As someone who overcame a suicide attemp i can say your absolutely right. Im really glad they helped me survive and im blossoming slowly now. So hang in there everyone.
Amanda Ellis Thank you so very much love i greatly appreciate all your videos they have touched and helped me a lot since ive found your channel. In February I was called to start a new youtube channel if you so feel called love please check it out. Namaste I wish you and yours an abundantly divinely benevolently blessed February and year.
Dear Amanda, I am very touched, this message is very timely. I want to tell you that I feel enormous gratitude and appreciation for everything you generously share with us, your precious gift, your wisdom, your loving spirit, your human quality, thank you thank you thank you for existing and share. I recently came to your channel from some videos with Steve Judd and I am so happy to discover that you have a great library!!!! Every video of yours touches my heart deeply. May you and yours always be full of blessings.
I attempted suicide once..I woke up in intensive care to also be told I had also been on life support for two days also. My life has been full, absolutely full of grief and hardship..I just turned 60..it took untill I turned 60 to be told by Archangel Metatron that I as a little boy many lifetimes before had an experience where something happened and I ran into a brick wall. I turned to the left and ran into another brick wall, and I was surrounded by brick walls..this pattern followed me and while on the other side, I made the decision to come back in to heal this situation so it would end. Now look everybody please...if I had ended my life completely this time, this pattern would repeat...I have received healing of this 3 days ago by Archangel Metatron..I'm so glad I stuck it out and sought heaven for help in discovering what had torn my entire life apart..it has taken me 10 years of living on the streets, summers of sweating in the hot sun living in my SUV, winters of sub 0 weather...4 hospitalizations..I'm still in my SUV. It's 2019 now..Please God, allow me a home to live in.
Hi David I’ve seen some of the comments you’ve left on my videos recently - thank you for your support and just to say much love to you and I hope that home comes for you soon also - sending healing and love Amanda
Thank you Amanda...That was very emotional for me today..My only son died from suicde 20 years ago and it is still raw...Grief pops up now and then and I allow myself to feel the pain and have a good cry...Then I have a chat with him and remember the good times...Love to you and your family...My thoughts with the family of that wee girl too
I'm soon going to be 55. I have thought about suicide from time to time all my life. I keep hanging in because I NEVER want to repeat this life. I keep waiting for things to improve. I do all I can. I will struggle through until the end and keep hope that the happy part of my life is the last half or so. I think death is to be rejoiced and celebrated - they get to go home, finally. Thank you, Amanda, for talking about this subject. It is always taboo which is ridiculous. Many people are unhappy from time to time and if they could talk openly without fear, maybe they would decide to stay here. I always think about Robin Williams, Chris Cornell & many others, what could have been done. So talented, but they couldn't find happiness.
So beautiful Amanda. My sister passed at 43 from a heart attack shortly after our mom died. She was so similar to your mother-in -law. She laughed, played and was a blessing to be with. It’s been two years this week and she must be sending signs because I’m seeing her numbers, butterflies and bunnies! You are a blessing as a teacher and speaker. And healer. Much gratitude 🦋
I work in the medical field and about 7 years ago lady came in and I felt a need to talk to her, after a few months she came back in to see her doctor and she said to me thank you for talking to me and because of what I said she didn't take her life. To this day I have no idea what I said but I am so glad I helped her. Thank you Amanda.
The depression is unbearable but I'm trying to hang in there. Listening to music helps. Also trying to plant seeds in preparation for the growing season. Have planted aubergines. Very sorry for your loss.
People always say listen to positive music. But sometimes I find pissed off music helps .It makes you feel like your not alone. I have also planted poppy seeds.
Keep trying to push on. I have spent dark weeks battling depression so deep that I could barely move and was nearly catatonic. I FEEL your pain, and if talking to someone could possibly help, please reach out to me or another. It is a hard journey but you are needed; you are here because you are meant to be here and there IS joy unbounded for each of us. Much love to you and yours
i've been feeling so overwhelmed by the negativity in our world and hopeless for the past 24 hours i feel like i cannot handle it. i feel like i'd rather be gone than part of such a cruel society. i was reminded of this video when you mentioned that some people needed to hear this at the moment. i'm being guided to watch it again i think.
Amanda I admire your strength honesty and openness. In the midst of your own immense personal grief and that of your family you have taken this opportunity to be a teacher to others . Never easy to lose a Mother,Grandmother or a much loved Mother-in-law. Much love to you and your family x
It does change because I suffered for years with depression and anxiety. Yes I wanted the pain to stop and didn't see light at the end of the tunnel. I held on after a attempt and I'm now living my best happiest time. It's not perfect but it's so much better..
There is no end to the healing your work inspires, the sense of personal power and responsibility and affirmation of connection to the divine. Thank Spirit for you, Amanda!
That took such strength to do that video for us. Thank you Amanda and Archangel Metatron. Even through your recent loss, you soldier on and do a video talking about this most sensitive subject for nearly an hour. You absolutely are amazing. Thank you so much for sharing your own grief so openly. May you have many wonderful memories to treasure.
Amanda thank you for continuing to publish good content. I've really grown from your videos and I'm looking forward to the divine moment I can attend your workshops and training in person in Europe. Keep going! Keep doing great things in the earth and in the spiritual realm.
