Guys... I am truly, truly humbled and overwhelmed by the amount of love I have received tonight from all of you... I wanted to make a general comment to just thank you all so, so, so much for supporting me and believing in me and understanding. I've literally been just bawling (in a good way!) at all the sweet words that you all took the time write. I plan to do my best to comment to y'all individually, but as more and more comments pour in, I just wanted to take a moment to thank each and every one of you for being your wonderful, amazing selves and for being so truly loving and supportive. I am... blown away, and in such a good way. Thank you guys from the bottom of my heart.
I was also in a very similar situation at a job that became too much for me. I put a lot of pressure on myself to push forward and get through it but I wasn't able to. I also found myself crying before shifts and even on breaks. It's still hard to talk about because I keep thinking if only I was a little stronger but at the end of the day I know I made the best decision I could. I am better off without that extra stress and anxiety in my life so I know you are too ! Don't be too hard on yourself. Things will get better very soon! Love ya Gorgeous ❤️
+Noemi Ortega Thank you so much for your kind words... You hit it right on the nose, I was definitely the same way. And no one deserves to live like that day-in, day-out. No job is worth it! Love ya too wonderful, we'll get through this!
+MaiSims Mai you have been amazing. There is a time in everyone's life where they have to sit down and take a break from life. Take your time girl. Do what you got to do. I'll keep you in my prayers and you have my full support. Your life is important. Your sims life's will be there when you get back trust me. You are clearly a strong young lady and I truly believe you can make it. Keep you head up. Struggles come to make you stronger. Everything is going to be alright. Love you girl.
Mai you are such a strong girl, and I feel your pain on so many levels! Stay strong girl keep your chin up and focus on what makes you happiest! You'll will get through this :) Anxiety sucks and man can I relate! I also had to leave a job for the same reasons and since them have been much happier!! I have you in my thoughts love, and don't worry about us! Your true supporters will do just that. Support you through this time!! LOVE YOU BOO!
+XUrbanSimsX Jenn thank you so very much for being so kind and so supportive through the past couple years. :') It means so much to me to know that someone I admire as much as I do you believes in me. I have been soooo so humbled by all the warm, loving comments on this video like yours. Thank you so much Jenn, and I love you too boo!
MaiSims I love your channel so much! You are such a strong girl! (I can tell because I can always tell when people are strong) I will support you until the day this UA-cam channel ends! Your happiness matters more than your channel! I won't come and demand videos I watch them as soon as they are uploaded!
As someone who has been suffering from severe anxiety over the last few years and on an almost daily basis, I understand completely how you feel. I'm not very good at expressing how I feel, but I want you to know, that if you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you to talk to and I'll _always_ support you no matter what. On the flip side, I'm really glad things are working out between you and your dad again, I know how sad you were when we talked about it last year. Love you lots, girly
+Wysidia Girl thank you so much for sharing your struggles with me, it is so sweet of you to offer an ear. I will definitely keep it in mind, and truly just reading all of these comments like yours has completely been a moving experience... I am so humbled. I love you too girly and I am so thankful that I have you in my life.
Take all the time you need your videos helped me through my grandfathers passing you brought light into the darkest days in my life so I'd like to thank you for making videos that inspired me to play sims 4
Mai, I have been watching your videos for about...3 years. You are amazing and Ik you can get through the anxiety you are going through right now. I am so happy about you and your father (viet person over here!). Hold on Mai!
I have close friends and family members who go through anxiety/depression from time to time. It's especially hard to see them fall down. So, I get where your coming from. We will always support you! I hope you feel better soon :)
Oh man I feel for you so much sweet girl! You got this though. I know you can get up and build up a happier situation and overcome your anxiety. I believe in you! I know all too well how you are feeling with the anxiety and I just really want to reach through the screen and hug you!! Just take time to yourself and do things that you really need and enjoy. If it means stepping back from the pressures of youtube, you should! You deserve some relaxation to get back to feeling like your old self! I love you so much, and I'm definitely thinking and praying for you(:
+MySimsAddiction Thank you so much for your sweet words girl! I've been so moved by all the comments... my spirits have already been lifted so much just from reading your words! Thank you for believing in me and supporting me hun, words just can't express how truly grateful I am.
I understand what your going through my life is a mess also, I have people dying all around me and we have funerals next month. When I'm upset I go and re watch all of your videos and you make my day.
+123Redheadchick You're far too kind to me, thank you so much for your sweet words and for understanding. The last thing I want is to disappoint y'all, so it means so much to hear you say so. :)
I totally get it Mai, been through something similar job related intense anxiety. Best wishes to you in moving forward. You are awesome and I enjoy your videos. Keep moving forward. Imagine the possibilities. You deserve the best. Good luck and don't worry. Take care of yourself.
Life loves to see how much we can take, don't let it keep you down. And try not to worry to much about putting videos, you're health is important and should be a priority. Take care of yourself :)
Oh my. I'm so sorry you have been dealing with that anxiety. I understand the needed to leave a job because of anxiety. I have been there. I hope things get better for you. Anxiety is something that most people don't understand fully even though they say they do.
Sending positive vibes to you, Mai!!!!!!!...definitely need help with my anxiety. Your videos are soothing :) take all the time you need! I can re watch your previous videos if I need to unwind. You are so strong it's really admirable honestly! I literally just got goosebumps writing this lol
@maisims I totally understand where you are coming from. I've also been going through the worst year of my life and I'm trying to stay positive even though at points it is not easy. I appreciate you sharing and totally support you! I keep telling myself it can't rain forever. The sun has to shine at some point. That is what keeps me going. I hope it helps you as well! Luv you!
+Angel Phoenix5 Thank you so much for your love and kind words! You're right, there is always a rainbow after the rain stops. :') We will get through this, I know it in my heart and reading all these loving comments has made me really believe it. Thank you so much, a million times!
gurl....I suffer from major anxiety, so I know how you feel. It's mostly from school, when people tell me what to do, and my body image. I wanna let you know we know how you feel, and we will always be here. ❤❤❤luv u❤❤❤
+micheymorg I can't thank you enough for your sweet words, it's literally been overwhelming to read the sweet comments on this video like yours. I truly, truly appreciate it.
Your such a sweat young lady.. Take it from someone like me that is a Grandmother.. Life can put big challenges in your path, I have had anxiety for yrs.. I can no longer drive from it... Everything will work out give it time !!!! its tough to be young and face the challenges of todays worlds... cost of living is super high now ! Your a great story teller and yes I am a older gal still playing the Sims.. Mine are all grown and out in the world... and doing ok Your channel should be booming as far as I am concerned...!!! Hang in there girl..!!!!!!
+WyntersFrost Thank you so much for your words of wisdom! I know this too shall pass, but definitely having such sweet comments to read and return to when I'm feeling down such as yours is a massive comfort... it's more than I EVER expected uploading this video, and I am so very very blessed. :') Thank you for your support!
I definitely understand anxiety because I do have it and I will tell you I have gotten to that point many a time. I'm sure you will find something soon and I hope you find strength to get through this time until then.
Mai, seeing you like this makes my heart drop to the ground. I'm so grateful that you shared this with us, because we all love you, but not only for us to know but for you to let it off your chest a little I guess. You can take 10 years off of UA-cam and we will still be here. No need to rush anything, we just want you to be good and happy. xo
We all understand that you are a human and life takes us by surprise weather its bad or good and no matter what we will all be here for you as if we were a sort of family. Your videos are great and I love them. I hope everything gets better. ❤️
hang in there mai things will get better we are all supporting you and we all love you we are all here for you i hope it will get better for you hang in there
Things will get better. Everyone has times in their life when it's pouring down . Just remember to take things day by day and that without the bad we wouldn't be able to enjoy the good. Hugs!
Mai, I've absolutely 100% been in your shoes. I know what it's like to feel the pressure of the world on your shoulders. Especially with things related to jobs, and school. I've suffered from anxiety, and it's truly a sad, sad thing to deal with. What I always like to remember, is that: no matter how many times you've been knocked down, it counts so much more towards how many times you've gotten up. I know you're a resilient person, and all of your supporters (including me) are here for you every step of the way.
