Depression Reached To A Level Where I Decided To End My Life - Gayathri S, XLRI Jamshedpur

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  • @InsideIIMKonversations
    @InsideIIMKonversations  5 років тому +14

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      @debomghosh6348 5 років тому

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  • @souravkar5321
    @souravkar5321 5 років тому +158

    I'm happy to see that institutes like XL are no longer afraid to take in students who had a troubled past. Specially, in India, when it comes to mental health issues,where you are always encouraged to not tell your story. They ask seemingly questions like "how are you gonna manage people when you can't manage yourself?" This whole logic seems absurd to me. If someone have overcome such problems, they have already proved that they are Strong.
    It's really good to see such stories being promoted

  • @sohamsaha6876
    @sohamsaha6876 4 роки тому +28

    I remember my time of CAT 2017. I am a very mediocre student who was quite happy with a percentile around 90-95. I was doing good with my mocks. However, around two months before CAT, I somehow got some anxiety and panick attack. I got insomnia and whenever I slept, I woke up to a bad dream mostly regarding my CAT papers. I got a feeling, if I don't crack CAT, my life is ruined. I will be a total failure. So, as expected. Nothing went well. Didn't even get 80%ile in CAT. So, I joined an IT firm in Mysore. Worked for more than two years. Luckily, circumstances taught me to be happy with what you have. My mind was normal again and by God's grace, I achieved a better percentile than my expectations in the 2019 CAT and will pursue MBA this year. 😀

  • @poojatyagi3018
    @poojatyagi3018 5 років тому +77

    She is so inspiring.. I went through the same depression and anxiety while giving CAT-19 but now I'm ok and feel that CAT is not an end, life goes on.

    • @MM-qh9yh
      @MM-qh9yh 5 років тому

      So your cleared cat?

    • @poojatyagi3018
      @poojatyagi3018 5 років тому +4

      @@MM-qh9yh well I attempted the good no. of questions, result is awaiting. I did not check the answer key as I don't want to ruin my other exams

    • @nilimamishra2707
      @nilimamishra2707 5 років тому

      Shadi kar lo...Fir aise khayal khayal he reh jaayenge....

    • @akshayw6914
      @akshayw6914 5 років тому +8

      @@nilimamishra2707 can you shutup ? Just go n do your work dumb

    • @akshayw6914
      @akshayw6914 5 років тому +2

      @@poojatyagi3018 all the best for cat result n other exams :)

  • @swastikagoel
    @swastikagoel 5 років тому +56

    Now this felt real, relatable and beautiful. It is easier to succeed once you are happy and at peace with yourself and the world around you.

  • @abhattacharya88
    @abhattacharya88 5 років тому +66

    This actually gave me some perspective in my life and that the ability to stand up and fight back when all the odds are stacked against you and you know that thing's are not going well doesn't mean you can't do anything. Patience, Perseverance and Hard work if brought together hand in hand bring the best out of you and YOU emerge victorious. Kudos to Gayathri.Such an inspiration!

    • @InsideIIMKonversations
      @InsideIIMKonversations  5 років тому +1

      Such an amazing insight you shared with all of us! All the best for your journey. Meanwhile, you might also be interested to check out - inspirational stories of aspirants who made it to their dream B-schools despite extremely unfavourable circumstances - bit.ly/2R4L6sw

  • @naquiyahtehseen3372
    @naquiyahtehseen3372 3 роки тому +10

    I can totally relate with her. I have been suffering from constant anxiety and mental stress during this covid period. And this story of hers gives me hope and courage to keep going and moving forward in my cat journey. Although there is only few months left for the exam and there's a lot of uncertainties about the exam. I'm going to give my best shot in the remaining months. I will study with the purpose of learning and growing as an individual.

    • @InsideIIMKonversations
      @InsideIIMKonversations  3 роки тому +1

      Yes, pls take approach the exam as a game that you're trying to win. If you win, great, if you don't, it was anyway just a game. This exam is not going to make or break you. It is only one alternative route to your ambitions. There will be several others. All the best. :)

  • @Rakz4u8
    @Rakz4u8 5 років тому +11

    I wish you have the best things in life. I too had depression and suicidal thoughts when I was repeating for engineering entrance exams. Fell in bad company (in terms of academics), the uncle and aunt with whom I stayed racially abused me, I had 0 confidence, I could not even drink a glass of water without trembling/ shivering. Kudos to your strength for coming out of it and also sharing it with people.

  • @ANONYMOUS-wc5fq
    @ANONYMOUS-wc5fq 5 років тому +12

    She is such a inspiration, so relatable, now she is in one of the best b schools of world, just wow

  • @piyushpushkar7018
    @piyushpushkar7018 5 років тому +26

    She is actually an inspiration for me . She has also faced similar things which I'm facing right now. I'm too pursuing my Bsc degree with Mathematics . I also prepared for IIT. And I left Bangalore because of my home sickness . Now I'm preparing for CAT which I have to give in 2020 . God knows what will happen next . Anyway it motivated me a lot. Thanks 😊😊.