A girl I knew had Metatron as her holy guardian angel and when she ended her physical body’s life Metatron used me as a portal to come in and assist her in transition. He anointed me and guided me to try to stop her from doing that. I was not successful bc he was showing me something bad was about to happen but NOBODY would listen to the siren. The one person I was trying to get the message to hated me and would not listen to me so she was successful and she also took an innocent persons life before her own. After I met him I wanted him to take me too! Instead he gave me a blessing and attuned me spiritually to him (I also sat in his merkaba and he cleaned out my aura. And sealed me) It was the most amazing thing I’ve ever experienced (despite the tragedy) It was my first time I ever did any kind of work for an angel. Being attuned to reiki opens up to angelic realm so I guess it’s the first of many channelings I will do. He must have really loved her to try so hard to get her to not do that. He came in I believe originally to try to stop it and then whenever that didn’t work he met her spirit. Does anyone know if twin flames are one of the many pairs of wings” Metatron is rumored to have? His rainbow 🌈 bridge was in my home!! He is the sweetest most amazing angel. I love him.
I didn't realize that I needed to hear your message. It brought up tears from the past deaths of family members including my Dad and Mom from a number of years ago. I just had the first dream with my Dad coming through and when he held and hugged me and cried...I cried with him and woke up feeling his love. I have never had him come through within any of my dreams. My Mom was there too but never said anything just smiled as we held each other. It was SO REAL it woke me up. Thank you for all that you do and all that you bring forth for all of us.
Amanda, to you and your husband, so sorry for the loss of Barbara. And to your daughter, I am sorry for the loss of her classmate. I send you and your family Blessings of Love and Light and surround you all with the Violet Flame of healing, of St. Germain, and to all the families that have lost loved ones, and also, for the loss of their animals that they have lost in this lifetime, because they too are so much a part of our lives, and we have been so touched and blessed by them, peace. Thank you Amanda for sharing during this special time. Much love sent... JoAnna Y.
Amanda this video has floored me. I tried to commit suicide twice last year. The first time I ended up in resus and had 2 or 3 seziers. I some how survive that all deal. A bit later I tried again and I fell asleep half way through taking tablets so it stopped me from taking the amount I intended. I've recently had a blood test and something had flagged up on my liver. I will have to have an ultra sound on it. I'm really worried about it being something serious. I've abused alcohol in the past, and I took alot of tablets in my over doses so worry I've damaged myself in the long run. But what floored me about your video is the book you mention. It's one of my favorite books. The five people you meet in heaven. I can assure you it's true. After I tried to attempt suicide my family were devasted. I didn't realise people cared so much. But I find it also strange I've never seen this video and it was just recommended to me, after 3 years. Especially with my mind set right now thinking about death and over worrying about my liver. I really needed to see this 🙏 ❤
Thank you for all of your love and advice. I remember you saying before the holidays that we must, "Dive for the light." It really helped me see the little spark of optimism in some dark times. I think we all are going through some profound experiences in some way or another. I love how you broaden the focus to encompass the positive and the negative sides of the spectrum, and how you trust in your inner guidance. Much love to you sweet mama. Xo
I'm so sorry to hear that. Thank you for shining your light to us all today in such a difficult time in your life. Sending you so much love, high vibrations, healing and BIG hugs from Florida. You are an amazing woman and I aspire to be like you one day!! 💛🙏
Hi Amanda, It is 2022 when I'm watching this. Thank you so much. Still positive and needed. As I read the suicide figures are rising even higher. We need to be more informed thanks to you this helps. I myself have lost people through suicide even had thoughts to end my own worthless life. But I won't I repeated your words. It stops here with me I will not commit suicide. I will work through the dark and know light always follows and vice versa. Only darkness gives those moments of enough think for ourselves. Go get a cuppa and sandwich. Do People watching. Phone 999 a Dr samaritans helplines police just talk it out with someone. Remembering you are loved and wanted and a major cog in lots of people's lives. If you feel unstable talk it out. See what others can do to assist you make a choice to balance your life. You are all precious, thanks Amanda precious lady at a time of your grieving it is never easy to loose a loved one. Best wishes love bernadette x
“The Five People That You Meet in Heaven” one of my favourite books....and equally as good in movie form. This touched my heart because since someone I love very dearly took his life I have been in a very sad, dark and lonely place and I believe this video is a message from him to me so I thank you x Love is love, regardless of mother-in-law, father in law, mother, father, sister, brother or just some one you met for a short while who touched your heart and soul.
The timing of You sharing this video again is incredible... I just put up photos of Friend and I from 20 years ago and saying how much I missed Her ...She struggled for many years and took Her life ... I have been thinking about how Wonderful and Creative She was ...remembering the fun times ... I am sitting here weeping and grieving Her ..Bless You Amanda for sharing and baring Your Heart ... I know far too many People who have taken their Lives or are struggling in these times ..... many Blessings xx Grizi x ps I adore that book ...will get it out again and read it x pps I just heard the "whisperings" to get a Journal and write my own version , I think it will be healing xx
My Mom younger Brother comited suicide.He was War Veteran and had lot of pain.He was babysitting me since I was 6 months old baby,It has been lot of sadness in my entire family.It has been 1 months and still hard,he barely survived he was in special hospital during the war,he also survived heart attack,he has such difficult life for 23 years.
I'm sorry to hear your loving mother-in-law passed away. Perfectly understandable you miss her that much even though she wasn't your mother. It maybe the spiritual connection and soul remembrance and you shouldn't feel bad because you are a sensitive soul and maybe Barbara was someone important to you in a past life. Lots of healing to you and your family. Thank you for this video Amanda.
So sorry for your loss. This message, especially the words from Metatron bring such comfort and guidance. Many blessings to you and your lovely family.
May you and your dear ones,here and there, feel,sense and know every blessing that abounds for you. Thank-you for sharing and caring at this difficult time. You are a Godsend. Many thanks
Thank you Amanda for this video. I’m still catching up on past vids and this popped up today. No accident here.... In the past two weeks three people in my close circle have passed, the nearest, my sister... Barbara. Isn’t it wonderful how we are taken care of by guides, Angels, others in spirit. Even in your own grief you’ve given us comfort, wisdom, and more. Again, thank you 💖
Thank you for addressing these subjects in such a beautiful, personal and supportive way. I didn't anticipate gaining so much from this video. I was quite amazed when you started reading from The Prophet. Just this morning I picked up that book to finally finish it after quite a break, and those were my final pages to read!! Wow...quite a remarkable occurrence. Sending you and your family lots of love, as well as to all who are grieving a loss.
