I swear, there's something about this kind of music that calms me. Or rather, stabilizes my emotions. I'm glad these kind of songs exist Maybe the fact I know how the song goes, or maybe how it puts what I'm feeling in music and lyrics
0:58 - 1:41 THIS. THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I'M LOOKING FOR IN MUSIC. The RAW EMOTION, you can really just feel it!! Not to mention, the chord progression FITS SO WELL. It is absolute PERFECTION.
@@stolas.goetia__is_hungry i believe you may like saint bernard by lincoln, birth of venus by banshee, how to be me ren x chinchilla, fireworks by mitski, villian/tenihowa self cover(not exactly the same vibe but it still slaps and the lyrics are amazing, japanese), usseewa(both ado and syudou's, japanese), katasza by hey (polish), como é que eu vou dizer que acabou by clarice falcão(portuguese), mar by bea duarte(portuguese), medo by obinrin(portuguese), no tengo hambre tengo ansiedade by Alan sutton (spanish) oh and a rodar mi vida the 2023 version by fito paez may be a reach but i would recomend it anyway(spanish)
“I'm 'bout to die” “Yet the only thing I find I'm worried about is you” “I'm 'bout to die” “Yet the thing on my mind seems to nearly be nothing but you” That hits HARD. This song reminds me of someone I miss dearly to my heart and I find so much comfort in a song that reminds me of me and them. I love you Henry and don’t you forget that.
I love how as the song becomes more frantic, the font goes from orderly and small to huge, constantly moving scribbles that reflect the state of mind of the singer.
Goosebumps. Manic singing Madilyn was *not* what I was expecting. I love that middle part so so much, like a panic attack, then followed by that super serene "taking your time" bit. You're seriously killing it!
@@TaterTotEditsLOL I once got put on a stupid discord users video and responded with this account but this is my vent account and immediately deleted the comment and remade it with my main account
My favorite part is probably from 2:25 on. Because firstly the font of the "killing me" changing is just genius. Because it isn't reflected in the singing, it feels like a thought that isn't spoken out loud. It's the violent screams that aren't allowed to leave your head. And then when the tension already is building because of that, the "I was never meant to win" comes in at 2:29. And the dissonance of it is just perfect. It feels so defeated. And then at 2:39 it's getting taken on the next level. The tune takes over. It's not just a thought anymore, not just a random realisation, but now you truly understand with all your being. And during that turmoil, that hurt in your head you just look at the hand hitting you repeatedly, almost apathetically. It's perfection, even though it's about such negative emotions.
Everyone's talking about that middle part, and yes it's good. But I feel like 2:25 to the end of the song is really the gem of this. The defeat in the "I was never meant to win" being repeated over the song while the goofy music plays in the background to juxtapose it paints a sharp picture - sharp in the way a slap to the face would be. I also like the imagery of a clown with the somewhat circus-esque music to show how much of a clown she felt for letting herself be so close to this person.
The part from 0:59 and 1:40 is such a raw section, the music, the build up, the lyrics the screams slowly but surely taking center stage of the main voice. Its incredible an perfectly executed, the first time i listened to it I felt such an overflow of emotions that it left be completely stuned. It reminds me of a moment where a person you thought that you were close, and connected with, says something so shocking it stops you for a second trying to process what they said... Well done, it's a good song, it's raw, strong, and catchy. And i guess I now became a new enjoyer of your songs, keep it up
My first premier from Madilyn Mei and so glad this is the one, it's a MASTERPIECE. Especially the contrast of the huge messy writing and flashing colours in this video compared to the earlier songs in the album, it just makes it hit ten times harder
Hearing this song for the first time took me back to a specific point in time. The short story is that I ended up in the psych ward after the ending of an extremely toxic relationship. If I'm being honest, I was fully delusional. I placed him on a pedestal. I told myself he was perfect. I put my self worth in his hands. He was the only thing I lived for. My dramatic sensitive ass had told him that I wanted to capture his beauty in marble. I'd written poetry about how he was my butterfly effect, and dedicated the image of a butterfly in his favorite color to him in my mind. When I was in the ward, every single scrap of paper I used had doodles of blue butterflies. It was an infestation, really. He was all I thought about. I called my EX from the PSYCH WARD to tell him that I've never been "so sure" about anyone before. I was convinced I wanted to MARRY him. I was hospitalized in March. I don't think I've had a clear head until recently. I'm just now seeing the relationship for what it was. While I don't want to relive memories just to share them, the fact that I was in the psych ward for the first time because of this relationship - and the horrified gasps from my friends as I told the story - should say more than enough. If I could send my past self a message, I wouldn't just tell them to run, because I know they'd run into the arms of someone else who would take advantage of them. I'd squeeze them real tight and tell them I love them. I'd remind them that he's just a human, like anyone else. Flawed. I'd tell them that they don't need to justify their existence. They don't need someone else's love as proof that they have value. I'd tell them I'm glad they survived that whole mess. I'd scold them and remind them that they have a brilliant mind they should be using to make decisions rather than blindly following feelings. Feelings, as big and real as they feel, can sometimes lead us astray. They're not always rational. It's okay to feel them, but we don't always have to act on them. Anyway, I'm glad I've grown from the experience, but never again. Fuck that noise.
