Car Seat Headrest - "High to Death" (Official Audio)
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- Опубліковано 12 вер 2024
- From 'Twin Fantasy'
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you know the vibes [bursts into tears]
lmfao
🥺☹️😔
First of i learned sober to death and now high to death and next will be drunk to death and it's provably obvious i got it on with them
@@maryfreegirl2029 hi mary freegirl.
@@hyjaph yoo!! bradcord meeting
Listened to it 17 times in a row while drunk and dissociating from antidepressants on a 12 hour bus ride. Cathartic
tell me more:
actually listened to it 5 times in a row while drunk and on accidentally taken fluoxetine and having suicidal thoughts
What's it like to be huge try hard poser garbage kids?
You lack discipline.
@@user-ul9fr5bf3i кек
hey guys im the dissociated girly on a 12h bus ride. high to death was my most listened to song in 2022. now in 2023 its sober to death. healing even though the world around me keeps falling apart. i hope even at your lowest you remember that life is a cycle of getting worse and better and worse and better. better things are ahead. im proud of u for holding on.
massive dub keep it up
this makes me happy to see
So glad to see you are doing better. There is no good without bad, no beginnings without ends, and for everyone who feels stuck, you are more capable than even you know. Sobriety is hard, but so worth it.
we're proud of you too! keep going, it'll all be okay
the perfect song to listen while laying on the ground at 3 am
Exactly what I'm doing rn, and also smoking cause Will still loves me
Why are you laying on the ground.
@@cameronpritchett7512 floor gang
Ace Daybreaker ground gang.
YOOOOOO like that's exactly what I'm doing right now
istg that type of songs that has kid voices saying anything in the middle of it makes me burst into tears immediately for no reason 3:42
Will really captures the pureness of the desperate search for company, that 1am drunken search for familiarity and kindred spirits.
The refrain of begging someone, someone who's even doing something you dislike (Keep smoking), to stay with you, that ode of I love you, is so fucking poignant.
Life is harder that it has to be, but it's also more beautiful that it has any right to be.
He needs to get his act together and stop living with mom.
@@user-ul9fr5bf3i I don't think Will lives with his mom
Holy shit why is an audio guide making me cry
I'm almost a year clean, but I don't feel better. Sometimes I wish it would've killed me. No one even knows I had to go through my addiction and get clean alone. I feel nothing but guilt, shame, and despair. I want my love here with me.
hey man, I hope you're doing better. you're a very strong person and I admire you for that. you're not alone.
Congrats men… im clean for 3 years but im still crying every day in deep depression :(
@@NightDemxns I know the pain. But as long as you try, every day it gets a little easier. From one sufferer to another, hang tough.
@@avionjectt thx that means a lot for me but a good information is that il becoming happy!
I love you and even though I don't know you im so proud you got clean there is nothing more beautiful and inspiring then hearing stuff like that, u are an incredible strong person
I fell over
I fell onto the ground
I wish I was sober
I can't get up off the ground
When I closed my eyes
And I thought I was blind
It's the middle of the night
And I'll never be alright again
And this wallpaper
Keeps going 'round the room
It keeps going 'round the room
It keeps going 'round the room
And I follow it around the room
And I follow it around the room
Keep smoking, I love you
Keep smoking, I love you
Keep smoking, I still love you
But I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die
And I sat there on the steps
Considering death
There were only seconds left of the night
And I said hell is the sun
Burning forever at the center of things
A ball on fire at the center of things
A ball on fire at the center of things
A brain on fire at the center of things
A brain on fire at the center of things
I can't turn this thing off, it keeps following me
Used to be so human, now it's just a machine
I can't turn this thing off, it keeps following me
When'd you say you were leaving?
When'd you really leave?
I can't turn this thing off, it keeps following me
Used to be so human, now it's just a machine
I can't turn this thing off, it keeps following me
When'd you say you were leaving?
When'd you really leave?