Wow! Just last week I started a fundraiser for Mental Health. In the early hours of this morning (around 3am), I felt compelled to write a little something about the course. At first, I thought I would keep it general, with my concerns about how mental health services and provisions are lacking. Despite heightened awareness. My concern at the increased number of young people affected and being let down and unsupported. About how it was important to be able to meet with other people and be able to talk openly about mental health issues...I did make it a little personal but I kept away from the subject of suicide, even though it came to mind. I was not ready to put that part of myself out there yet. However, I did mention that I have Bipolar and a few other conditions. Those that know a little bit about Bipolar know that suicide is one of the symptoms. That means can be hard to tell if the suicidal and self-harming thoughts are coming from you or the illness. So yes I am a survivor so far. (mainly thanks to MJ. He always gets through to me and saves me). As you say, there are no coincidences. Also, I am writing this before watching the video. I know it will be emotional, but also empowering. So I thank you in advance for putting it out there. I know I may have to share more of my story at some point, which is why I found your FB post about it now. One of the things I am sure will come up is, if a person is successful at suicide, do they go to hell? Are they damned? It is something that has concerned me at times. However with what I am learning now (my spiritual awakening), and what I have learned from you about spirit on the other side of the veil...I am thinking that these poor people must be forgiven and receive healing? Maybe they go somewhere else? If God is love, and so loves us...then surely that must be the case. A lot of people see suicide as 'the easy way out, a cowardly, selfish act', let me tell you it is none of those things! Imagine believing that you will go to hell and suffer even more for all eternity, but you/your life/circumstances are so overwhelming that you take your own life anyway...does that sound easy to you? I am sure I will have to comment again and share everything on social media. I Tweet extremely important things even though I never actually check my account! Sometimes a message is too important. I don't care how many followers I do or don't get. I just hope/trust that I may help at least one person by doing so. It's all for love. xx
They don’t go to hell - there is no such thing anyway ... they do come back usually though to work through what they couldn’t complete but are not forced to - God is love always x
Amanda I love you!! I am one of your January 2020 'intakes' but needed to find this video as suicide of a young man has touched our family greatly and awfully this week - if only I could have given him this book! Thankyou Amanda for your words. Thankyou Archangel Metatron xxxx
This is a sympathetic video Amanda. I had subscribed to you not long ago - I went away and today this video was there so I decided to watch (I did still look at a video when i stepped) I have subscribed again.... I haven't liked them all but this was nice.. God bless with your grief it's really horrid. There is one I seriously miss (you may understand) I was on Earth in 1957 around Spring looking at my then Mum, I will always know her and know of family members - still here.... (some young members have died) I know they know of me. I arrived at a special place a forest (in Monterey - I left my heart right there) I was aware of spirits there it felt very nice like it was familiar - I remembered that spot while I was there before coming to Earth again in December 1961. I was in a place then and in this life - it was an experience i have not forgotten.
My deepest sympathy and love to your family and you for your loss. 💛🙏 Just at the end of your video as you were saying the word "angels" are surrounding you, an eagle appeared outside my window. That a rare sight! 🙏💛
Amanda, My deepest condolences on your loss. I just love your messages. I am so happy you had a wonderful mother in law in your life. Thank you for taking the time for us to share your thoughts and your grief, we are here for each other. By the way, I bet your mother in law thought of you as a pretty terrific daughter in law!! Sending you hugs and much love!!!
So sorry for your losses! Beautiful talk! Loved your school analogy. Also think the learning continues even after we die. Had what I considered a significant dream. After my mother passed away, I dreamed both my parents were attending school. I recognized the building as the basement of the administration bldg. where I attended both high school as well as my last 2 years of college. I felt reassured that not only were they okay but they were together and their "education" and "learning" was continuing on the other side.
I fully understand Your Grief with regards to Your Mother in Law ...Native Americans believe that we form connections with everyone we meet ( cords like a rope ) so You had a very strong connection to Her .... when We lose someone, through Death or a relationship breakup , it is like the connections are broken and like there is a gaping hole in Heart area where Our energies flow out ... I imagine Your sprays are wonderful way of healing those ...much love , Grizi xx thanks for sharing the story about the Daisy chain ..sounded so lovely
I am so sorry for your loss, and wish you love and light for your first Christmas without this lovely lady, although I am sure she will be around you all. Thank you for the candle light xxx
I’m a little late to this video, but enjoyed your truth about death and reincarnating into our soul families. I have been struggling with not wanting to be alive for almost 20 years now. But I keep holding on because I know that I was given this current life for a reason and I don’t want to be a bad example for my dear family who don’t deserve this kind of grief. Wish I knew why I can’t find the happy chemical within me. I take meds to make me artificially feel good/productive for periods of time. Thought that interesting about marrying into a family having some sort of significance. The only good thing about marry my husband has been him. His family has treated us horribly and all have disowned us. So what the heck is up with that! 🙄
Thank you so very very very much, I always feel like I have you all to myself watching your fabulous healing/counseling videos...it is my time and with grief it is so much a one on one thing..somehow the time grieving in a group helps in different ways but there has to be the alone and the support with one another time in 2's or threes. I found the clear touch of my mom when you shared "our candle"..this was beyond superb...thank you so, it was so healing...I had a mom like soul in my life named Barbara too she saved me truly...God bless you.
