Suicide: When The Pain Seems Too Much - 3 Minute Message From Pastor David Walker
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- Опубліковано 24 лип 2016
- When you are in deep, chronic pain- you will consider anything...
ANYTHING to stop your pain.
Emotional pain can absolutely be as traumatizing to a person as physical pain, and it can feel like you are drowning from the inside out.
BUT
We know the One who can walk on water.
We know the One who is greater than anything we feel or experience.
We have direct access to our God, who with one word,
can obliterate the forces of darkness assaulting our senses.
Take 3 Minutes today and hear the HOPE of Jesus for a worn out, overwhelmed heart- looking for rest at any cost.
IF YOU NEED HELP RIGHT NOW Call 1-800-273-8255
OR you can go to
www.SuicidePreventionLifeLine.org where you can go to chat room and talk privately to a real person RIGHT NOW!
Tired, debilitating chronic pain; permanent nerve damage since 2007, following 16 weeks chemo for stage 3 cancer. Yes, I’m alive - I’m so very grateful - that’s why I’ve remained driven and I’ve continued to walk with the Lord every step, every day/breath & managed for years. My faith is everything! The years have grown harder with age & aloneness - trying to do it all/manage my own life and still serve my church family. For many years I’ve prayed for healing/been anointed. Some days are harder than others. What do we do with all of the beautiful, time-tested promises of scripture when we’re worn? They sometimes seem to fall short. But our God is not a God of confusion; He keeps his promises. I love & Believe God’s word; but if I’m being honest, I struggle during those late, painful nights to find comfort in my favorite promises.
Scripture says, in James 4:2 - “You do not have because you do not ask”. Of course the verse adds, “that we ask for (fill in the blank) with wrong motives”.
John 14:13-17 says, “And whatever you ask in My name, that I will do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son”.
I continue to rise above by the Grace of our God; I do what I can; help who I can; be prayerful in all things. It keeps me going; but some nights; I truly struggle. I reach out & “I hold His hand” tight. Don’t give up. Keep talking to your Lord - He’s always there. He is coming soon and will make all things right & new. He will right the wrongs; there will be no more sorrow or crying or pain, yay!! If you haven’t already, accept Christ as your savior - it’s easy, just ask Him, right now - He hears you! This world is too hard to walk without him! 🙏🕊️
Saddest part is most believers don’t comprehend or understand , how another believer in this situation could feel like this. They just seem to add to the problem by lacking compassion. Just my experience
I too agree with you. Still churches are embracing the depressed believers as they should be. I'm writing it with a broken heart 💔
I think that most actually DO understand. No temptation has come to us which is not common to man. I think this would include suicide. I think that most are trying to keep a happy face for everyone else’s benefit. Most don’t want to talk about it, having been there, because it doesn’t fit the narrative of having lasting joy. I’ve been there and try to help others where I’m able. It actually helps me when I do. There is joy in helping people be open with their struggles and to say,” I may not have the answers, but I have ears and am willing to listen.”
@@timekeeper8363 Understanding and lacking compassion are different things. Its dismissive.
Mine too
The men at my church have treated me like a leper due to my depression.
I'm there right now . Married, two wonderful kids, great church family, love the Lord.... But I'm just tired... So tired. Please pray for me
God will see you through in Jesus’ name, amen.
God can and will carry you. I am praying for you RIGHT NOW!
❤
I understand but do you have your health? If so, you can get better and move on. I don't have my health anymore, I don't even want to make it to see my next birthday. The sky is the limit for you.
@@beautifulsailor9439 I know you feel alone, but I promise you’re not. God is with you. Health can be restored , stay with hope , stay with prayer. I will pray for you, you will find happiness in this life. You will be ok. I will pray for you ❤
I think about it every day. I’m tired of living. Nothing but stress and disappointment.
I know it may seem like there is no hope and life feels unbearable but I promise you nothing is impossible with God. When you focus on the storm it enlarges and engulfs you. When you focus on the positive, on what God is doing in your life right now, even if you don’t see it, when you know that he has a plan not to harm you but to provide you with hope and a future. You will see all the positive. God is with you and nothing is too great for him to conquer. You will be happy! I will pray for you. It is already done. ❤
@@ryannecoleman2611🙏🙏🙏
We must recall that Jesus tells us in the Book of Matthew, chapter 24 verse 9, that. his followers will be afflicted, murdered and hated in the End days. I have been severely afflicted by a Godless medical doctor. I may need to commit suicide in the near future. However, I am saved as Jesus Is my Savior.
