I’m so sorry for your loss, I lost my grandparents when I was a teenager and I also didn’t know how to deal with that, it takes time to figure it out and everyone deals with grief differently, so don’t worry about that. We appreciate that you still show up here, even if it’s your job, thank you. You’re doing it okay, keep that in mind, sometimes just getting up from bed or take a shower it’s the best we can do and that’s okay. Hope you have someone you can talk about things, sending you lots of love as always 🩷🩷🩷
Thank you for being so real and raw. I’m praying for nothing but peace and strength for you right now regardless of the situations in your life. You’re doing amazing and your strength and honesty is so admirable!💐
I'm so sorry for your loss. Hope you are finding light and hope in these dark moments. Thank you for posting despite the grief. Losing family members is never easy and I hope you have others that can support you through this time. Sending love. 🫶♥ ❤🩹 (also I really appreciate the soft chill rambles. i really need a break these days and it's so nice and distracting to hear someone talking, especially your voice! legit i'm ALWAYS looking forward to your uploads. love ya kiana!♥) you got this.
Listening to your ASMR helped calm me down through the loss of my grandpa, uncle, and 3 of my family pets that I lost over the course of two months. Loss is hard and at a certain threshold you hit an overload and it all feels like too much, but there is no shame or embarrassment in taking your time to process those feelings. You will do what you need to find your own peace within those absences, and heal with time ❤
Sorry for your loss. Grief is a very difficult thing to process, but being able to talk about it is a step in the right direction(at least in my experience). I couldn't imagine how difficult social media would be with a big following because it's already overwhelming at times imo. Hopefully you can find the balance between routine and relaxation that sparks joy. Thanks for the video!
Sorry for the loss Tiptoe, I've lost so many important people in my life these past 4 years and it really sucks but prayers for a better year and much love to you and your family!❤
Its good to hear that you recognize who you are & recognize how you process events that have a deep impact. Nothing but prayers & best wishes to you and your family ❤
im so so sorry for your loss. sending love and praying for you and your family!❤ i really apreciate how you still try to look "fine" even when going thro all of that. but remember: you are strong, but you can always have your sad moments! anyways, thanks for the video tiptoe!❤ every cup you offer is always my cup of tea ☺️🩷
Thanks for being vulnerable and sharing about your grandmother and father; that takes a lot of strength and courage. As far as processing your grief, I don't think there is a "right way" or a "wrong way." It's whatever works for you. Blessings to you. 🙏🏻
I'm so sorry about your lost. No need to rush things Kiana, take the time you need. Don't overcomplicate things, take time with things you have planned. When you're ready we'll be here to enjoy it with you 🩷
So sorry for your loss. Prayers for your family and father. Grief, it's hard, we all deal with it differently. Never apologize for how you deal with it. As a Army Veteran, I have mild PTSD, but fortunately it's OK. Now on a positive note. Your nails look awesome, and you are looking amazing today.
Thank you for the video Tiptoe, even if I don't comment very much anymore I still always enjoy your content! Wishing you all the best, thank you sm for everything you do
Sorry for your family's losses of loved ones. I know it's hard, I lost my grandparents back to back years. Take time to take care of yourself and family. It will take time to heal but it will come. Thank you for all the videos you do for us. Take care.
Everyone processes grief differently and to have two losses so close together is definitely devastating for anyone. We adore you and will take whatever videos you can give us when you are able! I hope your whole family can heal and remember all the wonderful memories you shared with those loved ones. ❤
It’s okay to take things slower and spend time trying to process this all. Save your list of great ideas for when you’re emotionally ready for them! I was around your age when my grandparents passed and recently I lost some aunts and uncles. It’s not easy. Thank you for sharing your painful story with us. This is not a pity comment - just commiserating. Adulting is tough on its own without the losing important elders close to us! You’re not lackluster though! You’re great as you are! And this video is wonderful. I love the air pulls. And no need to respond to my comments even if a superthanks! It’s not the reason for the donation. :) Thank you for the comfy and emotionally vulnerable / heartfelt ramble!