Thank you Amanda! Sending much love and light to you and your family. So sorry for your loss. It reminds us to live life to the fullest and to never take it for granted like we so easily and often do. We are in sync today. I'm wearing Navy also! Much love, Namaste ❤🙏
Having acquired a disability from a car accident - i often think that I no longer have a place in this world even though I still have my intellect and brain intact society makes it really damn tough. Anyway will keep fighting thank you for your video.
Hi amanda i hear you love my aunt recently passed away and last sunday was her memorial. My condolences love. I wish you and yours an immensly abundantly divinly benevolently blessed month and year.
So needed these insightful messages today. Home alone sick with the flu and missing my husband who passed four years ago. Your yellow roses are the exact color of the limo he arrived in in my dream. Also the color of the dress I was wearing. Dreams are signs and I know that well. Blessings of peace to you and for. Thank you for sharing
I just lost a cousin of mine in Finland...and hoping that his wife and son will be o k...and thanks for the candle sweety...so good of you. Sorry about that suicide.....my daughter has spoken of that too that she has felt like that...but lately...she has been a bit better...hugs xx Sorry for your loss of your mum-in-law...
Some people are having a very tough time right now. It's like the build up of a static charge. We all sense something big building up. Even my animals are acting different. Hang in there folks! Things will get better. This is temporary.
Beautiful Amanda, thank you so much 💝I'm sure this will help a man very close to me in his present struggle with his grieving process, as it did for me. A very poignant & useful transmission. Well done 👼🏼 Watching your videos is one of my favorite things to do. 💞✨
Thank you so much for all these messages ... I lost my beloved mamma Dec., 5,2000 , my beloved husband Feb., 6,2014 , my beloved Dad September 27,2017 , My nephew Jan., 12, 2018 .... :(
Thank you for your strength in posting this video. I’ve been very lucky to not have had much death in my family so far. But I’m still going through my own death cycles in life and have really been feeling the collective. Thank you for being so positive through such a hard thing. ❤️🌈
A beautiful golden light was taken from your life. I am so very sorry from the bottom of my heart, to you and your family! I'm actually watching back videos that you have made. We too also just lost my mother in law on August 25, 2017. She lived with us and we were her caretaker for her. I am sending out love, light, and peace to you and your family and all those who have lost our loved ones! They are with God and all the Angel's! My heart goes to all! Both my husband and I both lost both of our parents and siblings. We are orphans, we feel. Until this video! Remember the beautiful light and love that they have given to us whilst alive. That's how they would want to be remembered. Not the pain and suffering they went through. Everyone touches our life's and we learn something from everyone. Though they are very missed and we go through the emotions as human beings, I firmly believe that we will all be reunited on the Rainbow Bridge and Heaven. Love, peace, light and comfort! XX
Yesterday there was a young couple in my neighborhood he killed his girlfriend and then killed himself he was 32, she was 36 im guessing so sad her son is in service so sad i give my prayers to all for your losses angel kisses
So much love to you and your husband and all of your family. You shine so much Light into the world with your service to others. There will always be those that criticize but I wish for you to know just how incredible we think you are! Amanda, you are the greatest teacher I’ve ever had the pleasure of learning from. You inspire me, and I am not alone in that. Thank you for the Love you give to the world. Sending you love and wishing comfort on your heart through this big transition✨💗✨
As someone who overcame a suicide attemp i can say your absolutely right. Im really glad they helped me survive and im blossoming slowly now. So hang in there everyone.
So glad you stayed .....xx
Amanda Ellis Thank you so very much love i greatly appreciate all your videos they have touched and helped me a lot since ive found your channel. In February I was called to start a new youtube channel if you so feel called love please check it out. Namaste
I wish you and yours an abundantly divinely benevolently blessed February and year.
Dear Amanda, I am very touched, this message is very timely. I want to tell you that I feel enormous gratitude and appreciation for everything you generously share with us, your precious gift, your wisdom, your loving spirit, your human quality, thank you thank you thank you for existing and share. I recently came to your channel from some videos with Steve Judd and I am so happy to discover that you have a great library!!!! Every video of yours touches my heart deeply. May you and yours always be full of blessings.
I attempted suicide once..I woke up in intensive care to also be told I had also been on life support for two days also. My life has been full, absolutely full of grief and hardship..I just turned 60..it took untill I turned 60 to be told by Archangel Metatron that I as a little boy many lifetimes before had an experience where something happened and I ran into a brick wall. I turned to the left and ran into another brick wall, and I was surrounded by brick walls..this pattern followed me and while on the other side, I made the decision to come back in to heal this situation so it would end. Now look everybody please...if I had ended my life completely this time, this pattern would repeat...I have received healing of this 3 days ago by Archangel Metatron..I'm so glad I stuck it out and sought heaven for help in discovering what had torn my entire life apart..it has taken me 10 years of living on the streets, summers of sweating in the hot sun living in my SUV, winters of sub 0 weather...4 hospitalizations..I'm still in my SUV. It's 2019 now..Please God, allow me a home to live in.
Hi David I’ve seen some of the comments you’ve left on my videos recently - thank you for your support and just to say much love to you and I hope that home comes for you soon also - sending healing and love Amanda
@@AmandaEllisI'm crying with tears of grattitude Amanda.
I’m so sorry for your loss and the loss of families of their loved ones. 🙏🏼🙌🏼💜 Sending Love to comfort each person in their loss.
