something people criticise about ddlc is the time it takes to get ‘spooky’, but i think it’s extremely important that you build an attachment beforehand to the point you almost forget the game’s genre. the characters become like people you actually know which makes it more heartbreaking when the time comes that everything goes wrong. i love this game; this song is very nostalgic too.
yeah, thats how the "sayori scene" where shes chilling up there "flying" have alot more impact in it. its interesting how good writing can really make us care about a fictional character that the death of them could literally change peoples life in a weird way, i know i do, lol.
I feel like I failed Sayori by being incapable of saving her. I get the same feeling of guilt that I do towards real people I know who've died when I think about her. I know too well what she's going through, so the responsibility I felt towards her was immense. Miss you, girl.
The fact that he put extra care into the characters to make them seem like actual people, and the fact your brain actually can’t differentiate between real people and fictional characters? There’s a reason this game has that warning at the start, and why so many people still can’t let these characters go.
@@Crackedcripple yup, the deepness of character sticks with people, because it shows the ultimate destruction of the selfless individual. Amazingly done, lives on with the many
I think he said, that when creating the game, they were based on several acts that were real, or that they themselves suffered, thus giving the story and a harsh background, and despite the time I always come back to these videos are they reassuring or leave me a lot to think about.
@@scheemoon I know this is 8 months later but sayori did that because of what Monika did to her. If monika wasnt self aware, it never would have happened in the first place
I remember listening to this back in late 2017 when doki doki was starting to become popular (I watched Jacksepticeye play it during that time). I was already going through severe depression at the time, but no one ever suspected it because I kept it hidden from others so they wouldn't have to worry nor judge me harshly. Now coming back to it almost 6 years later and it's hitting me with so much nostalgia, the good and bad memories from high school mostly. I like this soundtrack in particular though, but I guess you could say that this was my comfort game at the time so DDLC always holds a special place in my heart still. Nowadays, I'm doing much better, but the depression does leak out from time to time, but not to the point where I need actual help help from my family.
the first time i played it, i was young n naive, i want a different ending for sayori n for monika so badly, but i know it just cant be change, that fucked me up for awhile, im glad it did, its poetic in a weird sense, it makes me understand & accept the concept of not having everything you want, i want job that i want, i dont wanna lose that friend, i dont wanna break up with my partner, but sometimes life will just take away something or give something u dont want &.. its okay, life goes on, keep smiling. i could talk about this shit for hours man lol, this game is special to me man, ill never forget about this game, i could relate to you so much, hope you doing well! Just Monika.
i can literally picture MC staring at an old photo of Sayori a couple months after her unfortunate incident while this music plays. i also love the static type noise in the background, makes it feel more nostalgic.
“Looking back on the past I wish I haven’t avoided her and left her. I wish I was still the person I was as a kid and spend time with her. I wish that I was there for her. Maybe she would still be here if I wants a fool.” -mc.
As I saw the comments below, it's pretty depressing. But I wanna say that somebody does care about you, even if you have no one someone will. You should always appreciate the people you meet in life, good or bad they taught you something in life, to avoid being with, to be with. There will always be a light shining down on us deep in the shadows, so don't be afraid to go towards it.
When ddlc came out, I was at a point in my life where I felt the same way as Sayori, painfully depressed and just wanting to uplift others in the hopes it would somehow make me feel better. I hear this song, and I see it as my younger self telling my older self how she felt back then. How I wish I could give her a hug, and tell her that she didn’t have to suffer alone. And in a way, like Sayori, I can’t save her.
Wow. That’s all I can say. This mix of it makes me feel something I just can’t describe I think sayori is the foremost of the dokis, at least in my mind. Not for any reason of personality or anything like that, but simply because she is the most complex of the various characters, to me. The others are all tropes, for the most part, 2d cutouts of characters, save monika who has some more depth to her character. Meanwhile sayori feels most real. Her personality is far deeper and more complex than any of the other characters. This was done on purpose by Dan, mind you. Sayori was intended to be the most real, and to me, that utterly succeeded Great mix by the way
For something it always seemed to me, my Favorite Doki, maybe Natsuki is adorable or Yuri interesting, maybe Monika but no matter how perfect she seems to show, I prefer something that is more real. I know, I am faithfully TEAM SAYORI!!
I feel like Yuri is also real complex and relatable to people, Sayori Is tho one who looks happy on the outside but is dead inside. Yuri is the socially awkward kid who also struggles with anxiety and self harm, and littuature is her only escape. I think Yuri is relatable to people as well but in a different way.
These are the times when you were not at home as a child. you ran every day outside and walked with your friends. when you or your friends stayed overnight and you had fun all night. and then...
You grow up... Communicate less with them, become more closed. You start to stay at home more because ... Everyone left ... Nobody stayed ... Only you and your loneliness.
don't be so rude, nothing may go right, but... it can always be worse, always, maybe the worst thing is to die, but you can't be dead if you still feel sadness, then...
The ability to relate shows how amazingly done these characters are. Their overriding characteristics go so deep, and ultimately do what’s best for you out of love. Sayori and others like her need the connection, and just simply need somebody to tell them it’s alright, assuring that things are how they were
I came back to DDLC after 5 long years... the way this sounds reminds me of how much brighter everything was back then and how sad it is now in comparison.. It's like remembering something that's been missing for a while but being unable to get it back.
Yknow, back when ddlc was at its peak, im gonna be honest i didnt really like sayori. I thought she was annoying. But now im older, and in this particular part of my life, i really relate to her. In fact, the way i used to think about sayori, is the way i think about myself. Shes grown on me a bit, to say the least. Anyone out there who feels similar to sayori, or any of the girls, really. Youre not alone. Please keep yourself safe.
I relate to all the girls a lot in different ways except maybe for natsuki, I’ve got a goodish home life and I don’t put on a mean personality when I’m actually really nice inside, but I do relate to her insecurities over herself. I relate to Yuri because of her tendency to use media to escape from her problems, and her social awkwardness around everyone save for a select few close friends, I haven’t hurt myself in the same way she has, but I have beat up on myself and other things I relate to Sayori and Monika the absolute most though.