Hey, TipToe! I love your videos, especially the chaotic, lofi, rambly ones ;> but honestly, I generally watch almost everything you put out there and rewatch your videos COOONSTANTLY. And I am sure there are many ppl like me in your audience, who love to see everything you do, the ways in which you change and stay the same. I know it’s easier said than done, but you don’t have to worry about your videos always being “perfect”. To me, you’re at your best when ur simply being yourself
I’m so sorry about your loss!! I already lost some people who were very close, and I know that it’s a hard time, but this will pass, and you will be better!! Sending you lots of positive energy!!
Really sorry for your loss. Remember it's okay to not be constantly working toward how you should be, and just sit with what's going on in your life. Sounds like the big projects are something that you would enjoy doing, not something you need to pressure yourself to do. You will get it done to your satisfaction when you are ready :) Keep up the good work, but most importantly take good care of yourself! ❤
Thanks for the sincere update =) I feel really similar to you in the aspect of making everything difficult for myself and to see that you struggle as much as I do makes me feel better and less alone. And I really have to tell you that you are SUCH AN INSPIRATION to me and it really seems as if you have it all under control based on the quality of your content (even if is not perfect as you would think) so keep that in mind and take the time you need to grief and feel better. We love you Kiana 💚
I relate to a lot of what you were talking about and I just want to say we love you no matter what and remember to give yourself grace! You’re exactly where you’re meant to be 🫶
Hey K, appreciate you being vulnerable about some personal topics (grief, mental health, etc.) in these videos. As a fellow New Englander who is getting out of some pesky seasonal depression, it is always nice to know that I'm not alone in my Stardew Valley escapism. 📣 We stan Linus in this household. 📣 Thanks as always for the relaxing videos!
Damn, all that stuff with your family really sucks, genuinely hope you feel better and can have time to heal and process whatever you may be feeling. Also, totally understandable to feel a bit lethargic or to try and use distractions (can very much relate to using distractions instead of actually processing negative emotions lmao). On an unrelated note though, fire vid fr🔥🔥
I hope you're much kinder and more patient to yourself. Your doing the best with what you know and can do right now. Things will eventually figure themselves out, take your time u got this :3
Been watching your vids for a while and this my first time commenting but I’m sorry for your loss and I send all positivity your way, keep your chin up, keep loving, and keep laughing, god bless you 🙏🏾
Just wanna say I haven’t seen your videos since a year but it’s nice to see you’re still making awesome vids . Love them and you got this! Times can be tough but the smallest steps can amount to allot with time. Be easy on yourself and we’re all here to support you
Day 57 asking for Batman asmr pls (sorry for your recent loss, as annoying as it sounds and no matter how many times you’ve been told it gets better I promise you it truly does get better
Never commented before. You are absolutely my favourite ASMRtist. You've kept me going through some tough times. Don't compare your grief to those of others, everyone's pain is valid. Thank you for all your amazing content!!!