Lord, in the name if Jesus, heal your people. Come and touch their lives. Easen the pain, frustrations and disappointment. Fill the void, give your people a reason to live. We call, you answer and deliver us. Amen.
AMEN!!
I'm SICK AND TIRED of the spinal cord pain. I'm a Christian and I'm sick of fighting
You're Not alone.. i am same mode💙🙏✨
I'm there now. I want to die because of this physical pain
Kenneth hagin see healing belongs to me I can eat after 16 yrs of blending. From his testimony n kjv vs proof of divine healing. Took three yrs of hearing ova n ova . But he will teach u 🙏
You quoted me. "If im the reason everyone is having problems, maybe i should just quit this life."
Yes. I'm fed up of life, society and pain.
I'm stuck I'm ready to go. It's unfair pain is so great
County Diamond , you’re not alone. I pray you are still with us
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I feel the same way I feel like I fail God daily
@@billyjoe844 we do fail God daily, every single one of us do, and to the one who says he doesn’t, you deceive yourself! We are to put are trust and confidence in Jesus! That He is the reason why we can come to the father! Not through my works am I saved, it’s not about what I’ve done, but about what’s been done for me!
Me too
I'm so heartbroken reading these comments. I'm so sorry life has been hard for you all. God is The Everlasting God and there is nothing He cannot do. He can heal you if you give Him time. He will make it better, just trust Him. Please do not give up.
I came here to learn more to intercede for my brother, but I'm prayinig for every single one of you who are suffering. I beg of you (and I don't beg ofter), DO NOT GIVE UP! GOD CAN TURN IT AROUND.
Thank you for you words! We stand with you in prayer!
Amen! Thank you for your words to remind us on those days when it’s just too hard/life has beaten us down. So many have gut-wrenching, hard stories to share; my heart goes out to them. But our Creator & Lord gave His life for each soul born. He had the power to take out those who crucified him; He didn’t; He never said a word. He knew the plan that He needed to die, & open the way back for us to the Father; to the way it had been planned, and will be again. He’s our good shepherd who leaves the 99 sheep, to go out alone, to look for that one lost sheep. YOU matter deeply to Him. He seeks out the lonely, the hurting, the lost. Christ hung out with the lowly while He was here. He will fight for you - you are always His child first.
Why does God treat his people this way? It’s 3 days before Christmas and I keep asking God to take my life.
I feel the same way. sending you love strength and happiness to overcome this
There is no God. Thats why.
Please don't think it's God s fault. Jesus is real. I met him and felt his care and truth and never felt so secure with anyone and surendered so fully. Over 20 years ago. Had an out of body experience and he came and helped me back in my body and sat beside me and tucked me in. Telepathically I felt his true trust and I relaxed and absorbed his peace and comfort that filled my every fiber more than a human body can produce. I know he was real and I it happened. No one believed me, but this experience stuck with me all my life and was why I craved more understanding. Misunderstood a lot at first because christians didn't believe me and used Bible quotes to say why , so mediums and new age people believed me so I searched all I could in that direction and took me 20 years or more to look more into the Bible, and when I did, realised a lot more of the Bible and the new covanant and what Troy Black explains and how everything works a bit better..suddenly I had nightmares with demons stabbing me with real pain and didn't wake up as in normal dreams and I screamed out Jesus name and he twise in swo separate dreams rescued me, but what was so weird to me was how he heard me inside a dream and how I again felt the same feelings I had over 20 years ago, so that was when I was fully sure it was Jesus the first time and now I knew it was him . Demons attacked me because I had opened so many portals in my life , that's why also we shouldn't sin , ofcaurs the ring effects, but we don't hurt only ourselves we hurt our closest , by getting sick and reduced capacity, like I did as an addict. I struggle still with methadone and the situation I got myself in by sinning, even though I didn't intend to loose control and get so stuck. I say this not to be a good example, because I'm not, but it's not God who hurt us or let us down, we got free will and to have that , we can take choices Jesus told us not to , and even if we don't, others will also have negative or good consequences for us. We're in a war , Demons try their hardest to keep us from God , and the world lie to us . We think good is bad and bad is good. We try defending our wrongs and if many agree, suddenly its ok or good. Jesus will come back because we fuck it up. But Jesus and God father isn't who is to blame. They need us to scream out for Jesus and to surender and to follow him and ask him for help and seek him. We mustn't think we are lost because we aren't good enough, because no one is and Jesus payed for our sins and because of his grace and goodness, we are saved. It's hard to believe with guilt, but I hear Troy Black say it over and over and I see Jesus through him. So if that's true, our faith in him and seeking him and trying to