Wow...listening to this made me want to just zone out and just stare at my ceiling at 3 am. It's feels like being put in a trance, but it's also like a sad lullaby
man... All my friend was hate me, i lost my mother,i don't have any friend,my father is failure, and this... this music is one thing that can make me calm Edit: sorry for bad english
Этот персонаж… такой яркий и глубокий… ты, сам того не понимая пропитываешься чувствами главной героини… Team Salvation великая студия. Когда мне грустно или одиноко я представляю мир DDLC в светлом ключе: Что было бы, если Моника была бы обычным персонажем? Я понимаю, что эта игра не стала бы такой популярной без страха и психологии, но все же иногда хочется просто доброй истории с хорошим финалом…
модификации не пробывал(а) перекинь в папку game файлы с модом "Salvation" (классное название) там будет счастливый финал да и не только по сюжету главный герой помогает Сайори с депрессией и все такое (ну а там ещё и проблемы с Моникой, но это не важно) и кстати этот трек "My Confession" в том моде буде часто играть
@@Sumga15 Только моды помогают мне получить чувство хорошей концовки. Однако я понимаю, что это не почерк автора, другая, совершенно другая история, от чего становится грустно.
This game is special to me, I played it in one of the most darkest time in my childhood, the ending is so depressing yet I'm glad it is, even tho I shouldn't play that game when I'm in a slumber of bad emotions, I'm glad I did it cuz in a weird way this game shows me what real life is, even if you want good endings for things in ur life such as relationships, dreams, jobs, etc, sometimes it just simply wouldn't happen, n sometimes it's okay to not have good endings for things that u love. One of the many reasons why I love this game, I could talk about this shit for hours n hours lol. I grew up yet this game still feels special to me, I'll never forget about this game n that magical fun yet depressing experience playing it for the first time, seriously one of the best game I've played in my life. Love You DDLC :) (And good remix dude, loved it)
Did you only mean the main ending? I couldn't tell by your comment if you were aware of the alternate endings this game has. One of them being a good ending, so just to counter your point i feel that you really can change things and make good endings even though all this life stuff gets in the way sometimes :)
@@ItsMackaa hi, its me, this my different account, havent logged into that account for awhile lol. yeah, im talking bout the main ending, are you talking about the new plus version of the game endings or are you talking about the main game? cuz i sorta aware that theres different ending to the main game, but im not sure if thats true or not, really wanna try it, but the main ending traumatizes me so much that i sort of forgot about the other endings 🤣. i know that the new plus version has alot more new shit to discover, havent played it yet, excited to play it soon. no spoilers pls lol.
@@lutaki7324 uh yes I’m only referring to the main game havent looking much into the new plus version? Do you know if that is fan made or released by salvato themselves?
@@ItsMackaa no3, thats actually salvato, n its confirmed that they add so much more new content in the game. u should check it out! looks fire! lol n dang, maybe i need to try harder finding other endings i guess. i kinda like the ending that i got tho, while i would love to see the characters happy 😅, i still think the ending that i got is special, ig thats partly why i didnt try hard enough to find other endings. 😂
you know, this is probably one of the many games i would call a masterpiece, despite it not having any ground breaking mechanics, crazy graphics, intrinsic plot, it is probably the closest we will ever get to a game just showing us that mental illness is real and how much suffering people go through the day just to live by. truly, ddlc is something else and i appreciate dan for making this incredible game
AND MUSIC !!! music is very simple, but it's still very damn emotional. and of course, can't forget about those sounddesign things in the second act... damn, they are too good
@@Egorgamer-ik9cw of course, the music on this game is probably the key factor why i really love and appreciate this game to this day, people undermine how much good music composition and directing needed for a game to stand out because if there is one thing a good video game needs is a very a good soundtrack.
it's very very different, but it feels very similar because the piano sound (not the melody) in my feelings is literally the piano sound from my confession
i love how the girls are relatable in some way. take yuri for example, at first she's just a shy book nerd girl trope, but then as you get closer to her she tells you she prefers to be alone and read books because that's where her friends are. they don't make fun of her for being a nerd or the way her body looks, because they're just characters in a book. all the girls start off as a trope until you get to know them more, and that's why i love this game to death
I wish I had this about a year ago. That was when I was at my worst mentally, and I really think this could have helped me so much. Not just the slowed reverb, but the crackles. As well as the image, being a grainy memory of happiness... It's still profound to me now, even though I'm "better" (I'll never truly be over it, but I at a stage where I can be considered normal, if just a bit pessimistic). Still though, I'm glad this exists for those who need this right now. Sometimes, you need something sad to help improve your mood.
Y''know, I'm literally in the middle of the peak of a dark time, mindlessly scrolling through YT and i see this. I haven't seen anything on DDLC in a while or even played it for a year or so, but i didn't hesitate to click... being depressed is a bitch. I hope all of you out there in the same boat as me get better, and remember you're stronger than you think. Edit: I got a gf 3 months after this comment was made and now I'm much much happier. Turns out the problem was my "friends" at the time that really insulted me and treated me like crap
if I feel from original of this song despair, resentment, anger at the whole world and at myself that I could not fix it, in this version I feel nostalgia, sad but that very warm nostalgia for those days when I was still little kid and often went for a walk in the forest, played football with friends , it's so sad but I don't feel regret, I feel proud of my memories and want to save them
It’s so weird, I feel like my heart is heavy, i remember every good time I had as a kid, everything I love. Oh I want to go back in time so much, when I was happy. I cried over this and I really don’t know how to explain that feeling of missing the past that much… my ddlc phase and all of these phases… thank you so much
Esta llena de sentimientos esta cancion, ademas de que me hace acordar que no hay posibilidad alguna de salvar a Sayori, solo en mods, desearia que hubieran metido un final donde se salvan a las dokis, salvar a Sayori de la depresion, salvar a Natsuki de su abusivo padre, salvar a Yuri de su obsecion y salvar a monika de su mentira
Who'd ever think a bundle of sunshine would have depression? She didn't need to end up like that! Have nice day/night and remember take care of yourself.
im starting to feel like her, ive realised i always used to be happy around my friends and now when im not around anyone im upset, isolating myself or crying. what do i do? i dont understand what has happened for me for me to act like this. it gets worse every day.
hey, i know it's difficult, but you can do this okay? try your best to not give up, find something that could help you, maybe you should try meditation, that help me a lot in moments like this... You can do it! Don't give up!