+TheMakeupFascination Thank you so much for being so supportive and offering such sweet words of comfort. I am so humbled by them, and I can't thank you enough for helping lift my spirits. :') I am so blessed to have such wonderful people around me like yourself!
It sounds like you just need some time to sort out your stuff. Take that time and get everything in order then when you are ready come back. Everyone has times like these in their lives. That's when stepping back and breathing really helps. I adore you and feel so bad that you obviously are stressed because of multiple things. I hope everything works out as it is supposed to. Much love! 😘🤗
Take as much time as you need Mai. I (and I'm sure all of us) want to make sure that you are okay and happy when you make videos. Stay strong, we all love you ❤️❤️
Keep your head up high, beautiful. You are an amazing person and I am sure you will be able to overcome this at one point and end up an even stronger version of yourself. I'm rooting for you :)
Awh Mai -< I've had severe anxiety since I was a baby, both social phobia and general anxiety and I understand the difficulties of trying to fight it and trying to stay on top of everything when it feels like it's drowning you ~ These past few years particularly this year have been crushing me too, I had to quit college in 2014 (I'm from the UK so I think our college is a little different ~) and haven't been able to return to education, get a job or even leave the house by myself... and the anxiety is bad enough on it's own but dealing with depression and just feeling gloomy all the time really makes it a lot harder to deal with. I really wish the best for you
+Koneko Kitten Ahhh giiiiirl I completely understand every word of your comment! I've dealt with it my whole life as well, in 10th grade of high school I chose to move in with my dad because of my anxiety, because I was failing school (from skipping) and I wanted better for myself and my mom was too afraid to force me that I would hurt myself, but my dad wasn't and I knew I wasn't strong enough to force myself. So we are both familiar with this feeling definitely! I know in my heart that the tough times will lead to better ones, not only for myself but for everyone... and your support keeps me strong. :) I can't thank you enough, you are so so sweet and I appreciate you so much!
Koneko Kitten That is so wonderful to hear! I've gone through CBT before and it was life-changing, absolutely. I think it will help you massively! You are so sweet lovely, all my love and positivity goes out to you. Thank you so much for making me a part of your day to day life. :')
I know how you feel. I've had several anxiety attacks thourghout my life and have had a lot of problems with anxiety in general. It can be so hard to deal with. It doesn't make you weak. It mostly means you've been strong for too long. Everyone needs a break once in a while. I think it's very brave that you quit your job. I'll pray for you and hope you feel a little better now. Stay strong! I love your video's and even though I don't know you I believe you are a wonderful person. *sending lots of love*
Mai, you seriously take all the time that you need before you sit down to film. We all will understand if you need to take time for yourself, I'm also employed and have been for a long time so I do know how it can get. If you ever need to talk, I'm a great listener Mai. You are in my thoughts and I hope that your life will turn around for the better.
mai I'm really heartbroken that you feel that way! ive been here on your channel since you had like 150 subscribers. it's weird because I almost feel like I know you and you're my friend. i hope you feel better soon and just relax! everything will get better, i promise. love you 💞
I love all of your videos, but I especially love seeing these kinds of videos from you. Strange as it sounds, you are like a dear friend to me as I've been following your videos for 2 years now! You're absolutely beautiful and incredibly strong and I am so glad you are as open as you are with us. I have social anxiety, generalized anxiety and depression and I admire you for your strength. I will definitely keep you in my prayers. I'm truly glad your dad has spoken to you since. You've got this, love. I believe in you!
+Izzy Marie It definitely puts me at ease to hear that you enjoy these kinds of videos! I always feel like they're a little too emotional, or too long... so it's so good to know that you enjoy it nonetheless. Thank you so much for being so supportive for all this time! It's been a LONG journey hahah! I am so blessed to have such a caring and kind person on my channel like yourself, and people like you. :') My spirits have been lifted sooo so much just from reading your sweet comments. Thank you so much you lovely girl, truly.
Please take all the time you need! Your health is the most important, and we'll all be waiting for you when you feel ready to come back!! I've suffered anxiety since I was a small child I know how hard it can be to just get through the day and be genuinely happy. Life throws us on a constant roller coaster, I've experienced it with my own health. But one of the things I've learned through the 10+ year journey I've gone through is IT GETS BETTER! It always gets better :) Know that prayers are coming to you! Hugs, Kisses, and best wishes from Cali
Mai you are an amazing person and have an amazing personality and I know u will get though this and at the end this will make u a strong person in the long run we are all supporting you and I wish u the best!!! -Jessica💜💜
Mai, this was such a touching video. You are such a strong woman, such a inspiration to younger girls. I'm sorry to hear about your battles with anxiety.. I know how difficult that is, it's really hard to overcome. Please take ALL the time you need to better yourself, we will be here for you when you make more videos. Also SO happy to hear you and your dad are on better terms! You are my favorite youtuber Mai. If you ever need someone to talk to I'm here for you. Love you and stay strong girl!!
Oh, Mai. Please, please take as much time and space as you need to. Anxiety is so rough, and no one blames you in the slightest for taking a step back to focus on you. We want to see/hear you feel happy and absolutely wouldn't want you doing anything that you just weren't feeling. Please take care of yourself. We're going to be here no matter what. you can't shake us off that easily ;). We all understand that life happens and sometimes things have to be put on hold. Lots of love and good vibes headed your way.
My baby... ;-; I know exactly how you feel. Every day at school, I have to go this class that makes me extremely anxious, and whenever I go to this class I fail the assignments I'm given. Usually when this happens, I cry in my seat and try to make sure no one hears me. It's gotten so bad that I've begged my parents on multiple occasions to let me stay home from school because this class just wracks my nerves. I hope things improve with your situations. I love you
I love you Mia I wish you the best and I hope you can find true happiness and peace in your heart. I know all about the anxiety working out has helped me a lot. Hope to hear from you soon on your channel. 💕
Hey Mai, sorry to hear things have been rough for you. I can relate BIG TIME to the anxiety thing, and it's currently one of my biggest issues that I'm still trying to work through. Please, don't feel pressured to put out videos on any sort of strict schedule if you don't feel like you can. Maybe even changing the schedule to one video a week could help, so you still have a schedule to stick to so you don't fall into another hiatus if you don't want to, but not one that's too overwhelming or anything. I hope things start looking up for you Mai, and dont forget you have a bunch of people here who care very much for you and wish you happiness :) ♡ Take care, and again I hope things t better for you soon!
There's not more that I can say that other people havnt. I just want to let you know to come here when things get overwhelming and read these words from people who genuinely care for you. You mean so much to so many people. You put a smile on people faces that feel the exact same way you are right now, I know from personal experience. ;). Just by being the amazing person you are!!
You are so beautiful and you're smile is super pretty. Hope you can get through this. I know how hard it is because I've been going through similar things since middle school. One thing after another. One day it will all be okay 💜💜
Hey Mai, I totally understand how you're feeling. I had a job that caused me so much anxiety I would feel like I was going to throw up every time I had to go to work. I would always wait until the last minute to leave because I hated it there so much. A new job has made a world of difference. Anxiety will still be around, but you do not need to put yourself through hell everyday just because you feel you need to. I've been incredibly low recently too. University never helps. We can get through this together I'm sure. Knowing you're not alone is incredibly helpful. So thank-you so much for being so honest and opening up. I'm glad that you and Tony are happy though. Feel better, chin up, water off a duck's back.
+Captive Heart Thank you so much hun for sharing your situation and offering such sweet words. As I've said before, I'm soooo so blessed to be able to go through the comments and read such reassuring and comforting comments like your own. It is just completely overwhelming, in such a good way. :') Thank you so much for your support!
