Lyrics: Verse 1 [Zach Boucher]: I don’t mean to get violent, I resign it I was used to keeping silent Call me Violet This is what I keep inside* But I couldn’t hide it Though I’ll be fine If only I could be divided Feel like a hybrid Inside I was broke, never had a fix So into my mind, I would choke Wish I never did I say I’ll be fine But I know since I was a kid I would always lie to myself, I could never win Just another face in the crowd, tryna fit in Always tend to get this hate to push down We were different I was never really safe all around, who would listen And I wish I could change for you now, but I didn’t I was in it to better myself But never thought, I’d be lost in the process* I knew I needed your help You’re all I got This is not just an option It’s a promise Chorus [SailorUrLove]: I’ve never been so lost in my own mind Something’s going on with me I feel it in my soul Feel it in my bones I thought I hid it well But I’m breaking, I can tell I don’t know what’s become of me I haven’t been myself I feel like someone else Is there something wrong with me? No, I haven’t been myself I feel like someone else I need help Bridge [Zach Boucher & SailorUrLove]: I’ve tried to escape from this hell How could they not see that I haven’t been myself? Look, this is not me Just too afraid to be helped I’m just exhausted Always lost within my doubts I wish I could stop pretending to Be someone else I’m not myself So lost in my own mind that… I need help Verse 2 [Zach Boucher]: I gotta get a grip, ‘cause I know I never did Always in my head so much, thinking you were innocent Showing me a way to cope, I don’t know if this is it Just to get away and try to change into a different kid So I need to heal, or live with this being real* I’m slowly becoming numb Don’t even know what to feel I’ve thought about giving up, I’m using that as a shield I’m not even sure what I wanted to keep sealed In the end always tried to escape from me With no friends I pretended what they could see Felt condemned ‘cause of them For this vacancy I did it all to myself and it’s breaking me I hate that we had suffered ‘Cause I had been selfish Lost in my thoughts again, and couldn’t help it Guess I was over obsessed A little depressed ‘Cause honestly I’ve never felt this Chorus [SailorUrLove]: I’ve never been so lost in my own mind Something’s going on with me I feel it in my soul Feel it in my bones I thought I hid it well But I’m breaking, I can tell I don’t know what’s become of me I haven’t been myself I feel like someone else Is there something wrong with me? No, I haven’t been myself I feel like someone else I need help Outro (Copy Of Bridge) [Zach Boucher & SailorUrLove]: I’ve tried to escape from this hell How could they not see that I haven’t been myself? Look, this is not me Just too afraid to be helped I’m just exhausted Always lost within my doubts I wish I could stop pretending to Be someone else I’m not myself So lost in my own mind that… I need help (First half repeats with reverb during second half) * Lyrics in video are incorrect for this line
I’ve never clicked on something so fast in my life! My favorite rapper combined with my favorite game and an amazing singer! SUMI REally is amazing! Fantastic job as always Zach!
Zach, you really are an exeptional artist. I personally am not a huge fan of this character, but no matter what you rap about, you always deliver something that is unique in nerdcore. You are definetly one of my favorite musicians and I am so happy that you are back.
I finished playing Royal 10 days ago and relistening to this song with the knowledge of the games makes this song hit so much harder. Every line I recognized made me so excited. Thank you Zach for this song and helping me get into Persona 5 Royal.
This is amazing. You COMPLETELY captured the essence of "Kasumi." It's amazing that this can easily and skillfully be relatable to people who have depression, anxiety, etc. Thank you for this kickass rap!
I really love the rap for the character and the warnings were good. So emotional and tells a great story to the character. Sailour love voice was great and put a sentiment also zach voice put emotion to the character to the extent you know this and love how the story is. I need to see more royal 5 but enjoy the video
this is so fucking amazing, kasumi's character is so amazingly done, and this song describes her charaters in such an amazing and accurate way. you've done an amazing work on this one, thank you
Glad you're giving Persona 5 more love, Zach! P5/Royal is one of my favorite games of all time! That aside, this was an amazing song! Great work on this one!
It's finally out, and it's exactly what I expected. Another song to add to my favorites and my Zach Boucher playlist. I'm really glad you are making the choice of making more music. You are my favorite artist in this genre and one of my favorites of all time. Keep up the good work.
