I'm 70 and I've experienced this several times. Once, the pain that came with insights eventually improved my life greatly once I settled down. That was 25 years ago and I'm just recently began to meditate again. It took 25 years before I felt ready for whatever comes including pain. I've worked on myself for 36 years and I cannot imagine having anymore painful insights. I feel light and peaceful. My emotions are in neutral. I'm looking forward to a new experience but I'm doing my best to remain in the moment. Peace&Love.
Very true. When you start to see past all the distractions of new tech, past all the sales patter, past all and media rubbish, past the unnecessary concepts and expectations, past all the noise. In solitude And in silence Clarity is found
I think Carl Jung said the uncomfortable ,dark part of spiritual awakening is because you are integrating your shadow self into the completeness of your being. It can be scary because you can feel like you are letting go of who you are in a way.
Exactly ! And the darkness when it light you crave for and convincing yourself you are entering hell , the forgetting of all you have learned and the strangeness of who you are becoming from being an extrovert you are now an introvert seeking solitude and still needing connection living a dualistic life until bit by bit a kind of …. I don’t know the word or if it even exists descends on you like a gift . And that’s for starts .
I’m so glad I found this video! This is exactly what I’m going through. I no longer care for small talk or any talk at all. I just feel different than everybody else. It’s very hard to be around most people including family. It’s very hard to even work around people, I feel like I’m acting when I have conversations with my coworkers because I no longer have anything in common with them. Definitely unnerving but also comforting where I’m at.
Yeah...I've decided to NOT SHARE MY AMBITIOUS thoughts to Closest people. It's PURE when people sit on a bench to share thoughts, and never see them agai....wait a minute. They Then Exist in your head...like "voices" everyone gets crazy about. If I didn't write and discuss then this message was Dead all along. Here we are as pixels on flat devices that are learning philosophical views...but the True Intelligence is is "E-I" for "Emotional Intelligence" (based on trusting those "voices").
As a fellow INFP/INFJ, I wish you all the very best in your journey. Just a cautionary note, approach it with an open mind. Don't expect it to be a certain way. Just by living your authentic human experience, you are ready to ascend, that's all there is to it. At the appointed and opportune time, you will find your light and live in it 😊 .....all of this will make sense, even when it doesn't, for none of it is by accident ......it will find you when and how and where it will and you'll be okay. Love and light ✨
@@cmwenda92 thank you, I appreciate your thoughtful words. And you are right, it found me. As it always does, really, it appears just when I realize I was looking for it. In this case, I realize I am right in the middle of it, and suddenly all my recent struggles and experiences make sense. I will continue to let life unfold and curiously look forward to what will present itself next.
@@richardsanderson877 actually, now that you mention it, yes I feel that too. But I had never connected it to that. Is that normal? Will it go away afterwards?
I ask the same thing. I’m doing this almost completely alone. I’m okay with it but it would be great to have some understanding people in my life. I’m just trying to accept what is and go with that. 😇
@@lonnawarden4334 It's tough huh. Can't tell anybody the things I've learned!!! But frankly, I wish I would have kept my rose colored glasses..... So I keep my mouth shut. It sure is hard listening to them now. Lol I asked a preacher a bunch of questions once. He looked bewildered and couldn't answer one question, logically. I'll never do that again!! The Christians, if they can't explain it.... They have to go to their safe place....by thinking it must all be about the devil...lol. It's so sad to watch.
Hi from Paris ! My spiritual awakening has made me sick. It made me develop Meniere disease and It's suffering. I know there wasn't other ways to become awakened because I was really superficial at that time and even very stupid. I chanelled a message one day, the day I felt sick and I was said " Don't be afraid, It's for your highest good, one day you will understand." I ended up to the hospital and since that day I've been suffering a lot. I do accept because It's my journey especially created for my soul growth. Thank you
@@idaloup6721 OMG darling....... You let the wrong entity in !!! What people don't understand is that, if you go messing with these entities without a guide.... You and your soul body can be devoured. Are you ok now sweety?
@@bogardus11 I didn't know. How could I know ? My body state is the same and I can't be healed by the " human medecine". What do you exactly mean when you say that I let the wrong entity in ? Wasn't I enough protected from the invisible dark side ? Was I an easy prey? How could I change this and heal ?
