mac demarco- watching him fade away (slowed + reverb)

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  • Опубліковано 18 жов 2024
  • I’ve been feeling really depressed recently.

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  • @hamthehamster1892
    @hamthehamster1892 2 роки тому +209

    such a heartbreaking song about a broken bond between a father and his son. mac demarco is truly a lyrical genius!

  • @samanthasamayoa4610
    @samanthasamayoa4610 2 роки тому +64

    I miss him. I miss the jokes he told me, our late night convos, the way he used to hold me, how he never changed his attitude towards me when with his friends. I miss him and everything about him, I see him everyday and by days I realize how much I can’t get over him.

  • @neovsneo1
    @neovsneo1 2 роки тому +140

    Came here feeling the same. I hope you're feeling better OP.

    • @fae4911
      @fae4911  2 роки тому +13

      Feeling much better now, thanks. Hope all is well with you :3

    • @user-zp5lt3kj7o
      @user-zp5lt3kj7o 2 роки тому +4

      @@fae4911 that’s great to hear God bless

    • @user-zp5lt3kj7o
      @user-zp5lt3kj7o 2 роки тому +3

      trust Jesus plan much love

  • @clulessnyx7385
    @clulessnyx7385 2 роки тому +50

    He's slowly fading yet i still hold on to him no matter what

    • @youssrabensiahmed8901
      @youssrabensiahmed8901 27 днів тому

      How is it going now

    • @clulessnyx7385
      @clulessnyx7385 26 днів тому

      @@youssrabensiahmed8901 we grew apart. But that's fine, the only times we talk is wishing him happy birthday.
      I got a new person now, i'm doing everything to make this work. And they are much more different than the previous guy, a good kind of different.

    • @youssrabensiahmed8901
      @youssrabensiahmed8901 26 днів тому +1

      @@clulessnyx7385 wow, i guess this is sadly how life works

  • @audrielopez1695
    @audrielopez1695 2 роки тому +19

    This song is dangerous to me 😭

  • @AdrianPrath
    @AdrianPrath 3 роки тому +16

    what a vibe here!

  • @serenitystrong5683
    @serenitystrong5683 Рік тому +16

    I ran into him at a restaurant a couple weeks ago. It was months since he went away. And I locked eyes with him and I saw his face turn from happy to shocked. I felt tears drop from my eyes and I couldn't look away. He turned his head away and walked away with his hands intertwined with someone else's. He never looked back. And I watched him go

  • @aidenc03
    @aidenc03 2 роки тому +67

    Sold hard on this one. Confessed too soon. Just didn’t realize what I was doing wrong till it was too late. Slowly drifting away now and it hurts. Got too attached and wasn’t even dating. But damn did it feel like we did. I hope she ends up doing what she really wants to in life and lives stress free. Take care AB

    • @user-zp5lt3kj7o
      @user-zp5lt3kj7o 2 роки тому +1

      trust Jesus plan

    • @iiLoveReze
      @iiLoveReze 2 роки тому +1

      Same, we weren't dating but I was very attached and it hurts so bad... we don't know each other anymore

    • @snarth98
      @snarth98 2 роки тому

      I read this comments month ago, i would have never thought i will be in the same situation months later. It hurts so bad :’(

    • @aidenc03
      @aidenc03 Рік тому +2

      @@snarth98 you know if there’s any advice I could give you 8 months later it would be to attempt to get closure from them. Something I wish I did but never attempted to ask even now since it’s been so long. And if they don’t give you that closure that’s okay. Improve yourself so much that you can look back and say you’ve done something since that person has left. I wish you well on your journey. It will continue to hurt for awhile but as long as you work on yourself, it’ll ease away over time

    • @snarth98
      @snarth98 Рік тому

      @@aidenc03 thank you for your precious advice my friends, i am going to talk to her this week, i hope everything will be fine

  • @eliberes
    @eliberes 2 роки тому +33

    Last time I saw him was 6 years ago. We stopped talking and completely forgot about each other when he moved to a different city. Every year I missed him more and more and thought about him a lot. I moved to the city he lives in few weeks ago and got accepted to my dream school here. I don’t know where exactly he is and how he’s doing, but i wish I could see him again. I hope he’s okay.