    • @InsideIIMKonversations
      @InsideIIMKonversations  5 років тому +1

      Hi Piyush, good to know that you are preparing for CAT 2020. All the best for the same! Meanwhile, you can check out our website for CAT prep study materials. Start from here - How 99+ Percentilers Prepare For CAT - bit.ly/2Q3lWuc

    • @kashishsingh488
      @kashishsingh488 3 роки тому

      how did things turn out for you?

    • @piyushpushkar7018
      @piyushpushkar7018 3 роки тому

      @@kashishsingh488 I’m going to UK next year to pursue MSc Mathematics from University of Manchester. I’m happy that I achieved something. 😊

  • @divyamawasthi1017
    @divyamawasthi1017 5 років тому +20

    I am going through the same stage in my life right now. This really helps. Thanks.

    • @InsideIIMKonversations
      @InsideIIMKonversations  5 років тому

      Glad to hear that you find the video useful! One more inspiring video suggestion for you - Epilepsy Turned Me Into A Dark And Brooding Personality - Sharmishta S, XLRI Jamshedpur - bit.ly/36Rpkz0

  • @sharmishtar.somayaji9672
    @sharmishtar.somayaji9672 5 років тому +9

    A true inspiration, hats of Gayathri!! Keep shining ♥️

  • @edgygulf662
    @edgygulf662 3 роки тому +3

    I remember seeing this video a year ago back then I was also preparing for CAT but it was inspiring but I didn't have any mental health issues back then I was motivated I had internal drive but after a failed attempt I have developed some mental health issues I now I don't have the motivation that I had earlier I feel numb I have been struggling for past 4 5 months there is still a stigma about mental health where I am from so I am afraid of taking help or tell my parents about my struggle I don't want them to worry about me I hope everything will be normal again and I will find my unique self again

  • @shivakumarv7626
    @shivakumarv7626 4 роки тому +4

    The pain matters. Being an extrovert is loving to be social.

  • @rakeshkhetwal1412
    @rakeshkhetwal1412 4 роки тому +5

    Salute to her father

  • @tanveersingh5423
    @tanveersingh5423 5 років тому +10

    Omg, This girl!!!!, is fire!

    • @InsideIIMKonversations
      @InsideIIMKonversations  5 років тому

      Isn't she an inspiration to all? One more inspiring video suggestion for you - Epilepsy Turned Me Into A Dark And Brooding Personality - Sharmishta S, XLRI Jamshedpur - bit.ly/36Rpkz0

  • @amitshah1266
    @amitshah1266 4 роки тому +1

    Gayathri, you are an inspiration to so many people. 👍👍

  • @satyajitpati6724
    @satyajitpati6724 3 роки тому

    Although I've never had suicidal thoughts, but the rest of her story, that is really SO SO RELATABLE.

  • @kavitatiwari9818
    @kavitatiwari9818 4 роки тому

    She is a inspiration of everyone who is a aspirant of cat exam Or other exam,you are great mam. 🙏

  • @dungeonmaster3437
    @dungeonmaster3437 3 роки тому

    This is struggle,real struggle.Thank you insideiim for this and a big salute to you Gayathri.

  • @shivakumarv7626
    @shivakumarv7626 4 роки тому +1

    A technician wants clarity. A manager believes in keep going. He does his homework.

  • @samarthkumar5901
    @samarthkumar5901 5 років тому +21

    This very scenario is with around 80% students in India, this is not called overcoming depression, there's nothing to be depressed here. Even I made some wrong decisions and even I had the skin disease in my hostel, but why to exaggerate 😒😒.

    • @yashswita
      @yashswita 5 років тому +1

      Samarth Kumar the same situation can affect two people very differently. A student who always gets 80% marks would be joyous if he gets 85, on the other hand, a student who gets 90% may bawl their eyes out if they get 85. It’s all relative.

    • @samarthkumar5901
      @samarthkumar5901 5 років тому +2

      @@yashswita I get you, but tell me does marks and all these stuff matter in the end? Why to overthinking.

  • @subhajitchatterjee1148
    @subhajitchatterjee1148 4 роки тому +1

    This kinds of talks really helps a lot of people in disguise. Keep up the good work!! Spread positivity and help each other sustain in this world of apathy.
    She carved out her inner fears and paved the way out for many more.. #talk it out #taboo

  • @sameerpimpare7979
    @sameerpimpare7979 5 років тому +2

    Gayatri S you are amazing! Your story is truly inspiring! Thank you!

