the hardest part of caring for animals. They will all be missed. They were all loved dearly.
Sending out healing to everyone there, losing them must be so painful but I am glad you shared about it. It's been 6 years since I had to make that hard choice for my soul mutt of 10 years (he was 12). I worried that I had done so too early, but I could tell before anyone else that he no longer was enjoying his life - barely getting up to eat or go to the bathroom. He had lost his eyesight, had seizures and arthritis and was developing growths. But I still carry around the guilt from it. He even seemed to get a second wind the day of, which broke my heart, but I think on some level he knew relief was coming. Or at least I have to tell myself that. So I appreciate not only you sharing your losses but the thought processes and stories behind them, I found comfort in your words. Thank you for all you do for the animals.
Giving this vid a like not because I like the news you've shared, but because I am so grateful for the warmth, love, and grace you've demonstrated with this exceptionally difficult topic. Thank you for sharing your journey with us. I so appreciate everything you do.
Thank you for sharing this important video with love and hope for the future. Taking care of animals is so wonderful and brings so much, but boy, can crush your heart when you must make the decision to let them go. Some people say, "never again! It hurts too much!" I am glad you continue on rescuing and sharing these wonderful animals with us. I have had to say goodbye to many of my beloved animals, but I know they would want me to honor their memory by rescuing another in need. Rescues benefit your heart in unexpected ways. Since I rescued my guinea pigs from the humane society, I have studied the nutritional content of vegetables and fruits like never before. People discount veggies as rabbit food, but we are guinea pig food people at my house. Bring on the low-calcium veggies!
My condolences for your loss. My Boston terrier is almost 14 (December 4th) and has gone blind and deaf. She's had arthritis for a few years but it's worse this year and she has terminal abdominal/bowel cancer. She still acts like she wants to be here and she's still a bottomless pit when it comes to food. I know the end is coming soon. I really hope she passes in her sleep before her pain becomes uncontrollable, the thought of having to euthanize her brings me to tears every time.
That was so hard but so important. You should be proud to have shared this and articulated the nuances of the emotional and rational experience that is caring for an animal.
I understand that this was probably a hard video to share and I thank Jessie and the Animal Wonders team for doing it anyway. This year in which so many of us experienced loss it's more important than ever to talk about this kinds of situation. To love when they are with us and then beyond us and be able to go on after they pass away.
Rest in peace Cas.
Rest in peace Maav.
Rest in peace Pumpkin.
Thank you for all you have taught and showed us.
So much respect for sharing the difficult moments as well as the happy moments in such a frank, honest, but normalizing and supportive way. I know a lot of children must watch your videos and the example of a healthy reaction to grief and loss is so valuable. Thank you. ♥️
I just lost my own rescue rabbit last week after 5 wonderful years and a long and difficult medical journey near the end. She left behind her bonded mate, who hasn’t been alone for most of his life. It’s exceedingly heartbreaking but also relieving. This is exactly what I needed to hear. I’m so sorry for your losses, take care of yourselves. 🧡
One of my guinea pigs passed away a few weeks ago and I still don't understand it. There are so many emotions to deal with when you lose something you love that much and it can be really overwhelming and difficult to comprehend. You described everything perfectly and even though he is gone I don't feel any regrets because my love for him far outweighs the heartbreak of his loss.
I admire your dedication to caring these animals to their very end. And I'd like to offer an internet hug to you and all of the caregivers who help you and the animals under your care. Peace and love.
As someone who works with animals, the bond you develop with each animal and their personality is unmatched. When they pass, the emotions hit so hard but you find comfort in knowing you provided the best care to them. You can feel their soul and spirit. It keeps me going and doing what I love, helping animals ❤️❤️❤️
My heart sank when I saw the video title. Sad as it is, I'm happy these animals were so well cared for and loved by AnimalWonders. Thank you for everything you do for these animals and sharing them with us ❤️ Losing a pet or any animal you've bonded with is never easy. I still cry sometimes thinking about my hamsters and bunnies that have left me. Sometimes I feel guilty and think if only I did better or did things differently, they may have lived longer. But sometimes memories of them make me smile 🙂
I so love the intelligent yet caring and nurturing way you approach animals.
