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4 days ago my dad lost his battle with cancer. I was there with him until the very last day. Ik he hated this type of music but it what has been getting me through it and has helped me keep on keeping on. I love you William Lee Smaller, im glad to have known you for as long i did. Your one hell of fighter and the strongest man physically and mentally that i will ever know. I just hope to be able to fill in your shoes to make you proud
i also lost my dad to cancer and it's the worst pain i've ever felt. we're in this together, you aren't alone. hope you're doing well he's still with you
8 years later and we all still listenin huh? i hope we all make it thru the shit we dont talk about. i pray for yall brothas. my lifes a constant struggle but we gotta keep pushin.
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"It's all I've wanted my whole life. The universe won't notice bitch. You just another life. The sun will rise. The stars have already died" --- Has gotta be one of my favorite lyrics of all time
Everything we see is a reflection of light bouncing off the object into out eyes, if the stars already died we've already done what's done and living in a delay. What's done is done.
I've listened to this song at least 100 times, but it wasn't until just now, those lyrics jumped out at me. And so I was skimming the comment section just to see if someone posted their lyrics. And you started at the exact lyrics I was looking for. How profound of a thought and statement. We see stars from thousands of years ago given the time and distance there is between them and us. Our light may be all that is left and yet the universe will continue with or without us. How small and also how extraordinary of a statement to make. These are my new favorite lyrics as well
seeing both ruby and scrim getting sober and better but also being open about their relapses makes me... feel oddly happy as someone who struggles to live and not slip into addiction every single day
Addiction is my biggest regret. Alcohol & fentanyl have brought me to & thru literal hell . it j aint worth it, i wish with everything in me i never picked up the drugs..
When i 1st heard this song i was 22 and homeless staying in hotels, smoking blunts back to back, all while working my ass off to stay a float. Now ive been sober for 4 months and got my own place , and my mom was with me thru it all. She still lives with me and im proud to have made it thru that struggle. This song holds a special place in me💯
I remember listening to this full of anger and sadness. Everytime I relisten to this music it brings back memories, I’m glad I overcame what I was going through and I promise you will too. I decided to move to a new state when I turned 18 to get away from all the memories holding me down. I can’t say the same for the ones I love, they got caught in the loop, all I can do is pray and hope for the best. Life is hell, but only the strongest survive. Remember that. I don’t care who you are, i genuinely care about you. Someone will always care for you.
Thank you for real. I just stumbled across these guys and happened to read your comment and I'm in same boat, in the process of changing. Thanks for that man...
As someone who was battling with drug addiction and drug abuse from the age of 15 to 19 these guys really helped me battle and fight it, proud to say I’m 21 now and have been drug free for 2 years. Without these guys I don’t know if I could have done it
I remember listening to o pana! when I was 14 and I’m now 21. The amount of life that’s happen since is crazy. It gets better , it’s never gonna be perfect or everything you want. There’s always bad days but you learn the little bit of good is what makes it worth it. You’ll find your purpose wether it’s a job, school, kid, moving,etc. keep your head up please. It goes away. You’ll wonder how you made it past 16 forever but you realize the battle was worth sticking around 💕
Honestly focus on yourself in life. Don’t let family, friends, or anyone bring you down in any way. You are born to be who you become and you will walk this creative colorful world to create you’re own rainbow trails by you’re own damn self. Whatever you’re going through, know it’s always greener on the other side. Get through it with a strong and smart mind, learn from everything and take every situation bad or good as a blessing. There’s good in everything And everyone I promise . This is a whole ass open universe, get the fuck away from whatever is holding you down, seriously, and just find yourself. Find what you like, what you would want to do in life, anything about you chase that shit . Patience and mindfulness is the fucking key to life. I love all of you I promise you that. Please take care of yourselves, stay humble guys. ❤️❤️
colorful world? am I the only one who still thinks this world is black and white. everything I see is soulless. this comment is very positive, yes. but sadly I do not feel happiness as much anymore. and I know most people do not care about my reply.
I like seeing people with actual emotion on songs like these because on reactions to this mixtape people are going "dope" and "lit" without listening to the lyrics or fully transcending the beat
I agree but bruh the beat for the last song is like one of the best beats ever made💯 this dude $crim perfectly mixed a gangsta boo sample with a com truise sample🔥
Just keep it in perspective. The struggle creates contrast with the better times. We all feel it inside. But you cannot have a peak without a valley. I also struggled with depression, but I overcame it by remembering that, and through therapy. Therapy doesn’t make you weak. You would be strong to know what you need, man. We are stronger by each other’s side. We are here for you.
Had 17 funerals in 2021 got hooked on fetanyl fought an attempted m case now 5months sober working on my mental health the boys music helps me through it all
I hope things are better for you now than when you wrote your original comment. Sending all the positivity I can. That fent sitch is crazy over there man, just like with the crack times an entire generation stolen because the gov too busy making money off the war on drugs. What a sad situation, you just have to try do what you do I guess huh. Much love, from the UK.
I gain confidence from listening to the stories and beliefs within this brand of music to sharpen personal growth in a way. I'm happy and dont feel lonely I'm no longer a struggling drug addict as I used to be i enjoy the company of others when i allow them to be around. but it may be because I found this music after I overcame some of my hardest struggles and it reminds me of the ways i have felt and become proud of myself for fighting my demons. Demons never disappear but it's almost as if your walking the demons instead of the demons walking you. Sounds crazy but there is so much strength behind peaceful control and the obedience of that that seeks to destroy you.
It's so comforting seeing everyone post their stories with this mixtape. I've been in a really dark place for the last 3 years, but it's gotten worse this month because a girl who messed me up even more. Every night I'm here listening to their songs crying contemplating if I should put the noose around my neck or not. Every night they keep me alive for 1 more day. I love you boys, never stop making music, it means the world for most of us
never put that noose around your neck bro at least reach out to this music man. there is always something in this world worth living for man. I LOVE YOU BRO keep that head up of yours. I went to rehab in january after i crashed my 350z drunk and drifting around. I somehow didn't get a DUI or anything which WOULD have worsened my situation. ME crashing my car was my wake up call and treatment saved my life. I have never been as happy as I am now in my life and its all thanks to the "GOD I never thought i would believe in". He is out there watching over you. Everything will be ok.
@@FadedxFantom I'm proud of you brother, glad to hear you're on a better path now. I hope that the "God" that is up there will guide me and keep me alive if he is really there
@@drakuunn I know that he kept my dumbass alive so I know he got u too my boi. Just keep sending good vibes into the world and eventually you’ll get it back literally in 1 month it’ll be the same time last year I crashed my car and I do countless more things to destroy relationships with countless people all while killing myself slowly with 2 handles of Smirnoff a week during work and all, at 20 years old. I just turned 21 November 1st and went to my first ever concert and it was $uicideboy$ here in San Diego. Literally best night of my life and I did it sober. I made it happen because I chose to go to treatment for my childhood trauma. Not saying treatment is your answer man. But I know there’s an answer waiting for you just keep looking
@@FadedxFantom thank you for the good words man, helps a lot❤️ also keep doing what makes you happy, you should rebuild another 350z cuz they're cool cars
These guys, man.... enough really can't be said. The production, talent, emotions, starting all on their own, the impact the music has on the people who relate. Crazy. Just 2 white boys better than 99.9% of every other rapper out there 💯
almost a years since i found this, actually no, it found me in my darkest moments and gave me the strength to keep up, battling with the demons in my head and the ones i have to see everyday. and i’m going to keep coming back, listening every morning just to feel okay. g59 till death.