I’m really sorry that you are going through hard times. Take as much time as you need away from social media, we will always be here to support you if you need it. Don’t feel pressured to post and please take care of yourself. ❤️
Last month my cousin died due to cancer. I can relate to not being able to process grief. In my case I think it's because of masking. The years of hiding my emotions in front of people and acting "normal" made me unable to unmask when going through such heavy experiences. Sometimes I can't even process what I'm feeling when I'm alone. I'm also hyper sensitive so maybe that detachment aspect is coping mechanism for my brain otherwise I wouldn't be able to handle shit. it's weird because you have so much empathy for animals but can't really cry when something happens to you that truly is sad. feeling numb like it's the closest thing to sadness when something horrible happens. Routine is definitely very important but you have to process the emotions in the end to be able to accept it. Please don't ever apologize for being you. There's too many fake people already. Your authenticity is captivating and maybe polarizing to some people but the right person will appreciate you for being yourself. PS. Dave the Diver is a great indie title if you're looking for a relaxing game. Just got released on PS5✨
Lost my grandma a few months ago. Never really cried and don't really think about it for the most part. It's easier that way, but idk if it's really better that way. Well I know for sure I wish I could've cried more. I just can't tbh. So I don't have advice, but just nothing that you're not alone with that. Side note: Thank you for all your videos. You're one of my all-time favorite asmrtists💜
My father in law passed two weeks ago and my diabetic cat has an abscess infection we just found a few days ago so he could be leaving us soon too if his body isn’t strong enough to fight it. I have literally been thinking “when it rains it pours 🤷🏼♀️” and it’s just comforting to know that we aren’t ever going through anything alone even if it feels like it. I know it’s hard to give yourself the time to grieve when life has so many obligations and responsibilities, but take your time and give yourself grace through it all. I’m sending peace and well wishes to you and yours 💜
I’m so sorry for your losses :( in 2022 I lost 5 family members that being in November I lost an uncle, grandfather within two days and a week later my childhood cat… and I want to let you know that what you’re feeling is very valid! I’m sure you may even start to feel numb to it and it’s a very confusing thing to be grieving then suddenly grieving again and then something else thrown in your way. I really wish hope you and your family take care of each other and just know we are all here for you ❤ please take all the time that you need to process and find comfort
I’m sorry for your loss. I lost my grandpa two weeks ago and my dad is also going through some health issues. Grief is definitely strange. Tbh i don’t know how to handle it either. Take it one day at a time. I know it probably seems unreal and it will take time to process but let yourself feel how you need to feel. Much love
"What is grief, if not love persevering?" "Grief, I’ve learned, is really just love. It’s all the love you want to give, but cannot. All that unspent love gathers up in the corners of your eyes, the lump in your throat, and in that hollow part of your chest. Grief is just love with no place to go."
I recently lost my grandmother and I didn't really cry about it until I visited her grave a couple days ago. I never really cried about losing people but I think it was because I didn't understand it. I'm sorry for your loss and I wish you only the best!
by the way, i liked the depth of field camera effect that you experimented with by doing the camera lens focus lock, which blurred the background and kept you in focus. in videos where you can move around a lot less, this depth of field effect does create a more personal connection for your viewer. in photography it's commonly referred to as Portrait Mode.
Re the grief yikes sorry to hear it. I'm the same situation though I'm much older than you. Grandmother died 10 days ago at the age of 101 and as you can imagine my parents and aunt are now all elderly and have health issues. Anger often gets people through. I prefer when people express it in words than hold onto it and try and hide it. I'm impressed that you've kept the channel going for so very long. Any long term job you'll really notice your changing emotions around it. Appreciate all you do for us xxx
Relate to the experience of goin through it and taking refuge in bed with a game. That’s just how it is for some of us and sharing it helps others feel alright about themselves/connected. No sweat on any vibe stuff in your videos, we gotchu 😎.
I wish I could offer better advice than "We're all our worst critics, it's hard, but you shouldn't let it get to you." But it is hard. We will always feel like we should be doing more or better. You're not alone, and, in my opinion, you're doing just fine. ✨Fantastic✨ even. Like you said, when it rains, it pours. You're going through a lot and you should cut yourself some slack whether you believe you deserve it or not.
Loss is difficult no matter who you are or what your age. Be kind to yourself and gentle with your emotions. Everyone reacts in their own unique ways to the loss of a loved one. I love the authentic you. Your honesty is refreshing and your ASMR is the best💕
I went through some tough grief myself and had a really hard time pulling myself up out of that hole. You can really dig yourself deeper if you're not careful. The answer, for me, was surprisingly simple : go to the gym again, and sit in the sun doing nothing else for a spell every single day. A hard routine was what I needed to pick myself back up ... and it still took a few months to really go back to whatever we call 'normal.' I hope you can find yourself again.