Every few months around 3 am I somehow stumble back here, and honestly its relieving to cry for a moment and think about everything before you get back to feeling nothing, its getting worse each time im here, this is like a checkpoint for me to think about how everything is going down and i can't do anything other than wait for the end
havn't played DDLC in a while and this made me actually shed a tear bc it's nostalgic but at the same time bringing back the trauma from playing the game. good job on this man!
(irrelevant comment) recently artificial intelligence making drawings has been tormenting me, this is already very advanced and I feel that this type of art made by humans has come to an end, companies do not mind leaving artists without jobs if they have a cheaper alternative and quickly that it is just as beautiful as the drawings of an experienced human. If before it was difficult to make a living from art, now it will be impossible, all this really anguishes me and I can't stop thinking about it, drawing is the only thing I know how to do well, but now I feel like it's not worth it anymore and I don't want to draw anymore. I do not know what to do now
I know. Happily there are many people avoiding AI images to support humans. Personally I use AI but don't publish its creations in any way it could take human's place. And I never watch AI arts from others. So dw. There is still hope.
There's so many writers who take up chapters to show a characters backstory or use a character's actions or a bunch of lines of different dialogue to lead up to a point that the character has depression but ddlc used a quick and strong dialogue to get the idea across, it wasn't lazy either but realistic and extremely relatable "Why do you think I'm late to school every day? Because most days, I can't even find a reason to get out of bed." Originally i didn't think much of this character till she had said this She felt so real for a second As someone who struggles with this same thing it's comforting seeing a character like you but saddening
So I'm ngl. I just finished ddlc for the first time and wow... This is one of the best horror games ive ever played. It did leave me feeling empty though and I wanna play more. But god lee this soundtrack hit hard... Especially remembering what sayori went through. Mane.. it hurts Lowkey
If you haven’t done so already, you can look up or try to find for yourself all the secrets/random events/other endings. They’ll give you a fuller picture of the story, lore, and characters
I'm here to tell you that you're reading to stop thinking you're useless, you're not useless and please tell your friend your parents what you are feeling don't keep this sadness inside you because it only gets worse so please never keep it what you're feeling and never NEVER give up on your dreams
this is quite fitting as the end poem of minecraft it gives off the vibe of nostalgia but also deep despair imagine this song being the post credit scene
sometimes i guess i'm a fusion of Sayori and Natsuki. no one asked why but i don't like when people cares about me, and i want to make everyone happy cuz peoples' feelings are my feelings, just like Sayori and in Natsuki's case, i'm not talking about daddy issues (cuz mines probably are more mommy issues), i'm talking about being childish sometimes, and i fear that people saw me like a weak little child because of my behaviour and height, the feeling of being small and helpless makes me feel inferior than anyone, maybe i could be a little "Yuri", y'know? But just because i don't like my body (i literally have Natsuki's body), and maybe Monika? I don't know if i should list everything that makes me identify with the dokis -- that will make the text bigger.
i really hate myself. i feel like i’ve missed out on everything. most people have friends and are at the peak of their lives at my age, yet here i am with no friends, just wasting away time.
I also felt that way sometime ago but,you know you arent ultimately guilty by missing out on things in life,youre still living and you can always get somewhere. and if you try im certain that you will. even though its a bit you will still be better at whatever it is that youre upset about. just try to improve yourself on there. and improve, dont try to change your personality or what is natural about you. trying to change your personality will only come out with a mask on the outside and more self-hate in the inside. and you are always worth something, just dont forget that.
Sayori, I wonder if you could have gave me a reason why I should get out of bed. I miss you, I miss myself, I am fighting hopeless battles everyday. It hurts to live all the time.
I feel bad that there are so many people sad and depressed out there. I never hear this in real life, people being this open. Only online 😢 I don’t want you to be depress anymore but in the end you must fight it on your own. You must decide if you really want to be them part of you. Go do what you really want❤ it’s super hard I understand if you don’t want to but I’ll still care for you my tomato. I get sad too but I accept it don’t worry about me 😊
Oh my God! It really sounds as good as it looks! Now I'm definitely mentally calmed down...something reminds me of Undertail... What could be more beautiful than Sayori's carefree love?
I this just wow being diagnosed with depression I can empathise with Sayori a lot that is why I will always look at DDLC as the scariest game of all time
I don’t want to go back to college after Thanksgiving Break. I know it’s stupid because I’ll be back home in 3 weeks, but I have so much work that I’m not at all motivated to do. I recently upped my medication dose, but it hasn’t kicked in and it’s making me feel worse. I don’t want to go back to my cold, lonely campus, be surrounded by people who aren’t looking out for my well-being, and be alone again. I have college friends, and support systems, but despite that I’m somehow unable to stop feeling like shit. And now, coming off a late Thanksgiving party with all of my extended family, I feel more alone then ever before despite being surrounded by people who love and care about me. I should be grateful for the fact that I have a family who loves and supports me, but right now all I can think about is when I’ll eventually have to leave and go back to college again. To the point where I pulled up UA-cam with the sole intention of wasting time, putting off work, and trying to pretend I feel the least bit okay. It’s funny how UA-cam recommended me this video, and I saw this comment. Now I’m realizing that I don’t even know you, I have no idea how old you are, your name, what you’re going through, or hell if you’re even a real person and not just some comment bot. But this theme in particular hit me hard, because I really see a lot of myself in Sayori and how much she struggled to stay positive and be herself despite the depression weighing her down. In a way, it really brings me back to high school, when I had no real idea of what I wanted to do with my life. But regardless, thank you for making this comment. I hope you can rest easy knowing you made one person on the internet feel a little bit better :)
@@semidecent4395 i might not be able to relate to your struggle, but i hope that somewhere later on you'll feel at least a little bit better. there's not much i can say that i'm sure will comfort you, but you deserve to be happy. scroll youtube, have time alone, whatever makes you just a little bit happier. it's okay to feel stressed, sad, angry, or any negative emotion, despite being with people that love and support you. and i at least hope, like i said at the beginning of this comment, that maybe in the near future, you can have something to look up to. something to be happy about. you deserve it
@@semidecent4395 I relate to this so much, I understand. In my opinion, I think that you aren't feeling a deep connection with sb or maybe you feel like you aren't understood. I think you love them but you don't feel entirely comfortable maybe. I believe that problem in your life right now is that you feel like you have good things in life but the pressure you get from college is more than your happiness. You have friends and a good family but they aren't enough to make you feel better. That doesn't mean that you are ungrateful. That means that you just need a break. I suggest you make a program about yourself. Give yourself breaks and prioritize your happiness. After you feel a little more relaxed you can try harder but right now try for college but pay a lot of attention to your mental health as well. After you balance happiness and pressure I think you will be able to try harder with a better psychology. And after you have a better psychology, you will feel more comfortable with the people around you as well. I hope I helped! If you disagree with sth I said, tell me. Don't feel bad to talk about it, im willing to listen no matter what. Oh and, sorry for bad English, it's not my native language.