[Sample: Tommy Wright] Car jack, gat packed, hard head, wig split Die n***a die n***a die n***a die Got a big clip wid a Jason mask [Verse 1: Yung Mutt] Sunk back in the driver's seat Blunt between my lips I'm riding with a b**h that's high as me She ducking out She trying to sleep I'm ducking out I'm trying to see the road, but all I can see are 4 horsemen coming closer to me I think I'm about to die We'll see Swerving on them motherf**ers, b**h It ain't my time Let the world blow up first then I might just close my eyes It's all I really wanted my whole life The universe won't notice b**h You just another life The sun'll rise The stars have already died [Verse 2: Yung Scarecrow] I see the reaper creeping as my blood is seeping Sleeping deeper through the night so I can face my demons My weakness seems to be that I cannot stop breathing d**h keeps cheating on my life, but on my soul it's feeding (It goes on) leading to the fleeting of an endless dream Screaming and needing Yelling and bleeding that things ain't as they seem In the cut sneaking and tweaking because I can't stop seeking this pain This torture of horror that I'm always conceding [Interlude] My Scars Are Like Evidence Being Mailed to the Judge: [Verse 3: $witchblade $crim] Enteral rest The bloody mess Keeping the motherf**ing devil hot Satanic mentality Happily making the bodies drop I'm on the block Circling cops Ready for their demise Screams resinate through the night so I can't close my eyes Hard to swallow when the hollows enter through your throat Lately I wallow in my sorrow cause I cannot cope The dope, the coke, the drank, the lean, the pills, the X, the smoke The rope to choke the pain away I'm broken till I croak [Verse 4: Yung Snow] Baby let me get the keys to the Rover truck Baby let me get the weed There's more for us When these s**as leave, yeah we can smoke a blunt and f** I bust a nut and now it's time to get the f** up out my crib Yeah, here's a couple bucks b**h I'm Oddy Nuff Creeping out the cut Blood seeping out my cut with the shotty pump You might escape the Tommy gun because I'm busy puffing blunts But soon enough, you'll come back round You screaming "Lock me up! Please! Box me up!" I got you s**a Start a flame and turn your body into dust Smoke your body in the blunt Copy us I'll light it up [Interlude] I Will Celebrate for Stepping on Broken Gla** and Slipping on Stomach Soaked Floors: [Verse 5: Anthony Mars] Walk in with a dead b**h and a Swisher lit Drug kick Got a half hit of the acid Can't quit I'm an addict So traumatic And I'm manic Feeling panicked I need a Xanax Pa** it as I OD real slowly Lonely looking ghostly surrounded by smoky mirror images of a fictions sober me Don't give a f** about harming me I'm drugging till I R.I.P [Verse 6: Norman Atomic] Take a hit of acid been a while since I tripped Now I'm seeing all this sh** Brain glowing Everything is bending in the same motion Roll the blunt I'll take a hit Start staring at the smoke as it twists and disappears Peer pressure don't affect me b**h I take d** on my own Pop a Perc and snort some coke It feel like my heart is broke because I get f**ed up when I feel alone I'm choking on this 40 of OE I'm hoping that I don't breath b**h I'm dope act like you know me Shoot me up so I can OD
I wish people around me knew and I wasn’t lying I hate how I was there for anyone but once something happens that I never did I literally get thrown out everything I need help
Eph. 6. [12] For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.
When you’re young most don’t see this. At 60 , dope, prison , broken homes, broken heart, broken mind. No it’s never over. The older I get the less I realize I know. Ego is a young man’s foe. But that bitch will get smashed to make room for humility or death.
Used to listen to song everytime I was coming down off fentanyl and I'm here now listening to it a month an a week sober now best I felt in years🎉thank u suicideboyz for music that touches the inner
@I am the father I went through the same shit. 2013, it's still hard. Sought professional help. Tried my best at new things. I guess I'm institutionalized to this.
These songs will forever speak to me deeply no matter if I’m sober or not or how many times I listen to them , I feel for everyone fighting their battles even the ones that they don’t speak of to others 🖤
One of my bestfriends used to listen to this song all the time. Put me on it. I was always bumping for the last.. either way. He put on this and passed away literally like a year or two ago.. I dont even remember because I just drink my life away anymore.. We used to play games on my channel all the time and I can't just go back to those days which is one of the reasons I haven't uploaded in ages. Either way.. Every time I hear the beginning of this song makes me tear up cause I just remember us in the car smoking bud and bumping this for the first time and him going "i told you its fucking fire right". Sucks man.. life just sucks.
Flaws was the first song I ever heard of the boys, and I instantly fell in love. This EP will forever hold a special place in my heart, together with Razor V.
I'm not here because I'm depressed, I'm here to listen this masterpiece, I've used to think of dying was a solution to my pain and suffering, then I listen to these guys, they've supported men and women who have their shoulders weighting them down. Thank you Ruby The Cherry and Scrim saving countless of lives.
Sadly some stupid priest would think this band supports suicide, though them, and death grips, have helped me so much, but the Mario 64, sounding section of this is burned into my brain.
I used to go out at night with my headphones full volume listening to this masterpiece. Now I look back and see that I am doing better than those days. Sometimes I still get bummed about something but I just go through life with me head up enjoying everday, the sun, wind, breathing air. It sure are better times. I greet all who have struggled or are struggling with mental health.
This whole track/ep is amazing but the third song just makes me feel something else, its like gloom, happiness and nostalgia all at once. $crim is in top 5 producers of all time in my opinion.
I will never stop listening to this song. It made me feel so much less alone while in active addiction, and even now that I'm 2 years clean, I still come to listen and it allows me to reflect on that time in my life which is so important when it comes to maintaining my sobriety.
How do I learn to maintain sober hell how do I start it I just keep getting sucked back in and using For anything I can't I don't want to deal with I can't keep running but it's hard when I have Support and feel so alone Music helps but
RIP to them, and congratulations to anyone who's still fighting and haven't given up yet, let's not forget about people who chickened out and couldn't do it, you chickened out for your own good, congrats !
Every day is difficult with a hidden mental illness that is hard to cope with. And sometimes just intensifies strongly out of the blue. Even depression ain't no joke. Saying this coming from a person that deals with heavy dissociation on a daily basis, yet hides it well at work. No one knows how tough it is, and no cares or knows. Tiring to live with masks all the time, just so to satisfy others social needs when I just keep on dying inside. It also manifests with cigarettes and alcohol, without me even doing these activities. I'm so tired...
As someone who struggles with mental health issues that stem from my time in the Army this song scratches the pain in my brain. To everyone struggling with anything in life wether it's addiction, mental health, or anything really just remember life goes on and it will get better. Keep banging these songs and hold on. One foot in front of the other, one day at a time. Y'all don't know me but I love each and every one of you.