be healed because he is in us and with us, even though we block ourselves from him or he wait til we take the first steps to come in to us so we know he's there. I had him a while, but I was exhausted and fell back in to sin and I think it's his way to be a strict father, he reward when trying, and wait till we get strength to stop bad habits , probably because the Holy Spirit is holy and can't dwell fully inside us when we sin , even though Jesus is there always on earth til now after he stood up again, because he can be everywhere at ones and outside of time and space. It's in spirit we connect with him and inside of us, sometimes he comes outside too , but I think I was in spirit myself when he was in my room after the out of body experience, even though he put me back in my body, I suspect I still was in spirit form. So I think Jesus can influence us through others and in dreams and visions and in spirit, but not til he really return in flesh again, he can do what we expect, but still he does sooooooo much more for us than we think and behind the scenes. Just know he's real and that all good is because of him and after earth school we'll have a heavily life in Heaven or on earth as in Heaven, if we choose him. I hope everyone eventually, but I wouldn't risk that , please ask Jesus to take over and ask him to reveal himself and help you become his children. Repent and say you believe he died for your sins and all that , or ask him to help you believe it. Talk to him as a trustworthy father of the best kind who knows everything, but need you to chare with him everything. Suggest listening to Troy Black and Randy Kay and those who met Jesus he interviews. To understand better from a more real perspective, because so many Christians doesn't know Jesus and say things that may hurt instead of help. I long so much to Jesus and struggle a lot myself. Not fruit, so I shouldn't preach , but I would have loved to hear what I say and not just same old street preacher and perfect people who judge and haven't been in despair. I just want you to know God is real, Jesus is the way and very real and good and please don't give up. Took 20 years without Jesus and just demons people think is gohsts. Talk directly to Jesus. One day at the time. People dissapoint, Jesus doesn't. We just think he works a different way. Sending you ❤and hope and Jesus do love you and forgive and knows why you're hurting. He will let everyone live through to realise the effect on others later , but he is good so his plan is good for you too. Bless you and hugs from me..
Please somebody pray for me I am suffering greatly at the hands who are against me please pray for me
I prayed ❤
@@eric-jr2nf thank you very much
I hope u made it
I am and have been asking Jesus to please help me, but HE isn't doing anything... why God, why? I just can't bear this hurt anymore! 😞
Truly Unbroken , you’re not alone. I am asking the same question
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I'm sorry for your pain..sending healing energy ...🙏❤️
Jesus endured all the suffering being mocked,kicked, flogged, beaten, spat on and crusiffied in silence to save the world from eternal damnation, even for those that did that to him. To follow jesus is to pick up youre cross, deny yourself and spread the message of the gospel in his name. By faith
@keesderuiter8789 A rational comment which lacks emotional competence like most of our population.
Felt the soothing message change the atmosphere around me. Thanks for giving me rest!
I feel my wife is constantly disappointed in me and I give my all . I love her so much , I just want to feel loved aswell . This is a great message . God bless everyone
I feel God meant to give me a miserable life. I can't take anymore. So much has happen that my mental health isn't good. I cry out to God I yell at God because he won't answer me. Yes his word does say come to me and call upon the Lord and he will answer. I pray everyday to him he doesn't answer me
I want you to listen to me when I say this. God didn't give you a miserable life, it only feels and seems miserable because of Satan when he brought pain into this world. Remember, things were meant to be perfect. You were made in God's image, and he loves you very much. Never forget that. My mental health isn't the best either, and it is the same for one of my friends, who has gone through so much and has been at the point of becoming suicidal many times. I myself have been suicidal as well. But God is still with us, even if it sometimes feels like he's not answering. He's always working in our lives, even when we don't see it. I recommend reading a devotional at least every other day if you aren't already. It really helped that aforementioned friend. And listen to the song "I Believe It Now" by Sidewalk Prophets. It perfectly captures how you are feeling, and how I sometimes feel as well. I pray you are still here and are able to take these words to heart. You'll be in my prayers, please stay strong. You're needed in this world whether you know of it or not. Blessings ❤
No matter what keep praying never stop. And keep praising him. Think of all the times God did answer you and thank him for that. Also make sure that you are spending time with the lord and truly living your life according to his ways and teachings
You are living in an answered prayer. Look around at what you have. It has been gifted to you by God. I love you. He hears you, okay?