YOOO Good song with SailorUrLove I knew this is would be good also suggestion for your next next song should be an obito song or any other naruto character song
I am SO glad that I had the patience for this! Well worth it! I knew this was gonna be a sick ass track, when I saw this. And I was right. You two did a fantastic job with this and I look forward to seeing what you do next!
i want to play the game so freaking bad but i cant!! arrghh!! unrelated i loved the song. ive just been absorbing persona through any medium i can because i cant get the game itself
There's just a thing about the way Zach puts lyrics and rhymes together that feels so smooth and clean Thank you so much,I've never played any of the Persona games,yet I still love this song My dream collab is Zach and DAGames and I'm still hoping it could happen
I remember listening to your 'River' song that Rockit Gaming uploaded on their channel 4 years ago. Spent last night scrolling through my liked videos, saw it and needed to look you up. I can't believe I've slept on your music for the past 4 years. Fire music dude!
Can we just agree Zach is on a different level. After that long break he took I completely forgot who I was listening to, I forgot who Zach Boucher is, But now I remember, he is a g.o.a.t, always will be
you never disappoint zach, the verses are FIRE, the flow is FIRE and the chorus is FIRE, you both killed this keep it up, you're both amazing artists, and i'm glad your uploading consistently again, can't wait to see what's next
Don't really know about persona but this was great! Didn't even need to know context to feel the emotions and the art you created.❤️ Keep up the good work Zach, you're extremely talented.
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This was the reason why I got Royal. I’ve played the original and I gotta say Royal is what I would recommend. Nearing my 200th hour
I need a phantom thieves rap cypher
This would be great!
Omg yessss
Yes, I need this in my life
I need Akechi and Kasumi to be included on that track.
@@jonathanrobinson198 absolutely
❤️❤️🙌🏻 Amazing ❤️Thank you for having me on this :)
You did a phenomenal job 100 out of 10 it was great
Wow you also sang very nice. I will also lessen your song.
First time hearing you sing. You were great!😶
Surely we get a Zach Boucher & SailorUrLove collab album, Great job btw!!🔥🔥🔥
This is poggers
Lyrics:
Verse 1 [Zach Boucher]:
I don’t mean to get violent, I resign it
I was used to keeping silent
Call me Violet
This is what I keep inside*
But I couldn’t hide it
Though I’ll be fine
If only I could be divided
Feel like a hybrid
Inside I was broke, never had a fix
So into my mind, I would choke
Wish I never did
I say I’ll be fine
But I know since I was a kid
I would always lie to myself, I could never win
Just another face in the crowd, tryna fit in
Always tend to get this hate to push down
We were different
I was never really safe all around, who would listen
And I wish I could change for you now, but I didn’t
I was in it to better myself
But never thought, I’d be lost in the process*
I knew I needed your help
You’re all I got
This is not just an option
It’s a promise
Chorus [SailorUrLove]:
I’ve never been so lost in my own mind
Something’s going on with me
I feel it in my soul
Feel it in my bones
I thought I hid it well
But I’m breaking, I can tell
I don’t know what’s become of me
I haven’t been myself
I feel like someone else
Is there something wrong with me?
No, I haven’t been myself
I feel like someone else
I need help
Bridge [Zach Boucher & SailorUrLove]:
I’ve tried to escape from this hell
How could they not see that I haven’t been myself?
Look, this is not me
Just too afraid to be helped
I’m just exhausted
Always lost within my doubts
I wish I could stop pretending to
Be someone else
I’m not myself
So lost in my own mind that…
I need help
Verse 2 [Zach Boucher]:
I gotta get a grip, ‘cause I know I never did
Always in my head so much, thinking you were innocent
Showing me a way to cope, I don’t know if this is it
Just to get away and try to change into a different kid
So I need to heal, or live with this being real*
I’m slowly becoming numb
Don’t even know what to feel
I’ve thought about giving up, I’m using that as a shield
I’m not even sure what I wanted to keep sealed
In the end always tried to escape from me
With no friends
I pretended what they could see
Felt condemned ‘cause of them
For this vacancy
I did it all to myself and it’s breaking me
I hate that we had suffered
‘Cause I had been selfish
Lost in my thoughts again, and couldn’t help it
Guess I was over obsessed
A little depressed
‘Cause honestly I’ve never felt this
Chorus [SailorUrLove]:
I’ve never been so lost in my own mind
Something’s going on with me
I feel it in my soul
Feel it in my bones
I thought I hid it well
But I’m breaking, I can tell
I don’t know what’s become of me
I haven’t been myself
I feel like someone else
Is there something wrong with me?
No, I haven’t been myself
I feel like someone else
I need help
Outro (Copy Of Bridge) [Zach Boucher & SailorUrLove]:
I’ve tried to escape from this hell
How could they not see that I haven’t been myself?
