A lifetime of desperately tried to fit in. I now realize @ 50 years old I was not meant to “fit in” I was made to stand out. As a light of resilience hope and faith. It feels like I’m wearing a new skin don’t really know how “to be” Thank you for your message it truly helps to know I’m not alone and thank you God for doing something new in me. ❤️💡🙏
i am 44. i have felt extremely similar to what you are feeling. I prefer being called WEIRD. It is what separates us from the rest of the flock. stay weird, my soul sister.
I started this journey with twelve steps, now it's on its own ..I love it that I have this, best thing ever I wanted to be a priest but God had other plans
Wow this comment section makes me feel like you're not alone on your spiritual journey. There are many people out there going through all this with you❤
After an spiritual awakening, I came to the conclusion that change is inevitable. My old self will keep dying over and over again while discovering all the layers of conditioning and the unknown I had picked up throughout my life either consciously or subconsciously. This video helped me find peace within the unexplored versions of myself.
Not just this life. Our past karma ripens when the conditions are right. 😊. It’s why things can be confusing when you see a “good” person keep having bad things happen. Or vice versa 😮. Nothing is permanent, even if you want it to be. ❤
I am definitely changing perspectives. I am getting less critical and having more compassion for those who aren’t there yet. My body is healing itself from a state of anxiety to a state of seeing things from hundreds of angels, and I am no longer having nostalgia or longing for old times the same time loops. My heart has been feeling like it’s pounding out of my chest, but my blood pressure is normal. Three blood pressure pills a day I haven’t taken them in almost a week, but I am also having memories and feeling of the past very strongly, sensing them and feeling like I am back in them time. I think that is my. Ego hold on. I am seeing things much more differently. I feel that I am a traveling spirit that was in a lower state of consciousness and that’s my body was manifested. I’ve been reading hermetics Listening to the lessons of Buddha and the gnostic gospels I don’t want to line myself with any belief system because they all are true, but all have falls at the same time. I am shedding the terms and conditions and concepts. I no longer wish to continue the earthly and human frequency. Strange in a good way, but I also feel very nervous inside sometimes and I know that sometimes the things I say make people have a blank stare or just, ignore it. My ears are ringing all the time I get dizzy spills and I’m having a lot of aches and pains all over my body that come and go. Also been doing conscious breathing. I feel the pain of people around me and animals and I feel empathetic even if I see a stray cat I know that suffering is a result of. The flesh. I don’t want temporary happiness I want eternal contentment, which I see as bliss.
@@liurodriguez5964 thanks very much. I’m usually not a mushy person but sending energy hug back. 😊 . Yes it is a roller coaster. Definitely it feels like you’re in and out of consciousness and lower consciousness. Still working on reacting or reciprocating things that happen. I can intellectually understand that what I am doing when I react is not good for my state of mind, but I’ve been less judgmental on individual people and having compassion. I think compassion is the key to raising the awareness and also being sensitive enough to know who I am and who I am not. Thanks for the message of Support and I wish you well also.
Your path sounds familiar my enlightened amigo, I have been walking my own Way for a while now and the light can be blinding at times! I am proud of you and any who welcome the turbulent and humbling world of gnosis I wish for all to find the epiphysis they need, welcome to your own religion!
Yes. It’s all a rollercoaster ride!!!! I’ve lived it for most of my life. God probably looks down on me and thinks when is she going to get EVERYTHING right. I don’t deserve his LOVE but he is still there for me ❤
This video sheds light on the side of spiritual awakening that few talk about! It’s so refreshing to see a realistic take on the challenges that come with growth. Thank you for diving into these lesser-known effects-this is exactly what many need to hear! 🙏✨
I always have remembered Jesus so I keep walking the journey and he seems to go before me in it all . I stay in gratitude for my own soul journey and his support
when your consciousness expands to include this whole existence.. u will know you are all..one only..if u experience all as yourself..all are your best friend..
I went through this many years ago... I physical felt everything fall away from me.. leaving only the corner stones of my life... I felt naked standing only in my soul... much more to say about that journey, which lasted two years... and here I am again, the difference being, now I'm evolving into my soul purpose... I am an intuitive empath, clairsentient and clairvoyant.. I am at this time going through a hermit phase.. guided by my guides who are always with me... love and light to all ❤🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
All this plus spontaneous kundalini awakening. 🥵 Edit: But you're right. It's not part of the journey - it IS the journey....and I'm starting to love it. 😊 Thank you for your wonderful vid!