It's hurts me to see u not happy, I understand what you going through. If you need to take all the time you need you do that we will be here for ya till the end boo. ❤️😊
Thank you for trusting us with ur thoughts and feelings. I honestly understand what ur going through. When I graduated from university I couldn't get a job for about a year and half. I lost my confidence and broke down which lead to having anxiety attacks in the middle of the night. I also had to come to terms with the negative relationship that I have writh my parents. Its a long road when facing urself and ur personal demons. Just take each day as it comes and please don't be too hard on urself. My prayers are with u ♡♥
+GoodToAila Oh hun, thank you so much for sharing your experience with me and everyone here. I too have felt a huge, huge blow to my self confidence, there's truly nothing like applying to jobs day-in and day-out to make you feel like crap lol! But as you said, I am trying my best to change my thought patterns and be kinder to myself, as all of you have been to me. :') Thank you again, a million times.
You shouldn't see the job situation as a failure because I honestly admire that you were able to keep working there as long as you did while feeling this way. I've been trying to deal with my social anxiety for a while. Every day before work I'm anxious about everything that could go wrong. Few days are actually bad, but most of the other days I'm reminded that it's not a big deal. Yet I still want to quit to find a better job. So I can't imagine feeling the way you did about your job and staying there for as long as you did. I think that persisting for so long is definitely a victory that you can take away from this. And of course we don't mind you posting less videos, because your feelings and well being matter more to us than videos.
+Alyssa F. It truly means so much to me to hear you say that! I am amazed by how many comments I've read like yours with folks saying they suffer through the same kind of daily anxiety due to work or school, etc. I think it's really easy for all of us to forget that we aren't alone, and that's definitely one of the MANY things I've taken away from this experience. Thank you so much for helping me see it as a victory rather than a failure, and just for being so deeply kind. :') We will make it through this, and I will keep you in my prayers so that we BOTH get a magnificent job here soon!
i've been there, girl. i'm still kinda there. it's the kinda thing you just have to take day by day. find things that will make you happy, or at least bring you calm. you will have bad days, but you can get through it. keeping you in my thoughts, mai.
oh mai of course I will be patient I will keep u in my prayers and I want u too know I love u soo much and it hurts to see u like this so take all the time u need just as long as you come back with your face in the corner of your LPs smiling
+Skinny Panda Oh it's so sweet of you to say that...literally bringing tears to my eyes lol! I can't thank you enough...I am so blessed to have such amazing people here on my channel like yourself. :')
You're too hard on yourself, by the way! Your sim videos are the best I've seen, and you produce a lot of content so please don't beat yourself up over a few days having gone by without a video! The true subscribers will understand and stay. I know I'm not going anywhere :)
aw I feel for you i have really had anxiety as well I stress out way too much and my biggest struggle right now is finding a job I'm happy at as well the lasts one was horrible because my anxiety was over the roof I had not been in retail for 2 yrs so when I got back I literally almost had a panic attack because it was just so overwhelming dealing with people. so I had to quit and im looking to find another bakery job again or something that I can be in the background it will be easier for me that way. hope u feel better
Mai, the strength you had to record and put up this video is immense. To talk about such personal feelings in such an open way only shows how truly giving you are. Life can be cruel, it can be overwhelming and it can be harsh. It can also be amazing, beautiful and wonderfully funny. I believe those of us that feel the changes so strongly, that allow anxiety to whisper in our ears with such power, are the same people that see the highs for what they are. Perfect moments in time that are worth fighting for. If you need to go and hide under a duvet somewhere, if you need to turn out the lights for a little while then do that. But do it knowing that when you come back, when you're ready to uncurl, those perfect moments will be waiting for you and so will we. Stay strong. You'll get through this. x
Your words capture how it feels so perfectly! I know there are so many beautiful things in the future awaiting us all. It can just be hard to imagine them when darkness and chaos closes in. But your words have helped me remember that those moments are absolutely worth fighting incessantly for. Thank you a million times for being so kind and understanding and just purely loving... it has affected me so deeply and for that I'm eternally grateful!
+MaiSims All I can say is depression lies. It whispers in our minds and it lies. Sometimes we can fight it, sometimes we can ignore it, other times we just have to ride it. But through it all, even when we are at our lowest we just need to be reminded of two words: Depression lies. Hold to that as tightly as you can, when the world goes dark and nothing seems right, hold to that. Keep it close and remember. Depression lies. We are here for you when you need us to be. x
Mai, I completely understand where you coming from. I suffer from depression and anxiety myself. I wasn't enjoying the things I love. I would never leave home. I didn't eat or talk to anyone. I had panic attacks and felt like I was literally dying. Chest pains, stomach always hurt, headaches it was horrible but then I finally told my mom my issues and seek help. I take two different kind of medications one for depression and one for anxiety. Unfortunately due to anxiety and depression I didn't graduate high school. I miss a lot of great opportunities. Dates. Meeting new people. Going on trips, Job interviews. Even though I take medication I still have trouble today. Just feel like I'm always stuck in life Never getting anywhere or accomplished anything Stress and anxiety affects everyone just worst then others. You will get through it I promise. If I can. You can too
It's so horrible how crippling the effects of severe anxiety can be. Thank you so much for sharing your experiences with me. There is so much comfort in just the simple idea that we aren't alone. I empathize with you so much, I was very much the same during school. Especially whenever there was a presentation required, I would rather fail most of the time than have to stand up in front of several people! I pray for you and myself and anyone else that suffers like us, that we can find peace and live harmonious, happy lives. I know that day will come, we will get through it! Thank you so much for your kindness!
+MaiSims Yes everytime we had a presentation at school my heart would beat 100 miles per hour the whole class or I would never went to school that day kinda fake sick. I'm never been a socially person when we go out to eat I don't even tell the waiter my order I make someone else talk for me its disheartening but one day I hope I can cope with it. I'm always here if you need someone to relate to :)
I know exactly how you feel with Anxiety and especially with work I have some really good tips and good little ways that may help you if you needed them:)
I'm sure you know the saying, "That which does not kill us..." Though I hate to hear people go through tough times, you are in fact, stronger for them. Relationships will be stronger too, because you both will value them more. Again, another saying, "Don't know what you got 'til it's gone" (actually, I think that was a song hahah). Anyway, just keep the faith and everything will fall into place, just how they are suppose to be. In the meantime, I'll keep you in my prayers and you take however much time you need. Just take care of yourself.
Hi, Mai :) First time commenter here. I totally get it. I'm in a position where I love my job but, due to the way things are ran, I'm really considering finding a new one. If it was even .5% possible to quit first, I would. I went from looking forward to work to dreading going there. It gives me such a mind flip that my emotions are in a totally state of distress. On top of that I am raising my sister's son ( I was raising both of her son's but the oldest moved to Texas to be with his birth father) with my Mom. and I'm 30 lol. Keep your head up. What field of work do you do? Maybe look for something different. There are lot's of jobs that you may think you're unqualified for but are actually really easy to get. For instance my official title is Assistant Adminstrator which sounds really high end but I literally had to take like 3 days of total training. I think 2 days for the license and 8 hours to for the certificate that allows me to assist people in taking meds and their general daily needs. (No diapers or anything lime that)
+Ask Melater Ugh... I am so sorry to hear you're going through a similar thing. That's exactly how I felt... the place I worked at was sooo, so abnormally chaotic and stressful that it was affecting me long after I left the building. I am definitely looking to go into a different field all together, both of my previous jobs were in the restaurant industry. Oh gosh that is an INSANE amount of responsibility on your shoulders... You are so strong to keep it together through all of that! Thank you so much for sharing with me, and sharing your advice. I cannot thank you enough for being so incredibly supportive!
Mai, I just wanted to tell you that I will always support you no matter what happens. If you need to take some time we will totally support that! I love you, your videos and your channel. You are my inspiration and someone who I strive to be like someday. I don't know what anxiety feels like but I can imagine it's not pretty. Take time for yourself to get your head sorted out, if that's what you need
Oh thank you so much hun for such sweet words! I have realized just how totally blessed I am to have such an amazing community of wonderful people like you around me. :') It is so sweet of you to say you are inspired by me, you have no clue what that means to me! I know this too shall pass and I'm so comforted knowing when it does I'll have all of you to celebrate with.