This gives me a feeling, but I just don’t understand it. Is it nostalgia? I can’t tell. But I know it’s there. That feeling you get listening to this. You feel it. I feel it. It’s so complicated.
There are a few mixes/videos on UA-cam that I would consider a part of my "happy place." This is definitely one of them. I can put this on at work, driving, whatever - and I am instantly in the zone. So good.
I remember this was my first song i ever heard from them. I was laying in bed tripping real hard listening to the original sampled track "Stone In The Focus". I ended up balling my eyes out about a girl that had broke my heart just feeling worst than shit, then this song was in my recommendations. The title caught me off guard but intrigued me to give it a chance. The same song i was crying over turned into a beat and then came along the two most relatable fuckers i have ever came across on the internet. Ever since that night ive been a huge fan and they are easily one of my favorite artist. That moment was really special to me, just when i was on the verge of possible suicide they came into my life. I wanted to share that experience with someone but i wasnt really sure how.... so im just gonna leave this post here.
I need prayers , I’m Native Canadian and I’m losing my people left and right . Life shouldn’t be like this , but yeah a prayer is better than a dollar . Much love and respect
It's a coping mechanism to a life time of trauma but when you can start healing that inner child you can find new coping skills healthier but it takes whatever it takes and I alway pray Noone dies before they realize it. I will never judge addicts I am one a recovering one now❤😊
once this ep used to get me sad and thinkin bout past shit... now i just rediscovered it and it brought me completely different feelings ... i love this shit
Have epilepsy and depression with bad anxiety so I have bad seizures in my sleep and sometimes I just stay up and smoke till I pass out listening to this life has killed so much of me in the past and that’s how I learned how to overcome and take it by the balls and run shit out of my system the best I can do love y’all stay trill and blessed 👽
Recently lost a close friend to OD. Came over here to clean my head and jam to some music. Y’all doing good, keep up the work. I put my brother one with y’all and he Hurd y’all lyrics and choose a better life for him self also. 🙏🏻 thank y’all sooo much.
seen the reaper creepin' as my blood is seepin' sleepin' deeper through the nights so i can face my demons my weakness seems to be that I can not stop breathin' death keeps cheating on my life but on my soul it feedin'
rootle tootle of course he exists but so far it doesn't seem he is how he's portrayed to be or looked as neither is the devil, just something to give him credit for everything someone accomplishes in life, and devil just someone humans can blame all bad for sense nobody wants to take responsibility for their actions, he forced me too he was gonna kill me! So you broke every bone in someone's body rotted someone's insides and ripped the skin and flesh off their body and wore it? )Going by how humans portray him yet he hasn't done shit) but even if he did have a gun to your head which he wouldn't need, you always have a choice bad choice live to hurt others or die and choose not to hurt anyone. And why when you question some Americans about faith and that they should only speak for themselves cause they wouldn't say that about a kid or innocent in Iraq or Syria or Ukraine or just someone who isn't doing good in life like me, I'm very depressed, suicidal and angry I don't have any self confidence or belief in myself, I'm very negative of myself over emotional but I always seem to care and love others more than myself from animals to people, but from all that how much do you think I'm judged by people that are happy and every day of their lives are as bright as the sun, the biggest problems they'll have are some small health issues while I have seizures my back is messed up I've had bad pneumonia and I'm called weak because I'm broken inside and don't want to live and I need to talk to someone who acts like they know how I feel just so I can hold my feelings and emotions in and lose my mind. I prayed to god for the decade In a half that I've been alive to help me and everyone like me from people dying to even animals you're the one that's Omnipotent and has the power what can a innocent little 6 year old do against isis, taliban and others like that alone no training no weapons? I begged him to help me get better but sense that was to much... 😏to at least let me know you're there and looking over me and through time things will get better things didn't get better until I prayed to lucifer when I stopped having seizures for years stopped having nightmares i was actually smiling and laughing more. not trying to sound dark because I'm not only dark part of me is wanting to hurt those who hurt others if its physically or emotionally on the inside from bullies who feel they have to hurt others for how they look, or just because they don't like them and they just get entertained by hurting people. But other than that I don't believe in good and bad as nobody is truly born either but born neutral you're molded into how you turn out from you parents to just life itself.
lol omg dude Sazzy The Sazquatch bro youre part of the reason why i scroll down to see the comments in videos it never fails i always find some funny ass shit that was a good one that had my dying everytime i hear this song imma remember that lol good loookin out Sazzy The Sazquatch
💚 for giving us the strength to over come the challenges an the ups and downs life throws at us daily, the perfect escape and dream of everything being ok. We all have to lie to ourselves daily that it’s ok and we’re ok an everything will be fine in our darkest moments and this just makes that process seem less and gives me strength an hope to go on an love another day and the people around me so thank you 🙏💚
i been a fan of $b$ for a long time, and i managed to beat my mental health problem by going to the gym. i dont do drugs anymore and im healthy. These guys were part of some good times for me and appreciate them, this is one of my most favorite albums they came out with and this edit of the album has always been a favorite ever since 2015. Sending Love ♥️
Wish I could go to the gym it helped me with my depression as a teen but I have a torn labrum now 😔 the gym is awesome but listen to your body’s fellas if something hurts take a small break
the memories i get from these songs. even scrims voice reminds me of times when i was 15, walking around town to this at 7 am, after i stayed up all night
Undoubtedly one of the best projects. The three songs are masterpieces that make you think all the time but My Scars Are Like Evidence Being Mailed To The Judge is special to me. When I hear the transition and then the instrumental of the song, it always gives me chill. 2021.1.28
I remember listening to this between 2018-2019 when I first started listening to them for real. I was stuck in a miserable loop, working, going home, sleep, and repeat every day. I felt depressed, useless, and angry at times, and I used to cut myself. I'm certainly in a better place today, but I still like to come back to this song to cope whenever I'm feeling like shit again. Thanks, boy$.
Im in that loop i cut myself its hard to wake up in the morning i have a eating disorder so i don’t eat i feel so empty and alone i could be in a room full of people and still feel alone man it’s getting harder every day idk how much longer i can keep going i was taking medicine for depression but it was only making it worse so I stopped taking it but I feel i have no purpose anymore the things that used to make me happy don’t anymore the only reason im still here is my dog I can’t leave her
It came to me at a dark time indeed. This song was a small shred of peace in a time where there was no time and life hurt like never before, constantly. I also.... survived. Thanks Boy$.
suicideboys got me thru a very dark time in my life. this time of year is rough but coming back to my faves by them knowing things are atleast a little better
Ik this is hella random but you’ve got this and you will pull through ❤️ Ik how consuming it is to feel that way. Glad to know we share some of the same emotions
This right here is the Mona Lisa of rap.
Ruby = Leonardo Da Cherry
😂
Leonardo Da Cherry 😂😂😂
ruby da caprio
You must be some young kid cuz this ain't the mona Lisa of rap, especially dudes that are depressed and junkies rapping about it lmao😂
@@The0311Killer do you feel better getting that off your chest lil bro?
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Lol i was literally searching this comment
Wait, i thought these are names of samples in this vid
Thanks.
Nice integra man!