@@idaloup6721 I know just enough to know- to leave this "spiritual awakening" stuff alone. We need a "guide" if we're gonna go messen with things we don't understand. How to fix it...... Idk 😞 Some native American tribes have shamans, to intermediate. I would maybe have a REAL man or woman of God pray over you. ❤️ Gosh, I wish I could help. But I will pray for you love.
@@idaloup6721 Heavenly Father. I thank you for lifting this precious human up into your arms. This person needs you father. This person is humble and realizes the mistake that was made. ....and needs forgiveness and protection. I thank you father for hearing my prayer and now I know that you will protect your child. ❤️ Father, we can't do this life without you. Hold your child by the hand father... Hold this person in your living arms. No evil can stick around as long as we keep you near❤️ Thank you, we love you so much. In Jesus name.... Thank you father. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
A few months ago i went to a gathering of Zen Buddhists in a Boston suburb (Beverly) to attend a weekly "sit". The participants were called on by the Roshi to name their pronouns. At the time I was consciously looking for a sangha that I could share "this" with. It was then I came to realize just how rare this understanding really is.
Ppl through the eons travelling the globe.. would surely say have experienced these truths, how humans have evolved into who we are today… shows how if anything, nature in itself will do it for us, other species likewise.. Feel your words “ a more expansive consciousness”befitting the experience rather than a higher consciousness, as we know there is no above verses below in the universe.. And yes, maintaining old connections with lovely ppl I feel another important grounding sauce like self care & realistic boundaries.. All but didn’t click due to title, no not found any darkness in this vid, thanks
I have bipolar and I have gone through things like this. Fortunately, with medication, I returned to normal. This sounds like a mental illness rather than a spiritual awakening. While I was sick I became very isolated but thankfully with healing, I was able to bridge back my relationships.
Well in my case, (and I know I'm not the only one with this)The darkest truth after the dark night of the soul is that people want to get from the awakened the truth they don't even want. And they'll call you the crazy one out of hate, jaleousy, control, lust, ulterior motives and all nasty stuff because you've been brought back to life. But the truth disturbs. And this, fellows awakened guys is just pushing God further away from them. I'd say, avoid these people, for they don't understand that they have to save themselves by themselves, no God is gonna come from outside and it's not in spying on others that it's gonna come for them. Quite the opposite actually. So for those in the same situation, know that you're the sane one and nothing could ever take that freedom away from you. Have fun with your new found mind blowing knowledge. 😉
I think you might be missing a key point of "awakening" as it's not a given reality that you'll be alone... rather there's the exceedingly great possibility that there's multitudes who have gone before you on the same journey.
The awakening part is pretty horrendous, then extremely funny for a few weeks. Then massively depressing. Then a very slow adjustment over many years, to finally learn to exist in this world but not of this world, as one teacher apparently said...
I have not be told of what ever and each one tries to have the truth words. I trust what I experience and there is no shit that will influence my existence. I know it is a big shit to be in the truth on a world that is assilped in the the machine. The rest for me it's blablablabla from algorithms and daily circus. Enjoy
Ow wow by switch word, i heard and felt it in my neck below neck, just loke a kind of short strange switch 🤍💜🩷🪽 Weird body experiences lately, not many Something or somebody was suffocating me (above neck) and yesterday a moment of paralysed feeling right middle part face for a moment Yes say thst some really comfort with dome really discomfort things 🖤💜🩷🤍💛🌸🌌🪽🦋
I'm 70 and I've experienced this several times. Once, the pain that came with insights eventually improved my life greatly once I settled down.
That was 25 years ago and I'm just recently began to meditate again. It took 25 years before I felt ready for whatever comes including pain. I've worked on myself for 36 years and I cannot imagine having anymore painful insights. I feel light and peaceful. My emotions are in neutral. I'm looking forward to a new experience but I'm doing my best to remain in the moment.
Peace&Love.
Very true. When you start to see past all the distractions of new tech, past all the sales patter, past all and media rubbish, past the unnecessary concepts and expectations, past all the noise.
In solitude
And in silence
Clarity is found
❤
❤yes
@nikimccrossman - well said my friend 🙏
I think Carl Jung said the uncomfortable ,dark part of spiritual awakening is because you are integrating your shadow self into the completeness of your being.
It can be scary because you can feel like you are letting go of who you are in a way.
Exactly ! And the darkness when it light you crave for and convincing yourself you are entering hell , the forgetting of all you have learned and the strangeness of who you are becoming from being an extrovert you are now an introvert seeking solitude and still needing connection living a dualistic life until bit by bit a kind of …. I don’t know the word or if it even exists descends on you like a gift . And that’s for starts .