Hey Mai, It will get better. I know that sounds so cliche, but it is the truth, trust me, I know. I know cause I have been dealing with anexiety my whole life (17years). In september I got diagnozed with OCD and I have been seeing a therapist ever since and really I am feeling a lot better. You can really work this away, but it is extremely tough. The most effective way of working away anexiety is to face your fears and yes that is extremely scary and extremely painful, but girl if you want this really bad, you can be a soldier and you will have victory in this war. Btw, there's plenty of anexiety videos on UA-cam done by real therapists! I have watched plenty of those and my own therapist has told me that I did the right thing watching those. Because of those videos she says that I will feel better quicker than a lot of other OCD victims. And even through I have this disorder, she says that we are going to get my anexiety from a 10 to a 0 with no doubt, which is amazing. I believe that you can get through this and really, keep fighting, your life - your rules - your story. The anexiety is not you, remember that! - Also, your videos are amazing, keep doing what you are doing, but always stay true to yourself and never be scared about what other's think.
You had me in tears, sweetheart. I'm so sorry that all of this is happening to you. I have noticed that your energy was really low recently and I was extremely worried. I wanted to just been able to jump through the screen and hug you. I've been referring to you as my friend when I speak of you, and as your friend I will always be patient with you. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. ❤️
+Faith Myers Reading this had me tearing AGAIN, but for better reasons this time lol! Thank you so much, truly. Your comments have gotten me through many of the dips of the last few months, and for that I can't thank you enough. All my love to you, seriously.
+MaiSims I also wanted to tell you that I almost know how you feel with the anxiety. My sister has it and she really struggles and just has these moments where she breaks down. I have social anxiety so I can't really...be in social situations and it bums me out. I really hope you don't mind me calling you my friend. I just feel like we're close enough. And hey, I'm just being myself, Mai. Real hope you feel better soon. I'm right here supporting you.
+Faith Myers Of course I don't mind! You ARE my friend, even if only through text on a screen! I understand what you mean though, I struggled a lot with social anxiety as well... these days it's more general than strictly one thing triggering it, but I remember clearly how panicked I would get in large crowds as well, it's not a fun feeling at all. So my heart goes out to you as well lovely, but I know we will ALL get through this and overcome our drawbacks. :) EVEN if it breaks our backs along the way... haha. Thank you for your support, truly.
+MaiSims Your honestly one of the sweetest content creators out there, Mai. That's why we support you. You take time out of your day to respond to us and always try to include us in everything you do. Besides we know you would do the same for us. You are my inspiration and I'm more than happy to be able to do what I can to help you. (I've actually wanted to contact you more outside of UA-cam). Sims Sisters forever, right? I love you and everything you do, keep up the great work sweetie and I really hope to see your pretty smiling face again soon.
+Faith Myers Feel free to add me on Facebook or Twitter! I'll even message you my Skype name if you'd like. And yes, Sim Sisters forever absolutely. :)) I have truly felt all the positivity from your comments and everyone else's, and I can honestly say I will never forget this night. Y'all have lifted my spirits more than you can imagine, and I'm so grateful I didn't let my anxiety stop me from uploading this video. :'))
We all love you Mai! Stay strong! I personally understand what youre going through, having one thing after another continuously knock you down. It may feel endless now, but I assure you, that you are in all your lovely viewers thoughts and prayers. Have you ever thought about going to see a therapist? I know that therapy has a lot of stigma attached to it in our society, but it can really help. If not, just having a good deep conversation with someone you're close to will help ease some of that stress & anxiety. Feel better soon hun
+Shannon Lahey (Shann) I have frequently thought about getting into therapy, I'm certainly not against it. I used to go regularly when I was much younger, at this point it's just a matter of the money situation. But I'm definitely looking at my options. :) Thank you so much for your sweet words and for being supportive, I am so blessed to have such lovely people on my channel like you!
First I love you Mai. Second I am so very sorry to hear the way you feel. I will definitely be praying for you. I hope things brighten up for you very soon! Personally I will wait months for one of your videos and know that you are happy making it. You should never feel like you have to make these videos.(I know you never said anything about taking a break from making videos, but I understand if you need to/ want to.) You should be happy and doing things that make you happy. I will always be here supporting you and am always here to talk. Once again I love you and your channel Mai! xxx P.S Glad to hear things are going good with you and your father.
+Delle M I love YOU! And I can't thank you enough times for being such a wonderful and sweet friend. I know you've been with me for a long, long time and I am so honored to be a part of your day-to-day life. Thank you for your support girl, I am sooo... so blown away by all of the sweet comments like your own. This night I will never ever forget as long as I live. Thank you so, so very much for that.
as someone who use make videos on youtube and had to go on a hiatus unexpectedly, i do understand how you are feeling Mai. I got a new job in the beginning of the year and have had several anxiety and depression issues because of hostile situations at work and then management just sweeping it under the rug.. Sometimes my anxiety attacks were serious enough to have me hospitalized. I haven't been in the mood to make a video since. And there are times that I want to make that video saying that i quit UA-cam and just give up on everything. I love all of my subscribers and supporters to pieces and it does an effect the content you put out if you just aren't feeling it. Some people can see that. Take all of the time you need to recollect yourself and get your life in a better place. Because there is only one Mai. And stress and anxiety do take a toll on someone. Best wishes to you, love.
+JennaTheSimmer Yessss, I am very familiar with that sense of failing your duty to your viewers. Thank you so much for helping me feel more at ease with the situation that I'm in... I can't explain how much more peace I feel after having put this video up and seen all the responses. I am totally humbled, so thank you so much for your sweet words hun.
Mai, I can totally relate to you right now.i love these kind of videos because you always keep it real with us and makes me feel like we're friends haha! Also if it isn't too much trouble I need some advice. This year I started middle school and it's been rough these past week,I rarely have anytime to myself because of so much piling on me.Im in all AP classes and that makes it much more stressful because I have to do more schoolwork.Im stressed most of the time and sometimes I feel like I'm not living my life the way I'd love to because of so much stuff stressing me,i really don't know how to manage right now.Also on my social life I feel like I don't fit in and I stick out in my opinion that's good but some people at my school don't think the same way I do :/ hopefully you have the time to reply Mai :) it'd really help me ❤️
Guys... I am truly, truly humbled and overwhelmed by the amount of love I have received tonight from all of you... I wanted to make a general comment to just thank you all so, so, so much for supporting me and believing in me and understanding. I've literally been just bawling (in a good way!) at all the sweet words that you all took the time write. I plan to do my best to comment to y'all individually, but as more and more comments pour in, I just wanted to take a moment to thank each and every one of you for being your wonderful, amazing selves and for being so truly loving and supportive. I am... blown away, and in such a good way. Thank you guys from the bottom of my heart.
I was also in a very similar situation at a job that became too much for me. I put a lot of pressure on myself to push forward and get through it but I wasn't able to. I also found myself crying before shifts and even on breaks. It's still hard to talk about because I keep thinking if only I was a little stronger but at the end of the day I know I made the best decision I could. I am better off without that extra stress and anxiety in my life so I know you are too ! Don't be too hard on yourself. Things will get better very soon! Love ya Gorgeous ❤️
+Noemi Ortega Thank you so much for your kind words... You hit it right on the nose, I was definitely the same way. And no one deserves to live like that day-in, day-out. No job is worth it! Love ya too wonderful, we'll get through this!
+MaiSims Mai you have been amazing. There is a time in everyone's life where they have to sit down and take a break from life. Take your time girl. Do what you got to do. I'll keep you in my prayers and you have my full support. Your life is important. Your sims life's will be there when you get back trust me. You are clearly a strong young lady and I truly believe you can make it. Keep you head up. Struggles come to make you stronger. Everything is going to be alright. Love you girl.
Mai you are such a strong girl, and I feel your pain on so many levels! Stay strong girl keep your chin up and focus on what makes you happiest! You'll will get through this :) Anxiety sucks and man can I relate! I also had to leave a job for the same reasons and since them have been much happier!! I have you in my thoughts love, and don't worry about us! Your true supporters will do just that. Support you through this time!! LOVE YOU BOO!
