❤ Agree totally 🙏🏼👌 Turning 70 now, I feel so very grateful that my soul woke me up at 26 and has been the guidance in my life ever since. And when I lost it, gently or fiercely called me back. So I can say I’m having a wonderful life, in line with my Soul and it’s Source. So I wish everyone to live the life your Soul is meant to Be 🙏🏼💖💞
This video is very synchronous to the letting go phase I am going through. Especially the letting go of family and I've been verbalizing my truths. It's extremely difficult and emotional. Thank you for your contribution to this community, blessings ❤
You went so deep in me right now, that I am almost crying. I’ve let one person decide for me for the last 25 years, now, she left me 6months ago, and I am realising now, that I’ve lived the life that she wanted, not the one that I wanted.
Hello. I did that twice. And although I struggled in my cages for a long time, it took a major act of betrayal, both times, for me to wise up and get out. It may be, on a soul level, that your better angels helped her to leave you because you may not have been able to go. Now you are free. It may take you a while to learn how to fly, but freedom has sweet thermals you can enjoy from the ground. Wishing you the best that freedom has to offer.
So be proud of yourself that you've awakened, realized it and even though it is painful, you have an opportunity to start afresh. My 25-year- marriage fell apart and I realized I had settled and had eased into a life where most of my needs and desires were abandoned... By me. 19 years later I am living my best life. I am grateful for The two children that marriage gave me as I am now a very very happy Grandma. I started with forgiving myself for allowing myself to lose myself. You got this
That life is not about what happens to you but what you create. . .loved that. Only late in life do we begin to get a picture of what we have created. When we are younger and living through the hard time we wonder if it is all worth it. But we learn kindness and compassion, we learn courage and resilience. . .Your channel always inspires, never dealing out easy platitudes. Thank you.
I've embraced my struggle long time ago. But more recently, I became more spiritual and my connection with my higher self makes me complete. My fears are gone. When I feel doubt and fear "I get reminded" that I'm not alone. ❤ Thanks for another inspiring video.
This video is a powerful reminder of the truths we often overlook. 'When your soul speaks, it doesn’t ask for permission; it demands attention.' Thank you for sharing this profound wisdom and helping us align with our true selves!
Thank you for explaining that your true purpose is not found outside yourself but found with in yourself! This makes ALL THE DIFFERENCE! Love your channel!
This was a beautiful video. It’s so deep and profound. It touches me now on my journey as I finally have an acceptance of my mental health diagnosis. Yes, Acceptance! I can finally let go of other’s opinions and this video helped me realise that although I have quite a few friends the true ones have stayed with me. Thank you for your wonderful thoughts really wonderful! Helen 🧡🧡
Very glad to see this video- the winds of change are going on inside of me and I feel a bit lost, lonely, uncertain, but also knowing that i want to be open to guidance and striving each day to stay patient, diligent in my practices, open and have faith that I'm being led, just not in my way or my time - which is a good thing frankly! Thank you for this!
There is a moment in this video where the narration talks about how the ladder you are climbing is leaning against the wrong wall, and the woman pictured gives a small smile as though the very thought just occurred to her. Brilliant timing, not to mention an excellent analogy. Another insightful video.
yo my spirit guides are blunt and brutally honest too. They are not afraid to tell me if I'm being a dumba**. It sucks in the moment, but I'm better off when they set me straight. Spiritual growth is kinda like when your adult teeth grew in as a kid. it hurts, it's uncomfortable, it feels like it takes forever, and it just happens if you want it to or not. Sometimes they come in crooked and it takes time to sort things out. if you're in it right now, don't give up. You can do this. it sucks! but you got this.
Thank you so much for the guidance. I'm in the dark now, and this casted a light into my mind, I need to connect with my soul deeper and start to listen.
Grateful you have come to terms with your situation. But please understand what he does say about pain’s purpose in our lives. I also am in excruciating pain, but finally benefiting from it, rather than just suffering. Honestly I couldn’t take any more suffering, but now the suffering is diminished by understanding its purpose so now I focus more on the gains, not the pain. It’s ok to die, but make sure you are ready and not just giving up because you are stuck and not knowing how to make use of your situation. Blessings for your journey into life eternal, whether in this body or not.