Welcome to the Nevada Museum of Art audio guide
We hope your experience will be
"Hello, my name is Hojin Stella Jung, i'm a senior at McQueen High School
My portfolio is a collection of paintings, that was created during last summer
And the first half of my senior year, and it's called "The Lady"
And I didn't feel very well when I painted the first
And I didn't feel very well when I painted the last
It was intense, it was an intense process
And it was how I was trying to, very hard, personify that intensity
But it's hard to talk about her now, because I think she wasn't me
At least that's how I feel and I'm trying to figure out what to do now
But she represents fervor in women, she is powerful, yet fragile
She dares but also averts her gaze, and I love her, at least, I did
And, but now I feel lost, and I'm unsure of what to think and feel most of the time
But I did believe in her, "The Lady", and maybe
There is a different form now that the intensity takes"
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dancing to sober to death, crying to high to death
Who the fuck dances to Sober to Death
@@malwre_android1617 😭
@@malwre_android1617 i kinda do
@@malwre_android1617 I do
@@malwre_android1617 yeah you are supposed to dance to Bodys
is anyone else too lonely to relate to this music? and it just breaks your heart knowing you might never be able to truly connect to anybody. when i listened to this album it was so full of sadness and suffering but it was all due to the pain that love and friendship can bring. and i'd put up with all the pain in the world if i could just find somebody i really click with. sometimes i get told to just be patient and that i'll find people who love me for me, but then i see things online like loneliness is only increasing and suicide rate is on the rise, and i realise that my suffering isn't special, and that there's a high chance i'll never get out of this.
Man. You just took the words right out of my mouth, same here.
That's... relatable.
Feeling alone and isolated from people. This helps
Wonder why 🤔
@@theflev-matic4892huh
Yes dad, keep drinking, I still love u
I felt that one
:(
:(
im so sorry for you and your family, stay safe my dear
Got fired from my job. Drinking a beer and listening to this. I hate myself in these dark times but thank you CSH for being there for me in these dark times.
Hope everything goes always better for you man
I feel like Legoshi would unironicly would listen to CSH
NubaHuba oh probably lmao
Hope your doin good!!
You will get through it. There are peaks and valleys. Don't lose who you are.
my friends call me a loser because of my stupid little fixation with this band, but it's made me feel things that I haven't really felt listening to music. I haven't even struggled with substance abuse but man it really hits me hard.
loser as in a joke or are they serious?
loser as in a joke or are they serious?
Holy shit is that Fred durst
@@walterwalter8862 chocolate starfish 😈 and the hot dog flavored water 🔥
YOOOOOOOO@@nervousyoungman_
I can't believe Wull Tolonko died from being high.
You will be missed Wall Torpedo
rip well tostito
I'll never forget bill toronto
he highed himself to death
rest well whale tomato :(
There's something haunting about how rich Will's baritone sounds on this song. This melody is driving me into spring with my sunroof open.
I just discovered this band. Man, it's dope. Their music is beautiful. Glad I found them. Blessings.
Music is one of the best things humans have created.
@@zd91 yes with adhd i love deep songs about my self…
Its so good! I LOVE IT
@@zd91It is the best. Our greatest achievement
Hell is the sun... burning forever at the center of things.
Same as Karen
I cant believe how good this record is
This was my favorite band in HS. First time I really listened to the lyrics I thought I was being sent a secret code-something meant just for me.
It’s weird to see so many people feel such an emotional connection to a song a teenager made on their crappy laptop, but also surprisingly comforting.