I went through a stage where i saw everyone was in a lower classroom of understanding but i wouldn't say it was a superior position but more of a lot's of work to do but after going through it all i am now back to the dark knight of the soul. Good luck and God bless all you who take it on . God is working with you and for you. You're never alone.🙏
I sometimes have a very slight superiority complex, but I have been replacing that with empathy and even though my version of love is still conditional, I’ve been showing love. I know that love is the base of everything and the human consciousness distort it.
This is the absolute truth. This couldn't have come at a better time for me. I have experienced everything pointed out in this video. Now I don't feel like I'm alone and just crazy. I can't thank you enough for this video. You have truly saved me whoever you are. I know the universe brought this to me. Idk when the dns will ever come to an end, but I know now I can get through it, and I will not succumb to it. Again thank you❤❤
"What you discover is much more radical. You find that the entire experiential structure that assumes objects exist is simply not verified by direct experience. There no longer seems to be a place for objects or absences of objects. You find no stage setting decorated with objects, no missing objects and no seats to hold a separate observer. You find no "there". Greg Goode - After Awareness.
You are so right! luckily after 17 years, I never have to learn or worry about this lifetime ever again. I finally learned the lessons of this extremely difficult and painful, yet necessary growth, loss, gain, love, beautiful things, making someone smile, not comparing yourself to anyone, not believing the lies people tell you about yourself, and seeking validation from yourself and no one else. Is all i care about in society anymore.
@@Koryogden You don't become nobody. There is no one actually there that can become anything. It's seeing the self for what it is.... not personal, not actual, not substantial. What it is is empty... empty of an inherent self. Check out Nagarjuna's Emptiness teachings.
I've reached what I can only term a death, a death of the self, a death of the soul, a death of life, of everything, I understand nothing anymore, I just wander aimlessly until...?
After twenty six years of spiritual awakening feeling like an alien and thinking it will get better,not so, it gets worse to get better,hopefully a light at the end of tunnel!
Been there, done that, i'm already in the path and i have no regret, the journey we face is the choice we want to know and learn. spiritual enlightment is not an physical things when you reach your montain or an vast ocean, it is when your body shut down and move away into the spiritual realms, the hight and depth of what you feel at your peak is the first step of what we know in the physical world. Personnal growth: always fallow your heart and keep grounded, i'm 62 yrs old man would have 44 year of experience that i always new but didn't know if i was the only one, i understood everthings things about this message what it all about, beleif is one thing, but be truly yourself always be in your heart
I think one should be aware of a spiritual awakening developing in the initial part of the journey a megalomaniacal state where one feels more enlightened than others and one can feel god-like which is dangerous.
I can identify with much, but then there's things I can not understand. My life story is one of social disconnection, but my heart has always had compassion I've always been aware of how others feel I don't regret my spiritual awakening I regret it took so long for me to hear I see the signs I missed when Angel's of many types tried to speak to my blocked ears guardian Angel's Arch angels earth Angel's have been there around me until now I didnt notice I was aware but couldnt hear.
Thanks for putting the whole process into easily relatable vocabulary and adding such inspiring visualisations with it. This persent moment self here appreciates it a lot!
This is happening to me, after being with the Most Evil Demon Narcissist ever Born. I am Truly Grateful for the Hardest Lesson I'm in the process of learning right now. Love and Light to all!