Oh I know he hears me. Look around I have and like I said he gave me a miserable life it's been like that my whole life just about and this last year and a half is Ben Devastation station after devastation. Im at the point I don't want to look around anymore. Devastation after devastation again. And I understand that we go through trials and tribulations beneath is enough and the body and mind can't handle it anymore oh I hear you and he hears me but he don't care and hear comes devastation and again and again in my life... Isn't the first time nor second I will just go back a year and a half let go from my job was at 3 years then home got call back 5 months later then let go again 6 months still don't have a job or home. And now I have nerve damage from the shingles can't even stand up enough is enough they say life is what u make out of it its not. I would have had 100 better life then what life god gave me
@@christystout9436 I’m sorry for all that you’ve been going through. I can’t imagine what that is like. Can I ask you, do you believe that God can turn your life around? Do you have the faith to trust him & know that he can provide for you? Do you know that God has not given up on you?
It reminds me of the story when Jesus was sleeping in the boat & all the disciples were panicking because they thought the storm was going to kill them out in the ocean. The environment was soooo bad they only thought the worst. God said “Peace be still”.
Tonight, every problem you have, write it down and think of every positive outcome that could come from it. If your life was a fairytale and God allowed you to be revived from all the suffering, what would that look like to you?
Then I want you to pray on it EVERYDAY to Jesus. He is able to do exceedingly, abundantly, above all that you can ask or think. After, you’re going to wait on God to do it. I will pray for you also, Christy. If no one has said it to you, I love you and I pray above all things that you prosper. 😘❤️ Hang in there.
I am not St. Paul. I am weak and I want to go.
There is no help. And there is no hope. Prayers do nothing for me. I'm ready to go anytime 68 years of depression is too much.
But, there is hope my friend. I know it feels unbearable , trust me I’m going through my own storm. But do not give up. God has a plan for all of us , a plan for hope and a future and not to harm us. God loves us, He loves you. When you focus on a storm it enlarges , you feel so alone and overwhelmed that’s your mind tricking you. Try writing down things you are grateful for and declaring that you are healed in Jesus name say it even if you don’t believe it, you eventually will, and you will be. I will pray for you. ❤️
Decades chronic pain n illness and all the fun that goes with it.. insomnia med side effects abandonment etc... is Like dying with out pleasure of death .broke & broken Absolutely worn-out . 💙🙏✨
You just keep going! Jesus kept going for us. Now you keep going for Him!
God's close to the broken hearted, yet here I am knowing if I'd end it all, God would let me. People will say I'm wrong, but I've tried before amd he let me attempt it. If He loves me, why let me feel this way and not take it away? Of it's so I depend on him, that's messed up, because I depent for years and here I am in a dark room waiting on Him. If I'm wrong, so be it. It sucks
I am at my wit's end with my chronic pain condtion , I am in so much pain since the CDC Guidelines went into effect and then I am told a couple days ago, that I will be dropped to 1/4 off want I am on, WHAT! My doctors know I am severe pain but they said if we give you enough to survive, then we will loose our jobs. It is a sad day when highly trained medical doctors acknowledge your chronic pain disease but can't treat you when every thing else you tried has failed. Please someone help me
Steve, I'm in your shoes, I have chronic intractable pain, back pain with titanium. It hurts like Hell, there is one thing you can do, take your pain pill with a flexerill and a temazepem and the pain will let up, sleep well and then fight again tomorrow. We much support each other and give each other HOPE. We must keep fighting.
Steve Mace pills only tempuary and you have to take more and more to have the same effect then it stops working. Physio chiropactor massuage thearpy can help manage the pain but you have to pace your self and atop before you feel pain. When you do things the pain doesnt start right away it gets worse and worse as you do more. You can try meditation take 3 deep breaths slowly and think of a body part that doesnt hurt. Then take 3 more deep breaths and pit the body part that does hirt in yoir mind. It can lessen the pain doesnt work when your in extreme pain but it can help when it starts getting bad.
Steve Mace I understand exactly how you feel. Dealing with the same thing. The CDC has admitted putting false numbers of the so called 63,000 overdoses. Its a lie. Just don't understand we are the patients and have no power. Am.a caring man but I hate these government ass holes. What we are going through was not our choosing. Going to see my doctor of 11 years the first five years was great. But now it's like going to see a probation officer. The government wants us to die
@@Laura-pi6ht - Hi, Laura. I am in your boat, too. I've had 4 lumbar spine surgeries including fusion at L4-S1 with titanium cages and other hardware. There is hypertrophic bone growing outside the cages and into my spinal canal, in addition to the fact that my auto-immune response numbers are super high because (I believe) my body is rejecting the titanium. There would be NO WAY I could live without Percocet and muscle relaxers every few hours. I am sorry that you're on this journey as well, and I wish you comfort and peace. 💜
Tina McKenna I have to die, I’m going to go insane, went to Er yesterday and the dr even admitted it’s hard now on chronic pain patients I came home in more pain. Right now I would shoot myself if I had a gun! OMG I have prayed so much, what does god want from me! I have to end this and don’t know how
I can't deal with this pain anymore...years of suicidal ideation...
