Same here 😰 My whole life everything was decided for me and it's incredibly overwhelming and anxiety-inducing knowing that I'll eventually have the freedom to decide for myself. It's hard to grasp that everything doesn't in fact happen for a reason or with any meaning behind it besides the meaning we ascribe to it. I can totally relate, going through something very similar 💖
Almost done watching, just 6 more minutes to go. I recommend reading the philosophy books regardless of your mood. Not sure how it'll impact you, but when I was feeling particularly shitty, some helped me a lot. Also, wanting to have fun at amusement parks and eat ice cream is perfectly natural lol
On a side note, I haven't really been into (non commercial) vlogs but I think I get it now! :o It's really nice and fascinating, it's like someone is having a personal (albeit one way) conversation with you through the screen. Feels therapeutic somehow. I'm going to try and find more british ones (need help attuning my brain to british accents)
This is the first video I've watched on your channel. I'm sorry you are/were having a tough time :( I hope things are looking a bit better now a few weeks later? I can relate to the feeling of being controlled and having many/parts of your life dictated by your family. It's very stifling. And I know the feeling of, once freed, being overwhelmed by choices and lacking experience to manage the many things regular, freed-from-birth people do, of feeling left behind in experiences and exposure.
Same here 😰 My whole life everything was decided for me and it's incredibly overwhelming and anxiety-inducing knowing that I'll eventually have the freedom to decide for myself. It's hard to grasp that everything doesn't in fact happen for a reason or with any meaning behind it besides the meaning we ascribe to it. I can totally relate, going through something very similar 💖
Be grateful for having good friends. I wish I also had some.
🖤🖤 we got'chu.
Almost done watching, just 6 more minutes to go. I recommend reading the philosophy books regardless of your mood. Not sure how it'll impact you, but when I was feeling particularly shitty, some helped me a lot. Also, wanting to have fun at amusement parks and eat ice cream is perfectly natural lol
I understand that you haven’t been well lately “for a number of reasons” 🤔
I hope you get better soon, Fay 🌹
Step_by_step 🇫🇷
Thank you!
On a side note, I haven't really been into (non commercial) vlogs but I think I get it now! :o It's really nice and fascinating, it's like someone is having a personal (albeit one way) conversation with you through the screen. Feels therapeutic somehow. I'm going to try and find more british ones (need help attuning my brain to british accents)
Not to brag, but no one is quite like me :)
This is the first video I've watched on your channel. I'm sorry you are/were having a tough time :( I hope things are looking a bit better now a few weeks later?
I can relate to the feeling of being controlled and having many/parts of your life dictated by your family. It's very stifling. And I know the feeling of, once freed, being overwhelmed by choices and lacking experience to manage the many things regular, freed-from-birth people do, of feeling left behind in experiences and exposure.
I'm feeling significantly better :)
Don't pity me for my struggles. I can only get stronger by facing them ❤
sorry for being so harsh. sorry.