VaShek it’s the name of the actual songs
4 days ago my dad lost his battle with cancer. I was there with him until the very last day. Ik he hated this type of music but it what has been getting me through it and has helped me keep on keeping on. I love you William Lee Smaller, im glad to have known you for as long i did. Your one hell of fighter and the strongest man physically and mentally that i will ever know. I just hope to be able to fill in your shoes to make you proud
Hope your doing well
i also lost my dad to cancer and it's the worst pain i've ever felt. we're in this together, you aren't alone. hope you're doing well he's still with you
dw. his spirit lives on. and is with you at all times
Dead dad gang bro❤
Cant imagine your pain, hope god gives you strength, all the love, all the power - wim hof
Not depressed anymore, but still loving these dudes.
Edit: to all my lost boys and girls, keep ya head up!
fr that's how it be
Yessir feels good
Wish I could say the samee lol I love them tho
Good luck on getting out of it I’m still working on it
@@debom4641 y’all can get through it just know that there’s always a sunshine on the other side
8 years later and we all still listenin huh? i hope we all make it thru the shit we dont talk about. i pray for yall brothas. my lifes a constant struggle but we gotta keep pushin.
Pure balance shadow work beyond.
We just gotta keep pushing hoping for the day when things get better
Right back at you! Keep it up 😊
hide it all behind that beautiful smile, only way we can.
Just got out of hospital
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Thanks camron.
thanks for this (:
Riley Klassen real recognize real
Riley Klassen 👍
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bruh whoever was lucky enough to experience this era, love y'all
yup right here bro, we did so many drugs to this shit
When Antarctica Dropped so did most of my homies lol 😂😭
same bro
Only 16 year olds listen to these mfs
still got my homies luckily, but this era was sum different. i come back from time to time for the nostalgia haha
Pumpin this while Quaratine 🔥
Same here bro. They helping me through this fr
physical existence is a limitation for the mind . Our true potential quarantined
Holy shit me too
Quarantine 4 Lyfe
Same here bro, smoking a good weed high listening to this crazy shit
This is always the best 7 minutes ever and never a waste of time
7 minutes I can keep giving away to just hear this bang..
it's two different songs that's why it's 7 mins
@@lorenzosanchez7283 3
i listen to this song atleast 3 or 4 maybe 5 times in a row
i know right
"It's all I've wanted my whole life. The universe won't notice bitch. You just another life. The sun will rise. The stars have already died" --- Has gotta be one of my favorite lyrics of all time
i always thought he said "as far as ive known ive already died" and i like that better lmao
Everything we see is a reflection of light bouncing off the object into out eyes, if the stars already died we've already done what's done and living in a delay. What's done is done.
I've listened to this song at least 100 times, but it wasn't until just now, those lyrics jumped out at me. And so I was skimming the comment section just to see if someone posted their lyrics. And you started at the exact lyrics I was looking for. How profound of a thought and statement. We see stars from thousands of years ago given the time and distance there is between them and us. Our light may be all that is left and yet the universe will continue with or without us. How small and also how extraordinary of a statement to make. These are my new favorite lyrics as well
@@loserdubbed8036 wait what?
@@d-man691 That’s fuckin awesome! Glad I could help
seeing both ruby and scrim getting sober and better but also being open about their relapses makes me... feel oddly happy as someone who struggles to live and not slip into addiction every single day
Addiction is my biggest regret. Alcohol & fentanyl have brought me to & thru literal hell . it j aint worth it, i wish with everything in me i never picked up the drugs..
@@mollierose8606 you can quit bruh
@@kage353 you can stop sure untill u hooked can’t get sick
@@xz5976 dogshit excuse
you can quit any time if you do it right.
The struggle is when u get into it lololol never heard struggling to not get into it
When i 1st heard this song i was 22 and homeless staying in hotels, smoking blunts back to back, all while working my ass off to stay a float. Now ive been sober for 4 months and got my own place , and my mom was with me thru it all. She still lives with me and im proud to have made it thru that struggle. This song holds a special place in me💯
Damn dawg. Respect 🫡
currently living that life rn and jamin to this. we all gon make it.
You got it bro
never could, you are a role model for most just the force will you got, u got this bro, this world is ours
Bro, im really happy for you!! U can make great things in your life, just if you want to.. Keep working on yourself!!
I remember listening to this full of anger and sadness.
Everytime I relisten to this music it brings back memories, I’m glad I overcame what I was going through and I promise you will too.
I decided to move to a new state when I turned 18 to get away from all the memories holding me down.
I can’t say the same for the ones I love, they got caught in the loop, all I can do is pray and hope for the best.
Life is hell, but only the strongest survive. Remember that.
I don’t care who you are, i genuinely care about you.
Someone will always care for you.
Thank you for real. I just stumbled across these guys and happened to read your comment and I'm in same boat, in the process of changing. Thanks for that man...
Im 19, and im still dont know where im going to
What if you want to be cherished because you know you want to have the same and be at peace
Love you dawg
Thank you for real man you made my day❤
Who's still here in 2024 🤔
🙋♂️
@@EmanuelPerez-h1c🙋🏻♀️
Eu, do Brasil 💪🏿🗿
Cheap comment. Of course we are…. Bc we are real fans
Gang
As someone who was battling with drug addiction and drug abuse from the age of 15 to 19 these guys really helped me battle and fight it, proud to say I’m 21 now and have been drug free for 2 years. Without these guys I don’t know if I could have done it
LMAO
@@sadexas I don’t really see how that’s funny but aight
@@sadexas what is wrong with you
Hell yesh proud of u
@@mackenzielarkin4037 they're an @ss
no matter how long it’s been since i’ve heard this, it always hits harder each time
You're not alone my G
💯💯♥️‼
its 3 different songs, but yeah
Right bro… it’s been years too 🫠
💯
Regularly I come here to heal myself
wow thanks boys for 1.4k ❤
i even recently decided im getting a razor on my heel for a tattoo
Yeah u right
Same
get well mate
same
I remember listening to o pana! when I was 14 and I’m now 21. The amount of life that’s happen since is crazy. It gets better , it’s never gonna be perfect or everything you want. There’s always bad days but you learn the little bit of good is what makes it worth it. You’ll find your purpose wether it’s a job, school, kid, moving,etc. keep your head up please. It goes away. You’ll wonder how you made it past 16 forever but you realize the battle was worth sticking around 💕
Honestly focus on yourself in life. Don’t let family, friends, or anyone bring you down in any way. You are born to be who you become and you will walk this creative colorful world to create you’re own rainbow trails by you’re own damn self. Whatever you’re going through, know it’s always greener on the other side. Get through it with a strong and smart mind, learn from everything and take every situation bad or good as a blessing. There’s good in everything And everyone I promise . This is a whole ass open universe, get the fuck away from whatever is holding you down, seriously, and just find yourself. Find what you like, what you would want to do in life, anything about you chase that shit . Patience and mindfulness is the fucking key to life. I love all of you I promise you that. Please take care of yourselves, stay humble guys. ❤️❤️
I needed this...thank you.