We are praying for you- IF YOU NEED HELP RIGHT NOW or want to talk to someone RIGHT NOW PLEASE CALL 1-800-273-8255
OR you can go to www.SuicidePreventionLifeLine.org where you can go to chat room and talk privately to a real person RIGHT NOW. We are praying for and with you- for God's miraculous intervention to your pain. You are not alone.
I'm with you, years of physical labor, bad nutrition and lack of sleep have left me in everyday agony. 2 adr c5, c6, narrowing left side of c7/t1, left scapula dyskinesis, rotary cuff tear, glenoid labrum tear, lower back issues, etc. I can't get meds, I can't believe religion when there are so many pre christianity, (I can't condemn people living righteously and the word of christianity, but can't understand why my mom couldn't have died from her brain aneurysm instead of suffering for 30 years after).. I'm lost, and I fear without knowing I'll make a decision that a loving God would torture me for. It's hard, I'm with you
Me 2
@@PastorDavidWalker PRAY FOR ME I'M tired of life and I don't want to be here in this wicked exhausting world anymore I'M emotionally Anguished and these demons keep attacking I can't fight it no more I want healing from this mental and emotional pain as well.🙏🏽
I never comprehend how someone could think this until my tinnitus became much louder and intrusive. Now every waking moment is a struggle because my brain and ears are blaring with multiple tones and sounds 😢
The pain is horrible. He sees all take me home to rest. Fractured back homeless
One of the best 3 minutes I’ve listened to in a long time.
Please lord save me i am guilty i need to repent please lord fix me and show me the way lord 🙏🙏
I'm at this point now. The drugs no longer work and I'm sick of dying slowly in agony
You still with us. Know it was 1 yr.ago. You're right to say this. omg! I feel what you're saying & this is F'N crap!
Reaction VideoWatcher , you’re not alone I am right here with you
MAGA SUPPORTER2020 hold on🙏🏽🙏🏽
I'm right there too. Physical pain is more than I can take. 24 7 diabolical tormenting torturous hell!
@@carolynjenkins2527 Still here. I ended up having a pain pump implanted and am on Prialt. It's a cone snail venom pain medicine. Its amazing. Th side effects suck. It causes you to hear things that are not there such as music and voices but the pain has been cut in half. It's like morphine on steroids. I hope all of you are doing okay.
I tried attempting suicide 5 years ago. I was an atheist. God saves my life 2 years ago. I'm thankful ta still be alive. If your suicidal just know that you're not alone.
If they take anymore of my medicine away we will need to open some Euthanasia clinics. Our pets get better treatment than our people. If my meds are taken away I pass away on the second day, but getting there is excruciating. I know because I fell through the cracks and had to find a new doctor because at the gov't clinic they said they don't treat pain patients anymore. When did it become to be a crime to be in pain?????? It's sickening.
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I wish euthanasia was available in the US , for those suffering in 24 7 chronic pain... I would be the first in line.
I’m there tbh. I’m an A/V person at my church and have been for almost 20 years. At times I feel like I get taken advantage of and mistreated. All the while, I’ve been cooped up at my house due to a lack of a vehicle. I ask for help at my church and it’s fallen on deaf ears.
Can’t believe here I am in 10/19/21 and this is crossing my mind today. Then this message I come across. A message that was preached 5 years ago.
Here I am in 2022 crying out to God in the same way. Hope you are doing better.
Here I am in July of 2023, I've lost all hope .I've been bedridden and in 24 7 suicidal pain for over three-and-a-half years.
Ready to end it all.
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Yes, I often feel that death would be a viable option. Today that thought has crossed my mind repeatedly.
Me too
@@feralLove It will get better. God is good even when life isn’t. Hold on to that.
How are you doing now?
@@yresonirba87 still struggling, but instill have ups and downs. Trying to hold on to hope. Thank you for asking. I appreciate it.
Me too
Jesus where are you ?
I cried when I read this I’ve been saying it for 20yrs. 😢😢😢😢😢😢
@@sotafats ❤️🙏❤️❤️
@@ts3858 Thank u 👍🏼 much luv 2 u ❤🙏🏼❤
Too late pastor. I'm ready to leave this earth
I hope you’re still here 🙏🏾
Me too
God & Jesus hasn't been answering my daily Prayers for help or seem to care about me enough to send even a little luck in my life. All my life i've been frequently single, friendless, unmarried, no kids, one horrible job after another. I have no purpose in life. It's like God wants me to take myself out & go to Heaven. This is how i see it, so should i go ?