  • @Bluexbreez
    @Bluexbreez Рік тому +10

    I listen to this when I feel sad and depressed but sometimes I listen to this because I feel calm but I miss my old childhood bestfriend😢

  • @amycardenas1506
    @amycardenas1506 2 роки тому +65

    dear him,
    I know we never could reach the potential we had. I’m sorry for that truly. But that is no excuse to ignore me , either way I feel like I’m the only one reminiscing in the past so with this I leave you behind in hope you mature for someone else like I wished you could for me. Watching you fade away was difficult and devastating but I know I’ll miss you to some extent. Thank you- goodbye :)

    • @prinz_x
      @prinz_x 2 роки тому +2

      Well, im glad you wish him the best and not choose anger. It is hard to see people fade away, ive lost to many. Maybe you will move on or keep on missing them, I never truly cared about someone until I lost this one person. It is a very different situation cause we didn't want to be separated but, I wish you the best. I got them back thankfully, we missed eachother alot. I hope this works out in both of your guy's favors, good luck. You can talk about loss to me anytime you want, ive lost so many I understand. Lost people to death, problems, etc. Maybe hes that one person your desperate to get back, only time will tell. I am here to talk if you want :]

    • @hanas-l9545
      @hanas-l9545 2 роки тому +2

      you deserve and will find someone who is much more deserving of your time and effort, as hard as it is to leave what you had with him as a memory, you have to do it for your well-being. you will find someone and form a connection even stronger with im sure of it, don’t let this one get to you too much just the right amount,, until then focus on you ❤️

    • @amycardenas1506
      @amycardenas1506 2 роки тому

      @@prinz_x thank you so much for the kind message, it’s been difficult but I’m managing. :’)

    • @amycardenas1506
      @amycardenas1506 2 роки тому +1

      @@hanas-l9545 thank you this helped a lot :))

    • @user-zp5lt3kj7o
      @user-zp5lt3kj7o 2 роки тому +1

      trust Jesus plan

  • @v10nejayy7
    @v10nejayy7 2 роки тому +13

    i miss my dad mann i miss his voice and him just being there with his smile he didnt die hes in prison tho and i got to talk to him after 6 years of never even hearing from him and it just hurts concidering im his son we i feel like we just had the best bond and now its all just faded away

  • @CassieIsGae
    @CassieIsGae 2 роки тому +19

    Vent:
    My gf and i broke up a couple days ago.
    We dated for over a year, it was the happiest year of my life. She made me so happy, all those nights I thought of us being together forever. Gone.
    Even if it was online. She was my first love

  • @thereisadeer
    @thereisadeer Рік тому +1

    I miss him.

  • @angelperez2933
    @angelperez2933 2 роки тому +28

    song makes me cry everytime I miss her I hope she misses me how I miss her dawg

    • @iamthewalrus.
      @iamthewalrus. 2 роки тому

      she wont miss you if she's already with you. forever and always :)

    • @1shipaa
      @1shipaa Рік тому

      dawg i hope its alright its been a year since you commented this
      it will continue to be alright come here G
      🫂🫂🫂

  • @lefthanded2551
    @lefthanded2551 2 роки тому +4

    It's still hurt watchin him fade away

  • @chronoshitomi4000
    @chronoshitomi4000 2 роки тому +2

    A single word of you could hurt me eternally.