How you can talk it through and stay focused.
I can't do that. I talk and think in circles and when it comes to an animal dying, forget it. I'm a mess in a minute. Thank you for this type of work. It's really helpful. ❤
Thank you for this video. As someone that has had to say goodbye to people I love the past couple of years, it shows what a big heart you have, that even experiencing your own pain & grief you used it to help & educate people. It is something our society isn't great at talking about and your encouraging of people to talk about grief & to know it's OK to be sad because you lost someone you love be they animal friend or human. Sharing that grief, sharing your stories about them is such a beneficial step in healing. Thank you.
As tough as facing this is, it would be far worse to sweep it under the rug for everyone. Thank you for all the love and care you give all your residents there.
Cas is, as far as I can remember, my first 'contact' with your organisation. On the table at SciSchow TalkShow. His skittering on the slippery hard surface of the table, leaving marks still visible in all the episodes thereafter. ;) He was a wonderful animal, indeed.
I’m so grateful that people like you exist. Thank you for caring for these lovely animals and providing them with a happy life and a dignified, compassionate death.
This summer we had to say goodbye to our 12 year old westie, Bella. She was diagnosed with an aggressive inoperable form of bladder cancer in March and her quality of life just continued to decline until in June, when she couldn't hold her bladder long enough to make it outside and she hardly wanted to eat we knew it was her time. Your experience with Cas sounds very similar. Hearing you talk about these animals is really hard, but thank you for sharing. It's wonderful to live in a world filled with such wonderful animals but it's so sad that their lives so often end before our own.
I’m saddened by your losses. But I’m so thankful they had you taking care of them! This has been a rough year for our flock, we have lost 4 of our beloved friends. ❤️
You are such a beautiful being. Bless you!
This video was so companionate and gentle. I think it's something I needed in my life right now.
I'm so sorry to hear😓
It's never easy to lose a member of the family. Bless your heart🙏
🙁 I'm so sorry. I cried all through this. You give so much... and you lose so much... but it's such an honor to be a part of an animal's life and to see them through to their final moments. Thank you for your care and honesty. ❤
I don't know why I thought I could handle this video right now. Thank you so much for the work you do.
Thank you so much for being real Jessi. I really appreciate that you shared this with us… It is so strange but I’ve lost about six or more loved animals of family and friends recently and your words gave voice to some of my grief and the fact that it does feel somewhat overwhelming. But I felt such love for all these creatures that have passed and I felt so much for those who experienced it. I’m just a little blown away at the fact that I keep hearing more about this topic recently though… It makes me realize that dying is definitely a part of life. 😢✨
I also want to say that I enjoy and look forward to watching your videos all the time. Your care and love for your animals is amazing! And your way of sharing is so uplifting and fun. Thank you Jessi and all the Animal Wonders staff for all you do and are 💗
I work at a vet clinic, and we recently had to put down a puppy we had rescued and adored, due to many compounding health problems. Just like you and Maav, we had imagined a better life for him, and it was heartbreaking to realise over time that that wouldn't happen. Just like you, I am realising that we need to choose to continue to love, even if sometimes we will be hurt or heartbroken because of that love.
Cas was the very first Animal Wonders ambassadors I met through these great videos. I'm so sad he's gone. How is Seraphina adjusting to being on her own?
The run up to bonfire night is hard in our house. Our first dog, Rosie, was killed on the 4th November 2011 when she got spooked by a firework and ran out into the road. I wasn't there at the time, and I will always feel a little guilty that I wasn't with her, but it feels better when I remind myself that we gave that little rescue dog a good life for the short time that we had her. It's been 9 years, but I still get upset sometimes. In fact i'm crying as I type this.
I use to watch you guys along time ago. I'm really sorry for your loss. I wish these animals are happy when they were with you. You helped make their life even better. Keep up the good work
Oh sweet Jessi, thank you so much for sharing the animals with us. They have been and will continue to be such a blessing. Sending so much love to you and Augusto and the Animal Wonders family.
I'm so sorry, Jessi. I will miss your friends too, thank you for sharing their lives with us. But I will surely not miss this year, even a little bit.