@@marguegarcia Thank you for asking, that's so kind of you💖 There's no need to feel bad, I'm doing a lot better now! I'm so much less anxious and stressed out and I'm really excited to start the next chapter of my life
The way the song is paced reminds me of what it’s like when you feel this way, feeling alone without them, the manic energy and feeling when they are around and the sadness when they are gone. The build is absolutely beautiful! Amazing song as always ❤
This song reminds me of a villains henchman who definitely has a crush on the villain and obeys their every word but then realize that they were being used just for their plans and the villain actually doesn't care about them at all.
this is an amazing song about moving on, and loneliness as a whole. everyone needs someone else behind them to hold them up, someone who actually cares and doesn’t give you a brain injury by dropping you on the sidewalk. (or atleast cares in their heart, but it’s hard to show on a silver platter to yours truly.) there’s a million more things i can say, but nobody will care, has cared, or will ever care. just felt wacky so i dropped this here. hopefully someone can relate. anyways, happy to have you back madilyn
This song genuinely encouraged me to start writing again, the song reminded me so much of a character that I had made when I was like thirteen, and brought back so many memories, thank you.
Lyrics: When you’re gone I feel alone again The voices cannot hold my hand They keep me company at very best Distract me from my loneliness Maybe I’m just an anomaly Even my demons have their families Truly something must be wrong with me To need you as much as I do I was never meant to win I was never meant to win I was never meant to win Shut up! Here’s the reigns Take ahold of me Please don’t let me go You do the talking Sеw up my mouth if I can’t keep it closed There’s a dog barking right around thе block And a big ol’ whistle blow Run for it I’ll keep em occupied for you Cause I love you, I love you so Left me hangin at the station But you’ll be back for me soon I’m ‘bout to die Yet the only thing I find i'm worried about is you Something tells me you aren’t coming Guess that I’m truly doomed I’m 'bout to die Yet the only thing I find I’m worried about is you I’m 'bout to die Yet the thing on my mind seems to nearly be nothing but you I overhear your brain when it’s close to mine Oh, I know that we’re not the same My heart’s on the line I’m just a pawn in your game Not your partner in crime And you’re slowly killing me Taking your time You’re slowly killing me Taking your time You’re slowly killing me Taking your- (I was never meant to win) You’re slowly killing me Taking your- (I was never meant to win) You’re slowly killing me And yet I don’t mind (You were never meant to win) You’re slowly killing me But please take your time
@@BeatzzayI was thinking that too but considering all the flashing and messy writing it can still be helpful for others:) (plus some people like just stationary lyrics)
One of the things i love in songs are Manic singing, and theres definetly alot of Manic parts in this song. I relate alot to this song. I was once in an abusive friendship. the girl that i was in a abusive friendship with wasnt physically abusive towards me but she manipulated me, tricked me and controlled me. Like i was just a piece in her game. I relate to the Manic screams. Thank you Madilyn.
For me this song describes the relationship between my sister and I, I’ve always been super clingy but she has never wanted me to really depend on her and sort of left me a lot of the times. Same thing for a lot of my friends, guess I’m just super clingy
I've never heard a song so accurately depict what its like being in an abusive relationship and the struggle of answering the question of "Why did you stay so long?"
