fastest RSG pace i have ever had + hard choke

Please do me a favor and click off after I enter the end.
By far my best RSG end enter and its not close. The seed was pretty bad but some great bastion luck made the run possible. The positive of this run is the massive progress I have already made in a month. This end enter is so far ahead of all my previous runs and it is great to see that improvement.
Unfortunately, the pressure got to me and I made several bad decisions in the portal room. Realizing I had 4 beds and not trusting myself to one cycle, I decided on full bow to stop the dragon from healing when I dropped the one cycle, but didn't realize how few arrows I had. After making a dumb mistake and falling from the half bow pillar, I proceeded to waste all my arrows without knowing how few I had and just decided to wait for the perch. Continued making dumb mistakes and lost the run.
Hindsight is 20/20 and I realize I should've just waited in the first place. Even if I dropped the one cycle, I wouldn't have panicked nearly as hard or made nearly as much of a fool out of myself. In future runs, I might start taking a breather in the portal room as prep to clear my head and make better decisions. I definitely need to stop trying to force the strategies I typically use and adapt better to the situation. Hard lessons to learn, we go next.