Everything you say is wise and true and portions of it are in sync with my current spiritual journey and challenging duties to repair my broken life. However, I'm a 72-year-old "solo senior" (someone with no living family and no local friends, close neighbor relationships, etc.) Someone both alone (often good/fine for reflection/introspection) and lonely (a hunger for more human connection and companionship than is available). I found this video, like many other serious UA-cam videos I watch to assist me in my growth and change, seem to be geared to much younger people, those with much more time to (finally!) understand the past, function in the present, and have a substantial likely future to look forward to. While our souls are immortal, our 3D "shells" are very mortal, very fragile, and as we age we enter a new stage of life in which many options are unavailable. I hope that one or more of your future videos will address how the aging/aged can best apply your wisdom. Thank you.
Few days back I lost my beloved precious cat Sweety tragically. I am still mourning. It's a great loss to me. If I had been 100% percent alert that day I would not have lost her. By going away from my life my Sweety has taught me the greatest lessons of my life......to be patient......to be calm......to be silent......to be at peace with myself. Thank you Sweety my baby for giving me your unconditional love. I love you and keep on loving you till eternity. I will meet you when its my time to leave this world. Be happy and safe where ever you are. Miss you my love......forever.❤
This is without any doubt the most powerful UA-cam video I have come across, ever. At exactly the right moment it appeared and I listened. I understood. I’m going to do what I know in my heart I need to do but I’m so scared to take the step. Correction, I was scared. I’m not now. I’ll return in 3 months to thank you again 😊
I love this video. I also love my dreamlike state of illusions and distractions. I ask daily to forgive the things that have cause me pain and have kept me bound. And every day is a new beginning as a holy, loving child of God.
Every line is so potent with the simple truth that is relevant for my evolution now that I want to embody it within my being in order to live as my Soul. Grace is so eloquent. Blessed be.
How do I know for sure, it's the soul speaking not the mind, suggesting this vs that direction? Be still and know---- An art worthwhile to learn A path step by step Going astray? Return. Persevere. Enjoy it all! Thanks for one more reminder!
I love your videos and your soft, soothing voice. I am sending your video to my 29 year old son who is struggling in life and I feel he's lost. I feel your video helps to put things into perspective about life in general, relationships, spirituality and loving ourselves. Thank you.
Beautiful message and walking through it finally! Wish I knew this in my teens. Wish So much I had not hurt others in any way on my growth path. Makes me think no one should have Children til they are at least 80 so they could teach them what they truly need!!! ❤
Very accurate and helpful. Well said that soul speaks language of truth, as if it is our future self that knows what we don't know but would want to know had we know how valuable that knowledge is; and our future self that understands that many trivial matters that we see as important and urgent (such as wealth, power, fame, school exams, etc.) aren't much so compared to the few meaningful and deep matters (such as needlessness and gratitude, having a positive impact, understanding ourselves and the world around us).
I love your videos. I feel like we have just sat down together and had a great conversation, which I so need right now as I feel very isolated. Oh, I'm in a relationship, but the friendship is very vague. Truly my soul is telling me something. I'll be sure to listen carefully!💙
Hi dear voice :-). As I started listening to what u had to say it really kept me listening till complete. What perspective and makes so much sense. I’m late to the game but I’m here to stay so pls know u inspire me :-)
Jesus give me strength I seem to bear the weight of the world on my shoulders as a single mom, I often face challenges that can seem insurmountable especially with raising two children with special needs. I won’t give up but Lord I’m so discouraged. I’m trying to balance everything but Lord I’m struggling to make ends meet, to pay bills, and to put food on the table for my children. Jesus hear my prayers and please continue to give me strength.💕
Sweetheart God is molding you into the Great mom that you already are. The greatest views are the hardest climbs. Keep the Faith, in these times is when you need to Believe. Trust me he's hearing your prayers & I'm praying for you. Your time is coming! Much Love & Stay Blessed! God bless you and your beautiful family always!! 💙💯🙏🏼😇🌎🤗
You are a wonderful mum, do not be discouraged for it just a phase. God is always listening and he’s there for you always never forget that. We love you and support you
It's not about "stories".... It's about recognizing, seeing, and then transcending egoist attachments, fixations, and agendas.... Once we have developed a "Practice" to discern these attributes and characteristics (fear, drama, hatred, chaos, etc.) we can then consciously choose to disengage this old paradigm conditioned crap. WE MUST BE WILLING TO DO THIS WORK"!!! THIS IS WHY OUR SOUL HAS CHOSEN TO INCARNATE IN THE FIRST PLACE. In Lak' ech, 💛
One thing missing for me is courage.I think that if I can make myself deal with what has to be done. When I do something that is uncomfortable it reduces my anxiety considerably
Facing those harsh realities often means letting go of old patterns and embracing vulnerability. It’s a transformative journey that can lead to deeper authenticity and fulfillment.