Everyone saying they are sorry for your loss, thanks for being honest, thanks for still making videos etc. That is all great. I'm gonna go on the opposite end of the spectrum. Grief is strange sometimes. I've lost a lot of family and I've only felt real grief from my grandmother who I was close with. Other than that, it was just like, "well... another one bites the dust..." That sounds terrible but its hard to feel anything sometimes. Just like, damn, there time has come. That sucks. Anyways... I don't want to think about it, let alone grieve. Its going to happen to all of us, I don't think focusing on it should be a thing. I am definitely the odd one out but its just how I feel. It sucks, I hope it doesn't happen anytime soon to me or my parents etc. Back in the day when people only lived to survive, maintain shelter and food, we had more time, and death ceromonies was huge. Egyptions made it their whole life to prepare for it. Meanwhile, we just try to ignore it more, we miss who we lost but we got things we want to do in life and don't hold ourselves back more to focus a lot of time on the dead. Nor did we spend much quality time with most family during their life outside of parents or siblings
I send you my condolences, my grandpa past this last week and I'm grieving as well so what I'll say to you is understand that life is precious and continue to smile and get through it, thats what they would want for you!
I lost my grandma almost 3 years ago &’ everyday still feels like shes not really gone.. its a process but take as much time as you need and prayers for you Tiptoe🙏🏻🖤🖤condolences
Literally the most relatable video I've ever seen on UA-cam and I live on this site. Like every single thing you brought up I struggle with as well. It's oddly calming to hear all that. Hope more sunny days are headed our way.
I’m so sorry for your losses, love hearing you ramble and it’s okay to not feel motivated to make content when you decide to be ready we are here. I also love your ramble videos just hearing what’s all new id love a stardew valley ramble video about your farm and stuff you could show it off a bit it would be very cool.
"when it rains it pours" *mad tapping on converse soles* lmao sorry, I just found that too funny. I'm very sorry for your loss. It's so brave for you to be this open on a video. I wish great strength and calm for you and your family in these trying times. Hope everything gets better soon
only reason I like lofi vids now is cause of your channel, so thanks for broadening my horizon 🤙 edit: best of wishes to your family, hope everything goes smoothly with your father 🙏
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I’m so sorry for your loss, I lost my grandparents when I was a teenager and I also didn’t know how to deal with that, it takes time to figure it out and everyone deals with grief differently, so don’t worry about that. We appreciate that you still show up here, even if it’s your job, thank you. You’re doing it okay, keep that in mind, sometimes just getting up from bed or take a shower it’s the best we can do and that’s okay. Hope you have someone you can talk about things, sending you lots of love as always 🩷🩷🩷
I lost my favorite grandparents at the age of 6 I got no sleep and have been depressed since then I feel ur pain ❤❤❤
Thank you for being so real and raw. I’m praying for nothing but peace and strength for you right now regardless of the situations in your life. You’re doing amazing and your strength and honesty is so admirable!💐
I'm so sorry for your loss. Hope you are finding light and hope in these dark moments. Thank you for posting despite the grief. Losing family members is never easy and I hope you have others that can support you through this time. Sending love. 🫶♥ ❤🩹 (also I really appreciate the soft chill rambles. i really need a break these days and it's so nice and distracting to hear someone talking, especially your voice! legit i'm ALWAYS looking forward to your uploads. love ya kiana!♥) you got this.
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00:40 Converse
02:26 Earrings
02:36 Converse
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05:24 Pencil or make up bag
06:03 Box tapping + scratching
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08:15 Lotion bottle
08:55 Lotion sounds
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14:41 Patting
15:23 Hair sounds
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Im so sorry for your loss. I will keep you and your family in my prayers.🙏
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Listening to your ASMR helped calm me down through the loss of my grandpa, uncle, and 3 of my family pets that I lost over the course of two months. Loss is hard and at a certain threshold you hit an overload and it all feels like too much, but there is no shame or embarrassment in taking your time to process those feelings. You will do what you need to find your own peace within those absences, and heal with time ❤
Sorry for your loss. Grief is a very difficult thing to process, but being able to talk about it is a step in the right direction(at least in my experience). I couldn't imagine how difficult social media would be with a big following because it's already overwhelming at times imo. Hopefully you can find the balance between routine and relaxation that sparks joy. Thanks for the video!