If your life hasn't collapsed completely,you are not going through it 🙏
Don't you love your conditional love paradise 🥳
I’m so glad I found this video! This is exactly what I’m going through. I no longer care for small talk or any talk at all. I just feel different than everybody else. It’s very hard to be around most people including family. It’s very hard to even work around people, I feel like I’m acting when I have conversations with my coworkers because I no longer have anything in common with them. Definitely unnerving but also comforting where I’m at.
This is very funny to an INFJ! All my life has been like that! Which means I am so ready and prepared for this
Me, INFP, yes agree but felt I was declining physically, mentally and overly nervous, tired..insomnia...feeling like **it
Yeah...I've decided to NOT SHARE MY AMBITIOUS thoughts to Closest people. It's PURE when people sit on a bench to share thoughts, and never see them agai....wait a minute. They Then Exist in your head...like "voices" everyone gets crazy about. If I didn't write and discuss then this message was Dead all along. Here we are as pixels on flat devices that are learning philosophical views...but the True Intelligence is is "E-I" for "Emotional Intelligence" (based on trusting those "voices").
As a fellow INFP/INFJ, I wish you all the very best in your journey. Just a cautionary note, approach it with an open mind. Don't expect it to be a certain way. Just by living your authentic human experience, you are ready to ascend, that's all there is to it. At the appointed and opportune time, you will find your light and live in it 😊 .....all of this will make sense, even when it doesn't, for none of it is by accident ......it will find you when and how and where it will and you'll be okay. Love and light ✨
@@cmwenda92 thank you, I appreciate your thoughtful words. And you are right, it found me. As it always does, really, it appears just when I realize I was looking for it. In this case, I realize I am right in the middle of it, and suddenly all my recent struggles and experiences make sense. I will continue to let life unfold and curiously look forward to what will present itself next.
@@richardsanderson877 actually, now that you mention it, yes I feel that too. But I had never connected it to that. Is that normal? Will it go away afterwards?
Wow ! So accurate ! Thank you very much 🙏 🙏🙏💛💖💙💚💝🩵
YOU BECOME MORE PURE AND SO , MORE SENSITIVE AND THAT HURTS!
AND THAT IS PROCESS.
It's temporary thank God 😅 It passes in a year or so.
As Ken Wilber said, it hurts more, but we mind it less. That’s because our compassion is expanding (my addition).
@@karenvoorhees7830 Yes, the more we understand our compassion expand!
@@karenvoorhees7830❤ True
Extraordinarily lucid and expressive...
Thank you 🙏🏽
Where are my people?
I ask the same thing. I’m doing this almost completely alone. I’m okay with it but it would be great to have some understanding people in my life. I’m just trying to accept what is and go with that. 😇
@@lonnawarden4334
It's tough huh.
Can't tell anybody the things I've learned!!! But frankly, I wish I would have kept my rose colored glasses.....
So I keep my mouth shut.
It sure is hard listening to them now.
Lol
I asked a preacher a bunch of questions once. He looked bewildered and couldn't answer one question, logically. I'll never do that again!!
The Christians, if they can't explain it....
They have to go to their safe place....by thinking it must all be about the devil...lol.
It's so sad to watch.
You’re almost there , stay the path…
Hi from Paris ! My spiritual awakening has made me sick. It made me develop Meniere disease and It's suffering. I know there wasn't other ways to become awakened because I was really superficial at that time and even very stupid. I chanelled a message one day, the day I felt sick and I was said " Don't be afraid, It's for your highest good, one day you will understand." I ended up to the hospital and since that day I've been suffering a lot. I do accept because It's my journey especially created for my soul growth. Thank you
@@idaloup6721
OMG darling.......
You let the wrong entity in !!!
What people don't understand is that, if you go messing with these entities without a guide.... You and your soul body can be devoured.
Are you ok now sweety?
@@bogardus11 I didn't know. How could I know ? My body state is the same and I can't be healed by the " human medecine". What do you exactly mean when you say that I let the wrong entity in ? Wasn't I enough protected from the invisible dark side ? Was I an easy prey? How could I change this and heal ?
@@idaloup6721
I know just enough to know- to leave this "spiritual awakening" stuff alone.
We need a "guide" if we're gonna go messen with things we don't understand.
How to fix it...... Idk 😞
Some native American tribes have shamans, to intermediate.