Thank you Amanda...That was very emotional for me today..My only son died from suicde 20 years ago and it is still raw...Grief pops up now and then and I allow myself to feel the pain and have a good cry...Then I have a chat with him and remember the good times...Love to you and your family...My thoughts with the family of that wee girl too
I'm soon going to be 55. I have thought about suicide from time to time all my life. I keep hanging in because I NEVER want to repeat this life. I keep waiting for things to improve. I do all I can. I will struggle through until the end and keep hope that the happy part of my life is the last half or so. I think death is to be rejoiced and celebrated - they get to go home, finally. Thank you, Amanda, for talking about this subject. It is always taboo which is ridiculous. Many people are unhappy from time to time and if they could talk openly without fear, maybe they would decide to stay here. I always think about Robin Williams, Chris Cornell & many others, what could have been done. So talented, but they couldn't find happiness.
Theresa Brennan me too. Thank you. You narrated my thoughts beautifully. Much love to you.
I'm glad you all decided to stay, thank you. Much love & health to you all.💜💚💛❤💙
Fascinating information about marrying into our soul family Amanda. Love to hear more about this. 🙏🏽💖
So beautiful Amanda. My sister passed at 43 from a heart attack shortly after our mom died. She was so similar to your mother-in -law. She laughed, played and was a blessing to be with. It’s been two years this week and she must be sending signs because I’m seeing her numbers, butterflies and bunnies! You are a blessing as a teacher and speaker. And healer. Much gratitude 🦋
RIP to your dear sister xx
I work in the medical field and about 7 years ago lady came in and I felt a need to talk to her, after a few months she came back in to see her doctor and she said to me thank you for talking to me and because of what I said she didn't take her life. To this day I have no idea what I said but I am so glad I helped her. Thank you Amanda.
You can't seize the day with enemies, stalkers, zero support and resources. I wish sometimes that I had the courage to do it.
The depression is unbearable but I'm trying to hang in there. Listening to music helps. Also trying to plant seeds in preparation for the growing season. Have planted aubergines. Very sorry for your loss.
People always say listen to positive music. But sometimes I find pissed off music helps .It makes you feel like your not alone. I have also planted poppy seeds.
700 moons. Hope things will get better. Hang in there and reach out to people that will have your back when your really down. Much love to u! 😘❤️🌻
Keep trying to push on. I have spent dark weeks battling depression so deep that I could barely move and was nearly catatonic. I FEEL your pain, and if talking to someone could possibly help, please reach out to me or another. It is a hard journey but you are needed; you are here because you are meant to be here and there IS joy unbounded for each of us. Much love to you and yours
Thank you for all your kind words Monica Wilson and River Song I will try to reach out.
This eclipse energy is really affecting me a lot.
i've been feeling so overwhelmed by the negativity in our world and hopeless for the past 24 hours i feel like i cannot handle it. i feel like i'd rather be gone than part of such a cruel society. i was reminded of this video when you mentioned that some people needed to hear this at the moment. i'm being guided to watch it again i think.
Love the slower pace and beauty of the words, the poetry, the thoughts.🧡
Amanda I admire your strength honesty and openness. In the midst of your own immense personal grief and that of your family you have taken this opportunity to be a teacher to others . Never easy to lose a Mother,Grandmother or a much loved Mother-in-law. Much love to you and your family x
It does change because I suffered for years with depression and anxiety. Yes I wanted the pain to stop and didn't see light at the end of the tunnel. I held on after a attempt and I'm now living my best happiest time. It's not perfect but it's so much better..
There is no end to the healing your work inspires, the sense of personal power and responsibility and affirmation of connection to the divine. Thank Spirit for you, Amanda!
That took such strength to do that video for us. Thank you Amanda and Archangel Metatron. Even through your recent loss, you soldier on and do a video talking about this most sensitive subject for nearly an hour. You absolutely are amazing. Thank you so much for sharing your own grief so openly. May you have many wonderful memories to treasure.
Amanda thank you for continuing to publish good content. I've really grown from your videos and I'm looking forward to the divine moment I can attend your workshops and training in person in Europe. Keep going! Keep doing great things in the earth and in the spiritual realm.
A girl I knew had Metatron as her holy guardian angel and when she ended her physical body’s life Metatron used me as a portal to come in and assist her in transition.
He anointed me and guided me to try to stop her from doing that. I was not successful bc he was showing me something bad was about to happen but NOBODY would listen to the siren. The one person I was trying to get the message to hated me and would not listen to me so she was successful and she also took an innocent persons life before her own.
After I met him I wanted him to take me too!
Instead he gave me a blessing and attuned me spiritually to him (I also sat in his merkaba and he cleaned out my aura. And sealed me)
It was the most amazing thing I’ve ever experienced (despite the tragedy)
It was my first time I ever did any kind of work for an angel. Being attuned to reiki opens up to angelic realm so I guess it’s the first of many channelings I will do.
He must have really loved her to try so hard to get her to not do that. He came in I believe originally to try to stop it and then whenever that didn’t work he met her spirit.
Does anyone know if twin flames are one of the many pairs of wings” Metatron is rumored to have?
His rainbow 🌈 bridge was in my home!!
He is the sweetest most amazing angel. I love him.
SO SORRY OF ALL YOUR LOSS EVERYONE HERE ..... LOVE AND LIGHT ....
I didn't realize that I needed to hear your message. It brought up tears from the past deaths of family members including my Dad and Mom from a number of years ago. I just had the first dream with my Dad coming through and when he held and hugged me and cried...I cried with him and woke up feeling his love. I have never had him come through within any of my dreams. My Mom was there too but never said anything just smiled as we held each other. It was SO REAL it woke me up. Thank you for all that you do and all that you bring forth for all of us.
Amanda, to you and your husband, so sorry for the loss of Barbara. And to your daughter, I am sorry for the loss of her classmate. I send you and your family Blessings of Love and Light and surround you all with the Violet Flame of healing, of St. Germain, and to all the families that have lost loved ones, and also, for the loss of their animals that they have lost in this lifetime, because they too are so much a part of our lives, and we have been so touched and blessed by them, peace. Thank you Amanda for sharing during this special time. Much love sent... JoAnna Y.