God wants you to live a life full of happiness, love and abundance. I know your situation and feelings. You feel abandoned. I give you advice that will get you out of your situation:
1. let go completely. Let go of all oppressive expectations and no matter what, follow the path and embrace it, even if it does not feel like its "yours".
2. do things differently than usual. It sounds so insignificant, but it has a huge effect. Take a different route when driving, walk in a different park, talk to different people than usual, compliment strangers every day, go to a different church, go to a different restaurant than usual, do different sports, change your routines.... etc... and when you are faced with a decision, see if there is another way to decide than usual. The trick here is not to do something better, but just to do it differently.
3. Forgive yourself. You are wonderful, incredibly valuable and lovable, and you are finding your way. This can seem hard and unfair sometimes, but be kind to yourself and forgive yourself every morning and evening. Allow yourself to discover joy and love through forgiveness.
Do this for 3 months at a time. Every day. It is not the big steps that count, but the many small continuous ones. You will see how your whole life changes!
Send you lots of love and joy ❤️
@@72nameswhere does the bible say god wants people to be happy
Those are lies of the devil. You have purpose and God told you He lives you personally, so much thar everyone has an angel assigned to us and so much that Jesus died for your your terrible sins too. God gave us all a mission: go and preach the gospel so others can be saved. If you take your breath away that was God's gift to you, you have also thrown away the mission He gave you. Just so you know, I have been abandoned by 2 different husbands, my daughter won't speak to me because I told her to leave her cheating, abusive husband, I keep having to talk my 23 y old son out of killing himself at least every wk, and I have a 15 year old boy who doesn't like me and doesn't seem to have an interest in God much. I am broke, I hate working long hours as a RN, where you rush your whole shift...I got evicted end of November because I could pay 2000 in rent every mo while so many of my shifts were getting canceled. I'm living in a hotel room right now. People might think I should off myself but every time I go to work I try to witness to patients and remind them God loves them. God has a purpose for me. He has a purpose for you too. You have talents. Maybe you are a gifted writer or good at offering a listening ear. Ask God to show you how to use your gifts for Him so you can lead others to him and away from hell. Watch some Randy Kay youtube videos. He interviews as a Christian, people who have seen and felt hell. A lot of Christians end up there because they didn't realize God expects us to ACT like a Christian whoch involves work and sacrifice to others. He LOVES you! He hears you. Just open His word every day and read for 30 min. It's spiritual nutrition. Then go out and live for Him. God bless you. Im going to pray for you right now. P. S. I don't have a lot of friends either. That's ok. You have the best ones possible: Jesus, the Father, snd the Holy Spirit. Hang out with them! Love you!
It crossed my mind.
Please please help me God 😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪🙏
U still alive?
Great video
Look man i lost my friends my girl my house and I’m broke I’m fucking suffering
How are you now?
I am the same over drink and drugs
I'm so discouraged 3 years of
Feeling all of this right now , if anyone can reach out , please do . 😢
Lord Jesus, heal and answer your child.
its terrifying to feel so desperately low, its so scary to feel full of self loathing, to feel no peace of mind, to feel tormented by your thoughts, its so tiring. Truly is the worst thing you can feel
Yeah, it really is terrifying....emotionally draining as well. How are you at the moment? 🩷
@@whatdoesthebiblesay777 I am struggling
@@justmadeit2 I understand....I was really struggling when April started, and repeatedly had the subject of the video on my mind almost that whole week....I hate when pain goes on for awhile too...ever since December of last year I've been in and out of extreme pain (with an ok month in between) and dealing with a lot of depression and anxiety. As of now, I'm in an ok spot like that month before, but I only got there Sunday, and sometimes I worry if it'll just come back again when I least expect it.
I still try my best to have hope though, even when it's kind of hard. One thing that helps is a song a friend recommended: "I Believe It Now", perhaps you've heard of it. It perfectly captures those feelings for me.
@@whatdoesthebiblesay777 Thanks, I’ll check out that song
I’m weary and heavy laden and he’s ignoring me
Thank you. I thought about it, I thought about it.
I am feeling it right now my debit is just too much its seems out of control
Jesus loves you so much
Tears fell 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
But what if he still does nothing one job one accident and my life is gone so what I'm I left with
It’s not that I feel I am the problem to others. I’m tired of the pain. What escape is there ?
I'm hoping it will be better in two years
What if the root is that one is tired? Brilliant talk.