In my awakening i got so much panicattacks that i went to hospital, it was very scary but today i can see why i happend and im on a brighter side in life than never before 🙏
I done done this whole lesson, still working on things my purpose is to find true love Philly, Eros, and agape love in others. To start the pilly church of brotherly love where Muslim Christian and Jewish worship to gather in one temple synagogue or cathedral. Another purpose is to be a good helper to all I meet, that isn't something I'm done with . I help people all the time homeless man or woman with a blanket, coat or food. A rich man and his decisions to do what's best. And trying g to help my self to better be a homemaker as well as still do good to be able to marry well and continue to get a much better life, not in the abundance of riches but love and family . I hope I can achieve see things. Right now it's as if I'm a cat in heat living as a nutter dog or monk in an urban home a small apartment with few possessions and just what I need to have food clothing warmth coolness and shelter, I can thrive by going g on stay cations and some time real vacations, but the bestowed was going to the public pool and resting and meditating at the duck pond by the library. It is a good thing. Thinking of going to the pool in the morning going to get lunch , then the duck pond in the afternoon. I should be fully charged spiritually and ready to do God's work and a bit I f my own. I've not redefined God or religion but I have redefined how I am with God. I believe God never Changi g is changing the world to challenge us to love him and one another as he does in heaven and I think k that is the ultimate gift any one could receive when hate so prominent and disguised as love but really money rules . I think I'm done telling you my enlightenment. Go for it , you'll be glad you did. Amen hallelujah selah
ya my went dark so I revoked it in Jesus name an everything went away I even lost some of the love compassion I thought I'd messed up I even felt my soul came back to me I didn't know what to think I didn't know nothing about inlightment
Let's not sugarcoat the spiritual curse people have to endure,..the facts will always be the facts..changing your clothes doesn't change who you are only how your seen...!!
I'm trying to change within myself,as they say turn a new leaf. And I now notice that I was going thru some of the things that were said in video! Thank you for giving me a better understanding ....it let me know I'm going to be in a better place!!!
Thank you for confirming this truth of what we have to go through and the people are not aware that we are not wanting to see the same thing happen to them and their minds are still believing they are going to be able to do it too. If it was true then they would have been chosen.
No one tells you about them... because they are not actual. "What is the use of accepting the illusory nature of the universe and everything in it, while excluding yourself?" Ramesh Balsekar
Oh my goodness these types of things have been happening to me. The sweats, tingles, the regular sounds of B4 have been having a annoying affect in my ears. I have suddenly feeling like a suddenly like literally have a change in in my hearing likee background noise that slowly comes, stoping me in motion and then the mumbled jumbled noise tunes in and becomes audible,tho short & quick then out entering a other conversations, the sleep part is uncammy. Tho the Time is 4 more like the triple Time isn't Always 3am. But 333. Or this one has been the new reoccurring like 04 04 12: 34 or 04 40, and such patterns.. I have not heard of the these arrangements, only the 444 222 111 you know...... Heavenly Father I'm feeling a little overwhelmed and scared, but I'm so happy to have found this video that's answerered my questios... ... Thank You Lord for this gift,
Shit i still cant believe how i got from up there to down here what a journey that we have all taken once or twice in our life ,nothingness is the peace and freedom
Only a fraction of people can experience such thins ....spiritual journey is all about sacrifice and practice to go through some tough rituals ... Its definitely not that easy
Wake up one morning realising everyone i loved Fucked me up all the good memorys bring sadness and the bad ones pain . Add to that a higher force something i never believe in .. showing me that its there but i dont know what to do wit it .I look at the sky everyday wondering what the ... am i living . Broken in a sci-fi movie .thats hiw i feel rignt now
Personal bad experiences with Enlightenment 1) you are a lvl 100 and hanging out in the newbie zone of the real-life game 2) everyone thinks enlightenment is wishy woowoo 3) you have to become Nobody - which means losing attachment to everything you care about - expect a lot of guilt/heartbreak stuff 4) Enlightenment is temporary, the understanding from being enlightened is permanent. Everyone is going to think you are full of shit when you say you have been enlightened before because everyone thinks its permanent Do I regret it? Hell no. I value the truth over anything else.
@@yvonne8100 I see it as nessasary to bev"Bad" at least 15% of the time for "The 85%-Rule" (100% of the time)...roughly 1 day a week of "RASCALLING". Life is Short, but Living is Eternal, and Never without Pain and Absurdity and Suffering. "I'm not Trying to be RIGHT, I'm just trying to be Alright". Talk about a challenge of discipline, so the 85% allows me to breathe.
A lifetime of desperately tried to fit in.
I now realize @ 50 years old
I was not meant to “fit in”
I was made to stand out.
As a light of resilience hope and faith.
It feels like I’m wearing a new skin don’t really know how “to be”
Thank you for your message it truly helps to know I’m not alone and thank you God for doing something new in me.