    • @InsideIIMKonversations
      @InsideIIMKonversations  5 років тому

      Thanks for liking the video :D Did you also watch? - From Death's Door To Cracking CAT And IIM Kozhikode | Saathwik Chandan - bit.ly/2PMP2xR

  • @vinayraval4589
    @vinayraval4589 4 роки тому

    This is very inspirational story!! Help me a lot! Thanks for such inspiring video 👍✌️

  • @dungeonmaster3437
    @dungeonmaster3437 3 роки тому +1

    Jee preparation days are hell emotionally,mentally and physically.I hope this stops,the coaching institutes are culprit here.

  • @kmaheshshetty4201
    @kmaheshshetty4201 5 років тому

    I'm so Proud of Her !!! It's need lots of guts to speak about what had happened !! More Power to You 🔥❤️👍

    • @InsideIIMKonversations
      @InsideIIMKonversations  5 років тому

      Isn't she an inspiration to all? One more latest inspiring video suggestion for you - Epilepsy Turned Me Into A Dark And Brooding Personality - Sharmishta S, XLRI Jamshedpur - bit.ly/36Rpkz0

  • @aditipandey2295
    @aditipandey2295 3 роки тому

    You don't always have somebody that you simply say 'they're there'

  • @bellwell
    @bellwell 3 роки тому

    Thank you for bringing this session.

  • @theambitiousguy.3820
    @theambitiousguy.3820 5 років тому +2

    XL di kuddiyyaaan really very smart& brave

  • @KiranKumar-mh2pb
    @KiranKumar-mh2pb 3 роки тому

    One suggestion to every viewer, don't ever find any holding hand. It's my experience of 3 years. Mark my words.

    • @InsideIIMKonversations
      @InsideIIMKonversations  3 роки тому

      Thank you for your feedback, Kiran
      Tell us what do you wish to see more on the channel

  • @adriandias6447
    @adriandias6447 5 років тому +1

    You are an inspiration to many thanks for your motivation may god shower his blessings on you.

    • @InsideIIMKonversations
      @InsideIIMKonversations  5 років тому

      Thanks for liking the video :D One more inspiring video suggestion for you - Epilepsy Turned Me Into A Dark And Brooding Personality - Sharmishta S, XLRI Jamshedpur - bit.ly/36Rpkz0

  • @shivakumarv7626
    @shivakumarv7626 4 роки тому

    Suicide is about bad experience that manifest into tragedy. Memories causes succide. Logic and reason causes confusion.

  • @sannidhijois5515
    @sannidhijois5515 4 роки тому

    This s so inspiring you go girl.i m preparing for ipm n listening to this made me work hard

  • @nakul3g
    @nakul3g 4 роки тому +2

    I can understand her pain. I switched from the engineering to commerce. The only thing we can do is to motivate ourselves because there are people who will always try to make fun of you and make you feel low of yourself

  • @partyplaylistsbyyash7540
    @partyplaylistsbyyash7540 4 роки тому

    wow, more power to you....

  • @ASMRfuntime
    @ASMRfuntime 5 років тому +1

    I can understand !

  • @d.rakeshkumardora5085
    @d.rakeshkumardora5085 4 роки тому

    Really emotional journey.

  • @dungeonmaster3437
    @dungeonmaster3437 3 роки тому

    Macha diya behen tune

  • @Sachinsh239
    @Sachinsh239 5 років тому

    Brilliant.

  • @ashishkalantri504
    @ashishkalantri504 5 років тому

    I am having one right now.... . . ..

  • @akashguharoy341
    @akashguharoy341 4 роки тому

    Thanks for awesome video InsideIIM✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓

  • @Ana-vd1rl
    @Ana-vd1rl Рік тому

    But if I you dnt gt into xlri🥺
    She got into it but what all those people who didn't clear.

  • @soumyasubhadarsini1270
    @soumyasubhadarsini1270 5 років тому +1

    Am also facing these situations

    • @athlete123
      @athlete123 5 років тому +4

      Hey. Just remember one thing Nothing last forever. Keep going. Never give up. GOOD LUCK

    • @soumyasubhadarsini1270
      @soumyasubhadarsini1270 5 років тому +1

      @@athlete123 yeah..hope everything changes for good

    • @pihuthakur1918
      @pihuthakur1918 5 років тому +1

      Most of us in this ..... world facing such

    • @raunitsingh676
      @raunitsingh676 4 роки тому

      Same here

  • @marshallmathers3980
    @marshallmathers3980 Рік тому

    Heck she's from Maharishi Vidya Mandir school. That school makes you question your existence for godsake.

  • @devarshpanchal9743
    @devarshpanchal9743 4 роки тому +1

    Plz reply this is same as me I got 82% and then also I took bsc maths but after I thought that this field is not for me should I go for mba plz di suggest me I got 74% overall in 12 but 82% in physics chemistry maths and 79.6 % in 10 and 85% in bsc maths hons should I go for MBA plz di suggest me

    • @InsideIIMKonversations
      @InsideIIMKonversations  4 роки тому

      Hi Devarsh, you can definitely appear for MBA entrance examinations.