Sorry for the loss Tiptoe, I've lost so many important people in my life these past 4 years and it really sucks but prayers for a better year and much love to you and your family!❤
Its good to hear that you recognize who you are & recognize how you process events that have a deep impact. Nothing but prayers & best wishes to you and your family ❤
im so so sorry for your loss. sending love and praying for you and your family!❤ i really apreciate how you still try to look "fine" even when going thro all of that. but remember: you are strong, but you can always have your sad moments!
anyways, thanks for the video tiptoe!❤ every cup you offer is always my cup of tea ☺️🩷
Thanks for being vulnerable and sharing about your grandmother and father; that takes a lot of strength and courage.
As far as processing your grief, I don't think there is a "right way" or a "wrong way." It's whatever works for you.
Blessings to you. 🙏🏻
I'm so sorry about your lost. No need to rush things Kiana, take the time you need. Don't overcomplicate things, take time with things you have planned. When you're ready we'll be here to enjoy it with you 🩷
So sorry for your loss. Prayers for your family and father. Grief, it's hard, we all deal with it differently. Never apologize for how you deal with it. As a Army Veteran, I have mild PTSD, but fortunately it's OK.
Now on a positive note. Your nails look awesome, and you are looking amazing today.
Thank you for the video Tiptoe, even if I don't comment very much anymore I still always enjoy your content! Wishing you all the best, thank you sm for everything you do
Sorry for your family's losses of loved ones. I know it's hard, I lost my grandparents back to back years. Take time to take care of yourself and family. It will take time to heal but it will come. Thank you for all the videos you do for us. Take care.
Everyone processes grief differently and to have two losses so close together is definitely devastating for anyone. We adore you and will take whatever videos you can give us when you are able! I hope your whole family can heal and remember all the wonderful memories you shared with those loved ones. ❤
This video really confirms I have a thing for ASMR where women comb or run their fingers through their hair. First noticed it with Gibi.
It’s okay to take things slower and spend time trying to process this all. Save your list of great ideas for when you’re emotionally ready for them!
I was around your age when my grandparents passed and recently I lost some aunts and uncles. It’s not easy. Thank you for sharing your painful story with us. This is not a pity comment - just commiserating. Adulting is tough on its own without the losing important elders close to us!
You’re not lackluster though! You’re great as you are! And this video is wonderful. I love the air pulls. And no need to respond to my comments even if a superthanks! It’s not the reason for the donation. :) Thank you for the comfy and emotionally vulnerable / heartfelt ramble!
Thank you always for such kind words ❤️😭 I do appreciate them!!!!
Thank you Tip Toe, this is perfect ❤
Hey, TipToe! I love your videos, especially the chaotic, lofi, rambly ones ;> but honestly, I generally watch almost everything you put out there and rewatch your videos COOONSTANTLY. And I am sure there are many ppl like me in your audience, who love to see everything you do, the ways in which you change and stay the same.
I know it’s easier said than done, but you don’t have to worry about your videos always being “perfect”. To me, you’re at your best when ur simply being yourself
I’m so sorry about your loss!! I already lost some people who were very close, and I know that it’s a hard time, but this will pass, and you will be better!! Sending you lots of positive energy!!
Btw, love your rumbling, and i know that you’re strong, besides, you’re a amazing and incredible person!!
sending you so much love its crazy
Your videos are always so comforting regardless of if I watch them to sleep or just for tingles 😴✨
Really sorry for your loss.
Remember it's okay to not be constantly working toward how you should be, and just sit with what's going on in your life.
Sounds like the big projects are something that you would enjoy doing, not something you need to pressure yourself to do. You will get it done to your satisfaction when you are ready :)
Keep up the good work, but most importantly take good care of yourself! ❤
my grandpa died in january so i know how you must feel and grieve with you. i wish you so much strength during this very difficult time! ❤️🩹
Sorry for your loss
Thanks for the sincere update =)
I feel really similar to you in the aspect of making everything difficult for myself and to see that you struggle as much as I do makes me feel better and less alone.