  • @amirandamartinez
    @amirandamartinez 2 роки тому +2

    It still hurtss :(

  • @melissa7980
    @melissa7980 2 роки тому +2

    it still hurts

  • @JARGOTI
    @JARGOTI 2 роки тому +3

    I Want to time travel to 2020 just to see my great memories😕😞

  • @jdstonem
    @jdstonem 2 роки тому +2

    I miss him:(

  • @em.lanie.
    @em.lanie. 3 роки тому +5

    I love ittttt

  • @g.p4737
    @g.p4737 2 роки тому +13

    I don’t feel like I should be feeling so lonely, so sad, or is that I’m just horribly sensitive, these feelings are just my fault, it’s fine that people can do things without me, it just hurts to feel left out, left alone…

  • @oniuqafebeabad4065
    @oniuqafebeabad4065 2 роки тому +8

    2:08

  • @averageanimator4727
    @averageanimator4727 2 роки тому +5

    Im getting older... And so are the ones around me, who I care about. I don't want to live if they leave. I want to be with them forever but its not going to happen why do they have to leave me?
    It does really hurt..watching them fade *away.*

  • @silv5038
    @silv5038 2 роки тому +4

    i don't know how and when it happened. we started talking day and night, i trusted them, and they threw it all away like nothing ever happened.

  • @hanas-l9545
    @hanas-l9545 2 роки тому +13

    dear him,
    you’ve been so inconsiderate of my feelings considering how badly u yourself got your heartbroken. i wish u had a little more thought regarding how i felt & am feeling rn. despite the pain ur putting me thru, and what u have driven me to feel for u only to let me go, i still have feelings for u and still want to be around u. i still wish u the best even when i don’t. but that’s the hardest part of all this. i’m afraid it will always linger when i’m around you. i can only keep my distance for so long but we’ll soon fall out of touch naturally anyway. you knew me at my most vulnerable. i shared things with you that i didn’t with people who i’ve known for years. i cared about you more so than others. i let you see a part of me that i hate. i thought that meant something. i’m sorry it wasn’t enough for you. i’m sorry i wasn’t enough for you. it begs me to ask the question, why am i never enough for anyone?

    • @amycardenas1506
      @amycardenas1506 2 роки тому +1

      You are enough hun :) everyone has felt like that at some point in their lives and I promise it will pass- as for your situation, i don’t know you personally but I can see how much you cared him. But know that this is not a reflection of you in anyway stay strong

    • @hanas-l9545
      @hanas-l9545 2 роки тому +1

      @@amycardenas1506 thank you for your lovely response and kind words, it’s v much appreciated. i hope it does pass soon bc this is not helping me in any way shape or form. :(

    • @prinz_x
      @prinz_x 2 роки тому +1

      They weren't enough for you and thats ok. I know you miss them but give it time. Some people aren't enough for you, its not that they're a person who is just not enough. You just dont get along, they are not potential in your eyes. You are enough for people, everyone has a personality of their own and it's beautiful. You have personality of your own. Maybe you'll doubt yourself but I belive you do, that wont be enough but I know other people think the same. Find people who appreciate you being around them, because you are enough.

    • @hanas-l9545
      @hanas-l9545 2 роки тому +1

      @@prinz_x i appreciate this. i’m still learning to accept the fact i sometimes have to leave ppl who aren’t willing
      to put in the effort even if i care abt them v much, it will take time to find those ppl who feel the same but i hope someday it comes, thank you again:)

    • @prinz_x
      @prinz_x 2 роки тому +1

      @@hanas-l9545 No problem at all, I had to learn the same thing to leave. But once you know how to leave someone who isn't treating you well you're doing yourself a favor. :]

  • @jaketaylor9961
    @jaketaylor9961 Рік тому +2

    To Addison,
    I miss you so much, please come back, i cant even put into words how much i miss you.
    I think about you every single day and it makes me feel so shitty.
    I miss the good times we had together and i will forever remember the memories.
    I really really miss you so much.
    It pains me so much.
    One day ill see you again :(

  • @aarondesu7272
    @aarondesu7272 2 роки тому +2

    bro this is so fucking good. brb imma cry

  • @Strawberryy_Boy
    @Strawberryy_Boy 2 роки тому +1

    Pain :'(

  • @ppok4814
    @ppok4814 Рік тому

    I'm your big fan

  • @Serena-mk7zk
    @Serena-mk7zk 2 роки тому +5

    Me and a good friend had a falling out. Sometimes I think about texting him and making up with him. But everyone tells me that he isn’t worth my time. At the same time I know that if the world was gonna end I wouldn’t want to be on bad terms with him. He was one of the only friends I had. Although at the same time, I feel like if I talk to him I have no backbone and I’m a pushover.

