carolesdaughter - My Mother Wants Me Dead (Lyric Video)
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- Опубліковано 21 жов 2021
- Music video by carolesdaughter performing My Mother Wants Me Dead (Lyric Video). (C) 2021 carolesdaughter under exclusive license to last night/Arista Records [Robots & Humans], a division of Sony Music Entertainment
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The contradiction between her stage name literally being carolesdaughter because she loved her mother so much and the drug fueled paranoia of this song insisting her mother wants her dead is so fascinating and makes me feel so seen. That insistent voice in your head insisting the ones you love most hate you? She gets it, she's heard it too, and she survived to make this art.
Thank you for the validation. The fact nobody likes me is made worth more than all the gold in the world in the fact that I'm able to create so much beauty and validation for so many others just like me that are all alone in a sea of people. I chose to walk this path because I see the freedom it creates for others when they turn my unresolved inner conflict into beautiful art like this that can rearrange an entire life's experience from one of pain to an act of love that will eventually heal the whole world of the pain that we inflict on ourselves just trying to figure things out. Love and respect! ✌️
Try not to cut yourself on all that edge
@@anonymousplatypusplato3177 yo shut up
@@anonymousplatypusplato3177 human emotions aren't edgy
@@anonymousplatypusplato3177 you’re sounding like someone who’d unironically call someone a “snowflake” for having basic human empathy-
I shall say that this hits harder than my mother
SAME LMAO I shouldn't laugh at this-
but dude are you okay?
@@user24rfgbaka99 yeah I’m fine, are you ok?
@@reinpour8001 nah, not really but i'm getting kinda okay :)
same and thats saying a lot
same bro same
I wish her success and luck with her career so we could see her one day releasing her debut EP or album ♥️
Me too
same
Same! She's so dark & I love itt!🖤
Yes, I think she release an album or EP it’s called all one word one lowercase you guys should check it out!
This reminds me of highschool. Thank you for tapping into the post grunge/ garage pop sound I love so much. Bringing me back to 94!
I got the same vibe.
@@sarahhunter1114 I know right. So fun and juvenile. It's perfect
old man
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I love this vibe aaa I need to find more songs like this, any suggestions?
I don’t do drugs and my mother does not want me dead but I’m still sobbing to this song for some reason
Sameee
S A M E
LMAOO
but my mailman is a fed
@@squarrot9355 ^^^
It is a crime that this song isn’t longer 😭
FR ITS SO GOOD ALL OF HER MUSIC IS AMAZING LIKE MMGNGNNNFF
you can always listen ily cover of this song
I really thought carolesdaughter would be another musician where I'd only like one song by them but now I'm invested.
lmao same
I love her
Sameee
Samee
I'm an Emo kid waaayyyy past my prime, and you're one of the only artists to come around recently that makes music that gives me that early 2000s nostalgia. Keep doing what you're doing!
Omg please i need song recommendations pleeeeaae
@@gloomyyumyum4550 idk if u alr know this bands/artists or if u'll like them but hope it helps!
*Beabadoobee
*Girlpool
*destroy boys
*Paramore
*I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME
*Pale waves
*The regrettes
*All Time Low
*Chloe Moriondo
*My Chemical Romance
*Sir chloe
@@azile2870 i know a few of them but not all, thank you!!
@@gloomyyumyum4550 ur welcome:D
@Gloomy YumYum
Skating Polly
Charly Bliss
The Linda Lindas
Grumpy Plum
I really like how it goes from "i know my mother wants me dead" to "im pretty sure she wants me dead" its a small difference, but it adds a lot, it's like a doubt almost, thinking, but not really knowing for sure.
My mother actually does want me dead for so so many reasons. Thankfully bad hygiene keeps her at bay. Bad mothers deserve a spot in Hell.
That being said, awesome song. Very catchy especially the 'my mailman is a fed' part.
man, I'm sorry you're going through that
Hope you have (or find) people who love you the way she should
@@avasands6412 Aww thanks. I appreciate it. Still looking, sadly, but hopefully one day :)
@@DeluxBass it gets better. i can't say when, and I cant say forever, life is made of ups and downs. But you arent alone, and you don't have to think you are. it will get better.