What Sayori went through, was something that I have also experienced in life. Hahaha, I thought that I was successful at forgetting about that past but, here I get reminded of it. Sayori, your happiness matters, you matter.
@TRHCorp Ok. Stay strong. I might not know anything about you but I know that there are people who know you and care about you. And it's alright. One of the worst thing you could do to them is not making them care about you like Sayori thought. It's leaving them alone. Even if you think you don't deserve to be cared about, ask your close ones, they'd prefer that to having to face... What happened to Sayori. Good luck with life. You can make it.
Anyone else on their first run write their poems for sayori? I was so sad when she did her thang. I don’t get depressed but that made me sit down and wonder why for the longest time. I think it’s cause I think about it for way too long I solve it.
Sometimes all you want is silence, and to be noticed without being noticed. Just have someone that knows and asks when they realize you're feeling moodier than normal, but without having to explain everything to them and fear that they will judge you or think poorly of you because you think your pain isn't justified. It's a sad thing that a lot of people (included me) have this barrier, and a lot of them know their problems won't be well received because the people around won't fully understand or do much about it. Sometimes, all you want is someone that quietly understands you, and will fully understand and hear you if you speak about it to them. Sometimes, all we need is to talk. Yet it's so hard for so many reasons. It sucks. Why does it have to feel like a crime confession when all i'm doing is try to express and cry the burden out?, why does it feel like whenever we search help, people don't want to understand?, it's even worse when they have seen it, and yet can't fully understand why. Or just seem to ignore it until you're fine again, they only care in the moment, just because afterwards you're fine doesn't mean it's fine forever. It sucks to feel like it was just a crime confession
The time i was at my peak depression, i made this to vibe with it.
reason sounds stupid, but meh
@@Lil_Slippy nah
I was also at the peak of depression and this song was up there. You're not the only one.
I honestly feel like I do have depression, and I probably do because of suicidal thoughts from time to time and other things.
Damn sorry to hear that you're falling off now
something people criticise about ddlc is the time it takes to get ‘spooky’, but i think it’s extremely important that you build an attachment beforehand to the point you almost forget the game’s genre. the characters become like people you actually know which makes it more heartbreaking when the time comes that everything goes wrong. i love this game; this song is very nostalgic too.
yeah, thats how the "sayori scene" where shes chilling up there "flying" have alot more impact in it. its interesting how good writing can really make us care about a fictional character that the death of them could literally change peoples life in a weird way, i know i do, lol.
I feel like I failed Sayori by being incapable of saving her. I get the same feeling of guilt that I do towards real people I know who've died when I think about her. I know too well what she's going through, so the responsibility I felt towards her was immense.
Miss you, girl.
For experienced players, the plot develops more quickly
@@physical_insanityI feel like I failed them all tbh
...Its... an hour... In what world is that too much?
the thing is, Salvato did an amazing job at making these girls portray realistic lives, so we relate to them.
The fact that he put extra care into the characters to make them seem like actual people, and the fact your brain actually can’t differentiate between real people and fictional characters? There’s a reason this game has that warning at the start, and why so many people still can’t let these characters go.
@@Crackedcripple yup, the deepness of character sticks with people, because it shows the ultimate destruction of the selfless individual. Amazingly done, lives on with the many
Girls and boy
I think he said, that when creating the game, they were based on several acts that were real, or that they themselves suffered, thus giving the story and a harsh background, and despite the time I always come back to these videos are they reassuring or leave me a lot to think about.
@@miguelmauna3208 that's good to know
It's even sadder when you know exactly how it feels, and you can't say anything to help her because you're stuck with the damn MC talking for you.
That's because MC and the player are not the same lmao. He didn't ask to be linked to you. Can't hold thar against him
Yeah.
i hated that part of the game. but i also love this game.
This hits different when you've been through what she's been through and feel like she does everyday.
ahaha...
Facts
I can't stand it sometimes
I’m being called out and I don’t like it
Yeah, I feel the same as Sayori feels. This song brings back memories from before I felt the way I feel know, most are good memories I suppose.
this hits different after you played DDLC for the 7th time
Just you
@@Nikton100 ayo?
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I just want somebody to miss me after I'm gone
Hey, dude, How are you?
I feel you...but I gave up
A hug for you(つˆ⌣ˆ)つ，you will be fine
_``and I don't want your pity, I just need somebody near me``_
Ain't no way Sayori's dead. I thought she's just _hanging_ out
I live how chill and somewhat nostalgic it feels, got me thinking of MC looking back on what happened
Same
id imagine if monika wasnt aware and DDLC act 1 and 2 happened, mc would be traumatized
@@scheemoon I know this is 8 months later but sayori did that because of what Monika did to her. If monika wasnt self aware, it never would have happened in the first place
I remember listening to this back in late 2017 when doki doki was starting to become popular (I watched Jacksepticeye play it during that time). I was already going through severe depression at the time, but no one ever suspected it because I kept it hidden from others so they wouldn't have to worry nor judge me harshly. Now coming back to it almost 6 years later and it's hitting me with so much nostalgia, the good and bad memories from high school mostly. I like this soundtrack in particular though, but I guess you could say that this was my comfort game at the time so DDLC always holds a special place in my heart still. Nowadays, I'm doing much better, but the depression does leak out from time to time, but not to the point where I need actual help help from my family.
the first time i played it, i was young n naive, i want a different ending for sayori n for monika so badly, but i know it just cant be change, that fucked me up for awhile, im glad it did, its poetic in a weird sense, it makes me understand & accept the concept of not having everything you want, i want job that i want, i dont wanna lose that friend, i dont wanna break up with my partner, but sometimes life will just take away something or give something u dont want &.. its okay, life goes on, keep smiling.
i could talk about this shit for hours man lol, this game is special to me man, ill never forget about this game, i could relate to you so much, hope you doing well! Just Monika.
i can literally picture MC staring at an old photo of Sayori a couple months after her unfortunate incident while this music plays.
i also love the static type noise in the background, makes it feel more nostalgic.