    • @zionisgone
      @zionisgone 2 роки тому +1

      I wish nothing but the best for you and your friend. I have a similar situation, but my friend and I just went separate ways and we just don’t clique anymore. My best friend I’ve ever had. And true to the song, in 3 years, I don’t got the guts to call him up. Friendships are hard, and watching them fade away is even harder. Go with your heart, and if your heart draws you back to that friendship, trust yourself, because you’re heart is the key to life, love, and happiness.

  • @Him_Downstairs36
    @Him_Downstairs36 2 роки тому +12

    It’s almost like god or your inner self singing the song to u which makes it more haunting

  • @toastedonions95
    @toastedonions95 11 місяців тому +3

    If yeu*re reading this ari.. I learned grief is the final form of love, the one that never dies even when it does. I'll mourn what we had together back then. I'll probably head up north... eventually

    • @toastedonions95
      @toastedonions95 11 місяців тому +2

      you have the strength to push through anything that comes your way. That alone I have known. I'll miss you..

  • @Milenaxxxxxx
    @Milenaxxxxxx 2 роки тому +1

    So good!!

  • @livinhamartinez
    @livinhamartinez 6 місяців тому

    "It still hurts watching her fade away"

  • @benclaypaper
    @benclaypaper 8 місяців тому

    indescribable permanent memories. i wait everyday for him to die, but i know that when he does i will never be the same . my best friend and worst enemy. bittersweet doesnt even begin to describe it

  • @FL0YD.DEPLOYED
    @FL0YD.DEPLOYED 2 роки тому +9

    I don’t even recognize myself in the mirror anymore.

    • @theannoyingone5104
      @theannoyingone5104 2 роки тому +3

      Clean it or buy a new one

    • @AnOrdinaryDude13
      @AnOrdinaryDude13 2 роки тому +3

      @@theannoyingone5104 thats not what he meant bro. No wonder thats your username lol

    • @naumbtothepaine0
      @naumbtothepaine0 2 місяці тому

      @@AnOrdinaryDude13 this is so funny lmao

  • @thylvtohae
    @thylvtohae 2 роки тому

    this is even sadder slowed ong

  • @sabi4356
    @sabi4356 2 роки тому +5

    beautiful darling, love it

  • @adelehani3449
    @adelehani3449 Рік тому

    i wish it was the same. they aren’t the same, we aren’t the same. i’m so jealous

  • @Sky97260
    @Sky97260 2 роки тому

    Never delete this, just going to say this

  • @j.t5705
    @j.t5705 2 роки тому

    Thank you!!

  • @ppok4814
    @ppok4814 Рік тому

    Please I love it ❤️

  • @patlatmetoo7635
    @patlatmetoo7635 2 роки тому

    Damn i missed my old friend.

  • @clarissdacoolest
    @clarissdacoolest 2 роки тому +8

    dear him,
    it sucks that I still feel like this, I always see you with her. You tell me not to worry about her but I do, I really do I don’t know if I should or not or if you’re telling me the truth but I’m worried to death. We’ve been together for 4 years and i slowly feel like I’m losing you. You say that you like me less and that you hate me and I don’t know what to do anymore especially since I really don’t have anyone else to talk to and it hurts. I slowly watch you fade away and it sucks because you’re my best friend at the same time, I wish you loved me the way I do. I don’t know what to do anymore, any advice anyone? :(

    • @void_invalid
      @void_invalid 2 роки тому

      If things still suck, pls don't give up on yourself even if others did. People come and go and that sucks, but it's just the way it is. I know it hurts losing someone after sharing years and memories with them. Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened. Things will get better with time and never lose hope.