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+XUrbanSimsX Jenn thank you so very much for being so kind and so supportive through the past couple years. :') It means so much to me to know that someone I admire as much as I do you believes in me. I have been soooo so humbled by all the warm, loving comments on this video like yours. Thank you so much Jenn, and I love you too boo!
MaiSims I love your channel so much! You are such a strong girl! (I can tell because I can always tell when people are strong) I will support you until the day this UA-cam channel ends! Your happiness matters more than your channel! I won't come and demand videos I watch them as soon as they are uploaded!
Mai you are such a sweet inspirational person
Also maybe random, but I have always really admired your avatar
We will always love you and support u
+Konstantinos Parperis That is so sweet of you to say and it truly means the world to me. :')
Mai you're amazing, you're so kind and strong. Stay positive and you will get through this
It's ok Mai, take your time. We're all here for you too!
God watch over you Maisims praying for you
As someone who has been suffering from severe anxiety over the last few years and on an almost daily basis, I understand completely how you feel. I'm not very good at expressing how I feel, but I want you to know, that if you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you to talk to and I'll _always_ support you no matter what. On the flip side, I'm really glad things are working out between you and your dad again, I know how sad you were when we talked about it last year. Love you lots, girly
+Wysidia Girl thank you so much for sharing your struggles with me, it is so sweet of you to offer an ear. I will definitely keep it in mind, and truly just reading all of these comments like yours has completely been a moving experience... I am so humbled. I love you too girly and I am so thankful that I have you in my life.
I know exactly how it feels to have anxiety, I have it too. I love you and your videos no matter what. Stay strong you are amazing
Take all the time you need your videos helped me through my grandfathers passing you brought light into the darkest days in my life so I'd like to thank you for making videos that inspired me to play sims 4
Mai, I have been watching your videos for about...3 years. You are amazing and Ik you can get through the anxiety you are going through right now. I am so happy about you and your father (viet person over here!). Hold on Mai!
Girl I know the feeling of anxiety destroying creativity and frustrating you to no end! You're not alone! This too shall pass :)
I have close friends and family members who go through anxiety/depression from time to time. It's especially hard to see them fall down. So, I get where your coming from. We will always support you! I hope you feel better soon :)
Oh man I feel for you so much sweet girl! You got this though. I know you can get up and build up a happier situation and overcome your anxiety. I believe in you! I know all too well how you are feeling with the anxiety and I just really want to reach through the screen and hug you!! Just take time to yourself and do things that you really need and enjoy. If it means stepping back from the pressures of youtube, you should! You deserve some relaxation to get back to feeling like your old self! I love you so much, and I'm definitely thinking and praying for you(:
+MySimsAddiction Thank you so much for your sweet words girl! I've been so moved by all the comments... my spirits have already been lifted so much just from reading your words! Thank you for believing in me and supporting me hun, words just can't express how truly grateful I am.
I understand what your going through my life is a mess also, I have people dying all around me and we have funerals next month. When I'm upset I go and re watch all of your videos and you make my day.
As long as your happy, we're fine!😘💪🙏 I am definitely praying for you!🙏🙌👏
I'll always love you and your videos, even if you have to take a break for a while. I have terrible anxiety issues so I understand :)
+123Redheadchick You're far too kind to me, thank you so much for your sweet words and for understanding. The last thing I want is to disappoint y'all, so it means so much to hear you say so. :)
I totally get it Mai, been through something similar job related intense anxiety. Best wishes to you in moving forward. You are awesome and I enjoy your videos. Keep moving forward. Imagine the possibilities. You deserve the best. Good luck and don't worry. Take care of yourself.
Mai we will always love and support you! don't worry about videos until you feel comfortable to record them :-)
Life loves to see how much we can take, don't let it keep you down. And try not to worry to much about putting videos, you're health is important and should be a priority. Take care of yourself :)
Oh my. I'm so sorry you have been dealing with that anxiety. I understand the needed to leave a job because of anxiety. I have been there. I hope things get better for you. Anxiety is something that most people don't understand fully even though they say they do.
Sending positive vibes to you, Mai!!!!!!!...definitely need help with my anxiety. Your videos are soothing :) take all the time you need! I can re watch your previous videos if I need to unwind. You are so strong it's really admirable honestly! I literally just got goosebumps writing this lol
@maisims I totally understand where you are coming from. I've also been going through the worst year of my life and I'm trying to stay positive even though at points it is not easy. I appreciate you sharing and totally support you! I keep telling myself it can't rain forever. The sun has to shine at some point. That is what keeps me going. I hope it helps you as well! Luv you!
+Angel Phoenix5 Thank you so much for your love and kind words! You're right, there is always a rainbow after the rain stops. :') We will get through this, I know it in my heart and reading all these loving comments has made me really believe it. Thank you so much, a million times!
I love you so much! I will support your channel until it ends! I promise.
I totally understand what your going through, don't ever feel that your alone because your not!! Also your awesome and love your channel :)
Best of luck! Always here to support you
+friendlyfuneral Thank you so much, I truly appreciate it!
Feel you girl I have anxiety and and can control you. Stay strong!!
gurl....I suffer from major anxiety, so I know how you feel. It's mostly from school, when people tell me what to do, and my body image. I wanna let you know we know how you feel, and we will always be here. ❤❤❤luv u❤❤❤
Totally understand where you're coming from girl.
+micheymorg I can't thank you enough for your sweet words, it's literally been overwhelming to read the sweet comments on this video like yours. I truly, truly appreciate it.
Your such a sweat young lady.. Take it from someone like me that is a Grandmother.. Life can put big challenges in your path, I have had anxiety for yrs.. I can no longer drive from it... Everything will work out give it time !!!! its tough to be young and face the challenges of todays worlds... cost of living is super high now ! Your a great story teller and yes I am a older gal still playing the Sims.. Mine are all grown and out in the world... and doing ok Your channel should be booming as far as I am concerned...!!! Hang in there girl..!!!!!!
+WyntersFrost Thank you so much for your words of wisdom! I know this too shall pass, but definitely having such sweet comments to read and return to when I'm feeling down such as yours is a massive comfort... it's more than I EVER expected uploading this video, and I am so very very blessed. :') Thank you for your support!
Take your time and make sure you take care of yourself first! We will be here when you are ready. Much love. 💜
Mai, you are such a sweet and strong person. I love you and hope everything works out for you.
I definitely understand anxiety because I do have it and I will tell you I have gotten to that point many a time. I'm sure you will find something soon and I hope you find strength to get through this time until then.
Mai, seeing you like this makes my heart drop to the ground. I'm so grateful that you shared this with us, because we all love you, but not only for us to know but for you to let it off your chest a little I guess. You can take 10 years off of UA-cam and we will still be here. No need to rush anything, we just want you to be good and happy. xo
We all understand that you are a human and life takes us by surprise weather its bad or good and no matter what we will all be here for you as if we were a sort of family. Your videos are great and I love them. I hope everything gets better. ❤️
We love you Mai and are here for you, you take as much time as you need
hang in there mai things will get better we are all supporting you and we all love you we are all here for you i hope it will get better for you hang in there
Things will get better. Everyone has times in their life when it's pouring down . Just remember to take things day by day and that without the bad we wouldn't be able to enjoy the good. Hugs!
I'm so sorry that things are hard. There are people you can talk to. It will get better.
You are in my thoughts Mai! Times may be tough right now, but it will get better. As some say, this too shall pass.
+Dominique H. (DomiChan) I keep that in my mind quite frequently hehe! Thank you so much for your sweet words.
Mai, I've absolutely 100% been in your shoes. I know what it's like to feel the pressure of the world on your shoulders. Especially with things related to jobs, and school. I've suffered from anxiety, and it's truly a sad, sad thing to deal with. What I always like to remember, is that: no matter how many times you've been knocked down, it counts so much more towards how many times you've gotten up. I know you're a resilient person, and all of your supporters (including me) are here for you every step of the way.
+TheMakeupFascination Thank you so much for being so supportive and offering such sweet words of comfort. I am so humbled by them, and I can't thank you enough for helping lift my spirits. :') I am so blessed to have such wonderful people around me like yourself!
