It was a long journey, but I finally overcame my negative thought patterns. Depression is forever, it comes and goes, but Ive found out part of getting through it depends on my mindset. Something that also helped, was having a best friend who has never gone thru it and doesn't understood, but loved me from afar, and told me when I'm ready to talk, she would be there.. i appreciated that to no end.. Stay strong ♡
YAY!!!! Welcome back Bella!! So ready for this ladies! Bella this album,is going to change you by the ebd! Stay positive ladies! One my fav lines from Change is " positive thoughts are my rivals, I'm tryna be on their side though'
EYYY, IT'S BELLA!! Welcome back, we missed you! Sorry to hear you been having a hard time, hope things stay on the up and up for you moving forward. Good to see you!
I Don't know if anyone noticed this or went back and listened to the song the search after watching this.... but this song change is the song he Easter egged/hinted at in the search song.
Very glad Bella is back, youre a beautiful person...been there done that with the stress, going through it as I type... Dont let it get to you. I know easier said than done... glad youre here
Welcome back Bella. Also in the song "the search" he says "I wrote a song about changes, you should play it" lol. You should react to "Tom Macdonald - Exposure" keep up the great work
Just like old times right Bella?... except... 'I don't wanna make you nervous But it ain't like it used to be We got a lotta people watchin' ( INTRO 3) BellCrew up to 7000+.... someone stayed busy,,,, ;)
Your friend is gorgeous. Just saying And to be on topic, NF is a literal lyrical genius. I love that he spits about his life and struggles, it doesn't get any more real than that. Rap is supposed to be more than just a beat, it's supposed to tell a story and NF is one of the best ones doing that right now
I've listened to these Two songs a lot since I've ended my relationship and my house burned down. I don't like change but something u got no choice. Nf has helped me and many others I'm sure
Imagine getting everything you've ever wanted, achieving all your goals and dreams and you're still depressed. Where do you go from there? What do you do? How do you escape the gaping black whole swallowing ALL hope, joy and happiness. That's real depression, that's what (I think) NF is battling. Not the trendy depression everybody these days claim to "relate to" cause they get Sad sometimes. Real depression is scary af and totally UNRELATABLE to anyone who doesn't suffer from it.
Just letting y'all know saw the comment wanna be friends/lets be friends. They're usually bot accounts that somehow tend to hack peoples accounts. Don't respond to them or interact with their channel. There is a great video on it. Stay safe, much love.
Now you want some other songs... Well look for Aitch..... British guy..... His daily duppy song.... Straight rymez....and others just look..... Also try a different type of rap.... Neffex (most of thirr songs are copyright free as well). You got also Upchurch and Adam Calhoun birth together and seperate..... And maybe I let you know some more oldies from the UK. KEEP GOING GIRLS
Last year I was thinking about suicide this year I might do something different like talking to god more really hit me hard cause I’ve had two lung surgeries and I was thinking about suicide and trying to kill myself this year I’m trying to think more positive I nearly killed myself many times because I felt so alone like no one knew what I was going through like no one cared I separated myself from everybody I knew because I was in so much pain both physically and emotionally I overdosed several times trying to kill myself or the pain I was going through I had no one else to help me out through that tough time i didn’t have anyone to care about me I didn’t have anyone to tell me everything was going to be ok I didn’t have anyone to be by my side and hug and hold me to stop me from killing myself to talk to me to calm me down to show me a way out I wasn’t blessed with any of that I’m still alive and I’m still alone in this fight I still have no one who truly understand me what I’ve been through and how they can help me or be there for me I still don’t have someone who looks past all my health problems and says I like you and I want to be with you I’m still to this day struggling to fight this empty feeling this hatred I have for myself this disappointment in myself this depression I have inside me this loneliness I have to this day the pain I’m in is very real and people just pass me up because they are afraid to give me a chance and get to know me they are afraid of me as a person and don’t acknowledge that I’m a human being they can’t see the pain in my heart and eyes because most people haven’t been through this but if more people were accepting of me and others like me no one would be lonely ever if people accepted you for who you are as a person and your personality rather then your looks and if you were perfect and had nothing wrong with you no problems with you then I’d be loved and happy with my life instead of wanting it to end hoping praying for it to end
Hey so far you get bimbo's a good name. It's interesting to see a couple of girls one certainly high class at does her hair every damn day 😂. Just to listen to something that ain't really in their realm
I know it's really none of my business, but you should both stop with the trying so hard to look and appear beautiful. You both are! That's it that's the comment. God bless 🙏🙌🇺🇸
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I can listen over and over again and it still blows my mind how REAL NF is. lol
My stress is my favorite song yet. Has saved me from myself a few times.