    • @devarshpanchal9743
      @devarshpanchal9743 4 роки тому

      @@InsideIIMKonversations will I get good IIM like IIM C OR XLRI with this percentage? How much should I score to get in to XLRI OR IIMC I m from diversity field bsc and obc category plz suggest

    • @InsideIIMKonversations
      @InsideIIMKonversations  4 роки тому

      @@devarshpanchal9743 For academic background, please take a look at these 2 reports:
      XLRI: bit.ly/3cn6hjJ
      IIM-C: bit.ly/2HMKELI

  • @akashjaiswal4122
    @akashjaiswal4122 4 роки тому

    I am in the 4th semester of my UG(BBA) right now....
    Am i eligible to take CAT this year(2020)??

  • @aapkacareerdost6846
    @aapkacareerdost6846 5 років тому

    Really Good

    • @InsideIIMKonversations
      @InsideIIMKonversations  5 років тому

      Thanks for liking the video :D You might also be interested to watch - From Death's Door To Cracking CAT And IIM Kozhikode | Saathwik Chandan - bit.ly/2PMP2xR

  • @harshkankane2109
    @harshkankane2109 4 роки тому +1

    Anyone please suggest me
    I am in grade 12 i should start preparing for exam or focus on 12

    • @nehachouksey6590
      @nehachouksey6590 4 роки тому +2

      At present you should focus on your 12th examination and bring very good marks as it is your base or it is your eligibility by which you will get colleges for your UG and It is also necessary for CAT as it will affect your profile. So bottom line is you will have enough time after 12th for prepration of CAT. Currently you should focus on your 12 grades. All the best for your future :)

    • @harshkankane2109
      @harshkankane2109 4 роки тому +1

      @@nehachouksey6590 thanks

    • @nehachouksey6590
      @nehachouksey6590 4 роки тому

      @@harshkankane2109No worries :)

    • @vid_sh_itsme4340
      @vid_sh_itsme4340 4 роки тому

      Prepare for IIT like everyone else.

  • @sanjaykhanka4287
    @sanjaykhanka4287 3 роки тому +4

    Wow.... Going into depression for such a pity reason gives depression depression.
    Creating one's own problem and then coming out of it wasn't much thrilling to hear with such a poor background music.
    This puts all other to Shame who are really going through troubles like no food, living in wartorn countries or broken heart.

    • @nocode659
      @nocode659 3 роки тому +2

      Spot on mate....she is from aisc in schooling...we belong to state board..rich kid she is

  • @rahulmattihalli
    @rahulmattihalli 5 років тому +3

    One thing I don't understand, people who think of suicide can lead a company understand immense stress and pressure?

    • @manojitroy4230
      @manojitroy4230 5 років тому +19

      She thought about commiting suicide but somehow she came back, she stood up. CMI, ISI, IITs aren't easy to survive , especially just after your 12th where you'd never felt any kind of pressure of being failure. She thought about a negative thing but she came back. That's the big achievement. To be a good leader you always have to beat yourself first. She will be a good leader someday.

    • @2012Parag
      @2012Parag 5 років тому

      In this day and age choke full of media brainwashed girly feminine guys, it's refreshing getting a thumbs up on harsh but true statements .

    • @manojitroy4230
      @manojitroy4230 5 років тому +6

      @@2012Parag there are n no. of examples I can give you that women are better performers than men if they get the equality. Don't judge someone on the basis of a bad experience or something. Please don't go with this cheap mindset. Why we always judge someone and give our own verdict? Everyone have their own struggle! Who are we to judge?

    • @2012Parag
      @2012Parag 5 років тому

      @@manojitroy4230 women are better performers than men - still no, just no.

  • @Priya02728
    @Priya02728 2 роки тому

    please someone tell me will a not so reputed college affect my chances of admission in the top iims

    • @InsideIIMKonversations
      @InsideIIMKonversations  2 роки тому

      Up to some extent: Yes,
      But doors are still wide open for you, just your UG is not going to decide your B-School.

  • @dapperdan3776
    @dapperdan3776 5 років тому +7

    It takes me 3 hour to go and 3 hour to come from my engineering college. Moreover, l couldn't clear iit even after drop year. Her struggle isn't much 😒

    • @Thehigherlifevibes
      @Thehigherlifevibes 5 років тому +10

      Its not a competition

    • @raunitsingh676
      @raunitsingh676 4 роки тому

      I couldn't clear my exam even after 2 year drop, now your struggle isn't enough lol

    • @surajsinghkamboj7349
      @surajsinghkamboj7349 8 місяців тому

      Atleast you are at home ... Appreciate the fact buddy......