Especially if it's this one or of their childhood.
And if it's like 10 years later.
Tan solo imaginarlo me pone triste
“Looking back on the past I wish I haven’t avoided her and left her. I wish I was still the person I was as a kid and spend time with her. I wish that I was there for her. Maybe she would still be here if I wants a fool.”
-mc.
Stop it I'm crying...
As I saw the comments below, it's pretty depressing. But I wanna say that somebody does care about you, even if you have no one someone will. You should always appreciate the people you meet in life, good or bad they taught you something in life, to avoid being with, to be with. There will always be a light shining down on us deep in the shadows, so don't be afraid to go towards it.
Such wise words..
Yea, my imaginary friend does so anything’s possible!
Ahh yes. My depression's national anthem.
Great to be played when you're _hanging_ out
@@infienite9215 I’m all for dark humor but pls dont
@@Ja_jna sometimes humour can make you feel better, I joke about it all the time being depressed myself
I feel you
@@theastonvillaseal585 up the villa!
When ddlc came out, I was at a point in my life where I felt the same way as Sayori, painfully depressed and just wanting to uplift others in the hopes it would somehow make me feel better. I hear this song, and I see it as my younger self telling my older self how she felt back then. How I wish I could give her a hug, and tell her that she didn’t have to suffer alone. And in a way, like Sayori, I can’t save her.
WE ARE KILLING OURSELVES WITH THIS ONE🗣🗣🗣🔥🔥🔥
That's not funny dude, joking about killing yourself isn't funny.
yh its a joke but its still insensitive@@zliucord
@@zliucord jokes on You
I reliefs My pain doing it
DAWG ITS NOT THE TIME 😭
too real
Wow. That’s all I can say. This mix of it makes me feel something I just can’t describe
I think sayori is the foremost of the dokis, at least in my mind. Not for any reason of personality or anything like that, but simply because she is the most complex of the various characters, to me. The others are all tropes, for the most part, 2d cutouts of characters, save monika who has some more depth to her character. Meanwhile sayori feels most real. Her personality is far deeper and more complex than any of the other characters. This was done on purpose by Dan, mind you. Sayori was intended to be the most real, and to me, that utterly succeeded
Great mix by the way
Ayoo thanks
Agreed, my friend
For something it always seemed to me, my Favorite Doki, maybe Natsuki is adorable or Yuri interesting, maybe Monika but no matter how perfect she seems to show, I prefer something that is more real.
I know, I am faithfully TEAM SAYORI!!
@@leopro96ytgameplaysytutori76 allright
#teamSayori
I feel like Yuri is also real complex and relatable to people, Sayori Is tho one who looks happy on the outside but is dead inside. Yuri is the socially awkward kid who also struggles with anxiety and self harm, and littuature is her only escape. I think Yuri is relatable to people as well but in a different way.
These are the times when you were not at home as a child. you ran every day outside and walked with your friends. when you or your friends stayed overnight and you had fun all night. and then...
And then, Adulthood came, you still remember those old days.
Remember when is the lowest form of conversation
Dude, your comment is just bringing back ol' memories. It feels mundane and depressing to recall it
You grow up... Communicate less with them, become more closed. You start to stay at home more because ... Everyone left ... Nobody stayed ... Only you and your loneliness.
don't be so rude, nothing may go right, but... it can always be worse, always, maybe the worst thing is to die, but you can't be dead if you still feel sadness, then...
It means that things are not so bad, there is still something to fight for,
Why is this so true...
The ability to relate shows how amazingly done these characters are. Their overriding characteristics go so deep, and ultimately do what’s best for you out of love. Sayori and others like her need the connection, and just simply need somebody to tell them it’s alright, assuring that things are how they were
I came back to DDLC after 5 long years... the way this sounds reminds me of how much brighter everything was back then and how sad it is now in comparison.. It's like remembering something that's been missing for a while but being unable to get it back.
Yknow, back when ddlc was at its peak, im gonna be honest i didnt really like sayori. I thought she was annoying. But now im older, and in this particular part of my life, i really relate to her. In fact, the way i used to think about sayori, is the way i think about myself. Shes grown on me a bit, to say the least. Anyone out there who feels similar to sayori, or any of the girls, really. Youre not alone. Please keep yourself safe.
I relate to all the girls a lot in different ways except maybe for natsuki, I’ve got a goodish home life and I don’t put on a mean personality when I’m actually really nice inside, but I do relate to her insecurities over herself.
I relate to Yuri because of her tendency to use media to escape from her problems, and her social awkwardness around everyone save for a select few close friends, I haven’t hurt myself in the same way she has, but I have beat up on myself and other things
I relate to Sayori and Monika the absolute most though.
Wow...listening to this made me want to just zone out and just stare at my ceiling at 3 am. It's feels like being put in a trance, but it's also like a sad lullaby
this song somehow awakened my PTSD after years of me playing the game
the fact you said 'awaken' and you have a JJBA pfp
man... All my friend was hate me, i lost my mother,i don't have any friend,my father is failure, and this... this music is one thing that can make me calm
Edit: sorry for bad english
i feel so sorry for you ;( i hope you will get better soon
@@golflax1 aww ty:))
Этот персонаж… такой яркий и глубокий… ты, сам того не понимая пропитываешься чувствами главной героини… Team Salvation великая студия. Когда мне грустно или одиноко я представляю мир DDLC в светлом ключе: Что было бы, если Моника была бы обычным персонажем? Я понимаю, что эта игра не стала бы такой популярной без страха и психологии, но все же иногда хочется просто доброй истории с хорошим финалом…
Я б лучше не сказал
Salvation AHAHAHAHAHAH
модификации не пробывал(а) перекинь в папку game файлы с модом "Salvation" (классное название) там будет счастливый финал да и не только по сюжету главный герой помогает Сайори с депрессией и все такое (ну а там ещё и проблемы с Моникой, но это не важно) и кстати этот трек "My Confession" в том моде буде часто играть
@@Sumga15 Только моды помогают мне получить чувство хорошей концовки. Однако я понимаю, что это не почерк автора, другая, совершенно другая история, от чего становится грустно.