And I really have to tell you that you are SUCH AN INSPIRATION to me and it really seems as if you have it all under control based on the quality of your content (even if is not perfect as you would think) so keep that in mind and take the time you need to grief and feel better.
We love you Kiana 💚
The greatest asmrtist of all time ❤👑
I’m so sorry for your loss ❤❤ xx
I think you should make an UNDERRATED ASMRTISTS video!
Loved the shoe 👟 tapping/scratching 😊 x
Im rly sorry for all your losses I hope that you are feeling better and doing been soon
Thank you for being vulnerable with us and sharing about your life! I’m hoping for nothing but the best for you and I love your nails!💗
I relate to a lot of what you were talking about and I just want to say we love you no matter what and remember to give yourself grace! You’re exactly where you’re meant to be 🫶
Hey K, appreciate you being vulnerable about some personal topics (grief, mental health, etc.) in these videos. As a fellow New Englander who is getting out of some pesky seasonal depression, it is always nice to know that I'm not alone in my Stardew Valley escapism. 📣 We stan Linus in this household. 📣 Thanks as always for the relaxing videos!
This one is perfect. Soft Spoken + Rambles + Lofi = Night night. 😴
Damn, all that stuff with your family really sucks, genuinely hope you feel better and can have time to heal and process whatever you may be feeling. Also, totally understandable to feel a bit lethargic or to try and use distractions (can very much relate to using distractions instead of actually processing negative emotions lmao). On an unrelated note though, fire vid fr🔥🔥
I hope you're much kinder and more patient to yourself. Your doing the best with what you know and can do right now. Things will eventually figure themselves out, take your time u got this :3
I love the Warhammer stuff in your background! Tzeentch, I think? I hope they're fun to assemble and paint! :D
Love you Tiptoe! Bless your dad’s speedy recovery 😊
So sorry for your loss ❤ I hope your dad will be alright ❤
Been watching your vids for a while and this my first time commenting but I’m sorry for your loss and I send all positivity your way, keep your chin up, keep loving, and keep laughing, god bless you 🙏🏾
Thank you ❤
Just wanna say I haven’t seen your videos since a year but it’s nice to see you’re still making awesome vids . Love them and you got this!
Times can be tough but the smallest steps can amount to allot with time. Be easy on yourself and we’re all here to support you
Day 57 asking for Batman asmr pls (sorry for your recent loss, as annoying as it sounds and no matter how many times you’ve been told it gets better I promise you it truly does get better
Everyones comments are so kind and comforting and i cant think of nothing to say
Never commented before. You are absolutely my favourite ASMRtist. You've kept me going through some tough times. Don't compare your grief to those of others, everyone's pain is valid. Thank you for all your amazing content!!!
Always appreciate what you do, prayers up for you and your loved ones ❤
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I’m really sorry that you are going through hard times. Take as much time as you need away from social media, we will always be here to support you if you need it. Don’t feel pressured to post and please take care of yourself. ❤️
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Sorry for your loss Kiana, stay strong
Last month my cousin died due to cancer. I can relate to not being able to process grief. In my case I think it's because of masking. The years of hiding my emotions in front of people and acting "normal" made me unable to unmask when going through such heavy experiences. Sometimes I can't even process what I'm feeling when I'm alone. I'm also hyper sensitive so maybe that detachment aspect is coping mechanism for my brain otherwise I wouldn't be able to handle shit. it's weird because you have so much empathy for animals but can't really cry when something happens to you that truly is sad. feeling numb like it's the closest thing to sadness when something horrible happens.
Routine is definitely very important but you have to process the emotions in the end to be able to accept it.
Please don't ever apologize for being you. There's too many fake people already. Your authenticity is captivating and maybe polarizing to some people but the right person will appreciate you for being yourself.
PS. Dave the Diver is a great indie title if you're looking for a relaxing game. Just got released on PS5✨
No need to apologize we love you and are here for you❤ sorry for your loss
Less than a second is CRAAAAZY
Suits is an 11/10 BTW
So sorry for your loss
ok tiptoe tingles feel good
Lost my grandma a few months ago. Never really cried and don't really think about it for the most part. It's easier that way, but idk if it's really better that way. Well I know for sure I wish I could've cried more. I just can't tbh. So I don't have advice, but just nothing that you're not alone with that.