This is my favorite song to cry to, and it’s normally really hard to cry. I don’t know what I’m doing. Crying to the manic laughter is so comforting and helps me laugh too lol
“Left me hanging at the station but you’ll be back for me soon.. I’m bout to die yet the only thing I find I’m worried about is you” Wow. That line really hits hard. It’s like having a friend you really care about ghost you, yet you still love them since they gained your trust. “Something tells me you aren’t coming guess that I’m really doomed” Realized that they ghosted you and really aren’t your friend, just fake and you still want them, portrayed as “doomed”. “You’re slowly killing me, but I don’t mind.” Like I said earlier, they ghosted you, but you still love them. The evil reality of having a fake friend who gained your trust, but you still love them, after what they had done to you.
i relate to the lyrics a lot after i realized that my "best friend" was actually just controlling me and using me and i still haven't gotten over that because i loved him a lot.
"Left me hanging at the station but you'll be for me soon I'm 'bout to die yet the only thing im worried about is you." This line reminds me of a fake, one-sided friendship which ended today after a whole conversation behind my back about me. I love this type of music but today it slaps HARDER this is one of my new fave songs, Ive listened 10 times to this song lol and it never get old.
I find it interesting that during the freakout part with the scribbled words, each time the word “die” or something related is said, there’s lots of sharp scribbles surrounding it. No other words do this other than “die” and “doomed.” Until the final “you.” When the singer finally makes the connection between “you” and death.
First time Listening to it, shattering in tears honestly. I find it very relatable, especially at 0:45 since I know what these voices can do to you. I myself suffer from DID and have to share a body with 3 more people who are constantly against me. And I gotta be honest, the rest fits so much and- urgh I don't know!
This song changed my D&D campaign big time ! I use opening songs with relevant lyrics for sessions. A player had given me "sometimes, I wake up in weird places having lost hours of my life", and I had planned for a problematic second persona in the beginning. Thanks to that song, Dusk (persona was 15 when she needed a separate name to help gramgram understand) is amicable to the host Sasha. Still does heists with grandma, but it's to finance the good stuff and they never killed no one, no mam'.
“I was never meant to win…” 0:55 “I’m ‘bout to die yet the only thing I’m worried about is *You* “ 1:24 “Left me hanging at the station, But you’ll be back for me soon!” 1:19 “Something tells me you’re not coming, Guess that I’m truely doomed!” 1:28 Why can I relate to these so much? Like “I was never meant too win” I relate to bc I can’t win anything, “I’m ‘bout to die yet the only thing I can think about is *you* “ I relate to bc I can be in agony and only be able to think about how my mother wouldn’t care, “Left me hanging at the station, But you’ll be back for me soon!” Is like how my friend leaves me but I believe she cares and “Something tells me you’re not coming, Guess I’m truly doomed!” Is when I realise my friend just doesn’t care and my mother doesn’t care.
Okay so I was just looking at all your songs and I see this one and I expect another nice and calming one and that part that sounded like a mental breakdown took me BY SURPRISE. I WAS FLABBERGASTED. I LOVE IT.
i honestly relate to this song so much. i often relay on my friends or partners for happiness but when i dont have anyone to talk to, i feel empty or broken. like i would literally die for them if they asked, ik that's bad but it's smt i've always doen the moment someone gives me a hint of attention
I was looking for this song, couldnt remember the lyrics exactly, couldnt remember who sang it, coukdnt remember the name song. But here i am, i found it and im so gladdd
I stopped listening to Madeline mei for a while but then I listened to a few songs by her including kleptomaniacrow, the milk carton, and this one partner in crime. I think Madeline Mei is a great music artist and makes songs that I feel like I can just express me self in all different ways and it makes me feel like these songs are actually listening to how I feel. So I will definitely keep listening to Madeline Mei and her collaborations. Thank you Madeline Mei for making these songs I love then so very much and please continue being a music artist. Thank you so much for reading ❤
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I listen to this when i shit 🫶🏻🫶🏻
Same😍🥰
@@julian20134 YESS
Real 😊😊😊 (I need therapy)
HELP I SAW THIS WHIEL ON THE TOILET MID SHIT IM GONNA CR
@@cookie_catzzCR 😨😨😨😨
“What’s your favorite music genre?”
“Mental breakdown :)”
Yes
I swear, there's something about this kind of music that calms me. Or rather, stabilizes my emotions.
I'm glad these kind of songs exist
Maybe the fact I know how the song goes, or maybe how it puts what I'm feeling in music and lyrics
Yup that’s it literally my playlist has so many genres all about heart break or suicide
Correct
lol
The screams, especially the "SHUT UP!" were filled with such emotion i got chills. Truly an amazing song with real heart in it. Absolutely stunning
lol
👌
her sister whos a theatre major did the screams auctually!