This...actually means alot to me. Thanks🙏❤
colorful world? am I the only one who still thinks this world is black and white. everything I see is soulless. this comment is very positive, yes. but sadly I do not feel happiness as much anymore. and I know most people do not care about my reply.
yeah i support you too for thinking this way, cuz i know very good its true
same
I like seeing people with actual emotion on songs like these because on reactions to this mixtape people are going "dope" and "lit" without listening to the lyrics or fully transcending the beat
If your high you can feel the beat in your bod
GATSUUUU
I agree but bruh the beat for the last song is like one of the best beats ever made💯 this dude $crim perfectly mixed a gangsta boo sample with a com truise sample🔥
5:22 that beat is heaven like.
Straight up what it feels like to ascend to heaven
Hussam Miawad How do you know
The struggle never fully dies. I keep coming back here 🖤
Straight.
Feel u
take heed struggler
Just keep it in perspective. The struggle creates contrast with the better times. We all feel it inside. But you cannot have a peak without a valley. I also struggled with depression, but I overcame it by remembering that, and through therapy. Therapy doesn’t make you weak. You would be strong to know what you need, man. We are stronger by each other’s side. We are here for you.
I'm with you 💯
Had 17 funerals in 2021 got hooked on fetanyl fought an attempted m case now 5months sober working on my mental health the boys music helps me through it all
I hope things are better for you now than when you wrote your original comment. Sending all the positivity I can. That fent sitch is crazy over there man, just like with the crack times an entire generation stolen because the gov too busy making money off the war on drugs. What a sad situation, you just have to try do what you do I guess huh. Much love, from the UK.
Listening to dudes depressed talking about killing themselves or drugs aint healthy music my guy. Move along
I hope that ur doing ok
I gain confidence from listening to the stories and beliefs within this brand of music to sharpen personal growth in a way. I'm happy and dont feel lonely I'm no longer a struggling drug addict as I used to be i enjoy the company of others when i allow them to be around. but it may be because I found this music after I overcame some of my hardest struggles and it reminds me of the ways i have felt and become proud of myself for fighting my demons. Demons never disappear but it's almost as if your walking the demons instead of the demons walking you. Sounds crazy but there is so much strength behind peaceful control and the obedience of that that seeks to destroy you.
Nick Andrade dam this is deep probably as deep as it can get 👍👍
thats some shit
Have a good day u peoples out there ❤
You’re not alone 🖖remember that.
Nick Andrade keep living on homie 💪🏼❤️ I feel you on this.
It's so comforting seeing everyone post their stories with this mixtape. I've been in a really dark place for the last 3 years, but it's gotten worse this month because a girl who messed me up even more. Every night I'm here listening to their songs crying contemplating if I should put the noose around my neck or not. Every night they keep me alive for 1 more day.
I love you boys, never stop making music, it means the world for most of us
@@jovicarrillo1131 thank you man... But its just getting worse and worse I can't stand this anymore its exhausting
never put that noose around your neck bro at least reach out to this music man. there is always something in this world worth living for man. I LOVE YOU BRO keep that head up of yours. I went to rehab in january after i crashed my 350z drunk and drifting around. I somehow didn't get a DUI or anything which WOULD have worsened my situation. ME crashing my car was my wake up call and treatment saved my life. I have never been as happy as I am now in my life and its all thanks to the "GOD I never thought i would believe in". He is out there watching over you. Everything will be ok.
@@FadedxFantom I'm proud of you brother, glad to hear you're on a better path now. I hope that the "God" that is up there will guide me and keep me alive if he is really there
@@drakuunn I know that he kept my dumbass alive so I know he got u too my boi. Just keep sending good vibes into the world and eventually you’ll get it back literally in 1 month it’ll be the same time last year I crashed my car and I do countless more things to destroy relationships with countless people all while killing myself slowly with 2 handles of Smirnoff a week during work and all, at 20 years old. I just turned 21 November 1st and went to my first ever concert and it was $uicideboy$ here in San Diego. Literally best night of my life and I did it sober. I made it happen because I chose to go to treatment for my childhood trauma. Not saying treatment is your answer man. But I know there’s an answer waiting for you just keep looking
@@FadedxFantom thank you for the good words man, helps a lot❤️ also keep doing what makes you happy, you should rebuild another 350z cuz they're cool cars
These guys, man.... enough really can't be said. The production, talent, emotions, starting all on their own, the impact the music has on the people who relate. Crazy. Just 2 white boys better than 99.9% of every other rapper out there 💯
💯🤝
almost a years since i found this, actually no, it found me in my darkest moments and gave me the strength to keep up, battling with the demons in my head and the ones i have to see everyday. and i’m going to keep coming back, listening every morning just to feel okay. g59 till death.
[Sample: Tommy Wright]
Car jack, gat packed, hard head, wig split
Die n***a die n***a die n***a die
Got a big clip wid a Jason mask
[Verse 1: Yung Mutt]
Sunk back in the driver's seat
Blunt between my lips
I'm riding with a b**h that's high as me
She ducking out
She trying to sleep
I'm ducking out
I'm trying to see the road, but all I can see are 4 horsemen coming closer to me
I think I'm about to die
We'll see
Swerving on them motherf**ers, b**h
It ain't my time
Let the world blow up first then I might just close my eyes
It's all I really wanted my whole life
The universe won't notice b**h
You just another life
The sun'll rise
The stars have already died
[Verse 2: Yung Scarecrow]
I see the reaper creeping as my blood is seeping
Sleeping deeper through the night so I can face my demons
My weakness seems to be that I cannot stop breathing
d**h keeps cheating on my life, but on my soul it's feeding
(It goes on) leading to the fleeting of an endless dream
Screaming and needing
Yelling and bleeding that things ain't as they seem
In the cut sneaking and tweaking because I can't stop seeking this pain
This torture of horror that I'm always conceding
[Interlude]
My Scars Are Like Evidence Being Mailed to the Judge:
[Verse 3: $witchblade $crim]
Enteral rest
The bloody mess
Keeping the motherf**ing devil hot
Satanic mentality
Happily making the bodies drop
I'm on the block
Circling cops
Ready for their demise
Screams resinate through the night so I can't close my eyes
Hard to swallow when the hollows enter through your throat
Lately I wallow in my sorrow cause I cannot cope
The dope, the coke, the drank, the lean, the pills, the X, the smoke
The rope to choke the pain away
I'm broken till I croak
[Verse 4: Yung Snow]
Baby let me get the keys to the Rover truck
Baby let me get the weed
There's more for us
When these s**as leave, yeah we can smoke a blunt and f**
I bust a nut and now it's time to get the f** up out my crib
Yeah, here's a couple bucks
b**h I'm Oddy Nuff
Creeping out the cut
Blood seeping out my cut with the shotty pump
You might escape the Tommy gun because I'm busy puffing blunts
But soon enough, you'll come back round
You screaming "Lock me up! Please! Box me up!"