It's 01:00 AM, It's New Year's Day, and here I am, crying on the floor, not wishing to be happy I just don't want to feel suffer and pain anymore
I know this feeling when was 2019 new yesr i was on mdma crying 6 hours because girl cheated on me…
New year is always shit tbh I always have breakdowns on New Year’s Day and bad stuff always happens idk why :(
lyrics:
I fell over
I fell onto the ground
(Ooh) I wish I was sober
I can't get up off the ground, ground, ground, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
When I closed my eyes
And I thought I was blind
It's the middle of the night
And I'll never be alright again
And this wallpaper
Keeps going 'round the room
It keeps going 'round the room
It keeps going 'round the room
And I follow it around the room
And I follow it around the room
Keep smoking, I love you
Keep smoking, I love you
Keep smoking, I still love you
But I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die
And I sat there on the steps
Considering death
There were only seconds left of the night
And I said hell is the sun
Burning forever at the center of things
A ball on fire at the center of things
A ball on fire at the center of things
A brain on fire at the center of things
A brain on fire at the center of things
I can't turn this thing off, it keeps following me
It used to be so human, now it's just a machine
I can't turn this thing off, it keeps following me
When you say you believe them, would you really believe?
I can't turn this thing off, it keeps following me
It used to be so human, now it's just a machine
I can't turn this thing off, it keeps following me
When you say you believe them, would you really believe?
Welcome to the Nevada Museum of Arts audio guide
We hope your experience will be
Hello, my name is Hojin Stella Jung, I am a senior at McQueen high school
My portfolio is a collection of paintings that was created during last summer
And the first half of my senior year and it's called The Lady
And I didn't feel very well when I painted the first
And I didn't feel very well when I painted the last
And it was intense, it was an intense process, and it was how I was trying tovery hard
Personify that intensity, but it's hard to talk about her now because
I think she wasn't me, at least that's how I feel
And I'm trying to figure out what to do now
Like she represents ferver in woman, she is powerful yet fragile
She stares but also averts her gaze
And I love her, at least I did and
But now I feel lost
And unsure of what to think and feel most of the time
But I did believe in her, The Lady
And maybe there is a different form now that the intensity takes
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Or you may hang up and call back later
thank you kaneki
Thanks
i would give anything to hear this album for the first time again
Welcome to the Nevada Museum of Art audio guide.
A brain on fire at the center of things
I can't turn this thing off, it keeps following me
It used to be so human, now it's just a machine
Car Seat is very personal when it comes to Lyrics and Feelings, Will Toledo has gone through what most people have that wont admit it and that is called *Being Human*.
i know this might be a weird thing to say but this song makes me hopeful for my future. one day, several years from now i will be lying down on my roof high as fuck, listening to high to death on full volume and everything will be okay and i'll be okay.
the whole twin fantasy album has always made me feel the exact same way since 15, it's so nice to see someone put it in words. such a beautiful album and feeling
The most improved over the old version by far
I thought this was the only one that didn't improve actually, I think that the extremely heavy reverb and noisyness of the original kind of amplified the feelings the lyrics are trying to convey. Like it perfectly sounds like your thoughts when you're super drunk and depressed in the middle of the night. This new one is really good but I miss the super distorted depression of the first one
The original is 1000 times better but that's just my opinion
I miss the last third of the 2011 version, also that fucking filler at the end of this, I just skip it
@Mario Aguirre I don’t skip the filler at the end, it’s one of my favorite parts. I think it perfectly encapsulates the feeling Will is trying to convey. The phone message, IMO, sums up the entire tone of F2F.
I think this and Nervous Young Inhumans are the closest to the original in quality, everything else being vastly improved.
The lowest quality fidelity really adds to the emotion, while this version has a lot of textures and better performances that make the music itself more emotional.
Haven’t listened to twin fantasy in over a year and i cant believe how far ive come. Im only 16 but i really feel like ive been through hell and back with this album. Im much healthier now but i still feel like im missing out on life or “wasting my teen years”. I have plenty of friends but no matter how hard i try i just dont enjoy going out/doing really much of anything socially. I drown out this feeling with ambition and self improvement which made me a lot tougher, i can handle more that what i could when i started listening to csh. I know it’s typical of a teen to not fit in but ive felt socially stunted since quarantine. Every time ive been to sleepover in my life i left early because i just cant stand being around people, even my own family, for more than a few hours. And the worst part of this is i dont even feel lonely. Its as though im dripping feeding myself enough social interaction to get by without becoming depressed. Twin fantasy gives me a feeling of love/loss i dont think im capable of.