Look, this is not me
Just too afraid to be helped
I’m just exhausted
Always lost within my doubts
I wish I could stop pretending to
Be someone else
I’m not myself
So lost in my own mind that…
I need help
(First half repeats with reverb during second half)
* Lyrics in video are incorrect for this line
Thank you!
Let’s goooo another FIRE 🔥 Zach song, you never disappoint man
I’ve never clicked on something so fast in my life! My favorite rapper combined with my favorite game and an amazing singer! SUMI REally is amazing! Fantastic job as always Zach!
best persona rap for best persona waifu
Zach, you really are an exeptional artist. I personally am not a huge fan of this character, but no matter what you rap about, you always deliver something that is unique in nerdcore. You are definetly one of my favorite musicians and I am so happy that you are back.
I may be late to this party but Kasumi's story is so sad, when I learned about it it nearly brought me to tears.
It’s like a new version of Lotus Juice and Yumi Kawamura. You both flow perfectly with each other.
I finished playing Royal 10 days ago and relistening to this song with the knowledge of the games makes this song hit so much harder. Every line I recognized made me so excited. Thank you Zach for this song and helping me get into Persona 5 Royal.
This is amazing. You COMPLETELY captured the essence of "Kasumi." It's amazing that this can easily and skillfully be relatable to people who have depression, anxiety, etc. Thank you for this kickass rap!
I can't get over how perfect Zach's flow and vice are. He is becoming my favourite rapper period.
our boi Boucher delivered again. Strawberry waifu rap is lit!
I really love the rap for the character and the warnings were good. So emotional and tells a great story to the character. Sailour love voice was great and put a sentiment also zach voice put emotion to the character to the extent you know this and love how the story is. I need to see more royal 5 but enjoy the video
This video is the one that first got me into nerdcore.
Zach and Sailour have such beautiful voices it just works.
No idea why this feels nostalgic to me, but it does.
Brilliant verses, beautiful voice from the singer, incredible beat: this song has it all 💖
Imagine a phantom thieves rap cypher with the Royal & Strikers characters added (KaSumire, Akechi, Sophia, Zenkichi)
this somg is truly beautiful its almost drived me to tears its powerful to me because kasumi is my fav character
this is so fucking amazing, kasumi's character is so amazingly done, and this song describes her charaters in such an amazing and accurate way. you've done an amazing work on this one, thank you
When one of your favorite artists makes a song about one of your favorite characters in your favorite game 😁
Glad you're giving Persona 5 more love, Zach! P5/Royal is one of my favorite games of all time!
That aside, this was an amazing song! Great work on this one!
It's finally out, and it's exactly what I expected. Another song to add to my favorites and my Zach Boucher playlist. I'm really glad you are making the choice of making more music. You are my favorite artist in this genre and one of my favorites of all time. Keep up the good work.
I'm beyond speechless, over how beautiful this is
Damn, chilling the way it touches the soul. -After listening.
Zach at it again!!
One of my favorite raps from you
This song is really motivating me to finish the last palace now!,awesome song Zach and sailor!
I fell in love with sailorurlove’s voice the moment I heard her. Sorry if that sounds weird.
YOOO Good song with SailorUrLove I knew this is would be good also suggestion for your next next song should be an obito song or any other naruto character song
The last time I heard a song this good was the last time Zach uploaded! Definitely playing this on repeat all day!
just beat persona 5 royal so now i can finally listen to this!!
As always, both of you did an AMAZING job, can't wait to add this to the playlist
You really are great at making beautifull background music that is still taking and immersing!
this is really good my dude i still dont understand how you dont have 1millon subs
I am SO glad that I had the patience for this! Well worth it! I knew this was gonna be a sick ass track, when I saw this. And I was right. You two did a fantastic job with this and I look forward to seeing what you do next!
Both Zach and Sailorurlove are sooo underrated. Both kill it everytime 🔥🔥🔥
😭🙏🏻❤️
this is so awesome
i want to play the game so freaking bad but i cant!! arrghh!!
unrelated i loved the song. ive just been absorbing persona through any medium i can because i cant get the game itself
Same, I mean sure I can play Persona 5 Strikers but I don't have the money to play Royal on my switch.......
My man is back with a certified BOP
Best thing about this is that I just finished the game then went onto UA-cam and saw this
This song really hits hard, all your songs hit me that way, I love all of them
I WASN'T READY BUT AM SO HAPPY!