❤️💡🙏
Same - 45 years 😊
I had a long slow journey but have making contacts from other stages that at first should connect but is. ❤❤❤😂😂
i am 44. i have felt extremely similar to what you are feeling. I prefer being called WEIRD. It is what separates us from the rest of the flock. stay weird, my soul sister.
I started this journey with twelve steps, now it's on its own
..I love it that I have this, best thing ever
I wanted to be a priest but God had other plans
Wow this comment section makes me feel like you're not alone on your spiritual journey. There are many people out there going through all this with you❤
We all live in the yellow submarine after all, what a ride.
After an spiritual awakening, I came to the conclusion that change is inevitable. My old self will keep dying over and over again while discovering all the layers of conditioning and the unknown I had picked up throughout my life either consciously or subconsciously. This video helped me find peace within the unexplored versions of myself.
Not just this life. Our past karma ripens when the conditions are right. 😊. It’s why things can be confusing when you see a “good” person keep having bad things happen. Or vice versa 😮. Nothing is permanent, even if you want it to be. ❤
I am definitely changing perspectives. I am getting less critical and having more compassion for those who aren’t there yet. My body is healing itself from a state of anxiety to a state of seeing things from hundreds of angels, and I am no longer having nostalgia or longing for old times the same time loops. My heart has been feeling like it’s pounding out of my chest, but my blood pressure is normal. Three blood pressure pills a day I haven’t taken them in almost a week, but I am also having memories and feeling of the past very strongly, sensing them and feeling like I am back in them time. I think that is my. Ego hold on. I am seeing things much more differently. I feel that I am a traveling spirit that was in a lower state of consciousness and that’s my body was manifested. I’ve been reading hermetics Listening to the lessons of Buddha and the gnostic gospels I don’t want to line myself with any belief system because they all are true, but all have falls at the same time. I am shedding the terms and conditions and concepts. I no longer wish to continue the earthly and human frequency. Strange in a good way, but I also feel very nervous inside sometimes and I know that sometimes the things I say make people have a blank stare or just, ignore it. My ears are ringing all the time I get dizzy spills and I’m having a lot of aches and pains all over my body that come and go. Also been doing conscious breathing. I feel the pain of people around me and animals and I feel empathetic even if I see a stray cat I know that suffering is a result of. The flesh. I don’t want temporary happiness I want eternal contentment, which I see as bliss.
Sending you a big hug of light! Going thru many things mentioned here, yoga has been the only thing to help me out
@@liurodriguez5964 thanks very much. I’m usually not a mushy person but sending energy hug back. 😊 . Yes it is a roller coaster. Definitely it feels like you’re in and out of consciousness and lower consciousness. Still working on reacting or reciprocating things that happen. I can intellectually understand that what I am doing when I react is not good for my state of mind, but I’ve been less judgmental on individual people and having compassion. I think compassion is the key to raising the awareness and also being sensitive enough to know who I am and who I am not. Thanks for the message of Support and I wish you well also.
That's great! Tapping into your true inate being sure does lift the veil off of what doesn't align
Your path sounds familiar my enlightened amigo, I have been walking my own Way for a while now and the light can be blinding at times! I am proud of you and any who welcome the turbulent and humbling world of gnosis
I wish for all to find the epiphysis they need, welcome to your own religion!
@@geriscott5689 Yes but it is tough at times...
Jesus is with me on this Awakening
Yes. It’s all a rollercoaster ride!!!!
I’ve lived it for most of my life.
God probably looks down on me and thinks when is she going to get EVERYTHING right.
I don’t deserve his LOVE but he is still there for me ❤
This video sheds light on the side of spiritual awakening that few talk about! It’s so refreshing to see a realistic take on the challenges that come with growth. Thank you for diving into these lesser-known effects-this is exactly what many need to hear! 🙏✨
I always have remembered Jesus so I keep walking the journey and he seems to go before me in it all . I stay in gratitude for my own soul journey and his support
Thanku. No one has shared the dark side of spiritual awakening!! It will definitely overcome my fear.
I started awakening when I was 17 it's been one journey ill never forget , over 10 years grounding myself
I woke up about 4 years ago its been like im completely isolated
Yet it’s epic. You are all you need.
Me too love
when your consciousness expands to include this whole existence.. u will know you are all..one only..if u experience all as yourself..all are your best friend..