@@m4g1c.w4nd She did? Wow that's so cool!
Fr
"I'm just a pawn in your game, not your partner in crime" is such a strong line, and i relate so hard to it it hurts
hurts to know that you two were never equal huh 🥲
fr it gives harley quinn
Banger line.
@@Xoolerz bang as in gun
@@seaweedbrainsss why not 😎
0:58 - 1:41
THIS. THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I'M LOOKING FOR IN MUSIC. The RAW EMOTION, you can really just feel it!! Not to mention, the chord progression FITS SO WELL. It is absolute PERFECTION.
IF YOU KNOW ANY OTHER SONGS LIKE THIS THEN PLEASE SHARE 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
@@stolas.goetia__is_hungry I wish I did 😔😔😔
Also my body's made of crushed little stars, drunk walk home by mitski is very similar in screaming emotion at your ears
@@stolas.goetia__is_hungry i believe you may like saint bernard by lincoln, birth of venus by banshee, how to be me ren x chinchilla, fireworks by mitski, villian/tenihowa self cover(not exactly the same vibe but it still slaps and the lyrics are amazing, japanese), usseewa(both ado and syudou's, japanese), katasza by hey (polish), como é que eu vou dizer que acabou by clarice falcão(portuguese), mar by bea duarte(portuguese), medo by obinrin(portuguese), no tengo hambre tengo ansiedade by Alan sutton (spanish) oh and a rodar mi vida the 2023 version by fito paez may be a reach but i would recomend it anyway(spanish)
THIS IS SO TRUE!
“I'm 'bout to die”
“Yet the only thing I find I'm worried about is you”
“I'm 'bout to die”
“Yet the thing on my mind seems to nearly be nothing but you”
That hits HARD.
This song reminds me of someone I miss dearly to my heart and I find so much comfort in a song that reminds me of me and them.
I love you Henry and don’t you forget that.
I’m so sorry for your loss.
It's relatable
God DAMN! Madilyn, you're out here curing everyone's seasonal depression with this EP.
Fr
Indeed
very much
Wait, it’s SEASONAL for y’all?!
@@doomngloom96FR LIKE Y'ALLS DEPRESSION STOPS?!
I love how as the song becomes more frantic, the font goes from orderly and small to huge, constantly moving scribbles that reflect the state of mind of the singer.
all of Madilyn’s official lyric videos are SO. GOOD
WE MAKING IT OUT OF THE CEMETERY WITH THIS ONE ‼️🗣️
🤠🤠🤠🤠
Is that a bad thing or a good thing?
@@Teeter_totter908 yes
@@Teeter_totter908 :)
PFFT
My daughter just suggested I give this a listen. I must admit, I’ve never heard anything like this. It’s own genre. Unique to definition. Very cool
I agree.
i suggested my mom listen to this, she likes it
even madilyn theirself says it 😭💀
I showed it to my mom and she asked if was a call for help, and no it wasn't I just rly like the song
@@Mars_betterbannagood mom.
Goosebumps. Manic singing Madilyn was *not* what I was expecting. I love that middle part so so much, like a panic attack, then followed by that super serene "taking your time" bit. You're seriously killing it!
her sister who i think is a thetere major did the screams
@@m4g1c.w4nd I think it was just the "Shut up" though
As someone who gets panic attacks, this is the perfect description for it! The build up, the attack, and then the calm but eerie after-effect.
The part from 1:00 until 1:41 makes my brain go "YES"
Using this as a repeat button
@@eveeT007HELP SAME
@scoopsropes6628 That part does the same thing to mee 😭
SERIOUSLY
also the only part i can listen to bc of misophonia :(
if i could make animatics and didn’t abandon projects so frequently, i would so make an animatic of this
THIS EXACTLY!!!!