Amanda this video has floored me. I tried to commit suicide twice last year. The first time I ended up in resus and had 2 or 3 seziers. I some how survive that all deal. A bit later I tried again and I fell asleep half way through taking tablets so it stopped me from taking the amount I intended. I've recently had a blood test and something had flagged up on my liver. I will have to have an ultra sound on it. I'm really worried about it being something serious. I've abused alcohol in the past, and I took alot of tablets in my over doses so worry I've damaged myself in the long run. But what floored me about your video is the book you mention. It's one of my favorite books. The five people you meet in heaven. I can assure you it's true. After I tried to attempt suicide my family were devasted. I didn't realise people cared so much. But I find it also strange I've never seen this video and it was just recommended to me, after 3 years. Especially with my mind set right now thinking about death and over worrying about my liver. I really needed to see this 🙏 ❤
Bless you - stay strong and know you are loved and Im so glad you are still with us too xxx
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Thank you Mary 😊❤️ xxx
I'm very sorry for your loss. I lost my mother-in-law three weeks ago to pneumonia.
Thank you for all of your love and advice. I remember you saying before the holidays that we must, "Dive for the light." It really helped me see the little spark of optimism in some dark times. I think we all are going through some profound experiences in some way or another. I love how you broaden the focus to encompass the positive and the negative sides of the spectrum, and how you trust in your inner guidance. Much love to you sweet mama. Xo
My heart breaks for all involved. I lost two brothers to suicide 30 + years apart. One as recent as 5yrs ago. Love to the families.
Love will heal sorry for your loss.
I'm having an evening of Amanda Ellis today, this is my 4th watch of your great uploads. Thank you so much for your time and wisdom.
Thank you x
I'm so sorry to hear that. Thank you for shining your light to us all today in such a difficult time in your life. Sending you so much love, high vibrations, healing and BIG hugs from Florida. You are an amazing woman and I aspire to be like you one day!! 💛🙏
Hi Amanda, It is 2022 when I'm watching this. Thank you so much. Still positive and needed. As I read the suicide figures are rising even higher. We need to be more informed thanks to you this helps. I myself have lost people through suicide even had thoughts to end my own worthless life. But I won't I repeated your words. It stops here with me I will not commit suicide. I will work through the dark and know light always follows and vice versa. Only darkness gives those moments of enough think for ourselves. Go get a cuppa and sandwich. Do People watching. Phone 999 a Dr samaritans helplines police just talk it out with someone. Remembering you are loved and wanted and a major cog in lots of people's lives. If you feel unstable talk it out. See what others can do to assist you make a choice to balance your life. You are all precious, thanks Amanda precious lady at a time of your grieving it is never easy to loose a loved one. Best wishes love bernadette x
“The Five People That You Meet in Heaven” one of my favourite books....and equally as good in movie form. This touched my heart because since someone I love very dearly took his life I have been in a very sad, dark and lonely place and I believe this video is a message from him to me so I thank you x
Love is love, regardless of mother-in-law, father in law, mother, father, sister, brother or just some one you met for a short while who touched your heart and soul.
The timing of You sharing this video again is incredible... I just put up photos of Friend and I from 20 years ago and saying how much I missed Her ...She struggled for many years and took Her life ... I have been thinking about how Wonderful and Creative She was ...remembering the fun times ... I am sitting here weeping and grieving Her ..Bless You Amanda for sharing and baring Your Heart ... I know far too many People who have taken their Lives or are struggling in these times ..... many Blessings xx Grizi x ps I adore that book ...will get it out again and read it x pps I just heard the "whisperings" to get a Journal and write my own version , I think it will be healing xx
My Mom younger Brother comited suicide.He was War Veteran and had lot of pain.He was babysitting me since I was 6 months old baby,It has been lot of sadness in my entire family.It has been 1 months and still hard,he barely survived he was in special hospital during the war,he also survived heart attack,he has such difficult life for 23 years.
I'm sorry to hear your loving mother-in-law passed away. Perfectly understandable you miss her that much even though she wasn't your mother. It maybe the spiritual connection and soul remembrance and you shouldn't feel bad because you are a sensitive soul and maybe Barbara was someone important to you in a past life. Lots of healing to you and your family. Thank you for this video Amanda.
Thanks Amanda, always honest and heartfelt. Thank you for your openess and honesty - you are a gift and blessing. Love to you xoxo
Memory Eternal for both your mother in-law and your daughter’s school friend. 🙏❤️
My father died when I was 17 and now he's my son. Talk about a lesson about death and life!
So sorry for your loss. This message, especially the words from Metatron bring such comfort and guidance. Many blessings to you and your lovely family.
This video hit me very hard, I lost my only brother to suicide. The pain & grief that follows is beyond words.
Sending you Love Lorraine xx
May you and your dear ones,here and there, feel,sense and know every blessing that abounds for you. Thank-you for sharing and caring at this difficult time. You are a Godsend. Many thanks
Thank you Amanda for this video. I’m still catching up on past vids and this popped up today. No accident here.... In the past two weeks three people in my close circle have passed, the nearest, my sister... Barbara. Isn’t it wonderful how we are taken care of by guides, Angels, others in spirit.
Even in your own grief you’ve given us comfort, wisdom, and more. Again, thank you 💖
Thank you for addressing these subjects in such a beautiful, personal and supportive way. I didn't anticipate gaining so much from this video. I was quite amazed when you started reading from The Prophet. Just this morning I picked up that book to finally finish it after quite a break, and those were my final pages to read!! Wow...quite a remarkable occurrence. Sending you and your family lots of love, as well as to all who are grieving a loss.
