Really interesting to look at people's perceptions of me.. tone it down a bit, I'm not narcissistic, delusional, or purposefully arrogant and rebellious.. I do things because I have to. I've tried doing things the normal way, and it kills me inside. It might be ok for some to be a slave to a corporation and not care, but I get sick and die. I do not do things because I want them my way, I need them my way or I will actually die, inside and out. I cannot ask permission, it will always be no. I cannot ask for help it will always be no. I cannot be what others are. It's hard to explain. I guess. But I'm not like this because I want to be trouble. I'm like this because I want to survive.
Really interesting to look at people's perceptions of me.. tone it down a bit, I'm not narcissistic, delusional, or purposefully arrogant and rebellious.. I do things because I have to. I've tried doing things the normal way, and it kills me inside. It might be ok for some to be a slave to a corporation and not care, but I get sick and die. I do not do things because I want them my way, I need them my way or I will actually die, inside and out. I cannot ask permission, it will always be no. I cannot ask for help it will always be no. I cannot be what others are. It's hard to explain. I guess. But I'm not like this because I want to be trouble. I'm like this because I want to survive.