This video is perfect timing for me. But I am struggling to find others to discuss this and other similar subjects. I'm wondering why it is so hard for me to find other people to meet with face to face to face or even online as a discussion buddy. Is there some magic way I can find others that are like-minded?
Yes, it can be difficult but put a message out to the Universe and or pray, to send people that you have an affinity with. It will happen when the time is right. 💫🌠💓
It's all about waking up to your ego but you are the actual soul it's not telling you what to do it's more about realising that you are the Soul and not the ego
there's a book called whispers of manifestation on borlest , and it talks about how using some secret tehniques you can attract almost everything in life it's not some bullshit law of attraction, it's the real deal
I feel for you and hoping you will soon feel and see that flicker of light in the dark space you're in. Depression becomes real from life-altering changes in our lives. May that flicker of light 🕯️🙏🕯️ surround and multiply around you🙏 Peace be with you🙏
We have to FEEL LOST to BE FOUND. I’ got you and sympathize with you; do not identify yourself with your disabilities - although this is hard - do feel the whispers of your Soul to guide you through this experience to grow. Wishing you all the courage and perseverance you need. 🙏🏼💞☯️👌
If you ever listen to anything while reading comments, let it be this - go to borlest and read the book whispers of manifestation, then come back and thank me
❤ Agree totally 🙏🏼👌 Turning 70 now, I feel so very grateful that my soul woke me up at 26 and has been the guidance in my life ever since. And when I lost it, gently or fiercely called me back. So I can say I’m having a wonderful life, in line with my Soul and it’s Source. So I wish everyone to live the life your Soul is meant to Be 🙏🏼💖💞
This video is very synchronous to the letting go phase I am going through. Especially the letting go of family and I've been verbalizing my truths. It's extremely difficult and emotional. Thank you for your contribution to this community, blessings ❤
Understand
You have to others go
Agree
You went so deep in me right now, that I am almost crying. I’ve let one person decide for me for the last 25 years, now, she left me 6months ago, and I am realising now, that I’ve lived the life that she wanted, not the one that I wanted.
Hello. I did that twice. And although I struggled in my cages for a long time, it took a major act of betrayal, both times, for me to wise up and get out. It may be, on a soul level, that your better angels helped her to leave you because you may not have been able to go. Now you are free. It may take you a while to learn how to fly, but freedom has sweet thermals you can enjoy from the ground. Wishing you the best that freedom has to offer.
So be proud of yourself that you've awakened, realized it and even though it is painful, you have an opportunity to start afresh. My 25-year- marriage fell apart and I realized I had settled and had eased into a life where most of my needs and desires were abandoned... By me. 19 years later I am living my best life. I am grateful for The two children that marriage gave me as I am now a very very happy Grandma. I started with forgiving myself for allowing myself to lose myself. You got this
@@terryseufert5011 ❤️
You're free to be the real you now. 🌠💫
That life is not about what happens to you but what you create. . .loved that. Only late in life do we begin to get a picture of what we have created. When we are younger and living through the hard time we wonder if it is all worth it. But we learn kindness and compassion, we learn courage and resilience. . .Your channel always inspires, never dealing out easy platitudes. Thank you.
I've embraced my struggle long time ago. But more recently, I became more spiritual and my connection with my higher self makes me complete. My fears are gone. When I feel doubt and fear "I get reminded" that I'm not alone. ❤ Thanks for another inspiring video.
I need to listen to this daily. I have such deeply-written mental and emotional scripts that sometimes I'm not sure who I really am.
This video is a powerful reminder of the truths we often overlook. 'When your soul speaks, it doesn’t ask for permission; it demands attention.' Thank you for sharing this profound wisdom and helping us align with our true selves!