    • @clarissdacoolest
      @clarissdacoolest 2 роки тому

      @@void_invalid thank you, i am much better now:) :

  • @ppok4814
    @ppok4814 Рік тому

    I love your video please 🙏

  • @AustinHibblerComedy
    @AustinHibblerComedy 2 роки тому +1

    💔

  • @_bigfoot
    @_bigfoot 2 роки тому +5

    dear _____,
    I know you’re truly the best thing that has ever happened to me, I hope it applies to you too although I know it doesn’t.
    I’m sorry I know I’m too much to handle sometimes from my overthinking to clinginess but trust me I will always love you.
    Thank you for putting up with me and being patient. I really do appreciate that.
    I’m sorry I’m pushing you away, I’m scared. I really am. Scared of one day, you waking up and not wanting to deal with me anymore. We both are young and have so much to deal with in the future. I just don’t think you would want to deal with such a mess like me. I’m sorry, once again :’)
    Thankyou.I love you.
    with love,
    sukritiw

  • @txtfrom._maya
    @txtfrom._maya 2 роки тому +2

    This song reminds me of something that is happening right now:
    The person who is singing is C and her friend are V, A and S
    I'm the person who is fading away:
    Me, C, V, A and S were friends till this year but suddendly C V A and S started to get aggressive with me and C sometimes slapped me in the face for no reason at all and it makes me hurt my face vary badly till one day I started being aggressive too and stressed because I didn't want to do anything bad or I would get slapped very badly.
    Before this year began they were sweet and caring (Especially me) and I was always for them and they weren't for eachother but I was for them and out of nowhere they said I was the one who always screamed and was aggressive when they were the aggressive ones not me! I never ever hurted them but they did and it was hurting me from the inside till I screamed and cried all a afternoon because of them and what they did!
    So some days ago (tuesday) they said that we should take space from eachother because I was bad, I was a victim etc... I was very hurted and I cried all day till my mother told me that they were wrong and I was right and now that I think of that my mother was right.
    Now for me it's friday and at fridays we have P.E so we need to change, at the end of the class C said to me :Hey M! Wait for me!: (I'm M btw) and I looked at her face and said : after you told me to F#ck off? Nope I will go stay here alone : and then I walked away (V wasn't in the P.E lesson btw). Now I'm at home still thinking about the face she made today..A lonely face a face from someone who understood that she lost the only friend who always talked to her, the only one that actually cared about her... And now she lost me..I didn't lost her she lost me. YALL THIS IS A TRUE STORY NOT AN INVENTED ONE FROM TIK TOK ETC.. THIS IS HAPPENING SERIOUSLY TO ME RIGHT NOW

  • @pluto9403
    @pluto9403 2 роки тому

    Damn I miss her gang

  • @bruhbenton
    @bruhbenton 2 роки тому +1

    one of my friends who has a history of ditching me promised she would hang out with me today. i even said 3 hours before we were supposed to meet up if she was still good to go. she said she was. 2 hours and 23 minutes later, she hasn't responded to any of my calls or messages. she's ditched me so many times, but she *promised* she wouldn't ditch me this time. i've been friends with her since 2019 and we used to talk nearly every single day and hang out every single day. ever since 2021 she's been ignoring my messages and has made no effort to hang out with me. even though she never makes any effort to communicate, I shouldn't be feeling this upset about this.
    but it still hurts, watching her fade away.

    • @zionisgone
      @zionisgone 2 роки тому +1

      You have every right to feel this way. Your emotions are special, and you shouldn’t ever think a certain emotion isn’t worth having. You’re hurt. 3 years of an amazing friendship, and now it’s fading away. That is something so difficult to go through, and I’m sorry you’re having to go through it. I’ve been through a similar situation. We went separate ways. It still hurts and it’s been 3 years. Keep being you, and love life; you only have one.