Iron Standard Thank God YOU’RE here! We need you breathing! ❤️❤️❤️🙏🏼
@@mayjayyy9605 thanks. Means a lot.
Same
Me too mate
“Change”. I have said this a hundred times. This is one of the best songs ever, by anyone. Ever. 🔥🔥🔥🤔
It was a long journey, but I finally overcame my negative thought patterns. Depression is forever, it comes and goes, but Ive found out part of getting through it depends on my mindset. Something that also helped, was having a best friend who has never gone thru it and doesn't understood, but loved me from afar, and told me when I'm ready to talk, she would be there.. i appreciated that to no end.. Stay strong ♡
LOOK AT YOU GO!! That's amazing to hear!
It’s CRAZY HOW NF CAN EXPRESS EVERYTHING U ARE GOING THROUGH AND AT THE MOMENT THAT YOU NEED IT THERES NO RAPPER THATS REAL LIKE NF
The Search album best one ever its shows his growth
YAY!!!! Welcome back Bella!! So ready for this ladies! Bella this album,is going to change you by the ebd! Stay positive ladies! One my fav lines from Change is
" positive thoughts are my rivals, I'm tryna be on their side though'
Welcome back Bella! And once again a great video Magan! Always enjoy the reactions!
EYYY, IT'S BELLA!! Welcome back, we missed you!
Sorry to hear you been having a hard time, hope things stay on the up and up for you moving forward. Good to see you!
Straight up!
I Don't know if anyone noticed this or went back and listened to the song the search after watching this.... but this song change is the song he Easter egged/hinted at in the search song.
So glad your back Bella!
These two songs hit me so hard, going through college and struggling..I relate to these two way too much
Very glad Bella is back, youre a beautiful person...been there done that with the stress, going through it as I type... Dont let it get to you. I know easier said than done... glad youre here
Music is what feelings sound like.
I found you an hour ago and now I’m binging your nf videos
Welcome back Bella! Glad things are better. hang in there! been there too.
Its official, I'm subbing
Welcome back Bella. Also in the song "the search" he says "I wrote a song about changes, you should play it" lol. You should react to "Tom Macdonald - Exposure" keep up the great work
Just like old times right Bella?... except...
'I don't wanna make you nervous
But it ain't like it used to be
We got a lotta people watchin'
( INTRO 3)
BellCrew up to 7000+....
someone stayed busy,,,, ;)
Love your videos and I love NFjourney
Well...Well...Well... The girls are back on NF again. You girls are awesome.
Your friend is gorgeous. Just saying
And to be on topic, NF is a literal lyrical genius. I love that he spits about his life and struggles, it doesn't get any more real than that. Rap is supposed to be more than just a beat, it's supposed to tell a story and NF is one of the best ones doing that right now
banger songs...especially my stress!!
Best NF reaction!!!
You both are beautiful and love the NF reactions 💯
Why you 2 are so beautiful? ..why?
I love ur reactions. ..
NF NF NF NF NF NF NF YEEEESSS
AAAALIIIIIIIVE!!
Why haven't you posted any new NF reactions?
I've listened to these Two songs a lot since I've ended my relationship and my house burned down.
I don't like change but something u got no choice.
Nf has helped me and many others I'm sure
My favorite song off the album!!!! The last verse hits hard for me
🥀Happy Bella is back🥀and back to nf journey oh yeah magan i did win the beer pong game just barely 👍
Hell yes!!!! 🙏🏼🙏🏼🤣
Hopsin dropped a new sonngggg and it smaaaacksss
yh i feel you on that change was part 1
Driving from California to Arizona... for a nail treatment...
Either women are crazy these days or that’s dedication right there
Still, respect
Because now the product is one of the best Mexican wrappers for a female
Yeah she has some bangers!
I don't have a dad but Hi,Pretty about all the time!
You guys definitely skipped Statement! And never saw the reaction to Notepad. Did you guys do either one of those.
Hopsin - The Purge!!! Give it a look!
Please can you do DAX NEW SONG
ahhhhhh its backkkk
Aye NC!
Checkout Locksmith "From a Distance"
Imagine getting everything you've ever wanted, achieving all your goals and dreams and you're still depressed. Where do you go from there? What do you do? How do you escape the gaping black whole swallowing ALL hope, joy and happiness. That's real depression, that's what (I think) NF is battling. Not the trendy depression everybody these days claim to "relate to" cause they get Sad sometimes. Real depression is scary af and totally UNRELATABLE to anyone who doesn't suffer from it.
Yes!! WE BACK!!!!
Don't ghost your friends!!! Lol I do all to much and am always left alone when I need someone.