Self awareness without self regulation. We must be active in our lives
The icealate from most of old friends they're closed off
I went through this many years ago... I physical felt everything fall away from me.. leaving only the corner stones of my life... I felt naked standing only in my soul... much more to say about that journey, which lasted two years... and here I am again, the difference being, now I'm evolving into my soul purpose... I am an intuitive empath, clairsentient and clairvoyant.. I am at this time going through a hermit phase.. guided by my guides who are always with me... love and light to all ❤🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
How did you awake to your abilities? And practice with them?
All this plus spontaneous kundalini awakening. 🥵
Edit: But you're right. It's not part of the journey - it IS the journey....and I'm starting to love it. 😊
Thank you for your wonderful vid!
I went through a stage where i saw everyone was in a lower classroom of understanding but i wouldn't say it was a superior position but more of a lot's of work to do but after going through it all i am now back to the dark knight of the soul. Good luck and God bless all you who take it on . God is working with you and for you. You're never alone.🙏
I sometimes have a very slight superiority complex, but I have been replacing that with empathy and even though my version of love is still conditional, I’ve been showing love. I know that love is the base of everything and the human consciousness distort it.
I am exactly experiencing all this, which has been said. Thank you for opening my eyes.
This is the absolute truth. This couldn't have come at a better time for me. I have experienced everything pointed out in this video. Now I don't feel like I'm alone and just crazy. I can't thank you enough for this video. You have truly saved me whoever you are. I know the universe brought this to me. Idk when the dns will ever come to an end, but I know now I can get through it, and I will not succumb to it. Again thank you❤❤
Thank you! I've never regretted opening the door to my spiritual awaking ❤✨️
On the spiritual path 🙏 no going back eye 👁wide open shedding old self thankyou love & light ❤
One of the biggest regrets people have when they’re dying, is that they weren’t their true selves.
So much wisdom and truth in this video, I am so beautifully astonished ❤️❤️❤️
Before you get to a good place from a bad place, you most go through your worst place.
Painful truth
To become Enlightened, you have to become Nobody, No-thing, No-one
"What you discover is much more radical. You find that the entire experiential structure that assumes objects exist is simply not verified by direct experience. There no longer seems to be a place for objects or absences of objects. You find no stage setting decorated with objects, no missing objects and no seats to hold a separate observer. You find no "there".
Greg Goode - After Awareness.
You are so right! luckily after 17 years, I never have to learn or worry about this lifetime ever again. I finally learned the lessons of this extremely difficult and painful, yet necessary growth, loss, gain, love, beautiful things, making someone smile, not comparing yourself to anyone, not believing the lies people tell you about yourself, and seeking validation from yourself and no one else. Is all i care about in society anymore.
@@Koryogden You don't become nobody. There is no one actually there that can become anything. It's seeing the self for what it is.... not personal, not actual, not substantial. What it is is empty... empty of an inherent self. Check out Nagarjuna's Emptiness teachings.
What I learned from child hood has changed
I've reached what I can only term a death, a death of the self, a death of the soul, a death of life, of everything, I understand nothing anymore, I just wander aimlessly until...?
After twenty six years of spiritual awakening feeling like an alien and thinking it will get better,not so, it gets worse to get better,hopefully a light at the end of tunnel!
Been there, done that, i'm already in the path and i have no regret, the journey we face is the choice we want to know and learn. spiritual enlightment is not an physical things when you reach your montain or an vast ocean, it is when your body shut down and move away into the spiritual realms, the hight and depth of what you feel at your peak is the first step of what we know in the physical world.
Personnal growth: always fallow your heart and keep grounded, i'm 62 yrs old man would have 44 year of experience that i always new but didn't know if i was the only one, i understood everthings things about this message what it all about, beleif is one thing, but be truly yourself always be in your heart
Hi sir can I ask u for guidance
I've been isolated ever since I became closer to God . People don't come around
🙏✝️🇮🇱💜💙♥️🕊️❣️❣️❣️try to find a church family ❤❤❤
Same. But I expected the solitude. Godspeed friend!
I think one should be aware of a spiritual awakening developing in the initial part of the journey a megalomaniacal state where one feels more enlightened than others and one can feel god-like which is dangerous.