@@ozzit4194 Let's hope so. Thankfully I have a super kinky girlfriend ATM so there's some things that r looking up. Merry Christmas! Happy 2022 in advance!
Another awesome banger, Carolesdaugher. Can't wait for your EP.
My daughter shared this with me and I’m very proud of her for her profoundly good taste in music.
This gotta be a joke 💀💀
@@kameliyaoppal why? Because you don’t like it? Who are you and why should I care about your opinion regrading something that brings me closer to my child?
@@kameliyaoppal not rhetorical, I want an answer.
@@MrRickstopher..because it’s implying that your daughter thinks you want her dead?
@@ferns_a_dumbass...... I think Mr Rickstopher isn't a mother but could be just an assumption
Literally my new ringtone
@Studio 32 right stfu because I am just vibing what I am doing is none of your concern
@Studio 32 i agree with you
I absolutely love this song, I have such a connection to a lot of the lyrics and it makes me feel safe
your mailman's a fed too?
@@srithasatya7344 I-
@@srithasatya7344 lel
@@srithasatya7344 HELP AUAHAHA
This is on my “mum argued with me playlist”
I love that the original alternative style of music is coming back
this is not the original these are panic at the disco fallout boy falling in reverse my chemical romance pierce the veil millionares the used green day three days grace gorrilaz may day pardade the devil wears prada koЯn slipknot EATMEWELLIMHOT! BC13 BMTH a day to remember KESHA S3RL metro station hellogoodbye the killers breate carolina Jeffrey star 3OH!3 Atack Atack avril lavgine asking alexandria paramore never shout never papa roach cute is what we aim for the ready set all american rejects kill paradise all time low cobra star ship holly wood undead msi get scared ghost town blink 182 devil skin tokio hotel HIM we the kings GL!TCH bass hunter fly leaf jimmy eat world scotty vanity hyper crush owl city black eyed peas plain white tees spirtbox taking back sunday the red jump suit apparatus black veil brides
@@sts.crew. oo I know some of those, I'll be listening to the rest later today
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My great-uncle ended up developing several disorders due to the countless drugs he used in his youth, which is why he had to live at my great-grandmother's house so she could take care of him. He had an extreme addiction to cigarettes, so much so that he would become aggressive if he didn't have them, no matter how much his mother tried to get him to stop the habit. He died in 2023, I dedicate this song to him.
Sorry for your loss ❤
It’s always hard to loose someone, no matter how complicated, I’m glad this song helps
I wish this song was longer😭😭
Same
My best friend saw her live, she was there for coheed and cambria at first but after hearing this song and another unreleased one called "dead boy" made her an instant fan. I am also a big fan, since hearing Violent. (She knew of violent and liked it, just didn't know her name.)
something I find funny is that due to the fact the postal services in the US are run by the federal government, her mailman would be a fed
I dunno why but the mail man with the binoculars had me dead 🤣💀
whats a fed?
@@yapa-yapa Federal Agent
I cannot wait for your EP. This is magical, I adore your music. Its helped me so much, thank you so much
The only problem with this song is that it’s so short. Hell the problem is that it has an ending in the first place lmao it’s too good
This has such early 2010s emo rock vibes... I love this 🖤
YES THANK YOU im glad I'm not the only one, i feel like a found a damn time machine, I love it
This song reminds me of how distant I used to be from everyone and how I have trust issues thanks to my family and mother but I love the song It's amazing!!!
The chorus is so damn CATCHY!! The song is so energetic all the way through, amazing job!! 10/10 banger
I heard this at her concert! It was so good, so glad it's finally released!! 💕💕💕
This song feels like a mix between Olivia Rodrigo and 90s grunge music, I absolutely love it.
I’ve been needing a new song to listen on repeat, thanks for providing.