@@Напстаблук-щ4т а я не думаю об этом, у меня в голове только мысли об истории
This game is special to me, I played it in one of the most darkest time in my childhood, the ending is so depressing yet I'm glad it is, even tho I shouldn't play that game when I'm in a slumber of bad emotions, I'm glad I did it cuz in a weird way this game shows me what real life is, even if you want good endings for things in ur life such as relationships, dreams, jobs, etc, sometimes it just simply wouldn't happen, n sometimes it's okay to not have good endings for things that u love.
One of the many reasons why I love this game, I could talk about this shit for hours n hours lol.
I grew up yet this game still feels special to me, I'll never forget about this game n that magical fun yet depressing experience playing it for the first time, seriously one of the best game I've played in my life. Love You DDLC :)
(And good remix dude, loved it)
Did you only mean the main ending? I couldn't tell by your comment if you were aware of the alternate endings this game has. One of them being a good ending, so just to counter your point i feel that you really can change things and make good endings even though all this life stuff gets in the way sometimes :)
@@ItsMackaa hi, its me, this my different account, havent logged into that account for awhile lol.
yeah, im talking bout the main ending, are you talking about the new plus version of the game endings or are you talking about the main game? cuz i sorta aware that theres different ending to the main game, but im not sure if thats true or not, really wanna try it, but the main ending traumatizes me so much that i sort of forgot about the other endings 🤣.
i know that the new plus version has alot more new shit to discover, havent played it yet, excited to play it soon. no spoilers pls lol.
@@lutaki7324 uh yes I’m only referring to the main game havent looking much into the new plus version? Do you know if that is fan made or released by salvato themselves?
@@ItsMackaa oh, you dont know that version huh? thats by salvato, not fanmade, thats why im excited, cuz everything sbout it is cannon! lol
@@ItsMackaa no3, thats actually salvato, n its confirmed that they add so much more new content in the game. u should check it out! looks fire! lol
n dang, maybe i need to try harder finding other endings i guess. i kinda like the ending that i got tho, while i would love to see the characters happy 😅, i still think the ending that i got is special, ig thats partly why i didnt try hard enough to find other endings. 😂
My’ friend sent me this when, I was having a really bad day thanks, to Emma. ❤
you know, this is probably one of the many games i would call a masterpiece, despite it not having any ground breaking mechanics, crazy graphics, intrinsic plot, it is probably the closest we will ever get to a game just showing us that mental illness is real and how much suffering people go through the day just to live by. truly, ddlc is something else and i appreciate dan for making this incredible game
AND MUSIC !!!
music is very simple, but it's still very damn emotional.
and of course, can't forget about those sounddesign things in the second act... damn, they are too good
@@Egorgamer-ik9cw of course, the music on this game is probably the key factor why i really love and appreciate this game to this day, people undermine how much good music composition and directing needed for a game to stand out because if there is one thing a good video game needs is a very a good soundtrack.
Fun fact: My confession is already "My feelings" but a little different because it's without guitar
it's very very different, but it feels very similar because the piano sound (not the melody) in my feelings is literally the piano sound from my confession
this is just perfect, i love it
I'm glad UA-cam recommended this.
i love how the girls are relatable in some way. take yuri for example, at first she's just a shy book nerd girl trope, but then as you get closer to her she tells you she prefers to be alone and read books because that's where her friends are. they don't make fun of her for being a nerd or the way her body looks, because they're just characters in a book. all the girls start off as a trope until you get to know them more, and that's why i love this game to death
this is a hidden gem
Я понимаю, что я тупой русский, который не может писать на английском, но мне очень понравился этот микс.
Спасибо автору, я заплакал.
Что за самоуничижение, брат? -_-
@@Seven-sided_Cube Не знаю даже что и ответить.
вы вообще играли в игру или только слушали?
@@Whopper27921 играл конечно, могу попробовать доказать, как-то.
@@neklin_offical 👍
I wish I had this about a year ago. That was when I was at my worst mentally, and I really think this could have helped me so much. Not just the slowed reverb, but the crackles. As well as the image, being a grainy memory of happiness... It's still profound to me now, even though I'm "better" (I'll never truly be over it, but I at a stage where I can be considered normal, if just a bit pessimistic). Still though, I'm glad this exists for those who need this right now. Sometimes, you need something sad to help improve your mood.
Hey man good energy to you❤
Y''know, I'm literally in the middle of the peak of a dark time, mindlessly scrolling through YT and i see this. I haven't seen anything on DDLC in a while or even played it for a year or so, but i didn't hesitate to click... being depressed is a bitch. I hope all of you out there in the same boat as me get better, and remember you're stronger than you think.
Edit: I got a gf 3 months after this comment was made and now I'm much much happier. Turns out the problem was my "friends" at the time that really insulted me and treated me like crap
if I feel from original of this song despair, resentment, anger at the whole world and at myself that I could not fix it, in this version I feel nostalgia, sad but that very warm nostalgia for those days when I was still little kid and often went for a walk in the forest, played football with friends , it's so sad but I don't feel regret, I feel proud of my memories and want to save them
It’s so weird, I feel like my heart is heavy, i remember every good time I had as a kid, everything I love. Oh I want to go back in time so much, when I was happy. I cried over this and I really don’t know how to explain that feeling of missing the past that much… my ddlc phase and all of these phases… thank you so much
Esta llena de sentimientos esta cancion, ademas de que me hace acordar que no hay posibilidad alguna de salvar a Sayori, solo en mods, desearia que hubieran metido un final donde se salvan a las dokis, salvar a Sayori de la depresion, salvar a Natsuki de su abusivo padre, salvar a Yuri de su obsecion y salvar a monika de su mentira
Who'd ever think a bundle of sunshine would have depression? She didn't need to end up like that! Have nice day/night and remember take care of yourself.
im starting to feel like her, ive realised i always used to be happy around my friends and now when im not around anyone im upset, isolating myself or crying. what do i do? i dont understand what has happened for me for me to act like this. it gets worse every day.
hey, i know it's difficult, but you can do this okay? try your best to not give up, find something that could help you, maybe you should try meditation, that help me a lot in moments like this...
