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Tryna make it like Phonk like it was back in the lockdown days. Kinda goes smth like that (dunno bro, i was deadass sleepy upon uploading this before)

@Lil_Slippy try new gen phonk (rage phonk/blast phonk) and we can also collab homie.

@@Slivxrmane rage phonk.. isn't it like aggressive phonk but a little more spicier and faster? (gotta handle academics before i hit up collabs again, one queued)

@@c1phxr8888 it's more of bass and aggressive. Check out MELODIOUS by me

But is it near bossa nova tho or it's something different? Edit: i wanna send you the piano loop as a bored collab, with or without hi hats and rim perc

​I think it's a mix of bossa Nova and trap lol

You definitely the 500th sub

I also felt that way sometime ago but,you know you arent ultimately guilty by missing out on things in life,youre still living and you can always get somewhere. and if you try im certain that you will. even though its a bit you will still be better at whatever it is that youre upset about. just try to improve yourself on there. and improve, dont try to change your personality or what is natural about you. trying to change your personality will only come out with a mask on the outside and more self-hate in the inside. and you are always worth something, just dont forget that.

Holy shit that’s literally me right now this month

With time , you’ll heal.

Just trust me.

I can't a find a good 808 and good setups for this so i just went in like "fck it, i ain't gonna be famous anyways"

Many, but mainly.. VISXG' vol 1 drum kit DJ EVILISHOT Phonk, Memphis drum kit vol 6 sxhinophonk drum kit DJ MURDA DRUM KIT

Some have files that only work in FL Studio PC (i'm a mobile user)

sadly, i don't have much to say to make you feel better, but sometimes having someone to speak to is kinda nice. Knowing there is someone there that suffers the same things is (even if sad) kinda helpful. I sometimes feel like there is no point in trying anymore, just like you, i feel like i just have to keep going endlessly. Often i joke about death and all that, but deep in my mind i feel bad about the fact that i just want to sleep, eternally. To give up or just become an spectator, to let go. Sometimes i wish i took the place of someone that died in my family so that they would make proper use of my life, so that they would actually get to live instead of me wasting away my life even if im making the best i can. Sometimes i wonder why i even feel sad anymore, why can't i feel actually happy?, is it because of this, or is it because i'm just broken and can't work without feeling like shit?, why is my brain testing how long i can go like this? What did i do to deserve this from the moment i was born? Why is confessing my feelings suddenly not as easy as it is to hide everything? is it because i know they won't understand and just go on ignoring it until i'm fine again, or is it because i feel like i will be laughed at?, will they understand?. Sometimes i wonder if i have to do something drastic for them to realize i truly am bad mentally. But then i think about the fact that even if not stated, they expect me to do better than my brother because they did so much wrong they won't be able to handle a new "failure". Even if they are kind and understanding, they will be sad and dissapointed. How can i ever heal when i know she will always know i'm broken and unable to lift myself from the bed?, that i just want to watch the ceiling until it's night and go to sleep. That i just want to give up and spend time here and not do anything at all. But i keep going because despite of bad life is at times, there are small things that make it worth the time i'm here. The only thing that somewhat makes me feel better is the fact that i can distract myself with the internet or anything that is entertaining. Don't stop now, try to keep going even if days feel so heavy there is no point. Maybe we won't ever be able to fully heal, but think about the fictional worlds you could miss if you let go, think about the happy moments you could have with friends and the silly laughs you could get. If you have friends, they would feel bad if you suddenly left, i'm not trying to make you feel worse by saying you will make others sad with your own pain, but try to look it more as in "why did i never realize they were suffering?, if i knew, how could i have helped them?" you said you have scars, and i'm guessing close friends know this, if you feel like your family can't know stuff for whatever reason. Try to talk with a friend, just silly stuff, sometimes try to just distract yourself, and if they are patient, vent. If they are willing to listen, have a late night talk and vent to each other, have a break time from the world. It really does help if only for a few days, but it's enough to keep going. When im feeling too tired to do stuff and just want to stop, i force myself to do small things and have a break time, but i remind myself that eventually i have to force myself to get back up. And even if its hard, and i feel like shit and want to stop, i sometimes manage to supress it and actually enjoy my days again. Just try anything as long as you do any kind of progress, you're not a slacker, your pain isn't stupid because they might think you don't "have" reasons to feel it. You're hurting, it's fine, keep going and take a break when you need it, watch shows and read, play draw whatever it makes you feel good. Lay down on the floor and stop existing for a few hours if you need it, don't think, don't sleep, just relax and let it go. For as dumb as it sounds, sometimes it helps me get back up. I hope you feel better, and i hope you can feel happy for a long time again. (why did i half vent here wtf, sorry for the long text but i genuily do feel better at times when i know someone its actually feeling like me and does understand me, so i tried to do the same for you. Maybe i don't fully understand you, but i think i get your pain anyway, and that's hopefully enough for you. You're not alone, there are others like you and that you could talk to, you could maybe find someone to talk like this if you really need to. Internet is really good for that kind of stuff, i wouldn't be surprised if something like "tell me your burdens" website exist and you can just talk to people, lol. Anything to help you feel better.)

Haven't i sent it already in discord? Edit: can't resend it again, it deleted itself for no reason

you really expect a shitpost to not sound like trash?

Keep up the grind m8 💪💯