We will always support you Mai, take as long as you need. We can wait as long as you need to take! We all love you
Aww, I'm so sorry that all of this has happend to you in one year and I hope you will feel better soon. ^____^
It sounds like you just need some time to sort out your stuff. Take that time and get everything in order then when you are ready come back. Everyone has times like these in their lives. That's when stepping back and breathing really helps. I adore you and feel so bad that you obviously are stressed because of multiple things. I hope everything works out as it is supposed to. Much love! 😘🤗
Take as much time as you need Mai. I (and I'm sure all of us) want to make sure that you are okay and happy when you make videos. Stay strong, we all love you ❤️❤️
I love you so much Mai, your so beautiful! We may not be the oldest or the wisest or the youngest but we are always here to support you! 💕
Keep your head up high, beautiful. You are an amazing person and I am sure you will be able to overcome this at one point and end up an even stronger version of yourself. I'm rooting for you :)
+Miss Carnivora Thank you so much! You are so, so sweet to take the time and post such kind words. Words cannot express how much I appreciate it. :')
Awh Mai -< I've had severe anxiety since I was a baby, both social phobia and general anxiety and I understand the difficulties of trying to fight it and trying to stay on top of everything when it feels like it's drowning you ~ These past few years particularly this year have been crushing me too, I had to quit college in 2014 (I'm from the UK so I think our college is a little different ~) and haven't been able to return to education, get a job or even leave the house by myself... and the anxiety is bad enough on it's own but dealing with depression and just feeling gloomy all the time really makes it a lot harder to deal with. I really wish the best for you
+Koneko Kitten Ahhh giiiiirl I completely understand every word of your comment! I've dealt with it my whole life as well, in 10th grade of high school I chose to move in with my dad because of my anxiety, because I was failing school (from skipping) and I wanted better for myself and my mom was too afraid to force me that I would hurt myself, but my dad wasn't and I knew I wasn't strong enough to force myself. So we are both familiar with this feeling definitely! I know in my heart that the tough times will lead to better ones, not only for myself but for everyone... and your support keeps me strong. :) I can't thank you enough, you are so so sweet and I appreciate you so much!
+MaiSims Yeah
Koneko Kitten That is so wonderful to hear! I've gone through CBT before and it was life-changing, absolutely. I think it will help you massively! You are so sweet lovely, all my love and positivity goes out to you. Thank you so much for making me a part of your day to day life. :')
MaiSims It's a relief to hear that CBT helped you
Hope everything gets better
I know how you feel. I've had several anxiety attacks thourghout my life and have had a lot of problems with anxiety in general. It can be so hard to deal with. It doesn't make you weak. It mostly means you've been strong for too long. Everyone needs a break once in a while. I think it's very brave that you quit your job. I'll pray for you and hope you feel a little better now. Stay strong! I love your video's and even though I don't know you I believe you are a wonderful person. *sending lots of love*
My I love you and I totally understand the anxiety the thing as I have serve anxiety and a 50% chance of depression so we love and support u
Mai, you seriously take all the time that you need before you sit down to film. We all will understand if you need to take time for yourself, I'm also employed and have been for a long time so I do know how it can get. If you ever need to talk, I'm a great listener Mai. You are in my thoughts and I hope that your life will turn around for the better.
It's ok Mia. Take as much time as you need. Good luck☺️
we will always support you mai! but let me tell you something right now...your make up is ON POINT! *snaps fingers*
+Emily DaSilva Hahaha YAAAS! LOL! Thank you so much lovely!
mai I'm really heartbroken that you feel that way! ive been here on your channel since you had like 150 subscribers. it's weird because I almost feel like I know you and you're my friend. i hope you feel better soon and just relax! everything will get better, i promise. love you 💞
We're behind you Mai! I keep you in my thoughts. :)
I love all of your videos, but I especially love seeing these kinds of videos from you. Strange as it sounds, you are like a dear friend to me as I've been following your videos for 2 years now! You're absolutely beautiful and incredibly strong and I am so glad you are as open as you are with us. I have social anxiety, generalized anxiety and depression and I admire you for your strength. I will definitely keep you in my prayers. I'm truly glad your dad has spoken to you since. You've got this, love. I believe in you!
+Izzy Marie It definitely puts me at ease to hear that you enjoy these kinds of videos! I always feel like they're a little too emotional, or too long... so it's so good to know that you enjoy it nonetheless. Thank you so much for being so supportive for all this time! It's been a LONG journey hahah! I am so blessed to have such a caring and kind person on my channel like yourself, and people like you. :') My spirits have been lifted sooo so much just from reading your sweet comments. Thank you so much you lovely girl, truly.
Please take all the time you need! Your health is the most important, and we'll all be waiting for you when you feel ready to come back!! I've suffered anxiety since I was a small child I know how hard it can be to just get through the day and be genuinely happy. Life throws us on a constant roller coaster, I've experienced it with my own health. But one of the things I've learned through the 10+ year journey I've gone through is IT GETS BETTER! It always gets better :) Know that prayers are coming to you! Hugs, Kisses, and best wishes from Cali
Mai you are an amazing person and have an amazing personality and I know u will get though this and at the end this will make u a strong person in the long run we are all supporting you and I wish u the best!!!
-Jessica💜💜
Mai, this was such a touching video. You are such a strong woman, such a inspiration to younger girls. I'm sorry to hear about your battles with anxiety.. I know how difficult that is, it's really hard to overcome. Please take ALL the time you need to better yourself, we will be here for you when you make more videos. Also SO happy to hear you and your dad are on better terms! You are my favorite youtuber Mai. If you ever need someone to talk to I'm here for you. Love you and stay strong girl!!
Oh, Mai. Please, please take as much time and space as you need to. Anxiety is so rough, and no one blames you in the slightest for taking a step back to focus on you. We want to see/hear you feel happy and absolutely wouldn't want you doing anything that you just weren't feeling. Please take care of yourself. We're going to be here no matter what. you can't shake us off that easily ;). We all understand that life happens and sometimes things have to be put on hold. Lots of love and good vibes headed your way.
i so understand i love you mai and i lobe your videos even if you stop for a little i will love them hand in there we are all here for you😍😍
We will always support you Mai and love you,Take as much time as you need love you Mai x :)
Your also the first or second UA-camr that plays sims I've ever watched 😊
We love u and we will always support u
My baby... ;-; I know exactly how you feel. Every day at school, I have to go this class that makes me extremely anxious, and whenever I go to this class I fail the assignments I'm given. Usually when this happens, I cry in my seat and try to make sure no one hears me. It's gotten so bad that I've begged my parents on multiple occasions to let me stay home from school because this class just wracks my nerves. I hope things improve with your situations. I love you
I love you Mia I wish you the best and I hope you can find true happiness and peace in your heart. I know all about the anxiety working out has helped me a lot. Hope to hear from you soon on your channel. 💕
Hey Mai, sorry to hear things have been rough for you. I can relate BIG TIME to the anxiety thing, and it's currently one of my biggest issues that I'm still trying to work through. Please, don't feel pressured to put out videos on any sort of strict schedule if you don't feel like you can. Maybe even changing the schedule to one video a week could help, so you still have a schedule to stick to so you don't fall into another hiatus if you don't want to, but not one that's too overwhelming or anything. I hope things start looking up for you Mai, and dont forget you have a bunch of people here who care very much for you and wish you happiness :) ♡ Take care, and again I hope things t better for you soon!
There's not more that I can say that other people havnt. I just want to let you know to come here when things get overwhelming and read these words from people who genuinely care for you. You mean so much to so many people. You put a smile on people faces that feel the exact same way you are right now, I know from personal experience. ;). Just by being the amazing person you are!!
You are so beautiful and you're smile is super pretty. Hope you can get through this. I know how hard it is because I've been going through similar things since middle school. One thing after another. One day it will all be okay 💜💜
mai we luv u so much watever ur going through is the next step to a bright future just stay strong we luv u mai just take ur time I'll wait 4 u 😙😙
mai, I feel a bit better of my condition listening to your video. thank you.