Thank you for explaining that your true purpose is not found outside yourself but found with in yourself! This makes ALL THE DIFFERENCE! Love your channel!
This was a beautiful video. It’s so deep and profound. It touches me now on my journey as I finally have an acceptance of my mental health diagnosis. Yes, Acceptance! I can finally let go of other’s opinions and this video helped me realise that although I have quite a few friends the true ones have stayed with me. Thank you for your wonderful thoughts really wonderful! Helen 🧡🧡
Very glad to see this video- the winds of change are going on inside of me and I feel a bit lost, lonely, uncertain, but also knowing that i want to be open to guidance and striving each day to stay patient, diligent in my practices, open and have faith that I'm being led, just not in my way or my time - which is a good thing frankly! Thank you for this!
You are not defined by your failures But how you rise from them , what a such wise words .
There is a moment in this video where the narration talks about how the ladder you are climbing is leaning against the wrong wall, and the woman pictured gives a small smile as though the very thought just occurred to her. Brilliant timing, not to mention an excellent analogy. Another insightful video.
This too resonates with me DEEPLY!
yo my spirit guides are blunt and brutally honest too. They are not afraid to tell me if I'm being a dumba**. It sucks in the moment, but I'm better off when they set me straight.
Spiritual growth is kinda like when your adult teeth grew in as a kid. it hurts, it's uncomfortable, it feels like it takes forever, and it just happens if you want it to or not. Sometimes they come in crooked and it takes time to sort things out. if you're in it right now, don't give up. You can do this. it sucks! but you got this.
Gratitude, love and prayers ❤🙏
Post regularly.. you changed my life. And my viewpoint. Sending love and light❤❤❤
I am new to your videos. I enjoyed this. Thank you. Subscribed.
This is almost Word for Word, the teachings that I have been imparting for 30 to 40 years to people on the path. Beautifully said.
Thank you sooo much!! Yes, I will listen to my soil more and more for only its truths can truly set me free!!❤❤❤
I cry every time I watch this video. My soul speaks 😢thank you 🙏 I am grateful 🙏 please continue to make videos 😊
Thank you for this message. Makes me cry❤
Wow, your video came at a time when I needed to hear it thank you. Blessings everyone
Wow exactly happen to me to.
Thank you for your work.
I am learning to dance, and dancing better with the magical rhythm💃✨️✨️ and guidance🙏🌌
This message was so timely ❤Thank you! I'm slowly and surely coming back to myself
Thank you for your inspiration....! ❤
Very insightful, thank you 💖
I love this channel, with all my heart, thank you truly!
Thank you 🙏 so much for this video ❤Amen 🙏 Thank you, Holy Spirit Amen 🙏 ❤
So much gratitude. Thank you.
Thank you so much for the guidance. I'm in the dark now, and this casted a light into my mind, I need to connect with my soul deeper and start to listen.
I was confused and feared but after watching this video I am more understanding my journey
and getting stress relief 🙏❣️
Love,Unity, Compassion, Positivity, Forgiveness ❤❤❤
I am actively dying from lupus and in so much pain. I can understand this very well now.
Very good video thanks very much
Grateful you have come to terms with your situation. But please understand what he does say about pain’s purpose in our lives. I also am in excruciating pain, but finally benefiting from it, rather than just suffering. Honestly I couldn’t take any more suffering, but now the suffering is diminished by understanding its purpose so now I focus more on the gains, not the pain. It’s ok to die, but make sure you are ready and not just giving up because you are stuck and not knowing how to make use of your situation. Blessings for your journey into life eternal, whether in this body or not.
Leaning towards a New version of IAM 🎉❤ Trust yourself 💞 THANK YOU for your nourishing service 💞 LOVE caresses ALL 💕
Thank you, a good soft message, not so common to hear in the harsh lanscapes of today
Everything you say is wise and true and portions of it are in sync with my current spiritual journey and challenging duties to repair my broken life. However, I'm a 72-year-old "solo senior" (someone with no living family and no local friends, close neighbor relationships, etc.) Someone both alone (often good/fine for reflection/introspection) and lonely (a hunger for more human connection and companionship than is available). I found this video, like many other serious UA-cam videos I watch to assist me in my growth and change, seem to be geared to much younger people, those with much more time to (finally!) understand the past, function in the present, and have a substantial likely future to look forward to. While our souls are immortal, our 3D "shells" are very mortal, very fragile, and as we age we enter a new stage of life in which many options are unavailable. I hope that one or more of your future videos will address how the aging/aged can best apply your wisdom. Thank you.