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ This hit home. You're right that it never gets easier, but we'd do it all over again if it means an animal gets another chance at a good life.
I cry rn. I feel so sad, I can't imagine how you feel. I'm sure they live a happy afterlife watching you from heaven 🥰
ahh, someone is slicing the world's biggest onion in my house right now...
I think it is of immense importance that you show the sad with the happy, in animal rescue. The hardest thing we can do, and the kindest and most loving, is to give the animals we love the goodbye they deserve. I haven't had anything larger than a hamster in my life but a few years back I had three in a row just show up with cancer one day. The relief from knowing that you have given them peace is palpable. It's important to talk about it and to look it right in the eye because it is there that our friends are released from suffering-- and so are we. A very appropriate video for this week. Bless you for all the work you do, Jessi and family.
I lost both of my rabbits this year. I avoided this video and anything about rabbits until now. I still look at their paw prints and break down. We did everything we could and we loved them every day. Rest in peace furry friends. ❤
My heart is with you and animal wonders.
Thank you for taking such good care of these beautiful animals and sharing them with us.
My parents just hat to put our dog of 15 years down a couple weeks ago. I think seeing the loss of these precious babies helped me grieve because suddenly, I am sobbing over animals that I've never even met 😭
Losing pets is hard. They're a huge part of our lives. I didn't even realize how much I missed my parents' dog, despite not living with them for a few years now.
During this time in the pandemic, I've thought a lot of the dog I had once, Benji. He looked a lot like Cas in his winter coat, actually, all cream colored and fluffy. It's been 11 years since we had him, and I only had him for 9 months before he was run over by a car, but he had such a big impact on me. I deeply miss his love and affection and all his little quirks. I haven't been able to own a dog since, but once I get a place of my own and can comfortably afford and care for a dog, I hope to find and adopt the right one. Thanks for sharing the hard times as well as the training sessions and charmingly lovely highlights. Of the ambassadors at Animal Wonders, the foxes were/are some of my favorites. Cas, Rook and Pumpkin will be missed.
I lost a cat under traumatic circumstances in 2012, and it was so painful I couldn't even think about having another cat. But a year or so later my then boyfriend, now husband, got a kitten and my heart opened right up to him. I realized that losing my cat was sad, but it would be even sadder to not help out other animals because I missed him too much. We now have two sweet and fuzzy little boys I cannot imagine life without!
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I'm so sorry that you've had to say good bye to these three wonderful creatures. I know they're all friends and family to you. Thank you so much for sharing them with us and giving them all a safe and happy home.
I'm so sorry you've had to make such tough decisions and go through such loss. Your love for the animals is so clear in everything you do for them, even at the end. Thank you for all you do!
So hard...you looked after those lovely animals so lovingly, I think they knew you loved them, thanks for sharing them with us 🥰
Luv ur vids! Im super sad that pumpkin is gone😭 She was so sweet and i liked how she rocked her cute hair styles😂👍 I will remember her! And thx for taking care of all 90+ Animals i will always remember ur love for animals! hope pumpkin has fun in guinea pig heaven!🙏😇🐹
Thank you for letting us know. I think it's important that we talk about end-of-life care and decisions that center around the animals in our lives. I even have a death plan (funeral plan) for my rabbit when the time comes. This way I don't have to quickly make important decisions when I'm grieving a loss.
I'm so sorry about Maav. It's one thing to euthanize a dying animal who's obviously suffering, like Cas was. It's quite a different thing to euthanize a mostly healthy animal who just can't adapt to any possible humane circumstances. Thank you for making the hard decision to give her a final gift.
Thank you, Jessi, for your help in lightening my similar grief. I wish that I could do the same for you.
Thank you so much for sharing the rougher patches and sad parts of caring for rescues. It's an important part of showing everything that the job of caring for wildlife, or really ANY animal, demands of an individual. Maav's story in particular was one that I feel was important, as it does emphasize the need of the animal over the need of the human, even if it isn't always the happy ending we're hoping for.
I lost one of my pair of elderly guinea pigs early this year. He had a long life for a piggie, we were his third home. He had the best personality. He was sweet and affectionate a curious and so tolerant. When I brought him to the vet everyone always had to come say hello to him. he was a good little guy and Im glad that I got to hang out with him for as long as I did.