Its trues but very scary,,,you suffer alot before the full process is over,,,,im near full awakening though....but its something you can't avoid
I absolutely resonate with your words. Thank you so much. Only Spread Love. ❤❤❤
I can identify with much, but then there's things I can not understand. My life story is one of social disconnection, but my heart has always had compassion I've always been aware of how others feel I don't regret my spiritual awakening I regret it took so long for me to hear I see the signs I missed when Angel's of many types tried to speak to my blocked ears guardian Angel's Arch angels earth Angel's have been there around me until now I didnt notice I was aware but couldnt hear.
I keep telling my shadow "it's OK. All is ok"
So traumatized my shadow is
Lord have mercy! I am going thru this and is not an easy path…I just want to be alone in a mountain
This is good, I def started to think I was better….humility I pray
Thanks for putting the whole process into easily relatable vocabulary and adding such inspiring visualisations with it. This persent moment self here appreciates it a lot!
Thank you for waking with us and connecting us to who we are
Great listen before bed. I feel good 👍
I drank with mine last night, and I am alright.
This is happening to me, after being with the Most Evil Demon Narcissist ever Born.
I am Truly Grateful for the Hardest Lesson I'm in the process of learning right now.
Love and Light to all!
Thank you for sharing your knowledge and guiding...
So informative, thank you. ✌️
I'm Happy knowing I'm not going through this alone, kinda of scary 😊
In my awakening i got so much panicattacks that i went to hospital, it was very scary but today i can see why i happend and im on a brighter side in life than never before 🙏
Hello, since when ur practicing spirituality?
Yes I know that. My mom is fading away
I done done this whole lesson, still working on things my purpose is to find true love Philly, Eros, and agape love in others. To start the pilly church of brotherly love where Muslim Christian and Jewish worship to gather in one temple synagogue or cathedral.
Another purpose is to be a good helper to all I meet, that isn't something I'm done with . I help people all the time homeless man or woman with a blanket, coat or food. A rich man and his decisions to do what's best. And trying g to help my self to better be a homemaker as well as still do good to be able to marry well and continue to get a much better life, not in the abundance of riches but love and family . I hope I can achieve see things. Right now it's as if I'm a cat in heat living as a nutter dog or monk in an urban home a small apartment with few possessions and just what I need to have food clothing warmth coolness and shelter, I can thrive by going g on stay cations and some time real vacations, but the bestowed was going to the public pool and resting and meditating at the duck pond by the library. It is a good thing. Thinking of going to the pool in the morning going to get lunch , then the duck pond in the afternoon. I should be fully charged spiritually and ready to do God's work and a bit I f my own. I've not redefined God or religion but I have redefined how I am with God. I believe God never Changi g is changing the world to challenge us to love him and one another as he does in heaven and I think k that is the ultimate gift any one could receive when hate so prominent and disguised as love but really money rules . I think I'm done telling you my enlightenment. Go for it , you'll be glad you did. Amen hallelujah selah
ya my went dark so I revoked it in Jesus name an everything went away I even lost some of the love compassion I thought I'd messed up I even felt my soul came back to me I didn't know what to think I didn't know nothing about inlightment
Let's not sugarcoat the spiritual curse people have to endure,..the facts will always be the facts..changing your clothes doesn't change who you are only how your seen...!!
You gotta keep moving forward
Nobody i know is fearful,the word is mellow
You and your friends are simply enjoying the view from the foothills.
You'll feel different when the real climbing starts. ✌️
VERY WELL STATED(PERFECT VOICE) , I EXPERIENCED ALL THAT - WITH THANKFULNESS
I now see why i was going theu what I was going thru!! THANK YOU 📿📿📿
I'm trying to change within myself,as they say turn a new leaf. And I now notice that I was going thru some of the things that were said in video! Thank you for giving me a better understanding ....it let me know I'm going to be in a better place!!!
Thank you for confirming this truth of what we have to go through and the people are not aware that we are not wanting to see the same thing happen to them and their minds are still believing they are going to be able to do it too. If it was true then they would have been chosen.
You have to face your fears and darkness
Dream interpretation, writing in a journal and working with your shadow to break down your trauma in the past. Helps me alot
Beautiful ☮️ 💜
Considering yourself "one of the chosen" or believing that you've arrived because you have developed "abilities"is a pitfall.