I got you s**a
Start a flame and turn your body into dust
Smoke your body in the blunt
Copy us
I'll light it up
[Interlude]
I Will Celebrate for Stepping on Broken Gla** and Slipping on Stomach Soaked Floors:
[Verse 5: Anthony Mars]
Walk in with a dead b**h and a Swisher lit
Drug kick
Got a half hit of the acid
Can't quit I'm an addict
So traumatic And I'm manic
Feeling panicked I need a Xanax
Pa** it as I OD real slowly
Lonely looking ghostly surrounded by smoky mirror images of a fictions sober me
Don't give a f** about harming me
I'm drugging till I R.I.P
[Verse 6: Norman Atomic]
Take a hit of acid been a while since I tripped
Now I'm seeing all this sh**
Brain glowing
Everything is bending in the same motion
Roll the blunt I'll take a hit
Start staring at the smoke as it twists and disappears
Peer pressure don't affect me b**h I take d** on my own
Pop a Perc and snort some coke
It feel like my heart is broke because I get f**ed up when I feel alone
I'm choking on this 40 of OE
I'm hoping that I don't breath
b**h I'm dope act like you know me
Shoot me up so I can OD
its actually "gotta be equipped with a jason mask" afaik but im not sure
#gloryhole
All this names.. I can’t tell who is who tho
Horrid instead of horror
Song is super crazy
The vibes are immaculate on these songs.
Depression is universal... praying every day till I die 🙏. There's so much beauty in sadness, appreciate it from peace so it doesn't destroy you.
I will pray for you
@@Christian_Sannino Thank you 4 that, but there's no need for it. God bless you 🙏
@@diegozophielnorambuena-ld1og people that don't have the forbidden knowledge are blessed sometimes I wish I was trapped in my mortal mind damn
I love you brother
I wish people around me knew and I wasn’t lying I hate how I was there for anyone but once something happens that I never did I literally get thrown out everything I need help
for anyone wondering, the song that plays in the background from 0:00 - 2:44 is Die Nigga Die by Tommy Wright III
And the melody is greet death by explosions in the sky.
Leaving a few comments just so ppl who will curious have many opportunities to find this.
Been listening to this song for 4 years now without ever skipping or getting sick of it!.. This song truly is the anthem of loneliness…
The battle is never over.
Yes, maybe that battle is for all life remaining.
@@hernanarauz1610 Dont say that bro . . .🙃
Eph. 6. [12] For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.
Mkne is 20 mins from over
When you’re young most don’t see this. At 60 , dope, prison , broken homes, broken heart, broken mind. No it’s never over. The older I get the less I realize I know. Ego is a young man’s foe. But that bitch will get smashed to make room for humility or death.
Used to listen to song everytime I was coming down off fentanyl and I'm here now listening to it a month an a week sober now best I felt in years🎉thank u suicideboyz for music that touches the inner
Respect tf outta u bro ❤🎉
Great job, at least if remember someone loves u. Maybe not now but in the future someone’s waiting for u. Don’t give up, it ain’t over til it’s over
I'm sober from fettys now too...🎉 Congratulations
be clean brother!!! you can do this👍🏻👍🏻
Shoutout to all depressed people, i'm with u
🙌
Like stints,we'll hold eachother
Hell yeah same here
RN
@I am the father I went through the same shit. 2013, it's still hard. Sought professional help. Tried my best at new things. I guess I'm institutionalized to this.
These songs will forever speak to me deeply no matter if I’m sober or not or how many times I listen to them , I feel for everyone fighting their battles even the ones that they don’t speak of to others 🖤
One of my bestfriends used to listen to this song all the time. Put me on it. I was always bumping for the last.. either way. He put on this and passed away literally like a year or two ago.. I dont even remember because I just drink my life away anymore.. We used to play games on my channel all the time and I can't just go back to those days which is one of the reasons I haven't uploaded in ages. Either way.. Every time I hear the beginning of this song makes me tear up cause I just remember us in the car smoking bud and bumping this for the first time and him going "i told you its fucking fire right". Sucks man.. life just sucks.
At least you met him and had those moments with him, I’m sure you made his life a lot better by being his friend.
He's in a better place, rest assured. Hug guy.
virtual hugs 🫂 im so proud of you for still being here.
Bump this shit! Sorry. Life's a bitch. Head up.
Flaws was the first song I ever heard of the boys, and I instantly fell in love. This EP will forever hold a special place in my heart, together with Razor V.
This song makes me feel every emotion from happiness to anger and everything in between. The vibes and emotional connection is unreal
When I'm sad you'll find me here, not addicted anymore.. just a friendly reminder to myself that I got this.. and so do you.. so keep it up
you got this
we got this bro
how you doin?
I'm doing good man.. still sober and strong
Almost a year sober!!! Like how! God bless you if you read this. ❤ please don’t give up
I'm not here because I'm depressed, I'm here to listen this masterpiece, I've used to think of dying was a solution to my pain and suffering, then I listen to these guys, they've supported men and women who have their shoulders weighting them down. Thank you Ruby The Cherry and Scrim saving countless of lives.
No one asked
@@Opana223 You sound like a dude who supports feminism yet the reason you got no bitches. 🤡
@@Opana223 Why not be an incel at someone who's vulnerable, because it makes you look like a loser, which you are going to be as always, Cope.
@@Opana223 guy just have say, he really tired of this shit. Dont want to ask anybody, if dude really have say something
Sadly some stupid priest would think this band supports suicide, though them, and death grips, have helped me so much, but the Mario 64, sounding section of this is burned into my brain.
This has been my favorite song since it came out and I’m so glad it’s finally getting the recognition it deserves.
I used to go out at night with my headphones full volume listening to this masterpiece. Now I look back and see that I am doing better than those days. Sometimes I still get bummed about something but I just go through life with me head up enjoying everday, the sun, wind, breathing air. It sure are better times. I greet all who have struggled or are struggling with mental health.
This is honestly the prettiest cloud rap EP I’ve ever heard. I’m not the biggest fan of $uicideboy$ but this is legitimately really phenomenal.
This whole track/ep is amazing but the third song just makes me feel something else, its like gloom, happiness and nostalgia all at once. $crim is in top 5 producers of all time in my opinion.
I’ve revisit this at least once a month since its release. Honestly the best project $uicideboy$ has made
no u havent
I will never stop listening to this song. It made me feel so much less alone while in active addiction, and even now that I'm 2 years clean, I still come to listen and it allows me to reflect on that time in my life which is so important when it comes to maintaining my sobriety.
Hope You will recover soon❤️
How do I learn to maintain sober hell how do I start it I just keep getting sucked back in and using For anything I can't I don't want to deal with I can't keep running but it's hard when I have Support and feel so alone Music helps but
i know how fkn hard is to stay sober....keep going!, i wish you good luck :)
1 year clean🙌🏼
Good
Moment of silence for everyone who lost their battle with mental health.
There in a way better place now
The way you said this hits hard, let's stay silent in their memory.
ghoul ?
RIP to them, and congratulations to anyone who's still fighting and haven't given up yet, let's not forget about people who chickened out and couldn't do it, you chickened out for your own good, congrats !
Every day is difficult with a hidden mental illness that is hard to cope with. And sometimes just intensifies strongly out of the blue. Even depression ain't no joke.
Saying this coming from a person that deals with heavy dissociation on a daily basis, yet hides it well at work. No one knows how tough it is, and no cares or knows. Tiring to live with masks all the time, just so to satisfy others social needs when I just keep on dying inside. It also manifests with cigarettes and alcohol, without me even doing these activities. I'm so tired...