You summed up my experience with this album too. 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂
I'm 15 and I feel like that as well. Recently I lost someone important. I improved a bit at least. Hopefully we can keep growing.
One of the most beautiful and heart-wrenching songs I've ever heard, wow
Usually I listen to this song when I get high and I've always notice that the vibe absolutely changes when i get high
absolutely, csh in general just hits different when you’re high i’ve noticed
i listened to this song a year ago when i relapsed really badly from self harm. i remember replaying the “but i dont wanna die” part over and over again, because i didn’t want to die. i didnt want to, but my thoughts were becoming so muddied that i thought at some point i was gonna fuck up and die. and then the random little kid came on and i cried even harder, because i’ll never be a kid again, and my parents wont love me like when i was a little girl.
i met some great people and ive been clean for almost two months now. i want to stay like this, but i know eventually something’s gonna happen and i’ll be here again.
you're becoming stronger, you're in the right path. don't be afraid, cause right people is around. I'm proud of you.
stay strong youve got this
How are you doing now bae?
No matter how many times we fall we can always find our way to get back up. It’s human to fail and it’s human to try again. Just don’t give up. Keep going ❤
i love you
Listened to this after watching my grandma die from medical assisted suicide - she had cancer.
A month later I read a thing about how the sun has fire tornadoes the height of 14 earths stacked on top of each other.
A ball on a fire at the center of things.
This song just holds a special place in my heart, it's such a vibe and it's such a connected feeling to this song. I listened to it at my darker times, I remember when I was at a bad place, in middle on night outside listening to this song while crying or when i was crying hard in the shower after relapsing. Such a great song and it's such a special one
This song breaks me, but goddamn, it is one of the most beautiful pieces of music I've ever heard.
it will never get any better
has to. it has to someday
i liked this comment like 6m ago... yes, it does. It gets better c:
@@mmarshin update: it did get better, I have a loving girlfriend and learning guitar.
@@sliggu9005 That's really nice! I'm happy to hear that ;3
Aye the gang out here crying
Underrated track in the album
Its my 3rd favorite in the album
So so good
probably my favorite song of theirs... at least right now. Beach Life in Death is amazing as well
When will I be happy again im tired of the emptiness
You’re not alone. You’ll never be alone. If you need someone to talk to, I’m here
This has been one of my favorite songs for like 2 years now
To be honest, I could say that this album, someday will be in many list of the best records ever, and this is a record that could be with Kid A (Radiohead), Remain In Light (Talking Heads), Dark Side of the Moon (Pink Floyd) and Sgt Pepper and the Lonely Hearts Club Band (The Beatles)
I think it’s a very good record. As much as M2M was very raw and emotional (and very lo-fi), this is just a perfect standalone listen and a fantastic record overall. It captures everything in deep thought and it encapsulates depression, lost love, moving on, and an unwillingness to change. People give it too much shit for its sound and because it’s CSH... but the album itself is still stellar, and it might eventually grow to be one of the most personal records of all time (It’s not perfect tho, but it’s emotionally precise).
But better
I love this record and I absolutely love this band, but they have not impacted music as much as those bands.
Facts
I think Car Seat Headrest to me at least, is like Bojack Horseman. It’s beautiful, messy and brilliant but admitting that it’s of immense personally worth to you is hard because deep down we all want to be okay. Will confronts that need
3:51 to 4:23 , the 30 seconds I leave my body and become a ghost
check out this will destroy you - the mighty rio grande
@@elemenopey will do!
so mom said quit smoking please son so today is my second day sober. I hope imma be ok
How ya doin man?
@@LukasPrimeEdition a month and 12 days without smoking. Dreams came back and my sleeping habit is going well
hows it been for you, 2 months in?