It can be painfull Sometimes having tried several things and one keeps having disappointments Upon disappointments after trying So hard to make Things work, One then asks this question What Did i Ever do to deserve all this Pain is it that before God i'm Not Good enough????
Hello brethren,
Persevere in prayers even a little bit of it, but never give up, even if people abondon you, know that God will never abondon you.
Use your pain to pray for others and God will listen.
Thank God no matter what happens to you. Me too am in pain, lack of sleep and peace, but keep moving forward.
God doesn't want to hear complaints from anyone.Thank Him.
A loving god wd cure u. God is a delusion.
I feel like this most days. I don't feel like I have purpose.
To me, if God never really does anything about your problems and just leaves you in the shitter all the days of your life, then what's the reason for living? if you can never get back anything you've lost, and you can never get out from under, why bother? the reality is, nothing ever really happens or changes. I often wonder if the only reason God is upset when believers commit suicide is because He can't beat them down anymore. I just don't know what to do.
No. There is no god. The church gets upset when someone suicides because they lose money, no longer getting tithes
Thinking about it now 😢
Am there too, i don t wana die but what life seems preparing for me is worse than death, so yeah i do wana end it, never knew a happy day, god please help, am so damaged
We are praying for and with you right now! You are not alone. We pray that the Lord will intervene in your situation supernaturally!
IF YOU NEED HELP RIGHT NOW PLEASE CALL 1-800-273-8255
OR you can go to www.SuicidePreventionLifeLine.org where you can go to chat room and talk privately to a real person RIGHT NOW.
Please Jesus i pray that my ex boyfriend Brian M. Is in heaven today after he took his life this past week, i know of his depression
Its been 18 yrs, but i still cared for him. I pray for his soul.
We are so sorry to hear about this loss. We pray that the Lord will wrap His loving arms around you and bring peace to your heart!
Am just fighting to stay strong for my daughtr5..
I'm becoming totally unwilling to continue I don't smoke I don't drink yet I have lung problems. I don't want to keep fighting something that has no cure
Please change those numbers after your name 3 6s
Jesus loves you. Pray, give your life over to him. Don't let that devil win your soul!
@@catrinahartz944 true
I just give up!😭😭😭😭
Shell Bradshaw , you’re not alone. I am right there with you
It hurts to read these. Last yr. after being dropped from my meds I attempted suicide 2x. Apparently not very good at it with pills, that is. Now without I'm trying to fight the good fight with people online @ FB; sites like "War on Patients". Anger's helped me survive, but just found out my 20yr+ blood disorder is cancer & I'm now symptomatic & not sure how to take this info. Guess I'll figure it out. Different outcome than fibromyalgia! Still hate to hear all of you give up, tho' I understand too well.
Ur not alone. Hold on.🙏🏽🙏🏽
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@@carolynjenkins2527 💜💜💜💜
Yep😢
Ok am I the only one who didn’t get whatever he was trying to preach?what is the answer when u r suicidal?
Jesus... he is saying Jesus, is the answer. HE has the power to give u rest. I know it is hard to have faith when ur deeply discouraged and hurt by life! I'm there now and have been many times before. If we can we must tell ourselves just to hang on a bit longer. Not by our might but by the strengrh thru Him... our Lord Savior. I hope this encourages u some. I am hanging by a thread and dont know what I can do either. But I want to try. God help us. Please!
Truly Unbroken I have been hanging on for years now, I just can’t keep not being even able to move without excruciating pain! I know God has the power to give me rest, but this pain has me questioning if God even cares about me anymore, maybe the devil has won! I’m sorry for u also, God help us both!😭😭😭😭😭😭
@@shellbradshaw8030 wow... I am so sorry to hear that ur in pain. My faith appears to be waivering also, u are not alone in that. Feeling forsaken will make u feel that way for sure, I totally understand. Where is HE, right? I know... I think the same things often. Just today I was crying and telling someone that perhaps satan has won. The battles against me sure looks that way. My will is defiant tho. For I know I am more then a conqueror! You apparently are too, ur still here! I am a fighter... jus when I feel ready to give up, somehow I get another breath from somewhere. From God I figure... at times with that last breath, i give him praise like never before. Listening to a gospel song and singing, writing a few things down Im grateful for or even by thanking HIM in prayer. I have heard that at times it is in our praise where our break-thru comes. Idk, but I do know that, I wont die today. Not by my own hand anyway... not today. I'll take it one day at a time. Please continue to do the same and in the interim, I will be intercessing for you. If you need someone to talk to, I am here. I am barely hanging on too, but I'm here. ❤
Truly Unbroken u r truly brave. I’ve been a warrior for years now, but I can’t take more of this! It is killing me to b this way, this is no life! I don’t know what God wants me to do, cause I physically can’t do anything anymore. R u on FB messenger? I just don’t understand, every second literally is excruciating!