Just letting y'all know saw the comment wanna be friends/lets be friends. They're usually bot accounts that somehow tend to hack peoples accounts. Don't respond to them or interact with their channel. There is a great video on it. Stay safe, much love.
Hopsin just dropped a new music video, and its fucking amazing FYI
WELCOME BACK BELLA!!!!!!!!!!!!
Do....you still.....have the scab?🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣fkn hilariously stated
bear loh 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
Tell Bella what the hack where are you dude.?✋😊⚘⚘⚘
Now you want some other songs... Well look for Aitch..... British guy..... His daily duppy song.... Straight rymez....and others just look..... Also try a different type of rap.... Neffex (most of thirr songs are copyright free as well). You got also Upchurch and Adam Calhoun birth together and seperate..... And maybe I let you know some more oldies from the UK.
KEEP GOING GIRLS
38th comment great video keep doing well and hope you get a million subs
Welcome Back Bell-Ezzyyy!!!
Hopsin just dropped a new song
Can you react to Bad Manners freestyle by Hopsin?
Can you react to speedom by Tech9ne featuring krizz kaliko and eminem its super fast if you havent
Tech is one of the fastest rappers. Em is having the worst verse in speedom
If u can please react to Jelly roll nothing left at all have a huge meaning and his video clip is like a movie
Last year I was thinking about suicide this year I might do something different like talking to god more really hit me hard cause I’ve had two lung surgeries and I was thinking about suicide and trying to kill myself this year I’m trying to think more positive I nearly killed myself many times because I felt so alone like no one knew what I was going through like no one cared I separated myself from everybody I knew because I was in so much pain both physically and emotionally I overdosed several times trying to kill myself or the pain I was going through I had no one else to help me out through that tough time i didn’t have anyone to care about me I didn’t have anyone to tell me everything was going to be ok I didn’t have anyone to be by my side and hug and hold me to stop me from killing myself to talk to me to calm me down to show me a way out I wasn’t blessed with any of that I’m still alive and I’m still alone in this fight I still have no one who truly understand me what I’ve been through and how they can help me or be there for me I still don’t have someone who looks past all my health problems and says I like you and I want to be with you I’m still to this day struggling to fight this empty feeling this hatred I have for myself this disappointment in myself this depression I have inside me this loneliness I have to this day the pain I’m in is very real and people just pass me up because they are afraid to give me a chance and get to know me they are afraid of me as a person and don’t acknowledge that I’m a human being they can’t see the pain in my heart and eyes because most people haven’t been through this but if more people were accepting of me and others like me no one would be lonely ever if people accepted you for who you are as a person and your personality rather then your looks and if you were perfect and had nothing wrong with you no problems with you then I’d be loved and happy with my life instead of wanting it to end hoping praying for it to end
OMG Becky thats so true because my sign is cancer OMG
Check out Witt Lowry
Check out I Miss the Days off this album. Phenomenal
Yo you need to react to snow tha product
NF Outro
Hate when she says “ I’ve heard this”.
You guys should react to upchurch
Can you react to Dr sebagh music video by Tech9ne featuring Landxn fyre its incredible
You should react to more of dax's music.
Tech N9ne- like I ain’t
You should react to the song Nate
Kumbaya by hopsin plzzz🔥🔥🔥🔥
Don't feel bad I like to pick scabs as well 🤣🤦🏾♂️
Can you react to Not alike eminem
Is that paris Hilton? 🤨
Maybe Nathan is being baptized.
React nf the search or no excuses
Nfs tracks are unique you gotta start from start of his shit to learn about all his songs they all interconnect
React to Hopsin new song
React to Hopsin's new song Kumbaya
I think you would absolutely love Ryan Upchurch#creeksquad
React to chvse - blackout
More eminem please
Plz react to NF know and option❤️
check out 1K Phew song Back Soon
We need a Tom Macdonald journey.
Andrew Liptock I need to know where to start lol!
U should react to more Eminem
Can you please react to Dr sebagh music video is better when you see the video
Godzilla eminem!!
Reaction eminem feat juice wrld Godzilla
Please react to Scumbag by goody grace ft blink-182)
Please check out hopsin new music video.
pls react to eminem mockingbird
Are you two dating? Sorry if this is a stupid question
Hey so far you get bimbo's a good name. It's interesting to see a couple of girls one certainly high class at does her hair every damn day 😂. Just to listen to something that ain't really in their realm
I know it's really none of my business, but you should both stop with the trying so hard to look and appear beautiful. You both are!
That's it that's the comment. God bless 🙏🙌🇺🇸
wow this NF guy sounds like a straight eminem rip off
💀 how