Few days back I lost my beloved precious cat Sweety tragically. I am still mourning. It's a great loss to me. If I had been 100% percent alert that day I would not have lost her.
By going away from my life my Sweety has taught me the greatest lessons of my life......to be patient......to be calm......to be silent......to be at peace with myself.
Thank you Sweety my baby for giving me your unconditional love.
I love you and keep on loving you till eternity.
I will meet you when its my time to leave this world.
Be happy and safe where ever you are.
Miss you my love......forever.❤
Very good. Thank you for posting😊
This is without any doubt the most powerful UA-cam video I have come across, ever.
At exactly the right moment it appeared and I listened. I understood.
I’m going to do what I know in my heart I need to do but I’m so scared to take the step.
Correction, I was scared. I’m not now. I’ll return in 3 months to thank you again 😊
I love this video. I also love my dreamlike state of illusions and distractions. I ask daily to forgive the things that have cause me pain and have kept me bound. And every day is a new beginning as a holy, loving child of God.
Was guided to your message, thank you.
Every line is so potent with the simple truth that is relevant for my evolution now that I want to embody it within my being in order to live as my Soul. Grace is so eloquent. Blessed be.
Great video. Keep them coming!
It totally resonates with my soul.
You use the perfect words to explain it.
Thanks!
❤Amazing! Thank you
Hi 👋🏻 .. Im wishing for your body, mind, and soul to heal with ease 🧿
How do I know for sure, it's the soul speaking not the mind, suggesting this vs that direction?
Be still and know----
An art worthwhile to learn
A path step by step
Going astray?
Return.
Persevere.
Enjoy it all!
Thanks for one more reminder!
True. What Im experiencing the last 2 years.
Thank you. ❤
Simply I love this listened in the morning a number of times this week ❤
Thank you 👌🙏
This is so TRUE🧡
Amazing video! Thank you. It resonates with my current moment in life and it’s all I needed! God bless you in your journey 🙏
I love your videos and your soft, soothing voice. I am sending your video to my 29 year old son who is struggling in life and I feel he's lost. I feel your video helps to put things into perspective about life in general, relationships, spirituality and loving ourselves. Thank you.
Beautiful message and walking through it finally! Wish I knew this in my teens. Wish So much I had not hurt others in any way on my growth path. Makes me think no one should have Children til they are at least 80 so they could teach them what they truly need!!! ❤
Beautiful ❤ i experienced this in last one year ..
Very accurate and helpful. Well said that soul speaks language of truth, as if it is our future self that knows what we don't know but would want to know had we know how valuable that knowledge is; and our future self that understands that many trivial matters that we see as important and urgent (such as wealth, power, fame, school exams, etc.) aren't much so compared to the few meaningful and deep matters (such as needlessness and gratitude, having a positive impact, understanding ourselves and the world around us).
Thank you sir , I also wish you a beautiful day
Gratitude 🤲 Your Way.
Thanks amen
I love your videos. I feel like we have just sat down together and had a great conversation, which I so need right now as I feel very isolated. Oh, I'm in a relationship, but the friendship is very vague. Truly my soul is telling me something. I'll be sure to listen carefully!💙
Love this
Thanks
Hi dear voice :-). As I started listening to what u had to say it really kept me listening till complete. What perspective and makes so much sense.
I’m late to the game but I’m here to stay so pls know u inspire me :-)
On point so true🙏♥️
Nice video! thank you so much!! 💚🙏
Jesus give me strength I seem to bear the weight of the world on my shoulders as a single mom, I often face challenges that can seem insurmountable especially with raising two children with special needs. I won’t give up but Lord I’m so discouraged. I’m trying to balance everything but Lord I’m struggling to make ends meet, to pay bills, and to put food on the table for my children. Jesus hear my prayers and please continue to give me strength.💕
Sweetheart God is molding you into the Great mom that you already are. The greatest views are the hardest climbs. Keep the Faith, in these times is when you need to Believe. Trust me he's hearing your prayers & I'm praying for you. Your time is coming! Much Love & Stay Blessed! God bless you and your beautiful family always!! 💙💯🙏🏼😇🌎🤗
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Amen!