    • @bruhbenton
      @bruhbenton 2 роки тому

      @@zionisgone thanks man. they still havent responded and ive given up on them.

    • @AnOrdinaryDude13
      @AnOrdinaryDude13 2 роки тому

      @@bruhbenton geez. That’s hard being abandoned like that. Maybe its a fake friend. Or because of her mental health.

  • @vuhmie
    @vuhmie 2 місяці тому

    Song remind me of Tony Ferguson 💔💔

  • @yourdad3113
    @yourdad3113 2 роки тому

    Man, what the hell happened to us.

  • @mehdiel-anbri2461
    @mehdiel-anbri2461 2 роки тому

    i miss her

  • @felipelopez19805
    @felipelopez19805 2 роки тому +2

    dear b,
    It’s been a month since we have last talked and I feel so incomplete without you there ever since you stopped talking to me I’ve been in such pain because I don’t know what caused this to happen and it happening out of the blue.We had plans to go bowl at that new bowling spot for your first time and I was hoping for more days to spend time with you going on forward and giving you that 2nd letter I wrote for you I gave you that funko pop and the bracelets and letter before we graduated so you can have something to remember me by in case we never saw each other again.I miss you so much and I love you with my whole entire heart and I would do anything to have you back :( I hope you’re okay

  • @v0m1tz82
    @v0m1tz82 2 роки тому +1

    these comments bro 💔

  • @Efeste.ban.
    @Efeste.ban. 2 роки тому

    its been a while you feeling alright now?

  • @МихаилАзимов-ч2в
    @МихаилАзимов-ч2в 2 роки тому +3

    блять мне до сих пор грустно

  • @miyuh8715
    @miyuh8715 Рік тому

    he sure as hell deserved it but god do i feel bad

  • @tzargaming6237
    @tzargaming6237 2 роки тому +2

    Came here after losing the world cup.

  • @howd0youknowimnotbig..689
    @howd0youknowimnotbig..689 2 роки тому

    it's been 2 months since we stopped talking why tf i fell more harder 🙂

  • @Eliyayyyyyy
    @Eliyayyyyyy 2 роки тому

    This song matches me and my dad fr🤨

  • @Sam70430
    @Sam70430 2 роки тому +1

    I wish i can play with me friends but i cant because they found another house and now im hafe only 2 fake friends they never play with me and now im so alone i hafe no one to play im just sit in my room and wish i hafe better friends and i just play games because im so tired every Day the school is messed up im so alone

  • @yourlocalstalker256
    @yourlocalstalker256 2 роки тому

    Bro.... my son has a friend name I think boris in roblox and he's asking why but no words he doesn't like to ask probably its because his friend fade away or something..

  • @deryvouwi
    @deryvouwi 3 місяці тому

    en mi funeral pongan

  • @ppok4814
    @ppok4814 Рік тому

    Pleaseeeeee

  • @C.O.F_online
    @C.O.F_online 2 роки тому +1

    What’s the anime?

    • @DeathWishDiva
      @DeathWishDiva 2 роки тому +3

      If you still don’t know, The Ancient Magnus Bride. Literally one of the best out there.

    • @sana1603
      @sana1603 2 роки тому

      @@DeathWishDiva what’s it about?

  • @naumbtothepaine0
    @naumbtothepaine0 2 місяці тому

    who's the girl in the video

  • @swimz8583
    @swimz8583 8 місяців тому

    What anime is this from?

    • @minime_650
      @minime_650 6 місяців тому +1

      Anime: The ancient magus bride

  • @mertozmen3535
    @mertozmen3535 2 роки тому

    Anime?

  • @ppok4814
    @ppok4814 Рік тому

    I support you please come back

  • @Cameron-vr9ed
    @Cameron-vr9ed 2 роки тому +2

    2:05