THIS
THIS
THIS
I’m confused ha
This shit hits hard when your drinking alone in your room at 3Am crying over something
Are you okay?
this is the kind of song i could have on repeat and never get bored of it 😍😍
wrong
@@maatsko i respect your opinion. which is why i refered to myself in my comment. *I* think its a song i could never get bored of. :)
i envy you honestly, i get bored of most songs pretty easily
"I shouldn't tell you, but nobody likes you." really hit
Dear person whoever reads this,
Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society builds up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy life. But in fact, that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way...I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such a beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this then please never forget to breathe and smile.
Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug-like it's your last one.
I love you and send you hugs.
You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC.
You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is.
Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
I WISH I COULD HUG YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you through my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
If it’s day for you, don’t start it with such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning, and so on... You will start building little healthy habits.
If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course, you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self-care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
Did anyone ask you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
I am sorry you feel misunderstood.
But anyone who gets to be with you doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they are :).
Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
- The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it.
And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you.
I hope you will remember my words :)
Until tomorrow, my friend :)
(PLEASE! Copy and paste to other videos! Share this amazing message we //idk exactly who// have created! Everyone deserves to know they are worth everything.)
this should seriously have more likes, thankyou so much I needed that badly
IM CRYING IDK WHO YOU ARE BUT I LOVE YOU (PLATONICLY)
I love you so much thank you I needed this so bad ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
This is probably the longest comment ive ever seen-
it was so redundantly long, i now need to read it again so I can rid myself of the depression it caused in me. .. dont hate, just being honest
OMFG YOU POSTED IT I ONLY COULD FIND ONE OLD VID
Ikr
This is my favorite song of hers, can't wait for the music video!
my mom has disowned me many times and i know she hates my guts. i dont do drugs or smoke, but i sob to this song every-time i listen. its not drugs messing with my head, its the people bullying me. im paranoid of everything and this song describes it. its a beautiful song. my favorite lyric is “everybody thinks they know things, but no body can seem to know me” i relate to it and i love it. beautiful song
You are literally one of the best artist of this generation. I'm so greatful to be alive in your era of true musical fruition
Finally! Excellent revision of this song. I have loved this track since I first found it on soundcloud back in the day.
i found this on my recommendation and this is so good, loving it! can't wait to see ur EP
it's a crime how short this song is 😩
ANOTHER AMAZING SON AS ALWAYS
SONG*
When tucked under a pillow this sounds like it’s playing through through my head, just the way I like it. I wish u luck!
Yup this is going on repeat all day
ugh i love this song and its such a shame that its so short :(
I got introduced to her years ago and reintroduced in the Mgk concert and I’ve been constantly lisening to her 24/7
I wish this song was 6 min long 😭😭😭
I do like that she doesn't confine her skills to only one genre.
You make me feel so better dude. This type of music helps me out of the horrors of grieving a 6 year relationship. It makes the angst feel pretty. I can’t explain it. You’re just so talented!
Why is this song so good and relatable 😧
Everybody thinks they know things
But nobody can say they know me
These drugs are fucking with my head
I think my mailman is a fed
I know my mother wants me dead
'Cause she hates the smell of cigarettes
These drugs are fucking with my head
I think my mailman is a fed
I know my mother wants me dead
'Cause she hates the smell of cigarettes
I can't trust you, I know you bleed blue
I shouldn't tell you but nobody likes you
Everybody thinks they know things
But nobody can say they know me
These drugs are fucking with my head
I think my mailman is a fed
I know my mother wants me dead
'Cause she hates the smell of cigarettes
These drugs are fucking with my head
I think my mailman is a fed
I know my mother wants me dead
'Cause she hates the smell of cigarettes
She hates the smell of cigarettes
I'm pretty sure she wants me dead
I'm pretty sure she wants me dead
"I shouldn't tell you but, nobody likes you." hits so close to home for me because my best friend is the weird kid at school and she gets picked on and it's really sad because she wants to be liked so badly but everyone thinks she's weird.