You bring such warmth to everyone and we love to see every process of your beautiful animals lives. Even the sad ones because it shows us how precious life is. I lost my female cat daisy after she was hit by a van, it broke me so much as I had to carry her home, but knowing that I brought so much happiness to her life and vice versa helped me to heal. I know see life a different way, I even have another cat, a male indoor Norwegian Forest Cat, and I love him to bits 💚 stay strong and keep those memories close
Jessi, you are the absolute best. I'm so sorry you had to say goodbye to these great creatures. Loss is so hard to talk about--especially right now. It helps to hear how other people (you and the other commenters here) are coping. Thank you for sharing this bit of your life.
I hope you are finding peace in your mourning for these sweet animals. They were so lucky to be taken in by you
I watched a kitten get hit by a van this week, and there was nothing i could do but lift it out of the street and watch it die in the grass. It's been so hard even though it was a stray. I keep seeing its little face when I look at my own cats and keep thinking about their deaths as well. I had a little "funeral" in my head where I said goodbye to the cat and promise to make the world safe for other kittens out there, and that helped. But your words here at the end of the video really helped and I was finally able to cry and let it out. These are hard times, thank you for sharing your pain and your compassion.
That’s devastating! I’m sorry you had to witness it.
Oh, what a hard thing to witness. I like that you shared how you processed your emotions. What a wonderful way to honor the kitten's life ❤
Thank you for giving these wonderful beings their best life and their best chance, and for sharing it with us, even the sadness. Pumpkin, Maav, and Cas were loved, and that is what matters most. Their memory is a light to those that knew them.
Cas was the first animal I saw you bring on Sci Show Talk Show and I always loved him. I knew his time was short since he had the surgeries, but you brought him so much love and care. Sending all positive thoughts, strength and blessings to you Jessi, Augusto, the rest of the animals and the rest of your team!
Please, don't ever say that You're sorry for sharing sad news... The fact that You do share them, is a very Special way of celebrating each life that had the amazing opportunity to experience personal attention, stimulating and fun enrichment and genuine caring as well as love at Your beautiful facility! And, real Life is about all the emotions that we (animals and humans...) get to experience... from happiness and love, to sadness and grief - and everything in between...
To never "get used to" losing an animal, is proof of Your caring and sensitive nature, and that too, is a positive - and if anything, shows that You are at the right place, and in the right profession...
Saying a last goodbye is never easy, my heart goes out to You - and everyone else that cared for and about every one of these beautiful animals, every day and night...💜
Awwwwww I just rewatched a bunch of Cas videos. He was such a sweet boy. Give Seraphina some love from us!!!
I am so sorry for your lose. Pumpkin, Maav, and Cas lived some of the best lives animals could live under your care. I wish you and all the wonderful people and animals at Animal Wonders some much needed extra love. Keep doing what your doing, it really makes a massive difference in so many lives. :)
My condolences to you for all those who have passed, but I am gladdened by the fact that they had good lives under your determined care. You gave them what they needed to make their lives happy and comfortable. ❤️
I'm so sorry for your recent losses. My family lost our little cockatiel to avian bornavirus followed a few weeks later by our dachshund who had cancer. A few weeks later our other cockatiel escaped out the door and we never found her. It's been a rough few months around here.
thank you for sharing this with us, i can't imagine how hard it is for you to make videos like this. but i at least really appreciate the update. i hope you're doing well
Thank you for sharing Jessi,
My Best Friend past away about a week ago and I’m torn. He was a Peach face lovebird and was my life. He was 22 when he died which is about 108 in bird years. He died in his sleep gently from old age which makes me a little happy I did everything right to keep him healthy and happy for so long. He had a great life. He was a freeflyer, loving creature, and a loyal companion. I’m torn and it’s hard functioning without him. (That is him as my icon)
Rest In Peace sweet boy. You are and will always be in my heart ❤️
Thank you for sharing the story of your loving pet's passing with us. We share our lives with a little lovebird too. Blessings 💕
Thanks for your honesty and vulnerability. It's never easy to say goodbye to someone you love! I wish that when I was a kid I'd had an example of an adult talking about their feelings the way you are now. Thanks for sharing your experience with us.