Side note: Thank you for all your videos. You're one of my all-time favorite asmrtists💜
My father in law passed two weeks ago and my diabetic cat has an abscess infection we just found a few days ago so he could be leaving us soon too if his body isn’t strong enough to fight it. I have literally been thinking “when it rains it pours 🤷🏼♀️” and it’s just comforting to know that we aren’t ever going through anything alone even if it feels like it.
I know it’s hard to give yourself the time to grieve when life has so many obligations and responsibilities, but take your time and give yourself grace through it all. I’m sending peace and well wishes to you and yours 💜
I wish ur dad a speedy recovery and I’m sorry for ur loss 🙏
Ah perfect timing, love your videos alot 👍
dont worry, your fans support u for u. its 100% ok to feel differently sometimes - we are all human
So sorry for your loss my love 💜 I hope you’re doing well xxx❤
I’m so sorry for your losses :( in 2022 I lost 5 family members that being in November I lost an uncle, grandfather within two days and a week later my childhood cat… and I want to let you know that what you’re feeling is very valid! I’m sure you may even start to feel numb to it and it’s a very confusing thing to be grieving then suddenly grieving again and then something else thrown in your way. I really wish hope you and your family take care of each other and just know we are all here for you ❤ please take all the time that you need to process and find comfort
Your lo-fi hand sounds/tapping and rambling vids are the tingliest for me so I hope they are fun for you!
We love the therapy sessions 🫶
I’m sorry for your loss. I lost my grandpa two weeks ago and my dad is also going through some health issues. Grief is definitely strange. Tbh i don’t know how to handle it either. Take it one day at a time. I know it probably seems unreal and it will take time to process but let yourself feel how you need to feel. Much love
its gonna be okay, people die and things fall apart but whats important is that you pick urself back up and get back on track :)
I hope you’re feeling better,really. I’m sure there’s a lot of people who you’ve helped so I’m not surprised over the amount of support.
"What is grief, if not love persevering?"
"Grief, I’ve learned, is really just love. It’s all the love you want to give, but cannot. All that unspent love gathers up in the corners of your eyes, the lump in your throat, and in that hollow part of your chest. Grief is just love with no place to go."
I’m so sorry for your loss. Sending all the love your way 🤍
Please take care of yourself and take your time, we appreciate you
Gorgeous Tiptoe is here !!
another banger as always
Girl you are literally so stunning
I recently lost my grandmother and I didn't really cry about it until I visited her grave a couple days ago. I never really cried about losing people but I think it was because I didn't understand it. I'm sorry for your loss and I wish you only the best!
by the way, i liked the depth of field camera effect that you experimented with by doing the camera lens focus lock, which blurred the background and kept you in focus. in videos where you can move around a lot less, this depth of field effect does create a more personal connection for your viewer. in photography it's commonly referred to as Portrait Mode.
Re the grief yikes sorry to hear it. I'm the same situation though I'm much older than you. Grandmother died 10 days ago at the age of 101 and as you can imagine my parents and aunt are now all elderly and have health issues.
Anger often gets people through. I prefer when people express it in words than hold onto it and try and hide it.
I'm impressed that you've kept the channel going for so very long. Any long term job you'll really notice your changing emotions around it.
Appreciate all you do for us xxx
YESSSS RAMBLES WOOO!! Top 5 trigger I know ima love this 🩶
Not lackluster at all Ms. Tiptoe, amazing content as always
Relate to the experience of goin through it and taking refuge in bed with a game. That’s just how it is for some of us and sharing it helps others feel alright about themselves/connected.
No sweat on any vibe stuff in your videos, we gotchu 😎.
Im sorry for your loss and I hope your dad is ok. We are here for you and appreciate you and your videos ❤
My condolences on your loss, big hugs, I loss my mom and grandmother and still miss them no matter how long ago, but does get easier.