You can do it! Don't give up!
@@Fabiuss234 thank you so much, this has motivated me to act better, thank you!
Every few months around 3 am I somehow stumble back here, and honestly its relieving to cry for a moment and think about everything before you get back to feeling nothing, its getting worse each time im here, this is like a checkpoint for me to think about how everything is going down and i can't do anything other than wait for the end
havn't played DDLC in a while and this made me actually shed a tear bc it's nostalgic but at the same time bringing back the trauma from playing the game.
good job on this man!
Shit, the song was already sad, now is making me think the errors i made in my life...
mistakes*
when I'm sad I love to listen to this, I like to add fuel to the fire
(irrelevant comment)
recently artificial intelligence making drawings has been tormenting me, this is already very advanced and I feel that this type of art made by humans has come to an end, companies do not mind leaving artists without jobs if they have a cheaper alternative and quickly that it is just as beautiful as the drawings of an experienced human. If before it was difficult to make a living from art, now it will be impossible, all this really anguishes me and I can't stop thinking about it, drawing is the only thing I know how to do well, but now I feel like it's not worth it anymore and I don't want to draw anymore. I do not know what to do now
man i feel you
@@puellias3643 :(
I know. Happily there are many people avoiding AI images to support humans. Personally I use AI but don't publish its creations in any way it could take human's place. And I never watch AI arts from others. So dw. There is still hope.
@@sp4cef0rc37 ty, I hope there are more people like you
This screen.... everyone wanted it to happen like this but .... she's not gonna do that
This is what you hear after Sayori haunts MC's house wholesomely.
There's so many writers who take up chapters to show a characters backstory or use a character's actions or a bunch of lines of different dialogue to lead up to a point that the character has depression but ddlc used a quick and strong dialogue to get the idea across, it wasn't lazy either but realistic and extremely relatable
"Why do you think I'm late to school every day?
Because most days, I can't even find a reason to get out of bed."
Originally i didn't think much of this character till she had said this
She felt so real for a second
As someone who struggles with this same thing it's comforting seeing a character like you but saddening
So I'm ngl. I just finished ddlc for the first time and wow... This is one of the best horror games ive ever played. It did leave me feeling empty though and I wanna play more. But god lee this soundtrack hit hard... Especially remembering what sayori went through. Mane.. it hurts Lowkey
If you haven’t done so already, you can look up or try to find for yourself all the secrets/random events/other endings. They’ll give you a fuller picture of the story, lore, and characters
This makes me miss my high school days
Tell me about it.
@tomatoorphan6166 life was more simple and fun back then plus we were in our prime when I came to good looks and energy
You remember those times... And you dream to return there...
I’m not crying, your crying 😭😭😭😭
i knew what this game had in store for me before i played it. when i played it, i must say it touched my heart. i have no idea why.
@Fordy , спасибо, плохо проверить это
I'm here to tell you that you're reading to stop thinking you're useless, you're not useless and please tell your friend your parents what you are feeling don't keep this sadness inside you because it only gets worse so please never keep it what you're feeling and never NEVER give up on your dreams
🫡🫡🫡
thank you
Is it normal for me to cry after hearing this?
we love you sayori :((
This music is just so relaxing for me it does sound like it comes from an old gramaphone that got left in the dust of an old shed
Nostalgic ;(
I hate how much I relate to her. I really do, but if people knew then they'd worry, and I don't want that
this is quite fitting as the end poem of minecraft
it gives off the vibe of nostalgia
but also deep despair
imagine this song being the post credit scene
This honestly sounds better than the original,not saying it's bad or anything but this one just adds more sadness to the tone
I cry all the time when I listen to this
sometimes i guess i'm a fusion of Sayori and Natsuki.
no one asked why but i don't like when people cares about me, and i want to make everyone happy cuz peoples' feelings are my feelings, just like Sayori and in Natsuki's case, i'm not talking about daddy issues (cuz mines probably are more mommy issues), i'm talking about being childish sometimes, and i fear that people saw me like a weak little child because of my behaviour and height, the feeling of being small and helpless makes me feel inferior than anyone, maybe i could be a little "Yuri", y'know? But just because i don't like my body (i literally have Natsuki's body), and maybe Monika? I don't know if i should list everything that makes me identify with the dokis -- that will make the text bigger.
bro this made me cry thank you i forgot what it feels like
The fallen shall be forever remembered as the Emperor’s finest.
Man..that part hits different now..
this is amazing like just wow
Thank you for this. This makes me very glad and reminds me that there's always a light in the corners of the internet.
i really hate myself. i feel like i’ve missed out on everything. most people have friends and are at the peak of their lives at my age, yet here i am with no friends, just wasting away time.
I also felt that way sometime ago but,you know you arent ultimately guilty by missing out on things in life,youre still living and you can always get somewhere. and if you try im certain that you will. even though its a bit you will still be better at whatever it is that youre upset about. just try to improve yourself on there. and improve, dont try to change your personality or what is natural about you. trying to change your personality will only come out with a mask on the outside and more self-hate in the inside. and you are always worth something, just dont forget that.
Holy shit that’s literally me right now this month
With time , you’ll heal.
Just trust me.
I'm not in a good place right now to say the least.......but damn this just hits different when you feel how she feels.
Imagine that so happy Sayori will be never here on this image in her room after festival morning tragedy
Dios mio, me trae bastantes recuerdos :3
man this hits like a truck, got my mood changed the moment it started, now I wanna cry
smooth🌧
the first 2 melodies sounded like the first 2 melodies of Pagbalik by Calalily
back in 2018-2020 i was weirdly attached to sayori and yuri cause i related to both of them the most
I was weirdly attached to monika idk why
Yui just made this song perfect
Sayori, I wonder if you could have gave me a reason why I should get out of bed. I miss you, I miss myself, I am fighting hopeless battles everyday.
It hurts to live all the time.