@@shellbradshaw8030 I am strong yet very weak lately myself. I am trying to hang on too. It is extremely difficult, I know all too well. Think of other things and people besides urself, if u can.
Look, u can do this, we both can. Time is almost up here. I'm praying for u tonight! ☝️ 1LuvSis, hmu if u need to.
Isn't that a terrible world
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IF YOU NEED HELP RIGHT NOW PLEASE CALL 1-800-273-8255
OR you can go to www.SuicidePreventionLifeLine.org where you can go to chat room and talk privately to a real person RIGHT NOW. We are praying for and with you- for God's miraculous intervention to your pain. You are not alone.
Does the Bible mention Job considering suicide?
No, but he did say it would have been better if he was never conceived..that he wished he would have died in his Mother's womb. I've been there. Read Job along with a good commentary. God is always with you. Can you imagine how Jesus felt knowing He was destined to die the most horribly painful death for the redemption of all who would ever believe in him. We don't always know why God allows the pain and suffering of His children, we just know he does it for a purpose that He may or may not reveal to us. Our job is to trust Him and believe He has a plan that's bigger than us. Stay in the Bible everyday. Pray for healing of course but be willing for Him to work out His plan in your by ending that prayer with "never the less, Your will ge done" and mean it. I'm not healed, but my priorities changed from my desire for my life to God's. If He heals me..Great!!! I'll have that testimony! If He doesn't..Great!!! I've found greater grace and a deeper relationship than I've ever had. God never promises us we'd have a pain free and trouble free life in this world. As a matter of fact He said that in this world we would have trouble, but to take heart, He has overcome the world. Stay in the Bible, ask God for grace to trust Him. Find a good church, do something good for somebody else. It's like He told me " you asked for more faith and I gave you trials to grow your faith. Use your afflictions to grow, ask God to use it for His glory. I still pray for healing but even it doesn't come here in this world, I'm okay with that. I've had a people from my church ask "How are you doing this without meds (if they work for you take them..they didn't for me)? I tell them "I'm not doing anything. I gave to Him and He's working His will out in this. My part is to do what I know to do...read and study the Word, stay faithful in going to church, pray for others, find and do nice things for others and pray for others. Hang in there, God has a plan!!
Im not sure but iirc he begged God to take his life. He resented eve being born
When your wife and kids leave you because of my control how do you move forward !!!????
Joseph are you alone? Do you have a friend or anyone to be with you?
Carolyn Jenkins I do but most everyone is her family, I have a support system of sorts but man is this the most difficult time of my life, when your tired, you caused the pain and your just so confused.
I know what this sounds like when someone says "get help!" but I know from my life experience you have only one other choice and that means NEVER knowing if things could get better! Hope, when depressed & all is black, can make that 'seem' impossible. It just takes a step, maybe two. BTW I'm no longer religious! You need to see daylight! Are you a vet? in pain? I am in chronic pain. I can listen.
Carolyn Jenkins I am not a vet, I am just a family man that made mistakes in his marriage and wish he could go back and change the past but I can not, I can only change for the future, I am a Christian and struggled with my faith
I am glad you have your faith. I'm a chronic pain patient and work with other CPP's to fight the "opiate debacle". Emotional/mental pain is no less than physical pain, hopefully it is easier in the long run to control & heal. Best to you!
Please Pray for my death people
We are praying right now for your LIFE- for a renewed sense of the worthiness and joy of your life! PLEASE CALL 1-800-273-8255
OR you can go to www.SuicidePreventionLifeLine.org where you can go to chat room and talk privately to a real person RIGHT NOW. We are praying for and with you- for God's miraculous intervention to your pain. You are not alone.
I am done. I have no car, no nothing. No one will, can or are willing to help. Nice memes and pep talks are useless. I asked God for help and I have NONE. God either hates me, or doesn't want to hear me, I know I am a sinner but I am 2 months from ending it. God isn't going to help me and no one will help. So what good is it!!!!???????
No
I had to consider books to stop my pain. Found quantum physics books that say all of us have always been eternal energy beings. At the core of this existence and these bodies are waves of conscious light and energy. What causes these waves to bunch up into frequencies? Consciousness. The will to be here, the purpose, spins and vibrates those waves into frequencies and points of light, which we all are. Evolution and death are lies.
Never!!! God Loves us ❤️