Wow! Just last week I started a fundraiser for Mental Health. In the early hours of this morning (around 3am), I felt compelled to write a little something about the course. At first, I thought I would keep it general, with my concerns about how mental health services and provisions are lacking. Despite heightened awareness. My concern at the increased number of young people affected and being let down and unsupported. About how it was important to be able to meet with other people and be able to talk openly about mental health issues...I did make it a little personal but I kept away from the subject of suicide, even though it came to mind. I was not ready to put that part of myself out there yet. However, I did mention that I have Bipolar and a few other conditions. Those that know a little bit about Bipolar know that suicide is one of the symptoms. That means can be hard to tell if the suicidal and self-harming thoughts are coming from you or the illness. So yes I am a survivor so far. (mainly thanks to MJ. He always gets through to me and saves me). As you say, there are no coincidences. Also, I am writing this before watching the video. I know it will be emotional, but also empowering. So I thank you in advance for putting it out there. I know I may have to share more of my story at some point, which is why I found your FB post about it now. One of the things I am sure will come up is, if a person is successful at suicide, do they go to hell? Are they damned? It is something that has concerned me at times. However with what I am learning now (my spiritual awakening), and what I have learned from you about spirit on the other side of the veil...I am thinking that these poor people must be forgiven and receive healing? Maybe they go somewhere else? If God is love, and so loves us...then surely that must be the case. A lot of people see suicide as 'the easy way out, a cowardly, selfish act', let me tell you it is none of those things! Imagine believing that you will go to hell and suffer even more for all eternity, but you/your life/circumstances are so overwhelming that you take your own life anyway...does that sound easy to you? I am sure I will have to comment again and share everything on social media. I Tweet extremely important things even though I never actually check my account! Sometimes a message is too important. I don't care how many followers I do or don't get. I just hope/trust that I may help at least one person by doing so. It's all for love. xx
They don’t go to hell - there is no such thing anyway ... they do come back usually though to work through what they couldn’t complete but are not forced to - God is love always x
Amanda I love you!! I am one of your January 2020 'intakes' but needed to find this video as suicide of a young man has touched our family greatly and awfully this week - if only I could have given him this book! Thankyou Amanda for your words. Thankyou Archangel Metatron xxxx
This is a sympathetic video Amanda. I had subscribed to you not long ago - I went away and today this video was there so I decided to watch (I did still look at a video when i stepped) I have subscribed again.... I haven't liked them all but this was nice.. God bless with your grief it's really horrid. There is one I seriously miss (you may understand) I was on Earth in 1957 around Spring looking at my then Mum, I will always know her and know of family members - still here.... (some young members have died) I know they know of me. I arrived at a special place a forest (in Monterey - I left my heart right there) I was aware of spirits there it felt very nice like it was familiar - I remembered that spot while I was there before coming to Earth again in December 1961. I was in a place then and in this life - it was an experience i have not forgotten.
I'm sorry for your loss and send love and light for all involved with their passing. ♡♡♡
My deepest sympathy and love to your family and you for your loss. 💛🙏
Just at the end of your video as you were saying the word "angels" are surrounding you, an eagle appeared outside my window. That a rare sight! 🙏💛
Thankyou this video helped me so much ❤
So very sorry for your loss, sending healing prayers
Amanda, My deepest condolences on your loss. I just love your messages. I am so happy you had a wonderful mother in law in your life. Thank you for taking the time for us to share your thoughts and your grief, we are here for each other. By the way, I bet your mother in law thought of you as a pretty terrific daughter in law!! Sending you hugs and much love!!!
So sorry for your losses! Beautiful talk! Loved your school analogy. Also think the learning continues even after we die. Had what I considered a significant dream. After my mother passed away, I dreamed both my parents were attending school. I recognized the building as the basement of the administration bldg. where I attended both high school as well as my last 2 years of college. I felt reassured that not only were they okay but they were together and their "education" and "learning" was continuing on the other side.
Your messages are greatly appreciated and very comforting!
Thank you so very much!!!
Love and light 💖
I fully understand Your Grief with regards to Your Mother in Law ...Native Americans believe that we form connections with everyone we meet ( cords like a rope ) so You had a very strong connection to Her .... when We lose someone, through Death or a relationship breakup , it is like the connections are broken and like there is a gaping hole in Heart area where Our energies flow out ... I imagine Your sprays are wonderful way of healing those ...much love , Grizi xx thanks for sharing the story about the Daisy chain ..sounded so lovely
So sorry for your loss. Thank you for all you do.
Thank you Amanda. I read that book a couple of years ago. Great book I couldn't put it down. Pease and blessing to everyone
You are always a breath of fresh air and very tactful and sensitive towards others. Many blessings to you and yours.
How true and beautiful is Metatron's Bluebell Bridge message
My, you're very beautiful I wish I were free so we could build our nest together
Thanks Bill. That is so sweet :)
Thank you so much. I think we all are losing family members and friends. This was a very special session. Much love and hugs to you Amanda.
Bless You Dear Sister Divine 💞🌹 May God Bless You and Your Family and Bring All Healing And Peace 💞🌹💞🌹💞🌹 😇
I am so sorry for your loss, and wish you love and light for your first Christmas without this lovely lady, although I am sure she will be around you all. Thank you for the candle light xxx
Life saved me to help me awaken.
I’m a little late to this video, but enjoyed your truth about death and reincarnating into our soul families. I have been struggling with not wanting to be alive for almost 20 years now. But I keep holding on because I know that I was given this current life for a reason and I don’t want to be a bad example for my dear family who don’t deserve this kind of grief. Wish I knew why I can’t find the happy chemical within me. I take meds to make me artificially feel good/productive for periods of time.