And suddenly it doesn’t feel so lonely hearing someone else go through the same hell that addiction is.
im with u
Hey you okay?
Keep strong sister, it may not seem like it but it’s get easier 💯
Praying for you ❤️
💯 jus gotta get that shit one day at a time I hope your still clean
addiction is not disease. you have a choice.
As someone who struggles with mental health issues that stem from my time in the Army this song scratches the pain in my brain. To everyone struggling with anything in life wether it's addiction, mental health, or anything really just remember life goes on and it will get better. Keep banging these songs and hold on. One foot in front of the other, one day at a time. Y'all don't know me but I love each and every one of you.
$B is one of the best groups to exist. Ridiculously talented. I'm convinced ruby the best rapper alive
Lord infamous
$uicideboy$ had a so much more sick vibe back in the past, who agrees?
I do. This is a song that's really relatable. Also, 49bags Nascar hits me bc it's true as fuck.
@Shawn Cox wtf
They're still amazing Mane
@@CostaPavlouSKYSPACEGR fr bruh
This gives me a feeling, but I just don’t understand it. Is it nostalgia? I can’t tell. But I know it’s there. That feeling you get listening to this. You feel it. I feel it. It’s so complicated.
I het déjà vu whenever is listen to this
That’s how you know this is real music by making you have new feelings
For makes me it makes me reminise about a shitty part of my life and how I over came it. $uicideBoy$ are pure perfection.
There’s something there bro.
You are right but I don’t understand it myself
9 years, the boys have helped keep me in a place where I'm somewhat sane, and for that, I will always owe them
Well said . Stay strong ❤
There are a few mixes/videos on UA-cam that I would consider a part of my "happy place." This is definitely one of them. I can put this on at work, driving, whatever - and I am instantly in the zone. So good.
I remember this was my first song i ever heard from them. I was laying in bed tripping real hard listening to the original sampled track "Stone In The Focus". I ended up balling my eyes out about a girl that had broke my heart just feeling worst than shit, then this song was in my recommendations. The title caught me off guard but intrigued me to give it a chance. The same song i was crying over turned into a beat and then came along the two most relatable fuckers i have ever came across on the internet. Ever since that night ive been a huge fan and they are easily one of my favorite artist. That moment was really special to me, just when i was on the verge of possible suicide they came into my life. I wanted to share that experience with someone but i wasnt really sure how.... so im just gonna leave this post here.
Woah thats amazing man,im so happy you found these two special people.They have helped me through hard and tough times and it sucks alot
You shared your expeierence my guy.
@@asherabraham337 that was so nice
This was the first song I ever heard too. It will always be a favorite of mine.
Sounds like a recipe for a bad trip
Sleeping deeper through the nights so I can face my demons... speaks to my soul.
Could you tell me what he means? Astral protecting perhaps ?
@@slypkc1218 been 2 years and you still dont know. sad....
Been living with mine for 14 years.. Lmk if yall want to know my experiences lol
Demons stay unless Jesus sets you free
@@staff_skittlz9202 real ones know the real demons come at night, easy to fend them off in the day , different when the sun sets
I need prayers , I’m Native Canadian and I’m losing my people left and right . Life shouldn’t be like this , but yeah a prayer is better than a dollar . Much love and respect
same dude i live in lower post bc
I feel u
Never quit
Shout out to the boys who made it through addiction. Many people want to be where they are. Many didn't make it because of drugs and addiction.
Never gonna stop getting high, you guys dont know how to party.
@@trige000 same
and ADDICTION
It's a coping mechanism to a life time of trauma but when you can start healing that inner child you can find new coping skills healthier but it takes whatever it takes and I alway pray Noone dies before they realize it. I will never judge addicts I am one a recovering one now❤😊
@@kristalbanks9391 me too ✋️
thank you for lifting me up from my depression , suicideboys are just light in a dark corner
the beginning of this song is one of the most beautiful things ive heard in my life. I can feel it inside me
damn, scrim brought a tear to my eye. straight up
Abso Lutely 💯👌😫
God damn yeah
gay
ur gay
Puuussyyy
As much as things change, they’ve stayed the same.
Forever timeless.
once this ep used to get me sad and thinkin bout past shit... now i just rediscovered it and it brought me completely different feelings ... i love this shit
f**k, back here after 4 years :(
Still here ?@@nicoerpiu
"He spoke, and the black cloud of sorrow closed on Achilles.
"
-The Iliad, Book XVIII v.22
Deeep
🧴
"The Death Of Achilles"
Been listening for 6 years now. Always seem to make my way back when shit hits the fan. Much love to the boys y’all will forever be goated
Love❤-Satan!
Rest in peace to the ones who suffer no more
Have epilepsy and depression with bad anxiety so I have bad seizures in my sleep and sometimes I just stay up and smoke till I pass out listening to this life has killed so much of me in the past and that’s how I learned how to overcome and take it by the balls and run shit out of my system the best I can do love y’all stay trill and blessed 👽
Amen brother
Stay strong brother
7:12 of music for those who lost there battle with mental health RIP to all those people fly high
💯❤️
dude the layered open hats on the bass in the last song is so fire
Revisiting this tape is a comfortable reminder of how far I’ve come in 8 years. Rip to everyone that didn’t make it.
Recently lost a close friend to OD. Came over here to clean my head and jam to some music. Y’all doing good, keep up the work. I put my brother one with y’all and he Hurd y’all lyrics and choose a better life for him self also. 🙏🏻 thank y’all sooo much.
Feel that brother 💯 keep ur head up ❤🙏
I feel you homie and just stay strong have a good day
2:50 I love this part
WhiteTeaxd yo sameee🔥
2:53 is sampling another track...either Tycho or Com Truise....can't remember the song.
@@luvdabass I had the same thought, and finally remembered its Com Truise Subsonic :)
@@luvdabass and crucifix by koopsta
seen the reaper creepin' as my blood is seepin' sleepin' deeper through the nights so i can face my demons my weakness seems to be that I can not stop breathin' death keeps cheating on my life but on my soul it feedin'
LOL I wuz reading this when it played
@Dead Meme What is your problem
@Dead Meme Dafucks your problem lmao
@Dead Meme but why lmao xd
@@jimsterbitch2478 did you just assumed he has friends? Probably not lol
This era here got me through my darkest times and helped me crawl out of that dark abyss thank yall for your music
Weakness seems to be that I cannot stop breathing, damn i'll always remember that line
My weakness seems to be that I cannot stop breathing* (They yelling ''my'' before they say the phrase)
miggie this comments makes me realize that a god does exist
rootle tootle of course he exists but so far it doesn't seem he is how he's portrayed to be or looked as neither is the devil, just something to give him credit for everything someone accomplishes in life, and devil just someone humans can blame all bad for sense nobody wants to take responsibility for their actions, he forced me too he was gonna kill me! So you broke every bone in someone's body rotted someone's insides and ripped the skin and flesh off their body and wore it? )Going by how humans portray him yet he hasn't done shit) but even if he did have a gun to your head which he wouldn't need, you always have a choice bad choice live to hurt others or die and choose not to hurt anyone. And why when you question some Americans about faith and that they should only speak for themselves cause they wouldn't say that about a kid or innocent in Iraq or Syria or Ukraine or just someone who isn't doing good in life like me, I'm very depressed, suicidal and angry I don't have any self confidence or belief in myself, I'm very negative of myself over emotional but I always seem to care and love others more than myself from animals to people, but from all that how much do you think I'm judged by people that are happy and every day of their lives are as bright as the sun, the biggest problems they'll have are some small health issues while I have seizures my back is messed up I've had bad pneumonia and I'm called weak because I'm broken inside and don't want to live and I need to talk to someone who acts like they know how I feel just so I can hold my feelings and emotions in and lose my mind. I prayed to god for the decade In a half that I've been alive to help me and everyone like me from people dying to even animals you're the one that's Omnipotent and has the power what can a innocent little 6 year old do against isis, taliban and others like that alone no training no weapons? I begged him to help me get better but sense that was to much... 😏to at least let me know you're there and looking over me and through time things will get better things didn't get better until I prayed to lucifer when I stopped having seizures for years stopped having nightmares i was actually smiling and laughing more. not trying to sound dark because I'm not only dark part of me is wanting to hurt those who hurt others if its physically or emotionally on the inside from bullies who feel they have to hurt others for how they look, or just because they don't like them and they just get entertained by hurting people. But other than that I don't believe in good and bad as nobody is truly born either but born neutral you're molded into how you turn out from you parents to just life itself.