I feel bad that there are so many people sad and depressed out there. I never hear this in real life, people being this open. Only online 😢 I don’t want you to be depress anymore but in the end you must fight it on your own. You must decide if you really want to be them part of you. Go do what you really want❤ it’s super hard I understand if you don’t want to but I’ll still care for you my tomato.
I get sad too but I accept it don’t worry about me 😊
@@warsin8641 Thank you Warsin. I needed that. :)
Oh my God! It really sounds as good as it looks! Now I'm definitely mentally calmed down...something reminds me of Undertail... What could be more beautiful than Sayori's carefree love?
looped for 4+ hours
chose "I love you" ofc tho
I this just wow being diagnosed with depression I can empathise with Sayori a lot that is why I will always look at DDLC as the scariest game of all time
Как же атмосферно..
I love this.
Is it weird to comment that this also feels like the mario 64 underwater theme? It resembles the slow vibes and I love it
Whoever wants to vent, you can vent to me here. I know how it feels to want to open up but have no one to talk to
I don’t want to go back to college after Thanksgiving Break. I know it’s stupid because I’ll be back home in 3 weeks, but I have so much work that I’m not at all motivated to do. I recently upped my medication dose, but it hasn’t kicked in and it’s making me feel worse. I don’t want to go back to my cold, lonely campus, be surrounded by people who aren’t looking out for my well-being, and be alone again. I have college friends, and support systems, but despite that I’m somehow unable to stop feeling like shit. And now, coming off a late Thanksgiving party with all of my extended family, I feel more alone then ever before despite being surrounded by people who love and care about me. I should be grateful for the fact that I have a family who loves and supports me, but right now all I can think about is when I’ll eventually have to leave and go back to college again.
To the point where I pulled up UA-cam with the sole intention of wasting time, putting off work, and trying to pretend I feel the least bit okay. It’s funny how UA-cam recommended me this video, and I saw this comment. Now I’m realizing that I don’t even know you, I have no idea how old you are, your name, what you’re going through, or hell if you’re even a real person and not just some comment bot. But this theme in particular hit me hard, because I really see a lot of myself in Sayori and how much she struggled to stay positive and be herself despite the depression weighing her down. In a way, it really brings me back to high school, when I had no real idea of what I wanted to do with my life.
But regardless, thank you for making this comment. I hope you can rest easy knowing you made one person on the internet feel a little bit better :)
@@semidecent4395 i might not be able to relate to your struggle, but i hope that somewhere later on you'll feel at least a little bit better. there's not much i can say that i'm sure will comfort you, but you deserve to be happy. scroll youtube, have time alone, whatever makes you just a little bit happier. it's okay to feel stressed, sad, angry, or any negative emotion, despite being with people that love and support you. and i at least hope, like i said at the beginning of this comment, that maybe in the near future, you can have something to look up to. something to be happy about. you deserve it
@@semidecent4395 I relate to this so much, I understand. In my opinion, I think that you aren't feeling a deep connection with sb or maybe you feel like you aren't understood. I think you love them but you don't feel entirely comfortable maybe. I believe that problem in your life right now is that you feel like you have good things in life but the pressure you get from college is more than your happiness. You have friends and a good family but they aren't enough to make you feel better. That doesn't mean that you are ungrateful. That means that you just need a break. I suggest you make a program about yourself. Give yourself breaks and prioritize your happiness. After you feel a little more relaxed you can try harder but right now try for college but pay a lot of attention to your mental health as well. After you balance happiness and pressure I think you will be able to try harder with a better psychology. And after you have a better psychology, you will feel more comfortable with the people around you as well. I hope I helped! If you disagree with sth I said, tell me. Don't feel bad to talk about it, im willing to listen no matter what. Oh and, sorry for bad English, it's not my native language.
Can you tell me what your responsibilities for college are? I might be able to make a program for you.
@@catenthusiast1302 very cute comment, I agree with you. I hope you follow your own advice as well. If you want to vent you can to me :)
the characters 😊. the music 😭🥺
This, and ‘ I still love you’ hit so different- like I feel like crying dude
What Sayori went through, was something that I have also experienced in life.
Hahaha, I thought that I was successful at forgetting about that past but, here I get reminded of it.
Sayori, your happiness matters, you matter.
this music makes me feel like i forgot half of my personality in my childhood
holy shit this got me shaking to my core
Oh this old feeling nostalgic...
Man this game hits different after you play it a lot of times
:( 2:42
i’m sure we’ve all had a moment where we completely related with sayori. hits just as much realizing how similar situations can be
Oh god this hits like a truck fr.
Me: “The person I relate most to is Sayori.”
Friend: “Oh wow, who’s that?”
Me: “…well…”
@TRHCorpDo u relate to Sayori or him then?
@TRHCorp Ok. Stay strong. I might not know anything about you but I know that there are people who know you and care about you. And it's alright. One of the worst thing you could do to them is not making them care about you like Sayori thought. It's leaving them alone. Even if you think you don't deserve to be cared about, ask your close ones, they'd prefer that to having to face... What happened to Sayori. Good luck with life. You can make it.
Anyone else on their first run write their poems for sayori? I was so sad when she did her thang. I don’t get depressed but that made me sit down and wonder why for the longest time. I think it’s cause I think about it for way too long I solve it.
This hit me in the feels bruh
that was fun to know you sayori.
Im passing trough it from a long time
I love this so much
Sometimes all you want is silence, and to be noticed without being noticed. Just have someone that knows and asks when they realize you're feeling moodier than normal, but without having to explain everything to them and fear that they will judge you or think poorly of you because you think your pain isn't justified. It's a sad thing that a lot of people (included me) have this barrier, and a lot of them know their problems won't be well received because the people around won't fully understand or do much about it. Sometimes, all you want is someone that quietly understands you, and will fully understand and hear you if you speak about it to them.
Sometimes, all we need is to talk. Yet it's so hard for so many reasons. It sucks. Why does it have to feel like a crime confession when all i'm doing is try to express and cry the burden out?, why does it feel like whenever we search help, people don't want to understand?, it's even worse when they have seen it, and yet can't fully understand why. Or just seem to ignore it until you're fine again, they only care in the moment, just because afterwards you're fine doesn't mean it's fine forever. It sucks to feel like it was just a crime confession