I gave up on people a while ago. trying to form my own circles with groups of people - I'll pray for you.
Hey Mai,
I totally understand how you're feeling. I had a job that caused me so much anxiety I would feel like I was going to throw up every time I had to go to work. I would always wait until the last minute to leave because I hated it there so much. A new job has made a world of difference. Anxiety will still be around, but you do not need to put yourself through hell everyday just because you feel you need to. I've been incredibly low recently too. University never helps. We can get through this together I'm sure. Knowing you're not alone is incredibly helpful. So thank-you so much for being so honest and opening up.
I'm glad that you and Tony are happy though.
Feel better, chin up, water off a duck's back.
+Captive Heart Thank you so much hun for sharing your situation and offering such sweet words. As I've said before, I'm soooo so blessed to be able to go through the comments and read such reassuring and comforting comments like your own. It is just completely overwhelming, in such a good way. :') Thank you so much for your support!
MaiSims It's always nice to know you're not alone. Thank you for responding. You've put a smile on my face :)
We'll see you when you're ready
It's hurts me to see u not happy, I understand what you going through. If you need to take all the time you need you do that we will be here for ya till the end boo. ❤️😊
take your time Mai. We can definitely wait, because we love you!💜💜
+destyni street Thank you so much... I love you guys so much!
Thank you for trusting us with ur thoughts and feelings. I honestly understand what ur going through. When I graduated from university I couldn't get a job for about a year and half. I lost my confidence and broke down which lead to having anxiety attacks in the middle of the night. I also had to come to terms with the negative relationship that I have writh my parents. Its a long road when facing urself and ur personal demons. Just take each day as it comes and please don't be too hard on urself. My prayers are with u ♡♥
+GoodToAila Oh hun, thank you so much for sharing your experience with me and everyone here. I too have felt a huge, huge blow to my self confidence, there's truly nothing like applying to jobs day-in and day-out to make you feel like crap lol! But as you said, I am trying my best to change my thought patterns and be kinder to myself, as all of you have been to me. :') Thank you again, a million times.
It's going to be okay girly! God has got a plan for you!! :)>
Oh, this was so hard. Stay strong
You shouldn't see the job situation as a failure because I honestly admire that you were able to keep working there as long as you did while feeling this way. I've been trying to deal with my social anxiety for a while. Every day before work I'm anxious about everything that could go wrong. Few days are actually bad, but most of the other days I'm reminded that it's not a big deal. Yet I still want to quit to find a better job. So I can't imagine feeling the way you did about your job and staying there for as long as you did. I think that persisting for so long is definitely a victory that you can take away from this.
And of course we don't mind you posting less videos, because your feelings and well being matter more to us than videos.
+Alyssa F. It truly means so much to me to hear you say that! I am amazed by how many comments I've read like yours with folks saying they suffer through the same kind of daily anxiety due to work or school, etc. I think it's really easy for all of us to forget that we aren't alone, and that's definitely one of the MANY things I've taken away from this experience. Thank you so much for helping me see it as a victory rather than a failure, and just for being so deeply kind. :') We will make it through this, and I will keep you in my prayers so that we BOTH get a magnificent job here soon!
i've been there, girl. i'm still kinda there. it's the kinda thing you just have to take day by day. find things that will make you happy, or at least bring you calm. you will have bad days, but you can get through it. keeping you in my thoughts, mai.
oh mai of course I will be patient I will keep u in my prayers and I want u too know I love u soo much and it hurts to see u like this so take all the time u need just as long as you come back with your face in the corner of your LPs smiling
+Skinny Panda Oh it's so sweet of you to say that...literally bringing tears to my eyes lol! I can't thank you enough...I am so blessed to have such amazing people here on my channel like yourself. :')
You're too hard on yourself, by the way! Your sim videos are the best I've seen, and you produce a lot of content so please don't beat yourself up over a few days having gone by without a video! The true subscribers will understand and stay. I know I'm not going anywhere :)
aw I feel for you i have really had anxiety as well I stress out way too much and my biggest struggle right now is finding a job I'm happy at as well the lasts one was horrible because my anxiety was over the roof I had not been in retail for 2 yrs so when I got back I literally almost had a panic attack because it was just so overwhelming dealing with people. so I had to quit and im looking to find another bakery job again or something that I can be in the background it will be easier for me that way. hope u feel better
Mai, the strength you had to record and put up this video is immense. To talk about such personal feelings in such an open way only shows how truly giving you are. Life can be cruel, it can be overwhelming and it can be harsh. It can also be amazing, beautiful and wonderfully funny. I believe those of us that feel the changes so strongly, that allow anxiety to whisper in our ears with such power, are the same people that see the highs for what they are. Perfect moments in time that are worth fighting for. If you need to go and hide under a duvet somewhere, if you need to turn out the lights for a little while then do that. But do it knowing that when you come back, when you're ready to uncurl, those perfect moments will be waiting for you and so will we. Stay strong. You'll get through this. x
Your words capture how it feels so perfectly! I know there are so many beautiful things in the future awaiting us all. It can just be hard to imagine them when darkness and chaos closes in. But your words have helped me remember that those moments are absolutely worth fighting incessantly for. Thank you a million times for being so kind and understanding and just purely loving... it has affected me so deeply and for that I'm eternally grateful!
+MaiSims All I can say is depression lies. It whispers in our minds and it lies. Sometimes we can fight it, sometimes we can ignore it, other times we just have to ride it. But through it all, even when we are at our lowest we just need to be reminded of two words: Depression lies. Hold to that as tightly as you can, when the world goes dark and nothing seems right, hold to that. Keep it close and remember. Depression lies. We are here for you when you need us to be. x
Mai, I completely understand where you coming from. I suffer from depression and anxiety myself. I wasn't enjoying the things I love. I would never leave home. I didn't eat or talk to anyone. I had panic attacks and felt like I was literally dying. Chest pains, stomach always hurt, headaches it was horrible but then I finally told my mom my issues and seek help. I take two different kind of medications one for depression and one for anxiety. Unfortunately due to anxiety and depression I didn't graduate high school. I miss a lot of great opportunities. Dates. Meeting new people. Going on trips, Job interviews.
Even though I take medication I still have trouble today. Just feel like I'm always stuck in life
Never getting anywhere or accomplished anything
Stress and anxiety affects everyone just worst then others.
You will get through it I promise. If I can. You can too
It's so horrible how crippling the effects of severe anxiety can be. Thank you so much for sharing your experiences with me. There is so much comfort in just the simple idea that we aren't alone. I empathize with you so much, I was very much the same during school. Especially whenever there was a presentation required, I would rather fail most of the time than have to stand up in front of several people! I pray for you and myself and anyone else that suffers like us, that we can find peace and live harmonious, happy lives. I know that day will come, we will get through it! Thank you so much for your kindness!
+MaiSims Yes everytime we had a presentation at school my heart would beat 100 miles per hour the whole class or I would never went to school that day kinda fake sick. I'm never been a socially person when we go out to eat I don't even tell the waiter my order I make someone else talk for me its disheartening but one day I hope I can cope with it.
I'm always here if you need someone to relate to :)
I know exactly how you feel with Anxiety and especially with work I have some really good tips and good little ways that may help you if you needed them:)
Sending positive thoughts. :)
+Nikki bug Thank you so much, truly!
I'm sure you know the saying, "That which does not kill us..." Though I hate to hear people go through tough times, you are in fact, stronger for them. Relationships will be stronger too, because you both will value them more. Again, another saying, "Don't know what you got 'til it's gone" (actually, I think that was a song hahah). Anyway, just keep the faith and everything will fall into place, just how they are suppose to be. In the meantime, I'll keep you in my prayers and you take however much time you need. Just take care of yourself.
Hi, Mai :) First time commenter here. I totally get it. I'm in a position where I love my job but, due to the way things are ran, I'm really considering finding a new one. If it was even .5% possible to quit first, I would. I went from looking forward to work to dreading going there. It gives me such a mind flip that my emotions are in a totally state of distress.