THIS
FR
when i finish my current animatics i know exactly what im doing
DUDE SAME
I just had an idea for an animatic for this song and then I come across this comment 😭😭
Nice to know I'm not alone
WERE MAKING IT OUT OF THE ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP WITH THIS ONE 🗣‼️
stop because i have never related to a comment more
i just realized im on my editing acc ignore that
@@TaterTotEditsLOL I once got put on a stupid discord users video and responded with this account but this is my vent account and immediately deleted the comment and remade it with my main account
@@Aperson11028 REMAKING IT ON THE MAIN ACC IS GENIUSS
@@TaterTotEditsLMAO
Madilyn Mei doesn't make music for fame, but for teenagers who dye their hair instead of going to therapy and problematic characters from indie games
THIS
Literally. I found this song from a Basil (OMORI) animatic-
@@veronica3662pro me too
You can just say Flowey & Chara
i found this song from a billford animatic lmao
My favorite part is probably from 2:25 on. Because firstly the font of the "killing me" changing is just genius. Because it isn't reflected in the singing, it feels like a thought that isn't spoken out loud. It's the violent screams that aren't allowed to leave your head. And then when the tension already is building because of that, the "I was never meant to win" comes in at 2:29. And the dissonance of it is just perfect. It feels so defeated. And then at 2:39 it's getting taken on the next level. The tune takes over. It's not just a thought anymore, not just a random realisation, but now you truly understand with all your being. And during that turmoil, that hurt in your head you just look at the hand hitting you repeatedly, almost apathetically. It's perfection, even though it's about such negative emotions.
Everyone's talking about that middle part, and yes it's good. But I feel like 2:25 to the end of the song is really the gem of this. The defeat in the "I was never meant to win" being repeated over the song while the goofy music plays in the background to juxtapose it paints a sharp picture - sharp in the way a slap to the face would be. I also like the imagery of a clown with the somewhat circus-esque music to show how much of a clown she felt for letting herself be so close to this person.
THAT’S WHAT I WAS THINKING
You know I could have lived never knowing madilyn mei's songs and that would have been a tragedy. How many talented people do I not know???
One of my biggest fears ngl
what are some hidden talents you know
I think about this a lot
This better blow up, this is literally one of those songs the animators will eat up.
It's me, I'm animators 😂 I put this in my project list cus holy shit this is perfect for both billford and stan and ford's brotherly bond being broken
The part from 0:59 and 1:40 is such a raw section, the music, the build up, the lyrics the screams slowly but surely taking center stage of the main voice. Its incredible an perfectly executed, the first time i listened to it I felt such an overflow of emotions that it left be completely stuned.
It reminds me of a moment where a person you thought that you were close, and connected with, says something so shocking it stops you for a second trying to process what they said...
Well done, it's a good song, it's raw, strong, and catchy. And i guess I now became a new enjoyer of your songs, keep it up
the manic bit here speaks to me like few other songs ever have. the sound, the lyrics, the whole energy...this song GETS me, and it sounds amazing too
My first premier from Madilyn Mei and so glad this is the one, it's a MASTERPIECE. Especially the contrast of the huge messy writing and flashing colours in this video compared to the earlier songs in the album, it just makes it hit ten times harder
This song has only 5 days here and still I think it's gonna be my favourite of the entire year
Id love a song with the energy from 00:45 to the end of the chorus the whole way through. Raw, screaming emotion and loudness.
Have you heard of heart heart head by meg Myers it has screaming in it like this
@@hotchocoa535 ive not, ill be sure to check it out! Thank you!!
sorry sarah by raccoon tour is like this, near the end it screams in your ears and i love it
Hearing this song for the first time took me back to a specific point in time. The short story is that I ended up in the psych ward after the ending of an extremely toxic relationship. If I'm being honest, I was fully delusional. I placed him on a pedestal. I told myself he was perfect. I put my self worth in his hands. He was the only thing I lived for. My dramatic sensitive ass had told him that I wanted to capture his beauty in marble. I'd written poetry about how he was my butterfly effect, and dedicated the image of a butterfly in his favorite color to him in my mind. When I was in the ward, every single scrap of paper I used had doodles of blue butterflies. It was an infestation, really. He was all I thought about. I called my EX from the PSYCH WARD to tell him that I've never been "so sure" about anyone before. I was convinced I wanted to MARRY him.
I was hospitalized in March. I don't think I've had a clear head until recently. I'm just now seeing the relationship for what it was. While I don't want to relive memories just to share them, the fact that I was in the psych ward for the first time because of this relationship - and the horrified gasps from my friends as I told the story - should say more than enough.