I'll admit it, I cried! Pumpkin's news didn't hit me as hard, but the way you explained the decision on Maav brought the tears out and they just kept coming for Cas. You guys gave all three of those animals such an amazing life! There are some belief systems that say your entrance into paradise is dependent on the judgment of animals you've encountered in your life, and all your furry and feathered friends are going to be singing your praises when they welcome you! ❤ I'm particularly struck by Cas' story because if he had lived his entire life in the wild, he would have died slowly and painfully two years ago. You guys gave him two more wonderful years and a peaceful end. What more could an animal ask for? I hope Seraphina's doing well.
I am so sorry Jessi ,it is very sad that you lost your animals ,it is hard, very hard
Seeing you bead up, I had a trickle of tears as well, and I am so thankful to you for sharing every aspect of animal care with us.
I appreciate you making this video. I also think your healthy attitude on sadness and grief could help some of your viewers, and especially the young ones. Take care. :)
I definitely cried like a baby, I am so happy to have been able to watch his journey because of the dedication of you your family and your staff.
Thank you so much for posting this video! You guys did a great job approaching this topic with maturity and respect. I'm especially glad that you cover euthanasia as a humane option for certain animals. I've known many, many pet owners who have such a viscerally negative reaction to the idea of euthanizing their pets, which is totally understandable, but I think it's very important to remember that our obligation as caregivers for animals means we have to act in their best interest, even when that isn't in our own. Normalizing the idea that it's not just ok to euthanize a pet, but that it is in fact sometimes our responsibility to do so is very important. I'm sad to hear about Cas, Maav, and Pumpkin, but I know you gave them the best life possible, and that your choices were ultimately in their best interests. Thank you all so much for all you do!
I admire the way you talked about this, I think you handled it perfectly
Cas is one of the OG animals at Animal Wonders for me. He's been there since I started watching this channel years ago. It's sad that he's gone, and I will miss him, but a part of me is happy in knowing that he has been given the best care up until the very end, and I can't imagine any other place being better for him.
The comment sections under the video's of this channel are some of the most wholesome on UA-cam.
Cas was one of my favorite. I remember the first time I saw him on scishow, he was so white and fluffy. But I know he was getting old and was really sick so I know he was getting near the end of his life. Rip Cas 😭
Cas and Sarahfena were one of my favorites too😭
I am in my 60s but still cried at the loss of three of my Guinea pigs earlier this year.
Any animal that you take in and care for becomes part of the family.
Thanks for your caring and sharing.
Thank you for caring for these animals and showing this side of animal care. I lost my leopard gecko Kingston a few months ago. He was 15 years old and I’d been caring for him for more than half of my life. I’m glad he is no longer in pain but I miss him dearly.
I'm sorry you had to say goodbye to Kingston. A 15 year friendship is quite significant, thank you for giving that to him ❤
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I'm about to tear up here! It's by far the hardest part, but it is part of the cycle of life. When I lost my cat, around 6 years ago, I got a phone call from my mom while I was in Philly playing in a card tournament. With 2 rounds to go, I just dropped and walked around Philly by myself eating baked treats and bubble tea from Chinatown. It still hurts, but I have so many pictures and videos to go back and laugh at him playing around and having fun.
Thank you for sharing here because talking about these things can be some of the best therapy.
I still miss my two rat rescues so much. Four years ago I found two baby rats with their mum dead. I took them to the vet, who said they'd probably would not make it, but I tried and both survived. The male was too sickly though, to be released, while the female outrised refused to be released (when it was tried she stayed in the release cage for days, until they called me to pick her up). And the two of them were just the perfect rats. The female became super tame so that even out of the entire pack (we had three domesticated rats, too) she was the tamest. The male on the other hand stayed wild and would not tolerate humans other then me. He loved me though and really enjoyed interacting and cuddling with me. Sadly last year in spring the female, who had always been healthy, contracted a lung desease and had to be euthanised a week later. The male stayed with me until last November, when be basically outright told me, it was his time. He just sat there in his cage this morning and gestured for me to pick him up. He was already super cold. We snuggled the entire morning, but I then decided to take him to the vet.