On top of that I am raising my sister's son ( I was raising both of her son's but the oldest moved to Texas to be with his birth father) with my Mom. and I'm 30 lol. Keep your head up. What field of work do you do? Maybe look for something different. There are lot's of jobs that you may think you're unqualified for but are actually really easy to get. For instance my official title is Assistant Adminstrator which sounds really high end but I literally had to take like 3 days of total training. I think 2 days for the license and 8 hours to for the certificate that allows me to assist people in taking meds and their general daily needs. (No diapers or anything lime that)
+Ask Melater Ugh... I am so sorry to hear you're going through a similar thing. That's exactly how I felt... the place I worked at was sooo, so abnormally chaotic and stressful that it was affecting me long after I left the building. I am definitely looking to go into a different field all together, both of my previous jobs were in the restaurant industry.
Oh gosh that is an INSANE amount of responsibility on your shoulders... You are so strong to keep it together through all of that! Thank you so much for sharing with me, and sharing your advice. I cannot thank you enough for being so incredibly supportive!
Mai, I just wanted to tell you that I will always support you no matter what happens. If you need to take some time we will totally support that! I love you, your videos and your channel. You are my inspiration and someone who I strive to be like someday. I don't know what anxiety feels like but I can imagine it's not pretty. Take time for yourself to get your head sorted out, if that's what you need
Oh thank you so much hun for such sweet words! I have realized just how totally blessed I am to have such an amazing community of wonderful people like you around me. :') It is so sweet of you to say you are inspired by me, you have no clue what that means to me! I know this too shall pass and I'm so comforted knowing when it does I'll have all of you to celebrate with.
Hey Mai,
It will get better. I know that sounds so cliche, but it is the truth, trust me, I know. I know cause I have been dealing with anexiety my whole life (17years). In september I got diagnozed with OCD and I have been seeing a therapist ever since and really I am feeling a lot better. You can really work this away, but it is extremely tough. The most effective way of working away anexiety is to face your fears and yes that is extremely scary and extremely painful, but girl if you want this really bad, you can be a soldier and you will have victory in this war. Btw, there's plenty of anexiety videos on UA-cam done by real therapists! I have watched plenty of those and my own therapist has told me that I did the right thing watching those. Because of those videos she says that I will feel better quicker than a lot of other OCD victims. And even through I have this disorder, she says that we are going to get my anexiety from a 10 to a 0 with no doubt, which is amazing. I believe that you can get through this and really, keep fighting, your life - your rules - your story. The anexiety is not you, remember that!
- Also, your videos are amazing, keep doing what you are doing, but always stay true to yourself and never be scared about what other's think.
You had me in tears, sweetheart. I'm so sorry that all of this is happening to you. I have noticed that your energy was really low recently and I was extremely worried. I wanted to just been able to jump through the screen and hug you. I've been referring to you as my friend when I speak of you, and as your friend I will always be patient with you. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. ❤️
+Faith Myers Reading this had me tearing AGAIN, but for better reasons this time lol! Thank you so much, truly. Your comments have gotten me through many of the dips of the last few months, and for that I can't thank you enough. All my love to you, seriously.
+MaiSims I also wanted to tell you that I almost know how you feel with the anxiety. My sister has it and she really struggles and just has these moments where she breaks down. I have social anxiety so I can't really...be in social situations and it bums me out. I really hope you don't mind me calling you my friend. I just feel like we're close enough. And hey, I'm just being myself, Mai. Real hope you feel better soon. I'm right here supporting you.
+Faith Myers Of course I don't mind! You ARE my friend, even if only through text on a screen! I understand what you mean though, I struggled a lot with social anxiety as well... these days it's more general than strictly one thing triggering it, but I remember clearly how panicked I would get in large crowds as well, it's not a fun feeling at all. So my heart goes out to you as well lovely, but I know we will ALL get through this and overcome our drawbacks. :) EVEN if it breaks our backs along the way... haha. Thank you for your support, truly.
+MaiSims Your honestly one of the sweetest content creators out there, Mai. That's why we support you. You take time out of your day to respond to us and always try to include us in everything you do. Besides we know you would do the same for us. You are my inspiration and I'm more than happy to be able to do what I can to help you. (I've actually wanted to contact you more outside of UA-cam). Sims Sisters forever, right? I love you and everything you do, keep up the great work sweetie and I really hope to see your pretty smiling face again soon.
+Faith Myers Feel free to add me on Facebook or Twitter! I'll even message you my Skype name if you'd like. And yes, Sim Sisters forever absolutely. :)) I have truly felt all the positivity from your comments and everyone else's, and I can honestly say I will never forget this night. Y'all have lifted my spirits more than you can imagine, and I'm so grateful I didn't let my anxiety stop me from uploading this video. :'))
We all love you Mai! Stay strong! I personally understand what youre going through, having one thing after another continuously knock you down. It may feel endless now, but I assure you, that you are in all your lovely viewers thoughts and prayers. Have you ever thought about going to see a therapist? I know that therapy has a lot of stigma attached to it in our society, but it can really help. If not, just having a good deep conversation with someone you're close to will help ease some of that stress & anxiety. Feel better soon hun
+Shannon Lahey (Shann) I have frequently thought about getting into therapy, I'm certainly not against it. I used to go regularly when I was much younger, at this point it's just a matter of the money situation. But I'm definitely looking at my options. :) Thank you so much for your sweet words and for being supportive, I am so blessed to have such lovely people on my channel like you!
First I love you Mai. Second I am so very sorry to hear the way you feel. I will definitely be praying for you. I hope things brighten up for you very soon! Personally I will wait months for one of your videos and know that you are happy making it. You should never feel like you have to make these videos.(I know you never said anything about taking a break from making videos, but I understand if you need to/ want to.) You should be happy and doing things that make you happy. I will always be here supporting you and am always here to talk. Once again I love you and your channel Mai! xxx
P.S Glad to hear things are going good with you and your father.
+Delle M I love YOU! And I can't thank you enough times for being such a wonderful and sweet friend. I know you've been with me for a long, long time and I am so honored to be a part of your day-to-day life. Thank you for your support girl, I am sooo... so blown away by all of the sweet comments like your own. This night I will never ever forget as long as I live. Thank you so, so very much for that.
as someone who use make videos on youtube and had to go on a hiatus unexpectedly, i do understand how you are feeling Mai. I got a new job in the beginning of the year and have had several anxiety and depression issues because of hostile situations at work and then management just sweeping it under the rug.. Sometimes my anxiety attacks were serious enough to have me hospitalized. I haven't been in the mood to make a video since. And there are times that I want to make that video saying that i quit UA-cam and just give up on everything. I love all of my subscribers and supporters to pieces and it does an effect the content you put out if you just aren't feeling it. Some people can see that. Take all of the time you need to recollect yourself and get your life in a better place. Because there is only one Mai. And stress and anxiety do take a toll on someone. Best wishes to you, love.
+JennaTheSimmer Yessss, I am very familiar with that sense of failing your duty to your viewers. Thank you so much for helping me feel more at ease with the situation that I'm in... I can't explain how much more peace I feel after having put this video up and seen all the responses. I am totally humbled, so thank you so much for your sweet words hun.
If you need to take a break from recording to figure things out no one would blame you. I hope everything works out for you Mai.
i have you in my prayers love
In our thoughts. :)
Mai,
I can totally relate to you right now.i love these kind of videos because you always keep it real with us and makes me feel like we're friends haha! Also if it isn't too much trouble I need some advice.
This year I started middle school and it's been rough these past week,I rarely have anytime to myself because of so much piling on me.Im in all AP classes and that makes it much more stressful because I have to do more schoolwork.Im stressed most of the time and sometimes I feel like I'm not living my life the way I'd love to because of so much stuff stressing me,i really don't know how to manage right now.Also on my social life I feel like I don't fit in and I stick out in my opinion that's good but some people at my school don't think the same way I do :/ hopefully you have the time to reply Mai :) it'd really help me ❤️
+MiaSims we all love take all the time u need we all support u love u and your videos 👍🏼😘💪🏼