I would maybe have a REAL man or woman of God pray over you. ❤️
Gosh, I wish I could help. But I will pray for you love.
@@bogardus11 Thank you ❤
@@idaloup6721
Heavenly Father. I thank you for lifting this precious human up into your arms. This person needs you father.
This person is humble and realizes the mistake that was made. ....and needs forgiveness and protection. I thank you father for hearing my prayer and now I know that you will protect your child. ❤️ Father, we can't do this life without you. Hold your child by the hand father... Hold this person in your living arms. No evil can stick around
as long as we keep you near❤️
Thank you, we love you so much.
In Jesus name.... Thank you father.
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Outstanding and true. Thanks for the guidance
A few months ago i went to a gathering of Zen Buddhists in a Boston suburb (Beverly) to attend a weekly "sit". The participants were called on by the Roshi to name their pronouns. At the time I was consciously looking for a sangha that I could share "this" with. It was then I came to realize just how rare this understanding really is.
Beautiful video. ❤🎉
Thank you for the video ❤
Ppl through the eons travelling the globe.. would surely say have experienced these truths, how humans have evolved into who we are today… shows how if anything, nature in itself will do it for us, other species likewise..
Feel your words “ a more expansive consciousness”befitting the experience rather than a higher consciousness, as we know there is no above verses below in the universe..
And yes, maintaining old connections with lovely ppl I feel another important grounding sauce like self care & realistic boundaries..
All but didn’t click due to title, no not found any darkness in this vid, thanks
Wow!!!! Well said 🙏✨
I'm 2 minutes in and yes yes yes
Totally disconnected. Confused then clear. Just too much sometimes and nothing helps.
Same here
It feels like all carnal pleasure buttons are being switched off in the brain one by one leading to detachment and an uncanny tranquility
Yes!
“As Mother Mary said to me ,let it be “. 💕sometimes that is all you can do
Yes gone trough isolation 🖤🤍🩷💜🩵💛🌸🌌
I have bipolar and I have gone through things like this. Fortunately, with medication, I returned to normal. This sounds like a mental illness rather than a spiritual awakening. While I was sick I became very isolated but thankfully with healing, I was able to bridge back my relationships.
Thanks!
Thank you 🙏
Thanks
Thank you 🙏
❤❤❤
True
Nothing makes sense anymore, which is really quite wonderful, but I do wish that something would also make sense as well just once in a while 🙏
Well in my case, (and I know I'm not the only one with this)The darkest truth after the dark night of the soul is that people want to get from the awakened the truth they don't even want. And they'll call you the crazy one out of hate, jaleousy, control, lust, ulterior motives and all nasty stuff because you've been brought back to life. But the truth disturbs. And this, fellows awakened guys is just pushing God further away from them.
I'd say, avoid these people, for they don't understand that they have to save themselves by themselves, no God is gonna come from outside and it's not in spying on others that it's gonna come for them. Quite the opposite actually.
So for those in the same situation, know that you're the sane one and nothing could ever take that freedom away from you.
Have fun with your new found mind blowing knowledge. 😉
Thank you for sharing 🙏
YES!!!
I think you might be missing a key point of "awakening" as it's not a given reality that you'll be alone... rather there's the exceedingly great possibility that there's multitudes who have gone before you on the same journey.
❤❤❤🙏🙏🙏💖💫💥
Love to meet up with one…….seems like they’re all on here looking for some kind of connection.
Thank you.😊 Thoughts in my mind is Clear.
❤
The awakening part is pretty horrendous, then extremely funny for a few weeks. Then massively depressing. Then a very slow adjustment over many years, to finally learn to exist in this world but not of this world, as one teacher apparently said...
I m in inbetween phase.vry painful 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
What like minded souls ?
I find that alot are just saying it ,but not feeling it 🙌
I have not be told of what ever and each one tries to have the truth words. I trust what I experience and there is no shit that will influence my existence. I know it is a big shit to be in the truth on a world that is assilped in the the machine. The rest for me it's blablablabla from algorithms and daily circus. Enjoy
Ow wow by switch word, i heard and felt it in my neck below neck, just loke a kind of short strange switch 🤍💜🩷🪽
Weird body experiences lately, not many
Something or somebody was suffocating me (above neck) and yesterday a moment of paralysed feeling right middle part face for a moment
Yes say thst some really comfort with dome really discomfort things 🖤💜🩷🤍💛🌸🌌🪽🦋
Wow!!!! Well said 🙏❤✨