@@tf2_engineer_real yo it's been 3 months and a day now I a have a diet to improve my poor ass body of 100 lbs
@@jesusordonez1516 nice to hear man. Nice PFP btw
I can't pick which one is my favorite, but this is top 3
Listening this at 6am crying to the ground and my body is shaking:(
4:29am 🥲
This is the song I want to be hearing as I'm leaving this world.
I can’t get up off the ground..ground..ground… ground.. ground…ound…ound…ound….
In freshman year id listen to this album on the bus to and from school and it got to a point where i could perfectly time it so My Boy would start when i left home and Twin Fantasy (Those Boys) would end when i came back. I could always get it so Cute Thing would be on when i entered school and this would be on when school ended. Now when i play this song i just have vivid memories of walking down the stairs and to the buses and it makes me want to throw up, not exactly in a bad way tho
listened to this song when my dad drank so much he had a stroke and forgot who I was in the hospital
Im so sorry that happened to you
i never really listened to this one as much as sober to death but now i know why, cause it makes me want to die
the guitars in this song are so beautiful man I can’t get over them
Currently laying on the floor because im in so much pain from health issues. I can't move but this song keeps me awake. Its a beautiful day outside but im stuck on my bathroom floor. I want nothing more than to go outside but I can't will myself to crawl. "I fell over, I fell onto the ground." ❤❤
For some reason, to me, this song sounds like a liminal space
Especially that fucking intro riff... it gets at me in a really weird and unsettling way
Literally giving me a boost to stay strong and sober up keep my head up and seek help asap, thank you thank thank you. Im jacob im an addict
keep strong man, hope you're doing okay
music like this is too good to exist
honestly this song makes me feel that, something is wrong with me, and there is nothing wrong with it
Keep smoking... We love you
G h o s t y 9 6 shut up. You don't love me
favorite part of the song, gives me chills
Titano the fuck we don't!
I love you
@@lvcas2442 he wasn’t talking to u
this was my least favorite track on the 2011 version but now i love it
this song is INSANEEEEEE
and i follow it around the rooooooooooommmmmmm......
I could listen to 2:27-3:01 forever
me caí sobre
I fell over
Caí al suelo
I fell onto the ground
Desearía estar sobrio
I wish I was sober
No puedo levantarme del suelo
I can't get up off the ground
cerré mis ojos
I closed my eyes
Y pensé que estaba ciego
And thought I was blind
Es la mitad de la noche
It's the middle of the night
Y nunca volveré a estar bien
And I'll never be alright again
Y este fondo de pantalla
And this wallpaper
Sigue dando vueltas por la habitación
Keeps going round the room
Sigue dando vueltas por la habitación
Keeps going round the room
Y lo sigo por la habitación
And I follow it around the room
Sigue fumando te amo
Keep smoking, I love you
Sigue fumando te amo
Keep smoking, I love you
Sigue fumando, te sigo amando
Keep smoking, I still love you
Pero no quiero morir, no quiero morir
But I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die
No quiero morir, no quiero morir
I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die
No quiero morir, no quiero morir
I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die
No quiero morir, no quiero morir
I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die
Y me senté en los escalones
And I sat there on the steps
Considerando la muerte
Considering death
Solo quedaba el segundo de la noche
There were only second left of the night
Y dije que el infierno es el sol
And I said hell is the sun
Ardiendo para siempre en el centro de las cosas
Burning forever at the center of things
Una bola de fuego en el centro de las cosas.
A ball on fire at the center of things
Una bola de fuego en el centro de las cosas.