If I could send my past self a message, I wouldn't just tell them to run, because I know they'd run into the arms of someone else who would take advantage of them. I'd squeeze them real tight and tell them I love them. I'd remind them that he's just a human, like anyone else. Flawed. I'd tell them that they don't need to justify their existence. They don't need someone else's love as proof that they have value. I'd tell them I'm glad they survived that whole mess. I'd scold them and remind them that they have a brilliant mind they should be using to make decisions rather than blindly following feelings. Feelings, as big and real as they feel, can sometimes lead us astray. They're not always rational. It's okay to feel them, but we don't always have to act on them.
Anyway, I'm glad I've grown from the experience, but never again. Fuck that noise.
Damn I feel bad. How are you?
@@marguegarcia Thank you for asking, that's so kind of you💖 There's no need to feel bad, I'm doing a lot better now! I'm so much less anxious and stressed out and I'm really excited to start the next chapter of my life
please I NEED an hour loop of that middle part!!! literally begging
1:27 omg, the crying in the background is so good, it shows that if you care about someone you would kill someone or yourself for them.
The way the song is paced reminds me of what it’s like when you feel this way, feeling alone without them, the manic energy and feeling when they are around and the sadness when they are gone. The build is absolutely beautiful! Amazing song as always ❤
yesss omg
This song reminds me of a villains henchman who definitely has a crush on the villain and obeys their every word but then realize that they were being used just for their plans and the villain actually doesn't care about them at all.
Huh, literally Harley Quinn
wait can someone every few months remind me this song exists pls and ty
It’s only been a month, but you should come back and listen to this song again
Hello, presumably a fellow bee enjoyer! It's been two months since this comment has been posted, I hope your notifs are working to see this.
I know the other notification has already told you but it's been 2 months.
Three months friend!!
4 months :D
I am begging you release the sheet music. This is phenomenal
YES PLS
this is an amazing song about moving on, and loneliness as a whole. everyone needs someone else behind them to hold them up, someone who actually cares and doesn’t give you a brain injury by dropping you on the sidewalk. (or atleast cares in their heart, but it’s hard to show on a silver platter to yours truly.) there’s a million more things i can say, but nobody will care, has cared, or will ever care. just felt wacky so i dropped this here. hopefully someone can relate. anyways, happy to have you back madilyn
1:39 That scream🤩
idk how you took my brain juice and made it into a song but fantastic work on doing so
This!!!
this might sound super weird but when you said brain juice, my own brain said, "hhhhhhhhhhhhhh"
So nice to hear such an original song. They’re very few and far between in our world these days 🥹
This song genuinely encouraged me to start writing again, the song reminded me so much of a character that I had made when I was like thirteen, and brought back so many memories, thank you.
that's wonderful, have fun !
I swear I've only heard two of your songs and they both make me cry
Lyrics:
When you’re gone I feel alone again
The voices cannot hold my hand
They keep me company at very best
Distract me from my loneliness
Maybe I’m just an anomaly
Even my demons have their families
Truly something must be wrong with me
To need you as much as I do
I was never meant to win
I was never meant to win
I was never meant to win
Shut up!
Here’s the reigns
Take ahold of me
Please don’t let me go
You do the talking
Sеw up my mouth if I can’t keep it closed
There’s a dog barking right around thе block
And a big ol’ whistle blow
Run for it
I’ll keep em occupied for you
Cause I love you, I love you so
Left me hangin at the station
But you’ll be back for me soon
I’m ‘bout to die
Yet the only thing I find i'm worried about is you
Something tells me you aren’t coming
Guess that I’m truly doomed
I’m 'bout to die
Yet the only thing I find I’m worried about is you
I’m 'bout to die
Yet the thing on my mind seems to nearly be nothing but you
I overhear your brain when it’s close to mine
Oh, I know that we’re not the same
My heart’s on the line
I’m just a pawn in your game
Not your partner in crime
And you’re slowly killing me
Taking your time
You’re slowly killing me
Taking your time
You’re slowly killing me
Taking your- (I was never meant to win)
You’re slowly killing me
Taking your- (I was never meant to win)
You’re slowly killing me
And yet I don’t mind (You were never meant to win)
You’re slowly killing me
But please take your time
It already shows all the lyrics??
@@BeatzzayI was thinking that too but considering all the flashing and messy writing it can still be helpful for others:) (plus some people like just stationary lyrics)
Oh yap, it's just i wanted for sing the lyrics, in the video are too fast and i can't read it so well :v xD@@Beatzzay
@@Beatzzaythe way it's shown/animated probably isn't the best for people with dyslexia though
@@C0ttonEyes The lyrics are also in the description.