This is amazing! Sumi is one of my favorite characters
Sheesh killed it!!!.#GLOATGANG #FAMILYST #ANILYST & #SailorUrLove sent us
There's just a thing about the way Zach puts lyrics and rhymes together that feels so smooth and clean
Thank you so much,I've never played any of the Persona games,yet I still love this song
My dream collab is Zach and DAGames and I'm still hoping it could happen
I love how I see this in my feed as I'm catching up (was a few days behind on my sub feed) right after I get to the reveal involving her.
This song is incredible
ive watched the persona 5 animation and played the game im a valid persona fan i also played persona 3 and 4
THISS ISS SOOO BEAUTYFULL!!
I cant describe how awesome Zach could rap
I remember listening to your 'River' song that Rockit Gaming uploaded on their channel 4 years ago. Spent last night scrolling through my liked videos, saw it and needed to look you up. I can't believe I've slept on your music for the past 4 years. Fire music dude!
Few words: “This is nice”
love it super good
Zach doesn't upload as much as the other rappers like Rustage and Fabvl but the product is always phenomenal. Keep up the great work.
Well time to play this a hundred times.
This song was worth the wait 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥
This is amazing when I saw the song name on Spotify I wasn't expecting this but your doing great my man
Can we just agree Zach is on a different level. After that long break he took I completely forgot who I was listening to, I forgot who Zach Boucher is, But now I remember, he is a g.o.a.t, always will be
Nice job Zach, You did very good on the music and the lyrics.
you never disappoint zach, the verses are FIRE, the flow is FIRE and the chorus is FIRE, you both killed this keep it up, you're both amazing artists, and i'm glad your uploading consistently again, can't wait to see what's next
Never clicked so fast. Also this completely captured kasumi
Is it crazy that you make a character that I honestly hate enjoyable to an extent, good shit Zach and keep up with the fire
When you can’t listen to the new song cause you haven’t finished watching p5r 😖
ikr and I love Persona and Zach so much just haven't had the time to finish the game
I just restarted P5R this morning. Already got the platinum, but I need to finish my compendium.
You can watch the animation but p5r isn't an anime
Jordon Snyder I’ve watched and it’s not bad but it wasn’t finished as i recall tho.
@@christophermerrell1133 the p5 anime is bad the only thing saving the anime is the dub if it wasnt for the dub...
Pure perfection in audible form
Edit: but seriously holy shit you two killed it
swear to god tho i had the word "i travel far and wide follow the mystic guide" in my head for years and when i found it after 4 years i swear i cried
I wasn't expecting another song so soon. This was just awesome.
This is straight up fire, it captured Kasumi so damn well.
Always gone be blasting yo shit bro. Like I can really relate to it and yo flow go crazy
This deserves way more views than it has. Great song
Don't really know about persona but this was great! Didn't even need to know context to feel the emotions and the art you created.❤️ Keep up the good work Zach, you're extremely talented.
Man the past few songs have been hitting home 🔥
Amazing as always
I haven't finished it jet but when it is a song from zach I have to check it, I mean gota have prioritis.
Great song like always
Its a great song. I am a big fan of you Zach. Please keep on releasing these songs. I will always support you.
return of the king
Nice
Very simple comment, but effective
LETS KEEP IT GOING ZACH this was a blessing bro thanks
Straight FIRE, my man.
This Slaps Zach.This is so vibey.You both did awesome 😊😊😊😊❤❤❤
Let's gooo! Another fire song from the boy Zach and on my birthday too. Love to see it.
Honestly im glad i checked yt when i did. Yt never gave me the notification even though i have it on. Good job Zach keep it up.
Yo this is fire af respect
Amazing and going straight into my daily playlist, You are amazing bro keep it up! Always looking forward to whatever you bring out! :)
This rap is amazing zach so keep up the good work
Loved it!
Awesome
Your debut as Tobi rap was lit.Why not make a full version of it.I loved it!
Great song for a great character !
This is just great both of your voices go together
An Amazing song for one of my favorite persona characters
Wooooooo first I listen to see me through on divides channel to hype myself up
Can't listen because I haven't played Royal yet, but I love this already, figured I'd drop a like anyway
Holy you had good flow on this one
Let’s go, Zach. Can’t wait till I make Jokers rap. Or if I’ve seen him as Ren.
I will come back after playing Pr5!
Looking forward to it.
Wooooo
YOOO THIS SLAPS HARD
The GOAT strikes again, bro im amazed how well you fucking perform.
Keep it up bruh.