A ball on fire at the center of things
Un cerebro en llamas en el centro de las cosas
A brain on fire at the center of things
Un cerebro en llamas en el centro de las cosas
A brain on fire at the center of things
Y el mar no es verde
And the sea isn't green
Y amo este sueño
And I love this dream
Pero, ¿cómo podemos
But how exactly can we
Escapar de detrás de la pared
Escape from behind the wall
I want so bad to see the Lady painting the woman was talking about
i am going to bawl my eye balls out
when'd you say you were leaving
when'd you really leave 🙁
this isnt twin fantasy this is twink fantasy
This is so weird i live near mcqueen high school
me too lol... it took me a few listens to be like Okay Thats Actually The Nevada Museum Of Art and then i abruptly got sad when i realized i never saw The Lady when i was there lol
Ikr, i went to the nevada museum of art recently
I went there haha. Surreal. Wonder if anyone I knew had a connection with the artist
I've missed this song so much 💙
I fell over
I fell onto the ground
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)
I wish I was sober
I can't get up off the ground
Ground, ground, ground
Ground, ground, ground
Ground, ground
When I closed my eyes
And I thought I was blind
It's the middle of the night
And I'll never be alright again
And this wallpaper
Keeps going 'round the room
Keeps going 'round the room
Keeps going 'round the room
And I follow it around the room
And I follow it around the room
Ooh
Keep smoking, I love you
Keep smoking, I love you
Keep smoking, I still love you
But I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die
(William, let me out
William
William, let me out William)
And I sat there on the steps
Considering death
There were only seconds left of the night
And I said hell is the sun
Burning forever at the center of things
A ball on fire at the center of things
A ball on fire at the center of things
A brain on fire at the center of things
A brain on fire at the center of things
I can't turn this thing off, it keeps following me
Used to be so human, now it's just a machine
I can't turn this thing off, it keeps following me
When you say you were leaving, would you really leave?
I can't turn this thing off, it keeps following me
Used to be so human, now it's just a machine
I can't turn this thing off, it keeps following me
When you say you were leaving, would you really leave?
(Welcome to the Nevada Museum of Arts audio guide, we hope your experience will be
Hello my name is Hojin Sojo I'm a senior at McQueen high school
My portfolio is a collection of paintings
That was created during last summer and the first half of my senior year
And it's called "The Lady"
And I didn't feel very well when I painted the first
And I didn't feel very well when I painted the last
And it was intense, it was an intense process
And it was how I was trying to, very hard, personify that intensity
But it's hard to talk about her now because I think she's with me at least that's how I feel
And I'm trying to figure out what to do now
And she represents fervour in women
She is powerful yet fragile
She's feared but also averts her gaze
And I loved her, at least I did
And- but now I feel lost
And I'm unsure of what to think and feel most of the time
But I just believe in her, The Lady
And maybe there is a different form now that the intensity takes
Enter another item number followed by the pound sign, or you can hang up and call back later)
this song ends way to fucking early
You like this song?
Now, we like.
im not depressed or anything but this song is fire
Realmente me gusta mucho,excelente,very nice
Keep smoking I still love you
I have no words, I cried.
Finally found this song.
listening on my birthday
happy birthday
I luv this song
The artist went to my high school:0
Fr???
@@ScradeCottontail FRRR?!!?!?!
last time i was high af i kinda felt like this, damn
Lmao same it’s such an accurate song
Will Toledo sounds like Julian Casablancas from the strokes when he sings in his lower range and this made me notice
connecting to this so hard rn
I feel like I have spare love just enough to give to someone else, but the world only left me myself.
it's The Best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Burnout anthem.
I listened to this song on the floor and now I want to die
Thank you for the random person on the needledrop who shared this song
Listened to it while I hadn't sleep for more than a day and on antipsychotics while dissociating and hallucinating while i was also high and drunk
I can definitely hear the swans influence at the end.
Yeah that reverse guitar delay is very soundtracks of the blind.
I was thinking post-rock! Damn, Swans is awesome.
Life-changing product!
There is something disturbingly comforting about watching myself bleed
thats very concerning scotchtapeeater, i hope youre doing ok
Keep smokingggg, I luv u :33
MioNami uwu fantasy
I miss the outro part
Awesome!
me listening to this while smoking lmao
Woah. This track is kinda dark. Those lyrics “ Keep smoking I love you. “ But I don’t want you to die” .
.
.
stop smoking we love you stop smoking we love you
Shout out to hurricanes. And you dudes
Iconic song
definitely my favorite