One of the things i love in songs are Manic singing, and theres definetly alot of Manic parts in this song. I relate alot to this song. I was once in an abusive friendship. the girl that i was in a abusive friendship with wasnt physically abusive towards me but she manipulated me, tricked me and controlled me. Like i was just a piece in her game. I relate to the Manic screams. Thank you Madilyn.
WERE MAKING IT INTO THE ANIMATICS WITH THIS ONE BOIIISSS
I listened to this and thought to myself, "That sounds like the Milk Carton singer!" Turns out it IS you! You make such beautiful songs!
that was genuinely one of the most beautiful songs i've ever heard
This song is exactly what Bpd feels like. It's hard to explain but yeah. It's pleasantly overwhelming.
The euphoric feeling when you finally start interpreting one of your favourite songs in a way that applies to your life
For me this song describes the relationship between my sister and I, I’ve always been super clingy but she has never wanted me to really depend on her and sort of left me a lot of the times. Same thing for a lot of my friends, guess I’m just super clingy
I've never heard a song so accurately depict what its like being in an abusive relationship and the struggle of answering the question of "Why did you stay so long?"
This is my favorite song to cry to, and it’s normally really hard to cry. I don’t know what I’m doing. Crying to the manic laughter is so comforting and helps me laugh too lol
The slow decent in pace and sanity from the music gives me chills
“Left me hanging at the station but you’ll be back for me soon.. I’m bout to die yet the only thing I find I’m worried about is you”
Wow. That line really hits hard. It’s like having a friend you really care about ghost you, yet you still love them since they gained your trust.
“Something tells me you aren’t coming guess that I’m really doomed”
Realized that they ghosted you and really aren’t your friend, just fake and you still want them, portrayed as “doomed”.
“You’re slowly killing me, but I don’t mind.”
Like I said earlier, they ghosted you, but you still love them. The evil reality of having a fake friend who gained your trust, but you still love them, after what they had done to you.
Sorry a Minecraft egg dedicated this one to his grandma
That’s a way to put it 😭❤️❤️
Holy Jesus I’ve never related to a song so much. Truly wonderfully made.
11 year old warrior cat kid me would’ve ADORED this song!! I love it
I had such a phase at 9 😭
*Takes masterpiece and runs*
If this song isn't popular by the time I die,
I will crawl out of my grave and force everyone to listen to this song
i relate to the lyrics a lot after i realized that my "best friend" was actually just controlling me and using me and i still haven't gotten over that because i loved him a lot.
"Left me hanging at the station but you'll be for me soon I'm 'bout to die yet the only thing im worried about is you." This line reminds me of a fake, one-sided friendship which ended today after a whole conversation behind my back about me. I love this type of music but today it slaps HARDER this is one of my new fave songs, Ive listened 10 times to this song lol and it never get old.
The animation in my head was Splendiferous. This song ATE.
screaming along with this song is therapeutic
I find it interesting that during the freakout part with the scribbled words, each time the word “die” or something related is said, there’s lots of sharp scribbles surrounding it. No other words do this other than “die” and “doomed.”
Until the final “you.”
When the singer finally makes the connection between “you” and death.
Never noticed that before
oooh good catch!! that’s so cool
Its so annoying how people obsess over how Olivia Rodrigo screamed in one of her songs but no one talks abt this song.
FR THOO
FAX
Omg it’s giving Harley Quinn and Joker vibes, and I absolutely ADORE it.
First time Listening to it, shattering in tears honestly.
I find it very relatable, especially at 0:45 since I know what these voices can do to you. I myself suffer from DID and have to share a body with 3 more people who are constantly against me. And I gotta be honest, the rest fits so much and- urgh I don't know!
I have DID too and I have no idea what I’d do if the others were against me. I got really lucky with all of us getting along well enough
This is a very sweet comment but i read the first line as “sharting tears” and i’d be lying if i said it didn’t give me whiplash lmao
honestly when it comes to DID music relating to people arguing i find a LOT of chonny jashs work speaks to us
That little gif at the end, it perfectly describes a toxic relationship. I love this song so much.