Thank you ❤
The labor pains are horrible!!
No one tells you about them... because they are not actual.
"What is the use of accepting the illusory nature of the universe and everything in it, while excluding yourself?"
Ramesh Balsekar
Oh my goodness these types of things have been happening to me. The sweats, tingles, the regular sounds of B4 have been having a annoying affect in my ears. I have suddenly feeling like a suddenly like literally have a change in in my hearing likee background noise that slowly comes, stoping me in motion and then the mumbled jumbled noise tunes in and becomes audible,tho short & quick then out entering a other conversations, the sleep part is uncammy. Tho the Time is 4 more like the triple Time isn't Always 3am. But 333. Or this one has been the new reoccurring like 04
04
12: 34 or 04 40, and such patterns.. I have not heard of the these arrangements, only the 444 222 111 you know...... Heavenly Father I'm feeling a little overwhelmed and scared, but I'm so happy to have found this video that's answerered my questios... ... Thank You Lord for this gift,
Shit i still cant believe how i got from up there to down here what a journey that we have all taken once or twice in our life ,nothingness is the peace and freedom
Closed my door few minutes later door was slightly opened bizarre❤❤❤
Only a fraction of people can experience such thins ....spiritual journey is all about sacrifice and practice to go through some tough rituals ... Its definitely not that easy
Thank you
How beautifully explained
I have had a long journey and enjoying many experien
I’m humbled
Emotional yes
I feel so seen rn
Some people choose not to fight with idiots
Thank you :)
I love this voice.
Wake up one morning realising everyone i loved Fucked me up all the good memorys bring sadness and the bad ones pain . Add to that a higher force something i never believe in .. showing me that its there but i dont know what to do wit it .I look at the sky everyday wondering what the ... am i living . Broken in a sci-fi movie .thats hiw i feel rignt now
I know I'm not alone . God is always with me though this 3d relm is a narrow lane that I want to stay on
I stopped trying to make people understand me.some people just don't get it
so might haven't went through it fully don't know
Thank you. ☯️❤️🙏
That bad object ,jezz thats the killer of ego
I still stuff here an there but some love an compassion not nearly intense
These are no side-effects this IS the awakening to your true self.
Mix 6 and 7 together (trying to explain 7) and the psychward is possible the answer. I stopped talking about my experiences.
ITS BEEN MY EXPERIENCE JUST YO NOT TO LET PEOPLE KNOW MUCH ABOUT ME THEY COULDN'T KEEP A SECRET.
I don’t do that to my mom. She isn’t on a spiritual path
My Georg
Of corse it's cloudy
Hum atharba me ,sukla vs krishna.
Din me sote hain raat me jagte hain.
Can’t go back
Personal bad experiences with Enlightenment
1) you are a lvl 100 and hanging out in the newbie zone of the real-life game
2) everyone thinks enlightenment is wishy woowoo
3) you have to become Nobody - which means losing attachment to everything you care about - expect a lot of guilt/heartbreak stuff
4) Enlightenment is temporary, the understanding from being enlightened is permanent. Everyone is going to think you are full of shit when you say you have been enlightened before because everyone thinks its permanent
Do I regret it? Hell no. I value the truth over anything else.
Hahaaa never had a social circle or family … I was born isolated 😅
Who is Jesus?
Obe still needs to remain humble
I despise commercials ... Very disrupting
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Well, it sure isn't easy!
You're so right, there can be dark times for sure...
@@yvonne8100 I see it as nessasary to bev"Bad" at least 15% of the time for "The 85%-Rule" (100% of the time)...roughly 1 day a week of "RASCALLING". Life is Short, but Living is Eternal, and Never without Pain and Absurdity and Suffering. "I'm not Trying to be RIGHT, I'm just trying to be Alright". Talk about a challenge of discipline, so the 85% allows me to breathe.
@@gen-zeke-8571I can relate 😊
Yes is not. Sending you love and light 💖💖💖
@@lauraver79 It "Only" took 27 years to Accept myself as, "Acceptable Self". *Not to be Saved, but Shown*.
Hey, it is fresh shit
That’s why You need Jesus
Yse
Sort of
The old me is dead
It doesn't seem to make sense
Then you are being controlled by your ego and stuck in the 3d.
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