Thought that interesting about marrying into a family having some sort of significance. The only good thing about marry my husband has been him. His family has treated us horribly and all have disowned us. So what the heck is up with that! 🙄
Amanda Ellis, I am reading this in 2024. I really needed this today ❤
Beautiful. Thank you Amanda. I like how Metatron sayes with earthly coffee. Bless you.
Coffee is for the soul, what tea is for the spirit.
Amanda this is an incredible video please do more on death and they cycle of life as its so enlightening to hear you talk
Thank you for this video. ~ I send you and yours warm, comforting and healing hugs. 💝
You are beautiful. Thank you. This all had to come through.
SO SORRY OF YOUR LOSS !!! :(
Thinking of you and your family at this time - sending lots of love and light and will also put the young girl you spoke about in a prayer 🙏🏻
Thank you so very very very much, I always feel like I have you all to myself watching your fabulous healing/counseling videos...it is my time and with grief it is so much a one on one thing..somehow the time grieving in a group helps in different ways but there has to be the alone and the support with one another time in 2's or threes. I found the clear touch of my mom when you shared "our candle"..this was beyond superb...thank you so, it was so healing...I had a mom like soul in my life named Barbara too she saved me truly...God bless you.
Thank you Amanda! Sending much love and light to you and your family. So sorry for your loss. It reminds us to live life to the fullest and to never take it for granted like we so easily and often do.
We are in sync today. I'm wearing Navy also!
Much love, Namaste ❤🙏
Having acquired a disability from a car accident - i often think that I no longer have a place in this world even though I still have my intellect and brain intact society makes it really damn tough. Anyway will keep fighting thank you for your video.
tina lewis ❤️
Much love, light and peace to you and your family Amanda.
I just listend to this video for the first time, and i just want to say: Thank You Amanda and Thank You Metatron, much love XX
Hi amanda i hear you love my aunt recently passed away and last sunday was her memorial.
My condolences love. I wish you and yours an immensly abundantly divinly benevolently blessed month and year.
Thank you Amanda for the lovely video. I'm so sorry for your family's loss, and my thoughts and prayers are with you. 💕😘 BTW, you look lovely today!!!
Thank you Amanda for another much needed video !
I had a mother in law whom I really loved very much. She died rather prematurely of natural causes. I miss her so much ❤
Sending Love to you and your family,sorry for your loss
So needed these insightful messages today. Home alone sick with the flu and missing my husband who passed four years ago. Your yellow roses are the exact color of the limo he arrived in in my dream. Also the color of the dress I was wearing. Dreams are signs and I know that well. Blessings of peace to you and for. Thank you for sharing
I'm so sorry for your lost..
I just lost a cousin of mine in Finland...and hoping that his wife and son will be o k...and thanks for the candle sweety...so good of you. Sorry about that suicide.....my daughter has spoken of that too that she has felt like that...but lately...she has been a bit better...hugs xx Sorry for your loss of your mum-in-law...
Some people are having a very tough time right now. It's like the build up of a static charge. We all sense something big building up. Even my animals are acting different. Hang in there folks! Things will get better. This is temporary.
Thanks, I can smell the sprays, although I'm in a different part of the world!
Beautiful Amanda, thank you so much 💝I'm sure this will help a man very close to me in his present struggle with his grieving process, as it did for me. A very poignant & useful transmission. Well done 👼🏼 Watching your videos is one of my favorite things to do. 💞✨
Thank you so much for all these messages ... I lost my beloved mamma Dec., 5,2000 , my beloved husband Feb., 6,2014 , my beloved Dad September 27,2017 , My nephew Jan., 12, 2018 .... :(
Thank you for your strength in posting this video. I’ve been very lucky to not have had much death in my family so far. But I’m still going through my own death cycles in life and have really been feeling the collective. Thank you for being so positive through such a hard thing. ❤️🌈
Thank you for the lovely video .. sending you and your family Reiki blessings
Healing energy to you and your family.
All my heart goes out to you and your loved ones Amanda
Sending you and your family so much love. Thank you.
A beautiful golden light was taken from your life. I am so very sorry from the bottom of my heart, to you and your family! I'm actually watching back videos that you have made. We too also just lost my mother in law on August 25, 2017. She lived with us and we were her caretaker for her. I am sending out love, light, and peace to you and your family and all those who have lost our loved ones! They are with God and all the Angel's! My heart goes to all! Both my husband and I both lost both of our parents and siblings. We are orphans, we feel. Until this video! Remember the beautiful light and love that they have given to us whilst alive. That's how they would want to be remembered. Not the pain and suffering they went through. Everyone touches our life's and we learn something from everyone. Though they are very missed and we go through the emotions as human beings, I firmly believe that we will all be reunited on the Rainbow Bridge and Heaven. Love, peace, light and comfort! XX
Sending you love and light and centering 🌟💚🌟🙏🏼😇🙏🏼
Too bad I can't like this video more than once. Thank you, Amanda.
Sending my love and prayers to you and your family .
Many blessings Amanda, thank you so much.
Both my husband and grandmother committed suicide.. Its affected me very much
Yesterday there was a young couple in my neighborhood he killed his girlfriend and then killed himself he was 32, she was 36 im guessing so sad her son is in service so sad i give my prayers to all for your losses angel kisses
So much love to you and your husband and all of your family.
You shine so much Light into the world with your service to others. There will always be those that criticize but I wish for you to know just how incredible we think you are! Amanda, you are the greatest teacher I’ve ever had the pleasure of learning from. You inspire me, and I am not alone in that. Thank you for the Love you give to the world.
Sending you love and wishing comfort on your heart through this big transition✨💗✨
One day I will and say my goodbye
I'm so sorry for your losses, Amanda.