I love it when the voices in my head keep me company when I’m alone. :)
This song changed my D&D campaign big time ! I use opening songs with relevant lyrics for sessions. A player had given me "sometimes, I wake up in weird places having lost hours of my life", and I had planned for a problematic second persona in the beginning. Thanks to that song, Dusk (persona was 15 when she needed a separate name to help gramgram understand) is amicable to the host Sasha. Still does heists with grandma, but it's to finance the good stuff and they never killed no one, no mam'.
i clicked expecting generic tiktok song tbh but THIS IS GENUINELY SO GOOD INMEDIATELY NEW FAV SONG
We need an official video for this! BANGER!
Instructions unclear, I listened to this song too many times and now i can smell sound. All i smell is perfection-😭😭😭
“I was never meant to win…” 0:55
“I’m ‘bout to die yet the only thing I’m worried about is *You* “ 1:24
“Left me hanging at the station, But you’ll be back for me soon!” 1:19
“Something tells me you’re not coming, Guess that I’m truely doomed!” 1:28
Why can I relate to these so much?
Like “I was never meant too win” I relate to bc I can’t win anything, “I’m ‘bout to die yet the only thing I can think about is *you* “ I relate to bc I can be in agony and only be able to think about how my mother wouldn’t care, “Left me hanging at the station, But you’ll be back for me soon!” Is like how my friend leaves me but I believe she cares and “Something tells me you’re not coming, Guess I’m truly doomed!” Is when I realise my friend just doesn’t care and my mother doesn’t care.
Just recently found your stuff, and OMG it is so good
Some how each one is better than the last, incredible!
I LOVE SONGS WITH RAW EMOTION LIKE THIS, THIS IS WHAT I WANT IN MY EARS‼
LITERALLY GOING INSANE WOOHOOOOO
I came from the short where her sister screamed for the song and I’m so happy i did
this has been stuck in my head forever 💀
Real
Since 0:46 until 1:39 is my favorite part
You don't know how much I love this specific part
This song hits hard.
DAYUMMMMNNN THAT TRANSITION FROM FORTE TO PIANICIMO JUST MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The chord progression tickles my brain in a bittersweet yet addictive way
you just became my fav artist in less than 5 minutes
REAL 😭
this is the kind of song id listen to during the summer sunset in 2022 🎀
this gives me so much energy I can’t explain.
WE BE CLIMBING OUT THE GRAVE WITH THIS ONE
I HAVE FELT LIKE THIS BEFORE
This is giving me so much inspo to make an animatic and actually finish
This song is amazing, this deserves to go viral, the raw emotion put into this song is amazing!
I love how you made it so that it was emotions at the spur in the moment- such as one wondering thought hurting worse than a dagger to the chest
Okay so I was just looking at all your songs and I see this one and I expect another nice and calming one and that part that sounded like a mental breakdown took me BY SURPRISE.
I WAS FLABBERGASTED.
I LOVE IT.
This is the only thing that will make me wake up from a coma
i honestly relate to this song so much. i often relay on my friends or partners for happiness but when i dont have anyone to talk to, i feel empty or broken. like i would literally die for them if they asked, ik that's bad but it's smt i've always doen the moment someone gives me a hint of attention
I come back to this frequently, thank you for making it.
Omfg I love this song so much. WE MAKING IT OUT OF THE MENTAL HOSPITAL WITH THIS SONG🗣🗣❗❗❗❗❗❗
I was looking for this song, couldnt remember the lyrics exactly, couldnt remember who sang it, coukdnt remember the name song. But here i am, i found it and im so gladdd
I stopped listening to Madeline mei for a while but then I listened to a few songs by her including kleptomaniacrow, the milk carton, and this one partner in crime. I think Madeline Mei is a great music artist and makes songs that I feel like I can just express me self in all different ways and it makes me feel like these songs are actually listening to how I feel. So I will definitely keep listening to Madeline Mei and her collaborations. Thank you Madeline Mei for making these songs I love then so very much and please continue being a music artist. Thank you so much for reading ❤
I just realized how serious I was 😂
I don't think enoygh people are talking about the fantastic contrast of the visuals
I kept having goosebumps through the whole song, i love it so much i think i'm never getting tired of listening to it in repeat.
at 1:47, i thought it was "I open up the safe"... still good line lol
THIS IS TOO UNDERRATED, WHAT THIS ACTUALLY MADE ME FEEL SOMETHING.
The playful voice at "I love you so" genuinely made me smile. wonderful song madilyn❤❤
Omg this song is giving the end of the knive of never letting go, and the beginning of the ask and the answer (chaos walking books 1&2)