Going straight to my mommyissuescore playlist
NEED EXTENDED VERSIONNN
YESSS FRR
I’m so excited! I love her unreleased songs. Hope dead boy in my rooms gunna be released soon
This song shouldn’t be as relatable as it is for me 🙃
I just found the artist and I just know that she's gonna go big 😭❤️
She already kinda did with her other song Violent, surprised this hasn't blown up yet tbh
This is a awesome music, thank you youtube for recommending me that. I loved it
My low key vibing to this song knowing damn well that I don’t do dr-gs and sure as hell don’t have a mom-💀
Her music is like the happy 2000' 2010' ones but w deeper lyrics and it's fucking cool
One day your gonna blow up, you are really talented and the genre reaches out to quite a few people
YESSS MY FAVORITE MUSIC ARTIST HAS RELEASED A NEW SONG
I just saw this song for the first time and it's Soo cool I hope the people who created this masterpiece get more recognition
Every song you make just gets better and better 🖤
The SoundCloud version is dope but this is on another level !! 🔥🥰🤟
I saw you last week and this was my favorite song that you did. 🙏🏻 I loved it. Hope to see you again soon!
I love your sound. Porcelain Jesus will always be my favourite. I found it a couple of months ago and I've listened to it everyday since
This is giving me 2000’s vibes-
Tmi but I can't actually believe that my mom wants me dead, we had this fight earlier then I randomly said "Okay well maybe I'll just go and meet up with dad then" (my dad is alr dead) out of frustration and cause the feelings that I've been bottling just exploded all over. I did not expect that she'll agree to that then she even suggested a way to unalive myself. Sh.t hurts knowing that I wasn't even planned too.
Jesus christ, i'm so sorry ❤
OK so I'm writing a book, and the main character is seriously mentally fed up, and this is what he'd listen to a 3:00am, being him
omg u have good taste in music if ur a boywithuke fan 😌🥰🥰
@@calamitywayblight4752 then there me here with my messed up tastes.
I can go from cavetown to BWU to acdc to lemon demon to MCR to black sabbath
@@user-me3ge8de4o umm... My playlists are concerning. Mainly Black veil brides as I'm seriously obsessed with them rn, but there's at least ten bands
@@Mikeys_toast sorry if i came off as rude
@@user-me3ge8de4o it's fine lol
AWESOME! I seriously can't wait for the next song
This song is banger! Love U Carolesdaughter
IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS AHHH OMG
I'm so glad UA-cam recommended this to me
yessssss this song is finally officially released. been waiting ages for it. cant tell if i like this or the original more
Literally one of the best artists I’ve heard in my lifetime 😁😁😁😁
the absolute serotonin and im only 2 seconds in
Nobody:
Me: playing animal crossing while screaming this song crying
this better get more views, your music is so good
I’ve been playing this on loop, it’s so bomb 💜🖤💜🖤
someone else HAS to have realized that the girl in the art looks like Amity blight like OHMYG-
(in all seriousness this is a real catchy song i love it lol)
To be fair, a mailman working for the USPS is a fed. As in an employee of the federal government.
one of my favorite songs fr
I love this song so much it’s so good underrated for sure
"I shouldn't tell you but.. NOBODY LIKES YOU."
Gurl that ain't not a surprise to me like I don't even like myself 💀
ah yes as someone being in high school doing drugs and having mommy issues this song rly hits
can't wait for a full EP/album 💖💖💖💖
This song is amazing!! I'm so glad I found your music!!!
Fantastic, thank you
i love how the CC describes the music as "upbeat"
i wish this was louder lol full volume with headphones isnt loud enough
I just came from the dentist to find this
I love it.❤️
i cannot describe how in love i am with this song
OMG! AAAAAART! I LOVE U SO MUCH QUEEN!
i love you carolesdaughter wish you success in your life:)
It deserves much recognition! Sings a lot
I love it I saw it on an add and now I’m addicted❤️🔥😍
This song keeps me coming back 😢❤
Im starting to relate to this song a lil bit too much.
woop, new breakdown music just dropped
“I shouldn’t tell you but: nobody likes you.”
My favorite lyrics