While I loved my other rats, too, those two were just special. I never had such a strong bond to an animal as with them. Be it with the female talking to me for hours or being the one human the male would tolerate. I am so happy I rescued those two. They were simply amazing.
I am so touched by your loving experience rescuing and raising wild baby rats. Many humans do not realize how wonderful these little mammals can be as our pet companions. Rats are smart and responsive, funny and affectionate, intuitive and faithful. Sadly, their lifespans are short. While sharing their lives with you and your domestic rats, it's clear that your little rescue ratties lived a sweet life. ♥️🐀♥️🐀♥️🐀♥️🐀♥️🐀♥️
"I'm feeling sad, but I'm also feeling a warmth too". That might be the chinchilla you have on your shoulder. It looks so cozy!
It's always crazy when an animal under your care passes away or has to be put to sleep; even if you logically know that you did everything you could you still burn yourself up trying to think of what you could have done better, running through all the "what if's" of how you might have "not failed them". It's rough and i'm so sorry. :( But you're truly an AMAZING caretaker and you worked your very hardest. The way we relive our regrets over and over during times of loss is a ye olde survival mechanism from times past when we had to learn from death for our own survival and the future survival of those we care about, running all the possibilities in our brain computer simulations so that we are more prepared for them in future.
I'm not sure how to articulate what I'm trying to say exactly, but I guess just know that you did an amazing job with all three (especially Kas; what an old and rich life he led for a lil arctic fox!) and we loved them too.
This is a very important video, thanks for this.
I didnt know about maave... i'm so sorry for your loss. Situations like theese are always super hard. I know for a fact that you did everything you could, but i also know that there is probably this little voice in the back of your head that will try to convince you otherwise. You are a fantastic animal owner, you have nothing to feel guilty about.
As for Cass, he will be missed greatly by all of us but mostly by Serafina i'm sure.
Stay strong and focus on the positive. They will never leave us if we dont forget them.
We lost one of our cats a couple months ago. She was a stray that was found under someones porch and she was declawed front and back. We dont know how old she was, but we got 10 good years with her. It was really tough on my mom who was so attached to her and it crushed her to let her go. She ended up with kidney failure, which is unfortunately common in siamese and we had to put her down. We have 2 other cats, but the bond they shared was quite special. Coco would always sleep on her pillow and lick her hair and she loved sitting on top of my dad's slippers. She was really skittish too, and while we never saw her play with any toys, sometimes we'd hear the sound of a little cat body zooming around upstairs. Loosing an animal is so difficult, because the love you have for them transcends words. My own kitty is getting up there in age, and while I know I'm going to miss her dearly, I'm comforted by the fact that she got the best life possible.
Maav hit me really hard, this month last year I had to put down my dog Maeve who had mauled a man and his dog--- both lived but the dog is now missing one ear and part of his scalp. Maeve was like a part of my soul that lived outside of my body, she was incredibly beautiful and loving towards me but her fear overwhelmed her and took over her entire life. I had to make the decision to put her down because if I didn't, she would have to be isolated from everyone except for me. The day before I put her down she attacked my old spaniel mix, I had to hold her to the ground until she calmed down. I know I did the right thing, but seeing her laid in the dirt with flowers all around her as my parents and boyfriend buried her was the hardest thing I've ever had to do in my life. She was my baby, but she was also my dark side. She was only four years old, but I had already tried medication and training since she was a puppy, nothing worked. I still feel guilt, but when I go into my yard and tend to her grave I feel like she is finally at peace. She doesn't have to be afraid anymore.
I held her in my arms and sang her lullabies as she was euthanized. Her favourite was a Gaelic lullaby called Kousket (it means sleep). I still sing it to my other animals, my cat especially appreciates when I sing to her. I remind myself that I did this for them, for their safety and quality of life. It almost seems worth it when I go to my room and find my spaniel and cat curled up with each other in the sunshine.
Thank you for making Cas happy for the remainder of his life. Such a beautiful fellow 😢.
I kept it together until the end with Cas. Thank you so much for taking care of these animals in the best way possible ♥