Tiptoe is king‼️‼️
I am so sorry for your loss I hope you will be able to heal well, please take breaks if that’s what you need! ❤
I wish I could offer better advice than "We're all our worst critics, it's hard, but you shouldn't let it get to you."
But it is hard. We will always feel like we should be doing more or better. You're not alone, and, in my opinion, you're doing just fine. ✨Fantastic✨ even. Like you said, when it rains, it pours. You're going through a lot and you should cut yourself some slack whether you believe you deserve it or not.
Loss is difficult no matter who you are or what your age. Be kind to yourself and gentle with your emotions. Everyone reacts in their own unique ways to the loss of a loved one. I love the authentic you. Your honesty is refreshing and your ASMR is the best💕
I went through some tough grief myself and had a really hard time pulling myself up out of that hole. You can really dig yourself deeper if you're not careful.
The answer, for me, was surprisingly simple : go to the gym again, and sit in the sun doing nothing else for a spell every single day. A hard routine was what I needed to pick myself back up ... and it still took a few months to really go back to whatever we call 'normal.'
I hope you can find yourself again.
Everyone saying they are sorry for your loss, thanks for being honest, thanks for still making videos etc.
That is all great. I'm gonna go on the opposite end of the spectrum. Grief is strange sometimes. I've lost a lot of family and I've only felt real grief from my grandmother who I was close with. Other than that, it was just like, "well... another one bites the dust..." That sounds terrible but its hard to feel anything sometimes. Just like, damn, there time has come. That sucks. Anyways...
I don't want to think about it, let alone grieve. Its going to happen to all of us, I don't think focusing on it should be a thing. I am definitely the odd one out but its just how I feel. It sucks, I hope it doesn't happen anytime soon to me or my parents etc.
Back in the day when people only lived to survive, maintain shelter and food, we had more time, and death ceromonies was huge. Egyptions made it their whole life to prepare for it. Meanwhile, we just try to ignore it more, we miss who we lost but we got things we want to do in life and don't hold ourselves back more to focus a lot of time on the dead. Nor did we spend much quality time with most family during their life outside of parents or siblings
Love u tiptoe. Long time fan. Hope you and your family are okay🫶🫶
I hope YOURE doing safe and sound as well! 😂❤
I feel sorry for your lost. And I wish your father will be in good health. He is strong !
We need a shoe collection whispering tapping video
I send you my condolences, my grandpa past this last week and I'm grieving as well so what I'll say to you is understand that life is precious and continue to smile and get through it, thats what they would want for you!
Like these kind of videos
I lost my grandma almost 3 years ago &’ everyday still feels like shes not really gone.. its a process but take as much time as you need and prayers for you Tiptoe🙏🏻🖤🖤condolences
Literally the most relatable video I've ever seen on UA-cam and I live on this site. Like every single thing you brought up I struggle with as well. It's oddly calming to hear all that. Hope more sunny days are headed our way.
I’m so sorry for your losses, love hearing you ramble and it’s okay to not feel motivated to make content when you decide to be ready we are here. I also love your ramble videos just hearing what’s all new id love a stardew valley ramble video about your farm and stuff you could show it off a bit it would be very cool.
I’m so sorry for your loss💜
Wow perfect time!! You are always the best asmr artist in my opinion, thank you very much.💚
Rest in peace.❤ Hope they had a beautiful life.❤️
Lofi Asmr is the best
"when it rains it pours" *mad tapping on converse soles* lmao sorry, I just found that too funny.
I'm very sorry for your loss. It's so brave for you to be this open on a video. I wish great strength and calm for you and your family in these trying times. Hope everything gets better soon
Omg I'm so sorry you're going thru sooo much. Sorry for your losses. ❤❤❤❤
only reason I like lofi vids now is cause of your channel, so thanks for broadening my horizon 🤙
edit: best of wishes to your family, hope everything goes smoothly with your father 🙏
Hang in there Tiptoe big hugs. Very sorry for your loss. Know we love you appreciate you and care about you.