Speak to yourself in the deep depths of your own heart asking for strength wisdom peace guidance and the power of when you least expect there will be.
You are doing a great job. If no one said it to you lately we are very proud of you!
You are a wonderful mum, do not be discouraged for it just a phase. God is always listening and he’s there for you always never forget that. We love you and support you
Thank you♥️🙏🏻✨
Wow I am speechless ❤❤❤❤
It's not about "stories".... It's about recognizing, seeing, and then transcending egoist attachments, fixations, and agendas.... Once we have developed a "Practice" to discern these attributes and characteristics (fear, drama, hatred, chaos, etc.) we can then consciously choose to disengage this old paradigm conditioned crap. WE MUST BE WILLING TO DO THIS WORK"!!! THIS IS WHY OUR SOUL HAS CHOSEN TO INCARNATE IN THE FIRST PLACE.
In Lak' ech, 💛
Fabulous. Brought tears to my eyes. Thank you.
Thank you
"Life doesn't get easier. It gets enduring."
-Nick Bare
This is so true. How does one find your purpose?
What makes you happy and fills you with excitement and passion.
Soothing
Truly 😢
One thing missing for me is courage.I think that if I can make myself deal with what has to be done. When I do something that is uncomfortable it reduces my anxiety considerably
Facing those harsh realities often means letting go of old patterns and embracing vulnerability. It’s a transformative journey that can lead to deeper authenticity and fulfillment.
Profound
This video is perfect timing for me. But I am struggling to find others to discuss this and other similar subjects. I'm wondering why it is so hard for me to find other people to meet with face to face to face or even online as a discussion buddy. Is there some magic way I can find others that are like-minded?
Yes, it can be difficult but put a message out to the Universe and or pray, to send people that you have an affinity with. It will happen when the time is right. 💫🌠💓
Same here
Amen 😊
It's all about waking up to your ego but you are the actual soul it's not telling you what to do it's more about realising that you are the Soul and not the ego
They are Evil and get away with it and that's what's so sad. What a twisted world.😥
Your spirit speaks the truth…and the center of it is your intuition.
Listen to it because it will lead you towards your truth
Hallelujah!!! I’m favored and blessed with $60,000 every week! Now I can afford anything and also support the work of God and the church.
Oh really? Tell me more!,how do you make so much monthly? I’m interested.
This is what Melissa jonas Richard does, she has changed my life.
After raising up to 60k trading with her, I bought a new house and car here in the US and also paid for my son’s (Oscar) surgery. Glory to God.shalom.
I know Melissa jonas Richard , and I have also had success...
Absolutely! I have heard stories of people who started with little or no knowledge but managed to emerge victorious thanks to Melissa jonas Richard
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Oh Jesus give me strength is right, I have never been more consciously uncertain then I am right now. Where am I going what am I doing I have no clue.
Thank you thank you for the struggle.
Me too😂
I disagree. Soul speaks love. Yes, growth over comfort, but it speaks love and not at all harshful.
He didn’t say harshly. He said bluntly.
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there's a book called whispers of manifestation on borlest , and it talks about how using some secret tehniques you can attract almost everything in life it's not some bullshit law of attraction, it's the real deal
Oi! Shut up bot!
tecnick is good to play fotball not in evolution
I checked this dummy out, can’t figure out why you think it’s funny to post it on authentic sites like this! Bad karma!
I am in a dark place right now. Usually a positive person. My disability is winning at the moment. I am very lost.
I feel for you and hoping you will soon feel and see that flicker of light in the dark space you're in. Depression becomes real from life-altering changes in our lives. May that flicker of light 🕯️🙏🕯️ surround and multiply around you🙏 Peace be with you🙏
@@LinaLeyda thank you
We have to FEEL LOST to BE FOUND. I’ got you and sympathize with you; do not identify yourself with your disabilities - although this is hard - do feel the whispers of your Soul to guide you through this experience to grow. Wishing you all the courage and perseverance you need. 🙏🏼💞☯️👌
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