Superboy Prime wow
Nick Andrade what to long?
“LATELY I WALLOW IN MY SORROW CUZ I CAN NOT COPE” damn bro that line hit me deep like it’s one of the realist things scrim ever spit
I No longer Fear the Razor Scooter Hitting my Heel *2019
"Razor Scooter Hitting my Heel *2019" - Can I use this ?
Nahh bro I still fear that shit bro.
lol omg dude Sazzy The Sazquatch bro youre part of the reason why i scroll down to see the comments in videos it never fails i always find some funny ass shit that was a good one that had my dying everytime i hear this song imma remember that lol good loookin out Sazzy The Sazquatch
whats the name of this song because when i search it up on something else its different
Sazzy The Sazquatch LMAO
💚 for giving us the strength to over come the challenges an the ups and downs life throws at us daily, the perfect escape and dream of everything being ok. We all have to lie to ourselves daily that it’s ok and we’re ok an everything will be fine in our darkest moments and this just makes that process seem less and gives me strength an hope to go on an love another day and the people around me so thank you 🙏💚
This song helped me through the toughest moments in life.
Thank u.🖤
i been a fan of $b$ for a long time, and i managed to beat my mental health problem by going to the gym. i dont do drugs anymore and im healthy. These guys were part of some good times for me and appreciate them, this is one of my most favorite albums they came out with and this edit of the album has always been a favorite ever since 2015. Sending Love ♥️
happy to hear you winning bro ☺️
The gym is so helpful man it makes me so happy too bro but I just saw $b live last Saturday for my first concert it was great
Wish I could go to the gym it helped me with my depression as a teen but I have a torn labrum now 😔 the gym is awesome but listen to your body’s fellas if something hurts take a small break
dying of heart problems & i come here cause this the only thing that makes me happy & gets me thru my day
Sending good VIbes ur way PImp !! Dont be afraid just be happy we where all here together at one point
Tristan Harwell it’s sum that don’t go away but thanks ✊🏻
Start eating healthy and take medication! Suicideboys is pure inspiration!
And it's TRUE cause it ryhmes good luck!
Fuck brother I’m sorry you gotta deal with something like that my prayers go up to you. Stay strong and fight man 🙏🏽💪🏽
the memories i get from these songs. even scrims voice reminds me of times when i was 15, walking around town to this at 7 am, after i stayed up all night
Bro fr I get the exact same feeling!
Had a few run-ins with the razor.
"I see the reaper creepin' as my blood is seepin'..."
That hit my soul.
Stay safe
@@coltonrobinson9651 Thanks man. I appreciate your input. But unfortunately you don't know shit about me. ✌
@@coltonrobinson9651 you're dope. Haha
Colton Robinson pussy
Cody Garcia stay strong brother
Undoubtedly one of the best projects. The three songs are masterpieces that make you think all the time but My Scars Are Like Evidence Being Mailed To The Judge is special to me. When I hear the transition and then the instrumental of the song, it always gives me chill. 2021.1.28
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Completed the question thank u for your support I'm so proud of the bars in the instrumental very good.
I remember listening to this between 2018-2019 when I first started listening to them for real. I was stuck in a miserable loop, working, going home, sleep, and repeat every day. I felt depressed, useless, and angry at times, and I used to cut myself. I'm certainly in a better place today, but I still like to come back to this song to cope whenever I'm feeling like shit again. Thanks, boy$.
Im in that loop i cut myself its hard to wake up in the morning i have a eating disorder so i don’t eat i feel so empty and alone i could be in a room full of people and still feel alone man it’s getting harder every day idk how much longer i can keep going i was taking medicine for depression but it was only making it worse so I stopped taking it but I feel i have no purpose anymore the things that used to make me happy don’t anymore the only reason im still here is my dog I can’t leave her
@@GFazo. Exercise? It'd give you some goals cause it seems like you're lacking any real goal and don't have any motiviation
23 and that’s what I do and been doing for the past 4-5 years
Obv don’t cut myself just drink a little nd smoke weed tho. I just keep pushing forward man
I'm still in that loop.
Thos song helps my anxiety and lessens my inclination to see blood on the ground. Masterpiece.
im glad that all of these peoples can understand my feels..
Spajdycz u are not alone. I feel the same way
You seem pretty cool.
Hell yea bro💯 You ain't alone💯🔥🤘👌💓🖤
Spajdycz - I’m glad u mentioned that lol
I feel proud to say, suicide boys got me through the hardest times of my life. Even out of it they still hold the biggest grip on my heart.
It came to me at a dark time indeed. This song was a small shred of peace in a time where there was no time and life hurt like never before, constantly. I also.... survived. Thanks Boy$.
So lucky to have experienced this era ..... the memories remain🧟♂️👹👻
Sample at 2:55 is Subsonic by Com Truise
suicideboys got me thru a very dark time in my life. this time of year is rough but coming back to my faves by them knowing things are atleast a little better
Same bro
Fr always a classic to help uplift a little bit
I like to listen to them because they make me think about life, and it sucks because no one around me feels the same, just trapped in my own emotions
Not alone brother makes me think about life too.
We all feel the same around here bro. We in this together ❤
1st birth
then reborn 💜
Yea man been there
Ik this is hella random but you’ve got this and you will pull through ❤️ Ik how consuming it is to feel that way. Glad to know we share some of the same emotions
Escutava muito essa em 2019,no começo da minha depressão,a timidez solidão arruinou minha vida,apesar de ter umas pessoas eu me sentia sozinho
This song is an absolute masterpiece that permanently lives in my mind.
I don't think I've ever heard a song like the first one, it was beautiful
the sample is from Com truise who makes great music
Miguel Manzanares song name?
true
yes
I love the beat used in the first part. It's strangely happy.
Almost at 10 years of G59. I knew when I first heard these guys that they had something special. I'm glad a lot of others felt the same